#dev update on the clock lmao

[thekenikaridevblog]

FREE TIMES ARE COMPLETELY AND FULLY DONE WHO CHEERED

Background edits (9/10) (JUST ONE MORE. ONE MORE AND I'LL BE FREE)

Backgrounds (0/3) (.......whoops)

New character sprites (2/2) (I realised I kinda accidentally did another one. also this one won't even be used until chapter 2.1. why am I like this)

Special character sprite bundle thing (5/8)

Pixel character sprites (0/1)

CGs (9/17) (after some more calculations n planning n stuff i think it'll actually end up being around 17 CGs total? of course there will be some with more effort put into them since they'll have stuff like changed expressions and poses, but as general scenes I think that's how many there'll be)

Dialogue (50%)

Free time events (4/4) (100%) (WOOO)

Music (1/?)

Dialogue is only halfway through even though i've made progress up to late evening. and that's because there's gonna be kind of a big event happening with tons of dialogue

originally I wanted to get a lot more ambitious with it, with special separate individual scenes depending on the character you spent the most free times with, but I decided to scale it down for my sanity (and also bc i found no way to actually implement those scenes in like. a narratively cohesive way. like why would this character do that if you were nice to them 3 days ago)

tbh, now that i've made the event have far less narrative branches, I wonder how big of a percentage in day 3's dialogue it'll actually end up taking........ still a lot because there's gonna be so much bullshit happening in the span of like an hour. but there has also been so much bullshit happening before that. i don't know anymore

Finally I get to use this gif properly

Anyways! Like before, this progression chart post thing will be exclusively of day 3, the day before the trial, and that's where all my dev efforts will be directed towards. The full chapter 1 is more than half finished, now we just need the final home stretch and you'll finally be able to see this gay tragedy I've been cooking

Hope you guys will stick along for the ride :D

Background edits (there won't be any new backgrounds per se, but the old ones will get a lot of variations that will require more or less work, so imma keep track of that) (4/7)

Backgrounds (0/1) (edit: whoops I forgot there is a new background lol)

Tilesets (0/0)

New character sprites (0.5/1) (the number could easily go up, don't take the 1 for granted)

Special character sprite bundle thing (2/8)

Pixel character sprites (0/1)

CGs (0/17 at least) (idk the count might be off. These things tend to go way out of proportion)

Dialogue (0.5%)

Free time events (0/3) (0%)

Music (0/?)

[seldaryne]

"Wyll's quest regarding the Wyrmway is now a subquest instead of part of his main quest."

"Wyll's quest regarding Ravengard will now more reliably and frequently receive updates in Act III."

so mechanically speaking then, was the demotion of quest status in the first point required for them to implement the functionality of the second or??? because i genuinely don't understand why it became a subquest, especially when the game's structure already allows you to just ignore quests & move on to the next area if you want. most of the patch notes that directly mention wyll are bug-related or scripting flow, which i don't have a problem with (bug fixes are great, we love those). i'd love to hear any thoughts about this, though, because i really can't think of a reason why it had to become a subquest?

i also initially read that second point as planning for future updates to wyll's content but at a second glance i think it may just be referring to journal updates? i don't know, i'd like to believe my initial reaction was the correct one but... yknow. anyway i maintain that this is yet Another example of some really goddamn weird choices on the developmental end of things. if the companion quests exist on a sliding scale of 'most related to current main storyline to least,' wyll is very much at the top end of things. optimistic thought is that a lot of his scrapped content existed in the parts of act 3 that were cut, but i would think that as a studio you'd see that & make an effort to level things out with how much screentime the other companions have. at the bare minimum, your player base shouldn't be able to clock so many weird holes in his story arc where it's clear that something else was supposed to be offered.

i'm also not saying that the other companion arcs weren't clunky in some areas & didn't need a bit of help, but the disparity here makes deprioritizing those edits seem like a more logical course of action. like there's a difference between some slightly unpolished scenes vs. something that feels fundamentally lacking in a lot of structural ways, especially when you get into the finer points of the comparisons. act 3 imo is the one that feels the most bare-bones to me. like yes, there's Stuff there visually and quests too but it doesn't feel as lived-in as acts 1 & 2. i would say that the underdark to ketheric section feels the most dense, content-wise, and i don't think it's a coincidence that it's the bracket of the game i enjoy the most. i maintain that giving wyll's storyline the attention it needs would not only help with the character arc itself, but also pad out the quieter stretches of act 3. at this point i don't really see how they'd be able to add in the upper city without either completely changing the trajectory of the third act (so like, almost definitely something we Will Not See Happen & understandably so from a production standpoint. weird post-release editing aside, it is still a finished game.) & i'm also not sure what a DLC would look like here because the main story feels pretty complete too. off the top of my head, maybe one where you follow wyll & karlach into avernus would work, but that's worldstate dependent & probably wouldn't get made for that reason.

all that to say, from where i'm standing it really seems like giving wyll the same respect other companions are offered would by extension fix some of the act 3 issues, without having to release an entirely new area of the game (i'd love it i just don't think it's realistic lmao). like i know why/what the factors are that led to wyll getting the short end of the stick, it's bullshit but it's not the first time we've seen black characters handled unfairly by devs (& fans), but beyond that it's literally just. so confusing to me on the basis of writing alone. why wouldn't you use the character with that many ties to the titular city of the game more? why isn't he more integral to the story when it really seems like he has every reason to take the spotlight in certain areas?? like that's a fantastic resource of a character to use to move the narrative along and Yet.

idk. this started off as just a reaction to patch notes but it's so unbelievably frustrating to watch it keep happening every patch.

[inflammatoryfandomblog]

hello i have been sick of corona here is the end of my first playthrough (it’s easy to play video games for many hours straight if locked in a room for a week)

siri (yes the apple assistant) is a witcher

not-germany won the war

cerys (best girl so she gets her name spelled properly) became ruler of the skellige isles.

gerald is a witcher. witching alone. no yen. no triss. both go in the trash.

keira and lambert are together and keira after keira did something altruistic for once in her life. she ended up finding a cure for a plague. good for her. more thoughts:

anyways witcher 3 is a decently fun game. it definitely shouldn’t have been an open-world game; completely clashes with the main narrative. yen is here acting completely callously and hastly in skellige and i’m here like “yen i have been spending the past month riding roach around velen and novigrad after i found out what happened to ciri i don’t understand your desperation.”

i sort of expect time to be important if there’s a big-ass clock in the HUD actively reminding me about the passage of time, instead of it being hidden/abstracted away.

exploration is meh because in many cases you’ll find out that the devs have peppered the map with meaningless shit to fill the open world. everything worthwhile is attached to a quest, and while exploring will sometimes make you able to do quests in cool ways, sometimes it completely breaks them. the levelling system basically punishes you for exploring and finding the side quests too, so... eh.

i think the only area that benefitted a lot from being open-world was kaer morhen. the first time you get there it’s really cozy in a way, it’s vesemir’s old project to keep it up, and those few npcs you find manage to keep it alive in a small way. but after vesemir dies, going through the completely desolate keep and seeing the witcher stuff completely changes the mood. there’s a real sense of loss in seeing all the ruins and wildlife, really makes you feel that vesemir’s place just died with him. 

the fun thing about kaer morgen is that i imagine you didn’t really even have to update it that much (besides removing the npcs) to get this emptiness from it. it just works and it owes a lot to the open world format and the fact that it’s primarily established that vesemir works on it.

story is fine for a video game. it works i guess. there are some annoying witcher things about it--female characters are always lacking ofc compared to the male ones, there’s a good amount of sexism in the franchise (even the books!) that’s kind of unquestionably a given, you have to ignore it or you’re just not going to like the games. it’s definitely better than the witcher 1 lmao.

uhhh... any original thoughts? yeah. a lot of people praise the hard decisions of the quests but i legitimately think this is mainly because geralt is a preestablished character rather than a blank slate. you can’t have the facile “do you do the obviously good thing or the obviously evil thing” because geralt at the end of the day has to be geralt, both choices have to vaguely be something he’d do.

this limitation means better quest design because you don’t have to account for extreme sorts of characters (which is a bad idea for a computer because it can’t just make stuff up organically). most of the time (not all the time) you could make a case for how geralt behaves either way, which naturally means more complicated scenarios.

but yeah it’s a decent game all in all. 

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 31.05.17 lb

plain text version here. 

omfg, the wink. this is the lifeboat i shall cling to in today’s tumultuous waters. 😭😭😭😭😭 *plays it over and over 30 times* 

haaaaye mera beeba munda. 😍😍😍😍

“mujhe bhi karni hai." 

lmaoooo shivaay, baap ke saamne toh libido control kar. 😂😂😂

ouff, dekh toh liya yeh kal ke DBO mein. awaiii ka time waste. 😒😒😒

#same. 

aaaaaaaaand jhanvi’s out. 😂😂😂

no wait, she’s not! stronger than she looks! 😊😊😊

bade bhaiyya is about to lose it. 😗😗😗

yuhpppppppp. 🙃🙃🙃

i swear to god prinku, you’re just the fucking worst. THE FUCKING WORST. EVER. 😑😑😑

like… what haven’t these two brothers done for her???? especially om. HE TOOK ON A MURDER FOR HER, MAN. HE DESTROYED HIMSELF OVER IT. and this is what she goes and repays him with. fucking fuck her. honestly. i hate her ungrateful ass even more than pinky. coz at least pinky is coming from some misguided place of love for shivaay, however messed up it is. prinku just doesn’t give a flying fuck about ANYONE except her fucking self. 😡😡😡

oh shit oh shit oh shit, shivaay’s gonna go all "the dad in law from raaja ki aayegi baarat” on ranveer? 😬😬😬

anyone remember that movie and the scene i’m talking about? no? just me? 😶😶😶

OOOH, interesting!!!! it’s gauri who stops shivaay, while anika tackles om! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE IT SO MUCH! 😇😇😇

omg prinku, you’re the fucking idiot who deserves to get clocked in the head with the vase, not him. honestly, how can one person be SO DAMN STUPID????? 😤😤😤

LMAO HER DEFENSE OF RANVEER IS JUST MAKING ME LOL SO HARD. “he was raised by her, so he did what she said. what did he do wrong?” 😂😂😂

wrong crowd to preach that to, prinku. they can’t relate. these two have never listened to their parents. ever. 😂😂😂

lmaoooooooo, don’t appeal to shivaay re: his prior character judgement. he himself knows that he’s absolute shite at it. 😋😋😋

why’s there a random sign saying “FIESTA” behind gauri? 🤔🤔🤔

I AM HONESTLY LIVING FOR THE OBROS OUT TO FUCKKKKK UP RANVEER. I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SOOOOOOOO DAMN LONG. SOOOO DAMN LONG. 😊😊😊🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

ok anika, shut up. his damn gussa doesn’t need to be under fucking kaboo. prinku’s damn harkatein need to be under kaboo. 😒😒😒

… like, i’ve noticed it before, but why does the ayush anand say “priyanka” so weirdly???? like… “pranka” or something. PRAANKA. 😐😐😐

YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE SAID THAT. YOU SHOUUULDN’T HAVE SAID THAT. AT HIMMMMMMMM, BOYS. 😠😠😠

oh boy. ohhhhhh boy. 😬😬😬

abbe tujhse kaun baat karna chahta hai? tu haiiiiii kaun? hatttttt, chutiya. 😒😒😒

ohhhhhhhhh boy. oh shit oh shit oh shit. 😟😟😟

anika tu toh gayiiiii. i fuckin’ tolddddd you to stay put. I TOLD YOU. you’re sooooo damn stupid, girl. 😣😣😣

ok shivaay, you’re fucking stupid too. just because she was THERE doesn’t mean anything. 🙄🙄🙄

lmaoooooooo pinky’s shaatir smile from behind. 😂😂😂

oh boy. he’s being totally chill and everyone knows that’s the most dangerous form of angry. RIP anika. 😬😬😬

yeah, you had allllll the warningggg. and you stilll fell for it. still. 😒😒😒

OKAY WHENEVER RANVEER OPENS HIS MOUTH, I WANT TO STAB THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK OUT OF HIM. 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

oufffffffffffff. just ouffffffff. 😖😖😖

anika, just shush. just keep quiet. JUST KEEP QUIETTTTT. 😫😫😫

THIS IS WHY… THIS IS WHY I TOLD YOU TO NOT TAKE STUPID FUCKING PRINKU’S SIDE. YOU SHOULD HAVE LEARNED FROM THE DEV CHABRA INCIDENT THAT SHE WAS A SHADY BITCH WHO’D JUST TAKE YOU DOWN, BUT NOPE. AUR KARO TARAFDAARI. 😤😤😤

ALSO, NOTICE HOW THE BITCH HASN’T OPENED HER MOUTH TO DEFEND ANIKA ONCE, JUSTTTTTTTTTT LIKE WITH THE DEV CHABRA INCIDENT UNTIL IT WAS ALMOST TOO LATE. 😡😡😡

I SWEAR TO GOD, PRINKU IS THE WORST CHARACTER IN THIS UNIVERSE. EVEN OVER PINKY AND SVETLANA AND THE KAPOORS AND WHATNOT. coz at least their mustache-twirling villain antics are kinda fun to watch, and come from a place of caring tooooooo much about something. prinku is just a selfish twat. (just like her father.) 👿👿👿

what fucking saboooooot bruh? you just saw her there. nothing else. also, the damn footage was ulta. ranveer and prinku left first and THEN anika was seen in the area? like… kuch bhi. 🙄🙄🙄

IT’S HER HOUSE TOO, SHE CAN GO WHEREVER THE FUCKKKKKK SHE WANTS. 😠😠😠

aaaaaaaaaand we’ve reached the third act of this drama. may the yelling commence. 🙉🙉🙉

RIP nakuul’s larynx. 🙁🙁🙁

wow, quite restrained by shivaay standards. very impressed. ladka kaafi sudhar chuka hai. 😧😧😧

ok by jao, he means like… into the other room. don’t leave the house based on this one statement. 😑😑😑

or do. coz honestly, we all need a break. just go crash at chanda’s for a week or so. let him figure out this BS on his own. 😒😒😒

… i kinda feel bad for her, but also not really, coz god, she brought this on herself due to her own stupidity and nosiness. like pinky fulllllllly warned her. and she stilll walked right into it. 😑😑😑

final NAAM KHOON KHAANDAAN nail in the coffin. 😬😬😬

yup. i was right. pinky’s responsible for ensuring prinku’s accepted over here. 😐😐😐

yaaaaaaaaaas, go to fucking townnnnnnnnnnn on him. 😈😈😈

god bless omkara’s quietly simmering rage, really. 😌😌😌

lmao, idk why i find him being like this so fucking hot, but i do. so much. 😏😏😏

@ om: if if doesn’t work out with gauri, call me. 😉😉😉

lol galat kadam. prinku ke saare ke saare kadam galat hi hai. 😂😂😂

ohhhhhhhhh boy. challenge. which overconfident bitch will prevail????? 🙃🙃🙃

just reading the dbo written update for today, coz i honestly have no energy to endure rudra’s BS after this roller-coaster of emotions. 😒😒😒

[tellywoodtrash]

dil boley oberoi: week 1 lb

the lb for the 13.02.17 can be found here.

ok, let’s do this! (said with at best, mid-level enthusiasm and mostly a sense of obligation to omkara... sigh. the things i do for love.)

14.02.17 

gotta say, as much as i hate it, i kinda miss the IB starting minute preview thing. it mentally prepares me for what’s coming up. 

gauri talks too fast. 

i want to rip that vest off omkara and fucking burn it. 

ok not a huge fan of gauri’s extremely dheelam-dhaale kapde. 

and the dupatta doesn’t go with the rest of the outfit????

the couple that hair flips together, stays together. 

also, the couple with super obvious wigs apparently stays together. 

since when is om such a jerk? 

ouff. tadi waala walk. 

oh boy. pehla ATMA-SAMMAAAAN waala dialogue from heroine. 

“ladki”??? as if you’re a 100 years old??

also, what’s your problem, om? you need the place empty by evening, and she said she’ll leave in 2 hrs. 

ouff zidd and vishwas and tadi and ughhhhhhh. 

OMG ASSHOLE. OM!!!!!!!!! I DID NOT RAISE YOU LIKE THIS! 

WHYYYY COULDN’T YOU JUST HAND HER THE MONEY LIKE A DECENT HUMAN BEING, OM????????? 

um... ok? what did she just yell at him? i don’t get half the things she says. 

pakka anika ki behen hai. dem muck throwing genes be strong. 

dude, he’s worse than shivaay? which is... an impressive feat. 

lmao, she’s watching a video on her phone on how to operate the bulldozer. 

the video said “escalator” for accelerator. 

why are these girls so damn extraaaaaaaaaaa when it comes to the oberoi boys’ cars? ek ne windshield toda, toh dusre ne bulldozer hi chala diya. 

that does look quite therapeutic for rage issues actually. i wonder if there are places that rent out bulldozers for such reasons. i could use it. 

damn. she’s kinda annoying, but i liiiiiike her. 

RUDRA! <3

ok if her mom is just walking around all fine now, she obviously wasn’t in life threatening danger. 

ok, i’m already loving the gauri/rudra dynamic. 

“bhaaji laane ke liye naukar hai mere ghar mein.” lmao

lmaoooo “AUNTY KA KHAYAAL RAKHNA”, as if he knows who she is. 

what’s happening to shivaay’s accent? 

please, shivaay’s name would never be saved as “bhai” in om’s phone. 

“anika kam thi, jo ek aur hindi ki dictionary aa gayi mere paas?” 

*snort* 

lol shivaay also got suckered into the namaste. 

“pyaari nahi, bohut SAARI baatein karti hai.” hee hee 

fwding her chulbul pandey theatrics coz nope. 

where the fuck did om just buy a new smart phone from this randomass bareilly bazaar? 

tadi waala sunglass removal. 

oh look, she has ishaana-style bangles, with the hanging thingys. 

haven’t seen a height difference like this since ek duje ke vaaste. didn’t think kunal was that tall. is shrenu just exceptionally tiny?

om’s dubbing is super bad, dude. 

jesus, what the fuck even is going on in the precap?

15.02.17

how does gauri even know shivaay’s name? anika/rudra didn’t mention it, did they? and the phone just said BHAI when he called. 

lmaooooo om’s exasperation. 

“yeh ladki hai ya aafat?!”

pft, tere bhai ne bhi yehi sab kaha tha. now look at him feeling up his wife at any given chance. tera bhi yehi haal hona hai. 

omg this fucking chachi

JESUS CHRIST WTF 

ok, i didn’t think i’d hate anyone more than bandari bua, but this chachi and her... whoever this guy is have rapidly risen to position #1.

... what’s wrong with the mom? 

why’s omkara just sitting outdoors, outside a BUS? it’s not even an RV. does bareilly not have hotels? 

i honestly don’t get half the things gauri says in her accent. 

why the fuck did you wait this long, you idiot girl? 

ouff 5 minutes wasted on zooming into these people’s faces. 

er, that bangle be tacky af. 

god. watching this is making me feel ickyyyyyyyyyyyy. 

also what a waste of rahul dev, who’s actually a pretty good actor. 

um, what the fuck?????????????????

jesus christ what kinda backward “na aana is des laado” bullshit is this show. for fucks sake omkara, how much must you exploit my love for you?????

CHARACTERLESS GIRL??????? om, i am fucking this close to disowning you. you heard her fucking screaming. did you leave your brain behind in mumbai or??? 

ugh i don’t wanna watch this crapppppppp. i was just here for funnnn hijinks from omRu. 

SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY OMKARA IS OUTSIDE LIKE A FUCKING HOMELESS PERSON

ok, dramatic scenes are not kunal’s strong suit. 

also everytime he runs, i remember that insta video of his wig flying off and i need 10 minutes to stop laughing. 

um, where was all this “there’s always a solution” optimism when you were going through issues yourself, omkara? then you were perfectly happy to try and commit suicide and put your family through hell every other day. smh. 

ok, that’s the second jhanvi who’s just up and set flames to herself in a week. not a good week for jhanvis. 

how is she still okay enough to talk after burning for a whole minute??? 

are there are no such things as ambulances in bareilly? 

oh hai original!Jhanvi. have you moved to this show too? i miss pinky and your bonding. 

apparently in the ib universe, fire doesn’t cause scarring to anyone.  

um maybe coz you set yourself on fire in front of your kids, jhanvi? do you think that ppl stay emotionally sound after seeing shit like that???? 

oh shut up om. you’re an idiot of the first order. fuck off. 

16.02.17

hubba hubba. om in all black. be still my beating heart. 

you fuckin’ stop that, heart. we don’t like him in this show. 

oh i like gauri’s shaadi outfit. a little too gaudy, but i like the colours.

lo, svetlana di has also defected to this show. 

ugh ommmmmmmm. you’re a fucking idiot. 

use your WORDS, gauri. 

RUSTLE OR JANGLE THAT SHIT GIRL. 

IF SHE CAN MAAROFY THESE BADE BADE DIALOGUES, WHY CAN’T SHE JUST SHOW HIM THE CHAINS NOW????? THIS SHOW IS SO FUCKING STUPID I CAN’T EVEN

OK A MAN IS GIVING AN AURAT LECTURES ON BEING AN AURAT, FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT GARBAGE OM. 

lo, yeh bhi shaayari marta hai. gauri ki toh kismat hi phooti hai, chaahe shaadi villain se kare ya hero se. 

lmao gauri, DOES IT LOOK LIKE HE CARES?????? HE KIDNAPPED YOU. DOES HE SEEM LIKE A BIG SUPPORTER OF CONSENT????

what is it about kali that makes any woman who’s around him want to kill herself? 

what the fuckkkkkkkkkk is wrong with this chacha chachi? they’re straight out of the fucking purge, murdering ppl for shits and giggles. 

“hum theek hai”, the maa says, as she stands submerged in the drum she was being drowned in like 3 seconds ago. typical desi mom, downplaying her issues. 

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SO MUCH MICHMICHI AND RAPEYYYYYYY

use your giant fucking skirt to hide it girl 

oh fuck off with your judgey eyes, om. 

yes please fuck back off to mumbai, where you’re less of a prick. 

AT LEAST LOCK THE DOOR YOU STUPID GIRL 

which chirota is she calling???? 

the chirota better not fucking call back right now. 

he’s going to, isn’t he? 

UGH. 

WHY IS THE ANDROID PHONE RINGING WITH THE IPHONE RINGTONE? 

om, why such snoopy? just get your papers and fucking go. 

of course. i hate such contrived bullshit. 

i swear i want to slappppppppppp om every time he makes that sada hua judgey shakal 

thakur’s coats are made of whatever bacha-kucha material there is after making the inner lining of shivaay’s suit coats. 

anniversary? 

EW. SUCH FUCKING RAPEY BULLSHIT. PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, I CAN’TTTTTT. 

“jawaani ka mol” jesus above. 

17.02.17

om has no fucking right to make such faces, being the judgey misogynist that he is. 

what the fuck is that tiny child even supposed to do? 

i am this close to clocking omkara in the face and pulling his oh-so-prized hair. 

that sona looks so fucking fake. some effort into props please. 

wow, rapey comments + weight shaming. nice crowd. 

I... UGH. THIS SHOW, MAN. WATCHING IS LITERALLY PAINFUL. 

just say you have a fucking itch on your leg girl. 

pft, as if thakur would let her dance to such a depressing song on his wedding. 

also fwding. because i honestly cannot. 

lmao, om’s face and shoulder jostles at her dancing on him. 

and wow, the thakur’s totally ok with her doing that. 

and there goes the phone. 

pfffffffffft. so over these trip falls. 

OM. COULD YOU STOP WITH THE ASSUMPTIONS. HONESTLY. 

gauri, why do you even care what he thinks about you? he’s gonna be gone tomorrow. 

OM. YOU AND YOUR TRUTH SERUM FUELED PERSONALITY. 

EW THAKUR GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER. 

AND OM, CAN’T YOU SEE YOU SEE HOW SHE’S REACTING? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?????????

GOD THIS EPISODE IS SO FUCKING LONG WHY WON’T IT GET OVER

he keeps saying shaadi aaj hai, shaadi aaj hai; when is this fucking shaadi already???

GOD I CAN’T STAND THIS FUCKING CHACHI, I’M FWDING. 

is this the same mandap they used for shivaay and tia’s firrrrrrrrst wedding attempt? the day anika bust in with the poster waala reveal? 

and she’s back in this outfit? 

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M WATCHING THIS FUCKING RAPEY SHIT I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH 

that one brother’s moochi looks so fucking fake. 

GOD. WHY WON’T THIS EPISODE ENDDDDDDDDDDDD

FWDING. COZ I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. 

UM EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FUCK KINDA POLYGAMY BULLLLLLLLLSHIT

I’M SORRY BUT I JUST CANNOT WATCH THIS SHOW. I CAN’T. I TRIED BUT I CAN’T. IT’S LITERALLY TOO PAINFUL TO WATCH. 

i’ll keep up with written updates and try and come back to it when it’s not such a fucking shitshow, but i really cannot watch this show as it is right now. 

fuck you om. i don’t love you thaaaat much also.