#deffo not me projecting my admiration for the love and devotion or religion and finding prayer beautiful as agnostic onto my kin character

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super loose sketch but. I have so many writing ideas about dsmp characters and religion from c!wilbur’s perspective. I hc him as an athiest who’s closest peers are people of faith and he tries to understand but cannot connect with religion or spirituality, fears he can’t understand this piece of them, like an outsider to that peace in their features when they talk about it. c!tommy with lady prime, c!quackity with something akin to Catholicism, c!phil with something elemental and pagan. inspired by this and this . Something something mirroring the behaviors of his closest friend that bring him comfort to see if anything will work at this point. Taking it seriously at first and then getting embarrassed with himself when he doesn’t hear a voice back. Getting frustrated and pretending it never happened and it backfires, making him feel worse. going to limbo. idk.