#didn't know what kinning was at the time but man. any character i related was a dude.

[chaotictomtom]

rewatching torchwood and im flabbergasted by owen's t boy swag, how did lil old me back in middle school realize only years later after kinning owen that i was a dude. smh.

[wildernezz]

fine, I'll bite. Analyze me

okay i was not expecting this for a lot of reasons but i'm intrigued now so i'll bite back.

i usually do these analyzations on my other blog actually, @analyzing-people-like-hell, and i usually ask for a few characters just to make sure i'm going on the right track, but i think i can work with just skimming through your posts.

i doubt it's all that accurate because of the lack of information, but it's somethin', so hopefully it's at least entertaining to some extent:

toxic yaoi called they want their lawlight back.

you definitely kin either L or Light. i'm leaning towards L more just because of what you seem like, but i feel like you'd at least semi-relate to Light to some extent, and both can give a lot of insight. for one, you're definitely not a people person. the thought of engaging with most of the frivolous activities you see people do not only bores you, but it might even disgust you as well. or maybe you just lack the social skills to deal with people so you tend to avoid them all together. either way, it does make people keen on viewing you as more of an asshole type. you probably are a bit of an asshole, but your nature ensures that you get the job done, so it's not like anybody can complain.

i don't know what your parents did but i can just smell the parental issues from you. for whatever reason, you find them inadequate and maybe even failures of guardians. it's hard to pinpoint why you'd feel that way, but my guesses are that they were probably just negligent in general. they probably didn't treat you with respect, or just didn't treat you with any care in general. i can imagine they get needlessly pissy with you a lot and blame/push their problems onto you. who knows, either way they don't seem very nice, and they're maybe even a lot worse than what i'm assuming.

despite not being much of a people person, you seem pretty emotionally-intelligent. you spend so much time with yourself that it's easy for you to control your emotions and stay pretty level-headed in situations that would normally fracture others. it gives you an advantage when getting to know people. you understand yourself enough to keep yourself safe, but it also helps you understand where other people might be coming from. there was also this one reblog i found when skimming through your posts: "when you want to be heartless but you know that's not how you are" that does make me question a lot of my initial guesses. maybe you just want to appear like somebody who couldn't care less about what people think, but deep down you still do. you want to give the world the same kind of pain it dealt you, but you just can't. despite all the rage festering inside you, you can't seem to stop caring. (which honestly fucking relatable i can't blame you there man.)

also you're definitely emo. and somewhere on the gay agenda. there's definitely something you regret from 2020 specifically. idk what, but it's probably there.

that's all i can really think of right now. my bad if this is completely off, but it's the best i could come up with. i'd def be willing to try again given a list of characters if you wanted. i'm gonna go work on my spanish presentation now. adiós, you emo disaster. thank you for giving me more procrastination time.

[trouticide]

as someone who really vibes with the way that lixxen described Charlie's gender, I will put in my 2 cents: some people are so disinterested in the idea of gender or binaries that even labels like nonbinary or genderfluid or trans are kind of dysphoria inducing. I don't identify with any gender nor with any trans identity because it just doesn't make sense to my brain. I think Charlie would be similar because there is seemingly no conscious decision for when or why he identifies a certain way and he really doesn't seem to care. Also, I think everyone has their own headcanon about how Charlie/Joyce identifies and how they experience gender, and that's largely based on an individual experience with gender. So if you don't really get it or relate to OP's interpretation, maybe it's just because that is their own personal way of seeing things. It doesn't mean you can't headcanon charlie as fluid or trans, just that we all see things differently. hope my rambling makes sense, and it is sent with positivity and respect!! and I am not trying to speak over the OP who has their own insight, or anyone else, we are all unique!

(sorry for anon, i would reblog but i'm not out and some people know about my blog)

ok just to be totally clear, i experience gender the same way and agree with OPs interpretation. however i am also going through a major identity crisis and have been trying to figure out if i specifically am trans or if this is just an autistic gender expression thing. so when i reblogged and said what i said it wasn't meant to be taken as a disagreement. i was looking for clarification because i super identified with it and i'm confused about myself lol i have a lot of trauma similar to charlie's and i operate pretty similarly in my life because of it, so it's been therapeutic for me to use his character arch to help me work through some other things. for a huge part of my life i didn't identify with any gender identity at all because i experienced what you mentioned about all labels feeling dysphoric. i still feel that way but i think that may be able to be resolved if i actually take the time to think about it critically and *try* to find a label. i don't really understand labels, similarly to you it just doesn't make sense to me. but i'm at a point in my life where i think i have to work through the pain and discomfort of it and learn to understand it because the anxiety i feel from not having a label is too overwhelming to ignore. up until this point ive just dressed freely and acted freely so i didn't really have to look at labels at all. same thing with sexuality, i just dated who i wanted to. but that got me into a lot of trouble, i ended up with a man for three and a half years when im absolutely an acespec lesbian. i didn't know that at the time though because the thought of labeling my sexuality very deeply stressed me out. but now that ive figured it out and worked through it that stress is gone and i can start actually living my life. i think i could go through the same thing with this, even if i do end up just settling on no labels or that this is just how i experience gender as an autistic person, completely unrelated to being trans. i really don't know yet, but i know no harm will come from me thinking about it and asking questions. all input is good input, so i appreciate this ask!! so yeah tldr agree with everything you and @lixxen said i'm just using joyce as a vent kin to figure out whether im trans or just autistic and gnc

[fictionkinfessions]

Hello, all you other BatIM and related properties kins! You don't know me, but I'm Evelyn Stein, a non-canon character, and I have letters for some of my versions of you. If you take any joy from this post, that's good. Anyways. To whom it may concern:

Susie. I'm sorry you could only find your happiness in death. I'm sorry that your story ended with you giving up, stopping fighting. Still... You had been fighting for so long, I suppose you needed to let go. I'm still sorry your story had to end the way it always does, with a blade through your back.

Wally. We never knew each other, but your voice was a constant and comforting presence through my time imprisoned after I took on my grandfather’s role in that infernal Cycle. I hope you did, in fact, get outta there.

Henry. Grandpa Henry. Thank you. I'm sorry you could never get out before everything went wrong in the Cycle, but... Thank you for showing me what it means to be kind. Thank you for never choosing to become a monster.

Sammy. Honestly? I hated you at first, but you proved yourself to be a kind man and wonderful father figure. Thank you for everything you did for me, even though it cost you so much.

Allison. Thank you for taking care of me when you were allowed to. I know you didn't always get the choice to, but thank you when you did. I know forgiving the Liar was your personal choice, but thank you for accepting that I couldn't. Thank you for never moving to stop us as we ended everything.

Thomas. You're right. You were wrong. You were wrong to do anything you did while working with the Liar, and you were right to run away from it. Still, I am glad to have met you, at least.

Sincerely,

Evelyn Stein (BatIM oc)

☄️

[percival-the-slothful]

Doing this with my Jataro kin (warning lots of yapping)

❤️ (This is not until we were maybe around 16) Nagisa for sure, uh maybe masaru and the sixth woh that I remember that I'm gonna post art of soon. See, I can't remember if we were all in a poly relationship??? Minus monaca because she was aroace. Like, I was gay so I couldn't feel any attraction to kotoko, but I wouldn't care if she was also dating Nagisa. y'know what I'm saying? Omg I'm yapping nonsense UH

TLDR: Nagisa is all I know for sure

💛 oooo I'm not sure I was close to all of them. Kotoko was my bff so maybe her!

😡 Haiji Towa. ☺️ even though I knew he was part of monaca's plan, I always found that it was unfair that he lived. He abused monaca and liked little girls. I hate him so much that I can't remember if I actually k!lled him or if it was all fantasy. Also my friend's family buuut they were already taken care of sooo

🎶 anything that has like a weirdcore/dreamcore sound to it

🩰 YOU ALREADY KNOW‼️‼️‼️ anything and everything to do with ART

📚 uhh my art?

🍙 hmmm, I'm not sure. I know I loved hot dogs, I would eat them with masaru, he got me started on them lol. I also loved mac & and cheese, which I also still love now

🏳️‍🌈 gay gay homosexual gay. It kind of matches mine now? My gender reflects the person's I'm attracted to, which means if I like a man, I'm a man.

🏳️‍⚧️ I was a cisgender male! In this life I'm genderfluid :P (HAPPY PRIDE BTWWW)

🎭 confused & happy?

🔗 I think this means I kin multiple characters? Which is a yesss. It depends on the kin if they're related or not :P

🌺 art smells!!!

🎵 I have a whole playlist

👾 danganronpa ofc

©️ I was mixed, Black + Asian. This made mama hate me even more. I also had a big crush on nagisa that *I* didn't even know about for the longest time because I didn't know it was possible for people to love someone of the same gender

🤢 uhh umm I don't know? OH I KNOW when people pair me up with v3 characters as parental figures. Gundham, Sonia, Kazuichi and Ibuki are my parental/siblings figures!!!

☠️ Junko fucking sucks. She's good as a "character" but not as a person. She is not a god damn "GiRl BoSs" she's a monster. All the people she killed and manipulate...

🤮 sigh ok let's start off light, the sixed woh not being there. Him being in the game would educate people on intersex people and how they're treated. Me not being mixed and Monaca not being transfem. I wish the "are they really dead?" thing was actually focused on more. There not being more media of us, like us being in the anime more or showing what happened to us later on. And ofc

**TW 🍇**

How Komaru's 🍇 was written off as a joke and fan service.

Fictokin Ask Game

❤️ Did they have a significant other? If so who?

💛 Who was their closest friend?

😡 Did they have a worst enemy? If so who?

🎶 What songs do they like?

🩰 What’s a talent they had?

📚 What’s a hobby they had?

🍙 What’s their favorite food? (Is it different from yours?)

🏳️‍🌈 What was their orientation? Does it match yours?

🏳️‍⚧️ What was their gender? Does it match yours?

🎭 Would you describe them as emotional?

🔗 If you’re polykin, are your kintypes related?

🌺 Are there smells that remind you of them?

🎵 What song(s) reminds you of them?

👾 What media reminds you of them?

©️ What ways are they different from their source?

🤢 What’s something in fannon you hate?

☠️ What’s something that could get you crucified by the fandom?

🤮 What’s something in their source you hate?

[yourlocalnicknackkinnie]

Character Bingo: Nick Nack (HP:MS)

@dolly-royal @omggypsyesmeraldathings-blog (I know you asked for Riley too but I'm making it a separate post since its the same character :3 )

Alrighty lets begin (It's gonna be very long because I've got a lot of things to say about him)

They are so cool looking

I gotta admit, he looks very cool. Even tho some prople say he looks like James Charles (Which I STRONGLY disagree) I love his design. I personally like his clothes, the man has drip. Heck, I literally painted a white blazer for a cosplay but now I just wear it when I'm not in cosplay anymore. I also like his facial structure since it gave me a challenge to draw him before but now I've gone used too it. (I can go on and on)

Everyone but me is wrong about them

Ok, so this is just a little joke (I do believe in other people's headcanons about him) but I would make this joke of "As a Nick Nack Kinnie, he would defiantly do that" if there's something that I think he would do.

Wasted Potential

Ik hes in the prequel but he could have more potential in the first game too (Since his model was already made). I think that Nick could've been in the tea party with Mortimer and Riley at the end instead of Kathy. (IDK but stillll)

If they were real I would be afraid of them

Ok, maybe a little startled but still- I mean, he's a puppet that wants a human as his host. But I headcanon that when you say that he's your favorite, he'll stop, cry and just be nicer to you. (Since he doesn't want to harm a fan)

They are deeper then they seem

for some reason I feel like there's something more about Nick that we don't know. The fact that he might have the urge not hunt for Owen and his urge to do it is strange but maybe there's more context in the game when its realesed.

They got done DIRTY by fans

So one time I tried to look how far the fandom has got. So every fandom has R34 art so I decided to type it in on google and OH I REGRET MY DECISION. I found a Nick Nack one- (IDK if that counts tho but still)

Didn't get enough screen time

This applies for the first game. like- we only see him in the shadows and that's it.

I want to carry them in a handbag like a tiny dog

Well kinda, I don't own any handbags but I wanna put him in a back pack instead with him poking out of it. If i had a Nick Nack puppet i would put him in there, let him poke out of it and go out with him like that for aesthetic purposes (And probably comfort reasons as well).

Nothing I like about them is technically canon

Another joke one. I do like things that are canon but I like to come up with headcanons to make me like him more than usual.

Why do they look like that

I don't mean his Midnight show ver. I meant his model that was supposed to be in the first game. What happened to his eyes? Where his is little beard thingy? (I headcanon that the eyes are supposed to be a mechanism that was added in later. like Puppet contact lenses I guess. it was later added because it wasn't in the blue prints so it was just a last minute idea Owen came up with)

Im mentally ill about them

Help, my mind is all about him now- send help (JK)

Wow... they are LITERALLY me!

Yep, that's me (As my username says it) I relate to him a lot. from my interests to maybe personality. heck I made a list of it and there's a lot of things I kin him that its scary. Ex. liking arts, having mood swings, being a tea person, likes to sing (the difference is that I think my voice sounds horrible) and more things-

They've never done anything wrong in their life <33

Ok, Ok maybe he has done some thing wrong in his life but at least he has the urge to not kill us-

So that's all for now. I could make a headcanon post about him on here (Pls reblog or comment down if you want something like this cause I have a lot of headcanons for Nick and plus I love making this kinds of posts)

[salty-selfships]

I wanna talk about usopp lmao. Yknow when i first started one piece, i started it out of spite bcs in like only a few weeks one of my friends managed to hit like episode 100 or smth, and i was like "....fuck you i can do that shit too." And honestly i didn't know what the hell i was getting myself into. The first few episodes i thought "oh maybe i'll stay for zoro??? I guess..."but like i didnt- i didnt really like the first 7 episodes.

n like then i dropped it for a week bcs- well i just didnt find it interesting. But then. Then- i decided to pick one piece up again bcs- ..... spite- and like i watched episode 8 and i was so bored. I was so close to like not watching it again untill i started episode 9. and who comes along in episode 9? Ehehshehagehagheheheyebehe usopp <3.

I HAVE

NO IDEA

WHY I INSTANTLY GOT HOOKED TO ONE PIECE

AFTER USOPP APPEARED-

well maybe it was bcs i found him rlly funny and relateable (And also he was really sweet-)- bUT- I HONESTLY DIDN'T EXPECT USOPP- TO BE MY MAIN REASON WHY I GOT HOOKED ONTO ONE PIECE- PLEASEHAVSJGGGH. like i finished the syrup village arc and the baritie(???) Arc in one day probably.

I started off one piece thinking i was gonna be like most ppl like "oh ye zoro <333" or smth- but that shit took a hUUUUGEEE TURN when usopp was introduced- like bro before i got into one piece i didnt even know he existed pls- i knew luffy, zoro, sanji, nami, robin, franky and chopper existed- bUT USOPP?? I HAD NO CLUE THAT MAN WAS PART OF THE CREWKAGSJWVS.

but no seriously, my main reason why i kept watching one piece was just usopp- when i hit like skypiea, my friend was probably between anies lobby or thriller bark, and they mentioned usopp fighting perona in thriller bark so my motivation was like to get to thriller bark and see usopp go "IVE ALWAYS BEEN THIS NEGATIVEEE" JAGSNSGAJWGAH- and also like i wanted more sad stuff n i knew luffy n usopp were gonna fight in water 7 so i just went speed w skypiea just to like- idk kno what usopp does in water 7??? PLS THIS MAN SKEBSNVSJSGJSV

like by the time i was out of skypiea i was just heads over heals for this man. Hes so funny, hes relateable and like bro cmon hes so cute pls *sobs*. Then-

Water 7.

phEwh- i didnt- i def wasnt expecting smth like it tbh. I knew luffy and usopp were gonna fight but holy fuck it hurted sm??? And like- this arc rlly made me love usopp more and also realize like "holy fuck wait im like this- wait no pls i can't kin another depressed charact- *adds him to kin list*" JAGSHSGAJSVSJDG. God i remember when i saw sogeking for the first time and i just laughed so hard. Like plss honestly i would smth like dat too tbh i cant- LIKE SOMETIMES I WONDER IF HE HAD THE SOGEKING SONG SAVED UP ALR B4 OR IF HE JUST MADE IT ON THE SPOT HHHAHAHSGSHSV. pls i love him sm-

I think the whole reason why i just absolutely love and adore usopp is just cuz i find him really relateable and i feel like if i were to talk to him about my problems he would understand exactly what i meant n stuff ykno? AKAGSJSTEJGG IDKKKK HES JUST SO GREAT AND I LOVE HIM SM- BUT HES ALSO ME??? IM HIM??? BUT NO??? ITS AJSGSJGGUS

point is i kept using usopp as like a reason to catch up w one piece. When i hit like thriller bark, all my motivation was just "TIMESKIPUSOPPTIMESKIPUSOPPTIDDIESWOWOWOOWTIMESKIPUSOPP" n then i hit fishman island n i just "DRESSROSAUSOPPDRESSROSAUSOPPWOOWOWOHAKI" and then i hit wci "*SOBS*U-USOPPINWANOWITHFROG-USOPPINWANOWITHFROG*SOBS*"

and here i am.

Forever an usopp lover 🙏😔

[addictedtostorytelling]

Hiya👋 Me again, sending some more love your way❤️ and I have a hypothetical ask:

In Fallen Angels it's revealed that Tina is a drug addict and doesn't allow Nick or Sara to visit/see Eli. If Tina hadn't choosen to get clean, do you think that Nick or Sara would have adopted/taken custody of Eli?

hi, @doctorliamsr!

thanks for the love! right back at you. 💕

in the us foster care system, it is generally standard practice that if there are any living family members who are willing, able, and stable enough to take a child in after the child has been removed from their parents' custody, then they get first dibs on doing so over anyone else.

said practice is called "kinship care," and it is the preferred way of doing things in almost every state.

only if no family is available to provide kinship care will a child be placed with a foster parent or parents to whom they are not actually related.

at that point, the next most preferred foster parents would be family friends, neighbors, babysitters, school staff, medical providers, etc. with whom the child already were familiar. these types of “not family by blood but by bond” caretakers are known as “fictive kin” or “non-related kin.” 

however, if there is otherwise no way to keep the child with caretakers who are already known to them and/or who are members of their extended community, then the child may be placed with foster parents at random.    

we can infer that sara had no extended family or community members who were able to care for her at the time when she entered the foster care system because she states that she lived with “strangers” and moved around a lot (see episode 05x10 “no humans involved”).

so the hierarchy for preferred care arrangements goes

kinship care

non-related kinship care

traditional foster care

in that order.

while warrick was raised by his grandmother (who died sometime during the early seasons of the show) and didn't seem to have any other living family aside from tina and eli at the time of his death, it's unclear what tina's family situation is as of s13.

however, if she were to have any family members whatsoever who were alive at the time that eli was taken into foster care—e.g., her parents or siblings or grandparents or aunts or uncles or adult cousins or adult nieces and nephews (even at degrees of removal) on either side—and those family members were themselves willing to take eli in and were able to prove their fitness to care for him, then they'd automatically get the nod to do so over anyone who were just a "friend of the family."

so in that likely scenario, nick and sara might never even enter the picture.

however.

if it were the case that tina, like warrick, had no other living family to provide kinship care—or at least none that were willing/able to do so—and no other closer family friends than nick or sara to provide non-related kinship care, then maybe nick or sara could step in.

in my view, nick would be the more likely one to try to do so, not only because taking in his late best friend’s kid while his best friend’s ex-wife was going through troubled times would very much be in keeping with his character—that man is nothing if not an indefatigable white knight—but also because, honestly, for as much as i like the idea of her coming “full circle” by herself becoming a foster parent, i don’t think sara would have the wherewithal to make that kind of commitment at that time in her life, her desire to help notwithstanding.

remember: in early s13, her marriage is falling apart, and she knows it. she and grissom already haven’t spoken in months, and, frankly, she’s not sure when they are ever going to speak again. the last thing in the world she’s gonna do in that kind of fraught situation is send grissom an email being like, “guess what, honey? i wanna adopt warrick’s five year-old! you’d better come home.” it’d be too messy. too risky. too complicated. it could be the thing to finally make grissom pull the plug on their marriage (if he didn’t want to be a part of the endeavor) or, maybe even worse, it could be the kind of thing to make him potentially come home for the wrong reason (i.e., not because he actually wanted to be with sara but because suddenly there was gonna be a kid in the picture and he felt beholden to be there), which would break her heart in about a million ways.

while this post refers to the hypothetical scenario of what might happen were sara to discover she was pregnant during the course of s13, the same general principles discussed in it would apply in this case, as well, i believe.

of course, even if nick were to try to become a foster parent for eli—and it would be a fostering situation rather than an adoptive one, at least to start out with, as tina’s parental rights had not yet been severed and dcfs would want to give her a fair shake to clean herself up before they were—i don’t know that he’d necessarily/automatically be granted approval, given how much he works, the hours at which he works, the dangerous nature of his work, and the fact that he is single.

like.

while not having a domestic partner doesn’t necessarily preclude one from being a foster parent otherwise, in his case, he might have a hard time establishing that he’d be present enough to actually see to eli’s care. 

though if he were the only or most favorable option, i think he’d still have a good chance at being awarded custody, such might not be the case were there another potential foster parent (either non-related or traditional) out there who didn’t work seventy-odd hours a week at a night shift job where the likelihood of getting shot was decently high.

after all, the whole goal of a foster placement is to provide a stable, safe, nurturing environment for a child at a time of great upheaval in their lives, so ideally whoever is looking after them has to be able to really be there, you know?

so whether or not nick would be successful in his bid for custody would likely depend on what other options were available and what social services ultimately deemed to be the best situation for eli overall.

of course, if nick did become eli’s foster dad, his doing so might necessitate that he switch shifts or scale back his hours at work, just so he could be around/awake more at the times when eli needed him.

how long the fostering arrangement might last and if nick would ever be given the option to legally adopt eli would of course depend on the tina of it all—if she ever did get clean, if she had her parental rights terminated, etc., etc.

anyway.

thanks for the question! please feel welcome to send another any time.        

[mallowstep]

(Reedwhisker anon)

If the Erin's do confirm that Reedwhisker was in the same litter as Prim, Pike, and Perch, the only way I can figure out why he went through two years of apprenticeship hell is, well, a Serious Head Injury. Maybe Tigerstar sets up something to make himself look better. Reedpaw is only 1/4 Thunderclan, so maybe a 'show,' to make it look like he's going to have Reedpaw killed, and he talks to Darkstripe about it. Darkstripe accidentally messess up, maybe or maybe Reed hits his head on a rock during the whole thing before Tigerstar can do his whole generosity thing and spare him, and well. Everyone is confused when Reed doesn't get up, and then maybe he has a seizure or something? Idk Canon isn't my mess to fix.

Misty AU, I can actually see Mistyfoot just...physically pulling Reed close to her after Tigerstar is killed, and that's when Shadowclan realizes that oh. Reed is related to her. It's kinda even funnier if he looks like her, but they just didn't place it.

Leopard AU...if Misty is with Thunderclan's battle party when Bloodclan is introduced and Tigerstar dies, and Reed is with Riverclan's cats after Shadowclan flees, I can also see her just...walking over and lifting him up by his scruff and walking back to Thunderclan's party and Firestar is like...wat.

Stormpaw: "That's Reedpaw! He's Mistyfoot's kit." *he tells the fire pelted leader, before butting his head against Reedpaw as Stonefur attempts to get Misty to set Reed down, but it's not going to well.

As for the whole Tigerheart name thing....this boy personally voices his opinion to Twany next time he sees her too. He tells her directly to her face that she is a shitty queen, and a hypocrite.

But for The Kin and Darktail thing...in Canon, if he's from a second litter, I feel horrible for Misty. She's lost her first litter, Stone, Storm, and Feather, and now her son...is prisoner to Darktail. In Misty AU and Leopard AU...I cannot not see her going absolutely feral. Feather trying to keep her calm but Feather's regressed a bit, terror for her brother shining in her eyes, and Storm's pacing back and forth in Thunderclan camp, tail lashing. Stone probably wants to pull a rescue (if he's still alive) but Misty can't put Thunderclan or Riverclan in danger anymore then it is. Hawk, Moth, and Frog all uneasy and unhappy and twitching. They just don't know what to do. Maybe those three with Alder, Violet, and Twig stage a rescue and get everyone out. Or he's stuck as a prisoner to the Kin until Darktail is dead. Either way, big family cuddle pile every night for a moon or two. Maybe longer with Misty and Feather.

(Tried breaking this up with spaces, hope it works.)

yes thank you...greatly appreciated.

ooo that head injury idea is good! i like that a lot. yes. very good. i'm unlikely, like. i don't really care about reedwhisker as a character so shrug, i'll probably never do anything with him and the weird age stuff, but i like this as a solution! yes. very good.

dfjkldas yeah ohmygod. reedwhisker and mistyfoot walking to a gathering together and russetfur is like "oh my god we're all fucking idiots."

heh yeah. she probably would be! her and stormpaw. and she sees reedpaw and is like. "THAT'S MY FUCKING SON" and is very happy to see him. thunderclan comes home with more cats than it left with. but everyone is so happy to see him again. he's so happy to see everyone again. good reunion times.

mistyfoot is Not letting reedpaw out of her sight for like. at least three days. probably longer but at least three days. reedpaw is fine with that. he's very excited to see everyone. stonefur. god. yes. good family reunion times.

and yes -- god. i love. okay one of like. my fav things about tawnypelt (in the misty au) is this disbalance in their experiences. because -- to be clear, tawnypelt is also traumatized by tigerclan. but her experience is so fundamentally different like -- hm. it's not even.

excerpt time yes. some stuff from tnp i'm many whiles away from publishing.

so feathertail like actually doesn't remember very much of tigerclan. not in any specifics. it's all a very hazy mess with some key moments.

Feathertail wants to make her name them all, but Feathertail doesn't think she knows what they are. "What are you apologizing for, Tawnypelt?"

to face the burning heat

but tawnypelt does

"I—" remember how you screamed, Tawnypelt's mind supplies. I remember when I didn't understand. I remember everything, Feathertail. "I'm sure. I'm sorry for that, and every other time."

trying not to face what i've done

and yet. it's a hugely formative thing for feathertail, in a way that like -- tawnypelt doesn't get.

"No, we can't, can we?" Feathertail says. Her posture has changed, her ears folded back, and Tawnypelt shrinks.

trying not to face what i've done

like tawnypelt recognizes what's going on but she doesn't realize how deep she's cut

Brambleclaw is watching them. He has stepped back, Feathertail realizes, there is nothing between Tawnypelt and herself. She could — she could leap. Feathertail is frozen, her hindlegs refuse to move, she can't — she can't do this.

to face the burning heat

and yeah. so what's my point?

well, it'd be the same thing here, wouldn't it? because again, tawnypelt is one of tigerstar's victims. everything else aside, he's not like. he's emotionally abusive to her. he ties her self worth to his approval and he's not afraid to twist that thread to keep her under his thumb.

"Stop fucking whining," he snaps and she flinches.

let me write my own line

so to her like -- yeah. her whole decision kind of makes sense. because tawnypelt is -- not intentionally, but she's a very selfish character.

"What are you apologizing for, Tawnypelt?" Feathertail says this like it is a question, like they are not both staring at the result of everything Tawnypelt has done. Brambleclaw is watching in silence. I'm sorry, brother, she thinks. "Say it," Feathertail spits. "Tell me what you're sorry for."

trying not to face what i've done

like she's --- she's worried about her perception, here. it's complicated because she does apologize, she does let it come out, but she's also very concerned with her own image.

and that happens again when she names her son tigerkit. because she's thinking -- i am reclaiming this. but to everyone else, she's naming her son after a monster, she's openly invoking that comparison, like. i already think tigerheart has a very very complex to negative relationship with his name.

(especially once he becomes leader.)

so with that in mind -- yeah. first of all rip tigerheart for the comparison but second.

reedwhisker is Not having it. 0%. what the Fuck are you Doing tawnypelt.

i think -- honestly, i think mistyfoot would be angry with him for going as far as calling her a bad queen. right like, i don't -- i think that would be a step too far for her. but everyone in riverclan and shadowclan and all of the clans are supportive of reedwhisker.

(i saw a think about tigerkit being golden and goldenkit and -- my heart. feels things. goldenheart. i love it. hm. i literally have it saved in my au ideas folder. "oots except tigerheart is named goldenheart. that's it. that's the only difference.")

and yeah oh man the fucking kin like man. god -- i'm actually working on something about that? about how like -- it triggers mistystar's ptsd? anyway.

but yeah -- for Minimal Angst (and canon coherence) i think reedwhisker would be the only kit in her litter but i imagine like -- mistystar is very protective of him because of course she is, very reasonable. and so for him to be taken from her is just. unthinkably cruel.

and yeahh -- she would be really, really, really angry. this is what...like 8 years later? and still -- oh first of all.

just. the angst of -- because stormheart and stonefur were not there for the worst of it. and even though they saw the aftermath, you know, okay actually.

shadepelt would be probably like. very upset about the bodies. because the whole reason she almost died was that she tried to bury bodies. and stormheart like -- he hasn't really seen shadepelt like this. not really, not in a long time. hnng. good.

but feathertail is -- yeah. she's Retreating to Safety. even after this much time she's still very close with mistystar, and i don't think -- after reedwhisker is held hostage, i don't think she'd want to separate from her.

and everyone is so angry and frustrated and done because -- this isn't fair.

i think hawk, moth, and frog would definitely attempt a rescue. (i mean if i wanted maximum angst one of them would be held hostage as well. just for the record.) and --

oh i've talked about like. the angst of seeing your parent like. hurt. and this hurts them Again.

like it's hard, right? and even if they're adults feathertail is still their mom but she's scared and ohh. good stuff.

but yeah, rescue attempts. oh. maybe in the rescue attempt one of them gets captured. maybe like. hm. idk. maybe frog and alder. idk. but they get themselves captured and -- because alder is kind of like a dad to violet and twig and now there's So Much damn family angst.

but when it's all over -- mistystar is going to have a Lot of cats in her den for a while.

i'm not sure if/when mistyfoot and feathertail stop sleeping together? like maybe at some point but yeah. feathertail is like. "hi mistystar this is Our Den now."

(mistystar is fine with this. she's somewhat less fine with the fact that stonefur, stormheart, and reedwhisker are following suit because her den is like. big enough for maybe three or four cats to sleep comfortably, and hawkfrost, mothwing, and frogheart keep sneaking in, and she needs to be able to get out of her own den she is the leader oh my god, but only a little because really she just loves them a lot.)

[dogsuffrage]

Every time I think about my gender I go insane because I cannot process the level of intricacies involved with what I like lmao. Like I'm a cis man and I see no need to modify that label but also sometimes (like, for a few hours every few days) I want to be perceived as feminine. But also I really enjoy being masculine. But also I want to do both at the same time but not in a way that compromises like I want to be extremely both gender. And also to strangers I actually would like no gender. Sometimes I get called a man by a stranger and I cringe. But to someone I like I love being a man. My brain is overheating. Anyway I don't like anyone else getting too comfy with MY gender so I'll never put pronouns anywhere even though I prefer he/him bc I'm he/him but to you I am nothing until I like you and want to express myself to you. To you I am an entity outside of the concept of human gender I am simply whatever my pfp is at the time. Currently kitty cat. Meow. But not really I'm not doing a kin thing I just like relating to silly little creachers. So like yeah. I think I'd feel more comfortable presenting feminine if society didn't ruin my brain bc I get pretty euphoric at being feminine sometimes. Would love to explore that with someone loving who I can open up around. You KNOW I only play girl characters lol. In video games I am always a girl. I want whatever anime boys have going on. I want to be cool and masculine but with unmistakeable feminine traits. I WANT TO BE HOWL MOVINGCASTLE. But only MOST of the time. But sometimes I want to be very feminine. But also I'm a coward so I barely allow myself to present as feminine in any way. I never want to be traditionally and completely masculine. Nauseating. Is anyone still reading this. In conclusion. If I don't know you my gender is [ERROR] but you can use he/him and refer to me as cis. But if I know you my gender is...... something. But also I would like to be close with someone open to me trying new things and supportive of me so I can see how far I can take my feminine aspects bc that feminine euphoria hits different bro. Want to explore that. Don't reblog obviously. Meow. Ending all my posts with meow until I turn back into a raccoon blog. Lol jk. Meow.

[chris-evans-indian-fanfic]

Across Seven Seas

Chapter 4

Description: This fanfiction series is set in the year 2022, after the horrid COVID-19 has finally come to an end. In this fanfiction, Chris Evans holidays with his family in India and meets Meera Shankar. The story explores their rollercoaster journey and raises a question, whether two people, from two contrasting backgrounds and cultures, can build their future together?

WE FINALLY FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED WITH CHRIS IN THIS CHAPTER!

This series is Chris Evans x OFC with Chris Evans' family and friends having recurring appearances. Please find below a lot of Original Characters-

Meera Shankar - The female lead

Meera's Mother

Poppy - Meera's maternal grandmother

Rohan - Meera's elder brother who is 6 years older than her.

Ankur - Concierge of the Hotel Maple-Fawn in Mussoorie

Chapter 1 • Chapter 2 • Chapter 3

Chapter 5

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P.S- India follows only one timezone.

P.P.S- All the photographs used in the chapters are of the real locations mentioned. I clicked these photographs on my vacation.

This is a work of fiction. The names of the hotels and companies have been changed to avoid copyright issues. Meera Shankar and her family is based on the author and her kin. No offense is intended.

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Chapter 4

7th September, 1:50 pm - Dehradun-Mussoorie Road

Seated comfortably in 2 large SUVs, the Evans family was on its way to Maple-Fawn, where they were to spend the rest of their vacation in peace. While almost everyone was fast asleep, Chris was wide-awake, awestruck with the view as their cars drove on winding slopes of the mountain. His body was tired, but his eyes refused to shut, taking in every detail of the natural beauty.

When they finally reached the hotel, the cold air was cruelly nipping at them. Since Delhi had been extremely hot, they had decided to ditch the winter wear until after they reached Mussoorie. Basking in the warmth of their rooms, Chris couldn't help but marvel at the view from his room. The entire valley was sprawled beneath him, the hill-side dotted with lush green leaves.

There were mountains as far as his eyes could see, dark green set against the bright blue sky. This would be a good place to sketch, he thought, sitting on the chair in his bedroom balcony.

The rest of the day was uneventful for the family, with all of them tuckered out.

Same day, 5:30pm - Hotel Maple-Fawn

Bundled up in 2 sweaters, a jacket, skull cap and finally, a shawl to cover it all up, Meera finished her walk across the property. She now knew where the gym, yoga centre, gaming zone, library, swimming pool, dance club, spa and garden were located. She knew every exit, every corridor and passage. She was satisfied with the amount of fire extinguishers present and their ease of access. The hotel had various maps screwed into the walls, with clearly demarcated ways to the nearest exit and fire extinguishers.

Heading back to her room, she felt her phone vibrate. "Hey Ma, what happened?" she answered the call. "Where are you?" "Just taking a walk, coming back now." "YOU LEFT THE HOTEL?! ALONE?!" shouted her mother. "Ma, calm down, I did not leave the hotel. I was just taking a walk inside the hotel premises. I wanted to see their gym, swimming pool, gaming zone, spa..." "Oh okay okay, but you should have told me you are going na." "Have you checked your phone? I sent you a Whatsapp message when I left. You even received it," replied Meera. "Yes but that was a long time ago!" "It was only 20 minutes ago Ma!" said an indignant Meera, "It is not my fault that you panicked!" "I am your mother. I have every right to panic when I can't find my children." Reaching the lift to her portion of the hotel, Meera disconnected the call.

Conducting a thorough check of any premises had become somewhat of a habit for Meera. There had been too many instances where innocent people had been the victims of fires just because the building had not been upto code, or even if they were, then the people did not know where the exits were or how to use a fire extinguisher. She was not going to take any chances when it came to protecting her family.

Entering the shared bedroom, Meera's mother ran to hug her, "Where were you? Do you know how worried I was?" "Mom I had been gone for just 20 minutes. Can you please not be so clingy?" retorted Meera, dodging her mother. "I am a mother. Mothers are not clingy." "First of all," replied Meera, "A mother is a relation and being clingy is a personality trait, so yes, you can be both. And secondly, I told you where I am na, what is the need to be so hyper all the time?" "I worry Bala," her Mother said with concern, "Times are bad." "If the times are bad then..." "How is the rest of the hotel?" interrupted Poppy, ending their conversation. "It is great. They even have a small library here. Some of your favourite authors are available as well. There's Danielle Steel, Maeve Binchy and Babara Taylor Bradford." "Oo that's nice. Any books which we haven't read?" "I don't know which books you haven't read, but I will take you there whenever you want. I got this interesting book which talks about the history of Mussoorie and..." "Why is my phone hanging?" Poppy interrupted again, "Meera check and see what is wrong with my phone." Meera quietly sighed. Her grandmother had an annoying habit of interrupting people when they were talking about something she wasn't interested in. Clearing some of the junk from the phone, she handed it back to Poppy. "Aah now it's working properly," smiled Poppy.

Next day, 10am - Hotel Maple-Fawn

The restaurant where all the meals were served housed floor-to-ceiling windows which offered a beautiful view of the trees and overlooked the valley below.

The Evans family was already at the table next to the window, savoring the delicious breakfast. Scott suddenly stopped eating his omelette, his eyes squinting at something across the room. "Did you guys see that woman? She took a bowl of cornflakes and is eating them without milk! Why would she do that?" Carly and Lisa turned around while Shanna tried to crane her neck to look at the person. "Who are you talking about?" asked Shanna. "That woman in the skull cap! She's sitting at the table of 4, with 3 other people! The one who's wearing the bulky sweater and shawl!" "That's not a woman, that's a man," stated Carly, "I saw him walking around our wing yesterday. He was looking at all the fire extinguishers and the maps for some reason. I thought he worked with the hotel. What a weirdo." "I think that's a woman," contributed Lisa, "What do you think Chris?" "Not interested," came the reply.

Over the course of the next few days, members of the Evans family kept spotting the 'mystery person', either at the gaming zone, the library, restaurant or around the premises. Shanna swore she once heard the person and their voice sounded "Deep and gruff, just like a man's!" "Bullshit!" retorted Scott, "I saw her crouching on the gravel pathway yesterday. It's a she!" "Wait why was she crouching on the pathway for no reason? That is so weird!" commented Stella, Chris' 13-year-old niece. "Oh she was picking up some wrapper or plastic, I don't know I wasn't very close." "Then how are you sure it was she and not he?" argued Shanna.

The doorbell of their suite rang, putting a pause to the argument. The concierge, Ankur, was at the door. He informed them that the hotel was organising a horse-riding workshop for the next day and wanted to check if anyone would be interested to participate. "Sounds like fun," Scott wondered, "No! I cannot hear you complain about chafed thighs for the rest of the vacation," said Chris. After they politely refused, Ankur reminded Chris about the mediation program. "You have only visited one session sir, when we had you signed up for the entire duration of your stay. Did you not like the session?" "Oh no it was great. I... I just wanted to spend sometime with my family, you know?" "I understand sir. You can rejoin the program anytime you want. I will take your leave. Do let us know if there's anything we can do to serve you," and with that, Ankur left.

"I am sorry," apologized Carly, "I thought you might like the mediation program. Rishikesh is just a few hours away you know. We can go and spend the rest of our vacation there." "Please don't say that," replied Chris, "They have a nice teacher here. It's just that I have already heard and read everything that the guru was preaching. Plus it's so beautiful here. I want us to stay," Chris tried his best to sound convincing.

It wasn't that this vacation was a bad idea, the change of location and the absence of the hounding media had relieved some of the stress Chris had been facing. It was just that Chris felt like he didn't belong anywhere. Uptil now, for the better part of the vacation, he had stayed holed up in his room, either watching PicFlix or sitting in his balcony, with a blank notepad and pencil. There were days when his mind was flooded with thoughts and then there were times when he felt... numb. He sat in the cold, without a sweater or a jacket, just to feel the nip of the wind, which never really came. He felt like he was either running at top speed, or he had come to a full stop. When therapy had not worked for him, he had tried to speak to his family, but they were always supportive and just this once, just this once, he did not want them to be. He had fucked up, and he wanted a way to fix it. But how could he when he himself needed fixing?

Settling back in his room, with a glass of whisky, neat, he closed his eyes, to rewind everything that had happened, once again.

Post the COVID-19 nightmare, when the country had finally reopened and life had started to return to normalcy, Chris and his partners, Mark Kassen and Joe Kiani, had finally launched their civic engagement project A Starting Point (ASP). The launch had been successful, with Chris' devoted fans flocking to the website in the first few days. The concept had been quite simple, to get senators on one-minute videos to answer questions on topics related to education, trade policies, immigration and more. They had managed to get inputs and secure participation from politicians belonging to both the parties. It all worked fine for the first 2 months.

The third month came with its own set of issues. Many politicians started promoting their own agendas, instead of just explaining the existing policies. This led to a shortage of interview clips as Chris and his team refused to air such videos.

As time went on, politicians belonging to the same parties started giving different, contradicting information on the same topics. While some senators painted a pretty picture about a particular policy, others spoke against it. What added fuel to the fire was that the some of the news media had started reporting that Chris was causing friction in both the political parties through ASP, especially the Republican party. It also didn't help that Chris had been outspoken against the previous Republican President. Moreover, politicians who answered questions by ASP started changing their responses when they were asked the same questions by the media. They blamed Chris for somehow manipulating and changing their responses.

This had already started taking a toll on Chris' career. Award functions were reluctant to invite him to the ceremony, let alone nominate him for his roles. His box office collections had started seeing a decline. Even the media was increasingly writing negative stories about him, wondering whether America's blue-eyed hero is finally becoming the villian.

As months passed, an increased number of citizens were disgruntled by the lack of new videos and hence, lack of information on the site.

The final nail in ASP's coffin was Senator Yellowstone. One of the youngest senators to ever be elected, Senator Yellowstone was charming, intelligent and sharp. He understood the need for reforms in the governement and knew that change was inevitable in order for the country to progress. It was uncanny how Chris and Yellowstone agreed on multiple political issues. Both of them saw eye-to-eye when it came to the electoral college, voting and other issues. As a result, Yellowstone became one of the top contributors of ASP, always open to share a small video on the topics that mattered the most.

Chris would never forget the day when Yellowstone's rape scandal broke the news. He had been accused of rape and molestation by 43 teenagers. Apparently, as a part of his community outreach, Yellowstone ran a program wherein he would tutor and guide young females who would be interested to take part in politics in the near future. Chris had been impressed by the initiative and had supported Yellowstone. But, he did not know that Yellowstone was using the initiative as a front for his horrific crimes. That scandal destroyed Chris, professionally and personally. ASP finally shut down and all the studios cancelled their contracts with him. He was fired from his ongoing projects. While the court had acquitted Chris of all charges, the media still put him on trial everytime. He couldn't come to face the truth. He blamed himself for what happened to those poor girls. He could have been, should have been more careful in trusting people. But, Yellowstone's charm was such that he could charm the snake into shedding it's skin, and then sell it back to him.

Chris had publically apologized to all the victims and had discreetly offered to pay for their education. While some graciously accepted the offer, understanding that Chris had nothing to do with the scandal, a few others saw it as Chris' attempt to hide his 'alleged' involvement. They approached the media with this story and as expected, the next day his kind gesture was butchered, tainted as a 'cover-up fiasco' by the news outlets.

It had been a year since then. There were no new projects on Chris' desk. Most of the film industry was practising their distance, with only a few loyal friends sticking by his side. His social media accounts lay dormant. There were still a portion of his fans who stood by him, defending him on the internet, but there was a large number of people who even today thought he had to do something with the scandal and was to blame.

Everyday, his remorse ate him alive. Everyday, he felt himself slipping into the abyss and everyday, his motivation to try and reach out for help lessened. Everyday.

Chris' phone pulled him out of his reverie. He saw Scott's name on the screen, asking him to join the family for dinner. Chris looked at the untouched glass of whisky, deciding he was not hungry.

Not tonight.

[genshinology]

Hello!! You might see this late already since you're on a vacation (btw have fun and please tell us what stuff you did there if you like!) But i wanna ask if you have any genshin characters you relate to/kin <3 thank you!

hello nonnie! yep, you're right, i did see this late 🥲 and thank you! i indeed have some fun there; we mainly went fishing (with me failing successfully), swimming and enjoying the river nearby, and taking photos at the paddy fields bcs they are greener than yellowish colour as of this month, so the pictures really came out well. it's basically me spending my time appreciating the beauty of mother nature + it's so calming <3 (minus my little siblings throwing tantrum at every little chances they got, i sometimes prayed that my mother didn't drop them off bcs heck, they were so annoying 🧍🏻‍♀️)

about the characters that i kin; i honestly don't have one? bcs i do have a lot of them that i simp, but not exactly kin. though my friends said that i resemble to jean a lot bcs i am a student council back in my senior year, and they often pointed out that i love to overwork myself and often overlooked my well-being until i am satisfied with whatever i am doing (they even said that i need to find a man who could always remind me to take care of myself very well since i once overworked until my body didn't know how to rest for days, it was such a bitter experience that i couldn't even go to sleep, and yeah, that is like one of my unconscious traits).

i think i'm not answering your question that much (since i personally don't know who i kin /lh), but thank you for dropping by <3 hope u hv a nice day ahead!

[astrxlis-archive]

First of all, i- uh i- hahaha OKAY so the thing is the first time you replied to me @ Dan's blog, i felt like you pulled an uno reverse card on me 😩 and made me go 💓 ngl i didnt also expect our interactions to made it this far xD

And secondly, thank you for your kind offer c: i'll definitely keep that in mind <3 fox anon, you have my whole heart at this point😩💝 additionally, i do not wear glasses tho i think it's the screen exposure (?) Even if i've lowered it to the lowest brightness, there's really something different with wider screen exposure like in laptops.

Andd true, i agree with you starting with characters that you can relate to or could easily figure out their personalities first before working with the ones you're having trouble with. No pressure, take your time as much as you'd like since writing for the genshinblr community isn't an obligation to do and just for self-indulgent things.

Also, thank you for the guides you linked !! I have only read (well i just skimmed over it to be exact) the xiao one since the one for @/witch-hazels-musings quite contains a lot of info. And for your assumption, i honestly don't have any idea if i'm gentle but what i can guarantee you is that: I AM SOFT!!! like xiao. If you are needing some more explanation as to why i kin him, i also don't know but the quiz results were never wrong about that. Just like how i am undeniably an albedo kinnie too (yes either one of the two usually pops up in my results), i am a silent person xD very much npc behavior, really. This also made me curious as to who do you kin too,, well i do not want to intrude privacy or stuff so just tell me if you don't want to answer <3 ofc i will respect it why not

About your theme, well my question is that: do YOU like it? xD because that's what matters <3 well i dont mind you experimenting on your theme too if you felt like trying out new stuff! A change of colors isn't a bad reason to change your theme so all i can say is that just do what you want since it's your blog!! Any theme is fine for me as long as it doesn't use colors or combinations that could hurt the eyes </3 dw yours is pretty nice and soft to look at!! 💞

And, i see that you're also drowning in late assignments but here's what i would like to tell you: we're getting there and we can do this together!! Hehe, i'll be someone who'll give you support in these trying times as well <333

Lastly, i am very glad to have inspired u to reach out to penpal ely! I didn't knew about that in the first place until you told me. So i'm glad my decision of talking to them about the anon ask thingy actually did something different xD one thing i have learned about after being an anon (yes fun fact, my first anon experience was @ dan's blog so i was never really an anon to anyone before dan's and ely's) is that don't be shy to reach out and tell your favorite writers or creators that you love this and that about their works or theme!! Even if we assume that they knew others' appreciation already, telling them is also one thing that would absolutely make them feel nice :) so im really happy for you to be an anon with me @ ely's blog!! You also deserve that reblog btw <3 it was nice seeing you touch people's hearts in your short drabble— ngl i love your word choice 💗💗💗

Furthermore, i dont mind you creating a tag specifically for me!! And i definitely dont mind being called 🍰 anon too, unless you have... Nickname ideas? I might be open to that if you're more comfy xD

— lots of love, 🍰!

i-??????? i spent a while staring at the screen like “hello??” because same??????? dude at this point i think it’s fair to say we’re continuously pulling uno reverse cards and flustering each other djldjkas ( ⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝ ) i didn’t expect it either but i’m glad it did!!! thank you (once again) for reaching out 💖💖

oh man, look at the responsability you’re giving me – your heart?? i promise i’ll do my best to keep it safe uwu also yeah, it’s possible, especially when you suddenly start using it a lot or if you have chronic exposure to it 💀💀💀 but really, i hope you feel better soon!

thank you for the reminder about it being an indulgence. if i don’t monitor myself i start taking things way too seriously and end up burnt out lol and no problem!! take your time with the links! i figured they’d be a nice way to start for me too, so i decided to share.

what quizzes did you take? tbh i wouldn’t guess you’re an albedo kinnie lol from the interactions i’ve seen of you on other blogs i agree you’re soft, and i absolutely think you’re a gentle and kind person. maybe you’re more like albedo on the outside and xiao on the inside? 🧐 hmmm... about my kins, the one quiz i took told me i’m a kaeya kin, but honestly... i don’t see it? i see myself as more of a hu tao kin. i relate to her personality and world view a lot, i’m just a lot quieter about it lol and i love her little jokes?? like, they make my day sometimes 😅

about my theme, i do like it, actually! i think it’s looks nice, even though i’m not used to white themes because of the brightness 😖 but i’m glad you think it’s nice and soft!!

and dude YES let’s kick late assignments butts!! we can do it while cheering each other on!! and about the whole anon thing, i think it’s really funny and relatable because dan's was also the first blog i ever interacted as an anon, so this is another thing we have in common. i’ll definitely keep you advice in mind and work up more courage. I know i seem to talk a lot but i’m actually really really shy lmao

also nhgnhgnnhgnhgngg thank you for the compliment!! i hope my next works don’t disappoint. and about the nickname, i’m okay with keeping the 🍰 for you if you'd like, especially considering how sweet you are!! also, i now know you’re not very fond of sweets, which is really interesting, all things considered. i don't remember if you've answered this, but why did you choose it?

sorry it took me a while to reply! weekdays are usually super busy for me 😣 i hope you had a great day!!