#dismorphic

[scattered-broken-love]

I’m so damn ugly I just want to torn my body to small pieces.

[thevampirediares0-0]

Guys, how can I lose weight without my parents seeing it? My family says I'm too skinny but I don't see it ://

[livelaughloveanasblog]

CAŁY CZAS SIĘ SEKSUALIZUJE

JEDEN DOTYKAŁ MNIE W OBRZYDLIWY SPOSÓB

DRUGI WYKORZYSTYWAŁ SEKSUALNIE

ALE TO ZNACZY ŻE JESTEM DLA NICH ATRAKCYJNA, ŁADNA… WYSTARCZAJĄCO CHUDA

[magnatrash]

When I don't feel pretty I feel subhuman

[coldmermaidhologram]

TW: Negative relationship with food.

I did it people of the internet. I talked about my eating issues with my parents.

No, it was not planned, i was basically forced into telling them, and no, they do not understand or even agree with it. Basically, by their logic, they don't see why someone just can't eat.

Their recent argument was time. How i don't eat on time, but I AM EATING AGAIN.

That is my achievement. I'm having THREE MEALS A DAY. Healthy ones.

I know this topic is far from over,

And i don't know how to explain to them that it's more than just eating or calories or whatever. I also don't know how to explain that they are the part of the problem. Strict eating habits, my mom's not so subtle comments, my dad's constant "you need to exercise more"......

I eat so much better when they're outside the house, i almost binge (which i admit is not healthy), but i know that I can never ever say out loud. They don't care what anyone has to say, not doctors, therapists or professionals of the field (mom walked out of the therapist's office, dad looked bored).

Lol, this turned into trauma dumping, and perhaps progress will never be made in this house, but i took a step forward, in the right direction. I went from dumping food in the trashcan, from arranging it to look like i've eaten to truly eating it.

I admitted to something that i've kept close for 4 years, and i feel lighter. I just wanted to celebrate my progress somewhere where it will atleast be acknowledged.

I know that we have more resources than our parents ever did, but, they do have access now, and they still choose to ignore the problem....

Still, somehow, i know that i will be just fine - touchwood - so, i'm gonna treat myself to maybe a donut tomorrow..

:)

p.s. to all the people suferring from eds, it'll get a little easier. It might take years, and i still have BAD days, but it will.

[cheshire-castle-library]

I love that theres an actual ranma 1/2 fandom now but its so weird to see everyone referr to ranma as they/them. He can be a he/him with tripple Z bazangas, yall are just cowards

[diathadevil]

Fucked up how the stomach is just, an empty sack that can be filled up with liquid and you can literally feel it sloshing inside of you as you move.

I just had a cup of coffee man I don't wanna think about how my idle movements make me feel like a half filled water balloon......

[the-ugly-ly]

one week + 1 day since cutting my nails grotesquely short to measure how long my hair grows.

i’ve noticed nails do, in fact, grow very slowly which is giving me immense anxiety about my hair but it’s totally fine. i’m fine.

i’ve also noticed i literally cannot function without nails everything is so much harder lmao

[gospelofme]

I need recommendations from you guys.

What are some good books on body dysmorphia?

I have had that since I was a kid and I’ve been dealing with it in the best way I can. But I’d like a couple books to read on the subject to better understand this disorder and help overcome it.

I prefer memoirs, since I feel like I’d be able to relate more to someone who has been there and done that, or is still working on getting better. However any recommendations would be most welcome.

[upsanddowns98]

'The child did survive. She lived to 25'

- Akicita "Future In Disguise"

[stupendousluminoussandwich]

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