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if you like jack looking stupid and vaguely domesticated I need you to hit my dms right NEOW 🚨🚨🚨 we have much to discuss
#vacant eyed fan service FOR ME#best dog in the whole world#heinous disgusting unpublishable thoughts for the dms only#freak nasty#meowing at unsafe decibels
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Day 158 | id in alt
The hater streak returns, your honor.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#inumaki toge#NO BEAR KUGISAKI RN BECAUSE I WAS THINKING TOO HARD AND THE BRAIN WASN'T BRAINING#but yeah like Kugisaki will always hold that fuckass grudge and she should!!!#She will purposely say shit and look absolutely disgusted or pissed at the mention of yuta and i think it's fun#i am slowly giving Inumaki more lore like a freak you cant even stop me#i watched some insane wordplay and was like “omg Kugisaki would.”#(Kugisaki voice) Top ten smelliest smellers to unfortunately inhabit this planet with: First place is Okkotsu Yuta#oomf does not know that sometimes i draw entire things of Kugisaki in different poses in expressions that i never post#ITS ABSOLUTELY FUNNY#because sometimes i just finish something and just start doodlin nothin but Kugisaki#shes very fun to draw honestly idk how at the beginning i thought she was gonna be awful to draw(I thought her hair was gonna kill me)
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Shoutout to that one guy in the black tabby games official server who was really demeaning about my reaction to Smitten's dialogue in the beginning of the happily ever after route and eventually pissed me off so bad because he clearly thought that I was a horror virgin that I literally turned my nickname in the server to "Princess Eater" post playing out The Den SPECIFICALLY so that he'd be squeamish enough to shut the fuck up
#slay the princess#punk speaks#this isn't a vent really this is more me sharing something I thought was funny#also I suspect he thought I was a woman because I have ragnvaldr as a pfp and in certain official arts he kind of looks like a pretty woman#....like my Tumblr pfp actually. Like the first time I saw this art I had no idea what funger was#my friend had him as a pfp and I literally thought that this character was a barbarian princess or something#anyway I suspect the other reason was because my debut in the server was talking about my disgust with smitten's line:#'We'll give her everything she doesn't know she wants'#But I'd used a screenshot and just reacted with 'AAAUGHHHHH' to which this dude thought I was freaked out by the gore#and then went 'hmm... To think the dialogue is scarier than the gore.....'#And then later in the happily ever after arc I saw the feast and said out loud#'holy shit do you think we're eating HER?'#and he said 'thinks of Den. heh. Actually....#based on how smitten's unwilling to see her be hurt... I'd more guess we're eating US. How's THAT for nightmare fuel?'#the last bit is a direct quote. fuck this guy#Anyway yeah I'm playing up my own freakiness specifically to gross that guy out
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twitter has poisoned this fandom i fear ... we used to be a community..
#rambling in the tags#i know many people here are twitter refugees#many of whom never experienced spnblr in its true prime#save us 2014 tumblr save us#there is so much spn fandom infighting now i cant#ppl used to be annoying and hateful way back when too but omg.... we used to be a community#like now its samgirls dont like deangirls (which??? are we not on the same side here???)#its deans a horrible evil person this well sams a toxic person that and destihellers and wincesties cant just get along#or just enjoy each others content#like i HATE THAT !! i hate the dean hate from samgirls i always despised the sam hate back in the day from mainly destiel shippers#(which ive seen WAY LESS sam hate since ive come back recently its mostly DEAN hate whether its wincest or destiel shippers)#and people werent calling each other disgusting freaks for shipping one thing or another#destihelllers have always been annoygin that much i will say but seriouslu#we used to be a FAMILY#now its whos character/ship the most valid/morally “correct” wars#i love that a lot of thoughts and opinions and ships and things have matured so much since 2014#truly its beautiful how much more detailed and nuanced the thoughts and ideas and opinions on the show are now that weve had like 10 years#to think and stew over this stuff#but theres just so much like. fighting and arguing#the spn empire has fallen in on itself#shouldnt be surprising#which im not really surprised just sad and idealistic#nostalgic for the days when we all loved all the characters and i didnt have to see “takes”#thanks a lot twitter.com#spn#ham.txt
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i made a mistake and i hurt someone and i feel bad and rsd is making me feel worse and i feel self centered and nothing is going right and my keychain that i just got broke and my friend is dead and
#starfilled.txt#the one good thing i can think of is we saved doggy and hero's lives#but also holy fuck if this constant bad thing after bad thing continues that shit is gonna be in VAIN#bc they're gonna die with the rest of this system the moment i get my hands on some fucking rope#tw sui#tw suicide#tw suicidal#tw sui talk#tw sui vent#tw sui ideation#tw suicide talk#tw suicidal ideation#tw suicidal thoughts#vent#tw vent#cw vent#idfk ask to tag ig#im so tired#i want this to be over#everything is wrong with me#im having hallucinations and flashbacks and unlocking more and more memories#im being self centered and a freak#if people knew theyd call me disgusting#i want to do something that might get me labeled as a proshipper even though im not#that one concha i ate was hard and dry#nothing ever goes right for me
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I'm sick of average-looking animated boys being the love interest. I need more Gross characters. I want my murder/love interests to look like they've spent years killing and splattered with blood
i want to be courted and threatened by a genuine threat.
#personal#trash thoughts#its not that i dont like animie boys#im just.... bored?#where are my gross men?#where are my disgusting meow meows??#where are the pushing 50 old men slicked with sweat and blood as they chase you though the woods?#WHERE ARE MY GROSS FREAKS!?
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Another The French Mistake type of episode but we see how unwell Jensen is about Dean and that fucking scares Dean. And oh boy, I'm sure it would be a hilarious episode.
#just imagine#dean going into jensen's trailer#finding jensen's notes about dean's character#sam going on jensen's computer#researching about jensen ackles like in the real episode#finding videos of conventions#where jensen talks about dean#how much he loves him#how he celebrates dean's birthday#how he wishes to be like him in some ways#dean would freak out#sam would joke about it and tease dean by saying that that jensen guy has a crush on him or something#but then they'll both look disgusted at that thought because dean and jensen look alike and that would be weird#do you see what I mean? can you see the vision?#dean winchester#jensen ackles#supernatural#spn 6x15#The French Mistake#sorry jensen but I love how crazy you are about dean because I am too#my random thoughts about spn#and while we're at it#it would be even funnier to see his reaction to the last crazy things misha said#just picture him hearing someone looking like cas saying all this shit#he would blush and then black out and fall on the ground with his nose bleeding#sam would be shocked and eventually would go find some help for dean#misha collins#destiel#deancas#my random thoughts about destiel
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i do not hawkmoon at all but i was thinking about them both being little weirdos just with different vibes and i know he probably got it reinserted but the thought is that eli gave moon that tooth aisha knocked out of him in season 1 in some romantic gesture because he’s a freak like that and she still has it in a jewelry box somewhere because she’s also unhinged like that
#blu talks#cobra kai#eli hawk moskowitz#moon cobra kai#hawkmoon i guess#maybe it was a wisdom tooth and moons like 'its lucky' and so in a way theyre both each others good luck charm#<- normal thoughts about a tooth related crack headcanon#its kind of mgk and megan of them but i almost get hawkmoon if theyre disgusting freaks#moon takes some of his hair for a protection spell and hes like aww thanks babe#demetri side eyeing them like oh yall are meant for each other then#theres just no appeal looking at it like hot popular boy and hot popular girl but if we take them back to their true forms#which is weird boy and weird girl#i think that cracks them open for me#moon was 1000% the girl making mud potions at recess while eli was playing with bugs. i understand now. do i ship it? no but i understand
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The Kate Tomas luxury witch's old Twitter.
Dude... I think Ellie must have felt used by her, since she’s been aspired this man for a long time, you can see here. And with every old tweet I see of her, the more I come to the conclusion that she’s so fucking freak and disgusting.
Andrew, my dude...
Run.
#andrew garfield#my thoughts#new girl#kate tomas#luxury witch#crook#disgusting#fucking freak#god help us all#andrew run#from twitter#sincericida
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y'know in hindsight i think michael might be the only ""villain oc"" i have that's not like. actively pathetic in some capacity
#yin-thoughts#''villain oc'' as in ''oc that's antagonistic in context of the setting they're in''#like. reguel's a sadomasochism freak with horrific abandonment issues. abaddon is hung up on a guy that divorced him like a millennium ago#the scoundrel thinks its own humanity is disgusting and it can solve all of its mental health problems forever by losing it#phenex has a sopping wet cat extensively traumatizing backstory she's actively committing murder over#rigel. bottom text.#michael's just out here gaslighting gatekeeping and girlbossing she's really just sorta living her best life#i guess setponap technically counts but abusing xpr kids is pathetic as hell behavior#furfur?? does furfur count?????????? furfur isnt even capable of rational thought for most of its story. furfur is just kinda sad
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i'm so distant from everyone because i hate myself for even having this disorder and daring to have symptoms, i'm ashamed of myself at this point.
#bpd#bpd vent#bpd stuff#cluster b#bpd intense#bpd shit#bpd thoughts#actually bpd#bpd split#vent#borderline#mentally ill#personality disorder#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#living with borderline#borderline blog#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd splitting#bpd suicidal#breakdown#its okay when other people have it but i feel like me having it makes me a disgusting freak
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#sad thoughts#sad quotes#sorry for being depressing#self h@rm#spilled ink#spilled feelings#spilled thoughts#sadgirl#sad poem#depressing shit#fading#im fat and ugly#im freaking the fuck out#im fat and disgusting#im fine#im fading away#You didn’t notice
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morally i am against bras but i cannot commit because the moment i feel any type of movement against my nips i feel like lopping my entire breast off Skoptsy style
#sorry for the graphic imagery but this is how that truly makes me feel#even just feeling my heartbeat there when i lay on my stomach triggers me like AAARGHHHH i have to get up & shake it off i feel so revolted#& IDK how to fix this or if it even can be in the first place Am i just doomed to this life of Stupid & Baka#( *DIES of disgust due to remembering those pictures of runners with bleeding chafed nipples* ) ( MY WORST NIGHTMARE. )#the reason i wear a bra is not even for support the band is always too big & i can never get the straps to fit me either#either always falling off my shoulder or too short which make my bra ride up ( my situation RN ) honestly never had one fit me in my life#so i just put them on for warmth & to put a Barrier against Friction. T_T#TBH i should just wear tanktops instead because i have no practical need for bras either anyway & those could work#but unfortunately i got rid of almost all of them in MIDDLE SCHOOL -_-#except of course for my thrifted epic swag H&M black tank that fits me perfectly *-* so yay. just need to find more of that cut & size...#totally freaked out one time because i thought i permanently loosened it when i had only started wearing it recently after all these years#but na it just needed a wash. ♯yay ♯Grateful
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God fucking dammit I'm genuinely losing my fucking shit.
I wonder if he'd put up a fight. I wonder if I would have to hold him down myself, knee against his neck, to tie his hands behind his back. I wonder what curses I'd wring from him through this, if he'd gnash his teeth and threaten me with his face pressed into the concrete floor. Would I need to get his feet too? Kicking and swinging, trying to get away-- oh and what if he screams? Yelling for help, would I need to silence him? Keep him from biting? Do you muzzle someone like this? Do you keep them from saying anything-- what happens when I kick the breath out of him?
I's stand above him, my boot pressed against his cheek-- I hated the concrete floors until now and I think I how they shine with his spit as he bared his teeth.
How careful would I need to be to make sure he was the only one to know he was bested? How badly does he want to feel this days from this moment-- how badly do I want him to feel it? Better yet, I know that he would rather there not be a later to feel, I think he's imagined death like this in great detail when he found himself at my mercy.
What tools would I have at my disposal? I wonder how much a tazer costs. I wonder if I could figure out a way to hit him in such a way he briefly loses consciousness. I wonder if I could choke him until he sees those black stars.
Could I press my knee into his throat while I tried something new-- could I put out a little match on his ribs? He complained of the pain on of a rib tattoo but what if I could methodically burn a scar on the other side, or as a lovely accent? He wanted to be an unflinching and incredibly willing victim to someone's cigarette shoved into him. This should be nothing then, right? Right?
What could I use to leave creative bruises on him-- I often weild a cane, don't I? What would shards of a broken mirror look like dug into his legs? I wonder how carefully I could etch something into his skin. He's let me tattoo him before anyway, what's different about a knife then?
I wouldnt want to keep him on the floor I don't think. Would I be able to hurt him while his sits on his knees-- his bones digging into concrete, he's so proud of how small he is, nearly just bones anyway, sharp and sharp feeling in his own skin.
Oh! What if, in kicking him, it's hard enough to make him vomit? Do you think he'd do that just for me? Well I think he'd do it for anyone who hit him in that specific way, but in that moment I think I'd revel in knowing that I was the cause.
Do you think he'd need to be told that maybe it's a little pathetic to want to be hurt this way? Granted, I think it was a bit absurd for me to tell him that I wanted to beat him this way, but for him to respond in this way? I think I might have known the answer when he resisted the urge to flee. I'd have plenty of words for him if he would like them.
Oh! He also proudly announced how fast he was! Oh I'm quite happy for him. So proud. Makes me wish I could set him loose in a forest with traps-- oh a daydream for another post, maybe not for him.
He is acutely aware of how inpatient I can be. I wonder if he'd taunt me to give up how much I'd want to relish this. That I want this just as much as he does, but I want it to last. I want to take my time, I want to commit every moment to memory, I want to write something about this that he might stumble upon-- or I offer up enthusiastically and just for "critique" not as if I wanted him to remember the ache of it all, this would live on in his mind too, after all.
Oh, hah. Even better. If I'm careful, I could keep him exactly where I want him and get a recording of the entire thing. I don't care to know what he would do with footage like that.
I'm tempted by the idea to bite. I think biting would be my preferred means to draw blood. I could consider something else though. Either way I think I'd like to stain something or his as a souvenir. Wouldn't that be just so thoughtful of me?
Good fucking god the whole idea makes me dizzy. Does he know how excited I am? How caring I would be about it all-- not too caring that I'd be scared to hurt him, no-- but caring in the way that I want nothing more than to make him feel it, just how he wants. It's not just for him.
It's not just for him.
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Some people have aggressively stupid takes on censorship, fictional content, kink…. But then also in irl sex and relationships, too, and it’s exhausting. If you are a grown adult wringing your hands about how you could never date anyone two years younger than you or getting your panties in a twist over regular safe consenting sex practices/acting like safe and consensual k.ink is inherently abusive…. Then your brain has been so thoroughly rotted by online puritan discourse and you need to get off of twitter and experience the real world. Genuinely. Hope this helps.
#and there is a difference between having an understanding of these things and avoiding certain k.inks because of personal preference/trauma#but acting as if people who participate in and enjoy these things safely and privately are ‘freaks’ or ‘disgusting’ or immoral#is not the same thing#also please recognize the rhetoric you are parroting for fucks sake#because calling people ‘freaks’ and ‘degenerates’ and wanting to police anything sexual… not the take you think it is#this sort of thing actually enables and leads to things like a lot of sodomy laws in the us that existed pre obergefell v hodges#which classified any sex deviant from your standard piv penetrative sex as unlawful and immoral#setting a very dangerous precedent about what people can and cannot do in their own home#there are so many reasons that it pisses me off seeing these things but with the state of things in so many places right now#it baffles me when chronically online bitches swallow puritan rhetoric without a second thought and don’t see the writing on the wall#in an era of book bans and drag bans and the demonization of the lgbtq community at large#and with a Supreme Court that has shown time and again that they put their personal biases ahead of the safety and rights of constituents#I do not know how people do not recognize#this sort of reactionary shit will ALWAYS hurt marginalized people first. respectability politics will not save you when they turn on you#okay send tweet I’m just annoyed#laur speaks!#I better not get some dumbass shit on this post I am tired I am chronically and mentally ill and having a hell of a semester.#not looking for discourse. I do not have time. get blocked argue with the wall read a fucking book and learn some shit while you’re at it.
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there’s no way phoenix can talk about adrian’s codependency issues when he dropped everything to chase after edgeworth
#i always thought it was strange how everyone acted like adrian was some sick disgusting freak for something so inconsequential#but idk maybe i just relate to her a lot
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