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[whatdourelfeyessee]

I have so many thoughts about Ruby and Saccharina. How much they're both hurting, how much their grief makes the lash out.

Saccharina, who probably dreamed of days her biological family would show up, only for her father to be distant and awkward, and her sister, little sister she could of had two, just full of rage and hate, all directed at her. Spurring so many attempts to be closer. To finally have a family, and they're nothing what you expected them to be. Not like she's had much experience with families anyway.

And Ruby, who has only been eighteen for a few weeks, weeks that arent with Jet, losing all she had. Her twin sister, who up until her death probably hadn't spent a single day apart. It must be like losing a part of you, you can never get back. And suddenly this stranger shows up, and she's supposed to be your sister and queen, a role that had always been Jet's.

Saccharina looked at Ruby and thought, sister?

Ruby looked at Saccharina and thought, replacement.

And the tragic thing is, for now, neither of them are right.