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queerkittygotnotitty · 2 years ago
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I think one of the shittiest times in my life was when my ex dumped me and then kept gaslighting me to believe that the break-up was mutual even though I kept telling them that i don't want to break up. COVID was just beginning during this time and i had just failed an examination that made me take a gap year and i wasn't sure where i was going in life at that point. I can barely look at photos I took during 2020. I lost my nani to COVID in June 2020 which is still unbelievable at times. I still hope that we would go to her place and she'd be sitting there. I had a started talking to a queer person who abruptly ghosted me and i felt like a friend got lost. By this time i was still hoping that my ex would come back and she would just tell me stories of all the people she is talking to and i would feel so so so stupid being hooked to a person who has been dismissive of my feelings throughout our relationship. I remember this one time we were on call and i had finally gathered courage to call them out that our break-up wasn't mutual. I remember shocked they were and how it showed on their face. It just felt like how surprised they were that they were caught gaslighting. I got abuse throughout this relationship for vvv small things and then simply made to shut up by saying that you can't tell me how i should feel but my feelings never mattered. How i was supposed to be act like a top because i looked like a top, to know how to have sex, how to how i was supposed to know everything because i was a year older, how i was supposed to never make a mistake but more so how i was not allowed to explore my gender expression, how any idea of me talking about exploring pronouns was never met with encouragement but rather oh i know better about your life than you and you shouldn't do it. How i felt pressured to stay a certain way. It's was okay that we both didn't know i was neuro divergent but the fact that this person would not acknowledge my efforts to try to be punctual at all and rather be disappointed in me all the time. I remember their disappointed face and how troubling that feels in even my new relationship and my partner has to assure me that they are not keeping a count unlike ex who kept keeping count. After break-up they did vvv shitty break things, like we would take a break from each other. They said we will talk on alternate days. This person held so much power over me in terms that if they were doing an internship and earning money they told me i earn therefore i know and were so so so condescending at times and it kept feeling like hitting a wall. Like Bhai gaand marao apni. Tumse gaandu baandi maine jeewan mein nhi dekhi. The fact they wouldn't tell me anything that they were doing in life and i would only get to know what they were upto in life a few hours before even though they were doing these things for a few days. How was i any different that any person who would get to know about their life through Instagram stories? How was i special?
But yes, life kept getting more shitty and i kept meeting dismissive partners and i went up side down with father falling sick in 2021. While none of us recovered from this trauma, bade papa passed away suddenly due to heart attack in 2023. Like just doesn't feel like it's stopping with it's losses anytime soon. Only good things happening, having plate on food, a shelter, family under one roof, a non dismissive partner, a cat and a good therapist, getting into college, embracing masculinity, new pronouns, new names, new frens. I recently read a part of the body keeps a score and how trauma alters brain chemistry, and how you keep repeating patterns and it's no longer sheer willpower. Having a non dismissive partner has altered my brain, my migraine went away for real along with anti depressants. I am finally functioning and trauma from an asshole who called me crazy(a classic gaslighter response when they are being called out) which has scarred me is finally only 20% remaining. I don't wish anything good for this person honestly. Even when they left me by scarring they kept telling me how i should wish nice things for them because they wish nice things upon me like fuck you. Tum dusro ke jeewan mein haggo aur unko bolo ke mere baare mein aacha socho.
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newsoreo · 4 years ago
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Delhi sero survey: 'Useful data obtained, can help in similar surveys elsewhere' | India News - Times of India
Delhi sero survey: ‘Useful data obtained, can help in similar surveys elsewhere’ | India News – Times of India
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NEW DELHI: Public health experts say the sero prevalence study in Delhi gives “incredibly useful data” that can be assessed and be useful in comparing virus exposure rates in different parts of India and over different time periods in the same population. On Tuesday, the Centre released the results of the serological survey which showed around 23% of Delhi’s population could have been…
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newstox · 4 years ago
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Delhi sero survey: ‘Useful data obtained, can help in similar surveys elsewhere’ | India News – Times of India NEW DELHI: Public health experts say the sero prevalence study in Delhi gives "incredibly useful data" that can be assessed and be useful in comparing virus exposure rates in different parts of India and over different time periods in the same population.
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f3news · 4 years ago
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Corona Ke Baad #Black_Fungus Ke Bade Mamle (#Gujarat)
Corona Ke Baad #Black_Fungus Ke Bade Mamle (#Gujarat)
🦠 #Corona Ke Baad #Black_Fungus Ke Bade Mamle (#Gujarat) ☝️ Gujarat Me Covid-19 Ko Maat Dene Ke Baad Black Fungus Ya Mucormycosis Ki Wajah Se Aankho Ki Roshni Gawane Ke Mamlo Mein Kaafi Badhotri Dekhi Jaa Rahi Hai ❗ Symptoms Eye – Nose Ke Pass Pain Ya Redness Hona, Fever, Headache, Coughing, Shortness Of Breath, Vomits, Mental Status Bigadna 🙏 Note : Wear Mask Be Safe
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tahoorahashmi · 4 years ago
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September have almost ended, how did it go for you? I thought I'll pace up my reading but the work load have doubled this month. I am still satisfied that I could complete atleast 2 books up till now, I was hoping to pull through and finish another 2 but it's the time of the month and that means no reading for atleast first 4 days, audiobook zindabad! Do you too get weak eye sight/ or eyes in general during periods or am I special?👀 Honestly if I'm the only one I won't even be surprised after all. I mean I already have too much weakness to tackle. Nobody asked but after last month's deadly experience I have been eating sugar, salt and cheese religiously because i didn't want that experience to repeat itself this month. Safe to say my fat cells are enjoying the experience and my eyes are not enjoying what they see. Too much to stay alive huh?😂 I really want to go out for a walk and I know it's allowed and everyone's out there living a normal life but I don't want to contribute to the already increasing rate of Covid cases and my conscious says no. When I said "O Allah make me save people's lives, let me be a hero in your eyes if not others" I DID NOT MEAN BY THIS😭😭 I was expecting some Captain America shit but now that I think of it Allah might be looking down at me typing this and saying "haalat dekhi he apni? Bed se to utha jaata nahin maharani ko alienon se ladna he👏👏👏" 🙂🙂🙂 . Prompt 2 : My box and the books . #tbbdarkness #thebigbookbox #jennylee #AnnaK #flatlay #tahoorahashmi #bookstagram #bookblogger #blogger #lifestyleblogger #bookish #bookmarks #bookishbookmarks #yalovin #unitedbookstagram #instagood #instadaily #love #pinterest #tumblr #pinterestaesthetic #tumblraesthetic #aesthetic #bibliophile #bookhoarder (at Mumbai) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFhc9tDgOmH/?igshid=j9hp2dgt3h69
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bollywoodtota · 4 years ago
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Zee TV launches Ram Pyaare Sirf Humare, the first fiction show post-lockdown
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With the #COVID-19 #pandemic achieving a domain of vulnerability and agony, #Zee TV perceives the need of great importance to help the disposition and spread cheer with its first fiction offering post #lockdown. The channel is good to go to present a reviving satire of blunders that will get families together and make them snicker with its connecting cheerful story. The situational parody, named Ram Pyaare Sirf Humare, follows the life of a young lady Dulari and her 'prize catch' of a beguiling spouse - Ram. Set in Bhopal, the story catches how this wedded lady, who is adequately mindful of how her optimal spouse is the cynosure of each lady's eyes, goes to a book of common shrewdness with conventional 'nuskas' to protect him from the grip of other ladies competing for his consideration. The show will include mainstream entertainer Nikhil Khurana, who hails from Chandigarh and has been an aspect of a couple of well known TV programs. He will be seen depicting the character of the beguiling Ram, a humble community Mohalla saint and the apple of each lady's eyes. Inverse him as Dulari is Jyoti Sharma, who was most recently seen as the main woman of Zee TV's well known romantic tale Aisi Deewangi Dekhi Nahi Kahi. A delightful, savvy young lady yet additionally a strongly perceptive spouse, Dulari knows the elements at play when other ladies respond to her better half Ram's undeniable charms. Read the full article
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rbbox · 4 years ago
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With the COVID-19 pandemic bringing about an environment of uncertainty and gloom, Zee TV recognizes the need of the hour to lighten the mood and spread cheer with its first fiction offering post lockdown. The channel is all set to introduce a refreshing comedy of errors that will get families together and make them laugh with its engaging light-hearted narrative.
The situational comedy, titled Ram Pyaare Sirf Humare, follows the life of a young woman Dulari and her 'prize catch' of a charming husband - Ram. Set in Bhopal, the story captures how this married woman, who is amply aware of how her ideal husband is the cynosure of every woman's eyes, turns to a book of worldly wisdom with traditional ‘nuskas’ to keep him safe from the clutches of other women vying for his attention.
The show will feature popular actor Nikhil Khurana, who hails from Chandigarh and has been a part of a few popular television shows. He will be seen portraying the character of the ever-so-charming Ram, a small town Mohalla hero and the apple of every woman’s eyes. Opposite him as Dulari is Jyoti Sharma, who was last seen as the leading lady of Zee TV's popular love story Aisi Deewangi Dekhi Nahi Kahi. A beautiful, smart young woman but also a sharply observant wife, Dulari knows the dynamics at play when other women react to her husband Ram's obvious charms. Bringing shades of grey into this picture perfect love story is Ram and Dulari's strikingly attractive neighbour, Koel. Portrayed by the very talented Shamin Mannan, Koel is an alluring and charmingly talented, smart and out-going personality.
The plot of Ram Pyaare Sirf Humare revolves around the strikingly handsome Ram who runs a beauty parlour in Bhopal and while he provides the best beauty services in town, women also visit the parlour to gawk at him. While Ram is practically the Maryada Purushottam who doesnt give in to the flirtations coming his way, Dulari sees other women flirting with him as Surpanakhas.  To ensure she keeps her man safe and away from the clutches of these surpanakhas, Dulari uses several tips and tricks to keep Ram close to her as she rightfully says, Ram Pyaare, Sirf Humare! She gets the nuskas to keep her husband to herself from a book given to her by her brother Patang and though she hilariously ends up creating trouble for Ram and herself every single time she turns to the book; she doesn't give up. Adding to the comedy of errors, Koel aims to befriend Ram and Dulari, break their marriage and steal Ram. While the wife is blissfully unware of Koel’s wicked plans, her actions and attempts to get close to Ram make Dulari question her intentions.
Talking about the show, Nikhil Khurana (Ram) shared, “The show Ram Pyaare Sirf Humare is an extremely unique concept of a loyal husband and his watchful sharp wife who isn't about to let other women get close to him. The narrative clubbed with humour will surely keep the audience hooked and I am looking forward to essaying the role of Ram as it comes with its own quirks, especially since he’s deemed to be quite a crush for the ladies in town. I’m really thrilled to be collaborating with Zee TV and I hope the viewers love our slice-of-life drama.”
Jyoti Sharma (Dulari) added, “I’m quite ecstatic about collaborating with Zee TV for the second time. It is always a pleasure and a blessing to be working with Zee, especially in a fun-filled and relatable show for the viewers. Essaying the role of Dulari seems like quite a challenge since I am very different from the character. To bring to life the character's fears and to act on the hilarious nuskas in the hope of a solve and landing up in an even bigger mess in the whole process will prove to be entertaining for viewers to see.”
Furthermore, Shamin Manan (Koel) mentioned, “Portraying a strong yet spicy character with a comic angle onscreen is always difficult and I feel it is an actor's biggest test. Obviously, there is a scope to play around and experiment when the character has so many shades. so, I’m really looking forward to the show and my collaboration with Zee TV. Koel is a go-getter and I do resonate with her thoughts and I really hope everyone loves my character.”
September 04, 2020 at 01:53PMZee TV launches the first fiction show post-lockdown, Ram Pyaare Sirf Humare https://ift.tt/2QVlhMg
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