#did you go shopping mygod

[maraczeks]

the campaign around the corner thread

[nikrangdan]

cafeworker!ni-ki

pairing: cafeworker!ni-ki x female reader

genre: fluff, comedy

description: the cashier at the new coffee shop was so adorable you just couldn’t resist visiting just for him

**did not proofread

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contrary to popular belief, you were NOT a social person

whenever you were around friends and family, you were always the loudest person there

like SHUT UP Y/N!!!!!!

anyways although you were loud, people still enjoyed being around you because you had such a sweet soul and interesting humor

everyone close to you knew that you hated talking to people you didnt know

but to all the strangers? no

they would think you were an outgoing ready-to-meet-new-people extrovert

which was so, so wrong

but ALAS, you had to talk strangers almost everyday living in 2020

(well lets pretend we arent in the middle of a pandemic right now)

moving on......

so you were in high school at the downfall of your existence

you used to have so many friends when you were younger ..now you only have like 3

and those three were always busy (busy making up excuses thats for sure) so you never really hung out with them outside of school

and on one fine evening after school you decided to visit the new cafe 5 minutes from your house

u were really excited because all the cafes were 15 minutes from your house so now u could just walk to this one if u wanted to !!!

but yeah it was in the middle of a small plaza that had cute buildings

you pulled up to the parking lot and was just about to get out the car when u remembered..

u have to talk to the cashier :/

who’s a stranger! even more ://

it was always so weird to you.. whenever you went out you always had someone else order for you because you just hated talking to strangers

you just felt uncomfortable and you couldnt help it

its not like you have never ordered for yourself but you would always prefer not to

and now that you think about it

this is the first time you have gone out by yourself

you did text one of your friends beforehand but they said they “had homework to do”

LIES!!!!

but you really wanted to try the coffee so you just ran with it

time to face your fears!

you opened the glass door to reveal a cute looking cafe, like the ones you’d see in movies

you loved it already

glancing to the cashier you’d have to be talking to—

hold on

you had to do a double take because WOAH.....

the cashier...

he....

wow..

you have never seen a boy like that in your life

you stood there for like 3 seconds before coming to your senses and standing infront of the menu

that was infrONT OF HIM

“hi, what can i get for you?”

HIS VOICE OH MY GOD..!?!?!

“oh um.. can i get a second to .. look..?”

“yeah of course,” he gestured to the menu on the wall above him

hes so nice u almost cried

your eyes shakily traveled up to the chalkboard menu and u began to ‘read’ the options

its like u could feel his eyes on u WTF!!!!

um um um *internally keyboard smashes*

you couldnt even think

the words on the menu were like gibberish

the ONE time u go out by yourself

this had to happen.. of course! someone had it out for you, you were sure of it >:(

picking a random drink you gave him your order

“uh can i have an iced caramel macchiato?”

ITS LIKE YOU CANT SAY A SENTENCE WITHOUT UH OR UM

u cant help but think hes judging you

he looks like that while u are standing there in old sweatpants your dads tshirt

“sure, what size?” he looks into your eyes after putting your order into the machine

god you felt your heart stop

his Eyes..... theyre so beautiful

“oh um regular” you attempted to give a small smile

hopefully it looked like one

“okay that’ll be $5.12.”

you dug out some cash from your bag and handed it to him

he gave u your change and gave u a small smile

“your drink will be out in a minute”

AAAAA

he went :)

he is so CUTE.....?!?!

he looked around your age too

sigh... you knew he was way out of your league though

you were gushing over him but he probably thought you were just another boring customer

while waiting u sat at one of the 2 person tables on your phone

and u IMMEDIATELY went to text your groupchat

‘GUYS’

‘AT THE CAFE NEAR MY HOUSE’

‘CUTEST BOY IVE EVER SEEN EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE’

‘WTF IM GONNA CRY HOW DOES HE EXIST’

‘WAIT BRB HE S COMIBBG’

you tried to quickly put your phone down without looking suspicious when you saw him walking towards you with a drink in his hand

“here you go, enjoy” he said before swiftly making his way back to the counter and talking to the other worker there

wow... hes so mesmerizing

you’d steal glances at him every now and then while taking sips of your drink

you were sitting there for like 20 minutes before you noticed you finished your drink

you totally forgot you came here to see how good their coffee was

it was good by the way

sadly it was your time to leave

taking one last glance at him, you threw away your empty cup and walked out the door

wow

u cant believe you got to witness the most beautiful human being ever

in your small town?? crazy

you were sitting in your car just thinking

WAIT

U DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIS NAME!

you mentally punched yourself but then you started laughing

what does knowing his name even matter, its not like u were ever going to talk to him anyway

LOL

*sad emoji*

but the coffee was good so you definitely planned to go back

and not just because of the cute boy

...unless....

*time skip*

the next day you went there was a week later at the same time in hopes that he was working the same shift

AND HE WAS!!!!

score! 1 for y/n, 0 for umm... any other person who had a crush on him too i guess

the cafe didnt have too many people since it was fairly new and also in a small part of the city

so when you went in, you were the only one there along with the two workers

“welcome, what would you like to order?”

NOT THIS AGAIN

he looked even cuter today

his messy blond hair almost covered his eyes

you shouldve forced your friend to come with you this time

you ordered the same thing as last time but this time he asked for your name

hmmm

“um y/n” you answered

your heart was always beating 2 times as fast whenever you had to talk to him

he wrote it down on the cup and after you paid, you went to sit down at the same spot as last time

looking at him is literally the highlight of your day

the same thing happened as last time, he came over and gave you your drink without giving u a second glance

>:((((

boooo look at me cute boy

nonetheless u continued going to the cafe at the same time as much as u could which was like three times a week

literally over a month later and u dont think anythings going to happen

u punch yourself for thinking the boy would somehow find interest in you

hes still indifferent to you which isn’t surprising since you’ve never made any kind of move

ever

but

he should know u by now

hopefully..

*time skip again*

it was a saturday

at this point you’ve basically given up on having a crush on him and now since its become a routine u just say you go for the coffee

not really paying attention to your surroundings you dont notice that the boy at the cash register isnt the normal one you see almost everyday

“hey, what would you like to order?”

woah WHAT

you look up from your bag to notice a boy that was definitely not the one that normally stood infront of it at this time

and you also noticed something on this new cashier

a name tag

how come your old little crush didnt have one????

this new boys name was ‘jay’ and he was fairly cute too

looking around the corner at the other worker u noticed he has a name tag too

you recognized him because he was always working when the cute boy was at the cash register

his name was ‘heeseung’

after taking in these new additions you answered to jay

“oh um.. can i ge-,”

“she gets an iced caramel macchiato. her name is y/n”

??!<_|#%[>~€\£~

you whipped your head around so fast to see who said that behind you

was it who you thought it was ??!??!

YES IT WAS!!!!

OH MYGOD

ITS HIM

you widened your eyes at the boy who wasnt wearing his normal black and white uniform

instead he was wearing black ripped jeans and a gray hoodie

wow....... and u thought he couldnt look any better

BUT OMG?? HE REMEMBERS U

“oh wow ni-ki, you know her?” the boy named jay asked him

“uh yeah.. shes a regular” he said before walking to stand next to you

NI-KI

HIS NAME IS NI-KI OHMHGOD

u thought his name fit him perfectly its so CUTE

“are you gonna get something too?”

this whole time you were silent because.. what is going on

your heart was being SO fast you thought that everyone could hear it

“yup, can i get the same thing? also im paying for both of us”

WHAT??/):)/$;##\%|

ur eyes widened even more it looked like they were gonna pop out of its sockets

u unconsciously leaned towards the boy next you and kind of put your hands up

“w-what?? oh um no, you dont have to do that” you nervously said to him as he looked down at you

he kind of had a smile on his face

“i want to.”

there is no way this is happening

“oiiii ni-ki” jay chuckled while punching in numbers on the cash register

“ill have both of your drinks out soon, you two kids have fun!” jay said before turning around to face heeseung

WHAT??!!??!

your jaw almost dropped from shock

millions of thoughts ran through your brain and you couldnt even process anything

u cant believe this was happening

it was like a wattpad story or something.. is this how u meet ur soulmate

your thoughts were interrupted by a hand on your back momentarily and u look to see ni-ki shyly grinning and gesturing u towards a table

no way...

you awkwardly follow him to a 2 person table next to wall and sit down

you literally could not hear anything except for the pounding of your heart

“uh sorry about that...” he rubbed his neck and sheepishly smiled

“im ni-ki by the way”

“y/n...” u felt so awkward u wanted to cry

“agh, im really sorry if that was weird.. i just didnt know how to ask you out.....” he trailed off

*passes out*

IM JOKING

Ok but u felt ur heart stop bc NO WAY

“wait what??” u ask, ur eyes bigger than the moon

“um yeah... haha i took the day off today to try to talk to you.. sorry if that was weird..”

HE WAS SO AWKWARD JUST LIKE YOU IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER

“no its okay!! im glad actually...”

“really? so is it okay if we hang out?” he asked excitedly

u did not think u could handle HOW CUTE THIS BOY WAS O M G...

“of course! sorry if im kind of awkward though” you gave a small smile

“its okay, i think i am too”

you two began talking about the cafe and where you went to school

turns out even though you two lived in the same town (literally 5 minutes away from eachother) u went to different schools for some reason

u talked for like 2 minutes before jay walked up with your drinks

“hows it going guys?”

“its doing good bro, now go away..” ni-ki lightly shoved jay and laughed

you giggled at the sight

jay looked offended and came right back

“that is not how you talk to your elders ni-ki! y/n do you see this?!” he scoffed

ni-ki just rolled his eyes and turned back to you

“do not ignore me young man!” jay joked

“oh y/n, ive heard all about you from ni-ki over here by the way.”

ni-ki’s eyes got so big you almost got worried

he turned around so fast and gave jay one of those ‘i swear if you say anything ur dead meat’ looks

jay obviously did not care

“hes always like ‘y/n this y/n that’ blah blah im glad he finally got the balls to ask you out because im honestly sick of hearing it!” jay laughed

u were blushing so hard

NI-KI LIKED U????

this felt like a dream

ni-ki pushed jay away so hard and turned back with red cheeks

awe

but yeah that was the beginning of the cutest relationship ever

u and ni-ki were so cute together <333

you’d always visit him during ur free time

it took like 2 months before u two made it official tho

and he was the sweetest boyfriend ever

[runfast-runfar]

Quarantine Days - Freaking HEAT edition 🥵

8/15/20

✨I didn’t sleep very well (again 😣) but that’s okay. I did manage to go back to sleep when I woke up at 6:30 for another hour and a half which was nice. So I ultimately got up at like 8:30! I went out on a run and MYGOD it was hot. The start of my run was 91 degrees and the end was 98! I’m a Northern California girl... so anything above 80 is hot lol

✨My average moving pace was 10:05 which I’m happy with for a recovery run! Tomorrow is a rest day so I’m honestly looking forward to that hah! I’m also just trying to enjoy the downtime I do have to run atm since I know starting this week I will have way less free time to enjoy these runs! Hellooo cramming running in between studying once again 🙃

✨I always look like a 14 year old boy when I wear hats and you know what, I’m okay with that. I used to never wear hats for that reason, but idc anymore really. Plus sun protection is always a plus in my book. So bring on the prepubescent boy look!! 🥳

✨Made THE best green smoothie I’ve made yet! It had tons of spinach, 2 bananas, an apple, fresh ginger root, turmeric, and oat milk! It was seriously SO tasty!!

✨Played Tony Hawk for a bit. Went on a small grocery shop. Got an iced coffee because 🥵. And proceeded to lose my cat for 10 minutes setting off a huge freak out only to find her snuggled up in the towel cabinet in the bathroom 😅

✨No exciting plans today. I’m currently just laying on my bed with the little AC blasting on me lol

✨I hope you’re all doing well, and to those having to brave the real heat (lol) man... I feel for you guys!!

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The second ‘Klance’ of a lifetime

So here I am again. Three seasons in and I’m making yet another fanfic list. But the catch is this time it’s for a very dear friend of mine in need of a good fic list. So here we go! ----- dirty paws by Dreamicide Status: Ongoing (I check daily. It’s that good.) Keith lives a simple, quiet life up in the mountains, until one day a cat appears on his doorstep. And then another. And another. Sometimes his neighbor's there, too. Or: in which Keith slowly finds himself the protagonist of Neko Atsume.  Shut Up and Dance With Me by wittyy_name Status: Ongoing Lance and his friends have been regulars at the Altea Dance Studio for years. Not just for classes, but to hang out, practice, and spend time with good people who love dancing. Every year, they audition to be one of the few representing Altea at the regional dance competition. Lance always auditions solo, but this year he misses out on auditions and blows his chance to participate. And so does his self-proclaimed rival, Keith.Luckily, Shiro comes up with a brilliant plan: convince Lance and Keith to audition as a duo.With a little convincing, and a lot of effort, these two might just be able to pull it off and go to regionals... or they might crash and burn. Watercast by Fishwrites Status: Ongoing (and BreaKING MY FUCKING HEART) Shiro has been a Galra prisoner for over a year; with his flight feathers clipped and unable to fly. Desperate to escape, he jumps overboard while being transported to the capitol on a Galran ship. Lance is a merman who saves him from drowning. Keith thinks Shiro is about to become mermaid dinner. Hunk just wants Lance to stop going to the surface all the time, dammit! (AU where Avians (winged folk), Galra, humans and merfolk cohabit earth.   Shiro and Keith are avian soldiers, Lance is the youngest son of a Queen, Hunk is also a merman and Pidge is still looking for her family.) Moth and Flame by wittyy_name Status: Ongoing Keith has been coming back to Altea Tattoos for months now, and it has little to do with the fact that his best friend is the piercer and more to do with the beautiful tattoo artist with talented hands and a smile that makes him weak at the knees. Lance has had a lot of customers in his days, left his mark on plenty of people, but none so memorable as Keith. He finds himself turning to the door with every chime of the bell, hoping to see eyes like the night sky and a shy smile that could rival the moon. When they meet at a concert, the spark between them ignites, creating a heat that’s impossible to resist. They’re both inexplicably drawn to each other. Like a moth to a flame. White Hallways by Fernandidilly_yo Status: Oneshot (It’s beautiful and I cried) Keith's reaction to finding that the black lion is empty, and Shiro is gone. Every Little Thing That You Do by biibii Status: Oneshot Lance is learning something new about Keith all the time. Because maybe, Lance figures, there's a softie under Keith's badass image. Keith the Amnesiac by jilliancares Status: Oneshot In which an accident leaves Keith temporarily without his Voltron-filled memories and he may or may not spill a few of his better kept secrets to Lance. nothing's quite as sweet by dimpleforyourthoughts Status: Oneshot Keith is a barista who hates his job. Lance works at the cat shelter across the street. Pulsar by southspinner Status: Ongoing /ˈpəlˌsär/ (n.) a celestial object, thought to be a rapidly rotating neutron star, that emits regular pulses of radio waves and other electromagnetic radiation at rates of up to one thousand pulses per second. A story about college, coming to terms with your past, being scared of your future, and running into crazy things like love somewhere in-between. call me, beep me by orphan_account (;-;) Status: Complete (I adore it to this day) (00:31) Do you think she gave me the wrong number on purpose? (00:31) Or was it a genuine mistake? (00:32) Like maybe she writes funny and I misread it? (00:32) Some of the numbers do look a little dodgy... (00:33) Cause, you know, her threes could very easily be poorly formed eights? And maybe she writes her sevens like her ones? (00:45) What (00:46) The (00:46) Fuck??? (00:47) Oh good, you are awake! Homesick at Space Camp by K0bot Status: Complete Lance realizes he's been an asshole to Keith, and on a diplomatic mission to a key planet for the Voltron alliance he... overcompensates. Nightmares by Trashness Status: Oneshot Lance's nightmares are getting out of control. It's effecting his and the team's performance, but he's at a loss for how to fix this.Apparently sleeping next to a warm body helps. high tide, incoming by kojondo Status: Oneshot It starts like this: They’re sitting across from each other at a table in the local burger joint, tossing casual banter and the occasional insult back and forth. It’s familiar and comfortable, reminiscent of every other conversation they’ve ever had, until out of nowhere Lance leans forward and says with a mouth full of fries, “Let’s date.” you're so sweet; will you be mine? by jojotxt Status: Oneshot A new bakery pops up right across the street from Lance's bakery. . . . In which Lance is an idiot, Keith is an asshole, and Pidge is the next Dr. Phil. you never stood a chance by kagshina (love your username btw) Status: Oneshot lance to hunk ♡ >i’m gonna fukin die hunk oh mygod i sent >keith a work out selfie that i wan supposed to fcukin send to you and you know what it said >”BET YOU WANNA LICK THESE NIPS” >HUNK I WILL NEVE BE ABLE TO FCE HIM AGAIN I WANT TO DI E(Or, Keith is beautiful, Lance has a crush, and there's lots of shirtless selfies) A Commutual Contract by SKayLanphear Status: Ongoing (IvE BEEN WAITiNG SO LONG! its rlly good tho pls read it and give the author nice comments) After a terrifying experience during which Lance, seemingly, dies, Keith is haunted by horrible nightmares of holding his comrade in his arms while he took his final breath. To the point where he can't sleep unless he knows for absolute certain that Lance is alive. And while the attention is surprising, Lance doesn't really have a problem with Keith checking up on him. Or the fact that Keith only seems totally comforted when he can cuddle Lance close and hear his heart beat. After all, there's nothing wrong with two bros cuddling. It doesn't MEAN anything. Or, at least, that's what Lance keeps telling himself. Honey & Lemon by DylanOhbrien Status: Oneshot Keith has one rule: keep any interaction with a customer terse and professional. It's a rule he's strictly followed since he's started working at Shiro's shop. Then Lance walks through the door and Keith thows professionalism right out the window, along with any semblance of dignity he had left. Voltrain by arialsal Status: Oneshot Lance continued anyway, “At least I realized it, though. I realized I wasn’t staying after hours with you just to make sure I clean up better than you do, and I wasn’t looking after the rodents on day’s you were away to prove I could do it better. I did it because I have the fucking hots for some dumb rodent trainer with an even dumber mullet and a smile that could destroy me.” -A Voltron: Legendary Defender Pet Store AU in which Keith realizes Lance's childish rivalry with him in the store means more to him than he'd like to admit. I Found Love by thesearchingastronaut, WindyWordz Status: Ongoing Keith is just trying to live his life as a freelance illustrator with his cat, keeping up with bills by having two part-time jobs.But when he keeps bumping into Mr. Tall, Tan, & Handsome after a music event at his bar, well, maybe he's willing to make time for pretty, blue eyes and a laugh like silver bells. Dancing With Blunette by BleuSarcelle Status: Complete He didn’t have an epiphany or a vision during his dreams that told him that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with Lance. Honestly, it only took a soft bright smile from Lance during one lazy afternoon after his boyfriend had come home from work and started dancing around their living room with a grumpy Blunette on his arms from being woken up from her cat nap. That’s when he knew. (The one where Keith wants to propose to his boyfriend and almost has a heart attack.) (Then the other one where Lance proposes back and Keith cries.) (The following one where they both cry because wedding make you cry.) (And that last one where they adopt.) Hello Meithman by archaicsextoy (I...love your name too) Status: Ongoing Red escapes from Keith's apartment only for his super unfairly attractive neighbor to bring her back.

[yoyoyo85s]

I called round 9am here, no ans cos u were with Xavier. So I said later thn. I didn't think u'd call cos t'was gettin late and u'll just straight up to bed

But, you did. I was typing my updates to my friends whch thn I'll forward to u and was prepared to let go and let tht be my interaction with you for today but I got startled as I have yet agn heard Seulgi's intro. And it still puts a wide smile on my face and was quite nervous whn I hear it and makes wonder til whn would tht last?

Also, u weren't rly showing urself and I'm wtchng ur ceiling but when u turned the cam on u, mygod, u look sexy af. First thing I noticed was u were wearin tht black shirt with the green paint blotches agn and ur clavicle and some part of ur upper chest was showin. But I had to keep it to my own cos u'll gon try and hide it.

Anyways, I told u how I was feelin better and can eat now and we were both havin cereal and milk. Urs was hot tho n u hd cheetos too. Coincidentally, we were havin cereal since ystrday but for different reasons; you were lazy to do food shopping while I couldn't chew well. We were just both staring at the camera while eating, hearing munching sounds, u gulp from ur mason jar, I from my yellow bowl. Few minutes of just bein in the moment mindin our own food, stealin glances from time to time.. I was still hvn a bit of trouble chwin and had to cover my mouth and displayed an expression of discomfort, u got coccerned. You finished urs and started to clink ur spoon from the jar whch ws loud and hurt my ears and u saw tht whch u took the opportunity to playfully taunt me. You did it many times evn whn I told u to stop. You are such an insufferable tease. All I could do was smirk, scoff and smh cos this is one of those moments where u're bein 'nakakagigil'. Tht fine line where I both wanna pin u down, punch ur face and choke the life out of you AND hold u carefully, seize ur chin up with my forefinger and thumb and kiss u breathlessly..

When u left the room I couldn't help but groan "ahhh" loudly cos deep down inside I was hvn the jitters. Istg if only you knew

More comfortable silence between the both of us, more staring.. Thn I asked if Xavier wnt to school, wch made u chatty. U were proudly saying he can recite the alphabet, the colours, numbers all in english and tht he's passed his potty training. Then u bgn talkin bout tht tradition of circumcising both boys and girls after birth, whch made me laugh with the boys part cos u were hvn difficulty with the terms, slightly embarrassed but u still kept on going. We got into topic of hvn kids, marriage, religion, tradition and stuff bout porn, sex, flirting on command nd wht not and hormones whch u continously tease me almost the whole time.

I couldn't help but react defenseless cos u're quite unlike you today. And it's oddly satisfying.. I'm not sure if my uneven heartbeat the other day is on point rn or is it just you tht's makin me feel tht way. You surprise me. You showed quite a different side of you today which is makin me just a little bit crazy. Evn whn u're a little shy within the topic, u have ths unusual and some newfound sense of confidence today to keep on goin and explain what you're trying to say out loud. You lead the conversation whch I'm more thn happy to go with the flow. And honestly, idk if u'll ever notice but I can't quite hide my mirth whn u were talkin earlier..

I was careful not to come across as nagging as u would say but I told u to brush ur teeth before goin to bed thn reminded u agn whn I saw u were gettin sleepy, but didn't push further after tht. And also nudge tht u should do ur food shopping tmrw after work so tht u have proper food to break ur fast. I also told u I'm havin my menstruation and u told me tht maybe u'll have urs too. Whch made me quite sentimental (I know it's weird but yeah) cos u too thnk abt how we're like both havin sympathetic things. Anyways I'm ramblin

"You're losing weight"

"I don't know"

"No, you are losing weight" I'm not asking, I'm stating it you silly

"How do you know?"

"Cos tht shirt u're wearing is quite lose now, I can see ur clavicle" I just couldn't keep it to myself, can't I?

You pulled it back and covered urself with ur fleece blanket.

"Maybe I shouldn't mention the things I like abt you, so you wouldn't hide it from me"

I wish you'd stop hiding from ur sheets and ur guling babe.

You were gettin sleepy but I kept talkin and ask u something about the Qur'an, u told me few stuff abt it then you called me 'bawel'. Which means tht I talk to much I think. Idk cos u just said tht I should Google it and the literal trnsltion was 'nagging'

You were gettin whiny cos u said u didn't get a lot of sleep today

"Come here. Don't lie down like tht cos u'll fall asleep"

"I should get some sleep" as u turn towards me " today's my day off, I should be resting"

"So talkin to me is work for you?" slightly being dramatic

"Talkin to everything.." you laughed cos u were bein incomprehensible and couldn't quite explain things properly "..everyone, talkin to people drains me"

"You can hang up the phone if u want to"

"OK, bye"

"No."

"You know I will"

"I know"

Then more staring, istg if looks could kill we'd both probably dead by now

"Why do you like to watch me sleep? You know you could just hang up"

I know tht too but choose not to

"Idk, why do you let me do it then?"

"There's nothing interesting about my face"

"Yeah, I should prolly tell myself that"

"What?"

"Nothing"

Why am I rly interested in you? Beats me. And whn I finally have an explicable answer, I will tell you. Until thn, I really have no clue.

I was still talking and askin u about some passages u recited this day, but you were sleeping alrdy. How rude lol.. How do you fall asleep so fast? Hahaha

Goodnight 🌕