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deoidesign · 1 month

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I’m a trans man that recently got diagnosed with hyper mobile eds, so now seeing Steve makes me extra happy, because cool disabled ftm rep. Thanks for making the radical dude bro, he’s funky.

same disability (waving hand emoji)

Always extremely fulfilling to know my work makes people happy in some small way, it means a lot. Thank you for sharing with me

#I dont talk about having eds cause its not specifically really relevant to my work #been diagnosed with it since 17. woag 10 years next april...#anyways. yeah idk I like the blog to be about my art and I'm used to people asking me a LOT of questions about EDS or disability or canes #just a lot of stuff unrelated to my art. I'm happy to talk about it but I don't want it to be the focus of my blog!#So I've p much chosen to mostly just. not talk about it. even though I'm literally fine talking about it #it's just rarely relevant and no one needs to know LOL #but. I also know that EDS can feel very lonely #and that it's really nice to know other people out there have it #so. hi anon you're not alone #also just in case. literally don't feel bad about anything in the tags here LOL #mostly just like 'please people do not start sending me asks about whether or not you should go to the doctor'#or asks about ableist family members #or venting about pain...#just a lot of invasive and boundary crossing asks the more I talk about it hahahah #but I don't mind sharing at all.#sorry I think I lost the plot on this one #good luck on your journey. starting to accomodate yourself does wonders #and really just extremely happy my work could reach you in this way #sending you love #asks #anon

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destroyalovesu · 8 days

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"yeah your book has queer characters in it but is it interesting?"

i agree with the sentiment but these kinds of takes always make me think abt myself at age 14, desperately trawling the local small town library for any books with any mention of gay people (there werent many, at least that i could find at the time). i scoured internet forums for lists of queer books, but i didnt know the right key words and what i did find our library or local book stores usually didnt have and wouldve been really expensive to ship to finland. back then i wouldve read the phone book if youd told me there was a queer character in it.

i guess its just hard to get my head around how much more access there is nowadays. just looking for gay books is infinitely easier, theres a million lists online. if i walk into my local bookshop there will always be a gay romance book on the "trending on tiktok" shelf.

ofc these days the popular sentiment is "who cares if theres queer characters in a book, what matters is that its good". and thats a good thing!! its what we deserve!! but damn it sends my head spinning how much things have changed in just a decade

#ofc the fact that its easier to access english books now is a game changer as well #back then in my towns library they had one row of english books consisting of lotr a couple sherlock holmes books and eat prey love #ofc theres infinitely more finnish queer lit out there too. but the access to english lit feels like almost an equally massive change #and idk i this idea that all books are so accessible now does feel. very american #bc while its true for me too as a finnish adult with my own savings and a bank card to do with as a please #its not true for everyone everywhere. like if i was a kid with homophobic parents and no money in a country without well stocked libraries #id be just as screwed as i was as a teen 10+ years ago if not more so #idk im just rambling now #this is just a topic ive been thinking abt a lot since seeing all those glib posts abt how theres no excuse to pretend not to have access #to certain books #i lost the thread of this post a while ago #my post #queer tag

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froschli96 · 10 months

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If I had a nickel for every time a fantasy adaptation made the exiled royal character trying to return home and reclaim their throne a natural and inspirational leader who's shown to be honorable and trying to do best by their people, only to have them falter at the last step by succumbing to some vaguely dragon-related hereditary mental illness that drives them mad just like their ancestor and forces the love of their life to betray them and then they ultimately die in the arms of said love...

I would have two nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.

#in case it isn't clear this is about #the hobbit #game of thrones #recently rewatched the hobbit movies and I said out loud at thorins death 'oh no he's been khaleesied!'#also im afraid that i might be falling back into bagginshield hell... what is this 2015??? anyways #hobbit spoilers #got spoilers #do i have to tag that? its been like 10 years and i feel like anyone whos not watched got at this point is not going to start now

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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The annoying thing about releasing sanji from the cage inside my brain this week is that 1) I got stung by a wasp or yellowjacket on my dominant hand and it's so swollen there's tension when I grip a pencil and 2) I won't be around this weekend to draw him a million times in color 😭

#my number 1 bby girl forever #someone in the tags of one of my posts welcomed me to the z0san corner and i lov u but thats so funny #given that i was writing terrible fanfics abt them in 2013 and have been thinking obsessively about them for the last 10 years #i feel like that always sunny meme. newsflash. ive been obsessive with z0san the entire god damn time #i just have invisible walls in my brain that prevent me from doing things but im breaking this one down and making it everyone else problem #lol. god. its so embarrassing. i love sanji so much but i hate him but hes my bby girl but he must suffer forever #thats just how it is. ya kno?#unrelated

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courfee · 2 months

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just went through all my ao3 fics and edited all the tags because i feel like i overtag a lot and it always bothered me. tbf the most overtagging happens in my relationship/character tags but i find it super difficult to judge who/which relationship is important. like friendships are So Important in my fics i dont feel like i cant tag less there? especially my longer fics. amtc james&sirius and black brothers are in my mind at least if not more important than literally amtc jegulus. i know its a jegulus fic but also jegulus is just the catalyst for other relationship dynamics. how do you tag that stuff

#honestly same with operation wanker #i finally put the wolfstar tag at the end of the relationship list #because genuinely when i first wrote the fic i debated leaving that out completely because i just do not focus on them At All #but considering theyre the very reason for the whole fic i couldnt not tag them #but james and sirius in operation wanker are as important to me as jegulus #and they go through a similar plot line of developing and changing so ?? yk???#idk how to tag i am really bad at it honestly #as you can tell i have exam season #hence me doing anything but the things i should be doing #hp #fic rant #i need a tag for general ramblings #i did take out a lot of character tags in a lot of my fics #like in some of them i literally now have a relationship tag but not the character tag which im also still not sure at #like on lies and spies still has the peter&marlene tag but it doesnt have a marlene tag anymore #and im still debating if i should also take the relationship tag out but also its important for peters actions??? idkkk man i am bad at thi #took out a lot of tags from amtc because i just felt it was too long overall #like i do think they were not completely unimportant but it was such a wall of text i felt a bit overwhelmed #tagging fics where its literally just 2 characters and theyre romantically/sexually involved is so much easier #like on high delight the tags make perfect sense because its very obvious what the focus is on #but i so seldomly write fics that are confined to just a ship (/) dynamic #maybe this is my arospec that ive been eyeing for the past 10 years and keep ignoring showing #i just care about writing relationships (&) so much more honestly #ok thats actually a lie im not tooo good with just platonic fics but i like writing romantic stuff in the context of friendgroups #i like characters having to keep secrets from the people they usually tell evrything to #love exploring characters finding out they have friendship boundaries they previously didnt know about #love writing about trust and and conflicting feelings and having to make choices #also lmao very iconic of me to have 5km of tags on a post of me saying i am prone to overtagging. really proving my own point here

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the-acid-pear · 5 months

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I never tried the option myself bc it'd probably mean skipping the Reason You Suck speech at the end (fire for speedrunners though) but I Love that you can frame your Phoneys in 3, especially so if you've already killed the previous two. Like yeah couldn't send you off to die so i'll let the goverment do it for me 🧸 like its just Peak evil imo.

#luly talks #i do relinquish in the pain and the agony but dont get me wrong the thought of any of them 3 getting jailed makes me SO sad #rog esp since he's the one im writing about and the biggest nerve wreck #gingi voice they'll be the last one to pick the board game for prison-game-night..........#actually yknow i wonder if rog would end up almost believing it after all when you try to gaslight him for the shits and giggles #(as in: telling HE was victim of the bite of 87 and the like) he tells you to not do that bc his brain is already scrambled or something #so there's a chance perhaps he'd believe it if he had everyone constantly accussing him of it?#not like it'd matter much i have no hopes for the dsaf justice system i know its been 35 years since jack got framed but still #i just remembered when the option popped up i said ''god im really becoming steven 😭''#first time i made the joke too was when i said ''imagine your boss sucks so bad you turn suicidal'' no clue what the context was #OH YEAH JAKE SAYING HE'D RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN KEEP WORKING HERE yeah. poor guy.#anyway im derailing my own post again uhhh. yeah. yeah i dont trust any phoney is avoiding the death sentence #dsaf #roger jones #dsaf roger #btw just for the sake of yapping longer i truly cant decide whether harry or jake would survive better in the enviroment #probably jake to be honest. I mean Harry has a lot of experience inside freddy's but he didnt really live outside it muhc #jake is so confrontational though #hey did you guys watch the hit movie felon? sure that guy wasn't framed but. i feel like jake would end up w that attitude #except for. you know. everything else that happens in the hit movie felon.#hey actually forget about this game go watch the 10/10 movie Felon from 2008 starring Val Kilmer and Stephen Dorff #because its one of my all time fave movies and probably the saddest i've seen #not bc there arent movies that are more tragic but bc no movie was able to break thru my walls of idgaf and make me cry anyway #yeah you thought i couldnt bring up my movie fixations on my different fandom posts well you were WRONG in fact #im gonna go tag my other post i left untagged yesterday bc my ass was Cooking

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termagax · 3 months

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like ronnies wuest is ALSO really really good but you basically get to say to her everything i wanted to say. about it not being her fault and about how much i love her and want her to be free and live her own life and not tie herself to a sinking ship forever. girl i love you sometimes your family is determined to wallow in the mud but YOU dont have to. but like you get to tell her that straight up. the combo of not getting to say everything i want to say + arcade LEAVING ME FOREVER. SOMETHING I DID NOT KNOW WOULD HAPPEN. just leaves me with this big aching arcade gannon shaped hole in my heart that will never be filled by anything else as long as i am on this earth. i get to go back to my apartment every night and go HONEY IM HOME and kiss veronica on the mouth. i wont see arcade again for months and months and months of in game time. and i miss him dearly.

#this is very immersive becayse of how i set up dannie and arcades relationship #ie: hes been someone shes known since she was a kid and pretty regularly would run away from home #and at some point made freeside her hangout spot when she was on the run. and would bother the followers. so in my mind #arcade (who i think would be ~10 years older?) would kind of be her tutor and just generally a weird older brother figure #and then one of the times she gets dragged back home by the hair she just never comes back #yk until a few years pass and she gets shot in the head #so i think arcade is someone she thinks about often during that time where she doesnt go back to vegas. and i imagine hed think about her o #occassion. yk like wondering what ever happened to her. probably assuming that shed died young.#so i think itd be very sweet when shes doing quest stuff and rolls back up to freeside for the first time since she was like 15-17ish #so its been like 8-10 years at that point. so i think itd be a nice little reunion #and also like WOW. that weird scrawny kid you used to tutor is huge and badass now #i think a lot about them getting to know each other again and just chatting while hiking around or making camp #and i think as things progress dannie really starts to rely on him more as she feels in over her head vis a vis the fate of vegas #and in her mind arcade is like. the worlds greatest person. so he must know the right decision. so i think she would ask him for reassuranc #or just for his take on the Political Situation a lot #(immersive because i got REALLY scared after killing house i was considering reloading a save. and i asked arcade just on a whim. and he #said he thought i was making the best possible choice. and it made me feel so much better and less scared)#anyways. i think she thinks the world of him. not very many people have been nice to her in her life and arcade is a little bitchy but his #heart is full of love. i do think they have a very sibling-ey dynamic #so i do think once he leaves. she would miss him agonizingly bad #she would catch herself turning around before big decisions like 'arcade what do you think - oh.'#and i think shed kind of retreat into herself without him there. very quiet. very uncertain of what shes doing.#🏜️#<- for the tags.

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lotussokka · 1 year

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Tagged by @kittlyns (back in march lol) to share my lock screen, last song played, and last picture saved

it didnt specify how many people to tag so im going to tag 10 people bc kittlyn tagged me on my blog's 10th anniversary: @girlwwx @rudiecantfail @yokoyas @glitteratti @booksnbarricades @sonyachni @ettelwenailinon @smiliestboye @sisyphuslnabyss and @hopefulqueer

#i found this it in my activity and i knew i would never have a better last photo than i do at this moment in time #(well the actual most recent photo is just a png of the 2 lime green Xs that i separated out to make future versions of this easier)#the context of the meme is talking about songs being stuck in my head‚ not my general feelings toward them #and its about the great comet of 1813.mp3 not the entirety of great comet #also the pallas cat represents me bc my discord profile is that photo #you dont care #tag games #if you saw this on discord… um hello?? im trying to keep these 2 identities /Vaguely/ separate so pls like… dont share this blog over there #but youre welcome to stay and look around at... my 10 years of complaining and oversharing in the notes 😬#for the people i tagged: i chose you bc youre all people that i interact with/have interacted with in the past #thank you for being here. you obviously dont have to do this if you dont want to!#sorry im never on here anymore its bc i access ao3 through the tumblr app rather than a regular mobile browser so i cant really use mobile #and my internet makes it difficult to use tumblr on desktop #not me being like 'damn i cant believe NONE of them saw this yet' only to realize its been in my drafts for 3hrs #since i wrote this up i listened to zayn's leaked demo 'hurt' but im not updating this now #partially bc the idea of writing the alt text for the album cover i made makes me irrationally nervous

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l-cereta · 1 year

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oh my god u know the hrt is working when u get genuinely white girl drunk