#debaser fanfic

[sharpth1ng]

stu spooning billy and my heart breaks a little. billy spooning stu and im absolutely destroyed💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔(im very emotionally confused idk whether to sob or be happy😭)

Yeah, theres something so tender and important about sleeping with someone in the non-sex way.

Sleep is so vulnerable and revealing, and Billy in particular wouldn't take that lightly. Even more-so the act of letting someone hold you from behind like that, covering your back, restraining you if they want to. It's a massive show of trust for him to let Stu spoon him.

At the same time, Stu is the person he trusts the most in the world and he's a fairly paranoid person, having Stu cover his back physically makes him feel safe (in a way that he cannot admit). In Billy's own room I picture his bed positioned lengthwise against the wall, tucked into a corner. He sleeps with his back against the wall because any other position leaves him on alert so he can't sleep.

(Billy's bed from one of my drawing, placed in the corner of the room)

In contrast Stu's bed is positioned like this:

(Photo from the house used in the film)

The head is against the wall but the sides are unprotected, Stu doesnt need to feel guarded in order to fall asleep. If he's having trouble sleeping it's because his brain wont shut off and he sleeps better with Billy there because Billy's presence gives him a comforting sensory experience. The smell of him, the feeling of his skin, the sound of his breathing; in a very ADHD way Billy gives him the kind of stimulation he needs to calm down.

On the other hand for Billy the act of spooning Stu, being the active participant by reaching out and holding him is a blatant show of desire that he would find somewhat terrifying. It requires him to both reconcile with himself the fact that he wants to hold Stu in an entirely non-dominating way, and also to be brave enough to show that desire externally.

That can feel like a massive risk, and even when desire is reciprocated it can be hard to fight your own internalized judgments and self-perceptions.

All of this comes easier to Stu, who shows his desire a lot more confidently, but I think he knows how complicated that is to Billy, which makes it meaningful when it's reciprocated. Overall though don't think Stu cares if he's the spooner or the spoonee, he just wants the contact. That said i think he spoons Billy a lot more often because he initiates it more often.

[mh2o29]

tfw you have to call your girlfriend's house to talk to her girlfriend (who is also your boyfriends girlfriend) so you can get your boyfriend released from jail...

(click for better quality PLEASE I beg you)

under the tab are other versions of the drawing so click if you wanna see him with no shirt on .....wait what who said that.....

yall i don't even know how to explain this one i was possessed and controlled by the urge to draw stu macher all pretty and posed like this,,,, so i like when men are pretty SUE ME

credits to @atitanbitch for the idea to include Sid and Tatum in the little bubble and @powderedbleach for reminding me about THE ROBEEEE OH and ofc @harleykeenervarient for sending me the photo reference I used in the first place yall rock <3

included below are alternate versions of this drawing that I was having some fun with mwuahaha that includes no shirt, no shirt plus some ~shweed~ and also ofc trans version bc cmon

alright thats all for now.... thats my cue to slink back into the void until I return with another art drop BYEEEEEE

[gasolinehornet]

Every stuilly interaction in debaser

[zombie-jed]

NEW WOrM CHAPTER IS OUT! THAT MEANS I POST THIS STUFF

Check out Debaser and Wave of Mutilation (and every other fic) by @sharpth1ng if you’re a real one btw

[spleeninthemailbox]

wave of mutilation/debaser you will always be famous

@sharpth1ng

[your-stranger-halfblood-things]

Billy definitely makes out with Stu while holding a knife

[oceanicjessie]

[ Cupid Meme || Stuilly || Debaser ]

I FINISHED IT! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o I didn't think I'd finish it within a morning but somehow I did. I blame the fact this idea has been twirling in my head for so long. Remember to read 'Debaser by Sharpthings on AO3', if you haven't already as this meme is set within that fic and you'll just appreciate it a little more with context in mind, though I'm sure you can all appreciate it regardless!

I messed around with editing and perhaps I went a little overboard with it but I like how it all came out in the end and I hope you all agree!

I KNOW CIRCUMCISE IS SPELT WRONG, PLEASE DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE IT, SMILE AND WAVE PEOPLE, SMILE AND WAVE!

[vins-do-over]

happy trans billy!Wave of Mutilation fic release day to all that celebrate 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[catharticartist]

IM CRYING AND SCREAMING AND THROWING UP

I FELT SEEN AND ALSO AAAAAUGHHHH

What the FUCK IS THIS FUCKING POETRY FUCKING SHIT

@sharpth1ng

YOU MAGICAL BEING YOU!!!!

HAVE ME CRYING AND LAUGHING ON MY FLOOR MY HEART IS FUCKING RACING AND IM LOSING MY FUCKING MARBLES

I feel like a crackhead needing their next fucking fix …..

The drug in question? Wave of Mutilation

Could make a fucking video essay about that shit.

Me and Billy …..it hurts cause we do the same shit���.GOD

SO FUCKING GOOD MY BRAIN IS GOING FERAL

[dixxiemaegraphics]

Question! Where are y’all getting your personal copies of Debaser printed? (or I guess any fanfic in general, but I know a lot of Debaser fans have been doing this)

Basically I’m not trying to print off a bunch of copies of books (cuz I’m not trying to sell them or anything) and I’d like to not have to print and bind my own personal book copies… Is there an affordable or reliable service y’all use to get hard copies of your favorite fanfic?

Thanks!

[sharpth1ng]

😭😭😭 debaser except then the object of their affection has a gay little crisis and runs away to smoke far too many cigarettes

cliché but classic trope: when the person who almost died wakes up in a hospital bed, looks around and sees the object of their affection sleeping uncomfortably in the chair next to them because they haven’t moved in days.

[sharpth1ng]

Are we ever going to see Stu stand up for himself against Billy during an argument again?

I mean yeah I'd say this is the big theme of his character growth in WoM, he's stood up for himself in every chapter so far

[mh2o29]

finally... it's here.... the long awaited Debaser comic!!!!!

btw if you haven't read Debaser (by @sharpth1ng on ao3) yet WHY ARE YOU HERE GO READ IT

this has been such a long time coming, I read this fic last year and I am truly changed...... this shit is SO GOOD

(EDIT: please click the images for higher quality tumblr ruined it and I am just now noticing😭)

shoutout to my homies in the debaser discord for being awesome and following along as I drew this you guys rock (yknow who you are hehe) <3<3<3

[oceanicjessie]

[ STUILLY CUPID meme | Debaser | WORK IN PROGRESS SNIPPET! ]

WOOOO YEAHHHH BABYYYY, I'M BACK! My wire FINALLY got replaced!! It was honestly such a wait and I am so backed up on ideas but this one was the most prominent, needed to do ASAP! So I finished the whole sketch for the animatic in around 3 hours. While this will be mostly keeping to the source material ( Debaser by @sharpth1ng ) I DID take some liberties for mainly structuring the scene. In the fic, Stu just gets up and runs at Sidney instantly, while I liked the idea of it in this, I needed it to be a little bit slower so I used the canon 'Stu encounters Billy on the ground' scene, where he walks in disoriented and freaks out. That is mainly the most I took liberties with NGL. I don't know when this will be done but this is on my "Must finish" list so let's all pray I can do it. ANYWAYS, I hope you like this little snippet of my current WIP! Expect more art to come through now that I have my drawing tablet back! ψ(｀∇´)ψ

[queergeneralpeople]

Debaser