#disclaimer billie i LOVE your music and this is just a silly little post PLEASE don't sue me

[mochimoone]

haiiiiii mochi here!!!!

welcome to my blog, this is my silly little disclaimer and introduction post for getting to know me and getting a vibe on what I enjoy and am about!!! I hope we can get along and be friends :3c

I like to create, consume, and post OC and also Fan Content! This includes OCs created for different forms of media, and also my own independent characters and creations. I have a few projects in the works that I would love to have company along for the ride for - please always feel free to ask me about them. <3

Gentle disclaimer that I am a legal adult who uses he/they and am formally diagnosed with autism/adhd. I also work full time. I am a bit bad when it comes to reading tone, and I do not do well to keep up with things like trends and dramas. Likewise, I occasionally consume mature material, though I will not post that sort of thing here - my blog is safe for anyone who may stumble onto it :D Please feel free to inform me if you feel like I may be involved with some things or people! There is a very high likelihood that I am out of the loop with any associated controversies - mostly I just engage with things I find interesting or unique, but I do try to be mindful and am always happy to be RESPECTFULLY informed <3 tysm ily in advance ^^

please feel free tokeep reading for any additional disclaimers - or continue to keep reading in general for my silly interests lists :3c <3

My interests and knowledge come with varying degrees of involvement and consumption and are in no particular order. Feel free to ask me about any of these things, if they are on these lists I either enjoy them or find them interesting to a considerable degree. To either extent, I would be open to vibe or talk about them ^^ especially chainsaw man if you have read the newest chapter please come bother me Bear in mind that I do not always condone the actions, themes or morals of creators and would not choose to support someone who were in any form immoral or corrupt without evidence of improvement, remorse, or rectification of any wrongdoing - or otherwise condoning or romanticizing such morals or actions. There are things that cannot be forgiven and I act with that in mind, but I also prefer to consume my media separately from my associated company - anyone is welcome to ask me for further information on this policy or on my stance on any such creator or individual in the form of an ask, dm, or otherwise. Please be mindful that I do not always do research into every creator of media I consume - I do not have a lot of time outside of work nor do I consume new media very often - but likewise I will do my best NOT TO support such figures when I am aware of these issues or once they are brought to my attention.

my memory is bad i may add more things later rip

Thank you for your understanding. <3 Further disclaimers and information lay below the lists, you don't have to read through them but feel free to peruse. :3c

Music

- I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Panic! At The Disco - Mother Mother - Demi the Daredevil - Jhariah - Mothica - Cavetown - Ricky Montgomery - Joe P - Will Stetson - The Vanished People - mxmtoon - Naethan Apollo - Will Wood - Sabrina Carpenter - Beach Bunny - Charlie XCX - Billie Eillish - Jann - Poppy - Stellar - Pierce The Veil - Rio Romeo - Elliot Lee - Mindless Self Indulgence - girli - Sir Chloe - Caleb Hyles - OR30 - Chappel Roan - Fallout Boy - Negative 25 - Isaac Dunbar - Weathers - Sub Urban - Vocaloid - Vane Lily

Animation / Media / Games

- Chainsaw Man - Dungeons & Dragons - Dungeon Meshi - Mob Psycho 100 - Devilman - One Punch Man - Final Fantasy VII - Jujutsu Kaisen - The Devil is a Part-Timer - Crypt of the Necrodancer - Frieren - Bungo Stray Dogs - Ib - Mad Father - Puella Magi Madoka Magica - Cucumber Quest - Cookie Run Kingdom - Twisted Wonderland - Five Nights at Freddy's - Poppy's Playtime - Future Diary - Yume Nikki - Parasite - Demon Slayer - Gravity Falls - Death Note - Our Flag Means Death - Black Butler - Goblin Slayer - Persona 5 - My Hero Academia - Steven Universe - Skullgirls - Genshin Impact - Dislyte - Great God Grove - Randal's Friends - Undertale - My Little Pony - Spiderman - Deadpool - Batman / Rogues Gallery - Dead by Daylight - Cult of the Lamb - Webfishing - Banana Fish - Erased (Anime) - Dead Plate - Arcane - Panty & Stocking - Servamp - Scott Pilgrim - Mistricked - Wings of Fire - Percy Jackson - Heroes of Olympus - Lackadaisy - Amazing Digital Circus - Bigtop Burger - Megaman - Fausts Alphtraum - Baby Driver (Movie) - Rise of the Shield Hero - Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Cyberpunk Edgerunners

... anyway,

I am also an artist open to art comms and trades. Feel free to scroll thru my blog or reach out if you may be interested to see my portfolio! Prices are currently negotiable but I do not plan to push my comms here very much if at all, but money is hard sometimes as someone who has rent and food and utilities so any support helps for anyone who may be interested, but there is no pressure whatsoever, prommy. <3 All of my works will be tagged either by character name, as being my art, or in general. Feel free to ask about them or for any reference material! I love to yap about my silly things :'3 I just want to focus on vibing and making friends, so please if you would be interested to talk know that I would be happy to hear from you, even if we may not have spoken yet. Though I do work full time, so my replies may come at varying speeds - I leave them unread until I am able to get to them, and if they are on an important matter I tend to wait until I have the mental energy to put in the amount of attention I think is most befitting such a matter. Feel free to reach out if you are at all worried about my reply speed or otherwise and I can happily provide context! :3

I do not have very many triggers, but I do generally steer clear from things that are heavily political or related to wartimes. I have clinical anxiety and it has a tendency to mess with my baseline anxiety levels on a day to day basis. I do my best to be mindful and contribute how I can! I stand with Palestine and do my best to help in the ways I am able to.

Yayayayayayyyy thank you so much for reading this all the way through!!!!! You're da best fr for making it this far :3c If you have any further questions about me, my stances, my interests, or about any of my characters or projects, my dms are open and I am excited to potentially receive you!!!

I look forward to our potential future interactions and friendships!!! <3

if you have read beneath the cat and we are mutuals, feel free to ask for my discord information, as that tends to be where I am most active. :3c or even if we aren't mutuals just pls be mindful it is a bit private so I have no guarantee of giving it out, okay thanks byyeeee

[bittxrsweetsoph]

Y'all I have a theory!

You know 007's OST - No time to die by Billie Eilish?

WHAT IF it was inspired by Goncharov? Okay I know it sounds crazy BUT HEAR ME OUT

*obvs this post contains spoilers from Goncharov (1973)*

Let's analyze the lyrics:

I should've known

I'd leave alone

Just goes to show

That the blood you bleed

Is just the blood you owe

At the very end of his life, Goncharov, on the floor and with his clothes soaked wet with his own blood, looks back. It's been a hell of a ride! He's won, he's failed, he got some friends on the road, and many enemies too. He realizes that, even though he's never been alone (Andrey, Katya, his cat, etc), the mobster's life is a lonely one. You can never be sure you're trusting the right person. And so there he is, dying alone, and his blood doesn't even impress him. He's already seen so much blood. He has killed, we know that much. Was it fair? Did those people deserve to die? Goncharov owes a debt, those people's families want him dead. Now he is.

It is implied in "faces from my past return, another lesson yet to learn" too, the faces of those he murdered. Every single one of their faces was carved into his memory; now he remembers. Now he gets to learn what they felt.

We were a pair

But I saw you there

Too much to bear

You were my life

But life is far away from fair

Was I stupid to love you?

Was I reckless to help?

Was it obvious to everybody else

That I'd fallen for a lie?

You were never on my side

Fool me once, fool me twice

This screams betrayal. Someone Goncharov loves betrays him. Is the song referring to Andrey or Katya? We don't know, but it kinda fits both of them. "Fool me once, fool me twice". Guess what! There were two big betrayals.

Katya's treason takes place on the final act, but there are some hints scattered throughout the entire movie. She loves her husband (she really does), they've been through a lot together. They care about each other. But sometimes love isn't enough. And in the end, Katya leaves. She runs away to Reykjavik, to start a new life, far away from danger and secrecy.

Andrey's betrayal is more striking, though. In a friendly or romantic way, we can't say. Anyway, since the beginning Goncharov and Andrey are thick as thieves (no pun intended,,, well, maybe). They're inseparable, they act as one single soul in two different bodies. They are partners in crime, the perfect tandem in Napoli, they complement each other. There are no secrets between them... Right?

It is first implied that Katya cheated on Goncharov with his best friend. Then, some lines in the fruit scene, the poker scene and Goncharov's death scene, also make us think there was more than friendship between both men (not confirmed by the writers, but yk it was the seventies). Goncharov has literally and figuratively fallen for a lie, as Andrey, his friend, companion, lover, soulmate, is the one who ultimately kills him and sees him fall to the ground, all signs of life disappearing.

Are you death or paradise?

Now you'll never see me cry

These verses could be linked to the homoerotic details and interpretations we are familiar with at this point (if you're not, I strongly recommend you go to ao3, there's gold in there). There are many religious references throughout the film. Goncharov and Katya, as well as Andrey, grew up in a religious environment. Yes, different religions, maybe, but the same concepts: honor, family, tradition. It's easy to imagine them having a significant faith crisis when they realised their feelings (Goncharov for Andrey, and Katia for Sofia). In the song, we can see the dichotomy: Goncharov wonders why loving Andrey should be bad if it feels so good. Katya looks at the apple that Sofia is holding, thinking to herself: maybe Eve accepting and eating the apple, falling into temptation, was an unknown door to a new paradise.

There's just no time to die

THE SIMBOLISM IN THIS FILM. It always comes back to time. We are running away from an enemy we can't win. Time will always catch us. We can't fight against time.

The characters continuously have this thought. "I'm running out of time". Goncharov himself speaks about how there isn't enough time in a day to fulfill his wants, to do everything he's planning, but he keeps procrastinating the vital stuff in life. It is only when he is bleeding out that he comes to the conclusion that none of the bills, jobs and arguments were important. They weren't worth it.

So yeah, that's pretty much it!