#despite it being a doctor who url

[nounpolycule]

Tagged by @spacewives-in-spacetime!!!! Thank you I love saying things thank you for the opportunity to do so <3

Three ships: River Song/Rose Tyler (and all other nounpolycule combos but I, Tumblr user riverrose, do not shut up about riverrose. Shocking, I know.), Rumbelle (listen. I would be a different person if Emilie de Ravin had not become a regular on OUAT), and let's go Percabeth since they were my intro to fandom being a thing that exists.

Last song: Began writing this to Love Like Woe by The Ready Set, ended it listening to Drag is Magic by Nina West. Currently listening to my "every upbeat song that was in my music library the day I created this playlist" playlist as I work on latework.

Last movie: Antman! Genuinely a solid 90%+ of the movies I watch are Thursday movie nights with Eliza lmao

Currently reading: Define "reading"? Books I would claim to be reading at the moment include Trail of Lightning by Rebecca Roanhorse, Yiddishkeit: Jewish Vernacular & the New Land, The Talmud: A Biography by Harry Freedman, Le Petit Prince in the original French, and a collection of essays on spider evolution. In practice? I am skimming my reading for my history class and my evolution class just thoroughly enough to get by.

Currently watching: Once Upon A Time (my first time rewatching his early episodes since deciding I don't actually hate Hook so so so so so so so so so much and he is in fact a meow meow), Dexter, and the Doctor Who episode Mummy On The Orient Express - I mean I am watching Doctor Who and have not watched the same episode 4 times in the last like 3 weeks. Don't look at me. Also I am theoretically watching Lost but we'll see when I have the brain power to continue it.

Currently consuming: Trail mix! Specifically I'm picking out the wasabi peas which will inevitably lead to me being whiny about not having any wasabi peas in my trail mix later.

Currently craving: A six cheese bagel with garden veggie shmear like I'm craving every waking moment. Obviously. Also craving rewatching the 1996 Moll Flanders mini series staring Alex Kingston.

Uuuuuuh I believe this is supposed to be tag 9 people?: @zaricats, @ashdoesfandom, @regenderate, @godlovesdykes, @berylgrace, @tenteen, @quantumshade, @lesbiandonnanoble, and @lesbiantwelve

[neechees]

I'm putting out a warning for the user @jenniferpss/jenniferpzsss for likely being a scam and likely being run by notorious scammer Laura Deramas for the following reasons & proof:

Their blog has only existed since December 16th 2023, which is when they started asking for money.

They claim they live in the U.S but are "European" and are recieving healthcare in the U.S, while also asking for donations in American dollars. We've seen this with various other scams like nevermindblog where they claimed to be European but had their paypal currency set to U.S dollars. It's also weird to me that a European would go to a country with one of the most expensive healthcare costs in the world when there's several other, closer, much less expensive options that are equal (if not higher) in quality to the U.S to recieve healthcare within Europe. (Proof of that below)

On the note of calling themselves "European", they never specify what their Nationality or ethnicity is. Of course not all Europeans are the same, but that's precisely it, a lot of Europeans don't just call themselves "European", they'll happily list where they're from, and say something like "I'm Breton from France", or "I'm German" or "I'm from England", not just "I'm European". This allegedly European user doesn't and hasn't ever listed their country of origin, so they're likely faking an ethnicity

They claim they want to recieve donations via PayPal and Facebook pay, but to use facebook pay you have to have an active facebook account, which they refuse to give to people.

Below they also claim fbpay & paypal is "the only way I can recieve donations" despite the fact that cashapp & venmo, two of the most popular money transfer apps in the U.S, are available to Americans with an American address. If theyve been living long enough in America to be well incorporated into the American healthcare system, including having American insurance, an American specialist doctor, and a homecare nurse that they say they have in their donation post, then why can they not just use venmo or cashapp, which is available to anyone with an American address, which if they're telling the truth, they would definitely have? I find it hard to believe that someone who's been living in America for a while doesn't know about venmo or cashapp when asking for donations.

They claim in their donation post that they want to be "truly as transparent and honest as possible!", but then when someone asked jenniferpss to clear up some allegations against them & to be transparent, instead of doing what they said they'd do, they redirected, said the person asking questions was "attacking" them, and then didn't answer ANY of the questions. This would be suspicious enough on its own, but we've also seen such behavior from Laura in previous scams where, instead of answering reasonable, legitimate questions people had, she victimized herself and claimed ANY questions were a personal "attack" on her, regardless of how nicely worded.

They started spam messaging/asking people to reblog their donation posts, including sending these messages specifically to people who say they don't reblog donation posts bc they received an ask to.

Suddenly changed their url after being asked to address their suspicious behavior, which is a common scammer tactic. (Used to be @jenniferpss, now changed to @/jenniferpzsss, which you can see the difference & dates in the above and below screenshots)

In one of their posts, they specifically tagged two previous victims of Laura Deramas asking them to reblog their post, but ONLY them. If they're truly new to tumblr then why specifically tag those two users? How did they know about those users when they previously never interacted with either of them? Why did they ONLY tag those two users? We know Laura would often re-target other people who had donated to her or that she'd manipulated in the past for her newer scams where she pretended to be someone else, so this is typical Laura behavior. Note that the replies on their donation post are also restricted, which is ALSO typical scammer behavior

[spnfanficpond]

Pond Diving - @spn-fanfic-reblog-writes!

Welcome to today’s Pond Diving Spotlight! We hope that you enjoy this little insight to our members and perhaps even find some useful tips for your own writing. Happy reading!

Want to volunteer, send us an ask or DM @mrswhozeewhatsis! We’re looking forward to learning more about all of you! Not sure what PD is, you can learn more here.

“Don’t Be Koi About It” - All About You

Name: Laili

Age: 38

Location: Gulf Coast, USA

URL: @spn-fanfic-reblog-writes

Why did you choose your URL: I made a bunch of blogs at once and realized I wanted to make sure readers knew what the blog was about.

What inspired you to become a writer: Reading. My imagination. Drawing. I was never big on reading “educational” books. I’m not a fan of Tolkien or C.S. Lewis. I don’t like wordy stories. I read each word and imagine everything I read in a deep detail and texture. I’ve always written and write stories when I can’t find the story I wanna read. I was always told to write the story you want to read. Sing the song you wanna hear. I only publish them because I know I’m not the only one interested. I can’t be. Why would I want to write it if it’s just for me? Someone else, even one other person, is interested.

How long have you been writing:  Most of my life. Writing fanfic since 2022.

What do you do when you are not writing i.e. Job/Hobbies etc?  Reading fanfic. Stay-at-home-parent or -house person, illustrating for bangs and fests or friends, watching tv/movies, hanging out with friends.

How long have you been in the SPN Fandom?  Since Supernatural the tv series came out in 2005.

Are you in any other fandoms and do you write for them? Moon Knight. Yes. The Boys. Yes. Highlander the series. Yes. Star Trek. No. Dark Angel. Yes. RPF. Yes. Medieval, fantasy dragon-focused stories. Want to. Futuristic and high magic stories. Want to. Urban fantasy. Yes. Modern AUs. Yes. Mortal Kombat: Conquest. No. Doctor Who. No.

Do you do any writing outside of fanfiction? If so, tell us about it? 

Poems, songs, and original fiction—usually urban fantasy, sci-fi fantasy, or similar. I have two novels I am working on. 

One is based on the A/b/o trope and how it’d affect humanity. It’ll follow a family. 

The other is an urban fantasy where a psychic woman meets an angel who has lost their faith in God and she guides him through her own day-to-day living back to God. I didn’t mean for it to become a religious fiction book. It was meant more as a supernatural romance but after discussing my idea with a friend, it’s how it went. 

As some with religious trauma, you’d think I wouldn’t write this. I’ve been more active on that novel than the other.

Favorite published author:  so many to choose from…. Christine Feehan, E.E. Cummings, Robert Frost, Robert Asprin, William Sears (NOT the doctor), Laurel K. Hamilton, Erma Bombeck, Berkeley Breathed, and more.

Have you ever read a book that made an impact on your life? Which one and why?:  

 I think all books make an impact but their degree depends on the reader. 

You’ll probably laugh but two of the first books that I can remember that I read…well, my Mom read to me so many, many times were “The Napping House” and “The Circus is Coming”. 

“The Napping House” by Audrey Wood, published in 1984. It was probably more on how she told the story and she always spoke with enthusiasm and energy to show how everyone experienced what was happening. The story is about a different sort of family who naps during a storm, and they all literally sleep and cuddle on one another but get awoken. Despite all the troubles and disturbances, they take it in stride and go outside to play together since it isn’t raining anymore. They rolled with the punches and kept being positive about it, not caring what caused all the issues to begin with. Blame didn’t matter. 

“The Circus is Coming” A picture parade by Hilary Knight, published 1978. It’s beautiful. The art is gorgeous and it’s out of print. It isn’t easy to find. It is a way to be in a fantasy world and live outside it. It shows you the wonderfully, gorgeous and exotic circus parade and the regular kids running alongside it. It has a “Barnum and Bailey’s circus” resemblance to me but true artwork in a book that anyone could see and touch. It’s very silly, very gorgeous, a wonderful imagination, and very realistic. It allows the reader a way to get away for a while and it’s so encompassing, both pages every time take up the art.

Favorite genre of fanfic (smut, angst, fluff, crack, rpf, etc):  fluffy, a/b/o, and smut. I love angst with my fluff or hurt/comfort. 

Favorite piece of your own writing: Imagine You’re Dating Vampire!Dean

Most underrated fic you have written:  Bedtime Routine. It's a kid fic and fluffy.

Story of yours that you’d most like to see turned into a movie/tv show: Domestic Destiel #1 OR In The Mood

Favorite Tumblr Writer(s):  ​(not all of them but a lot) @spnexploration @zepskies @luci-in-trenchcoat @holylulusworld @moosekateer13 @riley-phoenix @impala-dreamer @malicmalic @zationao3 @sharkfish @redamber79 @butterflysklinky @quietwingsinthesky @destielshipper4cas @thoughtslikeaminefield @wigglebox @naughtystiel @niche-patische @wisteria-lodge @a-deed-without-a-name @valandrawrites @anyreiart @queerwolfsstuff @punk-is-notdead @almaasi @omegadeanlovesalphacas @no-gorms @lizleeships @envydeanwrites @nickelkeep @baconandpie1 @sitruunavohveli @peachonified @unforth @starlightoffandoms @seidenapfel (There are tons more not on Tumblr!)

Favorite fic from another writer:  Pack by @spnexploration​

Favorite character to write: Dean Winchester

Favorite Pairing to write:  Destiel

Least favorite character to write (and why):  “Evil” characters because it’s hard for me to understand them and write them well. I love a good bad guy, truly, especially when you don’t realize they’re the bad guy until it’s too late. Those are the best. The ones you love and break your heart.

Do you have anyone you consider a mentor? I guess K.M. Weiland since she has the website helpingwritersbecomeauthors.com and she explains all aspects of writing stories with examples, so much. It helps so much. ​

Do you have any aspirations involving your writing?   I want to be a published fiction writer on the NY Times Best Seller list. 

How many work-in-progress stories do you have:  lol! I had to make a list and counted, 94, that I have every intention to write. (This does not include the bingos I haven’t even touched yet or worked on.)

What are you currently working on?  Waiting for my beta on my Spn Sabriel Bang fic (to be posted August 11th). I’m working on an a/b/o series that leads to a polycule (destiel x reader).

“Pond Diving” - All About The Writing

What/who has had the biggest influence on your writing?  My Mom. She’s the reason I haven’t kept writing when I would lose interest. Now, I can add so many fandom folks I met on discord or tumblr that have helped keep me going, especially when my depression starts getting to me. It helps so much. Thank you is not enough to say.

Best writing advice you've been given:  When you start writing, write what you know. Read and read and read but read good authors.

Biggest obstacle you’ve faced in your writing: Depression. It lies and wants you to give up on everything. It makes you focus on yourself when you should be focused on those around you and your mutuals.  

What aspects of writing do you find difficult when you write fanfiction? Finishing. Stopping the plot bunnies from dominating my mind while I’m writing. 

Is there anything you want to write but are afraid to (and why): Triggering aspects of mental health. I’m worried no one will want to read it. I’m worried I’ll end up triggering someone or myself as I write it. Well-written negative mental health episodes in stories have triggered me and I was surprised. I knew how to handle it because I have a lot of different coping skills I’ve been taught and practice but I recognize not everyone has that.

What inspires/motivates you to write:  Life. Other people’s creativity. Stories I want to read that no one has written yet. 

How do you deal with self doubt:  My family, friends and mutuals are huge ego and mood boosters. Taking a break does help and getting different perspectives on the situation or what’s going on can make a big difference.

How do you deal with writer's block: Change how I’m being creative. Instead of writing, I’ll draw or paint or do photography. My goal is to always be creative or artsy. It’s ok to do other things than write. 

Do you plan/outline your story before you start: Honestly, it depends on how I come across the idea. I tend to do half and half. If I outline, it’s basic stuff and then I’ll write, sometimes I’ll go a different direction than my plot line which is acceptable. Just depends on where the characters wanna go.

Do you have any weird writing habits:  I write on my phone. lol! I also collect office supplies but I think that has more to do with being close to my dad whose trunk used to be his storage when he sold office supplies. 😊

Have you ever received hateful comments on your fic and how do you deal with it?  Not for my fic writing that I can recall. Honestly, I ignore them. I will talk to close friends about it to help me process it and reduce my anxiety but I just ignore them and delete the comment.

Conversely: what’s been some of your favorite feedback on your fanfic?  People asking me to write more, even on one shots. People telling me that they love it.

If you could give one piece of advice to a new and/or struggling writer, what would it be?  ​

I have two and I can’t remember who said them.

Just write. It doesn’t matter what you write, just write.

Write the story you want to read. 

Those are two things I think of when I’m staring at blank paper or a blank screen and nothing comes to mind. That last is why I write what I write. Sometimes I don’t even know that’s the story I want to read until it’s done. 😊 

[tenpintsof-sundrop]

I have so many thoughts (as usual) about all of this. (This is also my third time writing this).

I don't think I've mentioned it here, but I am a fic writer. Except I haven't posted anything in months despite writing a lot during that time. Part of it is just me being so very busy and so very tired, and a little sad. But some of is just exhausting because when I did post often, I didn't really get a lot of comments. I can recall about 2 comments off the top of my head, because they were such specific things which I loved. I have those two comments saved, like pieces of paper in a scrapbook.

I also haved saved my own comments on Nisha's writing and our interactions. Because part of the joy of being human is experiencing things and sharing things with people. Part of the wonder is taking a not saying to go and befriend fic writers or to leave long essay comments (though they are nice). I'm saying to have meaningful feedback and conversations with them.

I have more thoughts. Some about specifically you, because out of everything you've written for I've only genuinely interacted with one of the canon sources (Harry Potter). I was here two blogs ago (and a url before pinkchubbiebunnie), but you came back and then I came back and have been more active since but that's a different message. -Rotten Anon.

Thank you for sending this!

You are so right! A huge part of the joy of being in fandom is interacting with people. MAKING FRIENDS. My fandom friends are the only ones I interact with every single day, because with my chronic illness - I don't go outside often (maybe once a month, or less than - I literally only go outside for doctors' appointments. that's it) - so these are the people I am closest with. my fandom besties know more of me than 90% of people irl

And idk if I have mentioned this - but I have written fics that I haven't posted (for example, a follow up to Honey, which is one of my most popular fics ever, and the follow up is not smut but a commentary on sexuality and how people are valid if they don't follow one specific label) - Jaycen has said recently fanfiction is my 'love language', so I write fanfiction for literally every thought that crosses my fucking mind. And a very large chunk of those fics don't make it to being posted because they are too raw and too personal and I know if someone commented publicly on those fics in a way I didn't like - I would be upset. So I don't open myself up to that

Fandom is supposed to be about making friends. It's not supposed to be about increasing the number of words you have read in a year or reading whatever is most popular or 'hate reading' something just to yell at the characters. Fandom is supposed to be about making friends and enjoy the same characters with those friends.

It's the difference between attending a cooking class with your friends and going to the grocery store or a takeout place by yourself to eat in silence. Like you are not supposed to be here for the stuff - fanfiction is not a product. You are supposed to be here for the fandom and the companionship, and the fanfiction is supposed to be a way to bond over those characters with friends.

You are supposed to seek out fanfiction that has been posted because it means the person on the other end of that fic - the person who created it - also likes the same things and the same characters that you like.

And it is great if someone with a writing style you already really like posts fics from something you haven't seen before - because you might get into that show or you might just get some cool fics out of it - but still, discuss those fics with that person like a friend. That is like watching someone bake while chatting with them, keeping them company, and licking the spoon even if you don't intend to have a piece of cake in the end or even if the cake is meant for a party you're not going to.

Just, again - fandom is about friendship. Fanfiction is not a product.

[thelastgenderbender]

As stated in my bio, I do NOT answer asks on this blog. Send them to my personal blog @levil0vesyou instead! DMs are fine tho

[Plain text: "As stated in my bio, I do not answer asks on this blog. Send them to my personal blog @levil0vesyou instead! DMs are fine though" End pt.]

Blog directory

So this is only my technical main (due to Tumblr Circumstances, i won't bore you) but I do actually have a lot of blogs, some of them relatively active.

@levil0vesyou is my personal/misc blog, I also sometimes call it my main even though it never was on either account

@quarks-pussy is my star trek blog, despite the url it's not 18+ or purely nsfw

@selfrighteousflowers is my cartoon blog (only cartoons aimed at younger audiences tho, adult cartoons go on the misc nowadays) and also lazytown

@dmitri-ilyich-volodin is my podcast blog (also also Cabin Pressure sometimes)

@thebitchlapin (formerly at-the-thistlespring-tree) is my Dimension 20/Dropout blog

@eating-your-beans is my NBC Community blog (and also Mythic Quest)

@system-arbeitet-korrekt is my StarStarSpace (and occasionally other coldmirror stuff) blog

@not-a-sesame-street-sideblog (added Nov 5th '23) mostly dormant (as of Aug 24th '24)

@transwomansambeckett Quantum Leap (the original one, tho theoretically the reboot would go here too if I watched it) blog (created Nov 18th '23)

@move-over-nine-its-fifteen-time Doctor Who and adjacent media (added June 23rd '24 but existed for a while, I just failed to consistently update this post)

@faggot-md House MD blog (same note as above)

@shortkingchilchuck Dungeon Meshi (same note as above)

@ghoul-for-lucys-dad-2296 Fallout, mostly show so far but I've started playing 4 now so y'know (same note as above) (mostly dormant as of Aug 24th '24 tho I'll use it again if I ever get around to playing New Vegas)

@2-dead-boys-and-1-sad-psychic Dead Boy Detectives (same note as above)

@lines-in-your-trailer Scott Pilgrim, not particularly active (same note as above)

@watchingiasiptoimpressmycrush It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia (same note as above)

@grape-flavoured-wizard I honestly don't know how to explain this one either. (same note as above) (dormant. sorry)

@your-creepy-old-guy Beetlejuice but specifically and exclusively the musical version. Not really more than two or so reblogs from other blogs of mine yet but maybe next time I rewatch my favourite slime tutorial of it I'll start posting properly (same note as above)

@hawkeye-mpreg Mash, obviously. Like the trek blog, not actually 18+ despite the url (same note as above except midnight passed in my time zone so now it's June 24th)

@lassiesloveoflarping Psych blog (added July 6th '24) and I do blame @/under-loch-n-key personally /pos

@hashtag-dads (added Oct 11th '24 after being un-shadowbanned) Dan and Phil blog because I felt it might start being annoying to my personal blog followers how often I post about them there

@fun-burakhovsky-vacation (created and added December 31st '24) Pathologic blog. I haven't finished P2 yet (and don't really plan on playing 1 tho I ofc watched hbomb's book report many times) and 3 isn't out yet but the characters have already moved into my brain rent free and I need somewhere to put posts about them

I have a ton of other side blogs, both on this and on the old account, some of them are simply saved urls, (tumblr made me delete those and then some because they think people still use this site so I'm not allowed to "hoard") some are discontinued and some are secret for a variety of reasons - though I assure you, those reasons are mostly comedy.

I don't exactly have a dni per se but if you have shitty views or I otherwise don't like you, I might block you lol

Last added new blog: December 31st 2024

Last edited this post outside that: December 31st 2024

[zebrashork]

I don't really like making vent posts but I just feel the need to talk about it

Warning for misgendering and dysphoria, if that might make you uncomfortable

A supposed friend has been getting on my nerves (not anyone who may read this, this "friend" may use this site, but has no idea what my url is) a lot lately and I'm getting really frustrated and tired

He started off as just a friend of my brother, and then eventually he became my friend somewhat. We'd all hang out, and I came out to him as queer (both that I'm bigender and bi/aroacespec) because of a question he asked and I decided to be a funnyman about it. Even told him I have a girlfriend (Liz if you see this hihiii I had so much fun watching Dungeon Meshi with you mwah!!! ♡) and he was chill with it (we live in a small, very conservative town), and he even admitted he's attracted to feminine men. Cool. Swag. Me too, buddy

Like 3 days after I told him I have a girlfriend, he admits that he has a crush on me and asks if we could ever work out. No... I have a girlfriend. I'm not interested in you, I see you as a bro. And I am definitely not what he is looking for (when the three of us have discussed the future, he stated that he is a huge family man and wants kids. Multiple. I do not even want one child because I struggle to take care of myself and am not physically, mentally, and emotionally able to raise a child, now and far into the future). He accepts that on call. And then like half an hour later I receive a massive wall of text apologizing and groveling and then a call the next day asking again if there's even a chance and I shoot him down again. And that's the end of it. He respects my answer and moves on. Whilst still a shitty thing to do, he grew up in a specific culture that encourages that and whatnot, so I'm glad that he now actually views me as a bro

He's a cisgender guy and for the most part, Identities as heterosexual (sometimes he uses another label that is queer but not a whole lot), and he's pretty repressed, but I've seen him make steps towards improving. Since the town we're in is so small, my brother and I are some of the few friends he has, all the others are either old people who stick to these toxic standards or people who want to be gangsters. I know that there's gonna be bumps in the road, but he's been trying to improve...

...in all areas but one

Again, I told him I'm bigender and to use it/its for me around people who know (him and my brother)

And he never has

Not only that, but I haven't gone by my legal name since I was 7 years old, before I even knew not being a girl was an option for me, I felt more connected to my name (which sounds more androgynous) instead of my legal one, but I started using it since before I could even talk. My brother gave me my name and I can't see myself with any other name.

Despite this, this guy has a 30% chance to call me my legal name at any given moment, a 10% chance to call me by my middle name(? HUH???) which is also pretty feminine, a 40% chance to refer to me by "Ms [legal/middle/last name]", and a 20% chance to use my preferred name. There's also occasionally calling me "little lady" or by an online alias in front of people which I told him not to do, keeping my online and real lives separated due to fear of my family learning of my gender identity and other things they wouldn't be too happy about. He also uses my name way more often in sentences than other people would (luckily doesn't just apply to me, and my brother gets the middle name treatment as well)

I've tried to nudge him the right way, with a "we're friends, we don't need to be formal" or no response until I am called my preferred name, even saying "hey don't call me those names", but I'm tired. I've been fine with being viewed as feminine (hell, I see myself as cutely fem in an androgynous way), being called "Ms [last/preferred name]", but in moderation. This is constant and more often than occasionally calling the doctor's office to get a prescription refill or registering for a program where, due to paperwork, they use my legal name. I used to be fine with she/her pronouns used by people close to me, but now I'm not even sure if I want to use them anymore or any feminine titles because they feel so wrong and constricting

So when he did it again tonight, I told him, again, in WRITING, to stop

This fucking sucks. First he says that he's fine I'm bigender and supports me, but as soon as I am tired of the misgendering (whether he forgets (he does have adhd and sometimes tries to repeat conversations from the day before which I get but. Come on. My name. You know not to use my middle name which isn't even common info, you just heard my name story from my mom) or does it intentionally, idk) he is all "I can't believe that stuff" like. Hello???

If I cut him out or get angry, my mom will know something's up, and I can't tell her why because that involves telling her of my gender identity, and while she might accept that I'm bi, she is lowkey transphobic and doesn't even thing nonbinary Identities are real. So I'm stuck, left getting more frustrated until something else happens. I can only hope my wishes are respected for once

If you don't have homemade dysphoria, friend induced is fine

[gumpistol]

// What was the first muse that you’ve written?

Do you have developed dynamics with the OC of another mun that has influenced your OC or Canon muse? (Tell us more about the mysterious Boog!)

In what fandom did you start?

Do you tend to focus on shipping or do you not care at all?

What are the trends when it comes to writing that you adore?

Do you still have your first blog / URL?

What’s something you wish to improve?

p.s. ♡ feel free to skip anything if this is too many questions / you don't wanna answer one / you already answered it!

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒����𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍 / @ferromagnetiic

what was the first muse that you’ve written?

on tumblr, the first muse i ever wrote (and probably wrote horribly because what was writing) was good ol' peepo parker aka spider-man from m.arvel comics. he will forever be one of my faves!

do you have developed dynamics with the OC of another mun that has influenced your OC or Canon muse? (Tell us more about the mysterious Boog!)

*rubbing my hands together* oh boy oh boy, you just made my day by asking about my OC!! (who is still very much a WIP, but i'm getting there!) anyway, i apologize if this part gets long.

edit: it got long so i'm sticking it under a read more

'boog' aka bykovsky beauregard aka 'the sleepwalker' is my jaded af ex-marine turned reluctant pirate captain one piece OC! they hail from a small island in the north blue, are the captain of the moryana pirates, current user of the sleep-sleep devil fruit (which allows them to put people to sleep for a period of time), and one absent-minded and excessively sleepy leader who falls asleep when tasks are too boring. anyway, that's the lamest summary, but the details i have published on them so far are on my multi, here!

BUT OTHER MUNS AND THEIR INFLUENCE?? the thing i've had the most fun with in terms of boog and their plot is being able to create an entirely OC crew with some other folks~ those on boog's crew include: marina, by bells (@chronocide), who is boog's first mate and she has a lemur named giuseppe that boog hates; cash, by bunny (@horonomi), is the crew's navigator/second mate and a terribly notorious flirt and drunk; weld, by sev (@hweyd), is their part fishman, insomniac shipwright who happened to be aboard the ship that boog, marina, and cash chose to steal. he sticks around because boog's sleep-sleep ability helped him finally get some decent rest; eden, by rabbit (@malpractising), is the crew's blind, undead doctor who joined after patching boog up despite the captain's horror at a blind guy holding a suturing needle; coco, also by bunny, is a mink stowaway who joined the crew; oyabi, by light (@godthread), is the crew's helmsman and another devil fruit user from Wano, and she towers over even boog (7'3") at 13'5"; lastly, bells and i are working on two other OCs for the crew, Pip and Kip, twin brothers, who are a demolitions expert and a sharpshooter respectively, and they are fucking maniacs that boog regrets bringing onto the ship every day.

anyway, thank you for asking about boog! i love them and i get reluctant to talk about them with people outside of the crew plotting circle because they are my first attempt at writing an OC and i am just a tad nervous

in what fandom did you start?

i started out writing in the m.arvel comics fandom, before branching out to various others, then went back, then came here!

do you tend to focus on shipping or do you not care at all?

obviously based on his orientation, romantic shipping is not a priority for luffy. but on my multi and in writing other muses in the past, i do enjoy shipping! it's definitely not the first thing i look for though, and i usually consider it more of a happy byproduct after interactions happening ic or after talking a lot ooc with established friends to the point that we can be like "wait, so i was thinking- were you?" to which i respond "wait, yeah, i was thinking the same thing!" and then the rest is history and you will not get me to shut up about our ship (as you will come to know, i'm sorry but also not sorry. you asked for it)

what are the trends when it comes to writing that you adore?

the answer to this question can be found, here!!

do you still have your first blog / URL?

i actually don't lol, it was a personal blog and i know at one point i was really proud of having a bunch of followers? but then that blog was abandoned and eventually i deactivated it and remade my personal blog, that has also been subsequently abandoned and hardly used

what’s something you wish to improve?

this is a good question, because i feel like there is always something i can improve in my writing, it's just always hard to pinpoint what exactly unless it's while i'm actively writing. i think i'm trying to improve a lot by finding my own style. for the longest time in rp, i really tried to be a writer that i was not, and it made the hobby so unpleasant and difficult. so right now, i'm trying to improve on just writing, putting words down and not immediately worrying about word choice or syntax or how poetic it sounds, but just letting my own style flow.

the other thing i'm trying to improve is my method of getting myself to write. because of my adhd, i can't piece together the scattered fragments of thoughts in my head by looking at a computer screen. i will sit there and stare blankly at the screen for 4 hours if i do. instead i need to physically write my thoughts out on paper before i can even consider writing something that is longer than two sentences. so i'm working to improve my system of keeping my notebooks and notes for all my threads, inbox prompts, and musings, and just overall improve what strategies are most efficient for me.

[charlicpace]

i need a new PINNED POST ! boring official stuff is in my description, but i am making a tentative & extremely chill return; i'm only ever around in the evenings, and currently working on emptying my inbox and likes. i found some half finished gif packs that i'm also working on finishing, and have Big Inspo for a couple of others as well. however, if you thought i was slow before,,, surprise ! i'm worse now ! i also won't be updating my resources page going forward and my old todo list has been scrapped -- if you want to swipe anything off of it, go for it ! i will mostly be spending my time here filling up my queue while i hunt for someone incredibly patient and wildly passionate to write with, as that's why i'm back; i miss writing, and have a tiny amount of free time at the tail end of the day now. i'm desperate to revive some old muses in a lil 1x1 mumu format, with multiple verses and lots of fun, but i'd be veeerrryyy low activity despite being high enthusiasm. forever favourite fcs: arthur darvill, dianna agron, dougie poynter, emilie de ravin, jacqueline jossa, kaya scodelario, lauren lopez, nina nesbitt. currently obsessed with: daniel anthony, daniel radclififfe, eva noblezada, jess plummer, josh hutcherson, matt willis, keri russell, rob kazinsky, sabrina carpenter.

payhip / ko-fi / gif packs / rp icons ALWAYS OPEN: general help, url help, fc help, name help. COMISSIONS: closed - how slow i'd be able to do anything would be entirely unfair. SUGGESTIONS: i'm open-minded. UPCOMING GIF PACKS: ☆ daniel anthony in tales from the tardis. ☆ danielle harold in eastenders ( 2020 ) ☆ danielle harold in i'm a celebrity get me out of here ( clips )☆ david tennant in doctor who ( 60th anniversary / well-lit scenes only )☆ davood ghadami in eastenders ( 2020 )☆ lacey turner in eastenders ( 2020 )☆ lauren lopez in nerdy prudes must die ( emma only )☆ louisa lytton in eastenders ( 2020 ) ☆ matt willis in interviews ( youtube )☆ milly zero in eastenders ( 2020 )☆ priya davdra in eastenders ( 2020 ) ☆ renee rapp in mean girls ( broadway ) ☆ rukku nahar in eastenders ( 2020 ) ☆ shona mcgarty in eastenders ( 2020 )

PLEASE DO NOT CONTACT ME ABOUT TRADING/BOOTLEGS/AUDIOS. I DO NOT TRADE ANYMORE, AND I WILL IGNORE THE MESSAGE.

[phoenix-sa]

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[professorsaber]

Thank you, @bg-sparrow!

1) Spell your name in songs

In all honesty, I’m reluctant to do this, since I’m very protective about my real name. It’s unusual (especially since the combo with my last name is multi-ethnic and seems to be utterly unique) and it feels like giving it out is 90% of the way to just giving you my home address and Social Security number.

But my blog says “you can call me John,” so I’ll use that! (Actually “Johnny,” so I can include my favorite song ever.)

Jessie’s Girl by Rick Springfield

Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard

Head Over Feet by Alanis Morissette

Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley

Nowhere Generation by Rise Against

You Get What You Give by New Radicals

This was so hard I couldn’t believe it! “J” was the hardest! My real name would include Read My Mind by The Killers, All You Wanted by Michelle Branch, Iris by Goo Goo Dolls, and possibly Castles by Freya Ridings.

2) Why did you choose your URL?

When I joined Tumblr I used a random username generator, and one of the ones it came up with was “saber_professor.” I thought it sounded better reversed, so that became my username.

3) What is your middle name?

See #1 for my reluctance with this, too. I picked my grandfather’s name when I was in 6th grade or so, but I feel like it may have been a mistake, since it feels awkward saying it next to my first name.

So I'll tell a story instead: I was born not a junior but one of those half-juniors with the same first and last name as my father but a different middle name. But my parents’ relationship fell apart when I was a baby and he was never a part of my life, so I was always called “[middle name] [mom’s last name],” and I eventually chose her father’s name to be my “real” middle name.

Then I applied for a learner’s permit and, despite being called “[birth middle name] [mom’s last name]” my entire life, including by the school system, my name was still legally “[birth father’s first name] [birth father’s last name].” So I had to go through a lengthy legal process so my eventual driver’s license would have the name I was called on it!

(I’m cis if you can believe it!)

4) If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be?

A question I’ve never been asked or thought about! For some reason I keep thinking of the (garden) gnomes in this book I read when I was in middle school. I can’t really think of anything else, other than I’d want to be humanoid. Maybe hobbits? An underground house seems nice.

So let's say a hobbit, or dwarf if that's not mythical enough.

5) Favorite color?

My traditional answer is sky blue. I’m not sure how true it is anymore, but if it’s not true anymore, I don’t have an answer.

6) Song you love right now?

In all honesty, Fall Out Boy’s cover of “We Didn’t Start The Fire.” I also like that I know, and was alive for, every single event in it! (The original had only like one event I was alive for, I was too young to remember, and even when I read the lyrics I didn’t know like 40% of them.)

7) Top four fandoms?

Back to the Future

Doctor Who

Star Trek (historically)

Heroes (back in the day)

8) Tag nine people

@clara-is-brave

@daryfromthefuture

@universe-on-her-shoulders

@mythical-bookworm

@knickynoo

@alex-a-fans

@cosmicallyavg

@jayisnotdrawing

@thirteensfavoritetoy

Get To Know Me Tag Game

(Thank you, @inevitablemoment!)

1) Spell your name in songs (Taking these songs from my "Smile Guaranteed" playlist - AKA songs that immediately make me go "Ooo!" and turn it up)

Everything is AWESOME!!! (feat. The Lonely Island) by Tegan and Sara

Real Gone by Sheryl Crow

I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith

Captain Hampton and the Midget Pirates! by The Aquabats

Ain't No Easy Way by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club

2) Why did you choose your URL?

It has been my fanfic pen name since 2004. The first published fanfic I wrote was for the Pirates of the Caribbean fandom, and it was a ridiculous crackfic about Jack, Will, and Elizabeth running around the 21st century with me and my two best friends. When they said goodbye at the end, they each gave us a pirate name. Jack gave me the name Black Grace, so "BG Sparrow" I be! I could never part ways with it at this point.

3) What is your middle name?

Dawn. And I don't like it. Makes me feel like some braided pigtail 12-year-old in Little House on the Prairie, and that's just not my vibe. My sister won the middle name game with "Linette".

4) If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be?

A mythical creature... I must admit, I have never been asked this. I'm boring in this way, but something humanoid. Powerful. Maybe immortal. Fairy? Yeah, let's go with fairy. I've always loved the message of how powerful belief is in Peter Pan.

5) Favorite color?

Brown. I know, right? Five-year-old me is screwing up her face screaming, "You could pick any of the gorgeous colors in the entire universe, and you picked brown?" Yeah, I did. Blues/teals/aquas have always drawn me in and still do, but brown wins out by a small margin.

6) Song you love right now?

The most recent additions to my Annual Awesome: 2023 playlist include Death Drive by junodream (My No Pines Marty anthem) and Dancing With Your Ghost by Sasha Alex Sloan. Also listening to the score for Lawmen: Bass Reeves by Chanda Dancy right now because for some reason, the scores from these Tyler Sheridan shows fuel my 1885 BttF stories like none other, and I need a new one to attach to Once Upon a Time in the North as I write it. So far so good!

7) Top four fandoms?

Back to the Future

Pirates of the Caribbean

Iron Man

National Treasure (back in the day)

8) Tag nine people

@odddelorean

@brinkle-brackle

@bri-to-the-future

@synthsays

@fiddlstyx

@marielle-heller

@additionaladdams

@mythical-bookworm

@professorsaber

[agatharioscoven]

Ah, back to my old url.

Hosies-World >>>>>>>> ALonelyRose-InTimeAndSpace

[stitchkiercallout]

Hello. This is the Anonymous Mice speaking. We have recently become aware of the claims that Stitch is in the hospital in serious condition, the "IRL friend Apollo" speaking for them, and the Hearts for Stitch movement on 2/20/2022 at 9:05AM EST. We would like to say that the entire movement is a lie. As of 2/21/2022 at 5:20 PM EST, we have learned that Stitch is alive and not hospitalized at all.

At 7:35PM EST on 2/19/2022, Stitch contacted us. Stitch made numerous references to being in physical distress, to which we pleaded with them to get medical attention and call an ambulance. Stitch refused to do so. and eventually went offline at 8:58PM after stating they no longer wanted to go on living, implying they had made an attempt upon their own life.

However, about seven hours later on 2/20/2022 at 2:52AM and 3:06AM, Stitch would block evade one of us again with these messages.

Irish Law states "If you are a voluntary patient who wants to leave a psychiatric centre and the consultant psychiatrist or a doctor or nurse on the staff considers that you are suffering from a mental disorder, the professional may detain you for a maximum of 24 hours.“.

We honestly do not feel like any psychiatric ward would let someone who is suicidal out so easily within 24 hours directly after an attempt. But this is just to keep in mind about Ireland's Mental Health Act of 2001.

Stitch would again friend request Stormi around 2/20/2022 at 10:47 PM EST.

As we were archiving the malicious callout Stitch wrote against Stormi too, we noticed something strange. On 2/21/2022 at 5:20 PM EST, we noticed Stitch viewing the callout document against Stormi as seen here despite supposedly being in critical condition at the hospital.

(Image edited due to sizing issues but their presence can still be verified on the archive link and the imgur post)

The IRL friend "Apollo" is actually Apollo from multiple accounts/fandoms. Mainly ncophyte/strytells/bookmcde/allquirked/seiirenes/rcylblood among others as they show up in many fandoms. They showed support towards Stitch in the slanderous callout against Stormi, threatened physical harm towards Stormi,  and they have recently changed their handle to Edon on 2/21/2022 at 12:35 AM EST.

Apollo also lives well away from Ireland and would reasonably not be a family contact.

We have also all received anon hate that suspiciously mirrors the examples that Stitch had sent Stormi (Imgur link here that contains more anon hate we and other people recieved.).

We would also like to point out too that this anon claims that “Stitch is a kid” and that “we never checked if they were still alive”. In one of Stitch’s DMs, they confess they are 20 years old. They also state in their own callout against Stormi that they are 20. As stated above, Stitch also contacted us and we spoke to them to make sure they were ok.

This message was also to one of our friends who simply liked Stormi’s post for her new URL. People are being harassed with anon hate simply for interacting us.

We also DID NOT dox Stitch. Statcounters are perfectly legal. We also did not reveal any personally identifying information about Stitch. We did not release our posts out of malicious intent. We repeatedly urged people not to harass, send hate or threats and we wished Stitch the best. We only stated that we could not take any more abuse and harassment.

To Stitch/Apollo, stop slandering our names even further, stop sending us hate, and leave us alone. To Stitch’s supporters/the Hearts for Stitch movement, please keep in mind that Stitch DID attack us FIRST with their own malicious callout against one of our own. Please also keep in mind Stitch has had a history of suicide baiting before as shown here and will do it again.

Thank you for reading.

[bambi-lesbian-posts]

my day/night is a mess, learnt theres like no way that I dont have bpd but im also an emotionally unstable mess lol- uh- snails are cool, theyre silly, i like them science fiction- popular science fiction is...eh- but like lowkey unpopular troupes r cooler i feel like i like the more independant stuff

Ahh yeah dealing with mental health sucks I get that. And I agree that snails are silly!! I like when they tilt their eyes because it makes them look like those puppies with their heads tilted.

I don't really know what science fiction would be popular or not if I'm being 100% honest, but I'm a big fan of independent authors and standalone books! I read a series recently where the main character was a doctor who found a way to cure cancer, and because he helped humans 'cheat death' it essentially started a huge war between deities and such. The only problem was that it was very wordy so I struggled to get through all of it, despite it being really interesting. I've also been reading Amber Skies, a story written by.. I can't remember the url at the moment so I'll put it in the notes. But it's super cool so far!!! I highly recommend it

[we-ll-say-hello-again]

The MCU and Continuity Lockout

Prefacing with a TL;DR: The MCU is no longer accessible to casual Marvel fans as of phase 4, between the Snap and the TV shows entering movie canon.

(This post is spoiler-free!)

Okay so I was talking to my mom about this on the way home from Multiverse of Madness (which I’m still too mad to talk about tbh... so much for Marvel being my one cringe indulgence in 2022 😅), I mentioned how much harder it is to be a casual Marvel fan these days.

Or... pretty much any time since Endgame. 

Not every fan of Marvel is someone who watches all the movies and TV shows. Some are just casual fans who watch the occasional movie. And pre-Endgame, that was still feasible.

For example, when Ant Man came out, my family ranged from no interest in superhero movies (dad) to casual Marvel fans who’ve seen the odd movie here and there (my sister and I), and you know what? Ant Man didn’t fall victim to the continuity lockdown! It didn’t really service the larger plot of the MCU, which is fine!! And my dad, who doesn’t give a damn about superhero movies, enjoyed it!

But post-Endgame, to understand where we are in the timeline, you usually at least need to know basic knowledge about the Snap, and/or the events leading up to it, and that’s just the start.

(More under the cut)

I counted and in order to fully understand the plot of Spiderman: No Way Home (which was in fact a great movie!), you’d need to have seen Captain America: Civil War, Doctor Strange, Spiderman: Homecoming, Infinity War, Endgame, and Spiderman: Far From Home.

That’s six movies just to understand the plot of one!

And that’s not even counting the 3 Tobey Maguire or 2 Andrew Garfield movies if you really want to fully know what’s going on.

Tying it back to Multiverse of Madness, now that the shows are officially canon to the MCU, it becomes even more complicated because the shows are Disney+ exclusive. In order to fully understand the plot of Multiverse of Madness, you need to see (at least) Doctor Strange, Infinity War, Endgame, AND WandaVision. Oh, and if you really want to get some of the fun cameos, you also need to have seen What if..?

Now, despite always being a casual fan, I got really into the MCU last January when I watched WandaVision (in case the URL didn’t give it away), and then my sister instigated a chronological watch of every single Marvel movie that’s come out to this point. And then once movie theatres opened back up, we went and saw nearly ever Marvel movie that came out last year (Black Widow, Shang-Chi... just not Eternals, blame Omicron!). It’s my most self-indulgent hobby, keeping up with the MCU.

But it’s not accessible to casual fans anymore.

And I think that’s a problem. 

Not everyone CAN or WANTS to sit down and consume 20-odd movies to be entirely caught up on the MCU, plus countless hours of TV shows.

Not everyone CAN AFFORD or WANTS to pay for Disney+.

I’m not saying there shouldn’t be any continuity between all the different projects - in fact, one of my only complaints about Phase 4 so far is that it feels really disjointed and back to being a bunch of “solo” projects essentially with no coherent timeline or underlying plot - but the previous phases managed to MOSTLY stay accessible even as they were building up to Infinity War/Endgame.

I know Marvel is mostly just a corporate entity courtesy of Disney nowadays, but I just think it should have less continuity lockout so casual fans can continue to enjoy the MCU as much as the diehards.

[halorocks1214]

Hey, could I request more of that ‘Alan has cancer’ fic please? With Scott looking after Alan when he’s not feeling well, like a really tender moment?

sure! i hope you dont mind me nabbing prompt number 4. “Please stay with me.” for this. its based on the number in your URL :] (i would have also grabbed 7 for fun but theres no way im fitting that sentence in lol)

ill be accepting prompts until tomorrow morning, so get them submitted within the next 7 ish hours if you haven't yet and want to! the prompts are pinned at the top of my blog <3 (im going to bed snnnzzzz)

cw for mentions of cancer/cancer symptoms as well as chemotherapy

technical first part to this story but you don't have to read to understand

Scott vividly remembered a memory of both John and Virgil banning him from the kitchen. They already had Grandma to start fires for them, they don't need Scott helping.

But even they would have to be willing to forgive him for dabbling with their janky pancake maker considering the circumstances.

"It's started," Virgil plainly stated while standing on the other side of Scott's desk.

The brunet could only look up confused, the paper he was reading previously loosely gripped in his hand with one of his favorite pens in the other, "What started?"

Virgil sighed, but not at Scott, just at the situation in general, "I was helping Alan get ready this morning and started brushing his hair. I got about four brushes in before a clump of hair fell out."

Well, what great news to start the day off with.

"Jesus," Scott could only lightly slam the paper and pen he was holding down onto the table to push his wrists into his eyes. "Jesus Christ."

They were all expecting it to happen sooner rather than later, still didn't suck any less.

Virgil walked around to place a gentle hand on his brother's shoulder, rhythmic with his comforting rubs as much as possible, "Yep."

Scott left a hand on the side of his face as he looked out over their house with a shake of his head, staring off into space as a million thoughts raced behind his eyes, "God, why Alan out of all people, out of us? What has he done in his life to deserve this?"

Virgil shrugged his shoulders, swallowing the spit in his mouth as he proceeded to look out over the room just like Scott, "Nothing, absolutely nothing, which is why cancer sucks so much. People who get it never deserve all the pain it brings with it."

John mentioned something about eating lots of healthy things during treatment, didn't he?

Scott grabbed a cup from one of the cabinets before heading over to the fridge. Filling the plastic container to the top with some grapes, pineapple, and carrots (Alan's favorites), Scott went back to the tray to place it on there and leaned away a little bit to make sure everything on it looked presentable.

A few pancakes, a cup of juice, utensils, and now a cup of fruits and veggies.

Scott sighed while carefully grabbing the edges of the whole thing, hoping it would be enough (would anything be enough right now?).

Making his way to Alan's room quietly, he used one of his feet to prod the door open to the kid's room, leaning over the tray in his hands to peek inside. With the sun rising over the horizon and peering in from the window, the room was lit up just enough to make Alan's outline on the bed, IV and all.

For the most part, patients tended to receive their treatment in a clinic or hospital, but occasionally, with the help of an on-site nurse, chemotherapy can be given at a person's own home. With both Brains' and Virgil's expertise, it wasn't that hard convincing the staff to release Alan and to let him stay with his own family.

They weren't dumb with it, and anything they were even slightly unsure about involved inviting a private doctor to the island to help them out, but for the most part, they knew the best thing they could do for the kid was letting him be in a familiar environment he felt safe at.

With a soft 'click', the door was pushed back shut with the same foot he used to open it. Scott took a deep breath, "Alan?"

He thought he would need to speak again before the youngest finally stirred and rotated himself around to look at the door. Once he noticed who was in his room and what that person was carrying, he sat up on his hands and knees with an ear-to-ear grin, "Scott!"

Scott was sure to hide the way he wanted to grimace at how Alan sounded, "Hey Allie, I got something for ya."

Walking over to the bed, Scott leaned down to place the food on Alan's lap, grinning at how happy the smile on his face was. Sitting down on the edge of the covers, Scott crossed his arms as he stayed to make sure nothing went wrong.

Ignoring how Alan's hand trembled while holding the fork, Scott watched Alan take a bite of pancake. He hummed around the utensil in his mouth, words mumbled as he spoke with food in his mouth, "Wow, this is great! Did Virgil make this?"

Scott laughed, though it had a hint of unsureness behind it, "Um, thank you, but no, I made it."

Alan moved to munch on some grapes as he absorbed the words, "But John said you weren't allowed to use the kitchen any more?"

Dirty snitches the lot of his brothers were, sometimes. With a fond sigh, Scott reached forward and ruffled Alan's hair the softest he ever had, "Well, he can take it up with me later if it bothers him so much."

Alan giggled before continuing on and finishing the breakfast Scott made for him. Nothing else needed to be said, everything the two of them needed could be achieved by just being in each other's presence. It almost felt like an eternity, with how slowly Alan was eating, but eternity was exactly how much time Scott had for his brothers anyway.

Setting the fork down, Alan leaned back with a blissed-out sigh, "That hit the spot. Thanks again Scooter."

Scott nodded, "Of course, it was my pleasure."

The brunet stood up and stretched his arms above his head to get the knots out of his back. Before he could fully reach down to grab the tray for when he left the room, Alan shot forward and wrapped his hand around his older brother's wrist.

The grip laughably weak, yet it still tugged on Scott's heart all the same. Despite it all, Alan still had the ability to whip out an absolutely stellar pair of puppy-dog eyes, "Please stay with me."

Scott had a lot to do today. He had to sign a bunch of papers, make a few phone calls, and he still wasn't sure whether or not he needed to go to the mainland for an in-person meeting. Still, "Sure thing, bub."

As gently as he could, Scott lowered himself back onto the bed next to Alan, grabbing the now-free-of-food tray and setting it onto the table next to them. Worming his way closer to the headboard to be more comfortable, Scott had all of two seconds before Alan's head was on his shoulder and the kid's arms were wrapped around his right one.

With a fond sigh, Scott pulled out his phone, content with the idea that he'd probably be hunkering down for a while. After a few rings, he held it horizontal as John's hologram appeared before him.

He spoke quietly, "Hey John, do you mind rescheduling anything I have for today for later in the week? Something came up, I'm gonna be kind of busy."

Noticing the tuft of blond in the corner of Scott's hologram, John didn't need to be told twice, "Sure thing, Scott."

[timeladyjamie]

A mini-rant from me about Doctor Who (mostly current & why I’m shaking my fist at the BBC) below:

I’m so heartbroken at the news of the Classic Who animations being cancelled. That, along with the rest of the Classic Who era in general, as well as Big Finish/Extended Universe stuff being the only thing keeping me going for the show at this point...I’m having one of those times where I’m not sure what to think about one of my favorite shows anymore. A show that I’ve based my URL & self around. 

I’m just so disappointed in the current Whitaker era of the show, mostly revolving around the TimeLess Child shithole Chibnall has done (especially with Flux.) It’s made me start to lose interest in a show that has been beloved to me and got me out of a lot of dark times during my high school/college times when I was going through major depression, life changes, trauma and just .so.much. shit. 

The character of the Doctor was a symbol of hope for me as someone who has always felt like I never belonged. They were the rebel who didn’t fit into their society and was okay with it. They were the outcast that refused to follow their rules and make their own path. They were the rejected one who helped save other people and made them feel special despite needing it themselves. And Chibnall has ruined that for me. He made the Doctor something more, a creation and God of their own people, having them be the source of regeneration from their DNA and saying they were never from Gallifrey. He discredited Hartnell’s legacy of being the First and ONLY Doctor to begin with. He has killed off the Time Lords and Gallifrey once again...and I can’t stand it. 

Granted, I loved the ideas of The Other from Lungbarrow and the Implications in the Brain of Morbius to the Doctor having had past lives, but that’s only because they were IMPLICATIONS, nothing more. It was left for the audience to interpret however they like and that was the part I liked about it. That’s what Doctor Who is all about, but Chibnall’s era with the Timeless Child feels more like a pill being forced down my throat and I’m constantly trying to choke that shit up. 

My point is: I will still be making TikTok’s, cosplaying and being active in the fandom...just not as active as I’ve been before. In fact, it will be hesitant because I’m just so disappointed and a mix of different emotions that I’m not sure how to feel other than numb (and sick.)