#do ivan’s feelings for till persist in his heart? *shrugs*

[ivanttakethis]

What if…

Ivan was killed (or at least nearly mortally wounded) at the end of Round 6. But because he’s such an asset to the aliens as a celebrity/idol, he’s brought back.

Except he comes back wrong.

And not wrong in the typical “weird” or “off-putting” way (he’s already weird and off-putting, but I love him), but in a way that is distinctly unlike the Ivan the other contestants know.

He’s able to express himself and his emotions with ease, and he genuinely starts to connect with others. He no longer sings of black sorrows and falling stars, but of blue skies and sweet, requited love.

Everything that made Ivan who he was is cleansed. His thoughts and memories died on that stage when he did. He’s a clean slate. A blank canvas.

He wears nothing but white. Pure. Angelic. Almost saintly.

In a way, he becomes the physical embodiment of everything Till believes Mizi to be.

And that scares the shit out of Till.

Imagine coming face to face with a man you thought was dead, who died for you, and he doesn’t remember anything.

Would Till look at him then? Would he be able to tell if Ivan’s eyes were different?

Would Ivan’s heart and everyone everything in it survive his rebirth?