#doesn't the heartbreak make the happy moments all the sweeter¿

[buckrecs]

Do you have Bucky cheating fics ??

Cheating

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Some of them are bucky cheating on reader and some are bucky cheating with reader .. because the former hurts too much

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Like Nicotine by @babyboibucky

You and Bucky broke up but he keeps on crawling back to you.

But It’s Better If You Do by @ohbuckie

Bucky finds out you're pregnant while deployed in Germany

Petty by @mirkysconcubinefiction

The Affair doesn't surprise you. Bucky pointing a gun at you didn't scare you, him threatening to shoot you didn't make you flinch. He crossed a line and you run, cutting ties with your ex, baby, everything you had built over the past decade. Desperate you call an old friend and hope they can help...

Happiness and Heartbreak by @lokiandbuckysdoll

You’re willing to break your own heart if it means Bucky will finally find happiness even if it’s not with you.

Fire and Gasoline by @wicked-mind

Break-ups are hard. Especially when the cause of the break-up is the man of your dreams cheating on you. But what’s even worse… You both still love each other.

Just one night by @buckylattes

You find out your fiancé is cheating.

Stay by @flordeamatista

How many times do you stay for him?

Consequent Circumstances by @writingcroissant

You never intended to cheat, never intended to break someone's heart in such an unfair manner - but it happened, and now you and Bucky have to deal with unexpected consequences, some quite happy news following along with some that happen to shatter your heart into a million pieces.

blurb by @mavsstar

You couldn't focus at all during work, not after the fight you had with Bucky last night.

Holy Union by @qyllenhaal

With his marriage on the rocks, Bucky finds comfort in his younger neighbor.

Excuses by @venusstorm

You and Bucky are just friends right? Right…?

Cause You’re Just A Man by @multiverse-sparkles

to the world, mrs. barnes had played her cards well and landed herself a doting, rich and handsome husband who was madly inlove with her. behind closed doors, she shoulders the weight of his constant infidelity and questions, why was she not enough?

a message that seals your fate by @barnesafterglow

what do you call a love letter that leads to heartbreak

From Past to Future by @fatecantstopme

After you and Bucky break up, you end up engaged to Steve. What happens when Bucky come back into your life two years later?

deadly nightshade by @kinanabinks

the brightest berries are oft the most poisonous. why do the ones we can't have look like they'll taste so much sweeter?

SERIES

Take It Back by @allandoflimbo

About five years ago, a one night stand with Y/N tore Bucky’s life apart. It was also the night before his wedding. Now he’s married to her sister and she needs a place to stay.

something borrowed by @buckys-darling

You’ve been in love with Bucky Barnes for as long as you can remember. Small problem, though: he’s engaged to your best friend. So why not sleep with his?

If Only You Were Mine… by @bbgem329

You’ve been in love with Bucky Barnes since the moment you laid eyes on him. That was five years ago, when your older sister brought him home for a Sunday lunch and introduced him as her boyfriend.

Wicked Games by @summerofsnowflakes

You need to give him up, but it’s just too good to stop.

clandestine by @bucksfucks

you have it all— the nice car, the huge house, and the cheating husband. now all you need is a way out.

Ask for a Rec <3

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[archangeldyke-all]

How do I tell my crush that I like her?

this is a tricky question! the first thing you need to do is know that no matter what she says, whether she reciprocates the feelings for you or not, you are going to be okay. if she rejects you, it'll hurt like a bitch, but i promise you, you will be okay. you are not bad, you are not a perv, you are not unattractive or undesirable. queer women face a unique predicament where when we face rejection it feels ten times worse, because it's almost 'proof' that what society says about us (that sapphic attraction is 'perverted' or 'impure' or 'illegitimate') is true. but listen to me: that is not the case. your attraction to women is just as natural as your feelings of hunger or the way you breathe.

telling someone you like them is a big step, but it's ALWAYS a good thing, in my opinion. if they like you back, then you guys can take your relationship farther! but if they don't, you will have your answer, and you will be able to sleep soundly knowing that you aren't pining after someone who doesn't feel the same. sometimes, romantic feelings can put blinders on you, and you'll be unable to see when someone starts treating you poorly or taking advantage of you, and they'll be unable to know that they are taking advantage of you, because they think you're doing it all as a friendship thing! so clearing the air and admitting your feelings is the healthiest thing for both of you in the long run!

okay now to answer your question hahaha so sorry for the rambling: be direct and forward. don't leave room for questions about what kind of attraction you feel towards them. if you want to do it in person, wait until you are alone, but don't explicitly invite them over or out to do it, because depending on the outcome, that'll mean you have to finish a lunch in very awkward silence/with tears in your eyes lmaoooo. just wait until a moment comes up where you two are together and alone, maybe start with a compliment, and then tell them. something like, 'you know, i find you very attractive, and i think i have romantic feelings for you.' keep it simple but blunt. and if they don't feel the same way, just accept it humbly and re-assure them that it's okay! 'i just wanted to tell you, thank you for being as honest with me as i was with you' always works for me :) (and then you can go home and play sad music and cry and begin working through your heartbreak)

if you're a little more shy, text is always a great way to do it too. you can make it a longer message. 'hey i've just been thinking lately about how much you mean to me, how much fun i have with you, how much i enjoy doing XYZ with you and how much i like XYZ about you etc etc... and i think i have a crush on you. i just wanted to let you know because i think you deserve to know that about me before we continue hanging out.' something like that!

also, i want to be clear: just because i talk about rejection a lot in this post doesn't necessarily mean you'll be rejected! i just know that that's a lot of the anxiety that comes with revealing your feelings. but have hope! she could just as easily feel the same, and be waiting for you to say something! one thing that always gives me the courage to tell a girl i like her is the possibility of us being together in the future. before i confess, i always take a moment to imagine all the happiness that could possibly come in our possible future relationship-- and it always gives me the encouragement boost i need to tell her. and-- i've been rejected a few times, but i lived! and i'm incredibly happy now that those girls did reject me, because hindsight is 20/20, and the fact of the matter is that NONE of them would have been good healthy matches for me anyways. it'll work out the way it's meant to work out, and a bit of heartbreak is good for the heart every once in a while! it reminds us we're alive at all, and it makes the love we do have in our lives that much sweeter. but again, she could just as easily be your future wife!

above all, anon, know that you're incredibly brave. admitting a crush is a courageous thing to do, but doing it as a queer person is so incredibly brave and inspiring. there are literally millions of people who never got the chance to admit their feelings to their crushes, because of the time or place they grew up in. so every single time you, or any other queer person takes up that task, you're honoring them and living out loud for them! and you'll be an inspiration for queer kids in times to come! it may not seem like you, one single person, will make that big of a difference, but really and truly every time we live our truths, we make the world incrementally better and more accepting for the queer kids of the future. idk i know that this is incredibly cheesy, but i think it's also true, and it always helps me to remember the big picture because sometimes it's easy to get caught up in your head, and taking a step back can help you remember how great you truly are. <33333

[surohsopsisofclouds]

hewwo im bored (no promises that ill finish it) but can you give me some fluffy dream fic ideas 👉👈

Oooo, yes i will gladly/

(edit after writing the first one: ok so i got very invested in the first one but i thought i'd offer you some purely fluffy things, so you can find those at the bottom in bullet point form¡)

alright, so unfortunately there's a tiny bit of angst at the beginning/ Dream gets possessed by a dreamon, and it's in control for a good chunk of the smp/ however¡ since Dream is an admin, it can't control him all the time/ oh it definitely tried, but eventually he was able to take control for short bits of time, each time for longer as the dreamon grows weaker and he grows stronger/

the first time he frees himself, it's while the dreamon is persuading Eret to betray L'manburg/ the eyes and smile of Dream's mask suddenly glow orange, before flickering to a green, and going back and forth for a second before fading away on green/ he stumbles a little, and then desperately begins to tell Eret what's going on/ shortly after he's finished explaining the dreamon, it takes back control (doing said flickering thing with the mask but in reverse for the colors) before he can spill it's plans/ it's still enough to convince Eret that they need to help Dream in some fashion, even if she isn't sure how just yet/

Now, what no one will realize for a good while yet, is that Niki was eavesdropping on that whole event, and heard everything, and came to the same decision that Eret did/ Dream was gonna need help, and they were going to have to play the very long-con to give it/

alright now fluffy things that happen in this au:

though it takes a while, since 90% of the time Dream's not the one in control, eventually a very strong (platonic) bond is formed between these three/ they kind of act like siblings, especially in the rare moments when they feel safe

after Ghostbur appears, Niki asks the question of if Dream could do something similar when the dreamon's in control/ he's not dead, no, but he has to become somewhat detached from his body in order for the dreamon to have such an iron grip, right¿ the answer is yes, yes he can/ he's much more translucent than Ghostbur, and much weaker too, but he can become somewhat visible and speak, and even if he can't touch someone he can feel heat

(tw body horror¿ a little¿ just in case) cue him like, visually melting a little when they figure out that yes, that includes body heat as well, and the other two realizing just how long it's been since he's gotten any kind of physical affection/ cuddle parties become a mandatory, and when they're sure they're alone, casual touches are always happening

after they figure out the ghost-like abilities thing, he learns that he can possess small animals and plants/ plants are really weird so he doesn't really do them, but there's this one rabbit that always comes to cuddle Tommy after one of "Dream's" visits, and there's a stray cat that keeps following Tubbo around town for the entire day after he was threatened to banish Tommy

he can't stay out of his own body for too long/ thankfully it doesn't strain his connection to it -actually if anything it's making it stronger, though they aren't sure how exactly- but he does eventually "snap back" to it after enough time/

one time he got slingshot through quackity mid-shapeshift, and for a split second quackity swore he could hear someone desperately pleading "nonono, just a little more time-"

alright, that should hopefully get you started at least ahabsb and don't forget to tag us if you write that fic¡ we'd love to see it¡

[kingsuckjin]

Season of the Witch- TEASER

☾ Pairing: love triangle Taehyung x jimin x reader

☾ Genre: yandere, smut, horror, thriller

☾ Rating: 18+

☾ Warnings: STALKER SHIT, Tae is insane and has really dark and obsessive thoughts about Jimin, there’s some sexy stuff in here too, hints towards make oral sex and just sex, violent themes I guess and hits of murder.

☾ Summary: all Taehyung ever wanted was Jimin, and he had always done whatever it took to stop whatever or whoever got in his way, you were going to be no different. Surely Jimin didn’t love you as much as Taehyung loved him… right?

"So," Jimin sucked in a deep breath from across the table of the diner and nervously adjusted in his seat before looking across the table at his best friend. He wondered why he was so nervous, why he was dragging this out, why he thought Taehyung wouldn't understand.

"So, you brought me here to talk about something?" Taehyung cleared his voice, doing his best to try to hide his own nervousness and butterflies mixing in his stomach as he played with a little pink packet of sugar on the table.

"Since you're my best friend and I want you to know what's going on in my life..." Jimin's eyes flickered to his melting vanilla milkshake he no longer cared about. He felt like he needed to look at anything but Taehyung, just in case he had the same reaction as last time, although that was years ago when… Jimin refused to let his mind go back to it.

Taehyung bit at his lip and put down the sugar packet he had been playing with upon hearing Jimin's words. He looked down at the little chipped places in the diner table, chipped at by time itself. He knew now what was coming, and it wasn’t what he had wanted to hear… it wasn't going to be anything close to "I love you". He braced himself for the impact, heart ready to shatter into his ribcage and start sobbing in front of Jimin.

"I've- I've met this girl…" Jimin floundered at first, but the rest just slipped out of his mouth naturally as if he had been born to say these words "she's the one, Tae."

Jimin's sentence had come out in slow motion for Taehyung, as if the world wanted to drag this out just to hurt him more. Although Taehyung knew it had been coming seeing as Jimin had been quite distant recently, just like before, it still left Taehyung swallowing down the pain. A sad whimper too high and soft to be his own partially escaped his throat before Taehyung caught it, cut it off, and drowned it out by clearing his throat. He could feel how wide his eyes were, he felt his pulse quicken and blood heat to an uncomfortable level under his skin. He wanted to crawl out of his own outter flesh and slink away unnoticed by the man sitting across from him. He didn't know what to do, but he had to say something, so said the only thing he could think to say.

"You sure?"

"I'm sure." Jimin confirmed with a nod "you- you aren't going to say what you said last time?" Jimin furrowed his brows with worry.

Taehyung had been through so much with Jimin last time he had uttered these words to him. Jimin should've known better than to go and do this again, Taehyung shouldn't have to warn him again, Jimin should be scared, he should be too scarred to do this to Taehyung again. But would Taehyung say all of this to his friend? No. Warning him of the future heartbreak didn't work last time, it only made Jimin push Tae away and he wasn't about to make that mistake again… he didn't have to, this time around he was prepared, it would be easier now.

"Of course not." Taehyung sat up straighter in the diner booth and watched Jimin's surprised reaction. "It was wrong of me to say all of that last time, especially after what happened."

Jimin's face fell into a pout for a moment as he remembered but pushed it out of his mind. It still hurt him, but now at least he had you.

"You deserve to be happy and you deserve someone." Taehyung forced the best smile he could as he wished that someone was him. He had always wished that someone was him, ever since the both of them had been in high school. Taehyung said a silent prayer every night that one day Jimin would just come to his senses. Taehyung's mind drifted away to the time where he thought Jimin was almost his, the night it was so close he could taste it, he did taste it, he could still taste Jimin's sticky smooth peach schnapps flavored lips and tongue on his.

"-she's such a good dancer too. I can't wait for you to meet her." Taehyung had only caught the tail end of Jimin's rambling. Jimin's smile and enthusiasm when talking about someone that wasn’t him made that warmth in his veins turn into a fire in his stomach, Taehyung was angry. The muscles in hands clenched to try to hold himself together. His hands had felt so tight that they ripped the packet of sugar he had open that he hadn’t realized he had picked back up off the table.

Taehyung looked down at the little pile of sparkling sugar on the table that Jimin ignored as he went for a drink of his milkshake. He watched as his friend's lips wrap around the straw and thought about how perfect they would look and feel if they were wrapped around his-

Taehyung let his eyes fall back to the sugar on the table but that was no help either. He now thought about Jimin's lips coated in the tiny crystals, kissing him, tasting sweeter than the night they almost- Taehyung was sure he'd have a breakdown right here in this diner if he didn’t stop thinking about that night.

"How's the art stuff coming along?" Jimin decided to ask, he hadn't heard Taehyung talk about painting in a while now. He knew it had been Tae's favorite hobby since they were teenagaers, and he was good at it too.

Art stuff. Taehyung knew he didn't care about it, he didn’t even pretend to. Jimin didn't come to the first and last art show his paintings had been featured in. It was a disappointing blow to Taehyung, so disappointing that he gave it up.

"Yeah, I've been exploring other hobbies lately and haven't had time for it. Work and stuff too has been keeping me busy." It wasn't a lie, it was the truth, however Tae wasn't about to start naming his new "hobbies" Thankfully he didn't have too, Jimin's phone went off.

"Oh! Oh man, It doesn't feel like we were here that long does it? I've got to be at the dance studio in fifteen minutes." Jimin couldn’t help but smile as he said it, anytime he mentioned or thought of the dance studio at all now he couldn’t help but smile.

Jimin quickly held his hand up to flag down a waitress but Taehyung stopped him.

"I've got it, you're in a rush." Taehyung urged.

"Are you sure?" Jimin questioned "I'm the only one who ordered anyt-"

"It was just a milkshake. Just head out." Taehyung urged once again, forcing a boxy smile.

Jimin thanked his best friend with a cheerful crescent moon eyed smile that Taehyung would die to see everyday.

Once Jimin had left Taehyung grabbed a napkin from the napkin holder and in the blink of an eye, had stolen the straw from Jimin's half finished milkshake. Under the table, he wiped the excess milkshake from the straw, careful not to touch the end Jimin had put his lips on, and tucked it into his small bag he had brought along with him before flagging down a waitress and paying the bill.

Once Taehyung had gotten out to his car, what Jimin had told him began to catch up with him and really sink in past his bones and into his soul.

Jimin now had a girlfriend.

"Fuck." Taehyung muttered to himself and let his head fall onto the steering wheel. Was this it? Was it all too late? Taehyung should’ve been faster about making Jimin love him.

"FUCK FUCK FUCK!" He let out as he slammed his head against the wheel a couple of times, anger and disappointment radiated through his body.

This wasn't supposed to happen, it wasn't supposed to be like this ever again. Taehyung thought he had taught Jimin a lesson, that lesson being he shouldn't love anyone but him.

Taehyung was protecting Jimin. He was protecting him from his own self, not just from the heartbreak. He knew Jimin's heart was filled with warmth and love that he wanted to share, but why couldn't he just share it with Taehyung? Taehyung, the best friend who was always there for him. Taehyung, the man who strived to be everything Jimin wanted. Taehyung, who would, has and will kill for the man he loves.

Taehyung didn't know what you looked like yet, but he imagined the satisfaction of taking you down just like the girl before you.

He felt a smile grow and spread across his face.

He knew shouldn't be worried, it would be easier this time now that he's getting the hang of this black magic thing. It could be as easy as stomping an ant.

A laugh sounded throughout the quiet car and only grew louder and heavier the more he thought about your death.

Taehyung knew that in the end all you were would be another lesson, another reason for Jimin to never get close to anyone ever again, only him. It would always only be Taehyung, and he figured Jimin would have to learn that eventually.

[colemckenzies]

Falsettos (again)

seeing as a already made a bajillion posts the first time i saw uk falsettos im not gonna talk about the differences between this production and the broadway version (i have talked enough about the chess game and what more can i say. but also. FUCK!!)

so im just gonna say the stuff that was different from last time or stuff i didn't notice at first:

the jason we had this time was much sweeter and softer and less whiny which didn't work as well in act one but was HEARTBREAKING in act two

he did do good faces tho like kept rolling his eyes and sighing @ Mendel and Trina

i spent 90% of the time watching marvin bc god the way he reacts to Every Thing that happens like the constant self-victimising and personal offense he takes to every comment.. god.

actually he seemed less overtly angry in act one compared to last time like obviously the anger was still there but it really felt like he was just having like. an absolute nervous breakdown

the first time at the slap marvin IMMEDIATELY backed off just from himself and trina, and mendel put out a hand but mostly was comforting trina. this time mendel actually grabbed marvin and pushed him away.

we had Matthew McKenna Mendel which means ive now seen/heard him do all three of the principal male parts and i gotta say. mendel was his best. I think i actually preferred him to joel montague. he doesn't have the emotional depth for Whizzer/Marvin but he has this kind of... easiness w jason and trina when he's mendel which was really nice. I Trusted Him.

when he put on the headband to exercise w Trina in day in falsettoland he wore it more like a hat it was great.

not the most relevant point but he rly put his hips into everything. this was very noticable from our vantage point. also at one point he was kinda surfing on the wheeled trunk directly in front of our faces and i truly thought we were gonna die.

in making a home he tried to get Trina to dip him

WHIZZER AND MARVIN.

i truly cannot get over daniel boys and oliver savile it's just. too much. they're too much

the way their body language towards each other changes between act one and act two... like the actual interactions aren't that different but there's so much hatefulness in the first act and so much love in the second.. i need a moment

i know i wasn't going to talk about what more can i say again but. Marvin is so happy and soft :(

the first time we watched it the collapse in More Racquetball was So Much like it was a massive fall backwards that made the stage shake. this time the racquet just slipped out of his hand on 'excuse me' and he just kind of,,, sat down weakly. and then folded into marvin's chest/neck when he'd finished the line.

like. literally. he was just slumped leaning against marvin completely w his face buried in the crook of marvin's neck and marvin was Gripping the back of his head and holding him. im

watching whizzer's face all thru the hospital scenes.. and his bitter resignation even in the ''''happier'''' moments. excuse me. excuse m

he ends gotta die some time. crying

i was still sad that they changed the staging of something bad reprise so that it wasn't directed at marvin anymore, but something i didn't notice last time (and might not have happened last time?), is that while charlotte is up behind the picture frame singing it, Jason is still in the other picture frame from his miracle of judaism bit, and they.. look at each other. and because they were on opposite sides of the stage it wasn't like she was singing it TO him, more like she had realised the implications and what would happen to marvin was looking at jason w pity, and jason noticed and just. Knew.

IN what would i do...... when Whizzer is dying in Marvin's arms.. in between the lines of the song he's really quietly crying and whispering 'marvin' in this scared voice and marvin is going 'shh it's okay' but it wasn't ok. i wasn't ok.

ALSO SORRY I KNOW I SAID THIS LAST NIGHT BUT HFHDJ natasha o'brien playing cordelia as jewish. WHYYYYY did that happen her epithet is SHIKSA CATERER it threw me so much. if i needed a reminder that there was no one jewish involved in this production that was it. idk she was a good actress but she was very Hard and didn't have any real chemistry w charlotte and even tho i mostly preferred the cast i saw the second time i missed natasha j barnes v much

anyway in summary i TRULY appreciate the problems w this production and it IS a disgrace that there is not even one single jewish person involved but also. Choices Were Made in the staging and themes and the cast for marvin, whizzer, and trina absolutely break my heart. thank u