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such total detestation
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what is this feeling? so festive and jolly
#trying to gauge how close to wicked canon vs how close to hp canon i should go#very difficult#red james and green skin reg was just. too chrismassy#i love tjem#so much#does this fic exist in the world#💳💥💳💥💳💥#marauders fanart#marauders fandom#marauders era#marauders#james potter#regulus black#james x regulus#starchaser#jegulus#jegulus fanart#starchaser fanart#jegulus au#marauders au#wicked au#fanart#my art
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admittedly i dont specialize in moshang so perhaps i am simply not seeing the scholarly discussion on the topic but whenever ive seen the idea of airplane being the guy who wrote the sv world into existence and now Lives There acknowledged in any kind of metaphysical capacity its always either been "airplane by writing the world literally created it" or "airplane was getting prophetic visions beamed to him from another world and he wrote that into a book in his" and tbh neither of these has ever really resonated with me. i dont want to overplay his involvement in the higher powers of the universe, but as a writer myself it kinda rankles to have his creative woes, which are covered in the story and are sort of the backbone of The Entire Setting, dismissed in such a way that would rob him of authorship of his own work. his writing does not innately have some power to make worlds into reality, but it's HIS.
to me he is not a god, not a prophet, just a poor author who has had his most successful work plagiarized by extra-dimensional beings who may or may not be fujoshis
#svsss#shang qinghua#the real thing i wanna inspect is how much power does the system have#is it a a member of a group of higher powers? an extension of a god?#or is it just a underpaid corporate slave? a unimportant but perhaps still eager minion?#the dimensional higher powers' version of a .exe?#since i started reading orv it has amused me greatly to consider the possibility that the system exists in a way similiar to the dokkaebi#then there was that one fic where the system was like a manifestation of sy's repression and denial that was fucked up#to me sv as a world is like when i take all the characters from an ip i like#and make them characters in the sims and reanact scenes that compelled me or i would want to see#except if i had the power to also take the souls of the auhor of this work and its biggest hater and put them in two of them sims#and then this made the whole simulation fly off the rails
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Hear me out, modern timebomb au with an established relationship since they were like in middle school, but ekko and jinx go to different colleges. They still love eachother and spend alot of time together, and they get to make new friends and such.
However, both like to keep their private lives private. It's subconscious, they grew up needing not to show weakness, and any information is valuable information.
Jinx doesn't have any issue. Most people, including her friends, think her one true loves are her inventions.
Ekko is too nice tho, and it ends up that one of his friends he had made through his college years has a crush on for a couple years now. He doesn't can't really tell though. Not that he's oblivious or anything, but he's only ever dated jinx. Who before that was his best friend l, so he didn't really think the friend was crossing any boundaries with wanting to hang out or hug goodbye. And the friend doesn't do much more than that.
That being said, both jinx and ekko want their friends over for Christmas. They've been friends with these people for a few years in college and Christmas parties at the last drop were always a Mashup of close friends.
Yada yada their friends find out that they're not only taken, but have been together since FUCKING MIDDLE SCHOOL, friend with a crush is heartbroken and knows from the sheer amount of time they've been dating that timebomb are a forever deal, jinxs friends learn she isn't aro, ekkos other friends thought ekko was just not a romantic but turns out he is such a fucking sappy romantic and loves his girlfriend so much it's sickening. Etcetera.
I have so many ideas fir this au, think imma call it private life au.
#timebomb#my ao3 is#mil1iana19#gift me the fic or dm me its happening and i'll read and comment#ekkojinx#ekko x jinx#ekko arcane#ekko#jinx arcane#jinx#arcane#ermmmm#true damage#cause it does exist in this world#i just need to research it more#their a part of the group of friends#lux is there but im not tagging her cause i barely know her#private life au#there#the official tag for it on my account#cause i have more scrimblies crawling my mind prison
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pov aruani on the boat as the world is literally ending
#aruani#armin arlert#annie leonhart#sorry it’s just a sketch 😅#slightly suggestive#?#idk i certainly don’t imagine this situation staying very sfw for long..#armin x annie#aruannie#aot#boat sex!!#boat sex!!!#btw i have a fic about this……… am still writing but. letting the world know it does exist#my art <3
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Something I think is extremely interesting thematically when it comes to connecting what Downfall and the ideas it tackled to the overarching narrative of campaign three is that the things Downfall made a point to showcase of Aeor—Cassida, Hallis, the visual of an aeormaton proposing to her partner, the specific and intentional decision to shed light on a far from insignificant amount of the population being civilians or refugees—is that it plays in perfect parallel across from what is happening (and, really, has been happening) to the ruidusborn on Exandria in present.
Bear with me for a moment. Aeor is ultimately a city that was collectively punished for the decisions of its leadership. We could (and, judging by the amount of discourse around this particular topic already, probably will) argue about what the Gods’ motivation for all of this was—whether it be that they could not, in the end, bear to kill their siblings or that they were terrified at the prospect of mortality—for me it is a very healthy dose of both—but for this I am much more interested in the latter. They were scared. That, really, is the driving force behind both this arc and their role in c3 as a whole.
Why I point this out is: It is far more interesting to me, especially as we go back to Bells Hells this week, to dissect the Gods and their decisions not purely on sympathetic motivation alone but as beings in the highest seat of power in the highest social class in Exandria.
So, having established that the Gods (in relation to mortals) are more a higher social class than anything we could compare to our real life understanding of divinity and that Aeor was eviscerated largely because of their fear—what is the difference between those innocents in Aeor caught in the trappings of their autocratic government leadership and a divine war on the ground, and those of the ruidusborn being manipulated both by Ludinus and by the very thing that inspired such visceral fear in the Gods to start with. I would argue very little.
I think of Cassida, doing what she genuinely thought was right and good and would save people, her son, and the object of her worship—and how that did not matter enough to any of them to spare her because of the fear they held at the very concept of mortality. I think of Liliana and Imogen, one of which we know begged for the gods to help her or send her a sign for years on years, and how every single one of their largest struggles could have been avoided had the gods loved them, their supposed children, as much as they feared what they could be. I think of how the thing that did save Imogen, in the end, was a woman who herself existed in direct defiance of the gods will. I think of that young boy, sixteen years old, that Laudna exalted on Ruidus.
I think it’s completely fair to judge Aeor’s overall society as deeply corrupt—it was!—but its leadership and police force are not a reflection of every one of its citizens. Similarly, it is fair to judge the Ruby Vanguard as corrupt—it is!—but its multiple heads of leadership and even the god-eater further are not a reflection of every one of its members.
Notably, and what I think the Hells will latch onto, this did not matter to the Gods. It did not matter that Cassida was trying to help. She was still too much of a risk. Will it matter, what Imogen does? Will it matter, if that young boy is in the blast radius when they decide to take no further chances?
I’ve seen a lot of people say that the Hells will side with the gods and I don’t think I agree. Especially as Imogen has been scolded and villainized over and over for daring to try and save her mother—who herself has been seen by some as an irredeemable evil in spite of her drive being the exact same—her family—but when it’s the Gods it’s justified? When it’s the Gods, it’s sympathetic? Too sympathetic to criticize further than “they’re family”?
I obviously do not think the Gods should die or be eaten or what have you, and I certainly don’t agree with Ludinus (though I find him much more compelling than just a variation of hubris wizard), but when talking about the Gods in Aeor and in present it isn’t really at all about their motivation or their family. It can’t be. Too many people, including our active protagonists, lives have been effected for it to be as cut and dry as “they’re family”. These are your children. They are your family, too.
#critical role#cr meta#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#imogen temult#liliana temult#ludinus da'leth#does this make sense. I feel like i lost my initial thread somewhere around the middle bc my brain is currently spread very thin#but tldr: it is extremely interesting to me that the fall of aeor is such a perfect parallel to the ruidusborn#i could also go on endlessly ENDLESSLY about how cassida and liliana play the exact same role#and also i could go on even longer on what divinity as a concept even means in a world like exandria#and how trying to compare it to our real life understanding of divinity is a bit fruitless#on the basis that a person can become a god alone but also that they themselves undeniably exist#but its so good. it ties in so well. brennan did a fucking fantastic job at capturing the abject horror of it all#also aabria iyengar if you can hear me PLEASE bring deanna back i will send you fifty dollars#and also hello i very briefly said hello at the live show and wanted to tell you how incredible i think you are but alas#where did these tags go#anyway#WOAH this is long. I should’ve been writing fic. alas.#really I don't think any of the hells are gonna be able to just. gloss over the casualties of it all. but especially mog and ashton and lau#tal has even already said that downfall made some things better for ash and some things Worse so I know I'm not too far off#I have. many many thought on how laudna will see it all too.#truly think she is going to be the most vocally horrified
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do you guys ever have multiple projects or tasks you need to finish and have been putting off but the demotivation/depressive wave hits like a truck whenever you think about it? so you either can’t work on anything else out of stress, or you work on everything else out of a need to justify your own inability to do the original task?
ANYONE??? SOBBBBBB
#anyways hi chat i really want to write some fics#this is me craving to do anything but what i’m supposed to be doing#uh hi mini rant#if you ever feel incapable just remember that i exist and you’ll feel better🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#ok but fr if anyone has fics they want written i’d consider it#i have a big thing i want to write but everything is so much work i’m not ready for that investment#also if you’re reading this#and you remember the dtiys#I SWEAR I HAVENT FORGOTTEN. i promise. and ill get to it. i’m so sorry#it’s causing me torment i need to change how i do dtiys after i complete that one crying#how does one stay on top of things but also protect their fragile motivation#kisses and hugs and pained screamed#you’ll see me posting more low effort things (as you have been) bcs iiiiiii#yeah#mwah#thank you to everyone who’s been so patient with me it means the world
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just know that i'm always there behind you, breathing hard down your neck, patiently waiting for when i can loredump about my post-canon stp world. the weight of which will crush us instantly.
(which is to say, it's a fun little worldbuilding project and i'm excited to share it one day)
#yes yes the narrator's vision of a deathless world could simply never function as he wanted it to#but daddy i love him :'( and i simply refuse for his death to be in vain#and that's really the crux of my worldbuilding rn!#it's not a deathless world per se but senseless slaughter does not exist and death will always be a choice offered to you#noooot sure how much i'll reveal just yet because i might write a fic for it - or atleast the prologue introducing the main concepts#♡. txt
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The Warners' Surprisingly Fitting Concerns
You know, I never gave it much thought (outside of this dumb joke) but each Warner's verse in "We Could Try to Do It, Santa" fits their personality pretty well and is about the thing they'd naturally be the most concerned about in that situation.
Yakko's Verse:
At first his verse is about how they can't deliver the presents without Santa's magic and how they'd have to upgrade Santa's sleigh so it can fly fast enough to travel the world in one night, but then it's revealed his true major concern is how that would result in the reindeer getting hurt:
"Prancer and the others might burn up if we're that fast"
"And a sonic boom would work its way through Dasher, Donner, Dancer,
Soon engulfing Cupid, Comet; Santa, this can't be the answer!
See the last thing that we'd wanna do is make the reindeer yelp!"
As a protective older sibling, naturally Yakko would assume Santa of all people would want to protect the reindeer given that they are under his care, like how Yakko tries to protect his sibs. I think the switch up in the verse's focus also reflects how although Yakko's snarky yet jovial nature means he's not quick to be emotionally open and often hides or undercuts his sincerity with snark or humour; he still clearly deeply cares for his sibs and that will eventually show.
Wakko's Verse:
Well Wakko's verse is unsurprisingly about food, but I also wanna point out how it easily has the most extreme consequences of the three, given that the whole of Earth shatters.
This reflects how Wakko tends to go to extremes the most out of the Warners. Need to do a gag about having eyes at the back your head? Wakko will have nine rather than just two. The Warners are bouncing on springs during an earthquake? Wakko's bouncing on a spring upside down, etc.
The little guy loves being extra.
Dot's Verse:
Dot suggests spying on people in her verse. Dot specifically would be the Warner to sing about this when you remember her whole schtick is acting cute and innocent, but being way tougher, craftier and more violent than she appears.
She more than anyone would know that there's often more to people than meets the eye, and hence would be the one to point out the need for wiretaps, logs of web searches, etc. until they had a "constant feed of every single child on Earth" if they wanted to know what the each child in the world was truly like.
#animaniacs#animaniacs 2020#animaniacs reboot#the warner siblings#yakko wakko and dot#yakko warner#wakko warner#dot warner#santamaniacs#christmas special#also since Yakko claims they can't do it without Santa's magic BUT we've seen the Warners pull off more impressive feats via toon force#does that mean Roger Rabbit's rule of “I can't do it if it's not funny” applies here? since in this case it would be too convenient?#because if so that only further supports the idea that Animaniacs and WFRR share a universe which I love honestly#this has become a tangent now but they are both about toon actors in the real world AND Bugs and Mickey exist as people in both properties#well Mickey is heavily implied to exist as a toon in Animaniacs at least (Daisy Duck and the Goof Troop kids are confirmed to)#also Dip just feels like something that would exist in the world of Animaniacs whenever it shows up in fics it doesn't feel out of place
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I think a lot about Xaden’s “it’s a damned good thing you love me too, because you’re stuck with me in this life and every other that could possibly follow” line
#like every day actually#I have a Google doc dedicated to this in fact#xaden and violet and all the lives they could live#all the worlds they could make and break#it has like 400 words written but it exists#maybe one day I’ll write the whole thing#there’s like 3 lines I’ve written that I’m obsessed with but that does not a fic make#oh well#fourth wing#fourth wing fanfic
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I've processed the chapter and I'm going to say it was, like, weird. It was a weird feeling to see everyone suddenly alive and all of that and I'm sure that's what most of people wanted but the pacing is not it (for me)
I don't know what happened to Gege and his team to rush things. I understand he's not the only one writing jjk, the team also has to make decisions, but why making this one? They spent so many months with Sukuna vs Gojo battle, now things are rushing.
Maybe is my lack of understanding of how the manga world works. Because I get the feeling that lots of manga that ended these past years have been rushed too. Am I the only one? Is this a common manga thing?
I know there's still two chapters left in which I assume Gege's going to explain some political issues regarding the jujutsu world. Maybe I'm making assumptions, but I would've liked for him to deep in the character's trauma :') That's just a very biased opinion since I love psychology, and I know Gege is not one but yeah I would've liked this chapters to be about the characters and not about them laughing and doing whatever it was happening in 269
Now, overall, considering the whole jjk together, I think it's a really good manga! If I'm not wrong it's Gege's first and I'm amazed. Imagine jjk being your first, just wow. He has so so much potential as a writer and I'm sure jjk is a great experience for him to learn about writing characters and learn from his mistakes. I hope he writes more in the future! I loved it
So yeah this is just my silly opinion about this chapter and the pacing the manga suddenly took 🎀
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#I'm really glad we live in a world where fics exist hehe so those little plot holes (i mean the characters trauma) can be fixed#i think it's beautiful#now i wish some people in the fandom stopped sending de4th threats bc that's not... that's not it that's not the correct way#I've been thinking that maybe they decided to rush things after gege being sick (?) does that make sense?#jujutsu kaisen#@meyers#jjk 269#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks
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Fandom: Alias Relationships: Sark/Sydney Song: Spiracle by Flower Face Content warnings: Blood, death, violence, spiders, insects, flashing lights
#aliasedit#alias#sydney bristow#julian sark#sark x sydney#ssplus#fanvid#myedit#s/s dares to ask a question#what if your mother created a killing machine and that machine was obsessed with you BECAUSE it's your mother who made him.#like it's a part of his code your mother designed. or not code - but because he learned everything about the world by watching her.#like the only kind of humanity your mother allowed him - the only kind of humanity left after she was done with him - was this.#because it's the only kind of humanity she allowed to herself.#to not ever be completely sure if your mother ever loved you and then learn something like this?#what if your mother's killing machine grew up hearing stories about you.#what if your mother's killing machine looked up to you as a child and wanted to make your mother proud just like you did.#what if your mother's killing machine learned about your existence a full decade before the two of you met.#what if your mother's killing machine was conditioned to love you.#what if your mother on purpose designed her killing machine to be flawed. to have a weakness that shouldn't be there.#from her words all to protect you. and what if one day her plan backfired.#what if one day your mother's killing machine turned against your mother for you. turned against his creator for you.#what if your mother's secret plan worked A LITTLE BIT TOO WELL and she lost control over you both. what then. literally what then!!!!!!!#also i don't think we talk enough about that scene in conscious where in sydney's dream jack turns into sark's father.#what if i dreamed my father was your father. what if you said my mother was like your mother. what exactly does that make us.#and what if we also shared a name. what if a part of me - the part i feared the most - had your name.#while working on this realized also that i want a fic where every day for months sydney sees a ghost of someone sark killed.#it's always someone different. and at some point it starts to feel like it's never going to end.#the ghosts will be right there with her for the rest of her life. as always i just want#some sydney introspection and sydney grappling with the idea that her own mother turned a human being into THIS.#which goes along with facing the fact that it could have been her on his place.
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is it okay to like n4z1sm but not h1tler because it’s separating the art from the artist??? thought so too!! thanks for coming to my ted talk 💜
#𝘞ꓴ𝗦𝝪𝖠𝖭𝖠𝝡𝗘 . . .#yall js have to admit u dont support certain causes and thats okay#u dont have to hide behind a mask acting like u support palestine if ure still gonna support ur faves Heh..!#“oh but the n4zi example and this are different” u all would literally support h1tler stal1n and bin l4den if they were korean LMFAOOOOOO#its not different and u guys have to understand that separating their work from the artist DOES NOT EXIST#they’re still getting royalties for every stream u give them#you DO NOT care about the palestinian people neither about the iranians nor the yemenis nor lebanese people#or anyone affected by the israel genocide#because YOU all are so worried about who’s gonna be on ur tumblr theme and fics and carrd stan list at the end of the day#you DO NOT care about the thousands and millions of lives killed through these years#you only care about YOU and YOUR bellybutton and how the world spins around YOU#this is why i say and repeat it#if you don’t boycott all artists and people that supported israel in ANY way please unfollow me and rethink ur ways#this includes yunjin somi eric nam suju and every other person who supported israel#& brands and food chains that are on the boycott list#this post was triggered by a specific post i saw but just a reminder it’s not the first time i talk about this#third time actually#+ BLACKPINK TOO!!!!!! BOYCOTT THEM
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i ship inhun in a way that differwnt and more swagful than anyone else btw.
#TBFHHHHH i know i know i knowwww i say a lot. but i dont even ship in in the traditional sense#i dont think it will b canon and i dont rlly WANT it to b canon. its just insane like ZAMNNNNN why r u looking at each other like thatatttt#i dont think that if (IF) inho reveals his identity gihun is gonna magically b like Oh my god… okay well i like u now. more the opposite#and i dont think inho genuinely likes gihun all that much. i think hes obsessed w him in a way that borders on it but. u know#to inho gihun mostly just represents the parts of himself hes locked away. hes like the person inho used to be or cld have been#i think he DOES want whats best for gihun but like. just in his own opinion#to him whats best is to just.. pretend these issues dont exist and move on.#i think being wrapped up in the games is sickening no mattter what side ur on and he knows this. and just wants gihun to forget#i also do think he sees Something special in gihun. but its not like Ahhhh come and rule by my side 😈 LOL#yeah like i said. the recognition of the self. DONT GO DOWN THIS PATH MAN FUCK OFFFFFF#um. also yeah gihun i dont think wld have such a thrn around to like date himmmm oh my god lol#i think its likely hell end up Not killing inho for various reasons and possibly even leaving room for redemption#but yeah i dont think he wld ever trust him even. i dont think he wld let all that slide 😭😭😭#gihun x youngil is bantssss. but not real at all sadly#rhe best fic i read of them was a pre series fic where inho wasnt the front man yet. and he met gihun by chance#and kinda used him to convince himself that what he was doing was right. For The Greater Good etc#i cant remember what it was called but it was sooo good i need to find it sometime#sniff….. living in a sad world where every body mischaracterises them sooooo bad and evil.#THE BEST INHUN CONTENT was the animation of them over the megamind breakup scene. MY GOD#ill be honest. igaf abt their dynamic soooo hard but htemain reaosn i ‘ship’ them is bc theyre both INSANELY FINE. AND I NEED THEM BADLY#and. im obsessed w them separately. so of course they are making out sloppy style in my mind#ill b honest as well i dont think gihun is in the right state of mind for aany of That AT ALLLL rn either.#and as well w inho not being intersted in that way. and also he shot his brother bc it was aconflict of interests. btw.#whatever tho lol the memes and shit r funny as fuckkkkk so idc. keep fucking#anyways sangihun 🔛🔝 for fucking everrrrrer in terms of an actual ship#tho i dont think they wld ever be canon either. well i mean. for obvious reasons#but also bc i dont PERSONALLY think sangwoo wld ever allow himself that. BYE#idk idk idk maybe i am wrong and i know nothing.#SORRY. ik i am fighting invsisible demons again i just saw a post abt Sickos who know Nothing abt the Themes…. NO GUYS.. PROMMY THATS NOT ME
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BHSDBSHHB THE TAGS ON YOUR ONE REBLOG MADE ME GIGGLE SORRY
I honestly have seen that post but I'm too absorbed looking at the Glisten and Finn art (it's ship art in my heart. if theyre ever drawn next to each other it is ship art to me) to even notice ...
I have uhh "Glisten x Rodger" and "Rodger x Glisten" blocked hehe but that's it <:3 Too many other ship names for my pea brain to keep up with. STILL my dumbass didnt realize the "SPROUT DONT LOOK" was talking 2 me i thought it was like. A Meaning tag. Like it Meant Something in relation to the post.
I appreciate it hehe but it's FUNNY
WAHAHAHA OKAY IM GLAD YOU FOUND THEM FUNNY
i dont usually tag ships and stuff (either cause i am 1. neutral about most ships or 2. see them as platonic in my brain arospec powers go) but i know thats a ship in particular you mentioned not liking so i was like 'uh. um. hm. he doesnt have a catchall. oops. uh. umm'
god youre right though i didnt tag it with either of those did i. i put my head in my hands. oops /lh
#yeah it does have meaning the meaning is dont look!! /lh /silly#also i tagged it wolf dont look too :p /lh#im glad you find me funny. the world is my stage and i try to make my existence entertaining for the audience /silly /vee#gayyy in love with a fish bowl booo /j#burnt out matches - 🔥#this isnt for this post in particular but while were here i hope you know you have been making finn grow on me#i had nothing against the guy before but now youve been turning him around to me#i havent read your fics (i think? would have to check) but i know ive read the little drabbles you post#and you characterize finn and glisten really well#wonder why /silly
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Daily November crying sessions start today
#why. who. how. how tf does my professor think it's okay to assign 4 major assignments in the same amount of weeks + 4-6 readings every week#all of which are ~20 pages.#i've got all that to do and another big assignment for a different class. plus the weekly readings and reflections for that one.#and i have work.#i've stupidly decided to volunteer for a thing on saturday in the hopes of bulking up my resume + rubbing elbows with the administration.#and i have a medical thing on friday and i'll be looped out and likely will have to sleep half the day. probably won't get ANY work done.#what else..... some fairly easy stuff for my other class thank GOD. but a lot of reading and preparing for a few big essays.#november is the month i hate the fucking most. i always lose my mind in november. and no wonder!!!!!!#meanwhile people are bugging me to hang out. i will be in a student-coma until approx. the first week of december. see you then. peace.#oh and my BIL + SIL sitting me down and showing me all their europe honeymoon photos for 2 HOURS last night is also not helping my mood.#fuck you lol#like i'm happy for you and nice photos but also? Fuck You.#if i can offer some dark humour though.....#my fic axis exists because of a legitimate smidge of insanity i experienced last year. it shifted the way i looked at the world and at grie#sooooo i wonder what kind of fic my mind will crank out this time?#i don't think i'm at risk of losing it this year though. doesn't seem that way. but we'll see!#i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health first i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health f#rst i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health first i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental heal
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I just got the final results for a commision I bought a bit ago and I'm So In Love with my boy in this art style.
Art by @/7angeltrumpets
#I need to work on my Guppies fic bc I brainrot about him CONSTANTLY#I daydream about scenes from that fic for minimum two hours a day#I have so much world build up in my head#Then on paper it's just “Takashi thinks his dad is cool and wishes he was strong enough to be worth his attention :(”#“Sho is very smart independently but brain buffers when looking at his dad bc he's nervous and thinks he's so cool and awesome :(”#“Rei is a princess but in the Locked In A Tower Trying To Claw His Way Out way”#Like I have. Easily 30 other subjects in the Akatsuki experiment (not all living. There's like. 11 alive subjects left alive.)#But in the story we have 3#4 or 6 if you squint#I'm sitting here going “Him and Kami are the MOST TRAGIC THING EVER”#Kami. Does not exist on paper yet.
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