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raymend · 2 years ago

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not being able to sing well anymore is like the one part of being on t that is making me sad. like i miss being in choir but there's no fucking shot i could do it with my crackly ass voice. like yesterday i was tryiong to sing and it was so so so so bad. granted i talk in a higher register at work all day and i was zonked but i just couldnt hit pitches like i used to. like i know it will settle eventually and be fine but like. Whimper

#ray.txt #Wait actually if i do figure this out i soooo want to be in choir again this fall like i think ill take part time classes at the college i #did my pseo at cuz i liked it there! and also liz my choir director was so so nice <3 literally that class made me so much more #comfortable with my voice.. Like when i took choir in middle school it was weird and dysphoric for reasons that i obviously #didnt have the words to describe yet. but the way that liz used gender neutral terms to refer to everyone made me feel #so comfortable and made me apprecaite my voice for what it was even though other people saw it as being feminine maybe #it was like a tool to me and i could sing and feel proud.#Fuck i literally just remembered that the reason why i took choir when i did was cuz i heard that testosterone just FUCKED your singing and #was like. Well ill enjoy it while i can i guess like it sucks that i cant get on t rn but might as well enjoy my journey #its just. Yeah. again like i know that ill be fine its just sad

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