#depression scrip

[if-you-fan-a-fire]

“THIS IS HOW SCRIP WILL LOOK,” Toronto Star. March 7, 1933. Page 2. ---- This one dollar scrip that has been in use for some time in Atlantic City, N.J.. gives an idea of the new scrip in all parts of the country now that President Roosevelt has proclaimed notes of exchange that will be used a national bank holiday.

[tea-cat-arts]

Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

[akanemnon]

Uh oh, looks like Kris is starting to let out their frustrations on others, or maybe they're going through the stages of grief?

Either way, I'm very curious to see how things will play out with the overwhelming amount of new information put on to Kris in a short amount of time plus having to deal with common mortality and the little time they have to save their dad. Seconds are valuable, fighting would be a danger to their lives AND the life of Asgore. Loving everything about the comic so far, and I'm also excited to see how The Other Scrip will also play out!

The five stages of grief are more of a spiral in their case. They're continuly going up and down between anger and bargaining at the moment. Depression might be hitting at some point.

But yeah, we'll see how all of this is gonna affect them throughout the story. They just started to enter the Bargain-Bin Ruins. The unkown lies ahead of them.

[graysongraysoff]

Starting to kind of understand how people get to the point of not wanting to be on medication tbh bc like while things are good when all my scrips align I feel like there's fucking always some horseshit with my refills that has me going a week or more without one or more of my fucking pills and since they're all for shit like depression and ADHD and hormones I'm just always fucking discombobulated in one way or another and it's like. I know logically that this still beats trying to rawdog it but some days I really feel like I mean but how much better is it though. How much better is it when every couple weeks I'm dealing with withdrawal symptoms because even with automatic refills turned on something is always holding me up getting the medication I was fucking prescribed no matter which pharmacy or doctor or system I go through.

[helphelpquesohelado]

if anxiety and the others successfully got back to headquarters how would the ending play out?

would it be like the sequel. with anxiety having the confront joy during her mania episode.

or would it end with joy returning to normal after being confronted by anxiety. but becomes so distraught with regret that she feels like she can no longer lead headquarters and disappears into the deeper parts of Riley's mind a day after the incident without telling anyone. leaving anxiety to reluctantly become their new leader.

I know the last one might sound a bit sad, but I do love a little bit of angst now and then.

also, I really love your AU. especially with how you tackled mania. as well as joy's decent into mania. from how she starts off looking fairly normal (aside from the eerie smile) as seen in the art with the new emotions trapped in the jar. to how she slowly grows into a tall multi-armed monster as seen in the comics. it's these little details that really elevate the AU for me in a lot of ways.

Thanks! ima give you a warning for a lore related ramble!

Yes I'd imagine both of those sanarios! they'd have to go find joy right after! I haven't written a scrip or something but yes that's how I'd though it would go \.

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Also, if ima be honest,

I'm scared shittless of presenting mania and disorders in general the wrong way, that's kind of why I'm afraid to make additions to this Au. the only real experience i have with disorder's is dealing with my mother's BPD and my own autism n' depression (sorry if i phrased that badly).

And as for joy's physical growth. that's mainly because of the disorder. for example, Anxiety looked fairly normal, but she would be "overgrown" and "monsterly" like joy if say, the person had an anxiety disorder. I want to make it clear that these things are serious and in need of external help to manage. Such as therapy or meds. If it was just a regular old attack it would be just a normal version of anxiety. I want to make it clear that disorder's like these are not to be tackled alone and external care is warrened ya'know.

(Like that one concept art where they presented anxiety as a dragon! i don't have an image but I'm sure you can find it!)

my ideas for these things were inspired by all the art of "disorder what if's" for Riley's emotions, depicting what happens when something ain't right in the body. such as depression, anxiety disorder, mania, social anxiety, etc!

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sorry if I derailed the subject, but I'm so glad you asked!

[skywarpie]

I've said it before and I'll say it again. I am so fucking tired of this country acting like Appalachia is the issue. If you would take the fucking time to actually research you'd realize we were fucking doomed to fail from the start. We are having to carry the generational trauma of poverty. It has NOTHING to do with us ourselves and you blaming us for that shit is so stereotypical it's vomit inducing.

Let's look at some facts

By the early 1900s several different coal companies owned land in WV.

New River Company: owned over 70,000 acres of land in Fayette and Raleigh counties.

U.S. Coal & Coke: owned over 300,000 acres in Pocahontas county

Before the Great Depression 99% of the state of WV was owned by outsiders. Meaning 1% belonged to native Appalachians . Over 90% of the state had men working for coal companies before the stock market crash.

When coal was discovered in the 1800s during the Civil War people realized soon after they could make money from it. These companies would try to buy from farmers that had these lands in their possession for decades. When they refused to sale, these companies took them to court. Where officials typically sided with WV natives. Eventually the companies hired their own men and they would keep taking these families to court until they had no money left and HAD to sell. Afterwards there was no other job than for them to work for these companies on land they had owned to mine for them.

Companies owned EVERYTHING. the miners weren't even paid in actual cash just scrip. It was so easy to literally put them under the thumb of the wealthy while the provided the country with the most coal.

When coal companies finally began to have to modernize, a lot vanished. It left so much poverty bc so many of these towns were unincorporated. Meaning they had NO businesses. Which means no jobs!

In the 80s the US government released opiods into these regions specifically to see how drug addiction affected poor regions. We now have the HIGHEST opioid issue in appalachia. And you know why they did it? Because who cares about a few dead hillbillies who can't even get fucking jobs to feed their families.

And don't even get me started on how the media portrayed typical Appalachian fueds like the Hatfields and McCoys as "barbaric" and how it added fuel to the fire.

Fucking educate yourselves goddamn.

[naamahdarling]

Today's roadblock is:

The Pharmacy; the doctors' offices. RESOLVED!

The issue is:

GAC/HRT doctor's office sent a prescription to the wrong pharmacy. Pharmacy screwed up a thing for my ADHD meds.

This problem was caused by:

Providers: Simple oversight. Pharmacy: Closing my location, so the prescriptions are being transferred and it's chaos, and all PAs had to be resubmitted.

The party likely responsible is:

I'm angriest with the pharmacy. Their issues caused the other issues. I'm assuming they had a reason for the closing, so I'm trying to be less angry. The other clinics, just whoever was putting through the paperwork made a small mistake.

The consequences/benefits to me are:

I'm tired from chasing this for a week. I have been without ADHD meds off and on for a week, which gives me BAD rebound depression. I got both issues resolved, however, so the benefit is that I get my meds and don't have to fuck around with it any longer.

The consequences to them are:

None, except the pharmacy employees suffering with a horrendous workload. The employees at the doctors' offices fucked up, but it wasn't part of a pattern for them. Everyone gets a gold star for cooperating today and promising to fix their shit.

I am feeling:

Tired. Glad I could fix it all. Slightly hopeful I will have all my meds this week. Perpetually disgusted that "I hope I can get my meds this week" is even a thing. Shoutout to the medication desk at insurance, who found the problem with my HRT scrip. Insurance as it exists now is survival gatekeeping and utterly repugnant (The Purpose of a System Is What It Does, therefore insurance -- even the nonprofit kind -- exists to neglect and harm people in the name of money), but these specific employees at least do their job well.

[inspectorlyfra]

can I sue Meijer pharmacy for fumbling my antidepressant scrip 3+ times in the past week. it's like my 4th day without it and my brain is completely malfunctioning i am depressed and manic at the same time and i don't feel in control of myself and i fucking hate it

[jlilycorbie]

Hello! This is your friendly inquiry to answer this ask with whatever you'd like to talk about right now! Whether that be a story you're working on, something you're excited or worried about, or just something random you happen to know.

All the love,

~ toribookworm ❤️

Thank you for the ask!

I've put off answering this because I couldn't figure out what to talk about. There's weird stuff happening with my health that has me stressed, but no one wants to hear about my problems.

So. One of my current research holes. I want to write a story about unionizing the asteroid belt, but I need to know more about labor. I've got a whole list of books I want about labor, unions, company towns, the West Virginia Mine War (aka, the second American civil war the government worked really hard to memory hole), a biography of Mother Jones, stuff like that. I don't know how I'm going to afford all the books, because I've requested them from my library, but the library won't get any of them, and it barely has any books on the history of labor.

It started because I got to thinking about how a company could offer really great pay for miners and other workers in space, but all they'd have to do to trap people is offer them transport to the mines, then bill them for it. You don't actually start earning real money until you've paid the company back for your ticket. And meanwhile, you've got to earn your housing, food, environment, etc. Strangle communication back to Earth, only allow you to convert company scrip to cash if you're on Earth, and have people managing to support their families back on Earth while slowly sinking deeper and deeper, and you have to pay to get back, but how are you going to afford a ticket...

The stakes were high enough in company towns in West Virginia, where if you got turned out, there was nothing but mountains and other company towns that wouldn't let you in. Now you're in space and your choice is company colonies or literal outer space.

The most depressing part of this line of research, and something we've unfortunately seen play out in real time these days, is that the US government will never, ever show up for its people. It will always back companies and money instead.

[softcells]

When I get an ad for the anti planner and her showing how hard she worked etc this is so defeatist and ig. Not pro ADHDer of me but I inherently distrust someone selling me and ADHD solution that their ADHD ass supposededly toiled for days on like okay so I need your Adderall scrip not your planner miss thang and then I'm like oh God I'm like those evil people who think therapists shouldn't have depression but also the planner just looks stupid I'm sorry

[if-you-fan-a-fire]

“WINDSOR TO ISSUE SCRIP AS PAYMENT,” Toronto Star. February 27, 1933. Page 1. ---- Will Be Honored by Bank and City ---- Windsor, Feb. 27.- To aid merchants and others in financing, the Windsor Welfare board will issue certificates-having earmarks of scrip-pending receipt of cheques from the province for welfare expenditures.

The province pays monthly, but routine makes the cheques come five to six weeks after dealers have supplied foodstuffs and other goods to the welfare department, and the certificates are to bridge this time. Arrangements have been made for certificates to be honored by the bank and will also be taken by the city on tax payments.

[emptymanuscript]

Ok but ser- ok, as serious as I can be at the moment - How is Musk such a douche on Ketamine? Like, I am on a teeny tiny dose right now - is cool, I have a scrip, not that I don’t think you should be able to take whatever you want - I mean fuckit, I��m with the libertarians on drug policy, you wanna do drugs, do some drugs, is cool, whatever, just don’t do them around me, you do you, let me do me, it’s all good K? K. But I am sitting - well, whatever the present tense of laying is, I’m not lying 🤥 I’m resting and English is dumb sometimes but you get it and yeah, I am high on my scheduled Ketamine for my permanent depression and everything is freaking - nah, fuck it, I wanna say fucking, we can fucking use the whole fucking language it’s ok, won’t actually hurt anyone -… what was I saying? Oh, yeah: everything is fucking hilarious right now. Because it’s late. I’m tired. I’m high. And I have a zombie book on tape. And life is good. And how does that douchey touché Musk manage to be such an asshole asshat on this drug??? That’s what I wanna know. Like… just enjoy the ride man. But no he’s gotta have a chainsaw for a dick and fuck everything up for everybody else. His bed has gotta suck. Like, what even is the point of being a dick???? Think of all the beds and pools you could have. You could just snuggle in to a whole stack of beds like a nest and then throw them in a pool and float around on your own private bed island of comfyness. And like… you’ve won. Why even cause trouble?? Shit, get a projector. Have movies night. Race a car. Do drugs. Whatever. I don’t care. You do you. Be happy. Just be happy over there. No. Farther. Keep going. Away. Stay zooming. Take a rocket. Shoot for the moon. Shoot for mars. Hell, go big or go home. Shoot for Andromeda. Spread them wings and fly. Away. Be king of the universe somewhere the fuck else. Leave everyone else alone. Your doctor is fucking up your dose. Feeling like God is supposed to be funny as fuck. We’re silly gibbons with itchy butts and stinky fingers that smell bad bouncing around like idiots. Take a gram instead of a damn. You know. Stupid Musk. The only reason people hate you is because you’re mean. Stop being mean and it’ll be ok, ok. Like, just fucking don’t TRY to hurt other people. I swear to God that’s like half the world’s problems fixed right there: don’t be a dick.

[windypuddle]

watching The Grapes of Wrath for a class (not even an english class. a weather class) and it is strongly reminding me of Parable of the Sower by Octavia Butler. climate issues resulting in a weak government that has to go back on its word and rescind programs, leading society to fall into capitalistic chaos as people try to leave and find jobs as their homes are destroyed, and there are many jobs on farms/factories controlled by big shots with private security and paid in company scrip/the only store nearby is owned by the same company you work for. But ultimately its less about narrative similarity and more about the circumstances; that kind of stuff really happened with the Dust Bowl and the Great Depression, and Butler saw history repeating itself if something like that (climate disaster) should happen again. really insightful books

[zumpietoo]

Is Lili a Hypochondriac or does she have Munchuasen or both

She’s hard work with all her breakdowns and ailments.

<cracks knuckles>

First off, apologies for the 2 day delay in replying, I've been busy with work, etc......STILL recovering from my flu (pretty much back to 100%, but I notice I'm moar tired easily, still......or maybeeee that's just the extra cold weather/winter????)......anyhoooo, let's get to it, cuz the Peepster sure DID provide a LOT of snarkables over the past few days, amirite?

For starters, it appears to be a combo of depressed (again----and not making fun of legit issues, buuuutt.....I thought, her "spirituality"/SweatBoi had taken care of that?), desperately wants attention, over drama and an entitled idiot who remains breathtakingly unable to cope with life. Oh and looking to promote her latest low budget messy mess.....

Oh and she needs to probably just stop fucking taking bubble baths/wearing tight pants/cut down on caffeine because THAT'S why she's getting UTIs (and needs to pee after sex)----seriously, I used to get them all the time, too. I did NOT have some sort of exotic tropic disease, I needed to adjust habits.....AND it's like simply recurrent and needs to be knocked out with a stronger prescription (and she's probably managed to develop a significant tolerance, too)....

Anyhooo.....let's go to the direct posts, etc....with debunking for each. under a cut (already!) cuz lonnngggg.....

OML.......duuuuuudddddeee, you've BEEN seen for a decade, now! We're legit back to "you don't know what I'm capable of"????? That one's wayyyyy past its sell date, PP.....(and a shitty low budget movie isn't gonna change it).

Annnndddd......she made our country's descent into fascism all about herself. Gross. Especially since after KokeJ? She's the least politically motivated/most conservative person in the OG Plaiderdale cast. Plus duuddee, you weep/whine/whimper publicly all the fuckin' time....

Next, she uses the grandma she visited ONCE in over a decade's terminal illness.....KLASSSEEEE, Peepster!

And now we head into the pure dullness of "I have shitty health habits and don't properly address them or my MH issues, but instead trot this shit out when I want somebody to notice meeee"....And no, you're talking about "your health" because of you......(and already dragging your poor, dead grandma you DGAF about while alive into it. Ickyyyy).

Take some pain relievers, drop your shitty habits, dumbass.....also, funny how it's always her, with a new "trendy" condition, huh? I thought she had celiac disease/a likely brain injury/healed by reiki cult/something else????

Maybe finish taking all your bactrim next time, dumbass????

Ohhh....yeah, I forgot the alopecia, too. Ummmm.....dude???? Stop fucking bleaching and frying your hair. Seriously, it's all from your abuse of it. Go back to "honey blond" (or even single process dye it darker) and let it dry naturally curly. Once again, FIFY!

OMG!!! It's as if they probably all told you to take your antibiotics and change your lifestyle!!! Those BASTARDS! And turns out your dumb SM visit was completely irrelevant, as well....(which tracks).

Plus, again, what happened to your other ailments/"radiating and glowing with happiness and confidence", again????

Get a stronger scrip and finish it, moron!!!

No, one might say.....you have very bad lifestyle habits and refuse to apply basic common sense. AND get so many of these things you, yourself forget which ones....

The ER docs and nurses didn't treat me all speshul!!!!

I demanded they take me seriously!!! And paid XTRA $$$$ so they would!

Bet the speshulist prescribed double strength bactrim, hmmmm????

BTW.....fun fact, I used to get recurrent UTIs as a younger woman....AND ultimately, my gyno simply prescribed something stronger to knock it out, once and for all. He also advised me:

No sex during your period, always pee after sex, no tight pants/jeans, lots of fluids, limit caffeine, etc....dude, you are NOT speshul. SUCK IT

(wow she looks like crap)

OML.....it isn't remotely the same thing, you fucking moron. Also funny how you endlessly pretended everything was amazingly fantastic at the time, because you got enough attention then. Again, interesting how this ALWAYS comes out when you want/need attention, huh???? (and have a project to promote)....

Did you learn that from your cult, the other fake diagnosis your received or when you drank too much alcohol/mt dew???

Yes, because your barely managed a GED (if you actually even did) makes you soooooo much smarter and moar knowledgeable than someone who went through med school and residency....

Whelp, guess they didn't visit a "charming little German restaurant" together, then, hmmm.....Snorty???? Moar like a "charming little German ER".....

Also, he looks like crap and LBR, he's now her nursie (poor Cole) cuz she pays him....well, not $$$, cuz she doesn't really have any, but cents, I guess???

Also love this pic, cuz he's soooo not involved/bored/checked out....LMAO!!!

Errmmmm......no dude, you create "discomfort" for attention. And she's your mom, OFC she does! Also, you're mommeee's meal ticket, too. Love how none of her "besties" are mentioned, cuz guess they're too busy not wearing the slave collars anymoar.

Aww...there Peepster, now you've gotten attention again and can STFU. And not "wimmin's heath", but one woman being a crybaby....

[circularsnordersg]

Order in Respect of Jalaj Batra in The Matter of Vijay Textiles

That he prima facie indulged in creating false or misleading appearance of trading in thescrip of SCL, dealt in security not intended to effect transfer of beneficial ownership andinstead intended to operate only as a device to inflate, depress or cause fluctuations inthe price of the scrip SCL. Shri Jalaj Batra has thus prima facie manipulated the price ofthe scrip SCL and violated Regulations 4 (1), 4 (2) (a), (b), (e) of SEBI (Prohibition ofFraudulent and Unfair Trade Practices relating to Securities market) Regulations, 2003.

In the said interim order cum Show Cause Notice it was also mentioned that any objections regardingthe order may be filed within 15 days from the date of the order. The Noticee had soughtinspection of documents which was duly given to the Noticee. The Noticee, however, did notsubmit any reply on allegation in the interim order cum Show Cause Notice. The notices providingopportunities of personal hearings were returned undelivered and the Noticee did not avail anyof them. Subsequently, vide his letter dated April 30, 2015, the Noticee requested for vacatingthe interim order. The Noticee availed the opportunity of personal hearing on June 11, 2015 whenhis authorised representatives appeared before me and made submissions and sought time tofile written submissions. The written submissions were submitted by the Noticee on June 30

The summons sent were SEBI in the matter of VTL were never delivered to theNoticee and there is no acknowledgement of the delivery of the summons to theNoticee. The Noticee during the relevant period mostly stayed abroad and wastravelling and was never aware of the summons.

[triplegoths]

tw dr//üg use

damn. the fact that i only bought my first bag in late summer and now at the end of the year ive gone through over 10g of coke.... like some of it was shared with 🌘 bc. im a gentleman and she helped me get it. so i cant say exactly how much went just to me but. at the v least 10 on the dot

started with a .5 and then a g and then frm there it was "this 8ball then i stop" and i only stopped bc i had nobody. and then there were more hookups and... 2 more 8balls but... i got shorted on the last one and im p sure he only gave us 3g on the dot at the most (tbh. prob less than that) so now i will be taking my scale to the next time. bc theres GONNA be a next time.

im so cooked chat. sooooo cooked.

chronic fatigue and multiple disabilities and depression and other mental illnesses living alone with minimal support anywhere but finances is.... fucking rough. and when im on coke its almost bearable. at the very least bc i can KEEP WORKING bc if i wasnt on it constantly half of this year... with our schedule?? and the huge increase in customers at the shop? i wouldnt have survived. were STILL late sometimes even with the blow so like. how tf are we supposed to do this without it! kinda fucked unless i get diagnosed and get scrip addy. but nah its not rly any kind of option bc thats money i dont have and i have more important shit to diagnose if i was gnna pay for that. ill just keep wrecking my body. what choice do i have? i continue doing this bullshit or i go die in a heap bc i cant support myself

ive still been taking the 7ohmz this whole time. thats rly never gnna change for a long ass time bc. i cant function with the level of pain my disabilities give me. if i get off them and have to deal with EXTRA pain frm the withdrawl? i gotta have a genuine 2 weeks off if i want off of them. ive def cut down a lot. but like. im still maining the downers with uppers combo like its my job (basically is atp)

i need that shit

this whole experience has changed my entire perspective on this drug. both of them rly but mainly coke. very much a love hate relationship. bc i love her and shes the best. but also shes NOT fucking worth it and will destroy your life. but i would still do it all again knowing this. at least theres not rly physical withdrawls so. i rly CAN stop any time. but i dont fucking WANT to. bc the mental addiction is bested only by its cousin crack and their weird uncle meth (which ive never smoked. but i have taken speed pills many times. and i dont wanna lose friends bc. i would if they found out just on principle bc that is a clear boundary. but i rly fuckinf would. i made so much fucking art on that shit and was working SO hard.)

i just rly hope i get her back soon its been not even a full week im fucking DYING i need it for the rest of my shifts SO bad im fucking exhausted and im getting more sleep than i have like all year consistently too. still EXHAUSTED to the point of having to drag myself around and im sure the 7ohmz isnt helping me there.

ok post over

please universe if u dont want me to kms. get me that 8ball TONIGHT

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