#demisxual

[kidcataldo]

okay im not saying im right about this, im just saying i was emotionally attached to these characters from the ages of 11 to 17 (?) so i know them. Or rather, i know the versions of them i created from my own canon <3 also, i studied this stuff in college

bit hard to explain, but kim’s queerness relates specifically to her gender rather than who she’s attracted to

ron is demisexual, hes just got this vibe about him yknow, I can see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Drakken is asexual bc he too just has that vibe about him

and shego is bisexual, like i can see her having experimented in college and liking it

[lonelypond]

""Closer, Closer," Says Love

Nishikino Maki & Umi Sonoda, Love Live, 1K, 1/1

Summary: Maki and Umi talk movies and Nico.

""Closer, Closer," Says Love"

Umi Sonoda’s brisk pace kept Nishikino Maki from dropping into a sleep deprived haze.

“Will your schedule still accommodate viewing Alphaville this Sunday?”

“Sure.” Then Maki hesitated, “Wait, I have to check the joint calendar.”

“Joint calendar?”

“Nico set up a joint calendar for us so everyone she knows in Theatre or RTVF can get headshots without her giving them my number.”

There was silence from Umi, but it was expectant silence.

“Nico liked the headshots I took of her a lot, so her new plan to take over both New York and LA is to have everyone at Northwestern have the” Maki altered her voice slightly, “number one headshot photographer in the universe” take theirs and land more jobs. More NU alums in jobs means more NU networking means Nico gets her EGOT faster.”

Umi blinked, humming. “Impressive strategizing.”

“We’re damn lucky Nico’s not an ancient daimyo demanding we conquer the Loop to grow her collection of theatres.”

“My sword awaits her summons.” Umi chuckled.

Maki paused, “Never say that around Nico. She might just take you seriously.”

“You say that seriously.”

“I mean it seriously. She gets this glint in her eye and all these plans come spilling out and they can start to sound very convincing. It’s too easy to get caught up. She never stops to breathe so you can’t just casually divert the conversation.” Maki smiled, just for a second, “I have tried.”

“She is a very ambitious woman.”

“Yep.”

“I respect that.”

“Me too.” Maki rubbed her chin, “but…”

“But?”

“Nevermind.”

“It sounds” Umi paused. “Serious.”

“I’m banning that word for the rest of … ever.” Maki groaned, “Nico’s like the weather. She has the same effect on everyone. I’m not special.”

“I don’t think that’s true. Not many people take her plans serio…” Umi coughed, “To rephrase, I have spoken to uninformed persons who believe Nico’s impulsiveness means she lacks gravitas, that’s she’s just hastily grasping for whatever the wind blows by.”

“That’s not true. Sure, Nico grabs what life gives her, but she puts in the work. It’s all part of the Nico Plan. Which is on public display. Like a museum exhibit. She wrote it all down. I don’t know when she ever rests.” Maki glared at Umi. “Do people really say that about her?”

Umi had both hands raised in a placating gesture, “I have a different opinion, as do you. And we both know Nico appreciates your support for her efforts at world domination.”

“You make me sound like a villain’s sidekick.”

“Are you more of an investor then?”

Maki shook her head, “She doesn’t take money.”

“Neither do you, I suspect.”

“Not completely accurate. Nico says everybody thinks too cheap is a scam so we decided, 1 hour per person at $100 an hour, but there’s a 50% friend of Nico discount. And all of them manage their own prints, which is most of the expense. And the bother. I have nothing to do with that part.” Maki grinned, “Also, Nico makes me lunch and snacks.”

“Sounds very well organized. Is it impacting your studies?”

“I was already frustrated with classes. And no, I’m being careful with the scheduling.” Maki’s pace slowed, “But sometimes, I…can’t get people out of my head.”

“What do you mean?”

“I get curious about them or rehearse conversations or…” Maki shrugged, “Sometimes, I get tired and talk too much.”

“So you would rather ignore your subjects?”

“No, casual conversations are fine. But with a few of them, there’s this fluttering of connection and it’s aggravating. It's always happened; it's always bothered me. It’s why I started wondering if demisexual was a better label for me.”

“Why is it aggravating?” Umi prompted. Maki didn’t often talk about feelings, but tonight, she seemed to need a friendly ear.

“Because…” Maki frowned, “I suppose it’s like a false clue? It seems to mean something, takes up as much time as a real clue, but then it just kind of blanks.”

“Maybe we should talk about that at the next meeting.” While nearly everyone believed Umi and Maki had met and continued to meet at the Classic Film Club, that was a cover story because neither of them wanted to discuss their involvement in the campus Asexual Alliance. Umi identified as both poly and aromantic and appreciated being able to vent with others who felt like amatonormativity was a treacherous snare pop culture left everywhere.

“Maybe. I’ve started to recognize the signs so it’s easier to deal with. I just shove it in the ‘I’ll be over this in three sleepless nights” corner of my mind.”

Umi laughed, “It still sounds tiring.”

“Only for another week or so. There’s only so many performance majors. Alphaville will be a nice break. Oh, Nico wants to watch with us. I swear she thinks more like a director than an actor. She’s been texting me Goddard facts and quotes every day. Today, she sent me a list of the films he shot on video as suggestions for our next movie night.”

“I didn’t know video was in use that long ago.”

“If it was the 70’s and you were Jean-Luc Goddard, it was.”

“How interesting.”

Maki had picked up her pace again. She was walking Umi home and then stopping by Nico’s dorm after for snacks and video games.

“She is.”

“Please tell her my pen is at her disposal should she wish to experiment on video or film.”

“Your pen being mightier than your sword?” Maki stretched her arms out.

Umi chuckled.

They’d reached Allison Hall, where Umi shared a triple with Kotori Minami and Honoka Kousaka. Umi stopped for a parting exchange. “Thank you for the company, Maki. Please tell Nico I look forward to including her perspective in our movie nights.”

“I’m not offering her your sword or pen though.” Maki scuffed a heel.

Umi nodded, “That is probably best done by me, face to face, with my instrument in hand.”

Maki kickscraped a small pebble at Umi, then nodded, “See you Sunday.”

“Get some sleep, my friend.”

Umi watched Maki wave and walk toward CRC. Whatever relationship Nico and Maki had, Maki definitely seemed to feel a magnetic pull toward the dainty dynamo’s location. Umi wished her luck navigating that tide. Meanwhile, Nico was certainly going to add a refreshing spin to their discussions. A Goddard quote came to Umi’s mind, “Away, away,” says hate. “Closer, closer,” says love.”

A/N: Howdy! Tempted to change the name of the series to something like Muse Makes Movies since really no Goncharov knowledge is necessary. Thanks for stopping by. I'm liking these conversations; I hope you are too.

[aspecpplarebeautiful]

do you know any aro &/or ace books aimed for children?

There's a lot of YA books with ace/aro characters. Some popular ones include Elatsoe by Darcie Little Badger (asexual main character), Radio Silence by Alice Oseman (demisxual main character), Aces Wild: A Heist by Amanda DeWitt (about an all ace heist team includin both alloromantic and aromantic aces), A Lady's Guide to Petticoats and Piracy by Mackenzie Lee (aroace main character), The Liar's Guide to the Night Sky (aro main character).

For a more extensive list you can also check out the LGBTQ Reads website, which has a section on books with ace and aro rep, including a lot of YA and a few middle grade books too.

Unfortunately, I'm not aware of any non-fiction books or about asexuality or aromanticism directly aimed at minors, or books for younger ages, though if anyone knows of any, please do feel free to share!

All the best, Anon!

[leoandraphssoulmate]

A TMNT Headcannon! Can be any iteration you wish!

I chose to go with Bayverse..

TMNT (Your Choice)XGEN!NEUTRALREADER

How each of the guys would treat sexy time with you if you were Asexual/Demisxual.

Leo:

Did someone mention massages?

Like, the works!

Oil

Lotion

His hands

ALL

OVER

Your back

Shoulders

Legs

Butt

Feet

He doesn’t miss a beat

Lighting incense

Your favorite scent

Lighting candles

Those new ones you like so much

Cuddles up with you

His arms full of your fave snacks

Pillows?

Ha! 

Leo is the KING of pillows!

He smiles the entire time he builds you a pillow fort

You blush

Burying your face in them

Because they SMELL like HIM!!!

Are you ready for poetry?

Cause this man has TONS!

Reading page after page as you press your ear to his plastron

His voice rumbling in his chest

Got any problems you need to discuss?

Leo is ready to listen

Tell him everything

He makes mental notes to stop by and take care of a few of your problems

Raph:

Lot’s and Lot’s of TOUCHING

He runs his fingertips

Over your shoulders

Down your spine

Over your lips

Letting you do the same

You revel in caressing the edges of his shell

Tracing the intricate patterns on the back

Nowhere is off limits

He showers you with gentle kisses

The tip of your nose

Your forehead

Your neck

HOLDING

Holding you close to him

Rubbing your back

Making you feel safe

Gently 

Ever so slightly

Brushing his thumb along your cheek

He invites you to tell him about your week

Donnie:

Oh, He’s got YOU covered!

Not ready for intimacy just yet?

Pulls you into his lap

Bringing his arms around you

“Wanna help me with my project?”

Nudges you with his cheek

His face pressed against yours

You giggle

When the project is finished

He brings you to the back of the lab

“Are you particularly sore anywhere?”

You nod

Pointing to your left shoulder

He instructs you to hop up on the table

Then promptly begins massaging you

Stooping down

Breathing softly in your ear

You turn slightly

Catching his lips with yours

Light kissing 

Turns to 

Frantic kissing

Shoulder forgotten

Mikey:

Do you like your hair brushed??

Man’s got you covered!

How many strokes?

100?

200?

“As long as it feels good, Baby Cakes!”

He can go forever!

Pops on your favorite playlist

Singing loudly with you

Makes you his famous Orange Crush Milk Shake

Which you both share from a large glass

Do you need a manicure?

What about a pedicure?

Man’s an artist!

He just wants to pamper you 

Need another tattoo?

There’s no shortage of what you two can do

98% of the time it ends with his fingers caressing you

Slowly sliding up your thighs

To your torso

To your chest

It’s the taste of his lips that's always the best

He lets you signal when you’re ready for the rest

@thelaundrybitch @leosgirl82 @scholastic-dragon @miss-andromeda

[princess-self-shipping]

Lol updated my PFP with my pride flags (Panromantic, demisxual, genderfluid)

Siffrin I apologize for how many colors I have splattered onto you lmfao

[demonicfreakish]

| Boundaries Post |

It still bugs me I have to do this but I know I do. Bc apparently ppl don't know how to respect boundaries. I had to deal with this earlier a year or two ago and to make matters worse- they didn't care I was married. Oof... I know most people have common sense and my followers know me enough to not do this but new followers or people running on one brain cell (the ppl that need to get horni bonked) need to know this. So this should be pretty self-explanatory but here it is in writing anyway. Keep in mind if you are one of those ppl that need the horni bonk- keep in mind mine is a damn sludge hammer I call the BAN hammer. You've been warned.

| My Boundaries |

Here is a comprehensive list of what I am NOT & AM comfortable with- please respect me, my art, my stories, my lore, and my OCs

Nsfw Art: I do not mind light flirty comments with this but don't direct it at me.

My OCs: Light flirty comments are ok- So long as they AREN'T a persona of mine (Except Clyide bc I am fine regardless if he's my malesona- not sure why I just am)

Feral Creature Lore: NO that is a HUGE no! I will consider that Zooph and I WILL block you.

Intelligent Creature Lore: Absolutely ok with compliments & flirtiness~ I know some of the species I make are attractive and I'm cool with it!

Abaddon Vicalies: NO NO NO AND FUCK NO! This OC is my husband's main persona & literally is him (we designed the character in his image with fantasy deets/lore). He is completely off limits- Keep in mind there is a reason that will be detailed in my trigger post. You WILL get banned & blacklisted.

Me/Areeha Windler/Aria Yager: NO I/both those OCs are personas- keep in mind I am Demisxual and I have severe adversity to anyone who flirts with me.

Lemon Comics: 100% Okay with light flirty, only when it depends on the subject and which OC is involved. But I do love to hear what you thought of the comic! :D

Vore & Sizey Content: NO! Unless the content is very clearly supposed to be Lemons/NSFW- I do not consider these two subjects as inherited horni material/fetishy. I use these two subjects as details/characteristics/themes in stories & art. Not as fetish material.

Anything SFW lore, comic, art, animation, etc related just keep it pg13. I love to hear what people have to say- so long as it's appropriate and not mean- it always brings me joy to see what ppl think of my work~

Other than that- Keep in mind these are my boundaries. Bc I am Demi & a few other issues- I dislike any kind of sxual attention aimed at me. The only time I am cool with it is from my husband. Bc duh. And the occasional flirtiness from my best friend Rosemiri is cool~

Why have this?

Well, sadly, I keep getting people that objectify me and my art. I'm not joking. It's actually a real thing. But I refuse to bring attention to it bc it just makes me feel worse. Either they sxualize my art. Or my OCs. And then by extension- me. It makes me uncomfortable, dirty, and unsafe. Usually, by that point, my husband steps in. But I have had to deal with on more than one occasion where I was sexually harassed in DMs or on my art posts. I like using vore and gt in my stories and lore as a trope/plot detail. Not as a fetish. Because I feel like it adds a nice story dynamic. I don't use it as a coping thing or a safe thing like I've seen others do. I use it just for the reasons I've stated. So I'm sorry if I came off brutal in this post- but I have to draw the line here before I get hurt and someone steps over a boundary they didn't even know is there. Hopefully this is informative- Hope y'all have a great day~ And I'll see you guys in the next post~

[salemsugarstarz]

let’s go here’s some ace characters I have

DewPaw (she/her) asexual

SilkPaw (she/her) asexual

FreckleNose (she/they) AroAce

CharredFreckle (she/her) asexual

ThrushTail (he/she) AroAce

PebblePaw (she/he/they) greysexual

RainbowStar (Lowkey anything) Abrosexual

Ethan (he/she) aspec

:3Ds (she/her) aroace with micro labels

Stargazer (she/her) ace

SolarShade (she/he) AceFlux

Tangerine (she/her) ace

Lime (she/her) ace

Mavi (she/it/he) AceFlux

Micah (he/xip) demisxual

Mae (she/they) asexual

Surrey (she/her) asexual

Pepper (she/fluff) AceFlux

Noelle (she/her) asexual

Corbin (they/he) asexual

AshPetal (anything none masc) Aroace

FawnLight (they/it) Abrosexual

Stormi (it/they/she) aroace

Green (he/him) asexual

Cyan (he/they) demisexual

Black (she/they) aroace

Pink (she/her) AceFlux

Brown (she/her) asexual

Rotten Apple (it/they/she/any) AceFlux

Krystal (she/her) asexual

you are all valid as flip

happy ace week to all:

• asexuals

• graysexuals

• demisexuals

• fraysexuals

• lithsexuals

• aegosexuals

• acefluxs

• acespikes

• acejumps

• belussexuals

• cupiosexuals

• fictosexuals

• myrsexuals

• apothisexuals

• all other acespec identities not mentioned before

i hope y'all have a nice time eating garlic bread and trying to invade denmark :)

bye my dear humans! 💜

[snowbryneich]

🏷 and 👻?

🏷 lol generally i love arranged marriage/ marriage of convenience but if we're referencing jacaela they are in that canonically and there is not enough fic, that i'm doing much filtering on including tags, more excluding tags tbh to try get actually jacaela content and not background of other pairings fics.

👻 I was like oh I don't have a wild headcanon for jacaela, my repressed demisxual worrier and bold action taker are a pretty accwpted take and then I was like yes I do but its a spoiler for a wip oops.

[sanguinariavisualnovel]

Hi, folks, happy Tuesday! Today we're giving you a little sneak peak at Dr. Ravi's work attire~ Doesn't he look dashing and professional? We'd trust him to take our pulse. ⚗️🚑💉💊 For updates, character goodies and more, follow us here and check the or sidebar for links to our Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram accounts

[Image 1 Description: Upper right corner: SANGUINARIA; directly beneath: Dr. Ravi Tiwari. Black and white, thighs up illustration of a man. His long hair lays in a braid across his left shoulder. He wears a fitted vest over a dress shirt, patterned tie, and slacks. A tailored lab coat (with hospital ID secured to a chest pocket) finishes the ensemble. He stands with one hand lifted to his heart and the other at his side.Image 2 Description: Close up of Ravi’s face from Image 1. His kind eyes are framed by thick, curving brows. Rectangular, thin-rimmed glasses rest on his nose. ]

Image 2 Description: Close up of Ravi’s face from Image 1. His kind eyes are framed by thick, curving brows. Rectangular, thin-rimmed glasses rest on his nose. ] .

[i-dont-talk-for-days-on-end]

I think it's really weird how people will constantly mistake you for being super virtuous if you're demisexual, like wow you're so romantic waiting for you're One True Love TM to come around, it must be a struggle though, I couldn't do it

NO sorry, I'm not simply very "well behaved", and I honestly wouldn't want to sleep with someone although I know they look good???

[swordsareforthegays]

I don’t see Entrapdak as a het ship, not only because there is no way in hell Entrapta is straight, but I also don’t see Hordak as truly male. I think, a lot like the gems in su, he doesn’t have the same understanding and relationship with gender as humans/Etherians do. He’s masculine presenting, and goes by he/him but I would say he’s likely agender. Now, interesting thought: the clones now free for the first time in their lives on Etheria exploring different genders and presentations and all coming to different conclusions on what feels right for them

[writeonmejames-blog]

my story. **IMPORTANT.

earlier, i had a dream. i remember it so clearly.

after a long day at work, i walk into my bedroom. on my bed were two packages. they were a light yellow color with my name and address on them. i open one of them up, and i see inside are legal documents that state my name change had been acccepted. and on the very bottom was a testosterone needle with a tag that says 'For Maddox.' crying, I opened the other packages. inside, was a bag full of chest binder and male associated clothing...

when i looked into the mirror, i saw someone who was not me...or maybe it was. when i look in the mirror now, i see someone who is sad and lonely. depression and anxiety eat her alive. she has never been truly happy. never. not after her father passed away, anyway. when i look into the mirror, i want to scream and cry and break it with my fists, because i know that the eyes staring back at me are not mine. they are someone elses. someone, maybe someone's who i am meant to be. i see a male. i see high cheekbones, strong facial features, i see facial hair. i see dilated eyes, and i see a broader face. broader shoulders, short hair, more muscles. maybe i won't look so..dead inside. maybe. i often also flex in the mirror, and push my breasts up, almost as if i didn't have them. i wish i didn't.

i have never been ashamed to have hair on my legs, or my armpits, my face even. i thought that it was natural. that i shouldn't be ashamed to have it. mostly because it did not bother me, at all. i had hairy legs, hairy armpits, i'm sure i even have a mustache. and none of it bothered me. until, i was told that i couldn't have that. that i couldn't have natural body hair. that it wasn't 'ladylike.'personally, i didn't really care at first. until, i started to. i started to shave my legs, knicking them every chance i got. shaving my armpits and getting rashes from doing it wrong. i even started to shave my face..bad idea to say the least.

who knew clothes were gender specific? because i sure didn't. up until my 5th grade year, i always wore a simple teeshirt and some knee length shorts. i always wore the ugly sketcher shoes, my hair was always pulled back in a ponytail. i would always run off and play with the boys for a while, before they told me i couldn't anymore. still, to this day, i get along better with guys. i don't know why. most of my friends are guys, and i have no problem with that. for prom, (i am currently a sophomore in high school), i told my mother i wanted to wear a tux to the dance. and she looks at me with a disapproving look, and says, 'you are not wearing a tux to prom.' i look at her, hurt, but i tried to keep my best composure. she looked directly at me and said,'because you are not a boy.' and i remember my heart sinking down to the pit in my stomach. it felt like she had crushed it. she then began to say how that i was going to wear a dress, and nothing else. needless to say i was not happy. now, my attire is mainly jeans (skinny), 'girl' shirts, gray vans, and my hair is always done in some random way. *I HATE MY HAIR. side note: my hair is naturally curly.

currently, my name is kenlee. i am sixteen years old, and i am a sophomore in high school. i am classified as a nerd, a geek,and a stiff, because i do not drink, drive, have my own car, and i can hardly leave my house at some points. i suffer from bipolar disorder, social anxiety, depression, ADHD, and many other medical phenomenons. i am allergic to sulfa drugs, which is short for 'Sulfonmides.' as a child, i became extremely ill, and it was my fathers responsibility to give me my medication. safe to say, he thought i was getting better so he stopped providing them for me. but, within a few weeks, i became sick again, so he gave them to me again. but, instead, i had an allergic reaction. nice one dad. anyway, moving on. my home life has not been the best, won't go into much detail, but i will say..losing a parent (or any family member) can really have a toll on your life. dramatically.

i lost my father when i was thirteen years of age. ill never forget the night that i found out my dad had died, july 9th, 2014. he was 45 years old when he died. i do not know the truth of the story, other than he did not have a car, so he was walking while almost intoxicated and he was struck by a semi on a highway. supposedly the cab driver was a new driver, and he said that he would never step foot in another semi, again. i don't blame him. and i do not blame him for what happened. shit happens. wrong place, and at the wrong times for the both of them. although, i do miss my dad very much. he was my best friend, still is. i wish i would have gotten to say goodbye.

a couple days prior to that, i saw him july 6th, he went to a thrift store and for this white fedora hat, with a black band around the rim. he said he loved it. my father let me wear it, and he said it fit me well. i looked nice in it. i smiled. at the funeral, that is what i got to keep; my sister got his leather jacket, my brothers something else personal of his. i regret not speaking at his funeral. i wish i had.

anyway. my dad never liked boys. ever. even his own sons, and step sons. no one knew why he didn't, he just prefered girls. one night, he pushed my brother off the porch because he found on of his porn magazines. my sister saw it, and he helped her inside. he has always hated boys. even when they grew up. if you asked him, he never spoke about his sons. but he always focused on me, and my sister. i didn't understand it, neither did anyone else, really. my mother is always fixated on me being her 'little girl' and it just makes me feel so..unhappy. i've never confirmed, nor denied, the pronouns she/her. it always just seemed so natural and easy to just accept them. i didn't correct anyone, and i didn't make myself out to be noticed. but, even till this day, i still don't associate with she/her pronouns. it bothers me, and maybe it shouldn't? i don't know, really. if someone were to mis-gender me and call me a he/boy, i honestly would be the happiest person in the world.

today is march 20th, 2017. today is a new day. as charlie kelmeckis has said, 'i'm both happy and sad all at the same time, and i am still trying to figure out how that could be.' well, it is true. i have my good days where i just want to hug everyone in sight,and my bad days where i want to stop breathing, and scream. i have my off days. i have days where i feel more sensitive, some days where i feel so masculine. (those days are paradise, lemme tell ya.) i have mood swings, and i have grumpy days. i have flaws, and that's okay. i live in a world now, where gender identity and sexual orientation are NOT the same thing. sexual orientation is a inheret or immutable emotion (romantic, sexual, physical, etc.) to other people. gender identity is ones self concept, whether you are female, male, or somewhere in between. it is how we preceive and apprehend ourselves, and what we call ourselves. one's gender identity can be the same or different from their sex assigned at birth.

i live in a world where the LGBT+ community is finally being able to expand, and is being accepted more. granted, there are some negative things too. but that's with mostly anything. people are finally understanding the expression 'Love Is Love; nothing less, nothing more.' people are more accepting and open minded, and honestly, it is so encouraging. there are still close minded people in the world, yes. but the majority is so loving and accepting and it truly is a safe place to be. a safe environment. just like my tumblr page is. it is a safe place for self expression and acceptance. it is a safe place to vent. to be loved, and to recieve love.

i love you all with every ounce of my being. every part of my person. you A R E important, and your feelings are NOT unnoticed and unaccounted for. you are noticed. you are loved. you are accepted. i love you, and i truly do believe in you. this is going to be a wild ride, and a wild life. but i hope to spend every moment enjoying it. mistakes and flaws, and all. i want to make mistakes, and learn from them. i want to finally be happy and move on with my life. not be ashamed for who i am. for who i will be in the nearby future. i want to make this life mine. if i ever come out to my mother as transgender, i do not know. i'm still trying to figure it out myself. and if i am, i truly hope maddox is happy who he is.

love with all my heart, kenlee. aka maddox. (@writeonmejames) ps. i apologize for the lengthiness. pps. you're cute. ppps. i love you a lot. 🌈

[ngqueen]

Owo I also want

Ds Error?

Sexuality Headcanon: Panromantic Demisxual

Gender Headcanon: cis male

A ship I have with said character: DS Insomnia and maybe DS Errorink

A BROTP I have with said character: DS Error with DS Dream probably

A NOTP I have with said character: meme squad poly. Don't think they would work in a polyamorous relationship with each other

A random headcanon: Literally all the blankets in the house are made by him

General Opinion over said character: He's a mood, love him

[bratbunnie]

the devil's playtoy.

you can call me bunnie, haven, rowan.

8teen y/o.

pronouns are they/it/he, not up for debate.

transmasc agender (on t since july 8, 2021 ♡).

demisxual, pansxual, homoromantic.

hypersxual.

i like older men. :) i also like demons.

ride or die. ♡

bot//tom. ♡ i can be a brat, power bot//tom, pillow princex. just depends on my mood n energy.

lots of k!!!nks, including some that make some people uncomfy. can be pretty tame or hardcore, depends on how i'm feeling. feel free 2 ask. ♡

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don't waste your time sending hate, just block because i don't care about what you have to say. you are not special 2 me.

i block who i want. cry about it.

mostly t4t but cis ppl are fine if you're not weird.

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will contain dark things, tagged as "darker yet". black list it if you feel it's necessary.

just a bunch of aesthetics and me simping over fictional men.

i might post my art if i feel like it too.

[jeanmoreaux]

You’ve gotten so many aftg asks about Neil’s sexuality but I just wanted to say I totally agree with your post! I feel like it also would be a little out of character for Neil to state he’s demi during that book. He’s been on the run and out of touch with so many aspects of the world that for him to have have had the time to research his sexuality when he’s just trying to stay alive doesn’t seem very realistic for that setting. In the characterization we get from him, Neil wouldn’t even know what the word means most likely.

If I’m not mistaken, the term demisxuality didn’t come in to use regularly until some time in the 2000s and the book takes place in the early 2000s. Neil isn’t exactly one to keep up on that stuff so I think it would make sense that he wouldn’t know that term. Neil is really just finding out who he is in the books IMO. Who is Neil Josten? Who does he have a chance to be when he’s not running and pretending to be those 50 other people? He only mentions that he briefly had another encounter and his mother beat him for it so I doubt he’s really thought about it until he’s finally safe and even then, he’s mostly just focusing on exy like the junky he is.

yes absolutely you're right with everything your saying here. i think it's also important to mention that throughout the narrative neil regularly checks in with himself about sexual attraction (especially after he starts hooking up with andrew) and he comes to the conclusion that he really isn't attracted to anyone besides andrew. idk like i am honestly just tired of people taking the 'it has to be in the text' approach to it's literal extremes as if communication, art, or literary analysis ever worked that way.

[anghraine]

Hello! I just wanted to pop in and thank you, from the bottom of my heart. It's been about 2 years since I read your P&P fic "Anomaly" and I was rereading it recently. I cried the first time I read it, bc I was so surprised to read something that spoke so similarly to my own experiences w attraction, and you had tagged it as "demisxual" and it was such a cathartic moment to find a word for it for the first time. So. Thank you :) it's a story that remains really dear to my heart.

Oh, thanks! “Anomaly” was definitely a labour of love on my part, so it’s very nice to hear in general, and also, that it was specifically helpful. 

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