#diarylog

[ftn-luna]

[lostinpensamientos]

no tuve un buen día

y ahora no puedo descansar

mi mente no se apaga

apagate, mierda

[this-wandering-stone]

When the lights are off, I become nothing. My thoughts are alive and remind me I am here. But I see nothing. I do not see you. I do not see my hand. Or feet. Or legs. The room has consumed them. My voice reaches out like a hand from deep within the earth. Alas, it bounces back at me...

[ivy-daily-log-blog]

daily log #24 - sat, 17 mar, 2018

heyhey today was pretty good

i skipped my violin lesson, cause there was this holiday thing. i also skipped my tennis lesson cause it was raining today! so that’s pretty good

CHANG GOT A GF WTF. he wants me to know minimal info about her i guess, but i know what she looks like at least. theyre going out for movies next week- so cute. i don’t know her name, cause it’s korean lol.

probs already said this, but straw isn’t going to be here all week next week cause of a sports trip thing ☺︎ im nervous, cause one of the girls i’m positive who used to like him, is also going on that trip. she’s one of those blonde, very pretty and skinny popular girls, who has alota friends, but don’t get the highest grades. so ya. i’m pretty nervous.

from my thursday post, i edited it saying that one of my friends said that hat likes me. once again, i stated in that post that i think she was joking because she told me right in front of hat. i honestly think she’s telling the truth, cause he keeps saying ivy, you’re smart, what do we do when he doesn’t know what to do when the teacher just explained what to do. he isn’t the brightest, but he’s pretty cute. but, he’s not my type. my type is dark haired guys, and he has redish hair. not bright hair, but red. straw is my type.

there are two flaws in hat liking me. one- i don’t like him back, and i’m scared to reject him if he actually does like me, and confesses. two- he probably told straw, and that’s bad because straw would obviously be supportive of him, and would obviously not like me if one of his friends liked me. so ya.

my mom made me go to this dress shop thing, where there was this huge sale of some sort. i didn’t like any of the dresses they had, and a lot of them were pretty revealing. i like simple dresses, not complicated dresses lol

song recommendationss!:

you don’t know me - jax jones

busted - phineas and ferb (my jam)

anyywaaaayyysssss have an ivy-cular dayyyy

- ivy ✌︎

[jhxjung]

Log 1: 9/6/2017

Hi.

My name is Jung Jihoon. This blog is my personal diary. So,

Sssh... Don’t tell anyone.

I vow to post everyday, so that I can track my growth progress.

Yes, I’m still very much struggling with all these adult transition shenanigans.

See you!

[lostinpensamientos]

AYER me compré mis audífonos que tanto queria después de meses de pensarla, de ahorrar, y al fin decidirme en darme el gusto.

HOY se rompe una tubería en mi casa en plena cuarentena. ¿Cuanta plata necesitaré para eso?

Clara señal del universo que no quiere disfrute de la vida.

[this-wandering-stone]

I wish I didn't think too much...but silence makes my mind run

[pixeljournalist]

Diary log 18

Apro questo log ringraziando alcuni lettori che mi hanno fatto i complimenti per il cosplay! Grazie davvero! 

Per il resto, ho scoperto la passione della pesca negli MMORPG. Magari potrei andare a fare la telespalla a River Monsters. 

Sono riniziati i corsi all'università, però odio quando vai lì ma piove, spostarsi con i mezzi diventa un inferno allucinante! 

Inoltre ho iniziato TerraFormars, e devo dire che è interessante anche se un poco disturbante alla Manga di Zetman, ma dallo stile dei disegni ce lo si deve aspettare un risvolto simile.

Chiudo.

[this-wandering-stone]

Empty

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Darkness

Darkness

Darkness

Darkness

Darkness

Darkness

A warm blanket.

Soothing nothingness.

An endless void.

An opportunity to dig deeper.