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Beside You

You’re ready to sleep now But I’m awake with desire You got me half way And I can’t stay in one place

What do I do with all this energy? While you peacefully sleep

When you’re done, you’re not really done Let me dance on your bone Until I explode, until I say so.

I’ve never been greedy, but I won’t leave until I’ve had my release.

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Lesson 1 | Union City, NJ

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Those who keep busiest pay no mind to what’s inside.

Jessa Breu

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Everything is in bloom, but I feel as if I am withering.

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Routine

I wanna clean so I can unscramble my mind

But this mess I live with is my comfort.

And just like everything else that’s negative in my life,

I don’t look at it twice.

Until it starts to accumulate and even then,

I have better uses for my head.

Once the view is too ugly and disgusting,

I’ll finally tidy up, so that I can have a fresh start.

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Telling my hispanic dad I want to see a therapist.

Me: I feel depressed out of nowhere.

Dad: Why? What's making you sad?

Me: Nothing is, I just feel this way. I think it has something to do with my anxiety. I've been thinking too much and I want to see a therapist.

Dad: You don't need a therapist. That costs money. Here, have a drink of vodka, then you'll be happy.

Me: No, that's even more depressing.

Dad: *brings his cup of vodka and mountain dew to my lips*