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#hmmm#do i feel on the verge of losing my dinner because i ate something funny or i'm that anxious about work lmao#how do people come home and completely switch off their brain from work thoughts#i'm trying to relax and draw and my brain just won't let me escape my work stress#i'll be surprised if my boss doesn't let me go in the next six months#i'm really not performing well and she just seems more and more fed up with me#i'm trying my best but i think i'm just not good enough#i need to find an easier job at this point i'm clearly not intelligent enough for this one#anyways cheers happy tuesday i guess#words with min
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RP meme from the "American Psycho" film (trigger heavy)
"God, I hate this place. It's a chick's restaurant."
"Are you freebasing or what ?"
"They don't have a good bathroom to do coke in."
"You're a fucking ugly bitch. I wanna stab you to death and play around with your blood."
"I believe in taking care of myself, in a balanced diet, in a rigorous exercise routine."
"I always use an aftershave lotion with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older."
"And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, and may be you can even sense our life styles are probably comparable, I simply am not there."
"Don't wear that outfit again."
"Come on. You're prettier than that."
"You don't like this, I take it."
"Do you know anything about Sri Lanka ?"
"This is crazy ! You're a fool.
"I mean, can you talk to these people or something ? I'm not getting anywhere.
"You're fucking me, and we haven't made plans."
"I'm on a lot of lithium."
"What could you possibly be up to tonight ?"
"Wear something fabulous."
"I just want a child."
"How on Earth did you get a reservation there ?"
"It looks so soft."
"Impressive. Very nice."
"You're sweating."
"Why don't you get a job ?"
"You got a negative attitude. That's what's stopping you."
"You gotta get your act together. I'll help you."
"You reek of shit. Do you know that ?"
"I don't have anything in common with you."
"I have all the characteristics of a human being-- flesh, blood, skin, hair-- but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust."
"Something horrible is happening inside of me, and I don't know why."
"My nightly bloodlust has overflowed into my days."
"I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy."
"I think my mask of sanity is about to slip."
"Mistletoe alert."
"It's a Vietnamese potbellied pig. They make darling pets."
"How you been ? Workaholic, I suppose ? Haven't seen you in a while."
"I like to dissect girls."
"Did you know I'm utterly insane ?"
"I've got a tanning bed at home. You should look into it."
"Do you have a dog ? A little chow or something ?"
"He was completely naked and standing up on the table."
"Where do I send the bastard ?"
"I hope I'm not being cross-examined here."
"It's just strange. One day, someone's walking around, to work, alive, and then-- Nothing. People just disappear."
"That's a very fine chardonnay you're drinking."
"You have a very nice body."
"Not quite blonde, are you ? More dirty blonde."
"Don't you wanna know what I do ?"
"How much did you pay for it ?"
"I don't want you to get drunk, but that's a very fine chardonnay you're not drinking."
"It was too artsy, too intellectual."
"You can practically hear every nuance of every instrument."
"Look at the camera."
"If they have a good personality and they are not great looking, then who fucking cares ?"
"There are no girls with good personalities."
"A good personality consists of a chick with a little hard body who will satisfy all sexual demands without being too slutty about things and who will essentially keep her dumb fucking mouth shut."
"The only girls with good personalities, who are smart or maybe funny or halfway intelligent or talented-- though God knows what the fuck that means-- are ugly chicks."
"Listen, what about dinner ?"
"I've seen you looking at me. I've noticed your hot body. Don't be shy."
"I've gotta return some video tapes."
"I never knew you smoked."
"I'm not sure, but I don't think dyslexia is a virus."
"It's a fucking milligram of sweetener. I wanna get high off this, not sprinkle it on my fucking oatmeal."
"Can you keep it down ? I'm trying to do drugs."
"Sorry, dude. Steroids."
"I'm into, uh, well, murders and executions, mostly."
"So, where do you work out ?"
"You think I'm dumb, don't you ?"
"There's something sweet about you."
"Would you like to accompany me to dinner ? That is, if you're not doing anything."
"Let's not think about what I want. How about anywhere you want ?"
"You look great. Very fit."
"You can always be thinner, look better."
"What do you really wanna do with your life ? Just briefly, summarize. And don't tell me you enjoy working with children, okay ?"
"Well, I'd like to travel and maybe go back to school, but I don't really know. I'm at a point in my life where there seems to be so many possibilities, but I'm-- I don't know-- I'm just so unsure."
"Do you have a boyfriend ? "
"Are you seeing anyone ? I mean, seriously ?"
"It's me. Don't try to hide."
"I know I have a tendency to get involved with unavailable men."
"I think if you stay, something bad will happen. I think I might hurt you. You don't wanna get hurt, do you ?"
"I don't wanna get bruised."
"I'm not so sure about this. I had to go to Emergency after last time."
"This won't be anything like last time. I promise."
"This is nicer than your other apartment."
"If you had a platinum card, she'd give you a blowjob."
"Do you have any coke ? Or Halcyon ?"
"Let's not get lewd. I'm in no mood for a lewd conversation."
"Are you telling me you've never gotten it on with a girl?"
"No. I'm not a lesbian. Why would you think I would be into that ?"
"You're making me feel weird."
"You actually listen to Whitney Houston ?"
"Not the face!"
"My need to engage in homicidal behavior on a massive scale cannot be corrected, but I have no other way to fulfill my needs."
"You're inhuman."
"I'm in touch with humanity."
"I know my behavior can be erratic sometimes."
"What do you want me to do ? What is it that you want ?"
"If you really wanna do something for me, then stop making this scene right now."
"I'm leaving. I've assessed the situation, and I'm going."
"Drop the weapon ! Drop it now !"
"I guess I've killed maybe... 20 people."
"I ate some of their brains, and I tried to cook a little."
"I just had to kill a lot of people !"
"I'm not sure I'm gonna get away with it... this time."
"I mean, I guess I'm a pretty sick guy."
"I think you should go now."
"What did you say, you dumb bitch ?"
"Stop sounding so fucking sad."
"I'm not going anywhere unless we have a reservation."
"Keep your shirt on. Maybe lose the suspenders."
"Just fucking call them. Give me the phone. I'll do it."
"Such a boring, spineless lightweight."
"Now, where do we have reservations at ?"
"What are you so fucking zany about ?"
"I'm just a happy camper!"
"I need a scotch."
"All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused, and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed."
"My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape."
"My punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself."
"This confession has meant... nothing."
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A Girl’s Best Friend (Peter Parker x OC) - Part 10
Synopsis: Diamonds are man’s best friend- or dogs are girls’ best friends, wait… how does the saying go again?
Warnings: Family issues; Peter has a crush and it’s complicated; mention of assault; good dogs; College AU; aged up! characters; TONY STARK IS ALIVE AND WE ALL LIVE IN A HAPPY PLACE CALLED DENIAL
A/N: This is a BIG STEP for Peter and Em, but ooooh boy you guys are in for a long ride. I just finished writing chapter 18 and let me tell you, this slow burn is getting out of hand. Leave feedback for quicker updates!
Word count: 3.2k
Part 9 <<< >>> Part 11
MASTERLIST
Last time he had such a bad case of nerves, he was on another planet, fighting for humanity and the fate of all living things. Well, that and the time he overslept and nearly missed the final exam of this first semester, almost not passing.
What was it with this girl that made him want to do good all the time? The crushing need to impress her made him lose his cool and overdo everything. He had caught himself considering truly unreasonable plans for tonight’s date as she hadn’t told him she wanted to do anything specific. It ranged from a classic dinner at a high-end restaurant to a full-blown private helicopter tour of the city (made possible by one supportive Tony Stark who was definitely trying to hitch Peter up).
He came twenty minutes early for no other reason than he was pumped to see her, and he was making Tessa nervous with his constant pacing around his room. It didn’t matter, he didn’t mind waiting for her, besides, she was freakishly punctual. One second she was nowhere in sight, the next she stood next to him.
A bit like right now.
“You look a bit lost, have you never been to Central Park at all?” she chuckled from behind him, making Peter spin on his heels to face her.
He opened his mouth to answer, but he got distracted as soon as he saw her. It happened more often than he would care to admit, but luckily for him, he pulled himself together quickly.
“I was looking for you, but I never see you coming,” he told her. “You’re very sneaky for someone who wears heels all the time.”
As if to illustrate what he said, Emmeline clicked her heels together, Dorothy style.
“Is it too late to become a ninja or a spy?” she wondered out loud, already reaching for his arm, gesturing him to go ahead and lead the way.
“A ninja with a master’s in biophysics then. I don’t know, you’d have to ask the guidance counselor what kind of degree you need for that. Do you think it pays well?”
She tilted her head a little, eyes drifting upwards: a sure sign that she was actually, seriously thinking about the answer.
“I don’t know. But if being sneaky was my superpower, I suppose I could send my resume to the Avengers, what do you think? We’d work at the same place then. I’m sure it pays well there at least.”
Peter’s tense laugh didn’t fool her, but she didn’t call him out on it. Mentioning his Stark internship unfailingly turned him into a blubbering mess. It reached the point where she considered he might not actually have an internship there; maybe he was Tony Stark’s secret love child? This theory would have worked if he didn’t confide in her that his parents had both died when he was still a kid.
“You would get so sick of me if you saw me all day long,” Peter finally told her, having recovered his good mood.
They were walking down 5th avenue, linked at the arm, walking slightly closer than they normally would, and Emmeline never really looked away from Peter, despite wearing heels and having to navigate between people. Once again, it made him wonder if she wasn’t secretly a classically trained dancer to whom grace was second nature and who could read his own movements to follow his steps.
This girl truly prompted the most ridiculous wonderings, but it was what made it all so thrilling, so very enticing. She let him closer than anyone else in years, yet he still felt he discovered a new Emmeline every day. And despite all of the mystery surrounding her, he thought he really did know her, who she was deep down – a brilliant, lively young woman who was frustrated not to be able to shine as bright as she wanted to.
Behind every sentence, every glance, he saw the looming shadow of the pressure she endured from her family, it weighted her down like a chain around the ankle. If they were in a movie, he would ask her to elope with him, start a new life elsewhere.
A small, timid part of him wanted that too, but it was a parasite thought. Being Spider-Man fulfilled him in a way nothing else could, and it was a pleasure as much as a duty and a responsibility to save people. The part of him that wished for someone else to have gained those powers was immature and impulsive.
“Is it a challenge?” she asked, cocking an eyebrow at him.
Peter had already forgotten what he had said, but it came back when she gave him a pointed look.
“Uh, it was not, but feel free to take it as such,” he replied before making a fool of himself and staying silent as she watched on. “Sorry, I’m a bit distracted, I can’t get over the fact you agreed to go out.”
There, better. Not the smoothest approach, but honesty was always preferable to whatever he had been doing up until now. She probably thinks I’m a dimwit at this point.
Emmeline seemed a bit taken aback by his last comment; her smile was replaced by a thin line, lips pinched together.
“Why?”
He could tell she wasn’t playing oblivious and was genuinely surprised that he would think she would refuse.
Hadn’t she been flirting enough with him? Last time she ate lunch with Peter and Ned, the latter had given her a thumbs up when she put a hand a Peter’s arm to get his attention and show him something.
“I just- I thought- Maybe-“ Great. Back to stuttering and blushing. If she hadn’t been holding his arm, he might have fled.
“Let me make this easy for you,” she cut him off before he could further embarrass himself. Emmeline had magical timing. “Whatever nonsense you were about to say, forget it. I like you a lot, and that’s why I’m here. If you hadn’t asked me to go out, I would have asked you, sooner than later.”
“Well that’s hard to believe. But it does help to hear it,” Peter said, unable to hold back the goofy smile on his face, nor the stuttering of his heart and the heat in his cheeks. “It’s a relief actually, I was on the verge of a breakdown when I didn’t get an answer after I sent that risky text. Ned can tell you.”
“I don’t need to ask Ned, I know it’s true, you’re the most anxious person I know, and I know me.”
“What?” Peter’s voice came out as more of a squeal than a question. “You’re not anxious, you’re the most confident person I know!”
“More like I’m the best actress you know then, I have to dye my hair because it started growing white in same places in high school, around the time I had to start thinking about my future.”
“I don’t believe a word of it,” Peter said, shaking his head. “How can-“ he paused. “I can’t imagine you as a teenager, I don’t have enough imagination to picture you as anything else than the woman I see right now.”
Emmeline’s heart did a summersault in her chest, but she tried to not let it show that his words affected her so much. She tightened her grip on his arm and stepped even closer when someone bumped into her shoulder.
“I’ll show you a picture if you prove yourself worthy,” she vowed, her free hand placed over her heart. “I burned all but one, for old time’s sake, and it’s horrendous, but I trust you will not run away after seeing me with bangs and braces.”
“Bangs and braces?” Peter winced, hissing under his breath and pretending to shake off her hand. “The date was nice, I’m gonna go now…”
“Hey!” Emmeline called after him when he tried to power-walk away from her, grabbing him by the shirt to make him stay. “You’re not getting out of this, Parker! I came here for a proper date and I shall have it!”
Peter quit his teasing and returned next to her, assuring her that he was kidding and would make tonight worth her while. Emmeline slipped her hand into his instead of holding his arm. His smile disappeared a little and he gulped down. Hopefully his hands wouldn’t become too clammy.
“Now tell me where we’re going,” she demanded. “Are we still going for coffee?”
“We’re going to this rooftop bar I know. Local bands come and play there, and it has a nice view of the city at night. They serve food too, and I intend to take full advantage of you once you start getting cold and need someone to keep you warm,” Peter shamelessly admitted, having finally recovered some of his self-confidence.
Part of him wondered if he would ever stop being nervous around her, but she had a way of making his worries disappear and putting him at ease. He couldn’t fathom what it was about her, but he was under a spell.
“Who says I won’t take advantage of you and say I’m cold just to snuggle?” She smirked when Peter scoffed a little, rolling his eyes. “Two of us can play this game.”
“You know, come to think of it, you’d do great at Stark Tower, you’d fit in beautifully,” he changed the subject, feeling like the previous one was too much of a slippery slope.
She answered him with the brightest of smiles, strands of her black hair falling out of her bun as she laughed and shook her head slightly.
“And to what do I owe the change of mind?”
“You speak a little bit like him.” Peter looked at his feet than up again. Tony. “You’re both blunt to the point of rashness, not to mention that you both talk like nothing’s out of your reach.”
Emmeline made a funny face that was somewhere between amusement and shame. She knew she tended to consider her own circumstances as a given for everyone, forgetting that some people’s perspectives were limited by money, connections, opportunities.
“I’m working on getting rid of that ugly trait of personality,” she promised. “Though you probably didn’t mean it as a reproach,” she added quickly when Peter opened his mouth to protest. “You speak very highly of him.”
“I’m actually contractually obligated to, so…”
The flicker of doubt in Emmeline’s eyes told him that she believed him, if only for a split second, and it sent him in a fit of laughter.
“Don’t make fun of me!” she chastised him. “It’s not that far-fetched when you consider who he is.”
“Oh, you don’t know the half of it…”
*
“Alright,” Ned said, slamming a hand on the table he was sitting at to get Peter’s attention. “Enough is enough.”
He startled and his elbow slipped off the table, which then caused his desk chair to roll away and Peter fell heavily on the ground, with about as much grace as a beached whale.
He gave frantic looks about him, finally remembering where he was. Peter shook his head and scrambled back to his feet to save what was left of his dignity if he ever possessed any.
“Earth to Peter Parker,” Ned teased him. “This is ridiculous, you know? Just spit it out so we can actually start to study for our exams.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Peter shrugged and placed his hands on his hips, somehow achieving the least convincing acting of his life.
“Are you kidding me? I can see you vibrating from where I’m sitting,” Ned accused, throwing him his eraser from across their desks. They sat at the library, on desks facing each other. It was nice to be able to talk here now that it was completely empty. “Tell me how your date went. Give me all the juicy details!”
“It went… it went well.” Peter shrugged again and he cursed himself for doing it. This habit of Emmeline’s really rubbed off on him, and Ned hadn’t missed it.
“Is that all? You’ve been daydreaming for over an hour because your date went well?”
“What else do you want to hear? It’s the truth!” Peter sighed.
He would usually have told Ned right away, but not this time. It felt… a little wrong. Whatever relationship he had with Emmeline, it was too fragile to be exposed to the world just yet, therefore he kept their moments together to himself, like treasured secrets.
“I don’t know, that you had fun, that you took her somewhere classy, that she was so impressed that she invited you to her penthouse and you took the lord’s name in vain all night long?”
“You’ve been watching too much Netflix again, that’s not real life, that’s a TV show. I don’t know what more to tell you other than it went well!” Okay, maybe that was a lie, but he didn’t feel like sharing.
Ned dropped the smile and squinted his eyes at Peter, who braced himself for the worst.
“Did your shoot your web too soon?” Ned asked in all seriousness, leaning back in his chair and interlacing his fingers on his stomach. “Happens to all of us.”
Peter furrowed his brows, then stared at his best friend with a questioning frown, then made a face of disgust and incomprehension.
“No, oh, my God, no!” he denied, sitting back on his chair and rolling towards the desk again. He put his elbows on the table and buried his face in his open palms. “We just went on a date, nothing more.”
“Oh.” There was a pause that lasted too long for Peter’s taste. “Is that the problem then? Didn’t get the booty?” Now he was using his sympathetic voice. Peter glared at him from between his fingers.
“It’s not about that,” he groaned, finally looking us.
“You can’t even say it,” Ned told him with a self-satisfied smirk. “Just say it, man. It’ll free you.”
“No.”
“Why can’t you say it? It’s simple really, it’s S-E-X. Repeat after me: s-“
“Yes, okay, okay, sex! I’m not doing this just for sex, Ned! And you know that; you know I’ve been waiting for a good occasion to talk to her since day one,” Peter finally shouted in the middle of the library, before remembering it was a public space and lowering his voice, praying that no one had heard that. “I like her. A lot.”
He half expected Ned to make fun of him for his outburst and the inevitable blush that came with it, but his friend became serious.
“Does she like you back?”
The pen right in front of him became the most fascinating object all of a sudden, and his eyes were glued to it, noticing for the first time that it was a Metropolitan Museum pencil – he must have snatched it during a school trip one day, he couldn’t remember. Crazy that he still had it.
Peter didn’t like to speculate on such changing things as were feelings, and he particularly disliked thinking about the possibility of them not being reciprocated. He had been wrong before, and maybe that was why Ned pushed his buttons like that: to make sure he wasn’t running after a mirage once again. Even Spider-Man wasn’t immune to heartbreak.
Emmeline Gerard was a great many things: she was fluky, secretive, opinionated, strong-willed, demanding, brilliant, lively, dazzling, and so very elusive. It would be wrong to assume he knew how she felt. But still, he could hold on to hope. He could hold onto the memory of her lingering gaze, of the tips of her fingers brushing against his hand, of the way she bid him goodnight.
“I guess we’ll find out soon,” Peter simply said, not telling Ned about the kiss she placed on his cheek when they parted, and whose memory had rendered him completely unable to think about anything else.
*
“You should have seen this, Bella,” Emmeline groaned, throwing herself on the couch next to her dog. Bella raised her head to check on her and pawed her a little. “It was so cringy. I’m still cringing about the cringe of it all. When was the last time I felt so shy and awkward during a date?”
Bella placed her head back onto the couch and seemed highly disinterested from the conversation but Emmeline continued nonetheless.
“Have I ever been on a proper date? I can’t even remember. I feel so stupid for letting it get to my head, I acted like a total fool. But then again, so did he.” The sheer thought of that evening brought color to her cheeks, which she promptly covered with her hands, even though there was no one around. “All the cringe,” she muttered to herself, rolling to the side and hiding her face into a cushion.
It had been two days since their date. Emmeline hadn’t had a minute to herself between their assignment and the whole getting ready for her father’s annual speech on Christmas Eve. Her mother had sent several outfit options for her to choose from, right down to the shoes and accessories.
Emmeline had thrown them all on her balcony out of rage. Two hours later, when she had calmed down, she went out to grab them again and take a look at what her dear mother thought appropriate to wear for a public speech that would be broadcasted live on television.
There was too much cream and pearl color for her taste. All of these dresses made her look like a conservative babysitter; no heel exceeded two inches; no neckline was below the collarbone; no hemline higher than her knees.
She threw them out again, to be given to Goodwill. Her parents be damned, she wouldn’t let them dress her up like they did a porcelain doll to appeal to the public eye.
There was something she meant to do but hadn’t worked the courage yet. It would have been much easier to do it before Peter asked her out on a date – however marvelously cringy it had been – but she wasn’t going to back out. She needed the emotional support, she wanted to see the look on her parents’ face, and she wanted to see Peter again.
What was he up to these days? He hadn’t given a single sign of being alive since he left her on her doorstep. She could still see the goofy smile on his face when she had kissed him goodnight, and it made her blush and smile to herself.
“Aaarrgh!” she screamed into her pillow, hiding the embarrassment on her face and startling Bella to the point where she jumped off the couch and walked away from her crazy human.
It all made her dizzy. It made her a little sick too, a good kind of sick, the kind you get when you’re fifteen and your crush looks at you in the hallway. She had never experienced this firsthand, and it was good and refreshing. It made her feel younger and sillier than she was, a bit giddy too.
Peter Parker had her wrapped around his finger, and not only was he oblivious to that, but Emmeline also knew for a fact that he would never use it against her if he ever realized.
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Hi I'm new and I would like to request a bts reaction to you normally skipping meals and snacking throughout the day sometimes -one of my doctors tried to get me to eat properly but I still haven't picked up the habit to 😔
Of course, I would love to do this for you! :)
( I’m use both because they are both nice!)Jin
He would notice as you tried to sneak out of the living room once he had called out to everyone that dinner was ready. You were visiting your boyfriend bands apartment for Dinner. He had cooked a traditional Korean Dinner in hopes of you enjoying the meal.
But you didn’t want to eat. You were in the need to lose some weight, and you felt fat every time you ate anything like dinner or snacks.
“AH! I see you! come back here Missy~ ” Jin runs over to you grabbing your forearm and pulls you to the dining room table. “please sit princess… You need to eat, Your doctor told you that you need to eat healthier portions.”
“I don’t like eating..too much; I need to skip this meal, I already ate two days ago. I skip three days total. The doctor is a lie!” You crossed your arms looking away from Jin.
Jin’s eyes widened in shock, as he slams his hands onto the table causing you’re to flinch. You stood up frowning at him but he grabs your hand again before saying “You are going to put yourself through torture, just to lose pounds?”
“I’ve tried eating healthy, I just gain it back. I’ve been doing gym as well. I might just do diet pills-”
“How about this.” He says softly, you looked at him; his face full of concern.
“We take this slowly, and not rush. I don’t want you to skip your meals, you will get sick. I don’t want you to wind up hospitalized.” He hugs you close, even though you were relentless about it. You didn’t want Jin getting angry at you because that’s the last thing you ever wanted to happen.
Suga
Yoongi would take his time with you, and not force you to eat too much. You had told him how your fear of gaining weight physically hurts you to the point of puking at the thought of eating a huge meal. Each day he would encourage you to eat a little bit more in portions until you felt comfortable and not on the verge of puking.
You sat down as you slowly nibbled on a banana, Yoongi was intensely staring at you as you at which cause you to laugh. He snaps out of it with a derpy smile.
“I’m sorry, you just look so cute when you chew.”
“what the heck yoongi~” You covered your mouth,
“I’m just happy you’re taking baby steps and trying to eat again.” He stood up, walking up to you and kissing your forehead gently before taking a bite from your banana and glomping you *
(Really Nam Joon? Do carrots have skin? I don’t actually …)
Namjoon
He would notice you becoming fatigued each day as you complained that you felt too tired to come over to the rap mon studio. The way you spoke to him over the phone sounded as if you were on your last days on earth. Then one day he finds out you passed out from lack there of nutrition. He was furious, but also scared. He had rushed over with food in hand, he made sure Jin and helped him make you some homemade Jin soup, which consists of a good portion of meat and a side of rice.
You froze one you and he stopped chatting and he had opened up a bowl container containing the soup Jin had made 3 hours ago.
“Please eat this. I’m worried about your health. You’re low in nutrition.” You tried to sit up but your body shook violently. He stands up, placing the bowl on the night stand and helps you sit up. He fluffs up the pillow behind you so you could sit up straight. He grabs the bowl and spoon as he scoops up a bit of the soul and brings it to your mouth. “Say Ahhhh~”
“But I don’t want to be fat.”
“I’m not understanding here..your not fat baby.”
“Namjoon-ah…look at me!”
“I see a beautiful woman, who needs to eat this soup or so help me-”
“Okay, Okay!” He kisses your forehead as he also eats with you to make you feel more comfortable.
(His face. LOL)
Hoseok
He was raised to eat very well as a child and made sure his sisters and mom ate before he did any meal. So he was also the same with you even when you were a bit reluctant to eat food. You and he took the time making homemade food instead of fast food. He would praise you when you eat everything on your plate and would scold you if you tried to wiggle your way out of a meal.
*hugs you as you tried to run*
“Jagiya! You need to your food, the doctor said so! I will punish you if you don’t eat.”
“But I don’t want to feel fat hoseok! I’d feel bad…”
“Mmmm…I think you’re wonderful Jagi. So please, don’t starve your body. Plus…”
“Nothing is wrong with a little oomph.” He squeezes tighter this time making you giggle. “Now do what the doctor says and eat small portions of fruits and veggies.”
Jimin
He would spoon you in sitting position while trying to feed you apple sauce or anything that is light on your stomach, even though you rejected him. He hated seeing you starve yourself, just because you thought you were fat. He’s been through it, and Army had gotten on him…his mother had gotten on him. And it took one Hospital ride, and almost dying to actually stop what he was doing to himself.
“I’m not sure if you know this, but I don’t want you to go down the same path I did. I wanted to be skinnier than I already was, and it almost killed me. I almost killed myself because I wanted to fit the standards of Korean beauty in Korea. I just want you to know, it isn’t worth it at all…fasting like that is a very dangerous thing baby so please. Eat this?”
(couldn’t find one of him cooking, because the boys don’t let him cook I guess lol..Uhh so here is a cute baby eating a jelly burger xD)
Taehyung
“Can we talk about this?”
He would want to sit down with you and chat about why you were doing this. He’d try to understand while also giving you some insight on how this could badly affect your body. He strongly suggested eating a small portion but not too much. Also to work out after a huge meal if you had done it, instead of forcing yourself to puke.
“The doctor said, if you properly start eating daily, your stomach will get used to the food! Just slowly eat small portion Jagiya.”
Jungkook
He would understand why you wanted to do this, but at the same time, he wanted you to NOT starve yourself and try to at least eat something. He would suggest eating healthy foods, like whole grain or fruits.
“I hate eating snacks.”
“Just try eating peanuts, or oranges if you want something sweet and tangy! try eating some fish instead of red meat but I do advise eating it so your bones can develop better!”
“Jungkook- but I would feel fatter than I already feel.”
“You’re not even fat. You’re beautiful.” He would hug you and kiss your forehead. “now come on. let’s go eat some dates while I take you on a date.” You shoved him playfully as he smiles at you cutely.
For a Funnie! Here you go!
(Jungkook’s Potato’s were stuck to the plate What in the world lol.)
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