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thawthebeez · 1 month

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saw a post on twitter abt tobio coming home after practice to an empty house (absent parents, kazuyo gone, miwa busy with studies) and i can't help but think that after a while he stopped announcing it when he returned. no longer would he walk in and call out an "i'm home" he'd just drop his bag by the door and head to his room or the kitchen or wherever. and maybe this routine sticks with him late into his adulthood and he ends up sharing an apartment with shouyou (or anyone, but i'm weak for kghn) and shouyou is left wondering why tobio doesn't announce when he gets home, he just lets the door slam shut and leaves it at that. like there have been a couple times where tobio's scared the shit out of shouyou because the door closed quietly and he didn't hear him walk in. so maybe one day shouyou asks why tobio doesn't say anything and tobio just kinda shrugs it off because he doesn't really remember why himself, but eventually he gets back into the habit of calling out a quick "i'm home" as he sets his bag down and it just becomes another "i'm here" moment for them and suddenly i feel so sick i hate them i hate them i hate them

#op that inspired this is @neptunianwaltz on twitter #twitter tends to be really good at feeding me haikyuu content that makes me want to scream and cry and rip out my hair and sob #mostly when it pertains to tobio #actually Always when it pertains to tobio #and i mean speaking from experience coming home from the rink late and having no one around #THAT SHIT SUCKS ASS #dinner with my family can be downright dreadful sometimes but eating at the table alone is WAY WORSE #so i can only imagine tobio who's also alone in every other aspect of his life. including on the court #when the people on the same side of the net start to feel so far away. when teammates become opponents..#losing love for the sport you play is ALSO a deeply horrifying pain i've gone through and i would wish it upon nobody #“a dancer dies twice. the first death is when they stop dancing” or whatever #and 13 year old tobio who can feel himself dying I'M SO SICK ACTUALLY #i need to stop #volleyball guys

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