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nuwanders · 1 month ago
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Some questions from the TES OC game :D
For Mathyas:
14. Any motifs or symbolism for this character? Flowers, animals, etc.
24. What do they believe is their biggest weakness? What do you say is their biggest weakness?
For Jorunn:
18. Where do they fit on the morality chart?
21. Are they: Diplomatic or Violent? Passive or Instigating? Selfish or Selfless? Law abiding or Lawless? Trusting or Apprehensive? Caring or Indifferent?
thank you so much @dirty-bosmer! <3 great questions :)
14. Any motifs or symbolism for this character? Flowers, animals, etc.
mathyas does have a motif! it features mostly in the waiting door, but has also appeared a couple of times now in king & lionheart. that motif is a spider 🕷️
there’s an obvious lore explanation here, but in irl dream symbology, spiders are meant to signify that the dreamer is being manipulated. mathyas is being manipulated by several characters in his story—astrid, vivienne, even nazir to some extent—but he is also being manipulated by the narrative itself (i.e. me). i mean how unlucky do you have to be to pick the one house in windhelm with a traumatised boy and a rotting corpse as its inhabitants while searching for a hiding spot from slavers?
mathyas doesn’t slot naturally into the canon dark brotherhood questline so i had to manipulate the story a LOT to get it to work. thankfully there’s an in-universe explanation for all of this contrivance, which is that mathyas is one of those unfortunate souls who has been noticed by mephala and turned into of her playthings. Which i get 100%, because torturing mathyas brings me a great deal of amusement, so basically i am mephala, mephala is me.
Spider imagery features quite heavily in The Waiting Door, but it’s supposed to be ambiguous to what extent these are just ordinary spiders, or whether it’s mephala sinking her claws into mathyas when he's young. Either way, the incident with the spider in the final scene leads mathyas to develop a lifelong case of arachnophobia. Poor boy.
24. What do they believe is their biggest weakness? What do you say is their biggest weakness?
Every misstep and miscalculation that mathyas makes throughout the course of king & lionheart (both what’s been written and what’s still to come), he blames on his not being smart enough— he thinks that if he were only cleverer, he could outsmart astrid and vivienne and beat them at their own game. He also feels held back by what he writes off as his ‘moral squeamishness’, his gut feeling that something is wrong even when his mind is telling him that it’s justifiable in the name of the greater good. 
In reality, he’s got it all back to front. His downfall is caused by his overreliance on what he thinks of as logic or rationality, his refusal to see ethics as anything other than a numbers game, even when his heart and soul are screaming at him to stop. He tries to control what he can in a situation that is soooo so far removed from his control, and in doing so commits some deeds that ultimately are never justified by some happy end. 
jórunn under the cut!
18. Where do they fit on the morality chart?
I would put jórunn somewhere between true neutral and neutral good, moving further into ‘good’ territory as the story progresses. As a disabled sex worker in the imperial city, and very much a member of cyrodiil’s urban poor, jórunn grew up in a kind of dog-eat-dog world and learned from a young age to look out for herself first and foremost. The burden of being dragonborn is not one she welcomes, BUT, she does accept it, because what’s the alternative? She has nowhere to go where she can hide from her fate, no ordinary life she can run back to; those bridges have long been burned. She rises to meet her destiny if only because she feels that she must, but in doing so she discovers a more selfless side to herself 
As far as her ‘chaos’ score is concerned, jórunn remains firmly in that middle column. she doesn’t hold the law in particularly high regard, but equally she won’t go out of her way to break it for the sake of doing so.  
21. Are they: Diplomatic or Violent? Passive or Instigating? Selfish or Selfless? Law abiding or Lawless? Trusting or Apprehensive? Caring or Indifferent?
I’m going to treat this as a a no-nuance ‘this or that’ type challenge for the sake of brevity, because i could honestly write paragraphs on every one of these lmao
violent / passive / selfish / lawless / apprehensive / caring
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dwellerinroots · 2 years ago
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Last Line Tag
Rules: Share the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words (I have too many words sorry :c)
Tagged by: @dirty-bosmer c:
So, I'm making this it's own post as I don't want to accidentally tag everyone in a reblog? Is that how tumblr works?? I NO LONGER KNOW - let's get to it, though! I've been waiting for the weekend to write so from a very rough draft of Flesh & Metal: All music is composed of notes; and if those notes were keys that fell silent, one by one, it remained music.
Oh no! Hyphen's relatives! Oh well, it's probably fine...
Tagging: @lyriumspectre @totally-not-deacon @kookaburra1701 @pikkish @zombiecatboys But nobody feel like you have to; I just like this kind of thing, so feel free to if you want to!
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arnaerr · 2 years ago
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For the OC ask: 38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?
38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?
Nanis, my DOS 2 Godwoken is a good dancer and I like this idea, bc elves in this game are so...long lol. He's like a willow tree in the wind.
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skyrim-forever · 2 years ago
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For the Skyrim Themed Asks:
Rabbit: Are you learning anything new?
Nirnroot: What skill tree do you use often?
Riften: What's (Theodora's) personality like?
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Thank you so much @dirty-bosmer :)
Rabbit: I'm learning a few new things, I'm learning R stats for my job and I picked up some watercolours that I'm gonna play around with. I used to be really into art but since starting university I've had less time on my hands
Nirnroot: Is it basic to say archery? It's probably Archery, Speechcraft or Two-Handed when I do a heavy-armour barbarian build (this used to be my standard because big axe go brrrrrr) Theodora dual-wields Draven swords, with some archery.
Riften: Ouuuuuu someone has asked about my girl Theo! When she is young she experiences a lot of trauma (particularly in losing her parents in the Great War and growing up in an orphanage), she copes with this trauma by putting up walls to prevent people from getting too close. She manages the pain primarily through drinking. Theodora joins the Thieves Guild in Cryodiil in her mid-teens and begins to take on dangerous jobs because she really doesn't care if she lives/gets thrown in jail or dies. After a few years or recklessness and some Daedra worship, she learns she is the Dragonborn. Learning she is the Dragonborn is a major turning point in her life as she feels she finally has a purpose. Theodora takes this as an opportunity to learn more about Akatosh, eventually considering herself devoted to the Dragon God. Through Akatosh she is able to come to terms with her pain and develops into wiser person, although the partying never really went away.
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dwellerinroots · 2 years ago
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Hello there, hopefully I'm not just barging in..! Naturally, feel free to disregard any of this. I am in no way an Elder Scrolls Master, ahaha, but...
I think 'atheism' is not something you're going to find in any setting with semi-verifiable divinities. And it shouldn't be, directly; modern atheism is very much in reaction to modern religious organisation, and would have developed very differently under different systems. A lot of fantasy settings suffer by trying to attach, for example, modern monotheist structure to classical polytheist structure. The two may have in common rules, orders, and tenets, but that's like trying to make a comparison between a modern state and a state that existed millennia prior. What is going to be popular - and is actually present in a lot of NPCs, not just Else - is misotheism, the idea that the Gods exist, but are either not powerful and good, not powerful at all, fundamentally wicked, or any other of a number of grievances. Misotheism functions on a spectrum; from the light grumbling of a sailor who hasn't seen Kynareth's fair winds once to the ruminations of a Necromancer who thinks of Arkay and thinks of crushing tradition and short-sightedness. Else, for example, isn't an atheist; she is dissatisfied with the predominant gods, and has turned to a different divinity to carry her cause. (And that brute, Mehrunes, too, when Vaermina is always with us... Oh, well.) Misotheism exists, isn't seen, and is largely tolerated, but almost certainly varies in practise from region to region, from people to people. Think of how many people blaspheme mildly and don't really have any thoughts on the divinities of their area or culture..? Drawing from my area of expertise... Can you imagine the Imperial Cult going after someone who goes 'aye, that darn... Stendarr... Owes me money, bloody useless god...'? They aren't going to. Why would they? But theoretically, there are probably laws on the books regarding devotion and mors minorum (sorry, i laughed) that Imperials who follow the Imperial Divines are meant to observe and theoretically remain enforceable. Very very rarely, this might even be leveraged against a criminal when no other charge sticks; some guy had this happen to him, though his name eludes me. The Dwemer, I would say, are not an atheistic people; they are described as being pious, but simultaneously ambitious, and I think - with the acceptance that there are many Dwemer we will never be able to hear from or read of or talk to in any capacity, whose opinions are lost - were not misotheistic, either. Rather, they saw divinity as something like the hypercosmic gods of Neoplatonism; There, interesting, worthy of emulation until they could be surpassed. This explains the jump from 'observant of Dwemer religion in their own way' to 'we're the gods now;' to them, it was a natural progression towards the 'One,' or in their own case, Godhead. Does atheism exist in Tamriel in any capacity..? Absolutely, yes; though I think rather then being akin to atheism as we know it, it is best to understand it as tangibly different from our own. The atheist in Nirn is not going to turn down divine intervention (or ALMSIVI, as it were); they probably acknowledge the existence of the gods, or that they existed, but do not see their presence in the era they are in of the time. So, finding them would depend entirely on looking in unusual sources. Those that follow some form of visible, observable gods are not going to be more prone to it, of course; and so long as there are shrines that cure disease and gateways to actual realms of Oblivion, they are going to be a very small minority. My likely candidates would be, in no particular order...
Argonians who believe all gods are dead (I can't remember where I read this, I have the Imperial Library open, but please feel free to punt me back to Quagmire if I'm wrong); if the gods are dead, they are not worthy of worship. Baleful Sithis gave instructions to embrace change, and these provided useful tools for a society, cultural instructions, but they no longer need religious dogma. If the gods are dead, why worship any of them? Probably still pretty rare, as the Hist is a religious experience or so I'm told.
In the various Nedic peoples, or peoples of Men, amongst those who have somehow travelled to a realm E.G. Sovngarde; if it is just kind of like a place on Nirn, is it really that mystical? These are the closest you'd get to what we'd think of as atheists, I think - disputing the divinity believed to be present there, and wondering at a scholarly and/or naturally magickal explanation. Even still, however, I think it's important to caveat that they will be influenced by their culture and the religious dogma they were raised in, and may be semi-atheistic; denying the divinity of other interpretations of godhead/the Monomyth, but not their own.
The Thalmor. Not exactly a happy interpretation to be sure, but, an elaboration of the above; if non-existence is preferable to existence, and some divinities are false, why not all of them? This would obviously go against the very religious doctrines that permeate the Thalmor as a whole, since it is - in essence - religious extremism that fuels their end goal, but I would imagine there are quite a few who are quietly attracted to the idea.
Among the world in general, I think atheism would only be found reliably in those hermits who do not see or interact with anything supernatural, the heart of the Empire or sufficiently large cities where you'll find outre beliefs simply by virtue of size, and among cultures or people where gods are acknowledged, but have recently lost something, real or perceived. Leading to the sense that our gods didn't protect us; they are hardly worthwhile. And a split between those who adopt no divinities or ways, and those who question faith - close to modern agnosticism - and abandon it. (Different again because many of them will acknowledge the gods; but simply will not worship them, honour them, or interact with them in a meaningful way of they can help it.) Whew! I wrote quite a lot there, so do feel free to ignore it. Keep in mind that I'm probably missing one (1) obvious lore book that obviates everything that I've written, but as world-building goes, this is a pet interest of mine. Since I'm quite proud of a character I've written that completely understands gods as divine, but also wants to open 'em up, that sounds cool, I'm obligated to weigh in here. I hope, even if you disagree or aren't sure, it was a fun read, and I in no want it to be seen as a final answer!
There are probably literal atheists in Tamriel the same way there are flat-earthers in the real world. There must also be people who disavow religion, folks who acknowledge the existence of gods but don’t venerate them (much as we accept the power of gravity without fanfare.) Then there are people who are skeptical of gods actions and intentions, people who think that deities exaggerate their impact on the physical world, who cast doubt on commonly accepted religious beliefs and refuse to worship on that basis…
I guess my question is, what would all of these types of people be called? Would they all be called atheists and would they call themselves atheists?
#nientedenada#dirty-bosmer#tes#I very much wanted to sign off as an in-character theologian#sort of like how the writers used to do that in their Q&A...#please do understand this isn't meant to be comprehensive!#but that it's very much a pet interest of mine.#theoretically - you could also probably find a goodly number of demi-atheists in the Valenwood#due to the highly personalistic structure of religion there.#what's the difference between a mer who worships one thousand gods#and one who only worships at their own altar - or none at all?#but that lies beyond my knowledge and I will let those wiser weigh in.#gosh this was fun#hmn i can't add line breaks between bullet points for readability? blech!#also - this purposely ignores more outre ideas like mananauts and so forth#as that's an entirely different kettle of slaughterfish!#and changes some of what i went on about.#you could ALSO make a case for Sheogorath as god-of-sceptics#that purposefully drives listeners to doubt; tes already has several 'testing gods.'#furthermore - those who stay doubtful may be rewarded by sheogorath allowing for a mutually beneficial kind of...#'i won't acknowledge you if you won't acknowledge me here's twenty septims'-theism.#ALSO - how could I forget?#there is a case to be made that ALMSIVI themselves#are prone to this. at least vivec; at least vehk.#that the 'conservative' faction committed the ultimate apostasy and assumed the mantle of godhood#weighed on each in turn. to perceive the dream and the dreamer as well#might in turn make lines and colours and ideas that form divinities seem nothing more then lines and colours and ideas.#hardly different from you or i or the notes of a song.
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thequeenofthewinter · 13 days ago
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Work-in-Progress Wednesday
The Emmrich brainrot continues, and do I ever have plans. Iris and Emmrich will be attending a ball in the Necropolis because I could not resist the siren song of them dancing together. (...or the idea of them later sneaking off into the Memorial Gardens for some--alone time.) ;) As for now, this is not spicy, but I do plan on turning up the heat later. For now, enjoy the intro...
Tagging: @oblivions-dawn @dirty-bosmer @hircines-hunter @hannah-heartstrings @skyrim-forever
@bougainvillea-and-saltwater @firefly-factory @umbracirrus @theoneandonlysemla @illumiera
@pocket-vvardvark @vivifriend
“What do you think, Manfred? Is it too much?” Iris turns, looking over herself in the mirror in front of her, as she smooths down the velvet and lace of the dress she wears. How was it that she had Neve talk her into putting this thing on. It’s far too—
Hissss. The skeleton almost sounds pleased, or at least as pleased as the undead can, as he rocks on his toes, the tea set in his hands clattering precariously.
“I told you already, Iris. You look lovely. All you have to do is have confidence and walk with your shoulders back, head held high.” Neve walks over to her and pokes between her exposed shoulder blades to make her point. “The Necropolis won’t know what hit them.”
“I’m not trying to impress them. I—”
“Well then, Emmrich.” The hint of a teasing smile curls her lips. “Send him to an early grave, so to speak, of course.”
“I—”
Words are not needed, as a single glance from the detective tells her she shouldn’t even try to deny what she knows. Or rather what the whole of the Lighthouse knows. While their relationship is still new, both she and Emmrich have been dancing around each other for weeks. This is only the unnecessary confirmation the rest of them needed—that he would ask her to the Necromancer’s Ball.
For the third time, Iris picks at the edge of the fine lace lining the almost scandalous neckline of the dress that she is in.
“Stop picking at it or you’ll ruin it.” Neve smacks her arm lightly with a chuckle. 
“It’s just that I have never worn something like this before, and I’ll be going home, and I’m not entirely sure this is proper, and—”
“It’s more than proper, and you look beautiful, Iris.” Bellara nods her head enthusiastically. “You look like a proper,” she puts a finger to her lips in thought, “queen of the dead. Like from one of the serials I read.” She sighs.
Iris smiles at her friend as she laughs lightly. “Thank you, Bellara, but the only thing I’ll be queen of is all the eyes which will stare at me—at us.” She throws her up to her face, being careful not to smudge all of the hard work her friends did on her makeup. She’s certain Neve would never let her head the end of it.
“Let them stare, and let them be jealous. Isn’t that right, Fred?” Neve inclines her head towards him.
Hissss. The tea set clatters again before the detective takes it.
“See? Even your skeleton son agrees with me. Now go and have fun.”
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theoneandonlysemla · 12 days ago
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WIP Whursday
Tagged by @thequeenofthewinter
Tagging y’all for next week (if you’d like to post now, don’t hesitate) because I’m late :P @skyrim-forever @dirty-bosmer @did3lphis @elavoria
@firefly-factory @hircines-hunter @illumiera @ladytanithia
@pocket-vvardvark @rakaiawriter @sheirukitriesfandom
@sanza-17 @vanilleeistee
This week: Art. I’ve been planning out a scene for A Taste of Death (yes, worm brain still dominates me) and I’ve been obsessed with it. So, naturally, I want to draw it. But now I’m dreading painting a whole ass forest. Currently only the sketch and the base colours are done. Uh, imagine moody moonlight and a spectral horse!
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(Mannimarco has no legs because I still need to figure out his leg position. Ignore the crippled sketch foot 😭😅)
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sylvienerevarine · 7 days ago
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Sylvienerevarine.tumblr.com's Extremely Sexy And Glamorous Fic Rec List
2024 was a banner year for me specifically in terms of both reading and writing a boatload of TES fanfic. With the New Year fast approaching I wanted to give a little love to some of my favorite writers on here (many of whom have also been unbelievably supportive of my own work as well because they're just great people). This list is not 100% comprehensive because I read a lot this year but is a broad overview of some of my faves!
So LET'S GET INTO IT! First, a couple of series-es:
the Every Star a Sign series by @wispstalk
this series makes me feel more emotions than there are emotions to feel. I would kill and die for Tanis Irathi and I'm heartbroken he and Marty didn't get to settle down in a nice cottage with a few cats. That said, Tanis' trip to the Shivering Isles was pretty sick (good sick)
The Seasons of WinterCloak series by @thequeenofthewinter
I'll confess to having been an Ulfric Stormcloak disliker in my time. This series did so much emotional labor to fix that in me. Winter's Dovahkiin Dahlia is a relatable queen, and Ulfy is astonishingly sympathetic (and a little sexy, rowr). I adore that this series takes place AFTER the main events of Skyrim as well!
The Threads of Blood series by @oblivions-dawn
Like every sane person, I love Serana and want her to be happy while also going through plenty of drama first. This series scratches that itch in my brain so beautifully. And I know our other heroine Vigdis would hate my guts (because I'm a person who is not Serana) but I love her anyway. Sorry Viggy!
The Ebonsong series by @stormbeyondreality
Our loveable bard hero flees an arranged marriage in High Rock and boops around all of Skyrim while meeting scary vampires, Maran priests, wacky theater kids, and family ghosts. Utterly delightful, no notes.
The Illusionist series by @dirty-bosmer
Nim, a delightful Bosmer urchin, avoids solving the Oblivion crisis and rises to the top of the Mage's Guild while also joining every criminal organization in sight. If that doesn't make you squeal with delight I'm afraid there is no hope for you. I love you Nim.
And some individual fics that made me laugh, cry, and explode:
Fire and Blood by The Severed. If I had a nickel for every time a Serana/angry redhead story made me cry this year I'd have three nickels.
The Imperial City Irregulars by @nostalgic-breton-girl. Everything this author writes is amazing, actually, but ICI made me laugh like a banshee at the dentist's office so it wins.
Age of the Dragons: Blood Upon the Snow by @spinchboli. The Dragonborn DLC meets marine biology documentary meets terrifying existential rom-com that we all want, nay, deserve. I love it so much.
Thicker than Holy Water by Vhokken
Werewolves. Vigilants of Stendarr. Forbidden tragedy-gay romance. I'm sobbing already, excuse me.
There are probably quite a few more I'm forgetting but for now, this is your 2025 reading list. Get to it, darlings!
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thana-topsy · 11 months ago
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Trying to fill my dash with good vibes - what are your favourite tesblr blogs? Art, memes, writers, anything!
Good vibes for all! What a great ask, thank you. I might turn this into a tag game of sorts.
I'll divide this into categories to make things easy to navigate. This is in no way comprehensive, because otherwise I'd be here all day just listing literally everyone I follow. But here's where I'll start!
Favorite Aesthetic TES Blogs: Gifs, screenshots, edits, in-game gorgeousness~ - @darkelfguy
Favorite Art & Writing Blogs: These blogs don't only post their own art and writing, but also reblog a lot from the community! - @falmerbrook - @moriche - @dirty-bosmer Favorite Lore Blogs: Blogs that tend to have canon-friendly lore posts and civil discussions - @nientedenada - @kookaburra1701 - @greyborn2
Favorite Meme Blogs: Blogs that just makes me smile or have a chuckle - @incorrectskyrimquotes - @nerevar-quote-and-star
Well-Rounded Tesblr Blogs: This category goes out to the homies who post all the good shit from art to writing to memes to shitposts to lore dumps. The MVPs in my books. - @skyrim-forever - @trickstarbrave - @v1ctory-or-sovngarde - @captain-of-silvenar - @throughtrialbyfire - @elavoria
I seriously had to cut myself off otherwise I would have just kept listing blogs LMAO. If I tagged you in this, please feel free to add your own favorites and maybe we can get a nice chain going!
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alma-amentet · 3 months ago
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WIP Wednesday
yes, finally I do it on wednesday 😊 tagged by @sheirukitriesfandom (ty for the tag)
My Elden Beast oil painting. Damn, will I ever finish it? Takes time to dry before I can go on, and I get distracted... I have two of them now (they reproduce, yes - other story, will tell later). We'll see which one will be better. Hope to finish soon (at last) and finally move forward.
tagging @catcas22 @cyberroses @dirty-bosmer @bardcambion @evilwriter37 @heraldofcrow @fantomette22 @cinderflower @fwwm @sillovn @bimbomcgee @katastronoot
Anyone else (I might've forgotten) are welcome! Not only art, texts or anything, too. Let's share our WIPs again.
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nuwanders · 1 year ago
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14 and 20 for the ask ❓
14. that one thing you see in fics all the time
oop i probably don't read enough fic to be able to notice recurring tropes... i guess just the usual (based on what i see in tags and summaries), woobifying or yassifying characters like ulfric, lucien, cicero, martin etc, bashing characters like delphine or flat-out refusing to engage with any attempt on the part of the games to introduce any nuance. it's all very bad faith. also fics that just hash out the questlines without departing from canon in any way, i mean i GET it but i'm absolutely not going to read that sorry </3
20. part of canon you found tedious or boring
hate to say it, but oblivion gates :( the fact there are something like 50 (?) in the game makes me lose my mind. if i was redesigning the oblivion main quest, keeping the plot largely the same but working on the mechanics a little, i'd create maybe 10 ish unique oblivion gates that are each solved in a slightly different way, as opposed to having umpteen 'hack your way through monsters until you reach the sigil stone' gates with the same 7 maps :/
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dwellerinroots · 2 years ago
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What is it about birds that you enjoy :)
Thank you, my friend; this is such a good question..? Since I'm going to talk a bit, those uninterested in the sum total of the birdposting tag can roll their eyes and avoid this one, ahaha. Conversation about how great flora, fauna, and especially birds are under the cut!
First, some mood music.
Topsy already knows some of my predilections, here, but unless people peek at my tags, I suppose it'd be easy to say 'oh, this fellow just casually likes birds.' And in a way, that's true; I like pretty much all creatures, real or fictional. I tend to like natural things more then I like people, which I don't think is entirely uncommon among writers, nor does it excuse behaving cruelly to other people (something that is easily forgotten). But first and foremost, I've got a bit of a connection to them. My parents raised me on a steady diet of fiction, classical religion and mythology, and folk tales. A lot of these were 'world' tales, which meant whatever they thought was cool at the time, because my parents were hippies and I love them for that! But just as much was from our culture, which means bird. Lots and lots of bird. Slavic culture has tonnes of mythological bird-ery in it, just as much as mushrooms. I could make the statement that it's more about birds then bears or anything else people want to associate with it, but I think many people would - disagree with that, ahaha. A famous writer (who a lot of people do not care for and I understand that) went by the pen-name Sirin. Who's Sirin? Good question.
But there's tonnes of cool mysterious bird entities over yonder; Alkonost, Gamayun, sometimes even Maiden Midday is depicted as a bird or bird-like. Naturally, some bird or another on fire is important, too. We just - really like birds. But why, though, and why me? Well... I think it's pretty obvious from how I talk and some of my stories that I've travelled a lot and lived a lot of places. One of the few constants is that I've watched the travel of wings, and wondered at that freedom; moving often feels fatalistic, especially when you're young. I don't really have a place or people I consider 'home.' Not an unusual feeling, but... Actually, since I can be as personal as I want this far down, I often disassociate a bit from feeling human. Part of that is the usual stuff a lot of us go through, but part of it is unique to me. I can't tell you how many times, in how many places, I spent watching distant forms lazily drift overhead, wishing I could do nature sketches, but quite content to simply exist, with no greater goal in mind. One of the places I miss most, though, that I think of most as 'home' if I could choose where 'home' is are the moorlands of a certain island nation, rich with heather. I could paint those landscapes from my mind's eye, if you asked me to, also if I could paint. Bahahaha! Brings us nicely to the next point which is that I stumbled unto a very unlikely piece of media and fell in love with a hawk. That's just how these things go; if I cry a lot about a very big bird lady, that's why. Finally, a good friend whom I only occasionally interact with is the second-or-third-best-bird in my life, he's the best*. But these are all personal; the backstory, as you will. In general, outside of my personal reasons - the fact that I like them for how unencumbered they are, their habits, what they mean to me - I like birds a lot because they're pretty! From the most colourful sparkling dainty lads to the tones of feathers that are almost steel. The wingspans of birds unfurling is kind of magical; I don't know if it's some primal sprout mindset that thinks birds == dinosaurs == very cool, or simply that I find the textile sense of wingspan unfolding Reall Cool, but again, I wish I could do scientific sketches or similar. I love how hygienic they are, by and large, and how incredibly goofy most birds are when they've ascertained you are not there to interfere in any way and are just watching. Because all animals are goofballs, but birds are goofy in their own unique way. The many differences in how birds treat each other, how weird and alien some nests look (for nestbuilders), what birds choose to steal everything not nailed down, and which ones are very picky. I just think they're neat! And there are lots of animals I love; I love bees, social insects, asocial solitary pollinators... I love cats and dogs, obviously, I love domesticated animals and weird wild critters, danger noodles and - really I just love nature in general, as mentioned above. But if I was going to choose one (1) kind of animal to watch for, it'd be birds. They're heartening, beautiful, and a bit melancholic.
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Thanks for reading this far; here are some magpies being silly. Hopefully this was at least a little interesting to read, and see you around..!
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arnaerr · 20 days ago
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Sujamma Sundas
got tagged by @starrythroat and @firebastardextraordinaire, thank you! Tagging @lucien-lachance, @dirty-bosmer, @firebastardextraordinaire and everyone who has Elder Scrolls OCs and wants to join :>
Sharing some info and fun (?) facts about Tavi, my Hero of Kvatch
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Her full name is Tavira Salaren, but she hates it.
She is a dunmer, prefers bow, but with time switched to the longsword; bad at magic. In game class - Agent ("Charming when they can be seen and almost invisible when in shadow.").
Stubborn, loves solitude and stray animals, has a shitty sense of humour.
Tavi left Morrowind to travel with the Khajit caravan, where she learned how to play music and sing. Eventually, she ended up in the Cyrodiil and started to make a living by exploring ancient ruins and hunting for magical artifacts to sell them.
By the time of Skyrim events, she founds a way to escape the Shivering Isles, and starts to travel.
While in Skyrim, she adopts a magpie and calls her Moroshka.
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In the modern AU, she's a musician of some edgy rock group but also works as a barista, because I needed her to have a corny coffee shop situation.
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Sleeping and training with the sword are her favourite activities.
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sheirukitriesfandom · 8 months ago
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Tag 9 people you'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @rakaiawriter a while back. Thank you!
Here goes:
Last song I listened to: Piccola canzone dei contrari by Angelo Branduardi. Today is his 50th career anniversary 😁
Favorite color: Black
Currently watching: Kitchen Impossible (cooking show)
Sweet/savoury/spicy?: All? But I got a sweet tooth
Relationship status: single
Last thing you googled: the weather forecast. Riveting, I know.
Current obsession: Same old, same old (Savos) and a certain Italian folk musician… 🙃
Tagging: @elavoria @nostalgic-breton-girl @dirty-bosmer @alma-amentet and uhh, you're all usual suspects so go for it.
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skyrim-forever · 1 year ago
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do you ever just think wow? I'm mutuals with that person???
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wispstalk · 9 months ago
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I don't begrudge anyone a Lucien Lachance fixation but that man is a flop. anyone who thinks he serves more cunt than Almalexia is out of their god damn mind. he is CRINGE and FAIL and lives in a NASTY RATHOLE and says THEATER KID SHIT and orders you to KILL HIS CHILDREN because GOD TOLD HIM TO. huge loser energy but this is not a hate post. I love a loser. I thought we loved losers here on tumblr dot com. what the fuck happened to create the suave cool collected badass fanon lucien. @dirty-bosmer u might be the only person who Gets It 😤
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