#diary entry 📓

[tandiaries]

“But most importantly—you lied about being honest.”

[shellxrls]

Fuck u penishead

— Anya 🪼

[chachachelll]

10/06/24

just finished my finals, i also sat next to him today during the p5 group discussion ⸜(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)⸝o○♡

[studyjapanesewithme]

I’ve started doing a new Japanese diary! 私の日本語の日記📓

Everyday I try and use any grammar that I have learnt that day in the diary entry.

(I know there are quite a few mistakes- I’m normally writing this when I’m very sleepy before bed 😅)

[peachkkuma]

📓. DIARY ENTRY 06 ︴MAY 11, 2024

dear loass diary…

it’s very late at night and I should probably go sleep but I have to get stuff off my sleep deprived mind first. (reader beware, I have no idea what my fingers are about to type but there’s a high chance it’ll be a mess because of how tired I am)

so, as a human being, ofc I have my moments. One of those moments being a “ugh, why is it so hard to identify with being in the sowf?”. Which, first, I think it’s important to normalize (eeeeuuuughhh I hate that word) having those small moments. There’s a difference between having limiting beliefs and little doubts here and there. You’re human, it’s bound to happen. Just know that nothing has been messed up or stopped. Back to my original point, I was thinking “why can’t I identify as the version of myself who has xyz?” Until randomly and unexpectedly I had a thought that said “why is it so easy for you to identify with not having it?” And I’m not gonna lie, I was gagged like I ate with that response. That had never come across my mind before, certainly not when I was in the middle of a “aaauuuughhh why is this so harddddd” kinda moment. Anyways, let’s answer that question. Obviously that’s because of the 3D. Since I am always acknowledging or interacting with it, I’m gonna find it easy to identify with it. But just because something’s easy doesn’t mean it’s what I’m supposed to do. I have to remind myself that this, my circumstances, my situation, my 3D, my senses, whatever— it has the same value as imagination. Now, despite me knowing imagination is where ir all happens and is the one true reality and is superior to the 3D in every way, I may or may not but most definitely am subconsciously holding onto the embarrassing habit of seeing the 4D as less than or not as real as the 3D. Anyways, I wasn’t stuck in the 3D, no not at all. U can never be stuck in a state or reality since u have all the ability to change it. I was choosing the 3D, choosing my circumstances, choosing my physical and limited senses. Because that’s all I can do, every thought, assumption, belief you have all stems from a choice u made. I chose to accept my 3D and so those thoughts came. And so the assumption that I was stuck came. So ofc, if I can choose the 3D then I obviously can choose imagination, can choose my desires. But then came another thought “erm, choosing my desires is hard” GIRL NO ITS NOT!! I mean it when I say it’s not!! u think it’s hard because ur still prioritizing what u can see with ur physical senses.Just imagine, see what u want as if u had it in ur minds eye and remind urself that it is real. Entertain the thoughts ur ideal self would entertain because u are her. U already are everhthing, just choose it.

alright, good night y’all I’m gonna go to sleep and hope that any of this was comprehendible.

kisses, peachkkuma

[kraro-school-life]

✦ 15. 5. 24 ✦ 📓 ✦ Wednesday ✦ Day 35/60 ✦

My silly frog always keeps me company while I study :)

✓ school - continued physics lab paper + eco summary ✦ art - // ✓ personal time - diary entry

✧⋆｡✎

I changed the sport category to "personal time", because I have been losing myself in studies lately, but I still want to take the time to write my diary and journal in general. And I am so exhausted after school, there´s no way I could actually work out. This is more important to me anyway. (If someone knows what a cool word for "taking time for yourself" is please let me know!)

🌱🌿🪴 - 4h on Forest ♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ Scream - Enhypen

[northwindow]

love your blog so much! and im wondering how you archive/document your day-to-day life and the information that you take in — whatever form: books, lyrics, trees, etc etc — ? im struggling so much w forgettttttting

i love this question! i’ve always longed to have a beautiful and consistent journal, but it’s something i struggle with maintaining organically so i’ve tried some different structures over the past few years. long-winded answer under the cut 💗

back in 2021, i was making a monthly journal on google slides which i really liked because it's so natural to integrate images. i just made a month of it public here as an example of what it was like.

from 2022 - now, i've been doing a new concept where on the last day of every season i write long, list-y answers to these prompts:

art that has been resonating with me (includes music, books, movies, visual art, anything really). i'll usually write a few words about it... "Decision to Leave dir. Park Chan-Wook—the eye shot! the eye shot with the ants crawling on it" or "'Train Ride' by Ruth Stone: 'Release, release; / between cold death and a fever, / send what you will, I will listen. / All things come to an end. / No, they go on forever.'" or "Chunky misshapen pearls and other organic, shiny shapes"

my favorite memories from the season... examples from past lists include "Swimming hole with Zoë where I stuck a twig in my hair and we waded around on our hands like crocodiles" and "Walks in my snowsuit at night, one in particular where the Gemenids meteor shower was just starting"

a checkup on 5 of my current projects/goals. currently these are 1. learn to lift weights, 2. write 50 "identical" poems, 3. write a new syllabus, 4. practice mindful spending, 5. improve at woodworking.

a checkup on 5 of my core values. currently these are 1. adventure, 2. connection, 3. play, 4. sensuality, 5. sustainability.

reevaluating projects and values to focus on next

since you mentioned wanting to remember things-- when i'm putting this together i draw extensively from my tumblr archive/likes, calendar, photos app, recent playlists, and letterboxd and storygraph accounts. curating this kind of ephemeral data into a more permanent and thoughtful record is really satisfying to me. i privately call this method "wrapped" a la spotify... like i'll have a big entry for "fall 2022 wrapped" and then "winter 2023 wrapped" and so on. i do all this on the app notion and file the seasons on one big page so it's easy to click into one and remember what i was doing and thinking about. (i also converted my dream journal to a notion database. i've logged about 300 dreams in here and love that i can tag by character/feature.)

over the years i've also kept a more classic diary via text documents that's less structured, just spitting out whatever's on my mind with the date at the top. i tend to do this frequently for a while, then ebb off, then restart another doc, rinse and repeat. i also have a few physical notebooks (including these two) but the digital stuff is way more extensive as i prefer to write on the computer.

if i were going to recommend any of this, i would say the visual format of the slides journal was really compelling because i liked the aesthetic freedom but i also love the "wrapped" lists because they seem to cut to the core of an era's texture. in the future i'd like to try to integrate these aspects together! 📓

[lustrousbratz]

starting every journal entry with “dear diary” is so cute and girly📓🎀

[ofmermaidstories]

I really want to join the journaling comm but I don't know how to journal... the most I've dabbled in it is keeping a diary for a few months as a kid

eh, join it anyways!!! what’s a better place to get a feel for it than a community dedicated to it, right? 📓✨ there’s no rules to it, and tbh—anything goes!!! like, i also started journalling (keeping a diary) as a kid! but i didn’t get serious with it until i was about twelve—right after i read Anne Frank’s diary. 🥺 i went out, bought a notebook, and because it was plain i got some left over wrapping paper and a birthday card with a rose on it that i liked and recovered it, and then started all my diary entries with “Dear Kitty”, lmao, just like Anne! looking back it was so interesting because like, i was writing like i expected someone to read it—i carefully did a lot of word art, i glued things in, i wrote like i was updating a story. but the entries were so—boring! LOL. they were about, idk. fighting with my friends, or being teased by the boys i had crushes on. or detailing the exact moments in which they were nice to me. 💀 the angst i felt about turning 13, like it was some magical portal. when one boy—whom i’d had a crush on for years before and who knew it, and would tease me viciously for it in front of everyone—moved away, and we said goodbye. 🥺 my diaries got sporadic in highschool, and then afterwards i went through a phase of “creative journalling”, i guess? where like, the point was to make them as pretty as possible. i was posting them online!!! i drew a lot in those ones, painted. one of them even had a little storyline. 🥹 and then i stopped for a few years. at one point i made a project out of writing letters, instead of keeping a journal—like i would make the envelopes and everything! but now i’m back to just writing in a notebook. it’s nothing fancy! kinda big, blank pages. i paint a little in it with watercolours, sometimes, or draw me and bakugou kissing (lmao) but most of the time i’m only working in it when i need it to soak up my tears. 🥹 there are literally no rules with keeping a journal. you can literally—literally!!!—do anything you want with it. people junk journal/scrapbook, they keep notion pages for it, they bullet journal. some people are strict with keeping up with it, some people aren’t. there’s so many systems, so many ways of doing it and hopefully our little community will showcase them all so yes!!! definitely come join lmao. if you wanna. :3

[tandiaries]

“I can’t hold on to you and I can’t let you go.”

[nihilistic-rick]

📓

- @stick-rick

send 📓 to find a diary entry my muse has written about yours

[chachachelll]

25/04/24

OH MY GOD GUYS I'M IN THE SAME GROUP AS HIM FOR P5 OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHH MY GOODDD AAKSKWKWOWKWKWKWKWKW ∩( ✧Д✧)∩

[samayo-tamashi]

📓 yukari for ryoji

send 📓 to find a diary entry my muse has written about yours

Dear Diary,

I don't know what to think. Ryoji is nice and there is no way in hell that he deserves the fate Nyx gave him. I wish that he could have a chance to live a normal life. He's probably crying about New Year's Eve now after what he told all of us. I feel really bad for him. Just....what do I do?

[dreamslogs]

Diary Entry #8

🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃

🗓️10. 20. 24.

☀️76 F. Sunny.

🥘What I Ate Today

10:00 AM: Pumpkin Coffee

2:30 PM: Proschuitto & Arugula Pizza

8:00 PM: Frozen Red Grapes

8:30 PM: Roasted Chicken, Squash & Rice

🍎Health Tracking

Steps: 1.15 mi

Water: 40 oz

📓What I Did Today

🧺Did Laundry

🛒Went Grocery Shopping

📋Went to Anthropology Club Executive Board Meeting

💻Did Anthropology Club Admin Work

🧽Washed Dishes

📺Watched Scream

🥘Cooked Dinner

📺Watched 9-1-1

[sunkifye]

“here! take a look at my diary „📓

latest entry : brozoned ˎˊ˗

entrees in progress : rage quit ˎˊ˗

© sunkifye ; please do not plagiarize, copy or translate any of my works

thanks for reading! ⋅˚₊ ‧₊˚ ⋅౨ৎ xo

[peachkkuma]

📓. DIARY ENTRY 01 ︴MARCH 27, 2024

dear loass diary…

I think one of my biggest problems when it comes to manifesting is that I think it’s all above me. I’ve been in this community for so long— despite manifestation actually clicking for me 8 months ago —and so I’ve put it all on a pedestal. now it just seems like I’ll never be able to even feel like I’ll have my desires, let alone have them. I see people talking about how they feel satisfied imagining or how they get into the sowf and I just have never been able to do that. But at the same time, I’ve never actually stuck around long enough, never persisted for long enough, to actually feel good when manifesting. It’s like I use manifesting as instant gratification. I’ll satisfy myself for a while and then go back to my unwanted state. the worst part is, I see the sowf as something temporary. It’s almost like I subconsciously intend on not staying persistent in my desired state.

to switch gears for a second, there’s something else on my mind. I wonder why I feel like I haven’t manifested. Like I haven’t made any progress. I know, really know, that the 3D isn’t confirmation. So why am I treating it like it is? is it out of habit? I feel like I’ve over consumed so much loa content that I don’t even know anything anymore. everytime something makes sense my brain goes “well that loablogger actually said so and so about that☝️🤓” anyways back to my main point, who said I didn’t have what I wanted? that I wasn’t in the end? That the manifestation isn’t complete? no one, so why is every thought in my head “I haven’t manifested yet” “I’ve been slacking with manifestation”. and don’t even get me started on how I treat manifestation like it’s a verb, like it’s simply just conscious repetition.

creation is finished point blank period. as soon as I desired my desire way back when, it was already made. the state where I live everyday like I want to already exists. There’s nothing I have to create. The state where every little desire I have coexists with each other and is in my posession already exists!!! all I have to do is be conscious of it! embody it! so why is that so hard? Me not having my desire is also a state, I’m not even experience the 3D I’m just experiencing my state. and that state, my current one, the one where I don’t have what I want, the one I identify with— is just a state. And I feel that to be real, despite it being unfavorable I unintentionally fulfilled it. This is what I am conscious of and is what I am assuming, that’s all. It’s just a state. Favorable states are no different.

feels like I kinda had a full circle moment here 😭😭

kisses, peachkkuma