#do i make them 16 so i can play with the missing child angst or do i have leoyuu?????

[cagedchangeling]

there are two wolves inside you me

[mono-dot-jpeg]

teen angst - y. welt

summary; teens need comfort too, especially when they've been sent into a completely different universe with nothing but themself.

genre/extra tags; fluff, angst? yes. (classic user mono-dot-jpeg moment), more papa welt incoming, teens do need more comfort fr fr (i would know/j), i make a call back to a different welt & child reader (iykyk), can be read separately from the first part

word count; 561

[platonic] [16 year old! reader] [gender neutral! reader]

[buy me a kofi to support!]

a/n; they fucked up tumblr desktop, i hate this layout but anyways- hope you enjoy!

you were home.

you were home?

you weren't home.

you woke up in a daze. the sounds of dan heng's humming data room fills your ears as the lack of sound in space chills you. you feel light, woozy almost. you don't feel like you're in the moment. because you really aren't.

you don't feel when welt touches your shoulder, you don't hear when he asks if you're feeling okay, you don't see anything because your eyes are filled with tears.

you don't even think when you blurt out, "i miss them so much!" your body wracked with sudden grief after your good dream turned into a nightmare. the thought of your family knowing that you're gone, shakes you. it shakes you to your core. did you even exist in your home world anymore? was the honkai world now realer than ever? was this still just a game?

"-/n!" you finally break out of your numbness as welt's hand is cupped on your cheek to make you face him. "you've been crying this whole time."

you hiccup in-between your words, "i'm- i'm sorry!" you stutter and stumble through your cries as you just let him comfort you the best he can. " i'm- sho- sorry- i-" he hushes you gently, patting your tears away.

"you don't need to apologize. alright? it's okay to miss your home." those words alone send you spiraling into a louder cry, it makes you realize that maybe you should tell him the truth. even if there isn't any possible way that you would make it back. "come here." he sits right by your side and guides you to rest against him. "take your time."

you don't know how late it was in the night, if it even was night. was it day? you didn't know. you don't think you want to know. your lightheaded feeling from before is gone, and you just feel heavy with grief and pain. you feel so tired as you rest against welt. you take a while to compose yourself, but he waits patiently. he gently pats your back in a simple rhythm.

"would you like to talk about what woke you up?"

you look down at the ground, toes just barely touching the floor but it feels like you're farther than usual. you feel small like a kid again. maybe you were still a kid after all. nothing wrong with that.

"yeah." and you explain to him the truth. he doesn't speak during your time. he listens intently, squeezing you in a hug when you get teary again. "i'm sorry i didn't tell you everything. none of this feel real. it's still hard to believe."

"that's okay. you never saw anything of this happening. you're allowed to feel this way, alright?" welt guides you to lay down, tucking you back in. "you are really brave for even handling this. it's definitely not easy. and you are so brave to have told me something like this."

"i know that you might not find a way for me to get back home but.. you've already done more than enough." you whisper. you don't feel great after the conversation but you feel okay. that's all you need right now.

you watch welt turn on some music to play while you try to fall asleep. the cold of space doesn't feel as cold and empty anymore.

[user-needs-new-hyperfixation]

Headcanon time!

On the subject of onesided Albert>>William.

TW for canon-typical mental health issues, me piling my own religious trauma on Albert, and pseudo-incestuous stuff I guess.

This is probably projection tbh. I relate profoundly to my interpretation of young Albert. Having been an adolescent in a deeply religious subculture, most of my teenage crushes were retrospectively very weird and fraught. Always a combination of sexual angst and misdirected worship and a sort of maudlin reveling in my own misery.

Being like 13-16 and already aware that the goal of any interest should be marriage and children and (when you’re AFAB) finding someone to be the “spiritual head” of your household *zones out briefly, war documentaries playing behind my eyes* puts a lot of pressure on what would otherwise be mild crushes and attractions. And as funny as it might sound to say, I think young Albert’s feelings for young William are not dissimilar to those of a little girl raised deep in complementarianism. He is a literal child looking at another literal child and thinking “Are you the one who can lead me to God be my god?” And that’s always, always a disaster waiting to happen.

So yes, I do actually think that Albert had a thing for William in the early years. And while the neo-puritan tiktok kids would surely disagree, I don’t even think it’s really that weird. Stick two non-blood-related adolescents who were not raised as siblings into a house together and sprinkle in some trauma-bonding and I’d bet good money that it’s downright normal for one if not both to develop a crush. The age difference is actually the more potentially problematic element in those early years if we’re speculating on a sexual attraction -- three years is waaay more significant in the tweens/early teens than it is in later decades -- but given that (from my own experience with similar mental health issues) Albert was likely running a couple of years behind developmentally and William was a couple of years ahead, and that I am NOT suggesting anything actually happened between them, I’m not too worried about it.

Albert being Albert, though, I think he gnaws away at himself with guilt over his feelings as if they actually had been born and raised as brothers. I think he thinks of himself as perverse for those feelings. I think that even as an adult he is never entirely unattracted to William and that he loathes himself for that.

Anyway this is part of why I really like MycAl as a ship. Because Mycroft is so very staid and practical and grounded. So rooted in reality, while Albert is so easily lost in morbid fantasies of his own inherent wickedness. I really think Mycroft could just take all the wind out of Albert’s self-hatred sails. (I wrote a version of this in Meander.) There’s something very funny-sad about Albert tearfully confessing that his darkest secret isn’t the plotting and the vigilantism and the murders but rather that William was the first person he ever wanted to kiss, and Mycroft is like, “Yes and...??? Am I missing something here? You were a kid experiencing some degree of romantic and physical attraction to another kid, who you did not meet until you were an adolescent, and that is strange...how exactly?”

Which naturally makes Albert bluescreen.

[graciegoeskrazy]

Changes

Pairings: Bucky x Teen!Daughter!reader

Request: hey gracie! i’m so glad your requests are open!!if you’re comfortable i would like to request a bucky barnes x daughter!reader (around 16 yrs old).request: y/n is bucky’s daughter is very closed off and is having trouble at school due to her parents separating. she gets into fights at school and her principal calls her dad to school to talk about it. when they go home, bucky and her mom are yelling at her and she finally breaks down and tells them why she’s acting the way she is.thank you so much!!! ♡ - Anon

Readers Age: About 16

Word Count: 1036

Warnings: Child caught in divorce, parents fighting, angst (LIKE LOTS OF IT), fluff at the end tho, barley proof read, mentions of school fights (is that a warning? idk I don't wanna take any chances) LET ME KNOW IF I MISSED ANY

A/N: My first request! Thanks to the wonderful anon for the idea. I hope you enjoy and I did your idea justice! I've experienced this several times being a child of divorce myself. I hope you guys enjoy. constructive feedback appreciated! PLEASE DO NOT REPOST! divider from @firefly-graphics

“It is clear that the efforts both y/n and our school is making, is not benefiting anyone. That is why, I think it is in everyone's best interest for y/n to take some time off from school.”

“What- you mean like, suspension?”

“Yes. Suspension.”

You knew you were in deep shit. The thought of your mothers voice played in your head. You and your father were escorted outside the office and asked to leave. You threw your backpack into the backseat and hopped into the passenger's seat. Your dad pulled out of the school's parking lot and started the short drive home. You never looked or said anything towards him once. Occasionally, you could feel him staring at you, but your eyes never left from looking outside the window. He would let out deep sighs every once in a while that would just make you more angry.

You quickly got out of the car and walked through the front door of your mom's house. You didn't even make it halfway up the stairs before you heard your mom call your name. “y/n, come back.” You turned around. “Come sit.” She said, The 3 of you sat in the living room. Your Mother and Father sat on the couch, while you sat on the chair in front of them. It's been awhile since all three of you had been in the same room and talked. In Fact, the last time was probably when they told you about the divorce. You put your backpack down, and sank into the chair.  “Just go ahead, yell.” Bucky was quick to interject, “We are not going to yell at you y/n.”

“Really? That’s a first.” You said sarcastically. You picked at your fingernails trying to avoid eye contact at all costs. Your mom spoke, “y/n we know this is a lot on you.” You scoffed at the understatement. “We understand the feelings you are having and the changes. But, punching someone? Honey, I- I don’t even know where you got that idea?!”

“You married a super soldier.” You said. 

“Fair.” Bucky said. Your mom gave him a stern look. “What? It’s fair.”

“Bucky. This isn’t about that-“

“But it's kind of most definitely about that.”

“But we have a bigger problems to-“

“Yes and we should address both-“

“Are you two gonna make me sit here and watch you both fight all day? Because, I’ve been doing that for the past year and a half, and I think I had my fair share.” You got up and looked at both of your parents. “We’re sorry. Ju- just sit.” Bucky said. You slowly obeyed. “You should have told us y/n. We had no idea it was extending towards school! We could have gotten you help.” Your mom said. “We thought everything was going okay, but your grades are dropping? And now you're getting into fights? Baby, this is so unlike you, and we need you to tell us how we can help. Why are you being so distant?” Tears started to form on your eyes. You still weren’t looking at them. Just playing with your nails and drawing patterns with your finger onto the velvet chair you sat on. Your dad continued the conversation, “There is so much change happening, and we both know it’s scary, but it doesn’t mean that it's all bad. I mean look at where you are! Now you get two cool houses, more one-on-one time with me and your mom. A new school which means a new chance to start over-“

“I don't want those things! I want my old life back! I want one house with two parents that aren’t fighting so I don’t have to spend a certain amount of time with one over the other, and can just have them both without being awkward, and go to a school that doesn’t have people make fun of me because I’m constantly crying with my grades dropping and I don’t want two Holidays or two birthdays! I want one! One house, one school with my old friends, one birthday, one holiday, one me, and two parents! I had ALL of it and you took it away! You both keep asking ‘Why are you distant? Why are you acting weird?’, well maybe it's because you two have given me tons of changes for the last year and a half! Because I don’t know how to handle this stupid shit your throwing at me! Because this entire thing has happened so fast. I look away for one second then look back and you two are yelling at each other and going on dates with new people, while I sit alone i'm in my room, crying, and not with friends because everyone at school thinks I’m a loser and a freak because I have mental breakdowns and panic attacks every 10 minutes because I can’t believe this is the life I’m living! I know this is hard on both of you, but I’m caught in the middle of it and it’s not fair!”

You didn’t notice the tears in your eyes or the fact that you made your way to your knees. Your parents instantly scooped you up into their arms sharing a big embrace. While they were both holding you, your mom started fixing some of your hair that had stuck to your face while crying and pulled it back into a ponytail, while your dad took your face in his hands and wiped away your tears whispering softly into your ear promising you that everything was going to be alright.

“It’s going to get better, we promise you.” Your mom said, “But you need to start talking to us and not be so closed off.”

“I’m trying, It's just hard.”

“I know, we understand. I think we all need to do a better job at communicating.” she gave you a soft smile.

“I’m sorry.”

“No. You have absolutely no reason to be sorry. Never say that again. You understand?”

“Yes sir.”

Your mom continued, “We love you sweet girl.”

“I love you more.”

Your dad pressed a kiss to your forehead and took your face in his hands, “We love you most.”

[bbyheedeungie]

Tales of the ring | Orphan! Jay AU Part 1

Pairings: Jay x Reader

Genre: fluff, angst, eventual smut, age gap (4 years)

Warnings: suggestive content, messy timeline

Synopsis: You've spent most of your lives together at a Catholic orphanage in a small town, with Jay being left there as an infant and you volunteering there since you were thirteen years old. Now twenty-three, every child in the orphanage looks up to you as their older sister. Well, except for that one stubborn kid named Jay.

You always tend to his cuts and bruises when he fell down after climbing on trees with his friends, but not after a long hour of bickering.

"Stop climbing trees if you're just gonna fall down!" You scold 9-year old Jay as you rummaged through the first aid kit.

"Just shut up and fix me up, woman." He demands, his arms crossed over his chest. You sigh.

"I'm just worried about you, okay? You could've broken a bone or something!" You reasoned with him. His eyes turns into slits, glaring at you.

"Are you calling me a wimp?" He challenges. Though it never crossed your mind, the thought of calling him a wimp was indeed amusing. You tried to suppress your laughter but it came out as a snort.

"Hey, I'm not a wimp. Drop it." Jay says, almost coming out as a whine. You nod, trying to calm yourself down from wanting to laugh. Cause you know Jay's going to end you if he even hears anything close to a giggle come out from your lips.

_

"Still as wimpy as ever, huh?" You teased him as you disinfected his wounded knees. He was sitting on the couch with you kneeled infront of him, and 16 year old Jay just can't seem to take his eyes off you.

Your lower lip is caught in between your teeth as you concentrated on his cuts, and Jay licks his own lips unconsciously.

At 20 years old, you have grown to be quite a lady, Jay notes. Beautiful, luscious hair that complimented the perfect features of your face, your body slightly plump in some places which gave you that womanly figure, dainty and gentle hands that cared for his wounds, any man would think of you as wife material. And Jay couldn't help but huff in annoyance at the thought of other men wanting you for themselves.

"And you're still as annoying as ever." He mutters before he pinched your cheeks hard, making you yelp in pain and involuntarily putting pressure on the cotton ball you were dipping onto his wound. Soon after, you were both crying from pain.

"How could you." He said in betrayal, clutching his wounded knee.

You always chased after him around the orphanage when he had a fever to make him take his medicine when he refused to drink them, dragging him by the back of his shirt to his room to make him rest.

"You can't just pull a stunt like that when I'm fixing up your cuts you dummy." You glared at him, massaging your reddened cheek.

_

"I don't want to stay in bed, woman. I wanna play outside!" 11-year old Jay huffs in annoyance, kicking off the blanket you've just placed on his body. You sighed and placed it back on him.

"Bold of you to call me a woman after I've just wrestled you at the lobby earlier." 15-year old you chuckled, remembering what you had to go through to make him go back to his room.

"Don't remind me, you were like a freaking hippo back there! Geez." Jay scrunches his nose and turns his back to you.

_

"You insufferable woman." He mutters as you tuck him into his bed. 18-year old Jay was just as irritable as ever, but only when it came to you.

"Yeah yeah." You rolled your eyes at him dismissively as you placed a cold compress to his forehead. He's such a big baby.

"Stop being a jerk for once and learn to take care of yourself, will you?" You scold him, leaning in to fix the position of his pillow. Jay's heartbeat goes nuts, with your body so close above him. He could just grab you by the waist then and there and hold you tight. Your feminine scent was so alluring, filling up his senses, your skin translucent in the moonlight shining through the windows and he even caught a glimpse of your cleavage through your thin, white dress shirt.

Shit, shit, shit. He thinks, fisting his blanket tightly. His cheeks glowed crimson red, but thankfully you thought it was just because of the fever.

_

Rest assured, Jay wasn't all that bad as others make him out to be, and you strongly believe this. You remember that one night, it was your fourteenth birthday but you didn't bother telling anyone. You didn't want to burden the sisters, and your family didn't care much about it either. But Jay did. He cared, and he remembered.

You sat on the roof, your secret hiding place, as you admired the starry sky. But it's not really a secret when Jay knows about it. The ten year old boy climbed up, grunting as he struggled keeping his balance. You flinched at the sound and panicked, but it immediately died down when you saw it was just him. He quietly sat beside you.

Silence took over as you sighed in content, taking in the peaceful evening.

"Happy birthday." Jay said, almost a whisper. Your head turns to him and he immediately looks the other way, refusing to meet your eyes.

"Thank you, Jay." You said in gratitude, not bothering to hide your smile. He still refused to look your way as he held out his fist.

"What is it?" You asked in confusion, furrowing your eyebrows at his closed hand. He sighs, taking your hand in his as he placed something cold and hard on your palm.

"It's for you." He says. You gasped, taking in the shiny object encrusted with tiny jewels that glinted in the moonlight.

"Jay, where did you get this?" You ask him, bewildered.

"The sisters said they found that ring in my pocket when they found me outside the door of the orphanage the night that they took me in. It's my most precious possession. In fact, it's my only possession." He says, laughing lightly as he looked up at the sky.

"Must be an heirloom, maybe you came from a wealthy family! Jay, I can't accept this. This is important to you!" You exclaimed, holding the ring back to him.

You're important to me. He thinks.

"Maybe, but they've left me here haven't they?" He simply shrugs.

"But why give it to me?" You asked, holding the ring close to your chest. Jay rolls his eyes and clicks his tongue.

"Hey, no more questions. I gave it to you as a birthday gift, so you better treasure it. Good night." He says and prepares to climb down, leaving you dumbfounded.

_

At nineteen, Jay was the oldest at the orphanage. He never got adopted, and younger kids would pick on him because of it.

"You never got adopted because your a weirdo."

"They can probably sense that you're useless."

But Jay being Jay, he'd beat them up everytime just because their faces annoy him. And you'd be the one to ask for forgiveness for his sake everytime he got in trouble. You knew him well enough to know that although he'd never admit it out loud, seeing other kids like Jungwon and Sunoo get adopted while he gets left behind hurt him more than it should.

"I'm very sorry for Jay's actions, please don't send him away." You begged to the Mother Superior's feet, and Jay couldn't help but feel embarrassed. Not of you, but of himself for having you go through all this for him.

"Noona, please you don't have to do this." He tells you softly, for once as he tries pulling you up to your feet but you just won't budge.

"I'm sorry Y/N, I know you have grown quite close to Jay for the past ten years. But he is now of legal age he can't just keep hurting minors." The mother superior, which is the head of the orphanage states.

"Jay promises he won't do it again, please." You continue to plead, at this point you were so close at kissing the sister's feet if that'll make them forgive Jay.

"What, when did I promised—." He says and you signal him to shut up. The sisters sigh, and decide to just punish Jay by making him work at the farm for a month. You thank them over and over, tears welling in your eyes.

"Y/N, may I have a word with you. Jay, you may retire to your room." The mother superior instructs. Jay looks at you hesitantly, before leaving.

"Have a seat." She commands you, and you oblige.

"What is it that you wanted to talk about?" You asked.

"Listen, dear. You're now twenty-three years old, you are at your ripest age of getting married. Not only that, but you're also one of the most beautiful maidens of this town. You can't spend your life at this orphanage forever. Won't you consider settling down soon?" She suggests, and you felt a lump in your throat, your heart feeling unease.

"That's alright, Mother Superior. I'm only twenty-three, I still have a lot to figure out in my life. When a man does take interest in me, I'll decide then." You assure her, and stand up to leave.

The next days, you'd wake up early to prepare breakfast for the kids and for Jay before he heads off to the farm. Jay being the stubborn boy he is, refuses to sit down and have breakfast and so on most days, you'd chase after him to bring him his breakfast and lunch box. He'd purposely walk faster, ignoring your shouts. A smirk never leaving his face.

"Jay! Jay! Wait!" You yelled, chasing your breath as you continued to run after him. But your quick steps were no match for his long strides.

"Jay you freaking dimwit! Haaaaalt!" You yell at the top of your lungs with all your might, and he finally stops in his tracks, turning to look at you.

"Oh, you've been calling for me? Did you need something?" He asks, feigning ignorance that you've been shouting his name for a good fifteen minutes. You huff, stomping towards him angrily. His face smug the whole time.

Others would think you're ready to punch him in the face, but instead you would take his hand and place his boxed meal there. You sigh.

"Take care of yourself, okay? And finish everything I packed for you." You say. Jay simply rolls his eyes and waves a hand at you dismissively.

"Yeah yeah, just don't go missing me too much." He teases, suppressing a smile. You scoffed, punching his shoulder lightly.

"Damn right, I wont." You stuck your tongue at him before waving him goodbye, running back to the orphanage.

As you walked back, you notice a fancy carriage parked in front of the orphanage. Many people were gathered around, gossiping.

"The crown prince has selected candidates to be his wife."

"Now that the queen has passed away, the prince must choose his bride in order to ascend to the throne."

"Oh what a lucky girl she must be."

You slip through the crowd of people, successfully making your way inside.

"Oh here she is now." Mother Superior introduces you to the men in fancy clothing, and you stood their dumbfounded.

"She is a beauty indeed." The men agreed to themselves.

"What exactly is happening?" You whisper to the Mother Superior.

"They came here for you, my child. You have been selected by the prince to become a candidate of being his wife. I've already had your suitcases ready, they will take you to the palace now. And don't worry, I've already informed your parents and they are more than happy and wished you the best."

Everything was happening so fast, it's like everything's been decided for you. And amidst the chaos in your mind, you could only think of one person. Jay.

"What about Jay, I haven't said goodbye—" You pleaded to the old woman to let you see Jay one last time but the footmen has announced your departure to the palace. You choked on your tears as pain burned through your chest, clutching Jay's ring to your chest as you were brought further and further away from the place you called home all your life.

Jay plowed the soil over and over, sweat trickling down his neck and forehead. The sun is high and the heat is a pretty tough companion.

"Jay! Jay!" Jay's friend, Sunghoon called his name, sprinting towards him as if his life depended on it. Sunghoon was one of the orphan kids who got adopted recently, whose home was only a few blocks away from the orphanage. Jay halted his work, placing the tool beside him.

"Haven't seen you in a while, what brings you here?" He raises his eyebrow. Sunghoon holds onto his knees as he catches his breath, before uttering words that shattered Jay's heart into pieces.

"No, it can't be." He refuses to believe it, shaking his head aggressively as tears welled in his eyes. It felt as if he was pierced so deeply in the chest with a dagger, so agonizingly painful.

"It is true, they took Y/N to the palace to become the prince's bride. It's been the talk of the town all morning." Sunghoon is sad for his friend, knowing his feelings for her all along.

"No! Y/N wouldn't do that, she wouldn't leave just like that. No." Jay cried and ran his way back to the orphanage, leaving his belongings behind.

He enters the orphanage, screaming for your name.

"Noona? Noona! I'm here, I'm here now. Noona? Where are you?" He kept on calling for you, his voice breaking as tears blurred his vision. The sisters tried to calm him down but he shoved their hands away from him.

"No! It can't be, she couldn't have left. Please tell me she didn't leave, please." Jay crumbled as he called your name over and over in agony. He begged for everything to be just some sick joke, a prank you planned to get back at him for always being so mean to you.

"Y/N." He choked out before everything spiraled infront of him and went black.

[lunarimagines]

MOBILE MASTERLIST

I have received many requests to update my masterlist, so here it is! As of October 18, 2020...

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~ = TRIGGER WARNING

* = SEXUAL CONTENT

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Kpop

+ EXO

YOU’RE THE NEW GIRL WITH A ‘BAD GIRL’ IMAGE [VERSION 1] [VERSION 2]

THEY’RE IN THE MOOD, BUT YOU’RE ON YOUR PERIOD

THEIR GIRLFRIEND IS ANEMIC  

PLAYING WITH THEIR GIRLFRIEND’S LONG HAIR

MAKING BREAKFAST WITH YOU

JONGIN REACTION TO HIS GIRLFRIEND ALWAYS ASKING PERMISSION BEFORE INITIATING SKIN SHIP

WHAT DATING JONGIN WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING SEHUN WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING TAO WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING LUHAN WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH KAI WOULD BE LIKE

LATE NIGHT LUHAN FLUFF BLURB

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH EXO (OT12)

WOLF!CHEN

*ONLY I CAN (KYUNGSOO SMUT)

*HOW YIXING WOULD BE IN BED

*SEX WITH BAEKHYUN

WHAT DATING BAEKHYUN WOULD BE LIKE

*WHAT SEX WITH KRIS WOULD BE LIKE

*I HAVE NO REASON TO BE JEALOUS (SEHUN SMUT)

*WHAT SEX WITH JONGIN WOULD BE LIKE

WHEN YOU CONFESS TO KAI

WHEN THE MANAGERS SUGGEST HE BREAK UP WITH YOU 

*SEX WITH CHEN

*SEX WITH KYUNGSOO

*SEX WITH LUHAN

*SEX WITH SEHUN

WOLF!KAI

*SEX WITH CHANYEOL

*SEX WITH SUHO

DATING CHANYEOL

*SEX WITH TAO

*SEX WITH XIUMIN

DATING KYUNGSOO

BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH CHANYEOL

YOU HAVE BENIGN ESSENTIAL TREMOR

WOLF!BAEKHYUN

THEY FIND OUT THEY’RE DOING A ROMANTIC BALLAD WITH YOU (THEIR CRUSH)

FLUFFY XIUMIN ONE SHOT 

~YOU’RE SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT 

CUDDLING WITH SUHO AND ACCIDENTALLY WAKING HIM UP

~YOUR SELF HARM COPING NOTEBOOK

YOU’RE DATING IN SECRET AND HE KISSES YOU (UNKNOWINGLY) IN FRONT OF CAMERAS 

JEALOUS!JONGIN

MARRIED LIFE WITH CHANYEOL

CUDDLING WITH KRIS AND SEHUN

*TOUCH IT [JONGDAE SMUT]

DATING KRIS [WU YIFAN]

HUSBAND!JONGIN

SECRETADMIRER!JONGIN

CUDDLING WITH EXO

THEIR GF HAD ADD

WHAT DATING JONGDAE WOULD BE LIKE

GROWING UP WITH JONGIN

YOUR CHILD CALLS HIM DAD

YOU THINK THEY ARE CHEATING

EXO REACTION TO SEEING YOU AGAIN AFTER YOU TWO BROKE UP

WHAT DATING TAO WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING SUHO WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING LAY WOULD BE LIKE

YOU FAINT IN HIS ARMS [CHANYEOL ANGST]

MARRIED LIFE WITH LUHAN

THE OVERLOOK [BAD!BOY CHANYEOL]

A-Z NSFW

[JONGDAE]

TEXTING

[JONGDAE]

+  BTS

YOU TELLING THEM ‘I LOVE YOU’

S/O TRIPPING OVER NOTHING

TYPE OF TUMBLR BLOG BTS WOULD HAVE

HEARING YOU SPEAK YOUR MOTHER LANGUAGE

LOSING SOMETHING OF THEIRS WHILE IN THE CAR

DANCING AND ACCIDENTALLY BREAKING THE T.V.

WATCHING A MOVIE WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS WHEN A SEXUAL SCENE COMES ON

WAKING YOU UP IN THE MORNING

~ FINDING SELF HARM SCARS ON YOUR BODY

MOVIE NIGHT WITH JUNGKOOK

WHAT DATING RM WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING JUNGKOOK WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING TAEHYUNG WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING YOONGI WOULD BE LIKE

BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH SUGA

* VISITING NAMJOON AT THE STUDIO

BEING BEST FRIENDS (OT7)

YOU’RE AFRAID OF DOGS

YOU WATCH THEIR EVERY MOVE AT DANCE PRACTICE

YOU HATE WHEN PEOPLE TAKE PICTURES OF YOU

YOU’RE REALLY AFRAID OF BUGS

*SEX WITH JIMIN

*SEX WITH TAEHYUNG

*SEX WITH YOONGI

*SEX WITH NAMJOON

*SEX WITH JUNGKOOK

*SEX WITH JIN

*SEX WITH J-HOPE

*DO YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU (JIMIN SMUT)

*WATCH ME BABYGIRL [JUNGKOOK SERIES - COMPLETE] [1] [2] [3] [4] [vmin filler] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18] [19] [20]

WHEN I HAD YOU [JIMIN ANGST/FLUFF]

BAKING WITH JUNGKOOK

*THEIR S/O GIVING THEM A SHOW

*THIGH RIDING YOONGI

*WOULDN’T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY [NAMJOON SUGAR DADDY SMUT]

THEIR CRUSH/BEST FRIEND IS AFFECTIONATE WHEN SICK

~THEIR TEENAGE CHILD GETS IN THEIR FIRST CAR ACCIDENT

~THEY HAVE A DREAM WHERE YOU DIE

*I HATE YOU. I LOVE YOU? [JIMIN ENEMIES-TO-LOVERS SMUT]

*PHONE SEX WITH NAMJOON

THEIR S/O IS CATCALLED 

BRINGING THEIR AMERICAN S/O TO MEET THEIR PARENTS

DATING NAMJOON BUT BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BTS

THEIR S/O TAKES THEM TO A HAUNTED HOUSE

BEING FRIENDS WITH JUNGKOOK AND YUGYEOM 

DANCING QUEEN [HOSEOK FLUFF]

*REACTION TO YOU SAYING “TAKE ME”

BTS THINKING THEIR S/O IS CHEATING

THEIR S/O IS A PICKY EATER

*BTS REACTION TO YOU GIVING THEM A SHOW

*YOONGI FWB

BTS REACTION TO YOU SITTING ON THEIR LAP…

~IF YOU’D LET ME [JIMIN ANGST]

YOU CUDDLING THEM IN YOUR SLEEP AND SAYING “I LOVE YOU”

*YOU’RE ON

THEIR S/O GETS A LIP PIERCING

DATING YOONGI BUT BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BTS 

*YOU “FLEXING YOUR MUSCLES” 

IF SOMEBODY HAD TOLD YOU… [JUNGKOOK FLUFF]

*I WAS KIND OF HOPING THIS COULD BE YOUR PRESENT [JUNGKOOK SMUT]

BTS REACTION TO THEIR GF BRINGING THEM LUNCH

THEIR GF IS SIMILAR TO HOBI AND HAPPENS TO BE CLOSE TO HOBI

*FACE DOWN [YOONGI SMUT]

THEIR CRUSH IS DOTING/MOTHERLY

*YOU MOAN THEIR NAME DURING SEX

*YOU WANT SEX WHILE THEY’RE WORKING

*PHONE SEX WITH YOONGI

*REVERSING ROLES [YOONGI SMUT]

JEALOUS!YOONGI

BTS REACTION TO YOU HIDING YOUR SMILE WHEN YOU LAUGH

EYE ON THE TARGET (JUNGKOOK) [1] [2]

SEOKJIN AS YOUR SUGAR DADDY

BTS REACTION TO THEIR S/O CUPPING THEIR FACE AND KISSING THEM

~BTS REACTION TO THEIR FRIEND NOT BEING COMFORTABLE WITH THEIR BODY SIZE

TEXTING

[JIN] [JIMIN] [TAEHYUNG] [SUGA] [J HOPE] [RAP MONSTER] [JUNGKOOK] BESTFRIEND!JUNGKOOK HIGHSCHOOL!BTS FUCKBOY!YOONGI

SNAPS

[TAEHYUNG]

A-Z NSFW

[JUNGKOOK] [YOONGI]

+ ATEEZ

CONDITIONALLY YOURS (Seonghwa) [1]

ATEEZ REACTION TO ANOTHER MEMBER WALKING IN ON THE TWO OF YOU MAKING OUT [1] [2]

ATEEZ REACTION TO BEING JEALOUS OF ANOTHER MEMBER GETTING CLOSE TO THEIR S/O

+ INFINITE

YOU TALK ABOUT SEX

+ BOYFRIEND

THEY ALL LOVE THE SAME GIRL

ACCEPTING AN AWARD YOU

YOU THREATENING TO FIGHT THE CEO IF THEY DON’T GET A COMEBACK

VALENTINES DAY WITH KWANGMIN

*SEX WITH DONGHYUN

+ MISS A

GOING INTO TOWN WITH YOU

+ MONSTA X

THEY ACCIDENTALLY HUG YOUR SISTER INSTEAD OF YOU

*SEX WITH MINHYUK

SINGING A BALLAD WITH THEIR CRUSH

MARRIED LIFE WITH SHOWNU

REACTION TO THEIR GF AND ANOTHER MEMBER…

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MONSTA X 

THEIR GF IS OLDER THAN THEM

ANNOYING THEIR MEMBERS BY SHOWING PDA WITH THEIR S/O

THEIR GF GIVES THEM A MASSAGE FOR THE FIRST TIME

*RETURN THE FAVOR [KIHYUN SMUT]

DATING IN SECRET WHEN HE ACCIDENTALLY KISSES YOU IN FRONT OF CAMERAS

*YOU SAY THEY HAVE A SMALL DICK DURING A FIGHT

WHAT DATING IM WOULD BE LIKE

TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

*HE WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE IF YOU HADN’T... [KIHYUN SMUT]

YOU HUG THEM FROM BEHIND AND ACCIDENTALLY GRAB THEIR CROTCH

MARRIED LIFE WITH JOOHEON

*SEX WITH IM

MARRIED LIFE WITH IM

*SEX WITH HYUNGWON

*SEX WITH KIHYUN

*SEX WITH JOOHEON

*SEX WITH SHOWNU

*SEX WITH WONHO

MONSTA X REACTION TO THEIR S/O HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK

*THIGH RIDING MONSTA X

+ GOT7

*SEX WITH JACKSON

*SEX WITH JUNIOR

*SEX WITH MARK

*SEX WITH JAEBUM

YOU WEAR THEIR SWEATER, YELL “KISS ME”, THEN RUN AWAY

*SEX WITH YUGYEOM 

LIVING WITH BESTFRIEND!JACKSON

THEIR GF HAS SWEATER PAWS

GOT7 AS FATHERS 

BEING FRIENDS WITH JUNGKOOK AND YUGYEOM 

*THEIR GF KNOWS HOW TO DEEPTHROAT

YUGYEOM DATING AN OLDER WOMAN

YOU’RE DATING MARK AND THE OTHER MEMBERS ARE JEALOUS

*SINCERELY, YOUR NEW FWB [YUGYEOM SMUT]

*REACTION TO THEIR GF WANTING TO BE SPANKED

JACKSON HAVING A CRUSH ON YOU

*I DIDN’T HAVE TIME FOR “CLASSY” [JAEBUM SMUT]

*SEX WITH YOUNGJAE

YOU’RE SICK BUT DON’T WANT TO WORRY THEM SO YOU KEEP IT A SECRET

DATING JAEBUM AND BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH GOT7

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH GOT7

TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

*SEX WITH BAMBAM

TEXTS

BESTFRIEND!JACKSON

SNAPS

[JINYOUNG]

+ C-CLOWN (DISBANDED)

*SEX WITH ROME

DATING CHRISTIAN YU [ROME]

+RED VELVET

YOU CALL THEM YOUR BEST FRIEND

*AN OVERWHELMING FEELING [IRENE SMUT]

+ INFINITE 

*SEX WITH MYUNGSOO

TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

+ IKON

*SEX WITH HANBIN

*SEX WITH DONGHYUK

“I DIDN’T LOVE YOU” [DONGHYUK FLUFF]

*SEX WITH JUNHOE 

*SEX WITH BOBBY

+ NCT

SOULMATE!MARK

WHAT DATING LUCAS WOULD BE LIKE

STUDY DATE WITH JUNGWOO

NCT 127 + JENO REACTION TO THEIR S/O BEING 160CM

EXCUSES, EXCUSES [HAECHAN FLUFF]

NCT DREAM REACTION TO THEIR GF BEING 165-170CM TALL

~NCT DREAM REACTION TO THEIR GF BECOMING DEPRESSED BECAUSE HER PARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE

TEN TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION

WHAT DATING MARK WOULD BE LIKE

DATING TAEYONG

DATING JOHNNY (NCT)

FAKE TEXTS

BESTFRIEND -> BOYFRIEND MARK

WISHING MARK A HAPPY BIRTHDAY

[DONGHYUCK]

TWO WRONGS MAKE… A COUPLE? [Prince!Renjun] [1] [2]

+ F(X)

THEIR S/O HAS FIBROMYALGIA 

*SEX WITH AMBER

+ BLACKPINK

BARISTA!ROSÉ

WHAT DATING LISA WOULD BE LIKE

YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ROSÉ

+ BLOCK B

*SEX WITH PARK KYUNG

+ DAY6

*TENDER LOVE AND AFTERCARE [BRIAN/YOUNG K SMUT]

DATING DOWOON

+ PENTAGON

WHAT DATING WOOSEOK WOULD BE LIKE

+ SHINee [NO LONGER WRITING FOR]

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MINHO

LIVING WITH BESTFRIEND!KIBUM

SECRETLY DATING WHEN THEY ACCIDENTALLY KISS YOU IN FRONT OF CAMERAS 

SINGING A ROMANTIC BALLAD WITH THEIR CRUSH

THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON THE SAME IDOL

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH SHINee

THEIR REACTION TO YOU CRYING

BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH TAEMIN

GROWING UP WITH TAEMIN

YOUR CHILD CALLS HIM DAD

+ TWICE

*WHAT DATING JIHYO WOULD BE LIKE

FIRST KISSES WITH TWICE

STUCK IN TRAFFIC WITH TWICE

*SEX WITH MINA (TWICE)

+ GIRLS GENERATION [SNSD]

DATING TIFFANY

THEY FIND A GUY NAKED BY ACCIDENT

THEY FIND TAENY KISSING ROMANTICALLY

SOMEONE FLIRTS WITH THEIR SECRET GIRLFRIEND

THEIR BEST FRIEND IS HEARTBROKEN OVER A BOY

+ MAMAMOO

THEY ARE JEALOUS 

AND THEN… [MOONBYUL SMUT] [2]

+ SEVENTEEN

YOU’RE A TRAINEE UNDER PLEDIS

SUCK IT UP [JUN ANGST/FLUFF]

“IT’S TIME” [CHAN FLUFF]

*SEX WITH MINGYU

+ VIXX

THEIR GF HAS WAVY/CURLY HAIR

TELLING THEM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

+ ASTRO 

REACTION TO YOU SQUISHING THEIR CHEEKS

SNAPS

SANHA X CUTE

+ 2NE1

YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON CL

+ SISTAR

BEING YOUR BEST FRIEND IN SCHOOL

+ X1

GOING THROUGH A HAUNTED HOUSE WITH BF!HANGYUL

T.V. SERIES:

TWD

TELLING CARL YOU LOVE HIM

TEEN WOLF

SCOTT MCCALL

UNDERCOVER IDIOTS [PART 1] [PART 2] [PART 3]

DEREK HALE 

INDISCREET JEALOUSY

COME ON CINDERELLA

*SOLID ALIBI

I DIDN’T SIGN UP FOR THIS

DON’T DRINK THE ORANGE JUICE

THE MURDER OF THE BETRAYER [PART 1] [PART 2]

ISAAC LAHEY

I HAPPEN TO LOVE THAT ABOUT YOU

I’LL TAKE THAT CHANCE

STILES STILINSKI 

VALENTINE’S DAY

PRANK WAR

TVD

DAMAN SALVATORE

VICTORIAN ERA ROMANCE

~FINDING OUT ABOUT YOUR ANOREXIA

SUPERNATURAL

DEAN 

HUNTING HAS ITS PERKS

PROPOSING TO YOU

BLUSH

BANDS:

5SOS

BLURBS:

ASHTON IRWIN 

FRATBOY! ASHTON

CALUM HOOD 

ROUND TWO

MICHAEL CLIFFORD 

LATE NIGHT

BIRTHDAY AU MEME (AKA MY VERY FIRST IMAGINE EVER ON THIS BLOG)

LUKE HEMMINGS 

WHAT DATING LUKE WOULD BE LIKE

IMAGINES:

CALUM HOOD 

*SAVING WATER

4/4

HE FINDS OUT YOU’RE REALLY TICKLISH

1D

HARRY STYLES 

I’LL BE THOR

MOVIES:

THE OUTSIDERS

SODAPOP

~SODAPOP FINDING OUT ABOUT YOUR DEPRESSION

THE AVENGERS

THOR

BEING ABLE TO LIFT THOR’S HAMMER

YOUTUBE

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH DAN AND PHIL

[dancingazaleas]

zeke yeager | my baby

this is bc of the new episode; i’ve known his backstory for a while but i didn’t come up with the idea until now LFMAOOAOA

anyways zeke supremacy

edit: this is so bad but enjoy LMFOAOAOA

warnings/notes: this is strictly platonic, takes place in canonverse during zeke’s childhood then to the beginning of season 4, cursing, mentions of mental abuse from family, murder, fem!reader(feel free to change if u want), yeah i’m unoriginal and the reader is the female titan before annie, angst,

when you first met zeke, zeke was extremely hesitant towards you.

grisha and dina had brought you into the house, a 17 year old girl who had soft and gentle eyes along with a nice smile. zeke had recognized you from the warrior program. you hadn’t inherited your titan just yet, you still had a few more years before they would allow it to be given to you. your predecessor gained the titan around your age, no one really knows why. zeke assumes that it must be a similar case with mr. ksaver and himself.

it shocked zeke in all honesty. they’re letting a warrior watch over him? one that isn’t in cahoots with his mother and father?

it wasn’t until grisha and dina pulled him into a different room and told him to get information on your views that he understood why. they wanted to use you, just like they wanted to use zeke. the worst of it all was that zeke knows you. he looks up to you, you graduated third out of all of your peers, you express love with the younger candidates such as zeke.

he felt like curling up in his bed and crying, he didn’t want you to babysit him just so his parents could use you.

but whenever the couple left, your arms encased him in warmth. you were hugging him tightly to you, fingernails surely digging into the fabric of his shirt. he felt his eyes widen whenever he felt a drop of a liquid on his shoulder. you were crying.

you pulled away and put a hand on his cheek, looking at him with endearment. zeke started crying at this, not once had dina touched him like this. not once had grisha looked at him like this.

“it’s okay, my boy,” you pull him close again, “i’m here.”

for the first time, zeke wasn’t cowering in a corner while he sobbed. he sobbed in the arms of a person, one that loved him dearly whether he knew it or not. you were even crying for him.

“my mother and father were apart of the same group,” you whispered as you stroked his hair, “they pushed me so far to my limits.”

“so, i did something i regret,” you sob, “something i hope you’re never forced to do.”

your whimper gave him chills, “i murdered my mother with a butcher knife and pinned the crime onto my father. all at the age of ten. to this day, i don’t know how i got away with it. maybe the police pitied me or found it excusable because of their affiliations with the group.”

“you hurt someone,” he sniffles, eyes widened in fear.

it gave you a frown, however you couldn’t blame him, “i did. it was mistake and i wish i had never done it. i just wished for my mother and father to love me, not to use me. after that, i found myself in the warrior program. maybe with this power, i could do some good. to show marley that us eldians are not devils.”

you rid him of his snot and tears with your shirt, “when i saw your father the time he came to observe you, i was immediately able to tell. your reaction had said it all. i can’t allow myself to witness you go through what i did without doing something. even if it’s small.”

he blinks at you after you softly kiss him on his forehead.

“now, is there anything you want to do?”

————

that afternoon, you played catch and volleyball with zeke. after that, you bought him whatever meal he wanted from the market and ate with him at the table. he told you about his stuffed monkey, who he named jerry, and his adventures.

he was sad when you had to leave, to which dina and grisha informed him you would come to their home sparingly. although he was delighted, he was also sad.

the next day, you doted on him during the short breaks between his training. patting his head, shaking him by his shoulders, and giving him a hug. when lunch came around, you pulled out a home cooked lunch for him as you sat on a bench. you would give him advice with training and his health while he ate.

he even shared some of his food with her.

after that was his time with ksaver. he didn’t see you during that time, obviously, but that didn’t mean you didn’t come during their conversations.

zeke was surprised to hear the praising from ksaver. ksaver said that you were a good figure for him and that you had a genuine heart. it made him feel at ease.

when the day was over, you walked zeke home and even ate dinner with him and his parents. it was a surprise that made you slightly bitter, but you accepted nonetheless.

they talked to you excitedly, asking about your duties as a warrior. you exceptionally avoided answering the questions, instead prodding at their own occupations and duties.

in the end, it felt like a game of tag. avoiding and then charging.

the night you were on your way to watch zeke, you felt your heart drop at the feral screeching of grisha and the reassurance of dina. you banged your fist against the door worriedly, sweat forming at your hairline.

the yelling stopped and you heard the patter of footsteps against the floor. dina looked flustered as she opened the door, face tear stained and eyebrows knitted up in concern.

“oh, (name), we don’t need you to watch over him anymore.”

“no, please, allow me,” you put on a fake smile that made her relax.

“you can take him out for a bit,” she, surprisingly, compromised and stepped aside to let you inside.

you bolted to zeke’s dark room. he was in a corner with his knees pushed against his chest and his hands covering his ears. his tears were making puddles on his knees as he stared blankly at the wall. you rush to him, pulling his head into your chest and picking him up.

“it’s alright,” you whispered, “you’ll be with me for a little bit.”

he didn’t respond but just wiped his eyes when he realized he would pass by his mom. you gave dina a brisk goodbye before leaving and taking him to a nearby park.

“it’s alright, my boy, it’s alright,” you coo and stroke his sweaty back.

for once, he felt okay.

————

the day zeke reported his parents, you held him in your arms. from then, he stayed with his grandparents and often found himself spending time with you after training when his schedule allowed it.

now, zeke is 16 and you’re 29. zeke was often seen with you or ksaver during his free time, now having the power of the best titan secured when ksaver’s term is up.

you mentor a girl named annie leonhardt, the next inheritor of the female titan. zeke occasionally sees you and annie catching some bugs in the grass during your mentoring. other days, you talk to her or just look at the sky. once at the beginning of the year, he once saw you take annie ice skating over a lake.

when he spends his time with you, you’re often doting on him and taking care of him. one time, you convinced the kids and some of the older soldiers to all play a game of baseball after your training was over.

you walked the extra mile for zeke no matter what. zeke was in trouble during a war and you swatted him into the trenches with your hand before attacking the enemy a year ago. whenever zeke would get hurt, you’d be his nurse.

if zeke’s being honest, you’re the maternal figure in his life. you act as if he’s your son, love him like he’s your son, and sometimes you even let it slip and call him that. sometimes zeke messes up and calls you mom.

in your eyes, he is your son.

in his eyes, you’re his mom.

but with being a parental figure came with fighting. it didn’t happen often, but whenever it did it was bad. zeke would become more irritable and angry while you would become reserved and melancholy.

when zeke was 14, you got into a fight so bad that it ended up getting you bedridden. you’d been sick from stress and it lasted for weeks until zeke swallowed his pride and apologized.

it almost made bertholdt, annie, reiner, porco, pieck, and marcel laugh at how domestic the two of you are when together. but as soon as you left zeke’s side, he would revert back to his quiet and receptive personality.

“zeke, my boy,” you call as you walk towards all the warrior candidates, “i’ve got your favorite.”

“thanks,” he hums when you stand beside him.

“i also brought some food for you all too. since we didn’t have training today, i thought you all could enjoy a nice break by having a picnic,” you clap your hands with a smile and they all feel like they’re seeing an angel.

they all agree and follow behind you when you start leading them towards a grassy field. you set the basket down and rummage through it, pulling out a nice thick blanket so the blades of the grass wouldn’t poke through.

“help me lay this out,” zeke sighs but obliges.

with zeke’s help, everyone is sitting on the blanket and eating and conversing. you listen quietly as you chew on the sandwich you made.

“miss (name),” pieck’s soft voice said beside you, “thank you for the picnic.”

you smile and shake your head, cheeks puffing out from the food that’s still in your mouth.

“can we do this again,” shyly asks reiner.

you gulp down your food and choke a bit, “y-yes! of course!”

you turn to zeke and speak quietly, “how was training yesterday?”

“it was fine. my calves are kind of sore though, it’s been a while since we did squats,” he shrugs and looks up, “ksaver let me pitch to him again.”

“i’m assuming it was at least enjoyable?”

“yeah...,” he trails off, “could you massage my calves for me in a little while?”

you pinch his cheek as you laugh, “of course! anything for you, my child.”

he chuckles while he swats at your hand, “quit that. it hurts.”

before you could pinch him even harder, porco’s loud voice interrupted.

“miss (name), are you zeke’s mom?”

his brother and annie hit him, scolding him in whispers.

“i-i’m so sorry miss (name)..! my brother means no harm,” marcel stutters nervously.

“it’s alright, i don’t mind,” zeke’s slightly flustered, “but no, i’m not zeke’s mother.”

“so why do you act so friendly?”

“i met zeke when i was 17 and he was just a little boy. i would watch him while his grandparents were away,” you lie like it’s nothing.

“i’ve always seen zeke as my little boy though even if i’m only 13 years older,” it has them all gaping and zeke staring at his food.

“why’d you become a warrior then,” reiner blurts out, slapping a hand over his mouth in shame, “sorry... but with all due respect, you have a family you love and who love you... why would you let your life end so short?”

for just a second the smile on your face cracks into a frown as you feel your throat tighten up, “why are you asking such disrespectful questions? i understand you have no malicious intent, however it sounds as if you are seeing my decision as an ignorant one. are you calling me ignorant for becoming a warrior?”

zeke just looks away sadly. you never really had to put on this demanding ploy too much since no one dared to ask a question such as reiner did. not to mention that you had to in order to keep your position. reiner scrambles to pledge his loyalty to marley with your eyes burning holes into his head.

the others slightly cower in fear, they’d only ever heard that you could be like this from their mentors. but when they all looked in your, now, sad eyes, they relaxed.

“but, to answer your question,” you say reluctantly, “i was already selected to inherit the female titan.”

“now,” you cough and zeke knows it’s because you want to cry, “i need to go.”

they all help you get everything together, fidgeting anxious as they watch you walk back to the dorm. when you were far enough away, porco shouts at reiner for asking such questions and ruining the picnic. it ends up with annie joining in with the berating and marcel slapping porco upside the head.

zeke just leaves and follows you. he can’t be bothered to listen to them argue while you’re probably crying.

zeke knew it was about your 13 years coming to an end, meaning you wouldn’t be with him anymore. the first time he brought it up, you sobbed out apologies while holding his head to your chest. zeke knows not to bring it up again.

however, reiner didn’t. although he was slightly frustrated with reiner, he understood that he meant no harm to you. sometimes reiner just doesn’t think before he speaks.

zeke finds you with your head in your hands as you cry on your bed. the creaking of the door opening has you looking up and making eye contact and your eyes fill up with tears. zeke shut the door behind him and sat next to you after you pat the spot beside you.

zeke knows what’s going to happen, but allows it anyways because it puts you both at ease.

you cradle his head to your chest, stroking his hair with one hand and his back with another. zeke feels himself starting to cry when you cry out apologies and exclamations of love.

“zeke, my boy, i love you,” you whimper, “i’m so sorry i cannot be by your side until i grow old.”

zeke’s fingers curl into the fabric of your shirt and let’s out a broken sob.

“you’re the light of my life, zeke,” you whisper, “my beautiful boy, my beautiful baby.”

his shoulders shake and he wanted to tell you to stop and to pull away. but he won’t.

“you’re the son i never had, zeke, did you know that,” you sob and squeeze him tight.

it has him wailing and holding you tight. though zeke knew this, you never said it out loud.

“my baby, my baby,” you croak, “i love you so much, zeke.”

“love you too,” he chokes out, muffled by your shirt.

“zeke, my boy, my son, my zeke.”

“please don’t leave me,” it makes you sob even louder.

“i’m so sorry, zeke, i’m so sorry.”

————

zeke couldn’t look in annie’s direction after your term ended and her’s started. even at 29 years of age, he still curls up in a ball and cries himself to sleep. he carries a photograph of the two of you, he remembers taking the picture on your 26th birthday.

back on marley, whenever you were brought up in conversations, reiner, porco, and pieck stared at him with sympathy.

after zeke’s arms grow back on the blimp, he pulls out the folded photograph from his pocket. he stares at your beaming smile.

“who’s the girl,” eren asks, ignoring how yelena looks at him fiercely, “when’d you get a girlfriend?”

zeke shakes his head, “not a girlfriend.”

“who is she then,” eren gestures with his hand, the clinking of the metal chains echoing in the small room on the blimp.

“my mother,” he murmurs while he hands it to eren.

“dina doesn’t look like that.”

“eren, did you ever see a memory of a woman being introduced as a babysitter?”

“now that it’s being mentioned, yea.”

“that’s her,” the memory has him chuckling, “she treated me like her son before she died.”

eren transfers his gaze to yelena, a silent request for her to give more information.

“(name) (last name) was the inheritor of the female titan before annie leonhardt. she inherited the titan a few months after she turned 17, her predecessor, flora, was unexpectedly injured during war and was not able to regenerate. although disorganized and unexpected, (name) managed to eat flora. she died at the age of 30 when annie ate her as a pure titan,” yelena elaborates hesitantly as zeke’s small smile fades, “she was often recognized for her kind personality and optimistic attitude.”

“i see,” he said.

“were you her beautiful boy,” eren taunts.

“yes. i was.”

he sounds sad while he folds it back up and puts it in his pocket.

maybe he could be the same to eren.

[wonpilsonefeel]

Here’s a prompt list for request.

Ask for a minimum of one number (can be more) and pairing. Also add if you want it to be angst, smut or fluff.

ALSO MY ANON PART AINT WORKING BUT I WILL KEEP YALL ANON.

I didn’t come up with these prompts.

1. "How long have you been staring at that screen?"

2. "Do you really want to test me?"

3. "How did I end up watching this?"

4. “I’m sorry. I guess I’m just worried someone is going to take you away from me.”

5. “I just want to hug you and never let go.”

6. “You’re an adult! Act like it!”

7. “Did you seriously patch up a stab wound with scotch tape?”

9. “Are you stuck?”

10. “Man, you sure got knocked around a lot today.”

11. “Just the idea of anything happening to you makes me feel physically sick.”

12. A miscommunication leads to everyone being told Person A is dead, and Person B does not handle it well. When Person A shows up completely fine, Person B is overjoyed. 

13. “It shouldn’t be physically possible for me to love you this much.”

14. “What would you do if I died?” “Can we not talk about this?”

15. “They’re too good for you.”

16. “You look so cute in pajamas

17. “You’re my favorite person ever.”

18. “I love you so much I don’t know what to do.”

19. “You need to be more careful!”

20. “Why are we on the roof?”

21. “I know it’s wrong, but I love you.”

22. Why are you like this?”

23. I can handle myself. You don’t need to protect me.”

24. I miss you.” 

25. You are not fine, you’re bleeding!”

26. Look, I really screwed up and I need advice.”

27. I hope you’re here to apologize.” “Is there something you want to tell me?”

28. You are sick, therefore I am going to take care of you. End of discussion.

29. I’m fine. It was just a nightmare. You don’t need to worry.”

30. I just want to cuddle.”

31. Every day I get to spend with you is the best day.”

32. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

33. “You have the most amazing smile.”

34. “You’re just not intimidating. Sorry.”

35. “Stop whacking me with that stupid rubber chicken!”

36. “Stop kicking me under the table!”

37. “What are you, five?”

38. “I heard a loud sound. Are you okay?”

39. “Why are you wearing my shirt?”

40. “How on Earth did you get so muddy?”

41. “Close your eyes. Don’t peek.”

42. “You know, it’s hard to stay upset when I’m holding you this close.”

43. Person A spends the entire day throwing things at Person B, just for fun.

44. Person A keeps stealing Person B’s snacks.

45. You should really get some sleep.”

46. I just want to make sure you’re safe.”

47. I hate children. They’re the worst.”

48. If you’re happy, I’m happy.”

49. I wish you’d stop saying that.”

50. Person A tries (and fails) to convince everyone they aren’t in love with person B. 

51. I’m having a long day, okay?” 

52. Stop treating me like a child!”

53. I hate it when you rhyme my name with things.”

54.

55. Small kisses littered across the other’s face.

56. A small, fleeting kiss - which is immediately followed by a passionate, hungry kiss.

57. A breathy demand: “Kiss me” - and what the other person does to respond.

58. An accidental brush of lips followed by a pause and going back for another, on purpose.

59. Throwing their arms around the other person’s neck, hugging them close before kissing them passionately on the lips.

60. Wild, breathless kisses brought on by a heartfelt gift.

61. French kisses where they trace every tooth with their tongues as though trying to memorize them.

62. Laying a gentle kiss to the back of the other’s hand.

63. A kiss that lasts so long, they are sharing each other’s breaths.

64. A hello/good-bye kiss that is given without thinking - where neither person thinks twice about it.

65. Morning kisses that are exchanged before either person opens their eyes, kissing blindly until their lips meet in a blissful encounter.

66. Sneaking away to a hidden corner to share a secretive kiss.

67. Butterfly kisses against the other’s cheeks.

68. A kiss so desperate that the two wind around each other, refusing to let go until they are finished.

69. A fierce kiss that ends with a bite on the lip, soothing it with a lick.

70. One person pouting, only to have it removed by a kiss from the other person.

71. Tucking their hands beneath the other person’s shirt, just to watch them break the kiss and gasp in surprise at the sensation of cold/warm hands on their skin.

72. Teasing kisses where one person blows air into the other’s mouth and runs away.

73. One person stopping a kiss to ask “Do you want to do this?”, only to have the other person answer with a deeper, more passionate kiss.

74. Kissing in a stairwell, giving them an artificial height difference.

75. A chaste kiss given to each other because they are in mixed company.

76. A kiss that is leading to more, but is interrupted by a third party.

77. A kiss that tastes of the food/dessert they are eating.

78. Deep kisses where they have their hands tangled in each other’s hair to pull them closer.

79. Wet kisses after finding refuge from the rain.

80. Brushing a kiss along the shell of the other person’s ear.

81. Kisses exchanged while one person sits on the other’s lap.

82. One person tracing the other’s lips with a fingertip until they can’t resist any longer, tilting their chin towards them for a kiss.

83. Staring at each other’s lips for a moment before moving closer, as if drawn together by some unseen force.

84. Weak, sweaty kisses because it’s unbearably hot.

85. Pulling away from a kiss, whispering words of love against each other’s lips.

86. A kiss so passionate, so perfect - that after they part, neither person can open their eyes for a few moments afterwards.

87. An unexpected kiss that shocks the one receiving it.

88. Kisses that start on their fingers and run up their arm, eventually ending on their lips.

89. An awkward kiss given after a first date.

90. Starting with bunny kisses before moving on to soft kisses.

91. Cleaning the other person’s lips with a lick and a kiss.

92. Whispering “I love you” before a chaste, delicate kiss.

93. Kissing tears from the other’s face.

94. A gentle kiss that quickly descends into passion, with little regard for what’s going on around them.

95. Kisses shared under an umbrella.

96. Distracting kisses from someone that are meant to stop the other person from finishing their work, and give them kisses instead.

97. A kiss pressed to the top of the head.

98. Tentative kisses given in the dark.

99. Kisses exchanged as they move around, hitting the edges of tables or nearly tripping over things on the floor before making it to the sofa, or bed.

100. A lingering kiss before a long trip apart.

101. A kiss paired with a tight hug, knocking the breath out of the person being hugged.

102. One person has to bend down in order to kiss their partner, who is standing on their tip-toes to reach their partner’s.

103. Short and sweet kiss after meeting up for a date.

104. A kiss, followed by more that trail down the jaw and neck.

105.

106. Little one jumping in puddles wearing rain boots.

107. Shopping for nursery furniture for little one.

108. Holding the little one for the first time.

109. Being immensely proud when little one takes their first steps alone.

110. Little one’s first reaction to seeing/feeling snow.

111. Singing nursery rhymes to get little one to sleep.

112. Finger painting with little one.

113. Little one getting food all over their face.

114. Going on a walk together with little one.

115. Little one coming to sleep with you after having a bad dream.

116. Picking out little one’s first Halloween costume.

117. Little one’s first birthday.

118. Keeping little one from trying to eat crayons.

119. Little one’s first trip to the zoo or aquarium.

120. Showing little one a lightning bug for the first time.

121. Little one sticking their toes in their mouth.

122. Little one pulling on your hair with surprising strength.

123. Helping little one go down a slide at the park.

124. Little one needing an emergency bath.

125. Tickling little one’s chubby thighs until they laugh.

126. Singing songs and rocking little one to sleep.

127. Reading a book with little one on your lap.

128. Having to show little one that the food tastes good by having some too.

129. Playing airplane/train to get little one to open their mouth and take a bite of food.

130. Little one chasing after bubbles to pop them.

131. Playing peek-a-boo with little one.

132. Little one snuggling with a stuffed animal.

133. Playing “This Little Piggy” on little one’s toes.

134. Having little one help mix cookie dough.

135. Little one eating a slice of fruit and getting juice all down their chin.

136. Kissing little one where they got hurt to make the pain go away.

137. Little one stripping their clothes and running around in their diaper.

138. Waking up to little one crying out in their sleep.

139. Little one biting everything they can stick in their mouth as they teethe.

140. Little one sticking pretzel sticks up their nose.

141. Little one leaving sticky fingerprints on everything they touch.

142. Having little one help flip pancakes.

143. Giving little one a raspberry on their tummy after changing their diaper.

144. Watching little one go in and out of the kiddie pool.

145. Little one pointing out colors and shapes that they recognize.

146. Having little one wear their first formal wear.

147. Little one drifting off to sleep with a smile on their face.

148. Little one settling down after you finally figure out what they need.

149. Choosing little one’s name together.

150. Watching little one attempt to blow the seeds off a dandelion.

151. Little one getting in a laughing kick where everything is funny.

152. The first time little one picks their own outfit.

153. Little one chasing down the pet to rest their head on them and hold them tight.

154. Being unable to stay mad at little one when they give you puppy dog eyes.

155. Little one playing dress up with a grown-up set of shoes.

156.

157. Holding their hands when they are shaking.

158. Tucking the sheets around them when they stir during the night.

159. Traveling long distances just to see them.

160. Making their favorite meal when they are having a hard day.

161. Giving them a kiss before going to work and they are still in bed.

162. Tucking your head into their neck during a hug.

163. Lightly kissing on top of a freshly formed bruise.

164. Buying them something unrequested because it made you think of them.

165. Participating in their hobby even if it doesn’t personally interest you.

166. Sitting in comfortable silence while eating a meal.

167. Telling them a dumb joke just to see their smile.

168. Following their family traditions that they enjoy.

169. Playing your fingers through their hair while sitting next to them on the couch.

170. Singing and dancing to their favorite song.

171. Calming them down when they have a bad dream.

172. Having a tickle fight until you’re breathless.

173. Folding their clean laundry and putting it away.

174. Sharing a soft smile across a crowded room.

175. Bringing them a plate of their favorite sliced fruit.

176. Washing their back/hair in the shower.

177. Sharing your umbrella with them in the rain.

178. Listening to them while they vent.

179. Taking a picture together to print and hang later.

180. Tracing your names together in the sand.

181. Wearing clothes in their favorite color.

182. Doing a chore for them that you know they aren’t fond of.

183. Leaving a plate of food in the microwave for when they have a late shift.

184. Sharing a drink with them from the same straw.

185. Tucking their hair behind their ear to help them get it out of their face.

186. Helping scratch that itch on their back they can’t reach.

187. Pulling a chair out for them to sit down at the table.

188. Wrapping a blanket around them when they are sitting on the couch and watching a show.

189. Throwing away their piles of tissues when they have a cold.

190. Mending an item of their clothing that was ripped.

191. Running out in the middle of the night to get a food item they’re craving.

192. Helping brush their hair after a shower.

193. Making sure to be quiet while they’re taking a nap.

194. Letting them warm their cold hands under your shirt.

195. Giving them your dessert when you eat out because it’s their favorite.

196. Making a goofy face until they notice and laugh.

197. Giving them space when they express wanting to have some time alone.

198. Holding their hand while walking, even if there isn’t a crowd.

199. Holding shopping bags that are too heavy for them.

200. Standing between them and a busy road.

201. Rubbing the back of their hand with a thumb.

202. Giving them a back massage when they flop on the couch or bed.

203. Staying up half the night to finish a game with them.

204. Getting them a coffee just the way they like it.

205. Giving them a tight hug that makes them lose their breath.

206. Buying them a special treat when you go out shopping.

[probsjosh]

Bumblebee

Schlatt Coin origin story. 

Dad!Schlatt x reader but I made it fuckin sad.

edit: I fucking forgot to mention this is GN!Reader I'm such an idiot

Warning: mentions of alcohol, cheating/affairs, abandonment, gambling, not explicit but reference to murder, angst (if there’s anything else I missed please tell me)

So uh, Dad!Schlatt angst aye?

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It had been a great Friday afternoon. Schlatt decided he’d wanted to take you, his spouse, and son out for the day to have some fun, going to having lunch, then visiting the local ice cream shop before stopping at an arcade to spoil Tubbo for the night. It was rare for your family of three to have these outings but it made it all that much more special when you had the time and money to do so. 

After playing and collecting tickets for the better part of two hours, Tubbo had finally scrounged up just enough tickets to get the giant bee plushie he’d been eyeing all year. It was bigger than his torso, square-shaped, and undeniably adorable. What was even more adorable was this pudgy little three-year-old waddling his way up to the prize counter, holding an unreasonable amount of tickets in his arms. There’s a small moment of panic when he realizes he can’t quite reach the top of the counter when his dad comes to the rescue, lifting him up so he can open his arms and let the tickets fall in front of the impressed employee. 

“Gimme da bee,” Is all he says, his contagious laughter ringing out as the bee is retrieved and handed over to the giddy child. “Tank you!” is all the employee gets before he buries his face into the plush. Schlatt laughs and hugs him tighter, he kisses his forehead as you look at them awestruck, a loving smile on your face. It was moments like these that reminded you how much you loved your family. Tubbo managed to peel himself away from his newfound love long enough to yell at you, “Look! I got da bee! Look!” You laugh as you come closer to them, pressing a kiss onto Tubbos forehead, “My little Bumblebee has his own bumblebee!” His little giggles muffled by the bee as he nods, “I got a bumby bee!”

Once you were all back home, there was a knock at the door. You were sitting in the bathroom with Tubbo, who was enjoying a bubble bath, so Schlatt went to answer the door. There was some muffled talking before he appeared in the bathroom doorway. “I’m gonna go out to the casino with the boys for a while. Think you can survive a few hours without me?” Tubbo emerges from his mountain of bubbles, giggling before he dove back in, “I think we’ll be okay,” you laugh as your son piles the bubbles onto his head like a hat. Schlatt smiles and gives you a quick kiss before heading out. “Don’t get too shit-faced!” you call after him, you hear a soft, “I’ll try!” before the door shuts. 

He apparently didn’t try hard enough. He stumbles in the front door at 4 a.m. reeking of booze, the lingering smell of cigarette smoke staining his clothes. You came downstairs to help him into the bathroom. “I think-” he hiccups as you sit him on the rim of the bathtub, “I think I got a little too shit-faced.” He smiles apologetically, swaying lightly, before reaching into his pocket, “I made some money though.” You smile back, but chastise him for drinking and coming home late anyways, but you knew he probably didn’t mean to get as drunk as he did and it seemed like he’d had fun.

It wasn’t a problem at first. At first, it was just a weekend a month. Then one weekend became two, became every other week, became if he wasn’t at work, he was at that damn casino, became you weren’t even sure if he still had a job. You weren’t even sure when it started but you very quickly realized what a problem it had become. Schlatt was never home. And if he was he would only appear to drop off a wad of cash, give Tubbo a hug, try to show you any semblance of affection which you outright rejected, and he’d be out the door again. You’d stopped trying to keep him at home, seeing as he’d just disappear no matter what you told him, no matter how much you asked for him to stay, he never did. 

Your breaking point was when Tubbo just stopped asking where his dad was. It was almost as if he’d forgotten who his father was, and the only person to blame was Schlatt. So one night you asked your neighbors if they could watch Tubbo for just a little while, they agreed, and you were off to the casino to drag your alcoholic, gambling addict of a husband back home. 

It wasn’t difficult to spot him in public, his ram horns like a crown atop his head made him a beacon for attention, and he was definitely getting it. He sat at a Roulette table, a rather large crowd gathered around him, towers of chips in front of him, one arm slung around some twink, the other arm knocking over towers of chips to signify him placing his bet. He was always one to put on a show. 

“Always bet on black!” he shouted, and the crowd around him roared, as the dealer pushed his newly won earnings towards him. He took a sip of his drink before he leaned down and kissed the man pressed against his side. 

That made you see red. 

You stormed over, the crowd parting like the red sea at the sight of your fury until you were met with JSchlatt himself. “Hey, what happened...” was all he could say before he turned to see you standing there in front of him, furious and heartbroken. 

“How could you?” You sounded so angry at first. “How fucking could you.” But it melted away into sorrow. The tears flowed down easily, you didn’t bother trying to hide how much he’d hurt you. But after months of never seeing him at home, did you really think he would remain faithful to you? Did the thought of Schlatt living out of a casino, on a never-ending gambling train, never make you think that he was doing something, or rather someone, else?

    No. In all honesty, it hadn’t. You’d been naive enough to trust the man with the Devil’s Horns with every aspect of yourself, thinking that maybe if you loved him enough, he’d love you just the same. And as you stood in front of the man you once called the love of your life. The father to your gorgeous child. The man that promised to love you till the end of your days. 

You saw the pure horror in his eyes. 

   

Not the shame you’d expected, nor the anger at the fact that he’d been caught. He was terrified. Of what, you couldn’t be sure and you honestly didn’t care. Anger clouded your judgment, as you saw him take a step towards you, an arm extended out to reach for you. You swatted his hand away and sobbed. Hot, angry tears streamed down your face as you yelled. Profanities, curses to his name, wishes that you’d never met the wretched man, and he was so taken aback, he stumbled back and into the table. Every single one of his chip towers fell, the dealer didn’t bat an eye and accepted his entire haul as a bet. Schlatt realized too late as he turned to see the wheel spin.

Red, 16.

You’d stopped yelling by now, trying to collect yourself, as you felt both his hands clamp onto your arms, “Honey, darling, I’m gonna need you to listen to me, okay?” You tried to pull away, fighting against his grip, but he apparently wasn’t as drunk as he made it out to seem. “Please, I know I fucked up, just please for the love of God listen to me for just one fucking second.” 

The urgency and desperation in his voice caught your attention and you knew he was being serious. You stopped fighting in his grip and met his gaze. 

“I need you to go home. I need you to take Tubbo, take any cash you have left, and nothing else. And I need you to run. As far and as fast as you can. Do you understand me?” The fear in his eyes suddenly made sense as you nodded twice. He let out a choked breath before he whispered, “I’m so sorry,” as he let go of you. You didn’t say anything in return, only giving him one last look of pained understanding as you turned on your heel and ran as fast as you could.

Schlatt stood there, staring at the spot where the love of his life had stood. He closed his eyes, trying to stop the tears from coming down when he heard the awfully familiar voice of the casino owner as he walked onto the floor. As it turns out, Schlatt had been in that casino 24/7 because he owed someone powerful a lot, and I mean a lot, of money. “JSchlatt. Friend. We’ve got to stop meeting like this.” Schlatt flinches as he feels Dreams' hand land on his shoulder. He opens his eyes, the shit-eating grin he’d come to perfect settling on his face so fucking naturally, as he turned to face his demon. “Dream! Ah! What a lovely surprise-” 

“Cut the shit Schlatt. What the hell just happened to my money.” It's not a question. He knows what happened, he just wants to see Schlatt squirm. 

"I can— I can get it all back. I promise. I promise— please just," he swallows what little pride he has left and he begins to unravel in front of Dream, "Just leave my spouse and kid alone." Dream tsks and looks Schlatt over once, pausing for just a second before he sighs and reaches into his pocket.

 He takes Schlatts wrist and presses a single gold coin into his palm, closing the drunks fist around it. Schlatt, grateful for this second chance, almost sighs in relief, but before he can, Dream speaks again, "Your last coin, Schlatt. Be smart with it." Immediately Dreams lackeys rush past them, out the door, and into the night looking for blood. Schlatt realizes far too late. "NO—" Dreams grip on his wrist tightens, as Schlatt stumbles and falls in front of him. 

“I told you Schlatt. There would be a price to pay.”

 Schlatt finally breaks in front of Dream, gripping the coin in his hand, as he screams for the family he knows he's already lost.

You stumbled up to your neighbor’s door, slamming your fists repeatedly on their front door before a panicked woman opened the door. It was well into the night at this point, and you’d feel much more sympathy for her if the fear and adrenaline course through you weren’t making you as panicked as she looked. You rushed pasted her, picking Tubbo up from where he lay sleeping, thanked her profusely before you apologized, and bolted out of her house. You gripped Tubbo to your chest as you ran down the street and into the city, pasted closed shops, and speeding cars. Tubbo never once stirring from his slumber, his little arms wrapped around his bee plush, his blanket catching all your tears as you bolted haphazardly through the city.

You didn't know much about the man who ran the casino but you knew what happened to the people that crossed him.

You didn't have it in you to outright hate Schlatt for this. It may have been his actions that lead to this but it was obvious he never meant to put either you or Tubbo in harm’s way. The look on his face was enough to tell you he still loved you with every fiber of his being but that was not enough to excuse him for what he'd done. You didn’t think you’d ever forgive him for what he’d done to you and Tubbo, but you knew that didn’t matter now. What mattered was making sure Tubbo was safe.

You came across an alleyway that went into the forest bordering the city. You knew there was only so much you could do in the city, so you chose to gamble your chances in the woods. After hours of dodging trees, bushes, and boulders, getting as far away from the sounds of the men coming after you as you could, you manage to find yourself on the other side of the forest. The sun was rising in the distance as you came to a clearing. A road that lead out of the city and into the undeveloped land surrounding it. 

Then you spot it.

A box. A simple box sitting on the side of the lonely road leading out of the city. As you got closer the words "FREE ITEMS" written on the side in bold black marker made it clear that this was a donation box. You knew this is Tubbos’ only chance. Frantically, you search the box and luckily find the very marker used to write on the box that had been tossed in by its original owner. You carefully lower Tubbo into the box, uncap the marker and on the inside flap quickly scribble "His name is tubbo, take care of him, please.”

You don't even realize you're crying until your vision is too blurry to see the words. You hear a shout coming from the woods and you know you have to go. Suppressing your sobs, you quickly press a kiss into his forehead for the last time, "Goodbye my little Bumblebee." A sad smile comes onto your features as you close the flaps of the box enough to hide him before turning back into the forest and running in without looking back. A newfound determination in you as you make as much noise as you can, hoping that they would be satisfied in only killing you and leave your baby alone.

A few hours pass and there are screams coming from within the forest that are abruptly cut off. Tubbo stirs in his box and awakens as the sun comes up, spilling into his new temporary home. He sits up, confused and alone when he hears a voice coming up the road. Fear gets the better of him and he ducks down into the box as he hears a small voice yell, "Dadza! Dadza! Can I check what’s inside that box?" There’s a low chuckle, and a soft, "Sure son, go ahead," before Tubbo can hear small footsteps quickly approaching him.

Tubbo grips his plushie as he hears the small footsteps slow down, before stopping completely. Suddenly the box flaps open and a little blonde boy’s head pokes out over the edge, blue eyes peering down at him. A moment passes as both boys stare at each other in confusion before the blonde boy calls out again.

"Daaaaad! There's a baby in the box!" The heavy footsteps stop suddenly. "A what?" The footsteps start up again, and suddenly a man in a green and white striped bucket hat appears. Confusion turns to worry, as the man’s eyes settle on the message scribbled into the box. “So. Tubbo? Is it?” 

Tubbos’ grip on his plushie becomes even tighter, but he nods slowly, eyes dancing between the boy and the man. “Well, Tubbo. Guess I’m your dad now. My name is Philza,” he gestures to the boy, “and this is Tommy.” Tubbos eyes meet Tommys, and Tommy grins at the boy in front of him. “Hi, Tubbo! You’re gonna be my best friend!” At these words, Tubbo smiles and stands in his box, dropping his bee in favor of hugging Tommy. “Hi, Tommy.” Is all he says as Tommy hugs Tubbo back. Philza smiles at the boys in front of him, unable to find it in him to worry about how his twins would react to the family’s new addition.

Back in the city, Schlatt stumbles back home for the first time in weeks, being greeted by a cold and silent house. He shuts the door behind him and slumps down onto the floor. A bottle of Jack Daniels already half-empty meets his lips as he begins to cry again. Longing for the family that he lost the moment he struck that stupid deal with Dream. His fingers play with the singular gold coin he has to his name. 

Schlatts coin.

Bonus:

He liked to walk the length of the city during the day. The sights and sounds were enough to drown out his hungover thoughts. He'd be sober for most of the day before he returned to the casino to drown his sorrow in liquor, but for now he could relish in the warm sun as he came to the edge of the city. There was a playground near where the forest and city collided that he usually avoided, in fear of breaking down over hearing the children's laughter, but for some reason today he felt nostalgia for the happy times he'd once had.

He walks the sidewalk, tears coming to his eyes as his guilt comes crashing back. Coming to a bench, he sits down, hands cradling his head, as he tries to get a hold of himself together. Suddenly he hears him. He hears his son shouting, "Dad! Dad!" followed by his laughter. 

Thinking he'd finally gone insane, he looks up expecting to see some random kid yelling for their father. Instead he's met with the sight of his Tubbo running around the playground as fast as his little feet will carry him, giggling as a little blonde boy chases him. "Tub-Tubbo?" his own words are nothing but whispers, but his son is shouting, "Dad!" another giggle, "Dadza! Dadza!" a man with large black wings stands from his bench to catch Tubbo as he launches himself into his arms, "Tommy's chasing me! He's chasing me!" the man laughs as the other boy, presumably Tommy, runs into the man's legs, "We're playing tag dummy! I'm supposed to chase you!" the three laugh as the man sits down once again, Tubbo still in his arms, and Tommy clambers onto the bench as well. 

Schlatts face is wet with tears. He's alive. Tubbo was alive. His son was alive and happy and‐ and without him. Without his parents. Grief rocks Schlatts body once more, a single sob escaping him before he rubs his eyes, takes 3 deep breaths, and collects himself.

What mattered here was that Tubbo was safe. He was alive. And he was happy. Schlatt stands, sparing a final glance at his son, silently thanking the man for taking him in, and he begins to walk away without turning back. 

Tubbo turns in time to see a man with ram horns turn the corner as he walks away. "....dad?" his smile dropped as he pulled away from Phil, walking to where he saw the man. "Tubbo? What's wrong?" Phil asked, the concern evident in his voice. Tubbo says nothing and instead makes his way over to the sidewalk, Phil and Tommy close behind. 

As he stepped into the middle of the walkway he saw no one. His little eyebrows knit together as he turns back to face them. "I thought… I thought I saw my dad...but I haven't seen him in so long- it probably wasn't even him." There's an odd mixture of emotion laced in his words as they make their way back to the bench. "'M sorry Tubbo. Do you want to go back home?" Tubbo nods, taking Phil's hand and Tommy goes over and grabs Tubbos' other hand. He smiles at the younger boy, and Tubbo finds it in him to smile back. 

As they begin their trek home Tubbo thinks about the man he saw, and how he could've sworn he recognized his horns.

He could've sworn he recognized his dad's horns.

[thefreakydeaky]

Entrapment

Part 16: Alibis

Shane Walsh x Reader

Negan Smith x Reader

Summary: Stuck in an unhappy marriage, Y/n finds herself drawn to the attentive and charming health teacher/baseball coach she meets at work. There's only one thing standing in the way, her husband's volatile temper.Y/n had long thought what she lacked in her life was love and acceptance, but her choice in partner would suggest something much darker.

⚠️Warnings⚠️: Angst

Shane was there for you for everything. He helped you to plan the funeral. He was patient and remained by your side. He kept you informed on Negan's case although all the information they really had was that the unknown perpetrator was driving a dark green truck or suv.

Shane held you at night when the tears wouldn't end and you thought you could not go on. He stayed up with you when sleep wouldn't come. He was so attentive, meeting your every need and want without you asking him to.

     Nothing felt right. When you tried to make plans it just reminded you of the fact that Negan was no longer a part of them. Eventually, Shane asked you to move back in with him. He told you that having you close by would allow him to be there for you.

You didn't say no. You had no job and you weren't feeling stable enough to make a plan of your own. That was when you decided to tell Shane you were pregnant. He asked the very question you had been dreading and because it was easier than the truth, you told him he was the father.

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Five Years Later

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Your little boy's hazel eyes were wide with wonder as he took in the halloween decorations hung up around the neighborhood. He looked a lot like you and a little like Negan. Although not enough for Shane to question you yet. You missed Negan everyday. You survived off of your memories of him and the time you spent raising your son, Max. You smiled fondly at the sight of him in his cowboy costume. The wind carried a late autumn chill. You wished you hadn't left your sweater in the truck. You paused as Max stopped walking and tugged on Shane's hand.

"It's scary, Daddy." He complained pointing at another kid wearing a shark costume.

Shane smiled at the small boy and picked him up.

"Don't worry, Buddy. Remember what we talked about? Halloween is just like playing pretend, alright?"

Max thought about what he was being told for a moment. Then he nodded. Shane let him down when you reached the door of the next house. The two of you stayed  behind the group of kids asking for candy.

"You know why he's afraid of sharks?"

You shrugged.

"Sharp teeth?"

Shane shook his head, displeased with your nonchalant attitude.

"You gotta stop watchin' that shit when he's around." He nagged.

You rolled your eyes.

"I told you, he was asleep. I didn't know he had snuck out of bed. I stopped the movie as soon as I saw him." You put on a smile as Max walked back towards you.

Shane did the same. Hand in hand the three of you made your way over to the next house. Your gaze remained on your child as he held out his candy bag toward the elderly lady at the door.

"You should have known. You should have seen him sooner."

You could feel Shane glaring at you. You hated being reprimanded, but for Max you could endure anything. You held your hand out and your child took it.

"I do the best I can." You uttered in a sing song voice and walked away, ignoring his scathing stare.

These arguments were common. Shane had calmed down quite a bit since your child was born.You knew it was because of Max. The two of you had agreed not to fight in front of him. Sometimes, Shane needed reminding. It burned your pride to have to be the one who gave in the majority of the time, but your son's well being was your priority.

At a house with no other decorations, but one lone jack-o-lantern, you walked up to the door with your little one.

"Trick or treat!" The kids called out.

A burly man in a white undershirt came to the door. He didn't look the type to celebrate the holiday. He didn't even smile at the kids. His attitude was that of someone who had given in to obligation. He deposited a handful of wax paper wrapped taffy candies into each child's bag.

He looked up when he noticed you standing next to your kid. His eyes slid over your form, making you very uncomfortable.

"Ain't you a little old to be trick or treatin'?"  He remarked, smirking at your red and white cowboy hat.

You laughed it off.

His eyes caught on something over your shoulder.

"Hey, don't I know you?" He said.

You followed his line of sight to Shane.

"Nah, Man. You got me mixed up with someone else."

You frowned. You knew that tone. There was a definite threat being implied.

"No. I know I seen you before." The man's eyes narrowed as he scrutinized Shane.

"I'm telling you, you haven't."  Shane's hand closed around your upper arm. "Let's go."

"Ow!" You complained as he pulled you away from the porch.

"Shit, I remember now." The man called after him. "I sold you my truck."

What an odd thing to say.Shane had leased a brand new Dodge Ram a few months ago. The truck he had before that was a lease too. What this guy had to do with it, you couldn't imagine.

When you reached the end of the block, Shane let go of you. You rubbed at your arm.

"Who was that guy?" You asked.

"Beats the hell outta me." Shane didn't look you in the eyes.

"Ready to go?" He didn't wait for a response either. He picked up your son and started off in the direction you had parked your car, leaving you staring after him.

****

"You're right." Shane remarked as you brushed your teeth.

You raised an eyebrow, looking at him in the mirror.

"We should move back to your hometown."

Your eyes widened. You spit and rinsed. Then turned to face him.

"Really? I've been telling you that for years!"

He took off his shirt and threw it in the hamper.

"Yeah, well, Now feels like the right time for a move."

You put your arms around him, leaned up and pecked him on the lips.

"Have I ever told you, what an amazing husband you are?" You crooned.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah." He scoffed, but pressed a gentle kiss to your temple all the same.

As you lay in bed that night, you thought of Negan. He was supposed to be the one laying next to you. He was supposed to be the one raising Max with you. The three of you were supposed to have had a life together in your home town. How different your life would be if that one afternoon had gone differently, if you had suggested Negan wait until the following day to take those things to Simon's. A thought came to the front of your mind, the weird man and his insistence that he knew Shane.

     Negan's case had gone cold. The police hadn't been able to identify the driver that ran him off the road. Nor had they been able to figure out for certain what vehicle it was. They had nothing.

I sold you my truck, the man had said. A chill ran down your spine. You sat up in bed. Your eyes searched your husband's sleeping countenance. His face was free of worry. Could a man who had committed a murder ever sleep so easily?

You watched him for a moment.

Shane was a lot of things. He could be cruel, but he could be tender. He had anger management issues, but he loved Max to the moon and back. He wasn't a murderer. He couldn't be.

     You took a slow breath in, held it, then let it out. You repeated the process over and over, until the tension melted away. Your body, now relaxed was able to lay down again. You turned onto your side and let the terrible idea go. Sleep enveloped your senses, cradling you in blessed unconsciousness.

[melliflovs]

Beautiful Mess - Gojo x Reader

Word Count: 1,675

Warnings: Angst, longing, kinda sad

Summary: Reader comes to terms with her feelings after being faced with her emotions once she sees Gojo again for their monthly battle, even if it gets interrupted.

A/N: I didn't check this for errors cause my computers about to die but I wanted to post this for you guys!

Requests open!

In truth he found you incredible, but would he ever admit it? No. Of course not.

It was moments like this, the stars shining down on you and the wind blowing through your hair that made Gojo pause. He wished things could be different.

You could've been teaching alongside him, or anything else from the life you chose. He frowned to himself. Were you really happy?

At least twenty curses surrounded you. The dark purple aura slowly beginning to cover you from his view as you laughed in the distance. He just wanted a moment more to watch you before the inevitable battle before the two of you.

You knew he was there, close enough to see but too far away to touch. For now, you'd continue on as you were, playfully petting a curse on its head. It resembled a dog and chose to stay by your side, granted it looked and smelled horrendous but you'd take what you could get. They milled about you, waiting for their commands. They were all grade 3 curses, childs play for people like Gojo - people like you. But they weren't supposed to be strong, they were just to garner attention.

After the purple fog fully enveloped you Gojo knew it was time. You stood high on the tallest skyscraper, the clouds within reach.

You always thought Gojo was incredible. Irresistible looks, unbeatable strength, and a massive ego. Time spent with him was cherished, even if it meant small tricks and claims to get his attention but he never failed to deliver.

You heard his footsteps approach slowly, with your back turned the curses began to howl. A small smile tugged on the edges of your lips but you held it back. Slowly you turned to face him.

"Come with me." He said, Gojo had his hands in his pocket with a blindfold covering his eyes. You wondered if you'd ever be able to see them again.

"Traded out the glasses, huh?" You teased, "Do the students find it more intimidating." Sparks lit up your eyes as power began to surge through you.

Gojo smirked and flexed his muscles at you "I was always intimidating, just thought the blindfold added more flare."

He wished they'd stop sending him, the elders always too quick to call upon him once they knew you were involved. They started questioning why the job was never 'finished' they wanted you dead. You were the villain in this story, the creator of curses and sorrow. But how could someone so beautiful be so destructive? It didn't make sense to him.

The first time you'd met Gojo you were both 16. He was a student at the time, sent to a school to take down a low-level curse. It was a teaching method of his Sensei's to send his students alone on smaller tasks - one he ultimately ended up using himself. Instead, he found you surrounded in a purple haze curled into a ball.

You were so small at the time, anxious and afraid with tears streaming down your face. Gojo could feel the power inside you, radiating from your fragile body. It brought him to his knees in front of you. It was the first time you'd ever seen his eyes, hair hanging out in front of his face. He reached out to you, mesmerized by you.

He'd never encountered power like his before, different from his yet so similar in strength. Gojo was so distracted by you that he ignored the scattered limbs of what used to be your fellow classmates.

When he looked at you he was amazed, every single time. But you'd grown now, no longer the scared little girl who didn't know who or what you were. But you knew now. Years of hating yourself for what you were born as, what you'd accidentally do to people. Eventually, you embraced it.

In the years that you'd been actively on Gojo's radar, no one had narrowed down what you were. They knew you were human, a child abandoned and forced into foster care. From what he could tell your emotions were so strong that the smallest offense could make the curses in the surrounding 10 miles stronger and multiply them. You were no longer a grade 3 curse. You were special grade, a girl with explosive feelings that were considered to be on the same level as Sukuna.

You still didn't compare to Gojo though.

"Come with me, (y/n)" He repeated, his eyes desperate under the blindfold. He wondered if she could tell how much he wished she would listen to him.

She shook her head lightly, lowering her head to the ground. "You know I can't do that Satoru."

He nodded in response, he knew she was right. They'd execute her if she followed him back to the school. In a way (y/n) reminded him as Yuji, the elders were cowards whatever they couldn't understand they eliminated. Eventually, they'd meet the same unfortunate fate. Gojo wouldn't be able to protect either of them.

Gojo was shaken out of his thoughts by the sound of a single snap. Looking up he watched as all the curses surrounding her dive off the skyscraper and into the city set loose to wreak havoc. The dog-shaped curse stayed, wagging its crooked tailback and forth.

"Good," He teased, "Was starting to get a bit crowded up here."

The purple haze had almost completely disappeared from the rooftop once the curses left. You took a deep breath, "I'm not ready yet, Gojo. Ten minutes."

He jokingly checked his bare wrist as if looking at a watch "Fine" He pouted "But I'm counting."

You gave him a weak smile, walking over to the edge of the roof and sitting down, letting your legs hang over the edge. You'd be lying if you said looking down didn't make you feel sick, you were at least 100 stories above ground. But the lights were so pretty, the glow of all of them lit up the night, reflecting in your eyes. You felt his presence approach you, standing behind you as you sat.

"Why does it have to be this way?" You whispered, it was so quiet he might not have been able to hear you. It would've probably been for the best if he hadn't.

Hesitantly he placed his hand on your head, giving your hair a soft pat. He made you feel so little, so small in comparison. Just like the day you met. "Because life is unfair to powerful people."

You hummed at his response, "I wish things were different." You tilted your head up, looking at him through your lashes, hair falling in your face. "I wish we weren't such a mess."

"At least we're a beautiful mess." He said grinning down at you.

"I miss your eyes Gojo, why cover them like that all the time?" You asked, still staring at the dark blindfold. You could only imagine what shade of blue hid behind it.

"Decided not everyone should have the privilege to see these sparklers." The smile on his face grew as he said this, quirking his head to the side.

"Can I see them?" The more time you spent in his presence the calmer you felt. Gradually you felt the weight of your powers lift off your shoulder. A calm smile never had any trouble settling on your face whenever you were around him. It was hard to admit, even to yourself, but looking at his shining smile for the first time in months made you realize you'd missed him. "Please Gojo."

His grin faded into a soft smile. Nodding his head, Gojo reached up and began to untie the knot holding the blindfold.

"I think it's been ten minutes, Satoru. What do you think?" The voice made the two of you jump, Gojo's hands dropping away from the halfway untied covering. "Maybe you just got distracted with" He waved his hand around distastefully "This."

"Leave. Now." Gojo whispered, just low enough that the new man wouldn't be able to hear him. He seemed afraid, not of the man but of what would happen if any of his higher-ups found out about the two of you - whatever you were, even if you didn't know yourselves.

He stalked over the man, who was dressed impeccably in a white button-down. He held a wooden paddle tightly in his hand and pushed up his glasses as Gojo walked up to him.

"Look, Nanami, it's not what you think." He said holding up his hands defensively. Realistically he didn't know if his colleague would even believe any lie he could up of in time. Gojo tried to straighten himself out. Putting on his signature smirk, "You know how I get around the ladies. They just can't help themselves."

Nanami let out a sigh, looking at his friend with pity. "The way she looks at you... it's like she'd be willing to take a bullet for you." It wasn't normal the way you looked at Gojo. Like he was the sun and you were a flower stuck in the shade. "And I'm sure under that ridiculous blindfold you were looking at her like that too."

Gojo stayed quiet, the fake smirk dropping from his face. The silence hovered for a moment, making his chest fill with dread as Nanami thought it over in his head.

Suddenly he turned, beginning to walk towards the exit. "Come on, let's go."

"Are you going to tell anyone?" Gojo asked as he followed his coworker. He wrung his hands nervously together.

"No."

He let out a sigh of relief. A small smile began to tug at his lips, he was grateful to the blonde, not many people he knew would risk helping him like this. Subtly he looked over his shoulder.

Thankfully you were already gone, thankfully you were safe. At least for the time being. As he stepped towards the stairwell to make his way down the skyscraper, Gojo realized one thing:

You never got to see his eyes.

[falsegoodnight]

a new header??? it matches better <3 these are the fics I read or reread and enjoyed this month! like last time, i’m separating it into different sections: main list, wips, and non-1d. rereads will be included in the main list and marked with a star (*). 

*note: this list encompasses the fics i’ve read from the 1st to the 28th only

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main list ~

✰ Don’t Wait Up by reliablyimperfect | NR | 1k

Without Harry’s warmth next to him, he felt the chill of the air creep over his skin. He tugged the blanket down from where Harry kept one draped over the back of the couch for him, grateful. With the blanket, he instantly felt warmer, but it backfired when his eyes began to droop again. Trying to keep his eyes open was impossible, and he was consciously aware of how long his blinks were becoming. They stay closed longer and longer until, eventually, they didn’t open again.

so soft and sweet and lovely! made my heart feel so warm <3 will return to this for some quick comfort in the future!

✰ my ugly mouth kept running by @hadestyles | E | 4k

Sometimes second chances are more important than the first.

rori’s lush writing + abo + exes to lovers = absolute perfection. my fic cameo gives it a bonus too :’) definitely one of my rori favs 

✰ i’ve loved you three summers now honey, i want them all by @softloubabie | M | 4k

The restaurant was small and bright, soft colors filled the walls and tables and fairy lights hung from everywhere. From what Harry had read, the food wasn’t overly expensive but it was still comparable to what you would get at one of the more expensive places. If Harry could he would take Louis to the biggest most expensive and extravagant restaurants to do what he planned to tonight, but this would do.

After being led to their table Harry nervously tapped his jacket pocket, sighing in relief when he felt the small box still there. Tonight was the night. He couldn’t wait till it was time to surprise Louis with all the gifts he got for him. Then finally the big surprise.

so cute and sweet! their kids were so adorable and the proposal so lovely!! they love each other so much <3

✰ love me in between the future and the past by navigator & quitter | E | 11k

Harry's scared of history repeating itself.

this honestly hurt to read but in such a raw and emotional way?? was mad at harry and then sad for him :( this writer duo’s fics never fail to amaze me!

✰ sunshine on my mind by @raspberryoatss | E | 13k

Louis visits Harry in Portland

this was so sweet and lovely! the perfect addition to this wonderful universe! pip’s characterizations and fluff never fails to make my heart feel warm <3

✰ rapture in the dark by @stylinsonsupporter | T | 13k

Harry Styles is a breakout musician who has shed his boyband label in favor of embracing his inner brooding rockstar. His PR team think that his rebrand is the perfect time for Harry to come out of the closet and have devised the perfect plan for doing so. Enter Louis Tomlinson, up and coming (and very openly homosexual) model whose public image as America's Sweetheart is the perfect foil for Harry's new edge. From a PR standpoint, it's a dream come true - a power couple that can slowly coax the public into accepting Harry's altered image. The only problem? They hate each other.

always love a good fake dating au and this is no exception! and model louis >> really enjoyed this!

✰ Maybe, Baby* by thoughtsickles | M | 16k | mpreg

It all feels too easy, too good to be true. It all feels like a scene from Louis' daydreams, the kind of life he'd always imagined he'd have when he was younger and bored at his momma's work, sneaking around the hallways of the maternity ward until the nurses let him in to hold the babies. He'd felt so important being allowed to touch them. He'd told them stories of the lives they were going to have, houses with nice wallpaper that wasn't peeling, yards filled with sunshine and flowers and grass that never went yellow. A hammock to nap in, cuddled up with his husband.

You can't stay here, he tells himself, but Baby doesn't want to listen.

have reread this one quite a bit of times now and it still makes me so happy <3 this Louis and Harry deserve the world <333

✰ Let Me Inside by reliablyimperfect | E | 18k

Louis is Harry’s boss, but Harry is the boss of Louis. 

loved this one! really enjoyed the balance between h&l and how they maintained their dynamic in subtle ways outside of the bedroom while also keeping it separate. very much enjoyed the jealousy as well <3

✰ a scintilla of predilection by @dehydratedpoolfics | T | 20k

There, in the far back of the room, next to the only available seat left, is none other than Harry Styles. Harry, who grew up next door to him, who knew all his secrets as a child and played FIFA with him on Saturday mornings after he would spend the night Friday evenings every week, whose curly hair would tickle his nose as they held each other during bitter cold nights that made his room glow a haunting blue.

love ex-childhood friends with misunderstandings!! louis was so cute and i loved his poetry <3 harry too was so stupid but so smitten and lovely :’) really enjoyed this!

✰ Keeping The Flame Alive by @crazyupsetter​ | E | 20k

Recording with One Direction never felt like this. There’s a couple reasons for that, Harry thinks. One is that they did most of their recording on the road, rushed and in busses and hotel rooms, never in one place long enough to really get an argument going. The other, larger and more important one, is that back then he had the sweetest, meanest little omega around to distract him from all of that frustration.

The first time around, when he’d been recording his debut solo album, it hit him pretty hard. He likes to think he’s better adjusted to it now, but frustration is warring under his skin nonetheless. He doesn’t want to be told what to do most of the time, and he especially doesn’t want to be told what to do when it comes to his music.

What he does want right now is that sweet, mean little omega right in front of him with his mouth on Harry’s cock. Unfortunately, the best he’s got is his own hand and a shared toilet. So. That’s really not going to work.

✰ like it’s a game* by @soldouthaz | E | 32k

There is little Harry hates more than truth or dare.

And Louis.

queen of enemies to lovers! it’s been a while since i’ve reread this but too absolutely no surprise, it’s just as amazing as always <3 sarah never misses!

✰ Too Young To Know by @2tiedships2 | M | 35k

Harry doesn’t present as an alpha… until he does.

really enjoyed this as per usual! exes to lovers is my jam and the added angst of Louis dating someone else at the beginning... love <3

✰ Some Things Take Root* by  navigator & quitter | E | 50k

Louis' ex doesn't get jealous of anyone besides Harry. Harry helps Louis use that to his advantage.

stumbled upon this randomly and decided to reread on a whim... ended up staying up to read it in one sitting! so good!

✰ Safe and Sound (You’ll Always Be) by @all-these-larrythings | E | 58k

When a failed case and a guilty conscience leaves Harry more than a little lost, his boss presents him with a new, less taxing assignment to help him cope. An escape from all the madness is just what Harry needs to get his life back on track. It's just too bad his new client has a grin like the devil, a pair of electric eyes that Harry simply can't get over, and no intention whatsoever of letting him catch a break.

i don’t know how i’ve never read this before??? it was absolutely amazing though! perfect blend of humor and fluff and tension and angst <3

✰ Mind Over Matter (You Under Me) by @youreyesonlarry | E | 74k

It’s dark outside when Harry finishes practice for the day. 

the slow burn in this fic killed me - which is to say, it was perfect! loved how they progressed from working together to being friends to something more and how much they genuinely cared for each other! the hockey was so fun too!

✰ Call Out My Name by frenchkiss | E | 102k

Apparently, it's bad PR to fall in love with the omega you hired to help you through your rut.

Harry Styles begs to differ.

ellen truly knocked it out of the park with this one!! had everything i could ever want: abo, famous/non-famous, fluff, humor, angst, drama, and more! i loved it from beginning to end!

wips ~

✰ ‘cause all our tomorrows lead the way by @loubellies | E | 64k | 7/11

So maybe Louis’ in over his head.

He had signed up for the Bachelor on a whim after his second bottle of wine and well, here he is. He’s just been announced as the twenty-sixth Bachelor and his ass is sweating. Like, literally sweating. He’s positive that if he was to turn around, the entirety of Bachelor Nation would get a nice peek of his ass sweat.

am thoroughly enjoying each chapter!! it’s been a wild ride so far and although things are currently calm, i am still on edge!! but i trust mar with my life <3

✰ Truth Behind Golden Eyes by @lwtisloved | E | 83k | 8/16 

Louis is a royal servant born with magic in a kingdom where his sole existence is outlawed with a war he has no idea he has a part in upon him. Harry is the prince on whom the burden of mending a broken kingdom falls upon and he might be willing to risk it all for a simple servant if only he admitted it to himself.

caught up last night! still really enjoying every chapter and can’t wait to see what happens next!! things are *happening* with h&l and answers are being given!! (love the jealousy too!)

non-1d ~

✰ Keep Me Close (I Need Your Faith) by @princelouisau | E | 23k

Somewhere along the way he had fallen in love and in doing so, had broken the one rule he knew he couldn’t come back from. As quickly as he realised, he decided that he must never dare speak it. He resigned himself to loving Draco in silence.

first foray into reading drarry... and, to no one’s surprise, i loved it! beautiful writing as always and beautiful atmosphere! it’s really not a shock that i fell for these characters and their story when danielle is behind it <3 it had me entranced from beginning to end!!

finally, i myself actually posted a fic this month:

my fics ~

✰ yesterday came suddenly by me | E | 49k | mpreg 

Harry the deadliest member of the NYC assassins’ guild, is forced to face a seemingly impossible task in hopes of finally leaving the underground behind for good, but when ghosts from the past come back to haunt him, escaping the darkness becomes that much harder.

If you read any of these beautiful works of art, remember to leave kudos and comment to show your appreciation!

*if i made any errors, please let me know :)

enjoy!

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mobile masterlist attempt post

Not all reactions/talks/scenarios/imagines and other requests have been added to this post. As the blog is updated, so shall this post.

                                            Reactions Masterlist

                        Stray Kids Reactions

A girl group has a similar name and the same concepts and songs as them

                      Topp Dogg Reactions

being trapped in an elevator with their crush (B-Joo, A-Tom, Xero)

their partner asks them to go on an art heist with them  (Sangdo, Xero, B-Joo, Hansol)

Their partner brakes their leg on a date before they go on tour  (Xero, Sangdo, P-Goon, Nakta and B-Joo)

                          Astro Reactions

they find out you have a special talent they never knew about

you being insecure about your chubby cheeks

you want to go ballroom dancing with them

                    seventeen reactions

Their s/o proposing to THEM (S.Coups-Woozi) maknae line to be uploaded

Their s/o can’t get up the morning after

Their s/o has a catlike personality

Their s/o is a little

                          Ikon Reactions

Falling in love with the new anti-social female member (B.I, Bobby, Jinhwan, Donghyuk)

What kind of Yanderes iKon would be

Someone tries to take advantage of their s/o (Jinhwan, Donghyuk, Bobby, B.I)

                         ATEEZ reactions

their darling asks them to impregnate them (yeosang)(hongjoong)(seonghwa)(mingi)(jongho)(yunho)(san)(wooyoung) Yandere

types of yanderes (Yeosang)(Seonghwa)(Hongjoong)(Yunho)(San)(Mingi)(Wooyoung)(Jongho)     scenario+description

                             Bts reactions

Their hybrid doesn’t want to wear their leash outside Hybrid

Recieving a handmade gift from their s/o

                        Monsta X Reactions

their s/o makes them a handmade gift

Hi…I’m new around here, can anyone show me around? Kina

what type of Yandere Monsta X would be *not a reaction*

                             Got7 reactions

seeing/being shown their child’s self-harm scars/seeing scars

their partner has an asthma attack

catching you dancing to stellar’s vibrato

their partner cant chose a dress for their date

their Idol partner does the gwiyomi song on a variety show

their partner said “yes” to a little boys proposal

a 5 year old asks their partner to marry them

a girl group debuts with the same songs as them

you surprise them while they’re practicing/working

seeing someone they like walking towards them but the person faints

being stuck in an elevator with a foreigner (feat. exo)

their partner brings home a dog and gives it their bed but they don’t tell them

their partner is afraid to travel by plane

being in the middle of an earthquake

waking up in an alleyway and not remembering anything

finding a poisonous snake in their bed

being told they were the heir to the throne of an alien planet

confessing to the person they like but being rejected

recognizing you at a fan meet because you’ve been to so many of them

how they’d want to be comforted

seeing your self-harm scars

you hug another boy but they don’t know it’s your brother

finding out you can play an instrument

secretly watching you sing “Dear Future Husband”

seeing someone with scars and finding out they’re from clumsiness

                      Nct Reactions

(YANDERE) finding out their s/o cheated on them as a revenge (Taeyong & Yuta) 42

(VAMPIRE) smelling blood that leads them to their soulmate (Jaehyun)(Kun)(RenJun)

(YANDERE) you have been in a relationship before (NCT Dream)

(YANDERE) They found out your taking a birth control pill (Taeyong, Jaehyun, Lucas, Jeno)

(HYBRID) they are wild but get caught and stay in a adoption center until they are adopted

(YANDERE) you’re horny and ask them to impregnate you (Taeil-Jeno)

(TSUNDERE) You tell him that he’s your ideal type (Jaemin only) 33

(YANDERE) you want to meet your family in a different country (Taeil-Ten)

(YANDERE) their s/o caves in to them (dreamies)

(suicide) the boys see that their lover commited suicide (Taeil-WinWin)

finding out that their s/o is infertile (Taeil-YangYang)

(YANDERE) waking up to their darling looking at them and caressing their cheek (OT21)

(YANDERE) their s/o with curly hair isn’t keen on her curly hair and wants to straighten it OT21

(YANDERE) their s/o falls for his fellow member who is also yandere OT21

(YANDERE) When their s/o need a lot of personal space (edition 1)(edition 2)

When his partner helps him during pregnancy (Yuta) (Ten)

(YANDERE) you finally falling in love with them after they had kidnapped you OT21

(YANDERE) (remaining members)(Taeil, Yuta-RenJun) seeing their s/o for the first time (WayV Version)

types of Yandere  OT21 (not a reaction)

what yandere nct would want for their birthdays OT21 🌼

how yandere!nct would prefer to be called? OT21 (not a reaction)

What they’d like to call their darling OT21 (not a reaction)

(YANDERE—- Yuta only) s/o selfharms because he hurts their friends

(YANDERE/slightly NSFW- legal line) their s/o wants to dominate

(YANDERE) s/o fakes their death to escape OT21

(YANDERE) Their s/o tries to escape from them 0T21

(Renjun) (Jisung) (Jeno)Finding Santa delivering their presents (Chenle) (Jaemin)

Exo/NCT announcing to their partner that they’re pregnant (Luhan, Baekhyun, Yuta, Ten)

Their band mistaking his twin for them and taking him on stage instead (Taeyong, Jaehyun, Johnny, Mark)

Arguing with their partner over their parents finding about about their relationship (Taeil, Yuta, Taeyong, mark, WinWin)

Meeting their lost lost identical twins (Taeyong, Jaehyun, Johnny, Mark)

Their partner cuddles with a giant teddy bear that helps them sleep (Taeyong, Jaehyun, Ten, WinWin)

(MAFIA) s/o tells them their drink was spiked

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                                                       Anime

            Haikyuu

yandere kageyama (headcanon)

(scenario) Different Courts (yandere Hinata Shoyo)

(scenario) Bloodied Blazer (yandere Oikawa tooru)

yandere hinata (headcanon)

(reaction) his feelings aren’t returned Yandere Kuroo

yandere Nishinoya (headcanon)

yandere Iwazumi (headcanon)

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                                  Scenarios/imagines/ETC.

(scenario) arranged marriage (Yandere Taeyong)

(ask) How does he not shatter his s/o’s entire skeleton during punishments Yandere Taeyong 🔪

(imagine/scenario) argument (Yandere Kun)

(ask) wouldn’t want to make him angry (Yandere Taeyong)

(ask) s/o with withdrawal symptoms misses dosses, who uses that against them (Yandere NCT)

(ask) How would yandere taeyong act like with a very submissive s/o (Yandere Taeyong)

(ask) what punishments would they give his s/o? (Yandere Taeyong + Yandere Yuta)

(scenario) You Will (monster/yandere Seonghwa)

?Headcannon? jaeyong poly yandere (yandere Jaehyun, Yandere Taeyong) 🍋

(scenario) when the victim wakes up at his place for the first time (Yandere Ten)

(imagine) a boy in a yellow hoodie catches your attention in highschool (TXT Hueningkai) fluff

(ask) What would make him act romantic towards the s/o (Yandere Taeyong)

(ask) Difference between domyan-yandere-subyan WinWin (yandere nct)

Sub!Yandere Taeyong (yandere nct)

(scenario ) you are in a gg and will go solo for the first time and JYP asks for Chan to help you with your songs (Bang Chan) fluff

(scenario) he finds out that his girlfriend is pregnant and about to run away (Mafia Kyungsoo) fluff+angst

(ask) what if their darling suddenly get pregnant one day (yandere nct)

(ask) How would he act around his lover (yandere wonho)

(ask) kind kind of yandere is he (yandere Shownu)

(imagine) Luhan as a yandere’s victim (victim Luhan)

(fanfic) My Strong Rebel (Yesang x Seonghwa)

(imagine) making small cookies saying “ go out with me”, but you eat them without looking baker!doyoung

(ask) I better stay home with taeyongie, right? (Yandere Taeyong)

(scenario) taeyong regretting kidnapping his s/o and apologizing (Yandere-ish)

Love Never-ending (NCT member (unrevealed) x Reader)

Journey to retrieve the Akarnek: Intro (Kris) discontinued

(scenario) Stress In The Night (Chanyeol x Reader)

(scenario) The Beast within the Dark Forest  (Minhyuk x Reader)

(scenario) A Run for Forbidden Love (Baekhyun (wang Eun) x Reader)

(scenario) Suho is in Baby Space and only the reader can calm them down (Baby Space/ Little Space)

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                                          Most to least

WayV MTL to date a fan

Nct mtl to accept and stay with a significant other who doesn’t want any kids

Monsta X MTL to kidnap their crush Yandere

Wayv mtl to date someone whose height is 4’11

TXT mtl to date a girl who is into wrestling

WAYV Mtl to date someone as short as 155cm

Yandere!Monsta X MTL to not allow their to visit their own family (Yandere)

WayV mtl to date a 2001 liner

NCT Yandere if their s/o managed to escape, who’d enjoy the thrill of the chase (yandere)

TXT mtl to date someone who is insecure but is working hard to be more confident

NCT MTL where each member place on the sadistic spectrum (yandere version)

TXT mtl date a tsundere

Monsta X mtl happy to have a s/o who likes to sit on his lap

NCT Mtl get a choker/collar to their s/o (yandere)

NCT Yandere MTL to don’t like a dirt mouth as s/o (yandere)

NCT mtL to enjoy having a bratty s/o (Yandere)

Ikon MLT to Take you with them everywhere instead of keeping you locked in their house (Yandere)

NCT Yandere (wayv, 127 and U) mtl to give a sexual punishment (Yandere)

NCT Yandere MtL to love their darling to have childish personality (Yandere)

NCT MtL to have a loud/playful partner

EXO MtL to liking their s/o having a daddy kink 

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                                             Snaps/Texts

(text) their sibling wanting them to be picked up after a date gone wrong (Doyoung, Taeyong, Johnny, Yuta, and Lucas) older brother

(text) when you ask them for money (Taeil, Johnny, Taeyong, Yuta, Mark) older brother

(text?) how everyday тeхтѕ are wιтн vernon (Seventeen)

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                                  drama series requests

             The Untamed

They see their hybrid is injured/attacked and want to heal them

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             Love by Chance

Love Over Pain (scenario)

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                                     moodboards

wooyoung blue (water) GIF moodboard

Date in the City w/ Suga GIF moodboard

Boyfriend Xero GIF moodboard

ToppDogg Forever GIF moodboard

Happy Birthday Yano GIF moodboard

“Sweets” Xero GIF moodboard

“he smells of gingerbread” (Bjoo) GIF moodboard

White Winter w/ Bjoo GIF moodboard

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                                               MafiaTalks

18 I don’t know u at all and I’m not sure I can be with you anymore Mafia Taeyong

17 it’s been what 3 weeks?? I’m tired, I can’t do this anymore Mafia Mark & Haechan (NCT) 🌹

16 we should go on a trip, a trip to a isolated beach would be really good to us Mafia Doyoung (NCT)

15 Yuta, STOP! We can’t keep meting like this, I have a fiancé! Mafia Yuta (NCT)

14  I really think fighting the guys chasing us Is safer than riding a motorcycle with you Mafia Mark (NCT)

13 I’m not changing Jae! This dress isn’t too sexy, don’t you wanna show off a beauty like me? Mafia Jaehyun (NCT)

12 Why won’t you let me join your gang? Mafia Lucas (NCT)

11 I’m sorry for been a brat with you earlier…what if you leave just one man to watch me? Mafia Doyoung (NCT)

10. okay you’ve caught me but how can I even escape here.. It’s like a maze. Mafia Mark & Haechan (NCT) 🌹

9. YUTA LET ME OUT! Mafia Yuta (NCT)

8. since this is a arranged marriage, I don’t expect you loving me Mafia Johnny (NCT)

7. are you seriously trying to convince me the you are a professional hit man? Mafia Jaehyun (NCT)

6. aren’t you excited?! This is our first mission as officially mafia members! Mafia Lucas (NCT)

5. I know nothing about my father’s business please let me go! Mafia Mark & Haechan (NCT) 🌹

4. tell your men to stop following me every damn place I go! Mafia Doyoung (NCT)

3. Care to explain me WHY THE HELL THESE MEN ARE CHASING US?! Mafia Johnny (NCT)

2. what exactly makes you want to involve yourself with this mess?! Mafia Jaehyun (NCT)

1. Are you the one assigned to train me? Mafia Mark (NCT)

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                                          VampireTalks

I don’t want you to suck my blood or anything just so I can stay with you “forever” Vampire Taeyong (NCT)💐

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                                        YandereTalks

YandereTalks 1-80 (79 NCT, 1 Monsta X)

80 Why are you still keeping me here? Yandere Kun (NCT) 🐝

79 I’m going to a friend’s party, you wanna come? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🥓

78 seriously? yuta is taken too… haechan…? Yandere Haechan (NCT) 🌼

77 Why are you hanging out with other girls when you have me right here? Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

76 no one talks to yandere yuta… maybe I should… Yandere Yuta (NCT) 🌼

75 Its a been a year since we started dating dont you think it’s ok if you let me go for a walk? Yandere Yuta (NCT) 😎

74 I made some cookies for you while you were gone Yandere YangYang (NCT) 🤯

73 you’re so cute, I love you so much Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🍡

72 they came over when you were gone, but I didn’t know they would come Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

71 I’m sorry for making you mad, just please talk to me!! Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

70 With all these punishments, I’m feeling useless Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

69 don’t put me in the basement, it’s dark and scary down there!!! Yandere Mark (NCT)

68 I’m really mad at you… Yandere Kun (NCT)

67 i don’t want to lose you just because of my sexuality…. Yandere WinWin (NCT)

66 wonder if I need to go to doctor to check if I’m pregnant Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

65 mark told me he likes me! What should I do? Yandere Mark (NCT) 🐾

64 can we go shopping I need some stuff like panties Yandere Ten (NCT)

63 you don’t satisfy my needs sexually Yandere Ten (NCT)

62 Everytime your partner is jealous over nothing it leads to “jealous sex” which disgusts me Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

61 Would you mind walking me home tonight? Yandere RenJun (NCT) 🔮

60 I want to leave this fucking house please! Yandere Jaehyun (NCT) 😪

59 can we cuddle? I’m so tired Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

58 I’ll sit in the corner til you understand what a cute ball of sunshine you lost Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

57 why do you keep following me everywhere?! leave me alone! Yandere Mark (NCT) 🍉

56 there is a guy spying on me Yandere Chenle (NCT) ♠️

55 I love kisses and cuddles with youuuuuu Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

54 Where would you want to touch me if you were free? Yandere Jungwoo (NCT) ~wings

53 I’m scared here in the dark locked up Yandere Taeil (NCT)

52 I’ll try and hang out with you more often Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

51 I’m sorry that I’ll never live up to your expectations of me Yandere RenJun (NCT)

50 would you mind having threeway with us and another woman? Yandere Ten (NCT)

49 what would you do if your family didn’t approve your s/o? Yandere Ten (NCT)

48 could you pretty please go with me to take my dog to the park? Yandere Yuta (NCT) ✨

47 I’m an independent person and you are not my dad Yandere Jaemin (NCT) ☘

46 can i pretty please meet up with my friends? I really miss them Yandere Haechan (NCT)

45 I’m cold *shivers* Would you mind if I borrowed your sweater? Yandere Jeno (NCT)

44 can I go out with some of my friends please? It’s 1 of their birthdays Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

43 I’ve been pregnant without telling you for 3 months Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

42 I’m pregnant with your baby Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

41 i love girls.. i hope that doesn’t change anything Yandere WinWin (NCT)

40 I’m sorry for trying to run away Yandere Jaemin (NCT) 🐏

39 can I spend the night with you please? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌙

38 I can’t tell if I want you to watch movies & cuddle me or pin me against the wall & kiss Yandere Jaehyun (NCT)

37 I can’t accept your confession Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

36 kisses are enough reward though I’d also like some cuddles Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

35 Can I go to the mall with my guy friends? Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

34 I’m yours and you’re mine right? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

33 I’ll be visiting my family in Europe Yandere WinWin (NCT) 🐰

32 I think I fell for you Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

31 I won’t take the handcuffs off Yandere Jungwoo (NCT) ~wings

30 I got A on my last exam and I’m straight A student now Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

29 am I allowed out to buy ingredients to cook for you? Yandere Ten (NCT) 🐺

28 can I go to the gym with my friends? Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

27 can I sit on your lap? I’ve been good Yandere ten (NCT)

26 I have exam time right now…Any idea how to relieve some stress? Yandere Johnny (NCT) 🥀

25 don’t touch me or come near me.. I’m getting sick Yandere Jaemin (NCT) anon♡

24 Would you let me violate your body? Yandere Ten (NCT)

23 I saw you with some girl yesterday. why you love hurting me? Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

22 can y-you please let me out… I’ve been in here for the last 4 days Yandere Mark (NCT) ⚡

21 a girl likes you…it makes me jealous because you’re supposed to be m i n e Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

20 I didn’t mean to stare… You really are an incredible dancer Yandere Ten (NCT)

19 Don’t worry, You’ll like what I’ll do to you Yandere Jungwoo (NCT) ~wings

1 You can smash my phone anytime Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

2 Can I go out with friends? Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

3 … I love you… Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼  need to find and relink

4 I did nothing wrong, I’m just shy Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

5 kiss and cuddles Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

6 What if you fall out of love Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

7 Can you hold me Yandere Lucas (NCT)

8 Can I start a garden Yandere Jeno (NCT)

9 You deserve your punishment Yandere Jungwoo (NCT) ~Wings

10 I’m sorry Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

11 Yuta… I’m in love with someone else Yandere Yuta (NCT) 🐰

12 My guy friend told me to leave you Yandere Ten (NCT)

13 why must you act as if I’m so much younger than you Yandere Jisung (NCT)

14 What if Yandere Jaemin wants to share me Yandere Haechan (NCT)

15 wouldn’t it be bothersome if I get pregnant and give birth? Yandere Jaehyun (NCT)

16 I know you want to sleep but I’ve prepared your favorite breakfast Yandere Hyungwon (Monsta X)

17 Can we talk? Yandere Jaemin (NCT) 🐏

18 it’s ok to treat me like a baby sometimes Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

YandereTalks 81-161 (79 NCT, 1 Monsta X)

80 somehow enjoying anything without you feels wrong Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

79 I will not give in to you! Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🤡

78 Oh no, he’s gonna be so mad! Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

77 Can we watch memes? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🥓

76 if you really do love me then why do you leave to see other girls? Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

75 Would you take me to a movie theater? Yandere Kun (NCT) 🐝

74 you can literally have anyone in the world, why specifically me? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🤡

73 I love my work and if you can’t accept it, I will break up with you Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

72 I just stumbled and accidentally hit the kitchen counter when I went to the kitchen Yandere Johnny (NCT) 🐻

71 Would you maybe, perhaps, like to go out sometime..? Yandere Yuta (NCT)

70 i wanna do things to u + with u Yandere Yuta (NCT) 🧸

69 I’m not bad at pick-up lines Yandere Johnny (NCT) 🥓

68 that long hair in Wakey Wakey looks so good on you! Yandere Johnny (NCT)🥓

67 If you wanted to walk with me you should just asked Yandere XiaoJun (NCT)🦇

66 I have plans tonight Yandere XiaoJun (NCT)

65 Let’s talk later when we’re both calmer Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🔪

64 I wanted to ask you what you actually meant with keeping me innocent Yandere Jaehyun (NCT)

63 Yandere Chenle, but you’re allowed to call me Birdie Yandere Chenle (NCT) 🌸

62 I just want to be able to hug and cuddle you more Yandere Mark (NCT) ☂️

61 can we please sit on the roof or on the balcony when it gets dark? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

60 I think we need to end this, this relationship Yandere Wonho (Monsta X)

59 You are the yee to my haw Yandere Johnny (NCT) 🥓

58 people might find you intimidating but i’m more intrigued by you than anything else Yandere Johnny (NCT) 💌

57 your love for me is not stupid, cutie, i’m touched that you love me. Yandere WinWin (NCT)

56 why you are allowed to fuck other girls? If you don’t stop, I will go and do the same Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

55 can you please be more gentle with me…? I have lots of bruises and they hurt Yandere Mark (NCT)

54 I just watched a horror movie and now I’m scared Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

53 why did some girl stop me on my way to class to tell me she’s your soulmate? Yandere Lucas (NCT)

52 I come here a lot inbetween classes. Is your school around here too? Yandere RenJun (NCT) -Mayleigh

51 it would be fine for me to just have one night stand or quick fuck with someone, right? Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

50 are you leaving…? to some girl again…? will you at least come home tonight…? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

49 i’ve been so lonely lately. nobody’s talking to me, but i only need you right? Yandere Jaehyun (NCT)

48 no one is talking to you why is that? Yandere Lucas (NCT) 🌙

47 I can defend myself. I’m not that weak Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

46 my brother said that you are a bad influence for me so I can’t spend my time with you anymore Yandere Kun (NCT)

45 Do you want to maybe.. be mine for tonight? I could have lots of fun with you Yandere Jungwoo (NCT) -3am

44 Uhhh.. hey babe… do you need something?? …………?Victim Jeno? (NCT) 🍡

43 you are the reason i’m still hanging on. i love you Yandere Kun (NCT) ✈️

42 Why do you keep me locked inside the house while you go out? Yandere Hendery (NCT) 🤡

41 I will do what you ask, it is anything in particular you would want from me? Yandere Kun (NCT) 🐝

40 i wanted to tell you that i think you’re stunning Yandere Yuta (NCT) 💸

39 I can contact my friends so they can come and help me clean, but I’ll need my phone back Yandere Kun (NCT) 🐝

38 we can cuddle and play video games Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

37 Jisungie-ah~ you’re so cute~ do you want noona to eat ice cream with me? Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🥓

36 I’m so sorry, taeyong… you’re love of my life too Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

35 please let me go outside, I’ll do anything you want please Yandere Jaehyun (NCT) 😪

34 w-what are you gonna do to me? Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

33 Call you Mr. Cool? I can do that Yandere Chenle (NCT) 🌸

32 there’s no point in trying to hide when I can literally see you standing behind that tree Yandere XiaoJun (NCT) 🦇

31 How am I supposed to tutor you if you just stare off into space? Yandere XiaoJun (NCT)

30 you seemed lonely so I wanted to talk to you, but um… Why is everyone ignoring you? Yandere XiaoJun (NCT) 🐌

29 I’d show you affection much more if you weren’t so distant Yandere Mark (NCT) ☂️

28 I would rather become infertile than bear your child Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

27 I’m sorry I acted up like that.. It’s just that I need to get out of here Yandere Kun (NCT) 🦄

26 Sorry I drugged your drink last night, but it was for your own good Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🔪

25 I’ll endure any punishment you give me, just d-don’t leave me Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

24 If you don’t let me go, I will find the way to escape and then I will go to police Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

23 It’s my parents soon and I was wondering if I could go see them? Yandere Johnny (NCT) 👼

22 my grandmother is the only relative i have… until she gets better, let me look after her Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

21 I’m leaving, and I’m calling the cops on you if you ever come closer to me Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

20 I’m scared that your going to leave me will you ever leave me? Yandere Ten (NCT)

19 I don’t know why but lately I’ve been craving you so bad Yandere Yuta (NCT)

18 If you don’t want to take me shopping, I’ll just ask someone else to do it Yandere WinWin (NCT)

17 i don’t really want a soulmate… love is just stupid…. Yandere WinWin (NCT)

16 i’ve noticed that not many people come to talk to you, so i’ll keep you company Yandere Johnny (NCT) 💌

15 let’s study together! I have this assignment and none of my friends are available Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

14 Can i please have female lover or sex partner aside from you Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🤤

13 if you’re so Dom, what’s the reason behind the song Whiplash Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

12 I can beat these perverts’ useless ass in a second Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🥓

11 I think I’m ready to sleep in bed with you Yandere Ten (NCT) 🐺

10 I’ve noticed that you come this cafe a lot too. Yandere RenJun (NCT)-Mayleigh

9 *lowkey wants to get many hickeys from yandere!taeyong* Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

8 If you can say the right words and beg the right way, I’ll let you out Yandere Jungwoo (NCT) ~wings

7 I’ll die starving and you will lose your favourite darling! Yandere Jaehyun (NCT) 🌼

6 Jaehyun, baby, daddy please I just wanna go outside please! Yandere Jaehyun (NCT) 😪

5 I get so scared whenever I have to go home this late Yandere RenJun (NCT) 🔮

4 please let me out of the house! It’s been 2 months! Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

3 he is just a friend! Why can’t I see him? Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

2 I thought you would understand Yandere Mark (NCT) 🐾

1 taeyong-ah! can I talk to haechan-ie a bit? he seems nice and wouldn’t hurt me… Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

YandereTalks 162-242 (66 nct/wayv, 5 mx, 4 skz, 3 ikon, 1 ateez,1 exo)

80 I was hiding in a parking lot after escaping from his house Yandere Yuta (NCT)

79 I didn’t know how much longer I can go on with this punishment Yandere Mark (NCT)🍓

78 I really really like you Yandere Jisung (NCT)🚀

77 I’m so tired of sitting inside you can hold my hand while we go outside Yandere Kun (NCT)🐧

76 *looks at the stanger* would you like to keep my number sir? Yandere Jeno (NCT)

75 I missed the train, I don’t know what to do Yandere Seonghwa (ATEEZ)

74 I can give you my number and tutor you if you want Yandere Jeno (NCT) 🦑

73 I haven’t eaten today… I’m so hungry Yandere Jisung (NCT)🌸

72 you’re obviously not in charge anymore Yandere Taeyong (NCT)🔪

71 please.. Don’t raise my punishment.15 is too much already Yandere Johnny (NCT)🐻

70 You ruined my friends birthday party Yandere Minhyuk (Monsta X)

69 Their study buddy talks with a friend Yandere Yuta & Yandere WinWin (NCT/WayV)🤠

68 wont hesitate to punch you if i need to. So just fucking let me go! Yandere Jisung (SKZ) ♠️

67 please not handcuffs or b-b-blindfold… I don’t wanna be alone Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

66 I cant believe you think I should be ok with you cheating on me! Yandere Yuta (NCT)

65 Can I go visit my friends? It’s my birthday Yandere WinWin (NCT/WayV)

64 I’m home alone and I’m terrified of the dark Yandere Haechan (NCT)🎤

63 what do you want for your birthday? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🍦

62 i’ve heard rumors speculating that you’ve been sleeping around with other women Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

61 you make me want to do things to you. Would you like that? SUB!Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

60 I know I’m not allowed to go outside but can I please? I miss my friends! Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

59 I tried to untie myself but the ropes were too strong. “Hello?!” I yelled Yandere WooJin (Stray Kids)

58 please! mark me more, go out with me, please, something… I’m yours only Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

57 One of my friends told me that you threatened him yesterday Yandere Wonho (Monsta X)

56 pleaseee you never let me outside.. just for once and it’s only in the garden Yandere Kun (NCT) 🐧

55 We can always order if you want Yandere YangYang (NCT) 🥓

54 relationships like.. with love and all.. that doesn’t interest me Yandere Chenle (NCT) 🥓

53 I never wanted to make you jealous. I just wanted to surprise you Yandere Chanyeol (EXO) 🐃

52 this possessive attitude has to stop! Yandere XiaoJun (NCT) 🎼

51 Taeyong wishes he could be like yuta!!!!!! Yandere Yuta (NCT) 🧸

50 when will you show me to your family? i showed you to mine Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

49 cutie you are as cute as I am. You can’t deny that SUB!Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

48 What would I have to do to get your love and affection back? Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

47 I’m leaving. I already got a restraining order, so leave me alone Yandere Ten (NCT)

46 You look so hot when you glare at others Yandere Ju-ne (IKON)

45 I’m older than you. It’ll do you well if you found a girl your age Yandere Mark (NCT)

44 I got A on my last exam and I’m straight A student now! Yandere Taeyong (NCT)🌼 old post that was never linked

43 Last night was a mistake. We shouldn’t have– I think we shouldn’t see each other anymore Yandere WinWin (NCT)

42 Hello, how was your today strange man? Yandere WooJin (Stray Kids)

41 GET OFF ME, TAEYONG! when will you accept that I don’t like you! Stay away from me! Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌠

40 you can’t kiss me,I don’t want you to get flu Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

39 I dont really like you in that way. But we can still be friends Yandere Jisung (Stray Kids) ♠️

38 I’m really sorry that I lied. But please, don’t punish me again Yandere Johnny (NCT) 🐻

37 if you want me to stop being mad at you you’ll get on your knees and beg for it SUB!Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

36 I broke up with you already two years ago, leave me alone! Yandere Kihyun (Monsta X)

35 can I kiss you… and would you please give me my colar back? Yandere Hyungwon (Monsta X)

34 what kind of p-punishment is it this time? Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

33 I could overpower them, I guess that’s why they need chains and mind games Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

32 it’s really uncomfortable for me to wear collar at all times, could you please remove it Yandere Ten (NCT) 🤤

31 I have a fear of any physical contact from male i just want some space for myself Yandere Ten (NCT)

30 ya don’t have to act all aggressive for me to see you as my protector Yandere Lucas (NCT) 🦑

29 yandere!yuta is so rude to my master! he isn’t such a man whore Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

28 Not only did you ruin dinner but you made my friend uncomfortable! Yandere XiaoJun (NCT) 🎼

27 I’m gonna go out w/ my friends its one of my best friends bachelorette party SUB!Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 👒

26 you are gonna leave me with no water? Yandere Doyoung (NCT) 🔫

25 I’m sorry for being a brat earlier.. I’ll do anything to make up for it Yandere Mark (NCT) 🍓

24 Okay I’m not gonna cook but.. why would I try to kill you? Yandere YangYang (NCT) 🥓

23 get it you want to show me of as yours but are all those hickeys really necessary? Yandere DK (IKON)

22 You never seem to respond to my texts or calls anymore… Do you not like me anymore? Yandere Jaemin (NCT)

21 you’re so cute begging for my attention, what a cutie SUB!yandere Taeyong (NCT)

20 thank you for making me a better person Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

19 Oh well my parents are calling me so I..uhhh…I gotta go but maybe I’ll see you later Yandere Haechan (NCT) 🌑

18 you don’t sleep with other girls like taeyong, right? Yandere Yuta (NCT) 🧸

17 I know what I did was bad, and I wasn’t thinking because I was mad Yandere Jisung (NCT) 🌸

16 I didn’t mean to make you worry… The bruise is not that bad. Yandere Johnny (NCT) 🐻

15 I-im sorry Kun, I shouldn’t have kissed you, if you want to punish me I will understand Yandere Kun (NCT) 🐝

14 what if in the end, I don’t fall in love for you? Yandere Lucas (NCT)

13 I’m not your fucking slave! I want to leave!… I’m leaving! Yandere Yuta (NCT)

12 I’m scared of the storm, could you talk to me about something the you love to distract me Yandere Taeyong (NCT)

11 I willingly left my family and friends for you and you’re not sure about my feelings? Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

10 what the fuck is this is room Wonho?! Yandere Wonho (Monsta X)

9 I don’t know why you forced me to move in! I have my own house Yandere Bobby (IKON) 🐃

8 if you are actually dating that girl, I’m fine with backing off Yandere Lucas (NCT)🦑

7 I don’t want to have kids Yandere Yuta (NCT)

6 A friend of mine came into town and we are going to have dinner together Yandere XiaoJun (NCT) 🎼

5 can you please just let go of me so I can take a bath without you? Yandere Jungwoo (NCT)

4 I think you completely broke me Yandere Taeyong (NCT) 🌼

3 I’m so sorry babe, but I broke your phone dropping in the water Yandere Doyoung (NCT) 🔫

2 would you let me cook for you tonight? Yandere YangYang (NCT) 🥓

1 where have all of your friends gone?… Are we alone? Yandere Haechan (NCT)

YandereTalks 243-323 (……………….)

12 I’ll have to punish you for looking at me like that Yandere Taeyong (NCT)🔪

11 what’s that room on the 2nd floor?and why did I hear voices coming from the basement Yandere Kun (NCT/WayV)🐧

10 I know that you’re mad at me at failing my exam Yandere Kun (NCT/WayV)🦚

9 get OFF ME! You can’t throw me and NOT expect me to get hurt Yandere WinWin (NCT/WayV)🦑🔮

8 could you hook me up with RenJun Yandere haechan (NCT)💞

7 HELP ANYONE PLEASE, Haechan why are you doing this WHY Yandere Haechan (NCT)🌑

6 Talking to a friend, forgetting about studying Yandere Yuta & Yandere WinWin (NCT/WayV)🤠

5 We can study at mine, it’s not to far from here anyways Yandere Jeno (NCT)🦑

4 I’ll take the punishment like a good s/o Yandere Jisung (NCT)🌸

3 I-I promise I didn’t go anywhere Yandere Kino (Pentagon) 😼

2 choose something for yourseeeelf, it’s yoooour birthday, not miiiine Yandere Taeyong (NCT)🌼

1 Do you like shrimp or steak more? I am making you dinner Yandere Jay (IKON)

[mileapokp1677]

Three Steps to Win You (CH 1)

Title: Three Steps to Win You

Rating: M

Pairing: DaddyChan/Tankhun, Kinn/Porsche, Vegas/Pete

Category: M/M, AU Nerd-Jock

Summary: Accidentally, scientist Tankhun Theerapanyakul embarrassed footballer Captain Chan "Daddy" Knight in front of his coach, teammates and fans. He had to fulfill three tasks from the captain before his apology was accepted.

AN:

1. This fan fiction is a tribute to Chan the Man aka Daddy Chan, the coolest and the most badass bodyguard of the Theerapanyakul main family and Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakul, the most fashionable and fabulous character that I love so~ much.

2. English is not my first language and my grammar is atrocious. Sorry in advance for any mistakes. This fanfic is un-beta’d, you’ve been warned.

3. I’m not native Thai and have never been to Bangkok before. I know nothing about the city or about the Thailand Football League. Everything in my fanfic comes from my imagination. I’m trying my hardest not to be offensive, but if I did, please correct me and please do it gently. Once again, please forgive me if I make any mistake.

4. This is a Rom-Com crack fanfic AU Nerd-Jock, I’ve had enough angst (><).

5. I’m using almost the whole gang of KPTS characters in this fan fiction. I’m just borrowing them to play around.

6. In this story Vegas and Macau are not related to the Theerapanyakun boys.

7. I would say everybody is going to be slightly OOC, especially for Vegas and Kim, because they’re growing up in a loving family.

8. This is my first fan fiction in this fandom, and the main pairing is so rare, so I don’t even know if people are willing to give it a try or not. But if you do, I hope you enjoy it.

9. I’m using the last name of the actor (Peter Knight) that acted as Chan in this story and Vegas' middle name (Kornwit) as his family name.

Chapter 1

(Tankhun POV)

Tankhun Theeparanyakul was not an ordinary person, he has always been and will always be extraordinary. In high school, he was the best student. Some people call him a nerd but he was not just any geek. He's a super fabulous nerd with an unparalleled sense of fashion. The only reason why he is now dressed modestly is that the University Research Center where he worked as a senior researcher had a very strict dress code. But still, nobody can rock white long lab coat, black safety boots, and lab goggles like Tankhun. He added tasteful little ornaments here and there that are his trademark, like colorful goggles straps that always matchy-matchy with his socks, and nobody allowed to protest, including his boss, the super cool Miss Erica, who happened to adore him very much. And why shouldn’t she? He was after all the Tankhun Theerapanyakul, who’s goddamn fierce and of course fa~bulous with a capital F.

Born as the eldest of three children (all boys), Tankhun was naturally expected by his father to take over the supermarket chain which has been their family business for five generations. But Tankhun, who has been infatuated with science since childhood, firmly refused his father's request. Fortunately, his younger brother, Kinn – blessed his soul, the second child of the Theerapanyakul family, had a very high business instinct, and was able to prove to their father that he was the better choice to manage their family business. Meanwhile, Kim, the youngest, just like Tankhun, was not interested at all in business. He was a football maniac, who lives and breathes sports. He currently served as the football captain of the University team where he studied, learning Sports Science.

This morning, like the previous mornings in the last 5 years, Tankhun went to the Hattrick Coffee Shop to get his hot Americano that he has crowned as the best Americano. Well, at least from 16 coffee shops that are located in a 2 KM radius from the University Research Center. Tankhun could support his statement earlier scientifically, because he took things into his own hands by diligently taking the data samples from all 16 cafes to make the comparison at the laboratory. In case anyone wants to refute his claims, he still keeps the results of his 2 weeks intensive research in his desk drawer at the office.

At exactly 7.30 AM, Tankhun was already standing in the queue in front of the cashier. Unlike last week, no… not that long… even compared to the queue line two days ago, today’s line was longer than usual. Tankhun glanced at the watch on his left wrist to confirm today’s date. He had been so busy at the lab lately; he sometimes forgot the date. The experiment he was currently working on has occupied his mind and really kicks his butt.

Ah... July is almost ended. No wonder… Sigh…

If there's one thing Tankhun didn't like about the Hattrick Coffee Shop, this cafe is located right next to the stadium used by Bangkok Super FC as a training ground. When the season ends, the Hattrick is only visited by regulars, but once the new season starts, this cafe will be crowded by BSFC fanatic fans. And looking at the long queue today, it looks like the pre-season training for the most loved Bangkok football club has commenced. Tankhun was very grateful that no BSFC players had ever stopped by this small cafe, he couldn't imagine the chaos that would arise if they came here. Luckily, those fanatics only treated the Hattrick like a hang out place to wait for their idols to finish training, before they chase after their autographs or selfies.

But it seems like Tankhun spoke too quickly, because the figure standing right in front of him in the queue, was almost certainly, Tankhun 95% sure, a football player. The reason why he was so sure about it is because his younger brother is an athlete and a footballer. Although Kim is not a professional footballer, most football players have the same body shape and manner of movement as the result of their training. That’s why, even though this man tried to cover his tall, muscular, very well-trained body, not to mention, bubble butt, by wearing loose track pants and an oversized hoodie, he couldn’t really hide, at least not from Tankhun’s sharp eyes.

He stared at the shapely back in front of him intensely, and maybe that is the reason why the footballer – allegedly – out of the blue turned his body half-way to steal a quick look at him. Tankhun gasped and couldn't believe his eyes. Of all the BSFC players who possibly stopped by this cafe, how could it be that it’s the captain himself, Chan "Daddy" Knight? Who’s none other than Kim’s favorite footballer! Daddy Chan could try to hide his face behind the biggest and darkest sunglasses ever, but Tankhun never misses recognizing people, especially someone that important to his youngest brother.

Tankhun opened his black LV messenger bag, and slowly reached inside to take out his notebook and pen. He was still thinking about the best way to ask for Chan's autograph without attracting the attention of the other café regulars or God-forbid the football fanatics, when a voice heard from the bar.

“Next customer!”

Tankhun must have been so focused on this small matter that he didn't even notice that he was almost at the front of the line. In fact, it was Chan's turn to order his coffee. The researcher put-off his intention to ask for Chan's autograph right now and chose to wait until the footballer placed his order first. After all, you never stop someone from getting their first cup of coffee of the day.

He’s a professional athlete, and the pre-season training has just begun. His coffee order can't be complicated, right?

Tankhun felt that he had found a good opening to break the ice before he started his mission. If Chan ordered a hot Americano like himself, then he would give him a compliment of his great taste in coffee before begging for his autograph.

I’ve got this in the bag!

“Caramel Frappuccino with double whipped cream and chocolate chips on top.”    

The scientist raised his head quickly, and gaped for a moment. The word shock cannot begin to describe how he felt at the moment, when he heard the coffee order from the great Captain of Bangkok Super FC. Tankhun was so close to open his mouth to ask the man himself, ‘Are you fucking serious!?’

“Do you want extra caramel on top?” asked the barista.

Tankhun actually held his breath waiting for Chan’s answer.

“No, just chocolate chips.”

“Do you want anything else? A muffin maybe?”

“No.”

“Okay, total 85 Bath.”

Tankhun still didn’t budge from where he was standing and still couldn't believe what had just happened in front of his eyes. Suddenly, he pictured his youngest brother's shocked face, and just like that, he started giggling. Oh, he tried… truly he tried to stop himself but he just couldn’t. Kim really adores his favorite captain, and has always looked up to Chan as an example. Since he was 14 years old, Kim has been very careful about his diet and very disciplined with his exercise regime. He would say something like, ‘I need to watch my diet like Cap to maximize my muscle mass.’ or something like, ‘I need to be like Cap and cut-off my sugar intake to attain a perfect body like him.’

If only you knew, ‘lil brother, if only you knew~

Tankhun was still giggling when the barista called him.

“Sir? Sir, your usual?” asked the boy.

“Yes! Ehm… yes, please,” Tankhun answered as he gave the boy 50 and then put 5 Bath in the tip jar.

“Thank you, Sir.”

Tankhun moved to the side to wait for his coffee and found out that Chan was also still waiting for his complicated order. Thinking about that sweet concoction, to be honest, he wanted to laugh again, but this was a golden opportunity to ask for an autograph, because Chan was standing alone and there was no one really close around them. So, Tankhun tried his hardest to hold back his laughter and he succeeded, before moving closer to the captain.

“Do you mind signing this for my brother, Daddy Chan?” asked Tankhun in a super low voice as he pushed the notebook and pen that he had previously placed on the long table, towards Chan. For a moment, Tankhun felt like he heard a soft cheering sound from behind the big coffee machine, but then he ignored it, because he was pretty sure his voice wasn't loud enough to be heard.

“You must be mistaken for other people,” Chan responded in his deep voice while looking left and right. It was clearly shown that he was worried other people would hear their conversation.

“Uhm, I don’t think so, because you see… I’m rarely wrong,” whispered Tankhun, who then pushed the notebook and pen toward Chan even closer.

Chan chuckled. “Oh, wow… such arrogance.”

“Just stated the truth. Besides, I don’t think I will miss recognizing a face that I’ve seen everyday for the past 12 years pasted on the wall of my brother’s room. He’s your biggest fan.”

Chan looked a little hesitant, and once again looked to his left and right timidly, before finally picking up the notebook and pen that was lying on the table right beside his right elbow. Just as the captain was about to sign his autograph on Tankhun's notebook, the barista who prepared his Americano to perfection every day, walked up to Chan and shouted, "We're from the Hattrick Coffee Shop are very proud to present this Caramel Frappuccino with Double Whipped Cream and Chocolate chips on top for the best Captain in the country, Chan "Daddy" Knight!"

Fuck! Stupid lil shit!

It only took seconds and then chaos ensued.

“Daddy Chan?”

“Where? In here?”

“OMG! He’s here! He’s really here!”

“CAP!”

“Daddy~~~~”

“DADDY CHAN!!!”

Like magic, all the football fanatics who were in the cafe, immediately stood up and ran towards Chan, holding their cellphones to take picture after picture while shouting and screaming, some of them even starting to sing the BSFC’s chants.

In under 60 seconds, fans managed to surround Chan. Requests for autographs and selfies poured in immediately.

“Cap! Please sign my jersey!”

“And mine too, please~~~”

“Daddy~~~ please take a selfie with me!”

“Daddy Chan, please smile and look at the camera!”

“CAP!”

As the person who stood closest to the captain, Tankhun of course got caught up in the crowd. It was a miracle that he managed to retrieve his notebook, it was a LV too, thank you very much. At first, Tankhun decided to forget about his coffee and just leave immediately, but he went to this cafe every single day to get his caffeine intake and he refused to leave the Hattrick without his Americano.

“Hey, boy, my coffee!” yelled Tankhun to the barista who couldn't do anything but stare at the chaos before his eyes. Luckily, the other barista had finished making his order. He quickly grabbed his Americano and carefully escaped from the crowd.  

Seconds before walking towards the exit, Tankhun turned around to see Chan’s condition, and it wasn't very good. The sunglasses he had worn earlier were gone, and the hoodie cap no longer covered his head. Tankhun winced.

And yes, of course, Tankhun felt a bit guilty, he’s not heartless, but what could he do? After all, his schedule was very tight today and there was a very important experiment in the lab that needed his expertise. So, he can’t be late.

As Tankhun was leaving the Hattrick, out of the corner of his eyes, he saw a tall foreign man who was wearing a tracksuit, enter the café. Not long after that, a super loud shout was heard from inside the cafe. 

“DIO MIO, CHAN!” 

“SHIT! COACH, HELP ME~!”  

Tankhun walked toward the University faster, so fast he’s literally running.  

TBC 

[candied-cae]

And Who Are We At The End Of The World? - He's Innocent

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Chapter 6/? - - - Read it on AO3

Word Count : 7,257

Summary: Now it's go time. Time to stand in front of the Hawkins Police and convince them Eddie's innocent. Without having any physical evidence to use, only the personal accounts of a bunch of children... But it's fine. It can't be too hard to exonerate an innocent man. Right?

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Once all the parents were satisfied with checking in on their children, they were all escorted to the conference room that was set up for them. Steve was in a wheelchair, which he told them he didn’t need, but the doctors insisted. They said he had to ride in it if he went anywhere further than his room for the rest of the day. So there he was, being pushed by Nancy through the creepily, sterile white halls, only slightly stressing about how they were supposed to play off the days since Spring Break started. When everyone arrived in the room, they saw Chief Powell and Officer Callahan sitting on the other side of the table.

Once they all settled, Callahan was the first to speak,“ You kids are in a lot of trouble.”

“We didn’t do anything wrong.” “Eddie didn’t do it." "We were trying to help.” “In trouble for what?!”

“Alright” Powell silenced them with a firm tone,” If we’re going to make this easy, we have to agree that we’re not going to talk over each other. I want clear answers on everything that has been happening since the night of Chrissy’s death. I don’t want anyone stalling for time, coming up with lies, or covering asses. We are going to sit in this room until we figure everything out.”

“And you want to know ‘in trouble for what?’…” Callahan spoke in a mocking tone with a finger pointed at Steve, who was indeed the one who asked.

Powell clasped his hands together and leaned back,“ Well, the most straightforward of the charges would be that stolen RV that’s currently sitting in the hospital parking lot-”

Ted Wheeler interrupted, loudly expressing,“ You kids stole an RV?!”

Powell didn’t look pleased,“ Thank you, Mr. Wheeler. But let us take it from here." he cast his eyes back to the youth," There’s also the fact that Officer Callahan witnessed Ms. Sinclair pop a tire on a police cruiser.”

Callahan narrowed his eyes at the girl, like he really saw the eleven-year-old child as some hardened perp,“ Saw her do it right from the Wheeler’s window.”

The Chief sighed, almost more exhausted by his officer's character than the children were,“ Now, obviously, this sort of stuff can be forgiven and forgotten if you kids answer our questions. Because the most important reason we’re here... is for the obstruction of justice as you aided and abetted Eddie Munson’s evasion of the law. Evasion of charges in a serial murder case. So, I want to know what happened.”

Nancy shook her head at them,“ You don’t want to believe us. You just want to believe he did it because that’s the easy answer. Just like everyone else around here.”

Callahan butted in, again pointing his finger at who he was talking to like it made him any more intimidating,“ Hey! We are talking to you about crimes. Actual crimes, that have happened in Hawkins. No more of this-" he waved his hand over her," this teen angst and drama, Little Miss Sass-”

“Callahan.” Powell snapped at him.

The room settled into a tense silence as the Chief sighed, again, before he looked back at the children,“ The police are here to listen and find out the truth of what’s happened. We are here now, with pencils and paper, to listen. So tell us why you were running from us and hiding him?”

Dustin huffed,“ Because he didn't do it, and there was a psychotic jock hunting us.”

“Alright, we can stop there for a bit if you want. A nurse…” Powell checked his notes,” Gladwell, tells us when you came in last night, you said this was Jason? So explain that to me. Because I’m looking at a lot of hospital records that spell a whole lot of hurt, and I don’t know how to make much sense of it. Officer?”

The other man pulls from the table a manila folder and begins reading off the summary they were given by the hospital,“ In the case of the seven patients received by Hawkins Memorial Hospital’s Emergency Room on the night of Thursday, March 27th, checked in at 11:48 pm, notable injuries include:

“Stephen Joseph Harrington - signs of ligature strangulation, severe animal bites to the abdomen, open wounds on the back, multiple cuts and bruises. Nancy Olivia Ann Wheeler - signs of ligature strangulation, multiple bruises, and displaying other signs of a struggle. Robin Mary Buckley - signs of ligature strangulation, multiple bruises, and displaying other signs of a struggle. Dustin Leroy Henderson - tenderness in the right leg, multiple cuts, and bruises. Erica Michelle Sinclair - hand-shaped bruising on the left forearm, tenderness in the left shoulder, minor scraps on the face. Lucas Charles Sinclair - multiple facial lacerations and contusions, including a black eye and broken nose, two broken ribs, bruised and bloodied knuckles, and multiple bruises the size of fists indicative of an altercation. Edward Alexander Munson - signs of ligature strangulation, severe animal bites to the abdomen and neck, multiple cuts and bruises, remains unconscious. And finally, Maxine Beatrice Mayfield - complete blindness in both eyes and multiple fractures from hyperextension of major joints, currently in medically assisted comatose.”

Callahan closes the file and finishes,“ And Maxine's-"

"Max." her mother cut in. She couldn't look at anyone. She just started at the table like she was barely there. But she spoke to insist. Insist that they call her Max, like how she preferred.

Callahan paused for a second before he continued," Max... uh, her condition is identical to the cause of deaths of three victims: Chrissy Cunningham, Fred Benson, and Patrick McKinney. With the exception, that Ms. Mayfield has survived to this point with her eyes still in her head.”

Susan Mayfield shuttered at the last line. “Survived to this point” Like they were waiting for her to die. To become a fourth victim to tack to his sentence, like she wasn’t her little girl. Her little girl… who she hasn’t been watching out for enough. She's been missing from Max's life so much recently. Around all the work and the drinks she drowns herself in at night, she hasn't been around. Not like she should've been. And the other half? "Eyes still in her head" It made everything in her writhe at the idea that her child could have lost her eyes. That someone could have just- taken them- just-

Powell continued,“ And you say all of that….”

Lucas finished,“ Was Jason.”

The rest of them agreed in one way or another. With nods or comments, they confirmed. It was him, Jason Carver, who did all this damage.

More or less.

“Alright. Callahan, write that down.” he instructed,” We will come back to that. You say this was Jason, so walk me through it. From the beginning. Because I need to understand why he would do this. So, let’s start with the night of the 21st, the night Chrissy was killed.”

Robin started,“ When we talked to Eddie about it, he said that earlier on Friday, Chrissy came to him looking to get some drugs.”

Powell supplied,“ A theory Jason himself completely refuted when we questioned him the next morning. Said that she didn’t mess with drugs. Why would she have suddenly changed her tune and not mentioned it to her boyfriend?”

“She wasn’t well,” Dustin answered solemnly.

“Meaning?” Powell waved his hand for Dustin to elaborate while he wrote his notes.

Dustin’s mother rubbed his shoulder to bid him to continue,“ She was freaking out. Told Eddie she was having nightmares and seeing things, it was so bad she couldn’t sleep. I don’t know what was wrong with her, but Eddie said she seemed super messed up and like she was scared of something, or someone.”

“Can anyone outside of this room corroborate that?” Powell asked.

“I don’t think this was the kind of thing she’d have told any of her friends, but Eddie said she had already tried talking to the counselor and it wasn’t helping. That’s why she was so desperate to score. She didn’t want to have to survive Spring Break in the state she was in.”

“And this counselor, that’d be Ms. Kelley at the high school?”

“Yeah.”

“Alright, we’ll talk to her after this.”

“Anyway," Dustin continued," Eddie and Chrissy met up in his usual spot during school, he was just going to give her some marijuana so she could relax. But she was acting really scared and wanted anything stronger. He told her he had something like that, but he doesn’t carry that stuff around with him. If she wanted it, she’d need to let him get it from his stash.”

Lucas jumped in,“ They agreed to go to his trailer together after the game before she came to the afterparty at Benny’s.”

“That's where she told her boyfriend she was just going to run home and change clothes, but never showed up? Correct?” Powell asked to confirm.

“Yes,” Lucas answered.

“And?”

Dustin resumed,“ And they went to his place. He was looking around for what she asked for while she waited in the living room. Eddie said he was barely gone a minute, but when he came back out Chrissy was on the floor.”

“And afterward, Eddie said he thought that Jason saw them going off together before the afterparty and followed them,” Steve added.

“Followed them?”

“It’s what he thought.”

“Now, Lucas, you said on the 22nd that you didn’t see Jason go off at all,” Callahan mentioned.

“Well, not after the party started.” He clarified,” But once the game let out, we all split up and took different rides to the abandoned diner. We were all arriving at different times for the first half hour or so. I didn’t see Jason at the very beginning.”

“And no one rode with Jason?” he pressed.

“I don’t think so. A few of us were going to, but he said he wanted to drive Chrissy over. That was before she said she was going to run home and get changed. So I went with Chance, Andy, and Patrick. A little while later, we saw him show up saying Chrissy was going to be on her way.”

“So, Jason was unaccounted for before the party, Chrissy went to Eddie’s Trailer, he claims to have left her alone for a minute, only to come back to find her on the floor.”

“Yeah,” Robin took over,” Said she was unconscious, or maybe she was already dead. But he was just worried that she’d just found some pill in the trailer and took it while he was in the other room. So he tried to shake her awake-”

Callahan remembered their investigation of the body and muttered to himself,“ Fingerprints on her shoulders, but nowhere else…”

“And that’s when he noticed her legs were broken. Then Jason tried to get him.”

“Tried to get him?” Powell asked.

Steve stepped in,“ Yeah, said he tackled him from behind. Was talking like he was crazy and just looked really wrong. He tussled with him a little, and when it was clear it was a fight he wasn’t going to win, he got out from under him and bolted for the door.”

“And why didn’t he call anyone?”

“He was scared and in shock.” Dustin argued,” Max heard him scream and saw him nearly fall out of his own front door, terrified. If you want to arrest him for getting scared, then go for it. But he didn’t kill Chrissy Cunningham.”

“Did you see any of this Ms. Mayfield?” Powell asked Susan.

“I wasn’t- I was asleep by that time of the night,” she answered, but a few of them figured it meant she had drunk herself into a blackout by then.

“And did Max say anything the next morning?”

She shook her head,“ Nothing specific. We just saw the cop cars arrive, and I said something about the boy getting into trouble. She ran off a little later, said she needed to see a friend.”

“Alright. So Jason killed his girlfriend because she snuck off with Munson, according to him, and then he just went to this party? Like it was no big deal?” Powell asked, pointing the question at Lucas.

“I don’t know. When I saw him, he seemed fine, he got more pissed as he drank, but he kept saying he was just mad Chrissy hadn’t shown up yet. We didn’t push it.”

“And by this point, where’s Eddie run off to?”

Robin answered,“ Rick Lipton’s house on Lover’s Lake. He’s stayed over there before, so it was the first place he thought of while he was trying to figure everything out. By the next day, everyone saw the news and heard on the radio that some kid was killed in the trailer park. He knew if there wasn’t already an arrest made on Jason, then he was probably the first suspect.”

“And why didn’t he come in and explain that to us? Why not report what happened if he wanted to claim he was innocent?"

Wayne felt like he’d bitten his tongue enough, hearing so many times what Eddie should’ve done when he witnessed something so horrible,“ Please…”

He shook his head before he continued,“ His mother’s gone, his father was in prison damn near his whole life, he lives in the trailer park, and sells pot while he does his damnedest to graduate high school on his third time through his senior year. He has tattoos, likes loud music, doesn’t dress how all the good kids in town dress, and he plays a game that people, who don’t know any better, say comes from the devil. He knows what he looks like to the police and to the whole town. You might not think it, but he’s smart enough to know how much he wouldn’t have been listened to. Especially, if it was his word against a kid like Jason Carver’s.”

“Mr. Munson, we are not judging your nephew-” Callahan tried to say.

“But you are! That’s what this whole thing is. You want to pick apart every detail about him, take every trait of his that you think makes him a bad seed, and tally it against everything these kids are going to tell you actually happened. To decide if your assumptions about him and his character can be outweighed by their testimony. And he can’t even defend himself...”

Wayne’s hot, angry tears had built up again, and he turned his face away while he reined them back in.

The words barely cracked through his breaking voice," It's not right."

There was a moment of silence like they didn’t know what to say before Powell decided to simply voice,“ Let’s continue. So, the morning after, what happened at Benny’s?”

“I woke up late feeling like I was going to die-” Lucas cast his parents a wary eye.

“Keep going.”

”It was the first time I’d ever drank before, so I was over the toilet while most of the people who woke up were clearing out. The only thing I remember before you came by was coming out of the bathroom to catch Andy making some joke about Chrissy being the dead kid on the news.”

“He did? And what did Jason have to say?” Powell asked.

Lucas recounted,“ Nothing. It was Patrick who told Andy that the joke wasn’t cool. Jason didn’t say a word. Just went towards the windows when we heard the sirens.”

There was something in Powell that carefully processed that answer. He scribbled into his notes. Clearly, something piqued with the fact that Jason wouldn't have said anything to a joke about his girlfriend being dead.

“And what happened after we finished talking to you boys?”

“Well, you saw him storm out. He just walked off into the woods alone. When he came back, he jumped in his car and left. He didn’t talk to anyone until later that night when he showed up with some Hellfire Club poster that he must’ve snagged from the school and got everyone all riled up.”

“Riled up?”

“He started going on about Eddie killing Chrissy for his cult. I tried to explain to them that it was just a club for a nerdy game, not some satanic cult, but none of them listened. Then he told us we were going to go ‘hunt the freak’ because the cops just wanted to call Chrissy a druggie, and he wasn’t going to let that happen. Every single one of them were cheering for it. Like Eddie wasn’t even a person to them. But I knew Eddie, I liked Eddie, and I didn’t want to believe he’d do something like Jason was saying he did. But I didn’t know for sure. What I did know, was that I cared about a lot of people in Hellfire, including my sister. And the best thing I could do for them was to keep an eye on Jason and make sure he didn’t go too far.”

“When was this happening?”

“Probably around 8:30 or so, the sun was setting, so he said we’d strategize at Denny’s and get started fresh in the morning.”

Powell and Callahan shared a look before the former asked,“ So nobody had eyes on Jason from about 3 pm and 8 pm on the 22nd?”

“No, none of us saw him between then.”

They didn’t say anything, but the way the two of them nodded, the Party knew they were putting together that Freddie disappeared and was killed somewhere within that timeline. Leaving Jason without an alibi for the first or second murder

“Alright, and where was everyone else, the day we found Chrissy’s body?”

They run through the rest of the stories about their day. Most of it was the truth anyway, just a bit of twisting to make it believable. Of course, Max wasn’t marked with a curse from a dark wizard in another dimension. She was triggered, after seeing Chrissy in such an awful state.

Dustin was remembering the morning Max came to his house,“ She saw the body in the trailer. She’s the one who told me it was Chrissy. She was terrified, said she didn’t feel safe anymore after she lived next door to someone who could’ve… But I knew he didn’t do it. Not Eddie. There was no way.”

Callahan tried to argue,“ But, son, you can’t have actually known that-”

“No” Dustin affirmed,” I did know that. Eddie Munson was the guy who saw Mike and me alone in the cafeteria. While Lucas was getting to know the basketball team, Will and Jane had moved, and Max just wanted her space… We were alone. We’re the kinds of guys that have gotten bullied every day since elementary school. Until he saw us. He gave us a place to belong…"

Dustin looked at Wayne before he continued. The older man had looked so beat down. Over and over again he has had to listen to people say terrible things about his boy, the closest thing he'd heard in his favor was Nancy even bothering to listen to him... But this kid believed in Eddie from the very beginning. Never stopped being sure that Eddie was a good kid. Wayne looked so relieved to hear someone hold out faith for his boy.

Dustin pushed," So I knew Eddie didn’t do it. Not Eddie, who didn’t like us biking home when it was dark even though we did it all the time. Not Eddie, who loaned Mike cassettes of his favorite music to try out. Not Eddie, who insisted ‘Metal was the only real music’ and still sang along to the radio with us when I switched the station on the ride home-”

“Alright. You’ve made your point.” Powell wanted him to move on.

But Dustin didn’t budge,“ I don’t think I have. Because unless you listen, unless you agree that Eddie is a person - a good person - who’s just a little unconventional by your standards and does things his own way. Until you decide that he deserves a fair chance, just like anyone else, then you won’t get it. You won’t listen to what happened.”

“Alright. We’re listening. Callahan?” Powell gave in.

“Yeah, yeah,” Callahan said it like an afterthought. Like he got swept away in Dustin’s passionate defense for a moment,” We’re listening.”

“So, please, continue. What happened when you told Max that Eddie didn’t do it?”

“Well, she and I went over what she did see. She said she saw them show up at the trailer the night before, and only a few minutes after, she heard yelling, saw him run out, and speed off. And, at first, she wasn’t sure if he was just scared of what he did, but when she thought back… she said he might’ve just been regular scared of something else.”

“Ms. Henderson?”

“Well, I didn’t speak to her. But she did drop by early that morning. And she did look real shaken up. I asked if she was okay, and she just said she had something she needed to ask Dusty about. They went into his room and, not fifteen minutes later, they were out the door saying they needed to check on someone.”

“We figured that Eddie saw something and was hiding because of it,” Dustin said.

They go over the biking to Family Video and calling everyone they could think of who knew Eddie, using the account system to find phone numbers. They mention someone telling Max about how he stayed at his supplier, Reefer Rick’s, place sometimes. Then they sorted through the Ricks in the computer and used the rental history to figure out the right address. They closed the store early and went out to find him and give him a chance to explain himself.

Powell asked,“ I have to ask. Eddie might've been scared of coming forward, but why you didn’t call us in? Before confronting a possible murderer on your own, why didn’t you reach out for backup?”

Steve shrugged,“ I said we should.”

“Steve-” Robin smacked his arm.

“What? I did. I didn’t know the guy. At the time, I didn’t know how innocent he was. I figured we should catch everyone up with what we knew.”

Dustin took over,“ And I told you the same thing I’ve been saying: Eddie didn’t do it. But, if we went to police before we found him and with no proof, we’d just doom him to pay the price for a crime he didn’t commit.”

“If he would’ve told us-”

“No." Steve argued," Okay, I was wrong about trying to bring more people into it too soon. When we found him, he was still scared out of his mind nearly a whole day after. Barely even recognized Henderson, even though he’s known him for months! Didn’t want to believe us when we told him we wanted to help and would listen to his side of the story. Even when we were able to get him to calm down enough to tell us what happened, he was still shaking just remembering it.”

Dustin nodded along,“ He wanted to run. Wanted to find some way to a different state and change his name, because was so sure no one else would believe him. He was terrified to go down for this. He said he didn’t want to end up in prison like his father. That he wanted to be better than that… We barely convinced him to trust us and wait.”

Robin explained,“ The only reason he stayed in Hawkins, is because we promised Eddie that we wouldn’t turn him in until we had a plan to prove he didn’t do it. We just wanted to give him a chance so someone would actually listen to him.”

The pair of police officers seemed to finally register that the kids were truly desperate to help Eddie Munson. Not to cover for him and get him off the hook, to help him because they honestly believed, with everything they had, that he didn’t do it. That he never killed anyone, and he’s just been petrified since the night of the 21st, trying to find some way out of it…

Then it was Lucas’s turn to talk about what he saw while riding around with Jason. He emphasized having a really bad feeling about Jason’s plans when they tracked down members of Eddie's band to Gareth's garage.

“They started asking questions about where Eddie was. Gareth made some comment, like, 'Look around, he's obviously not here'… and it was like Jason just snapped. One second, he nodded like he understood and was going to be reasonable. The next, he was punching Gareth, screaming in his face, throwing him against the drum set, standing on his fingers, and threatening to break his hand, all while Andy and Patrick held the other two back from helping him… And I was frozen…”

Lucas’s mother squeezed his hand, to silently assure him. He took a breath and continued,“ I wanted to run away, I wanted to pull them off of him, I wanted to start crying, I wanted to call for help. I just wanted to make them stop. But I didn’t know how. Then Gareth told them Dustin called looking for Eddie. Said he might’ve found him. And I knew Dustin would’ve.”

“He’s just that smart?”, Callahan sarcastically asked with a glance at the other boy.

“He is, sir.” Lucas insisted,” So I told them how to get to Dustin’s place, hoping he wouldn’t be home. While they were busy trying to figure out if it was empty, I climbed into Dustin’s room through his window and used his radio set to warn them. Told them I had a really bad feeling and that they should stay away from his house. They told me if I could get away to go to Steve’s and meet up with them. And then, when Jason caught me in there, I told them I found a clue to where Eddie was hiding. I lied and said that he was in this busted cabin in the woods I knew about. Once I got them out there and had them distracted looking for nothing, I just split and ran for Steve’s.”

The group substituted their investigation for Venca with trying to find proof of Eddie’s innocence. Instead of turning the whole world over in a search for how they could get to the Upside Down and kill a being that was less man than monster at this point… they were simply trying to find proof. Trying to find some way to connect Jason to the murders beyond circumstance and witness testimony.

Then they got to Patrick’s death on Lover’s Lake. They tell them that Eddie got on a boat and was rowing himself out just to put some distance between him and Jason. He honestly expected one of the boys to call the cops, and at the very least, they would all get brought in together. And he would just have to explain himself and hope it would be enough. But then Jason started swimming after him. Andy was still riffling through the house, and Patrick was hesitant to jump in after him, but he did.

Jason was yelling that he was going to kill Eddie. Then Patrick started getting cold feet. Saying that Jason needed to cool down, reminding him that the plan was just about scaring him into confessing, that sort of stuff. Eddie realized Jason must not have told them what really happened. Eddie started pleading with Patrick. Told him what he saw Jason do. Patrick started to believe him. He started asking Jason what Eddie was talking about. Asked if he was telling the truth. It must’ve started to add up because Patrick tried to stop Jason from getting into the boat with Eddie. And just like with Gareth, he switched. Turned on him in an instant and started hurting Patrick.

Eddie fell out of the boat and swam off while he was busy.

“Now kids, I want to you know I am listening. I am.” Powell clarified,” But this- to say Jason Carver did all of this? I just can’t understand why he would want to kill three people. He’s a good kid, an upstanding member of the community, comes from a good family, has decent grades, athletic talent... He's got a bright future ahead of him. Why do all of this just because he might’ve seen his girl go get some drugs from Eddie Munson?”

“It was because it was Eddie Munson,” Dustin asserted.

Lucas added,“ Jason hated Eddie.”

“He did?”

“Oh yeah. Jason was the top dog this year. Everyone respected him or feared the basketball clique enough to stay out of his way. Everyone except for Eddie.” Dustin paused,“ Eddie didn’t care. He didn’t care that he was an outcast, didn’t care that he was at the bottom of the food chain, didn’t care that Jason was ‘better than him’. And he wasn’t quiet about it.”

Lucas continued,“ Jason couldn’t rule over Eddie. He was openly mocked by him, just on Friday at lunch. That’s just how Eddie was. He didn’t care about the stuff other people cared about. And he thought they were ridiculous for caring about it at all.”

Steve pointed out,“ And Jason’s always been a little explosive. It usually just looked like he was competitive at games… but he can really go off on the refs when things don’t go his way.”

“And you’re right.” Dustin nodded to the Chief,” He had a good future ahead of him. But then he snapped and killed Chrissy. Then he had witnesses and people poking around. Then he had people turning against him, instead of falling in line behind him…”

Nancy wondered,“ Had Fred and I found out it was him?”

“Had Patrick or I turned him in?” Lucas asked.

“Had more people found Eddie and believed him?” Robin leaned in.

“All that bright future would’ve gone away,” Dustin concluded.

“So, why would Andy put himself in that position? Doing violent stuff for a crazy guy?” Callahan asked.

“You were at the town hall.” Erica spoke up, arms crossed,” You saw how he talked to everyone. Ranting and raving, obviously out of his mind. And yet, you saw how they all ignored you in favor of him. Some high schooler. He made a student club public enemy number one in minutes, and you two couldn’t do anything about it.”

“Erica…” Her father said, not liking her usual tone when it was directed at officers.

“Just the facts!” she argued before turning back to Callahan, her manner of speaking like she was spelling it out to a child,“ He’s charismatic, like Bundy. People listen to him, even if he's crazy.”

“Alright, so what happened after that? When we had four of you kids together under one roof, we tried to ask you what was going on, and you all lied before running off on your own again?”

Nancy started,” We were trying to come up with a new game plan on where to store Eddie since Rick's wasn't an option anymore when we heard you coming through the woods. Before we even had a chance to try to come up with a solution, Max stood up and pulled her ‘I saw the killer, this way!’ scene. Then Lucas and Dustin ran after her while we were still in the brush. They weren’t supposed to run off and-”

“And,” Dustin took over,” we didn’t have a plan about getting brought in with the cops. We didn’t really know where we were going from there. So, we sat on that couch and made it all up as we went. Couldn’t even get our story straight and didn’t know how we could get you to calm down about Eddie and stay away from him while the four of them tried to find something.”

“We camped out in the woods after the kids ran off with you guys,” Steve answered, looking at Nancy and Robin,” We didn’t have anything with us, and we left my car too close to Rick’s house to try and go back for it since with the police team still there. And we were so exhausted. We were completely out when we fell asleep out there, especially Munson and me. We didn’t even come to until the girls woke up and chased off the critters that swarmed us. Hence all the bites.”

Robin pitched in,“ After that, we knew we needed to get them in to see a doctor. When the kids called us on the radio, we met at Max’s trailer and tried to figure ourselves out. But we had no car, and Eddie couldn’t be seen just walking around. So we stole an RV. We felt really bad about it, we swear, but we needed a ride, and everything felt so critical. So, life and death. We just drove out to the abandoned Creel house Nancy and I read about, to do a little bit of damage control on the way to the hospital.”

“I got wrapped up, and we did our best with Eddie. And I think it had to have been because of all the blood, Max started having, like, a panic attack.” Steve continued.

“We didn’t want to leave the younger kids behind, but she couldn’t even look at the two of them.” Robin added,” She was shaking and crying and just- we couldn’t put her on that RV where she would have to keep looking at it. Where she’d be trapped with it…”

Nancy continued,“ We left the kids at the Creel house with her, except for Dustin because he messed up his leg while we were running. We planned to get everyone checked in and call parents from the hospital once we knew we had Eddie somewhere he could be watched and kept safe from the crazies. Then everyone would get picked up, and we’d just have to figure it out from there.”

Lucas spoke next,“ I was just going to sit with her while she listened to her favorite music to get her mind off of it. She just sat there, eyes closed trying to breathe while Kate Bush helped her settle a bit.”

Steve got quiet,” But somehow Jason found them…”

“Erica was outside to keep a look out for when parents, or police, would show up. But it was Jason and Andy.”

“Jason went straight for the house while Andy chased after me." She recounted," He was raging about Lucas, and I wanted to warn him… but Andy jumped me, pinned me to the ground, and pulled my arm behind my back. He told me he’d break both my arms if I wasn’t quiet. I only got away because he got startled when we heard gunshots from the house-”

“Gunshots?”

“From Jason. From them, I was able to get out from under Andy and kick him between the legs before I gave him a hit with my flashlight. He should be wearing a nice shiner on his left eye the next time you see him. Courtesy of Erica Sinclair.“

“Jason came into the attic. Started attacking me. Said it was because I switched teams. Then he saw Max in the corner, just trying to hold herself together. And his face just went… sinister. It was just like Gareth, but I saw it from a new angle. Then he was just on her, so fast. I saw him break her arm… I tried to stop him, but he knocked me out. When I came to… he had…" Lucas shuttered, remembering the way Max's limbs broke as she dangled in the air," And he was kneeling over her and pressing into her eyes. I slammed into him and got him away. He was unconscious when the earthquake started.”

“I made it up the stairs and saw Max was all messed up. I was running to get the walkie I dropped outside when the earthquake started. And the house-"

Lucas took over," I don’t know if it was old - or just a bad foundation - but it just cracked open.”

"Cracked open?" Powell asked.

"Right down the middle. I'd never seen anything like it."

“So, now Jason is?”

“I don’t know. Not really. He was passed out right where it came apart, and when I looked up… It was like it just swallowed him. I don’t know how far he fell, I just pulled Max and me out of the way.”

“Erica called us after the earthquake. Eddie got thrown around the RV and was bleeding worse again, but when they said how bad Max was... we turned right around, got the kids loaded in, and came here. And on the way, when Lucas told us what happened… told us what he said to him on top of everything else…” Steve let his voice seethe.

“What he said?”

Lucas remembers the words Jason had said. The real parts that hurt with such familiarity within the othered look in his eyes...“ When Jason was hitting me… he said he thought I was ‘one of the good ones’. That he was wrong about me. He ‘never should’ve let me in the door’. Like Patrick.”

Lucas's mother's hand tightened on his shoulder, and his father clenched his jaw.

And Chief Powell stiffened, his eyes going hallow. He kept his composure, but he knew. He knew what those words meant from boys like Jason. He knew about all the things that happened to Lucas that his parents had to fight for the school to report. He knew how it felt to be that kid in this town, one way or another.

“I’ve heard enough…” he muttered

The other officer looked at him like he wanted to dispute,“ Calvin-”

“I said, I’ve heard enough. All that’s left is you kids came to the hospital, right?”

“Yes sir.” they all answered, practically in unison.

“We have the hospital records for everything after that. I have heard everything I need to. We’ll still need to speak to Eddie and Max when they wake up, but we will start verifying the information you’ve given us in the meantime. Now, all of you, just stay out of trouble. I want those of you that the hospital signs off on to go home and stay there while you rest up. No one is to go running off or doing anything stupid. Am I understood?”

“Yes sir.” once more.

Powell nodded them along, and each kid and adult emptied out of the room so the two policemen could discuss.

Robin volunteered to push Steve back to his room while everyone started on their paperwork to get checked out. Once she put a little distance between her and her parents, she started having fun with her best friend after the tense morning. She was weaving him side-to-side in the hallway like she was providing him a ride on an exclusive Robin Buckley Wheelchair Rollercoaster. Then she brought up that now they all have ultimate power over one another from the questioning... they all found out each other’s middle names. It was like childish weapons of mutually assured destruction had just been handed over to them.

“Edward Alexander? He has to hate that so much. And Beatrice? For crazy, badass Mad Max? Beatrice? Oh my god- I need them to wake up and get in trouble asap, just so I can whip those out when they least expect it!” Robin giggled along, imagining the situation.

“And you? Mary? I mean, once I saw those parents, Mary made sense. But I would’ve never pegged you for a Mary if I was guessing!” Steve laughed too.

And then suddenly Robin stopped in her tracks,“ Oh my god…"

"What?" Steve asked, a little worried.

"We’re Mary and Joseph!” She loudly exclaimed.

Steve leaned his head back to look at her and let another laugh break through his chest,” We are! Seems pretty fucking fitting, right?”

Robin nodded along as she continued rolling him down the hallway,“ Never had sex, and yet we’ve got mouthy kids who end up in a lot of bloody, end of days shit? Yup, sounds just like us.”

“But I remember the originals only had the one who was getting caught up in trouble..." Steve ran over the list in his head: Dustin, Lucas, Erica, Max, El, Will, and Mike.

"So how’d we end up with a litter of seven?”

“We’re overachievers?” Robin suggested with a shrug.

“I’m not,” Steve counters,” I for one would happily return a couple of them at this point.”

“Sure, buddy. I’m sure that wouldn’t make you the saddest little boy in all the land.” she teased as she took a hand to ruffle his hair, knowing this was one of the few chances she’d have a good angle on him to do so,“ Come on, you love those little shits.”

Steve fought away her hand with difficulty since she was behind and above him“ And what makes you say that?”

She hummed the answer at him as they crossed back into the room,“ Just about everything you do.”

“Yeah, yeah. Let me get back to my nap.”

“Fine. They going to let you outta here tomorrow?” she asked as she went to help him get back into the bed.

He swatted her hands away again,“ That’s the plan.”

She got a touch more serious as she formed the next question,“ Are your parents…?”

Of course. That would’ve been the obvious thing to ask, given how well she knew him. Robin and Steve spent arguably too much time together after Starcourt. She noticed no one showed up for him when the other parents started to filter into the parking lot after the fire. At the end of the day, they always seemed to be somewhere else. So they shared lots of movie nights in his empty house, filled with their lamentations of love and loss, sometimes fears. But, whenever she tried to worry about him, he’d remind her that he'd been semi-independent for a while. And now that he was out of school, his folks didn’t need to be around so much. He assured her of it all the time over snacks. But she worried anyway.

“Nah” he answered simply as he started to pull the covers around him.

“Do you need a ride?”

Steve’s face deadpanned at her,“ You can’t drive.”

“I know that-” she smacked his arm,” It just, you know, seemed like the moment when a person’s supposed to offer?”

“Don’t worry about it, revered chauffeur. Mrs. Henderson’s going to come collect me.”

“Alright. You'll call me when you’re feeling up to do something? The high school’s running as the relief center right now, so we decided this morning before you woke up that we’d all come together and donate some stuff.”

“You want me to give away my own things after I just bled for this town?”

She shoved his shoulder again,“ You’re gonna be there.”

He smiled,“ Alright. With bells on. Just for you though, Rob.” and threw her a wink.

“Then it’s a plan. You’re going to call me?” she asked one more time to make him promise.

“I’m going to call you. Now go away, you’re too loud.” he shooed her out the door and shuffled around in the bed to get comfortable.

“Alright. Get your much-needed beauty sleep,” she called before heading out to go home herself.

[rosietaeyongswife]

black orphan |l.ty

genre: angst, smut mafia!taeyong, taeyonxreader, mafia au

tw: mentions of dead, murders, bad language, sex, mafia, mafia stuff

summary: being daugther of people who are hierarchy..well known around south korea isn’t very nice especially when they’re mafia and you killed them. u know what also isn’t easy? taking care of your younger sister.

authors note: pls if you have time it would be nice if you could read this it’s about lately thing with chinese idols. i explain there why some people should stop spreading hate on them and that it’s not really their fault.

when you were child you didn’t understand what were your parents doing. you only knew you were rich. private schools. everything you want. most expensive clothes. everything. trip to hot country in middle of the winter? no problem. you and your sister minhee had everything. but your father and mother didn’t forget to teach you that you need to work for what you have.

  you were always amazed by your parents untill you were 16 years old and started to understand what they are doing for living. your parents were killers and drug sellers. you couldn’t belive it at first but with time you understood. that’s how your family is living. that’s how kim’s family is living. with time you learned about mafia life and your parents business. your father made sure that his daughter is going to take care of their business one day.. exactly - one day. one night your mother was standing in front of you with smile.

“y/n you are getting married.” she smiled wider. “he is son of rich man who can be needed.”

“what?”

 they wanted you to marry some 40 years old man and sell your younger sister because they would had only benefits. it was this time when it hits you.

 you are just 24 years old, are you really going to kill your parents? answer is yes. few weeks ago you poisoned your parents and made sure that everyone would think that their heart stopped. because of this you were now the owner of kim hierarchy. now you are boss. 

  you were sitting at conference room with jackson when someone called you.

“yes honey?” you smiled. “how much do you need? okay. take my credit card. yes it’s fine.”

 you hung up. it was minhee. she needed some money so you gave it to her.

“it was minhee right?”

“how do you know?”

“you always smile this way when you are talking with minhee.”

“damn jackson. you know me too well.” jackson chuckled. “so now. how is the deal with sagurako family?”

“i think they don’t want to pay us.”

 you could only smile.

“they really don’t take me seriously.” you sighed. “kill his son.”

“ok, how and when?”

“whatever. tell jaebum that it’s job for him.”

“yes sir.”

 you really weren’t in mood to games. you just want money and nothing else. is this that hard? pay what they own you? your parets exactly but they are dead so you should take money, right? they don’t matter same as their children. they have five kids so one less isn’t big deal. 

 when you were sitting by your desk you heard someone. it was yugyeom. you sighed and walked to the coridor.

“why the fuck are you so loud?”

“because bambam is stupid idiot.”

“what? no!” he shout. “he almost kill me.”

“whatever. be quiter.”

“y/n wait!” yugyeom looked in to your eyes. “someoe was following minhee when she was at school and then with her friends.”

 hearing this made you upset. you know that you have much more enemies than friends but you had hope that minhee isn’t going to be part of their hit list. 

“bambam take me home i need to talk with her.”

“what are you going to do?” yugyeom was looking at you confused. he knows very well that you don’t play games. “are you going to kill somebody again?”

“ew no. she is going to have home school. ask youngjae or mark to hire someone ok?”

“yes.”

 your sister safety is your priority. she didn’t do anything wrong and she is innocnt teen. you couldn’t let someone to hurt her or even worse. of course minhee knew that yours family works in dirty business but she doesn’t know much. and it should stay like this. minhee isn’t going to take your company one day. you can’t do it. if you won’t be dead to your 60s you would give company to your child or something but at this moment it isn’t time to think about this.

 the whole house was clean. junmyeon was here for sure. you smiled softly. take off your coat and boots. first thing you did was to drink some watter. drinking watter is important especially for your brain’s work. when you were done you went to find your sister.

“minhee!” you looked around your house but you didn’t hear her back. sighing you went to check her and you could hear she was talking with someone. “minhee!”

 you walked in and first thing you saw was her with phone.

“i’m sorry. didn’t hear you.”

“yeah, it’s okay. are you fine?”

“yes. everything is fine. something happend?”

“you not gonna attend school anymore. you will have home lessons. you know teacher will be here with you.” you shrugged.

“what? no way!”

“you can’t do anything about this.”

“you can’t lock me there! the fuck y/n! i have friends there.”

“they can come to house.”

“but no..wtf. i don’t want to.”

“it’s for your safety.” you tried to hug her. “i know it’s not cool and all but i don’t have any other choice.”

 minhee was looking at you with only hate in her eyes.

“are you trying to lock me down? just like parents did to you?”

“no, of course no! it’s not it.” you took package of ciggs. “i don’t want to see that you are dead. someone is following you. if you still be arguing you’ll be dead soon.”

“w-who is following me?”

“i don’t know. jackson hire some teacher and some bodyguards so i hope you’ll be safe here if no then i have to send you to china.”

“china?”

“yes to our uncle.”

“why the fuck i can’t live normal live.”

“listen. you can’t choose family but you should be grateful for us. for what you have. i work hard for everyting we achhived.”

“how? by killing people? it’s a job for you?” she smirked. “you are exactly like parents. what else do you do? drugs? murders? are you selling people?”

“done! i’m fuckin done. you can’t leave the house for next week. better accept how things are going because i’m not gonna let you talk to me like that.” you were pissed of. “you didn’t even know them well, what can you know? you acting like i don’t care about you even tho it’s not true.” 

 minhee didn’t feel bad about what she said. she was mad at you because she didn’t want to be in home. she wants to explore. you exactly know that she doesn’t want to live the way the whole your family is living. and you also don’t want her to live the same just like you. so sending her to china is the best option. uncle isn’t in mafia and all dirty stuff the rest of the family members do so minhee can be safe there.

  your sister didn’t talk with you by the whole week. you didn’t really care because you have so much work to do. kinda proud because you made japanese family to pay you the money they owned to your parents so you were satisfied. everything went fine. things are nice so are you. no worries by the whole time. only thing you are upset about is that your family want to meet. family meeting sounds nice? no. there is going to be other mafia because remember guys - if there is family meeting that means there is going to be make big deals.

 jackson with the rest of the boys were standing next to you. 

“you look pretty.” mark said looking at you with a smile. “but where is minhee?”

“told her that she has 5 minutes untill i go there.”

“yes sir.”

 you smiled. nothing can make your day worse. you are clever person so it turns out that you made a lot of big deals so now you are just swimming in the money to be honest. everything is so fine like never and nothing can upset you. not even this damn dinner with your family and others because you’ll be there with your people.

“minhee please we don’t have time. grandma will be mad.”

“i don’t care. i don’t want to.”

 you could only sighed. walking in her bedroom made you feel like teenager again. she was kind of similiar to you but at the same time she was so different. you took her hairbrush and started brushing her hair while looking in to her eyes in the mirror.

“you are so beautiful minhee. can you see it?” she nod. “everyones eyes are going to be on us. especially you because you are younger. behave there honey ok? they won’t like acting up or something. also be ready for all the compliments.” you smiled softly. “plus.. i can’t have eyes on you whole night so be careful. if someone is bothering you..” you lean to her ear “you know what to do.”

 she nodded and stand up. ready to go and show off. you are y/n and minhee kim. you are prestige family and nobody can tell otherwise. 

 the place was huge and expensive. you knew your family like things like that but not that much. without thinking your people with you at the front walked in welcomed by some people who were smilling at you.

“mrs.kim?”

“it’s me.”

“welcome madam. have fun.”

 slight smile goes on your lips and disaper quickly. and here you are. all eyes on you and your crew. smile and confident walk by you was really indimidiating. you knew your presence here was cherry on top. your parents died in mysterious conditions and here you are leading kim’s company. isn’t it suss? it is and you know it well but it’s only made you proud. your parents were problematic and were problem not only for you but for the family and co-workers. jelous eyes of wifes and girls were on you. to be honest, you are one of the prettiest and hottest woman there and that’s why you are just eye-catching. 

 the long table was place where you and minhee should stay. your people found place to themselfs, and when they were gone you noticed that by the table was sitting bosses of others organizations.

“good evening grandma.” you goes to hug her and asked minhee to do so. “i missed you so much.”

“is this my little y/n? sunshine i missed you. how are you?” she was worried. this woman was someone who you wish were your mother. she was the only one who cares about you. your mother or father never told you “i love you” it was your precious grandma who always was making sure to say “i love you” no matter what. “is everything fine?”

“i’m fine. everything is the best. business is going really well. you know.. zeros on bank account are only growing.” you smiled. “what about you? health?”

“i feel like i’m in my 30s.” she was only 70 years old but she felt way younger. “you know even tho your grandpa is pain in ass i’m fine. i’m so happy that now you are leading business.” she smirked. “my son and his -be sorry god- wife were failure. they have never made this much money like you do.”

“grandma thank you. it’s not such a big deal.”

“it is. i’m proud of you. i’m proud that you are leading something to be even bigger.” tear came down my cheek. “and you minhee. what about you?”

“everything is okay i guess.”

“is something bothering you?” everyone were looking at your sister and you knew what she is going to say.

“i feel kinda grounded but it’s okay.”

“what?”

“y/n made me stop attend private school and have home schooling.”

“it’s against your wish?”

“yes.”

 you were now kinda mad at your sister. you know well that she said that because she still doesn’t agree with idea of home schooling and china.

“let me make things clear grandma. someone was following her and i love her too much to let someone hurt her. it’s the safest in our home.”

 your grandma sighed like everyone else in family.

“minhee you are still too immature and too young to understand things. let your sister work and decide. she is doing everything for your best.” your grandpa said while he was drinking his wine.

“but i have friends there. i have thing i’m interested in school and now i’m going to be grounded.”

 you couldn’t listen her anymore what notice your another uncle.

“minhee just let things happen. can we talk about something else? as you can see we have guests by these table.” he looked around.

 and that was the time when minhee must leave. you looked at her and she disaper. anothers girls and boys who were teens also disaper leaving the elders and bosses.

“okay so let’s talk.” your grandpa said. “my son is such a dumbass and made debts. also. police was suspecting you to be the one who killed your parents my dear y/n.”

 boss of nct, bts and monstax looked at you. you just smiled at them.

“there is no proof. i made sure to done work.” you took your glass of wine. “i’m more pro than my parents was, right? i don’t think someone is crying because of their loss.”

 you interested taeyong. he has never seen a person who openly talk about murder. about parents murder. you were that cofident that it makes him like you. he could see clearly that you don’t fuck with others. 

“mother will you let her get away with this? he still was your son.”

“will you talk like that if you knew that he signed documents about taking over your wealth? and everyone else?” you took a sip.”seokhyun you are so fuckin dumb. i hope you know why i don’t have respect for you right?” you smirked “you are pain in as..you remind me of some boy who was bothering minhee. you know what did i do with him?” he shook his head no “i shot him in front of his parents eyes. be careful.”

“what else you know?” grandpa took another bottle of wine.

“i know so much that i could easily take over business of everyone here.” you smiled. “father hide money in japan. i guess no one knows why there but it doesn’t matter. i have deal for mr. lee taeyong.”

 taeyong smiled over you. he was glad that he is going to make deal with big mrs. kim y/n. 

“i listen to you lady.”

“i know your handsome and eye-catching member named yuta nakamoto is japanese and he runs your business there. let’s say i need him. i want your help with finding money in japan.”

“i want 40% from this.”

“you want too much. it’s almost half of the money i would get. it’s not worth it. you are only finding money that are basically belonging to me.”

 you weren’t dumb. you knew that it’s way too much.

“what is your proposition?”

“i can give you 20%.”

“deal. i’m glad i’m going to work with you mr. kim.”

“same here mrs.lee i hope you not gonna fail.” he smiled. “i want to also say something. time is ticking mr. seo. and you know what happend.”

 lee taeyong stod up and leave to his members table. you looked confused at wife of your cousin jongdae.

“what happend?”

“it’s matter between me and him. please don’t ask questions.”

“okay so i can begin now.” namjoon said slightly annoyed. “what with our collaboration mrs.kim.” he was looking annoyed at your grandma

“i said i don’t know.”

“please.. my boys were working for you. i think we would be giant.”

 you were looking at them and thinking. what the fuck. you knew that bts are doing good but you also heard about their debts.

“no. if my lovely grandma said no then it’s no.” you didn’t look at him but at your glass full of wine.”don’t you want collaboration with my grandma and granpa just to pay off your debts and bills?”

 everyone was looking at your table because everyone heard it. whole nct were looking at you with shock same with bts and bosses of other mafies were spechless same with shownu.

“aren’t you too mean? it’s none of your business y/n. it’s thing between me and your grandparents.”

“exactly. and i’m not going to look how you want to take their whole wealth. how much money do you need? we can borrow you but you know.” you stand up like namjoon did few seconds ago just to come closer. “deadline is short period of time. and consequences are really big.” you smiled. “ask chan what happend when he was late with money.”

 namjoon was standing there embarrased and paralaized. you come at him and he didn’t like it. but you weren’t afraid. you are at too strong position to be moved by little kim namjoon.

“okay. borrow me a three milion dollars and i’m going to return them back.”

“sure. jackson!” you said. “make collab with my grandma but remember that i have eyes all around and i will notice if there is less money than it should be. you have month to pay me back.” jackson give you both piece of paper when you signed it. “sign it.”

“thank you and yes. month and you will have your money back.”

 after this everything went smooth. no fights. just paceful event. by the time it was time to dance and you were asked by your cousin jongdae to dance but soon enough you were dancing with lee taeyong.

“i didn’t know you were that mean and that strong.” he said while his hands were on your waist and yours around his neck.

“i don’t like playing games with someone who isn’t worht it.”

“and i like it.” he smirked. “you seem to be good player aren’t you?”

“maybe i am. mr.taeyong why are you even here?” he was confused. “i clearly see that you and your men don’t want to be there.”

“are you watching us?”

“shouldn’t i?”

“i guess you should. it scary talking with girl who killed own parents.”

 you could only smile. you aren’t afraid of anything and no one will make you feel regret. your parents deserved this and if you wouldn’t kill them they would ruin your life and your family lifes. and y’all don’t deserve this at all. your parents were selfish since you’ve been child. when there was no minhee your only friend was maid and chef. they were talking with you and play with you and your toys just to not feel alone. beside of them you had your grandparents. your grandma loved you like you were her daughter. she always made sure to say “i love you” and to check on you. and your grandpa? he would be proud and happy to walk you to your kindergarten and take care of you along with your grandma. and your parents? they didn’t care. they just thougth about money. more money and even more money. your mother was mean if she had to stay with you. she would just left you in your bedroom with toys and goes to her friend or to watch tv. and father? he didn’t even talk with you. he started to talk when he wanted you to be part of mafia. 

he taught you everything you need to know. and because of their lack of love and your knowledge of things you shouldn’t know about you are like this today. cold and emotionless. no one really show your love (not including your grandparents). kids at shool were afraid of you becasue they knew who you were and their parents didn’t allow them to play with you. in high school they didn’t want to be in touch with girl whose family is gangsters and who could kill anyone they want. you even hadn’t any best friend. no one. 

“it’s not scary. they deserved this.” you were closer. “sometimes you need to get rid of your enemies and i’m sure they were one.”

“am i your enemy?”

“if you will help me you’ll be my friend.”

since then you haven’t talked with family members. you didn’t need to. also minhee was more distant than usually. you even noticed that she is leaving and coming back late at night. you just had hope that she isn’t causing any problems. but when she was gone for two days and came back like nothing happend it makes you feel mad. mark and youngjae were nice enough to follow her around and found out that she is dating someone. minhee was dating and you didn’t even know. also, it seems like they know each other really well and are together since the very long time. 

 you were fine with it. she is 18. she can date anyone. you didn’t even care about this that she doesn’t tell you but it’s okay. it’s hers life after all. but when she were gone for a week and she doesn’t contact with you.. boy, you were really mad. minhee just disapear and have no signs of live. 

“y/n you need to calm down. she for sure is fine.” mark said “she is teenager, something like this happens.”

“but i do so much for her, why she is like this?” bambam was looking at you with sad eyes. he knew he shouldn’t feel this way but he hates your sister and seeing you hurt was really.. bad feeling. he knew how much effort you put to raise her well and take good care of. “i don’t understand. she just could told me that she want to go somewhere or something. i’m sick of it.”

“y/n.. we got it. i think she could leave with her boyfriend. yugyeom is checking him.” jackson hugged you tightly. “she is fine. minhee is strong.”

“and naive. she doesn’t even know how to defend herself what if he is going to hurt her?”

“maybe no? we don’t know.”

 when you were sitting in your office you didn’t know back then that person who is lover of your sister is who he is. reading his info was really surprising to you. it was unbeliveble. member of nct. 

 sound of your heels could be hear in headquarter of nct. your usually outfit on you - dark coat and black boots above your knees. people called you black orphan because of the fact that you are orphan basically and because you only dressed in black.

 members of nct who noticced you were whispering something about black orphan being here. you were walking slowly don’t even bother to look at them. you had goal - find minhee. jackson and rest of the boys were behind you and were in the line. like always.

“excuse me, what are you doing here?” man named mark was in front of you. “i don’t remember that you were invited.”

“i don’t need invitation.” you growled. “better find kim minhee and park jisung.”

 face of mark knew that is going to happen and why are you here. taeyong and rest of the members of nct couldn’t belive that jisung is letting his girlfriend stay in their place. taeyong was against and mad because he found out by accident when he was checking bathroom and minhee was going to bathroom. he almost killed her.

 when mark was about to go your sister and her s/o were near. minhee was looking at you surprised. she knew you could find her but didn’t think that you would come to nct. 

“i count to 10 and we coming home.”

“i’m not leaving.” she hissed. “i’m sick of being under your control.”

“what is this noise here?” taeyong appeard in his hallway. the crowd of his people were looking around whole argument.

“you living with my money that i worked for. i pay your bills and all. i’m doing everything for you to have amazing life. why don’t you understand that you will never be normal girl? you will never. you will always be “daughter of mafia” or “sister who hate her parents”. you should accept this.”

“that’s why i fuckin hate you!” she scream. “i don’t want your help. you think you did everything well. i want to throw up everytime i reminds to myself what you are doing. i don’t want to be part of this also i don’t want to live in china. i want to decide.”

you laughed like freak. you were looking at your little sister and couldn’t think of anything but how stupid she actually is. 

“i’m not asking you.” you hissed. “you are ungretful, spoiled brat who thinks that owns the world and is main charcater, don’t you? if you want to be that independent okay. i’m going to block all back acounts from you. from now on you will work your ass off for money. i’m starting counting and you better come here.” you looked in to her eyes. “1..2..3..”

“you aren’t my mother. my mother is dead! understand this!”

 jaehyun was about to say something but taeyong stopped him. he was enjoying the show in front of him. he really loves how crazy you actually are.

“i’m staying with jisung. i won’t come back to home.”

“you are making disrace for our surname. don’t act like fool and come to home. i’m at 7.”

minhee didn’t even flinch.

“i’m not scared of you. after all i’m your family.”

“are you sure honey?” you touched her cheek. “do you know how killed your lovely parents?” she denied. “i did. funni isn’t it? everyone know but not their own daughter. i think you should be scared of me at that point.”

 minhee couldn’t belive her ears. you killed your parents. she was living with you not knowing about everything.

“you are crazy bitch! i hate you! i hate this family! one day i’ll make sure that police or media destroy you.”

“good luck.” you winked and slapped her. “you are no longer part of kims family. i don’t need you. you were the one that needed me.” you said harshly stepping closer and touched her chest to push her. “you are no one know. there is no coming back. you are done in my eyes. dead. and if i see you in my way i’m going to kill your love and then you. and guess what? nothing will bother to help find justice.” you shrugged and smiled one last time “you are free. make sure to change surname and to make it like we have never been family.”

 minhee was holidng her cheek and crying. at this point she knew that she doesn’t really know her own family. that there is secrets that are creepy and scary just like them. and she was sure she doesn’t want to involved. but now she was feeling bad because of what she said. jisung had tried hundred times explain her who you are. that she is doing it for her safety because thousands of people wants her head and she still didn’t listen.

 taeyong was following you.

“are you going to stop going after me or you want me to beat you up?”

“don’t need to be so harsh. i just want to ask you something.” he smiled. “have you ever been in love?”

“the fuck mr. lee? i only met you few times and i talk with you for the second time.”

“just answer me y/n.” his eyes was shining and you liked this view. you liked him to be honest. he did awesome work by finding your fathers money. he was loyal to you and you liked it. also he was handsome. why don���t like him?

“no. i have never been in love. having crush in daughter of mafia doesn’t sound nice right?”

“i don’t belive. you are way too pretty and too smart to be alone the whole time.” you smiled. he was cheesy but you liked it. “i think this can change.”

“do you want to seduce me?” you asked with little smile. “make me feel like i’m special and leave next day?”

“who said i would leave?” he smirked. “you are really something y/n.”

“i think we could talk about it.”

 and here you are. taeyong brings happines to your live. you have never experinced things like the one you do with taeyong. you are no longer alone. you wake up usually in his bed with his eyse piercing in to your soul. jackson and boys were happy that someone is interested in you and you are intrested in someone. they have never seen you having crush in male. but here you are. all over heels over lee taeyong. you didn’t like the idea of him having you wrapped around his finger but who cares? you like it.

“y/n what are you thinking about?”

“taeyong would you kill for me?”

“isn’t it obvious? i know you can do it by yourself but i would always kill anyone who is messing with my girl.”

“since when i’m your girl?”

“since the first time i’ve heard of you y/n.” he kissed you. “why you asking?”

“i feel like i spend way too much time with you so i need to make sure that you are worth it.”

“are you doubting me?” he touch your cheeks. “look at us. we are in my apartment in japan with beautiful view on sea. we are here alone having the best sex of our lives. having each other and telling silly secrets.” he hugged you and you lay your head on his chest. “we don’t need to stress about business. we have each other now. it’s feels like heaven.” 

“we are in japan. we are looking at the sea.” you smiled softly. “it’s almost like dream.”

“i know you have never thing like this. i want to show you life colors you know?” he smiled. “i want you to be happy. i want to see that you enjoy your time and let someone like you more than friend.”

“you just saying that.” you sighed. “you are going to leave soon like everyone in my life. but it’s okay.”

“you will never get rid of me.” he looked deadly in to your eyes. “past six months was like arcadia with you by my side. i feel like i can love you and i know that no one ever loved you the way i do.” he smiled. “but i’m here. i love you.”

“what?”

“you heard me and i’m not going to say this again.”

“lee taeyong you make me feel needed.”

 he was messing so much with your head and you didn’t even mind. he was there. he was with you and makes you forget about any problems. about stress. about work. time with him is smooth. and you love it.

“can we make love this time? not fuck? i want to feel your love even if it’s temporary.” you said with eyes closed while you kissed him

 taeyong smiled wide. he loved the idea of making love and not just fuck.

“my girl is soft.” he teased. “i want to do it. love.”

“i hate you so much sometimes.” you rolled your eyes. “i’m not going to ask anymore. it’s just this once.”

“alright. i got it.”

 you were sure that taeyong will disapear. you can’t show feeling but taeyong.. he show you love. he was there. you didn’t even know when you started to finding yourself making breakfasts for him. hugging him for every 5 minutes. telling him your dreams. listen to him and advice him. making him happy. it comes to you naturally just by watching his moves to you. it was so soft and so new to you. proudness. it what’s you feel. you could love taeyong. you didn’t even love your parents nor sister. it was more like obligation. but with taeyong? you realized your feeling when you were missing him and your mind just focus on him.

 you wanted to be best girlfriend to him. one time he even just put gun in your mouth and say to suck it if you love him just to then have you moaning “love yous”. and you did. not thinking twice. at this moment you both knew that it’s simply love between dificult people.

 taeyong was deep in you. you could feel him hitting right spots.

“how’s my kitten feeling?”

“good. good sir.” you moaned. “i feel like i’m close.” you whines

“i love view of you. you are perfect for me even your pussy is made for me.” he moeaned. “look at you under me. lovely.”

“stop talking and just make me cum.”

“marry me.”

 you were that confused. you were at edge of orgasm and he is telling you this.

“taeyong why are you saying this when we fuck?”

“why not? will you marry me?” he punted deeper and faster. “i would love to see you with my surname. lee y/n.” he smiled giving you hickeys “all by myself. my wife.”

“you got to be kidding me.” you laughed “we are having sex and you asking me about mar-”

 you couldn’t end your sentence because taeyong circled your clit and suddenly wave of pleasure hit you like ddu du and you cum. moaning his name and curling.

“answer kitten.”

“yes. i want to fuckin marry you lee dumbass taeyong.”