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I think I need that "Wow, I haven't stubbed my toe in five months! I was then shot fifty-seven times." Audio again
#i want to put him on my blog because i have a lot to say. and. by golly.is it just too much than anyone needs.#yet another character for me to completely RUIN their ego and make them so much more worse than they already are.#see but i just realized last night that putting him on my blog would mean making a tag for him. And that is goingnto take a lot from me-#-to be putting stupid little hearts next to his name.#i was thinking about just posting like two pictures of him and being like “im not saying anything i think yall can connect the dots.”#but. but.hhhhhrhrhrggrgyryrg.I want to come home and immediately indulge in garbage about him until i go to bed.#This is so messed up!! maybe. maybe I'm just being mind controlled into this.#I'd say sorry for another new guy but i mean I've been doing this the past several months and yall havent known me long enough that-#-it is unexpected so really i suppose yall are here for it.#Depending on how long till i get my first 'task' of the morning at work depends on whether I'll makebthe dumb post about him-#-this morning for everyone to wake up to or later today for everyone to anxiously read like they're reading the news while eating.#It is actually so so so so bad. and i domt know why. i do not understand. i cannot wrap my head around what about him is-#-hitting me so badly. what is making him click. this wasn't even a 'the dam gates got opened' and i had a burst and chilled out.#which i thought what was going to happen. this is. this is like a constant stream of a running waterfall. okay.#Normally talk about particular F/Os with particular people cause blah blah embarassment or they followed me-#-and interacted with me because of a particular character(s) that I like.#but i wan.gh. i want to.ffffffjhhgghhhghhhhhhhhhhhg.d.deep breath.#i want to. talk about him. wherever i can. i like. i want to taint every image there might be of myself to talk about him.#maybe the problem is im trying to find rhyme or reason where there is none. logic and feelings are often two different drivers.#trying to find a 'why' when there is no 'why' to begin with because that would insinuate a cause and effect scenario.#Which is a scientific process and critical thinking thought path. which is brain stuff.#and this is all heart stuff. stupid. stupid heart stuff.#good morniny everyone. wishing you all well on your marry ways.#I NEED TO STOP DEAWING HIM. I've drawn him like fifty freaking times already.#normally itt takes me ages to work up drawing him.#oh fuck it fuck everything im changing my discord pfp im posting about him im going to go need to go into confinement.#i might feel slifhtly different whem i get home but it's fine it's fine i domt need to be scared it's fine.#it's my blog it's my dumb little discord pfp. I've literslly rattled my mouth off to someone about him and they-#-were nothing but a dear about it it's. fine I'm just. grtting in my head about it all.
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yandere! parasite who decides to inhabit your body after observing you from his previous host. you're so cute! you'll definitely be a lot more comfortable to be in over this... fumbling fool that's obsessed with you.
the switch is seamless and you don't even realize that you have a parasite in you until he speaks.
you were stunned, where did this voice come from? you look around you, thinking your boss or coworker had called for you... only for the face of a... translucent and handsome looking man to appear right in front of you.
"hey!"
"what the- where did you come from? wait a minute who even are you?"
"you're so silly. isn't it obvious that i'm a parasite and you're my host?"
"a... parasite?"
you freak out, thinking you have brain eating worms in you as you break down in the middle of your job. fortunately, the lovely parasite in you takes the time to comfort you through your brain.
he tells you that he won't kill you and that he's a symbiotic parasite. that he'll just co-exist with you for as long as you live. that he won't interrupt your life whatsoever, he just needs a place to stay, you know?
at least that's what he tells you and himself.
unbeknownst to him, he had... unfortunately adopted certain characteristics from his previous host. and what did that include? his obsession of course.
he doesn't notice it at first. he was just acting like his normal self, observing your day to day life for about a month or two while interacting happily with you through brain messages. everything was fine and dandy! nothing out of the ordinary for the both of you except for the fact that you now had a parasite in your brain.
and he was quite useful actually! improving your health, boosting your physical strength and stuff... it was so freaking cool! you never knew you could do all these things!
plus, he was so sweet! you two were definitely like a pair of really good friends even if you just met a month or two ago! he's just perfect!
that was, until he saw someone confessing to you.
he didn't understand what was going on. why did his chest tighten up at the sight of some other person confessing their love to you? why does he feel a sudden rush of... anger?
he turns to watch what you do and he swears he only feels more anger at how you react. cheeks flushed, pupils dilated...
no, he couldn't have that.
meanwhile, you were totally flattered by the sudden confession. especially when it was from this cute nerd from the IT department! maybe you'll accept- wait, wait, wait! why was your body moving on its own?!
"you belong to me."
the parasite in your brain mumbles as you lose all control of your body and begin walking away from your admirer. what the?! he's never done this before! why's he taking control of your body?!
"hey! give my body back!"
"how could you do this to me? i am hurt, my dear host."
you couldn't even respond, too shocked to even say anything before you try to resust again. obviously it wouldn't work but it doesn't hurt to try.
"hey cut it out! i thought you said we're just living together? what's this? you totally messed up my chances of getting with someone!"
you were about to snap back when you feel a cold dread creep up your spine. shit, you forgot he could control everything in your body.
you could only watch in horror as he brings your body back to your apartment before he forces your body onto your bed. his translucent body appears in your vision once more, pinning you to the bed. you couldn't even resist even if you tried. he controlled your brain after all.
"you're my host, therefore, you are mine. i do not understand what's so hard to understand."
gritting your teeth, you could only allow this parasitic admirer of yours to stare down at you while grinding his hips into yours. damn, what's he trying to-
"hah... you're so cute... i love you so much... can i explore you? I'm so curious. I've always looked away when you were bare but..."
you couldn't even say no if you tried. your body was responding on its own. damn it! his brain controlling abilities were too good! maybe you should be a parasite in your next life.
"ah... is that a yes? god, i love you. i love you, i love you... i love you so much my darling host."
...
were you about to have mental sex with the parasite living in your body right now?!

#yandere#tw yandere#yandere x reader#yandere drabbles#yandere scenarios#yandere imagines#yandere concepts#yandere parasite#yandere parasite x reader#gn reader#suiana rambling#suiana brainrotting
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Could you write slashers with a s/o who’s an artist? You can do with all/any you want but I would specifically like maybe the Sinclairs, Billy Lenz, Brahms and maybe Pinhead?
Slashers x Artist Reader + Pinhead
Micheal Myers:
•Pretends not to care, but he's an artist at heart
•If you sculpt or blind things he will insist on watching you over your shoulders
•Will steal supplies for you whether you ask or not
•if you Draw or paint, it's going on the fridge or wall
•He truly admires your work
Billy loomis & Stu macher:
•Billy and Stu really just lets you do your thing
•Stu suggest glitter no matter the work or meaning
•Billy Suggests You make a lot of gore pieces
•Both of them will go the extra mile to kill models for you, so you have a subject
•Both Jokingly propose to model nude for you
Thomas Hewitt:
•Loves it when you proudly show him your art
•if you draw/paint on paper, He'll build custom frames So he can hang it up
•If you paint on a canvas, He'll make you canvases so you can make more art
•If you sculpt/Make pottery He'll make a display case for your work
•He's very proudly flaunts it to the family
Bubba Sawyer:
•Shows you his Bone art
•Wants to make art with you
•No matter what you do, He wants to join
•Will be as happy as can be if you make crafts with him or use his supply of bones in your art
Bo Sinclair:
•His Brain immediately connects you to Vincent
•He subconsciously starts treating you like his brother, no matter your relationship with him
•When he goes to other town he grabs you and his brother some supplies
•kinda just plops you down with Vincent and expects you to to get along, especially if you sculpt
•That's about as nice as he can get
Vincent Sinclair:
•He's excited to have somebody who understands
•Will silently sit next to you well both of you work on your craft
•Feels oddly comforting to him
•His family has always been connected by art, even though they're not great people. So having you make art with him solidifies your position as family to him
•shows you his technique with wax working, and wants to teach you how to sculpt with wax
Lester Sinclair:
•pt. 3 of familial bond
•because he didn't receive much attention as a kid, He desperately tried to be an artist to gain favor of his mother
•It didn't click with him the way it clicked with Vincent so he was shoved aside for “real artists”
•If you sit down and make art with him, he will cry
•constantly seeking your validation and praise
•holds your art very dear
Billy Lenz:
•Yet another creature looking over your shoulder
•He's fascinated by your ability to create
•You have hands And he has hands, yet your creations are always different than his
•He's a little jealous
•demands you teach him how to be better
•If you already don't know he'll show you how to crochet in return
Brahms Heelshire:
•In All his time locked away He has had plenty to make art
•He focus on the more classical sides of painting and traditional drawing
•He makes stunning portraits, So if you have a different art style it confuses him
•He's lived his life very sheltered so at first he might not even consider it art
•He later learns how much time and care you put into these works and starts to appreciate your dedication
•He also steals some of them to put up in his room
Hannibal Lecter:
•Very excited
•Starts showing off his own private art collection
•Takes it upon himself to teach you “proper technique”
•Gives you random history lessons on your choice of art form
•buys you very expensive supplies
Will Graham:
•Okay dude
•Doesn’t really care
•Just happy that you're happy
•Secretly admires your work when you are away
•Always make sure your work is safe and undamaged
The Lost Boys:
•Marko is immediately grinning ear to ear
•David pretends not to care
•Dwayne silently watches you
•Paul is all up in your personal space while you work
•No matter what you make or how proud of it you are, It's going in the horde pile with all their other treasures
•Paul and Marko asking you to draw them all the time
•If you do it's being hung up on the wall
Pinhead:
•Another artist in his own way
•He prefers body modification and rigging as his art form
•Will creepy watch you work from a distance
•He’ll give you polite criticism from time to time
•Seeing you so focused and dedicated makes him think of all the other past artists he's met
•Decides fairly quickly that you are his favorite
Thanks for reading <3
#slashers#Michael Myers#michael myers x reader#billy loomis x stu macher x reader#billy and stu#billy loomis#stu macher#Thomas Hewitt#thomas hewitt x reader#bubba sawyer#bubba saywer x reader#bo sinclair#bo sinclair x reader#vincent sinclair#vincent sinclair x reader#lester sinclair#lester sinclair x reader#billy lenz#Billy lenz x Reader#brahms heelshire#brahms heelsire x reader#Hannibal Lecter#hannibal x reader#will graham x reader#will graham#the lost boys#The Lost Boys x Reader#pinhead#pinhead x reader#reader
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Can I ask for Vil, Took or Malleus (any of them, or multiple depending on how cool you are with it) when they find their s/O gives them cute handmade gifts? Baked treats, books, paintings and such. I completely understand if you can't get to this, but if you decide to take this up, It'll be really really cool! Thanks and have a great day!
‧₊˚✧Made with Love✧˚₊‧
↳ Reader S/O who made him handmade gifts
feat: Vil ❋ Rook ❋ Malleus genre: fluff note: no pronouns used with the reader, established relationships, nicknames were used for readers (spudling, mon tresor, dear, child of man), probably bad grammar and usage of French because of Rook,
To anyone who were wondering for my sudden MIA status…I got sick, like hella sick. I’m not the greatest at taking care of myself and apparently my body decided to teach me a lesson for that by leaving me down for the count for 2 weeks then giving me migraines if I spend even 20 minutes in front of a screen for another week. To be fair, I could have recovered quicker if I actually…rested and took care of myself but hey, lessons were learned.
I literally started this a month ago but now I need to relearn the characters because my brain can’t remember anything, so I’m sorry if it isn’t the greatest T_T
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To say he was suspicious was an understatement. Vil was a man of routine and he could tell when something was amiss as the days went by. Little differences were of no cause of concern, but when his little spudling is just acting too skittish, the blond just couldn’t let it go.
At first, Vil was content with scolding you for the little bad habits you started. He caught you too many times hunching your neck and back, and the eyebags forming under your eyes were too concerning to him to ignore.
He had to physically hold in his gasp however, when you refused to come over to his dorm for a skincare date. He tried to be understanding when you claimed you had too much homework to come over, but he could do without Rook having to point out that he was sulking.
Yes Rook, Vil is very aware he could get early wrinkles.
Frustration turned to concern as Vil was quick to pick up that you were hiding something from him. Occasionally, he could see you quickly hiding something from his sight before smiling.
Insecurity soon struck him as alarming thoughts swirled about his mind. Was he the problem? Or is there a problem but he was too undependable to you to confide in?
Not one to beat around the bush, he approached you.
You were surprised that your lover requested to see you so suddenly. But, you thought the handsome blond sounded uncharacteristically solemn so you agreed, which led to you sitting in the lounge of your dorm/home.
Maybe you misread the tone of his voice, because the man before you certainly didn’t seem solemn. Sitting next to you on the sofa, Vil watched you silently with his arms crossed and a leg over another.
“So, Vil…how was your da-”
“I know you’re hiding something from me, spudling.”
From your flinching and awkward avoidance to meet his eyes, Vil’s suspicions were correct. Upon closer inspection, Vil spotted small cuts littered about the skin of your fingers. His lilac eyes softened somewhat, but he kept his voice stern.
“I admire you for working so hard for yourself,” Vil made it clear to you as his eyes gazed towards the small cuts on your fingers, ��But, I hope I’m not someone so incompetent that you can’t rely on me, especially when you’re needlessly hurting yourself so.”
In a smooth motion, Vil raised his manicured hand towards your face, gently grazing your cheek to keep your attention to him. “So spudling, no more secrets…what has gotten you so busy and reckless?”
The gig is up, you supposed. Sighing, you asked for your blond beloved to wait as you quickly rushed to your room. Upon your return, there was something in your hands to which you nervously handed over to your upperclassman.
It was a soft ribbon with a charm attached to its end. The deep purple ribbon was embroidered with what seemed to be golden leaves attached to vines twisting and curling across the length of the ribbon. The charm was of a crown, a cheap trinket that was clearly inspired by the Fairest Queen.
“I know how hard you’ve been working for classes so I made you a ribbon bookmark, something you could use while you study or something.” you explained, a little embarrassed. “But I haven’t been getting the pattern right, so I couldn’t give you until I got it perfect.”
Vil has been gifting you so much, from customized skincare products of his creation to matching outfits that enhanced your beautiful form. But it’s not just fancy clothes and luxurious products. Vil worries for you, takes care of you, and helps you to see the potential in yourself and to strive for it.
He gave you so much, so you wanted to give him something in return. Something thoughtful, something that shows how much you cherish Vil. More than for his looks, more than for his fame.
“This didn’t turn out as well as I wanted, but I’m working hard so I can make a new one and get the embroidery just right,” you assured him as you reached for the bookmark. “So, please be patient with me.”
But, Vil kept your gift out of your reach. He examined your handiwork with such focus, taking note of the effort in every stitch. It was by no means the level of professional, but he could see how you thought about him. From the color of the ribbon and thread to resemble his honorable dorm, to the consideration of his dedication to his studies rather than his looks. Your gift told him that you saw not Vil Schoenheit the actor, but Vil your hardworking boyfriend.
Seeing your nervous expression, Vil chuckled as he finally spoke, the cute bookmark firmly in his grasp. “If this is for me, I believe It’s for me to decide if it’s acceptable.”
“I-I guess?”
“Good, because I’ve decided to keep this.” Closing the gap, Vil placed a kiss upon your face, teasingly close to your lips. With a confident smile, Vil took pleasure with your burning cheeks.
“Thank you for the gift, my cute spudling.”

If it wasn’t already clear to everyone, Rook’s primary love language are words of affirmation. You could sneeze and suddenly he has written a sonnet about how beautiful the cringling of your face was.
I’m only slightly exaggerating.
Rook is by no means afraid to show his admiration for anyone, least of all his beloved. All of his words and actions are all done without an expectation of getting something in return.
But lately, you have become a bit of an enigma to him. You would spend hours upon hours with him, smiling and capturing pictures of the two of you. Other times, you would swiftly leave back to your dorm, excusing it as needing to study but you would vehemently decline his offer to help you.
Don’t get him wrong, watching your concentrated gaze is gorgeous, the way your heartbeat steadies and letting out soft but longer exhales as though you’re making decisions secretly in your mind. Rook couldn’t help but wonder, what is it that captures your attention that has you gazing off away from him?
“Rook, can I visit you today?”
Oh my, it has been a while since you last requested such a thing. Partially because you both knew his Housewarden would have a fit if he wasn’t aware. But eventually, Vil gave you special permission, mostly because Rook would have found a way to either sneak you into his room or he might sneak in the middle of night to see you. Vil knew Rook would never have gotten caught but he’d rather let you stay than have the migraine of a vice-housewarden breaking curfew and ruining his beauty sleep.
“Oui, mon trésor. I would request approval from my Housewarden immediately.” Rook could never deny you of anything, especially if he means you could have more time to admire you in the comfort of his room.
When night fell and the two of you were alone, sitting on the hunter’s bed. You were nervously wringing the handles of the bag in your hand. Doubts filled your head as you wondered if the gift was even slightly capable of living up to your boyfriend’s expectations, regardless of how silly that sounded.
You knew that whatever you would give him, Rook would love and appreciate it with full sincerity. But, that doesn’t mean you weren’t nervous. The gift should be considerate, you thought. Something that shows the love you had for the eccentric blond and his odd… let’s say interests.
You looked to said odd man, who’s piercing green eyes caught your gaze. Rook noticed your nervousness and the mysterious bag but said nothing. Instead, he kindly waited for you as you calmed yourself, soothing you with gentle touches to your knee. The huntsman can be a lot to some, but he’s also patient and so supportive.
Finding your strength, you presented your gift to Rook. Curiously, Rook took what seemed to be a journal from your hands. It was only when he opened the book to see its content was he surprised.
Him. He saw him in a multitude of photographs that decorated the pages of the journal, lined with cute frames and drawings. Some photos were of moments he remembered, such as days where you visited him during his club, cute dates around the town, or simply just moments of serenity between the two of you.
Rook felt his cheeks flush as his eyes caught the little captions written near the photographs, dates and words written in your handwriting.
“My handsome mad scientist” “His dashing profile is so cool” “His warm arms around me ♡”
“I realized the last time I came to your room that you only had photos of other people” you had glimpses of the wall of photos that consist of people he admired the most, you included. “So, I wanted to give you a photo album of what I find beautiful…you.”
Your boyfriend scared you as the young blond suddenly stood up from the bed, eyes sparkling with excitement as he scanned through the pages filled with memories. “Mon tresor, this is absolutely exquisite! To think my beloved has been watching me with such an unwavering, loving gaze fuels a pleasurable delight within me. Oh, très bien!”
But Rook worriedly commented on something notable. “But, there are still pages left unfilled. Were our moments too few and rare to fill the album?”
“It wasn’t that.” you rubbed your hands as you felt the nerves return. “I was hoping that we could fill the last few pages together…like a couple.”
It was then the hunter kneeled before you, his hands reaching out to grasp yours as he looked into your eyes with a special loving gaze only shown to you. You couldn’t tell if you were captured in his devoted gaze or if it was Rook that felt compelled to hold you, to comply with each and every one of your wishes.
“You speak as though I would dare to deny my precious beloved. I’d be honoured to make more memories with you, now and far however long you will have me.”

With constant surveillance from his wards *coughSebekcough*, Malleus’ moments with you were rare but still meaningful. Some nights, Malleus would wander near your dorm, especially when he noticed the lights of your room, signifying you’re there and awake. And like always, you would open your doors for him with a sweet laugh and inviting smile.
But lately, Malleus has seen that your bedroom lights would be dimmed, and that you would take notice of his presence slower than usual. Once or twice would be of no concern to him. But, as it slowly became a habit, he began to worry.
He spoke of his concerns with Lilia, perhaps in the older fae’s experience he came across a similar predicament amongst humans.
Only for the veteran fae to be of no help, instead chuckling in amusement before giving his young dragon a cryptic comment “You will understand soon enough. My, how you are in for a treat~”
Malleus chose not to question further, nor did he question the odd coincidence that you asked him to visit you that very night.
“I don’t suppose there is a hidden agenda to your invitation, dear?” As Malleus made himself comfortable in your guest room, he noticed some changes since his last visit.
Firstly, the furniture were arranged to be more spaced out, although the TV was still quite close. Then, there were almost an absurdly large amount of pillows and blankets, to the point that some have started to pooled onto the floor.
“Hmm, you sound as though I’m being suspicious” you laughed good-naturedly, “But I do have a surprise for tonight.”
Coming from the kitchen, you pulled out a stacked fairly large, cold container. With Malleus’ keen senses, he could pick up a very subtle sweet scent mixed with a chilly sensation, and a familiar delight came to mind.
“Ice-cream?”
You nodded. “Made by yours truly. I asked Lilia if there was a particular flavour you like, but he said you weren’t really picky.”
Unceremoniously, you sat down next to the tall fae before handing him an ice-cream container. “I was trying out different recipes and ideas all week, tweaking it along the way.”
The results of your work appear to be a multitude of flavours with varying degrees of sweetness. From classics such as chocolate and vanilla to more subtle sweet flavours such as coffee and pistachio. Some were swirls of combinations with fruits or nuts, and some were flavours unique to his hometown, which he imagined were hard to procure.
“I may not be able to shower you in riches, or protect you like your knights…” you gave an embarrassed smile and gaze at your silent companion. “But I could at least make you something sweet, just so you could smile even a little.”
Behind your nonchalant smile, you do feel anxiety swirling as you worry your efforts pale in comparison to the luxuries your powerful boyfriend owns. Malleus is a fae of the highest standing and thus, his actions have more impact than the average man or fae.
But…he was your amazing boyfriend nonetheless, who smiled softly back at you.
“Thank you, child of man. Knowing the effort my beloved has done for me alone, I shall cherish this feeling for centuries to come.”
Your cheeks burned slightly over the sincerity, so you quickly diverted the conversation. “W-Well, just giving someone ice-cream would be too boring, so I thought we could spend the night watching bad rom-com movies while we eat. Call it a human custom of sorts.”
“Is it imperative that the movies must be bad?”
You shrugged “Not really, but it usually is.”
Setting the movie up, you returned to the makeshift nest of comfy blankets and pillows with Malleus sitting by you. The confused fae watched as you handed him a tub of handmade ice-cream and a spoon before picking a container for yourself, a strange feeling of intimacy unfamiliar to him…but not an unpleasant one.
#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#disney twisted wonderland#twst x reader#twst imagines#twst scenarios#twisted wonderland imagines#vil schoenheit#vil shoenheit x reader#vil x reader#rook hunt#twst rook x reader#rook x reader#rook hunt x reader#malleus draconia#malleus x reader
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Zayne's EN VA has me in a fucking CHOKEHOLD over this entire event and the Immediate Disorder card altered my entire brain chemistry.
Do you all understand how fucking wild it is to hear our dear, big snowman go from his calm, slightly montone cadence to nuanced, hanging-by-a-fucking-thread feral!?
I'm already this man's biggest fan. He is already fulfilling every voice kink I have on a normal day. But holy hell, this event might have just placed him in god-tier for me. And before people come for me, I'm not saying it worked because "oh, he made his voice lower" blah-blah-blah. NO. It wasn't that his voice was lower or more "sexy."
It was the desperation.
It was the fact that it was still Zayne's voice and soft cadence but heightened to a frenzy with each little breath and delicious whimper showing how hard he was trying to hold on. It was Zayne with all of his icy control shattered. Even MC knew that this man would not let go until he had no other option. Infold is always precise with their animations and storytelling. THAT SMUG SMIRK HE GIVES US WHILE BEING INJECTED WITH FRENZY ENHANCER WAS THERE ON PURPOSE.
I don't think the lines were out of character at all, either. Because if you're a Zayne girlie, you know how much of an absolute menace he is while flirting - even if he goes about it in a subtle way. He's also a naturally authoritative person (soft!Dom 100%), so of course he's going to be more demanding, more confident, and even more teasing when all control is gone. Even his telltale little smirk, as rare as a cryptid, morphed into something absolutely devious and knowing.
"You want me to submit? Let me take what I desire first."
I can write an entire essay on this man, so let me pause here...
In my unhinged haze, I made "audio only" kindled so y'all can listen to this like a Secret Times ASMR and suffer right along with me!
I tried to get as many different responses as possible, but there are some repeat phrases during the interactive parts.
Best Enjoyed with Headphones!
Good End - Full Kindled
Bad End starts at the second interactive section. I managed to get quite a few different reactions!
Honorable Mentions: Warden Zaynie YELLING
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I hope you enjoyed these, and I hope this shows some love to Zayne's English VA! All of the VAs were PHENOMENAL (per usual), but this post is for Zaynie because I didn't expect such a drastic change from his usual, and it was flawless!
What were some of your favorite lines from this event?
❄️ UPDATE: I MADE MORE! ❄️
Link: Savage Overture Post
Link: Immediate Disorder Post
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for the bingo could i request lingerie + praise kink? with mingyu please! and i was thinking it would be fun if they were playing a "strip" game (like strip poker or strip never have i ever or strip truth or dare etc) what a super creative challenge, btw!
dear anon, heehe i hope you don't mind that i took liberties with what you asked for - like the game they're playing isn't stated exactly
♡ kat

bingo squares: lingerie + praise kink
word count: 1.2k
pairing: mingyu x reader (established relationship)
warnings: nudity, low key exhibitionism, teasing, phone sex-ish
your boyfriend is maybe an impulse shopper - if he likes it, he buys it, which probably explains why you’re staring down at some very intricate, tiny lingerie. you had no idea what was in the matte-black box when you accepted the box from the delivery guy, but seeing it, you know what mingyu is expecting. and you have to admit the set is pretty - black silk, gossamer mesh, and lace that you knew he had already imagined you wearing. you like the idea of him staring at some website and thinking just how little of you this would actually cover.
you grin because you have no plans for going out that night. you are literally staying in, preferably to bed rot. and he is definitely aware of your plan because you’ve been going on about it all week. you hum to yourself, taking the lingerie with you to try on, wondering about his understanding of ‘bed rotting.’
after a small fight with the bra clasp, you’re surprised by how good you look in your floor-length mirror. you almost laugh because how does he know your sizes so well, you wonder, turning to check out your ass. not a bad view, you decide, bending over just a bit to see the angles.
seeing yourself, gives you your own evil little ideas, so you snap a few pictures, because why not send them to him while he’s still stuck at work? you would just be helping him get through the day, right? such a good girlfriend, by the way, you think, smirking at the idea of him being hard for you when he can’t do anything about it.
you hit ‘send’ not totally knowing how he will react.
the response time is so fast.
[mingoo 4:59pm]
fuck u look amazing
[y/n 4:59pm]
just amazing?
you were lying across the bed, guessing more photos might be needed. you watch his little dots come and go and smile because you love the things he says - he’s so sweet but with an uncanny ability to be completely filthy.
[mingoo 5:00pm]
bby what r u trying to do to me ?????
you laugh - you both know what you’re trying to do. and you are not finished.
you check yourself in the camera view - you’re lying back, your fingers caught under the thin strap of fabric going across your hip, pulling the side of the panties down just enough to see your smooth, waxed skin. but not quite low enough to see your pussy - you decide it’s exactly what he needs as you snap a new photo and hit send.
[y/n 5:02pm]
*photo*
you wait for dots but don’t see them. you roll onto your stomach worrying he might be mad, but hoping you just broke his brain a bit. your eyes go wide at the sudden appearance of the video call screen because what the fuck is he doing. you giggle, feeling flushed and a little afraid of what he will say.
you swipe to answer, trying to seem very cool about everything, even though your stomach is fluttering way too much.
“hi,” you whisper.
you can see him biting his lip, “hi, kitten,” his voice is calm.
fuck, not ‘kitten’ - the way he says it, his voice, it’s enough to make you wet. you watch him for just a moment, wanting to ask if he ran to his car.
“i thought you maybe wanted to see how they look,” you pout, watching him.
he’s quiet for a second - you can only guess he’s thinking of exactly what he wants right now. you can see him glance up for a moment before looking back at you.
“so show me,” he says, looking so fond you blush even more. there’s something about when he’s sincere that makes you ache everywhere.
you move onto your knees and use a pillow to hold the camera so he can see everything.
“you’re so sexy,” he whispers as he gazes at you - the compliment goes straight to your pussy.
you turn to the side, wanting him to see more. you glance back, trying to figure out what he’s feeling from his facial expression, but he just has the same calm expression as he watches you.
“perfect, kitten.” you see him lick his lips, “show me more?” he asks.
you nod, shifting around so he can see your ass - you reach back and give yourself a small smack as you look back at him, “good, daddy?” you ask softly.
his face is still placid, he nods, his gaze focused on the screen, “the best, baby, always surprising me,” he finally smiles, and you melt.
“do i?”
he nods slowly, watching as you turn back to face the camera, “yes - i mean i send you a gift and look what i get in return.” you watch the way he focuses on you - the way he barely bites his lip as he watches.
“is everyone heading to their cars?”
he glances up and back, nodding, “yeah, why?”
you shrug, “just curious,” you whisper, reaching back to unhook the bra.
you smile when you hear the soft way he exhales when he sees the fabric fall away from your breasts, “fuck, baby,” his lips just forming a smile.
“are you hard?”
he blinks at the question, laughing softly, “what do you think?”
you shrug, “i don’t know,” you tease with a straight face as you trace your hands over your breasts - you want to see his very practiced calm expression break.
“hmm, so you don’t know what you do to me?” he asks, voice low.
you shake your head gently, “tell me,” you say gently, as you squeeze your nipples and sigh softly from the feeling, watching him from beneath half-closed eyes.
you’re surprised when his hand goes to his mouth, his fingers brushing roughly over his lips. you laugh softly, loving that little habit of his and that he’s staring at the screen so intently.
“i mean there’s no way i’m getting out of my car right now,” you watch him glance down at his crotch, “it would take emergency services.” you see his soft smile, “you’re so fucking gorgeous,” he murmurs, still watching you intently through the screen.
you nod, letting your hands trace lower, “say more nice things.”
you watch the way his forefinger catches in his mouth, “i want to be with you right now, fucking into your perfect pussy, making you a wet mess for me,” he was talking faster now.
you watch him as you slide your fingers under the fabric of your underwear, your fingers tracing against your pussy lips, “mmmh, i’m already wet for you, daddy.”
you hear his soft whine, “fuck, please let me come home,” he’s whispering again, and looking a bit desperate.
you can’t help that everything he says makes you a needy monster, but you can’t resist when he whines for you.
you finally laugh, breaking character and leaning down to the phone, “oh, poor baby, come home, and you know, fuck me,” you whisper, staring into the camera, wanting him, “fill me up with your monster cock,” you say in your normal voice, staring at him lovingly, knowing just how perfect he really is.
a/n: okay, as always i hope this was a fun read <3
soooo i'm actually going to be adding a new bingo card later because we are using UP the nsfw squares ^^ we need more
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Yo I heard you were taking requests, this is the first one I’ve ever sent but do you got some Kuvira relationship headcanons? I’d love to hear them
A/n: Kuvira took over my brain ever since I started book 4. It's a shame I can't find more fics with her.
Kuvira x reader headcanons

So now it really depends on how you meet.
If you meet her before becoming the great Uniter,she would be more carefree and open with you, but if you meet her after,now that's a different story. So let's roll with this one.
She would be pretty much against pda, but while alone,you get to cuddle with her and talk about your day.
You probably work for her,so seeing her isn't an issue. I mean yeah,you hate not being able to hold her hand,or kiss her while she's working, but it's one of her boundaries that you accept.
Talking about boundaries,she's very thorough with things that you are and are not okay with. She cares a lot about you and she wants you to know it.
Kuvira is a very calculated person,so once she had her eye on you she started picking up little things that you would do or say.
So she very much knows most of your habits.
Pet names like : Dear, love, sweetheart and angel are on a daily basis with you.
Don't ask why,I don't make the rules.
Everywhere she goes, you go. Everywhere you go,she goes. It's just something the two of you picked on with time.
She cooks for you. And she makes delicious food.
Her love language is words of affirmation and gift giving.
Some mornings you'd wake up with flowers on your nightstand, the thing is ,it's not your usual kind of flowers that you pick in a garden. No,she made those flowers out of metal. She made them thinking of you.
Kuvira would be reluctant on letting you fight among side her,but you proved yourself enough times to her,and trust is a big thing in your relationship.
You were known as her right hand, everyone knew you stood by her side no matter what.
Kuvira never worried about you leaving her for any reason. Not her ideas or her way of taking back the earth kingdom.
You stood loyal to her.
She would sometimes worry about you being targeted by her enemies,but she'd trust your abilities to protect yourself.
NSFW bellow the cut!
She's either a stone top,or a hard dom.
On rare occasions she allows you to touch her, she gets off on making you squirm and whimper underneath her.
Making you moan is never a challenge for her,and she takes great pride in her ability.
Sometimes so much that she ends up overstimulating you.
If you're a woman,her favorite body parts are your tighs or back. Kuvira loves grabbing your thighs while she fucks deep into you,she loves leaving bites and hickeys all the way to your cunt.
Seeing your back bent as she thrusts in you drives her insane. A smirk adorning her face as she holds you by the waist,watching her hand made strap go in and out of you.
If you're a man, she loves your neck and hands.
You're never in control,even when you're inside her. She controls how fast or hard you go.
Her personal favorite way to take you,is riding you,that way she can see the expressions you make,how good she makes you feel.
She has a thing with kissing your neck/ leaving hickeys on it. Each time the two of you fuck,you wake up the next morning with love bites all over your neck.
And about your hands? She's In love with how your hands grip her waist or tighs,it makes her so wet.
It doesn't matter if you're a woman or man, but bondage is to be expected.
If you've been bratty to her, she would use her metal bending on your wrists, sticking them to the wall, above your head while she has her way with you. Or if she was in a teasing mood. She can be very cruel if she wants to.
Expect her to be mean to you if she had a rough day. She'd say words like 'slut' or 'ungrateful' ,if you beg her for more.
The next day you would struggle to walk ,and she would take advantage of it,making little comments only you would understand, bringing heat to your face.
Each time the two of you would make eye contact she would smirk at you, making you avert your gaze.
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A/n :I had to include the nsfw parts,Its been on my mind to much 😔
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The farmer is a pretty heavy sleeper if even a meteor landing on their farm won't get them up before 6am but what about their spouse? How would they all (sve included if you'd like) react to not only a whole space rock hitting the farm but the farmer reacting with nothin more than a sleepy "oh was probably just a meteor... I'll check that in the mornin."
I had a lot of fun with this scenario, really liked the idea itself. Thank you so much for the ask, and enjoy! 💕
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SDV/SVE bachelors:
Sam said quietly, "Oh, okay," and laid his head back on the pillow, falling asleep again. When morning came, the young guitarist would consider his vague recollection of this conversation a dream. What will be his surprise when he sees an actual meteorite lying not far from their house. "Babe, that could have ended badly..." "No worries, Sammy, but if you want, we'll check it out next time." ...Next time?????
"Did you hear that?!" "Relax, dear, it's just a meteorite..." "Ah, alright... It's a WHAT?!" And the slogan of this Harvey's headcanon: "A meteorite is the best alarm clock! You'll wake up right away!" Although in Farmer's case - they woke up to a fuss made by their worried husband. But you can understand the Pelican Town doctor, too - a bloody piece of cosmic rock fell right into your yard, it's hard to stay calm.
Elliott literally fell out of bed from such a loud sound outside the window, and Farmer continued to snore quietly??? The writer was so confused, he didn't know if he should wake up Farmer or not. "Mmmm... Did'a meteorit fal' again... I'll deal with it tmorrw... 💤" Farmer mumbled, leaving Elliott even more confused. Meteorite? Wha- again? They mean... it's happened before and it's going to happen again?! What is happening?!
"Hon, what the fuck." At first Shane's reaction to Farmer's words wasn't too violent, because he's still sleepy. But after a couple of seconds the meaning of the words reached him, the gyrus in his brain started working and he shrieked: "The coop! Charlie!" The realisation that the animals might have been hit by the meteorite instantly brought Farmer to their feet.
No matter how hard Alex tried - his spouse slept like a dead man, muttering that they would check the source of the noise tomorrow. What do they mean, tomorrow?! They need to check it now! Alex can't just leave it alone, so he goes to check it out, with or without Farmer. Whoa, a real meteorite... Erm, shouldn't they tell Lewis or someone about this?
Meteorite or not, Sebastian remained surprisingly calm. He gave up trying to wake Farmer and went to the window to see what was out there. They were right - it was in fact a meteorite, a real one. And there's light coming from it. So cool. "Sure you don't want to come with me, dear?" Farmer mumbled something incomprehensible in response, and the emo decided to go alone, to look at the cool sky rock. Because why not.
Lance sensed something was wrong before the meteorite touched the ground. Fortunately, the far-sighted gallant adventurer had put up a magical barrier that prevented the space rock from crashing into his and Farmer's house or barns. The meteorite had fallen, all was well. "I take it this phenomenon is not new to you?" He smiled as his spouse mumbled "tomorrow..." in their sleep. Well then, they both can look at the meteorite later.
"Razor!" Magnus jumped up sharply from the bed, casting the spell on automatic. The trajectory of the falling meteorite was reversed, and the celestial stone plummeted into the water, no longer posing a danger to the forest. "Farmer, meteorite." "Mhmm, five more minutes.... I'll look at the meteorite tomorrow...." Magnus wondered how his dearest spouse could even survive as an adventurer with no sense of self-preservation. It's a damn meteorite!
A whole palette of emotions was bubbling up inside Victor, awake from the noise. What was that! A meteorite? A real one! It's probably incredibly hot right now, he shouldn't go near it.... But it's a meteorite! It's so scary, and so interesting! Farmer, don't hide your head under the pillow, but get a flashlight. Victor's taking them out to see the space rock! Well, and make sure everything's okay and no animals are hurt, too.
SDV/SVE bachelorettes:
A meteorite?! A real rock of cosmic origin fell right on the farm? Maru immediately jumps out of bed and wakes up Farmer. It's unclear, however, whether this reaction of hers is simple worry about putting out the fire from the meteorite fall or that the young inventor is thrilled that she and her spouse will see the meteorite up close! Probably both. Either way, Farmer won't sleep well tonight...
"What makes you think it's a meteorite? Maybe it's aliens? Oh, that's so cool! Get up quick or we'll miss the whole thing! And grab a sword, just in case." The force with which Abigail was prancing poor Farmer made them realise at once that their wife was not going to let them finish their beauty sleep. Unlikely aliens in there, but they'd have to check anyway. Ugh...
Poor Penny is in complete shock at how calmly Farmer has reacted to everything. Don't they care what happens to the farm? What if what fell down caused a fire and everything could burn? There's a forest nearby, it would be a huge fire! Penny tearfully begged her sleepy spouse to check it out before it's too late. Farmer had to get up (they hate to see their lovely wife crying).
"Did you hear that, Farmer?" "Yep, meteorite hit again, I'll look tomorrow..." Leah can already see the fire that has travelled from the glowing space rock to the dry summer grass. Oh no, there's going to be a fire now... She wakes Farmer up with one mighty shove and shouts an emergency. And as much as Farmer grumbled over their interrupted sleep - the artist was right. A forest fire is a very dangerous.☝️
The sound of a meteorite falling may not have been able to wake Farmer, but the shriek of terror of their wife Haley sure knocked them out of dreamland. "Shh, Haley, it's only a meteorite..." JUST A METEORITE?! Is Farmer laughing at her? Oh no, they can't go back to the dream realm now - Haley wakes them up again and tells them to look at that fallen meteorite before something else happens. Haley's half asleep herself, but she's scared, so she'll insist on checking it out now.
Before going to bed, Emily read a daily horoscope in a magazine that she would soon "be given a big sign, so make your decision at once." Nowhere, however, did it say that this "sign" was a huge rock from the sky. But at least she made the decision right away, (and the right one) - getting Farmer out if bed, despite their protests, to make sure the falling meteorite didn't destroy anything. No "tomorrow", it had to be now. She hopes no animals were! Her heart couldn't take it...
Claire jumped up in bed, as if scalded by boiling water, at the rattling of window glass and the vibrations throughout the house. Something had fallen on the farm - and that 'something' is very big. She woke and woke her spouse to no avail, who only responded to the terrifying sound with a louder snore. How did they even manage not to wake up from such a noise? And how could they mumbling so calmly about the meteorite?!
Poor Sophia, frightened by a scary sound outside , immediately pressed herself against Farmer, trying to hide. Farmer kissed her gently and told her that it was just a meteorite, that everything was fine and they would protect her. After saying "it's okay" and "I will protect you" the panic inside Sophia was extinguished and she fell asleep again in the arms of her spouse. The meteorite in the morning would definitely be a shock to her (she thought she had dreamed the whole thing).
After that horrible sound, Olivia not only wakes Farmer up, but also gets almost half the town up, making one call to Lewis and claiming that something terrible has happened on her and Farmer's property. Farmer sleepily tried to convince Olivia that a fallen meteorite was no big deal, but she wasn't convinced. How is that - a huge, dangerous rock from outer space - and not dangerous!
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Companion part 3
Summary: You chat with Helaena and Alicent, and you get engaged.
Warnings: typical for my blog.
The next time you went to attend to Lady Helaena, you were shocked to find the others absent, only Helaena and a woman with bright red hair. She was tall and lean, almost willowy, with a deep green dress the framed her collarbones perfectly. Her eyes were incredibly large, downturned slightly in a way that made her look like she was about to cry. Her lips seemed to be set in an almost permanent frown. her hair, slightly wavy, was pinned back from her face, cascading down her back in thick waves. She carried an air of sadness you hadn’t seen often among the nobility and the other courtiers.
You supposed this was Helaena’s mother, the current Queen. Cassandra had told you she had worked tirelessly to establish Prince Aegon as her husband’s heir, going against the wishes of her former friend Rhaenyra and displacing the other half of the family. It seemed the animosity only grew as the time went on, especially considering that Prince Aemond had lost his eye to Rhaenyra’s child Luke. It was a deceptively normal name among the inundation of older styles, though you had shortly found out it stood for Lucerys. You weren’t quite sure how you were supposed to address her, or if you were intruding, so you went quiet. You stood just inside the room, watching as Helaena stood to face you.
“Ah, please, come in. I would like it to just be the three of us, today,” Helaena said, gesturing for you to take your seat. You did so cautiously, picking up your needlepoint and getting to work. Helaena did the same, though the Queen refrained. She turned to you. “I believe we have yet to be introduced, my dear,” she said, lips downturned. Had you already upset her? You wracked your brain for any missteps; it couldn’t be because you accidentally referred to Clarysse wrong the day prior, could it? You had thought Dayna was exaggerating.
Startled out of your reverie by Cassandra clearing her throat, you introduced yourself to the Queen, bowing your head slightly in respect. In response, she smiled wanly. It seemed even when content she looked upset; you wondered if that was due to the stress of the battle between the two factions, because of the stress of Aegon’s newfound status as heir, or maybe even worry over Aemond? You couldn’t imagine dealing with the ins and outs of court in the way that she did; you feared you’d crack, though you’d only been present for a day.
“My daughter tells me you have yet to find a fiance,” Alicent began, looking at you from under her lashes.
“It’s true, my Queen. I have no fiance, and I have no prospects, though my father is attempting to change that,” you said, focusing on your needlepoint. You didn’t want to so much as think about marriage at the moment, too stressed about managing to stay alive in such a perilous situation. It would be difficult, you had already made a blunder, and all you could do was try to stay afloat. You needed to understand the politics of the different relationships, and quickly.
You had no choice but to do your best. “Are you interested in a match?” Helaena questioned, seeming genuinely interested. It was a complete 180 to how she’d been acting the day previous, more grounded and present in the conversation than she usually seemed to be. You wondered what had motivated the change?
“Have you anyone in mind?” The Queen continued, seeming determined to get an understanding of your marriage prospects. Maybe she was wanted to see you married, to get you out of court and to free up a spot by your side? Finally understanding her motivation, you relaxed. You understood what she wanted, so you could play the game.
“No, my Queen, but I’m sure my father is searching throughout the kingdom for someone of my stature. I’d hate to burden him any longer than need be,”
“Oh, I’m sure you’re not a burden, my dear,” The Queen said, waving off your concern. She seemed surprised you’d even consider yourself as such, completely sure in your inherent value. It was the first time you’d really felt seen since you’d arrived in this strange place.
“The bird does not see the value in its song,” Helaena added, semeingly back to her confusing proverbs. You looked to her mother, though she seemed unable to understand Helaena’s comment either. You supposed it was just a quirk she had, to drop bits of wisdom that no one else could understand. She was trapped in a vicious cycle, you supposed, to have so much knowledge trapped and yet to be unable to share it.
The Queen nodded. “What a shame it would be, then, for no one to appreciate the birdsong,” you added, attempting to provide Helaena the comfort of someone understanding her. Her head shot up and a look of true shock graced her face, a nearly identical look flitting across her mother’s features as well, before both glanced at eachother. Helaena smiled widely, and you returned the smile, happy to share something with the woman. You could only hope to find a true friend, and so far, Helaena seemed to be your best bet. besides, the protection of the future Queen could be invaluable.
“Such wit!” Helaena responded, smiling and clapping her hands once. “You flatter me, my lady,” you returned, demurely. You couldn’t let on that you had ulterior motives, even if they were small in comparison to the primary desire to bring Helaena happiness. It seemed she’d been trapped in court for years with people who did not care for her, and you were determined to change that.
“Well, Mother, I cannot bear to see such a delightful mind married off to some decrepit old man,” Helaena said in a shocking bout of frankness, putting her needlepoint down and grabbing her mother’s hands. The Queen sighed wistfully, as though she too agreed, before patting Helaena’s hand consolingly.
“My dear, it is not up to us, as the lady’s father will be the one to vet her suitors,” The Queen began, seeming solemn at the idea of you marrying. Why had she suddenly shifted her opinion? Maybe she could see the value in your friendship with Helaena?
“That’s not fair, mother! She deserves better than to languish at the side of a man who cares not for bolstering her mind!” Helaena exclaimed, truly upset. Had you ingratiated yourself to her so well in such a small time? No, you decided, she was simply upset at the prospects of losing someone who would make court life less dreary; you would be spending most of your time with her, after all.
The two of them seemd to comopletely forget you were even present, bantering back and forth about what the perfect marriage candidate for you would be, without so much as a peep from you. Helaena even suggested the perfect appearance for a candidate, and you found yourself having to object.
“Oh, my lady, I care not for looks. It is true that I care more for intelligence and wit than I do for attraction… I’d prefer a marriage filled with delight and friendship, a true strong bond. I feel it is the best conditions to bolster love,” You interjected. The two of them turned, as if surprised you were still present.
Helaena hummed approvingly. “Mother, only a bird that enjoys the cage can learn to live within it,” she said. It seemd she was back to her strange comments.
You sighed. Cassandra approached you, tapping you on your shoulder. “My lady, Lady Verr has asked to walk with you in the gardens in half an hour,” She informed you quietly. Sighing again, you put your needlepoint down and stood, turning to address Helaena and the Queen. “My lady, my Queen, I apologize but I have another engagement soon, so I must take my leave,” you said, bowing. The two simply nodded before beginning their conversation again.
Lady Verr was a stout woman with kindly eyes and light brown skin. She stood, waiting by the path that wandered through the gardens, and smiled brightly at you. She greeted you, then looped her arm through your own.
“My dear, I know you are a straightforward woman, so I will get to my point. My son has come of age and is in need of a wife, and I believe you will make the perfect candidate,” she said. You didn’t know anything about him, what if he was a monster?
“Of course, I understand if you’d like to meet him before you tender your answer,” she said, cutting you off before you could begin. “My son has a kind heart and an open mind, and I know the two of you would get along like a house on fire if introduced. Would you be interested?”
This may be your only chance to marry someone before your father stepped in and ruined your new life, forcing you into union with some old, decrepit pervert who wouold relegate you to the bedroom and kill you with his demands for children.
Faced with no other option, you agreed.
“well, mother?” Helaena said.
“She shall make a perfect candidate. All that is left to do is convince Aemond.” The Quen replied, staring out the window. She was excited by the possibility of gaining a new daughter-in-law, the only way she’d get to keep the young woman in her life. It was all she could do to control her excitement and maintain her neutral face in front of Helaena, concerned the young woman would tell before the Queen’s plans could come to fruition. She would work hard to convince Aemond, but she was certain that a single meeting would have him as enamored as Heleaena was. There was just something magnetic about you, after all. If she couldn’t have you by her side as a child, she would need to ensure you would not be able to leave the castle.
Just the idea of you being relegated to the wife of a lord, far away from your true family, made her blood boil. It may have taken many years, but you were finally home, and she wouldn’t let you go, even if your father needed to be dealt with. Determined, she turned to find Aemond.
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Inescapable: Letters (Steddie X You)
A/N: I give you treat my dear friends. A glimpse into inmate Steddie. I'm going to write a full story but for some reason the idea of them writing back and forth burned into my brain. Think of this as a prequel so to speak.
Enjoy!
Warnings: Older (Early 30s) Prisoner Steddie & Young (Early 20s) Fem college student Y/N, Everything is in letter format. Mentions of smut, some dirty talk, angst (because I'm me), both men were convicted even though they are innocent, near the end we get some glimpses of toxic behavior, Jealous Steddie <3, cliffhanger esc ending.
Word Count: 2918
"You can build a prison of stone and steel, but you merely present the prisoner with a challenge. Any truly determined man will find a way out but love, love is the perfect prison. Inescapable."-- Wilson Fisk (Daredevil)
July 1996
Mr. Munson and Mr. Harrington,
I know you don’t know me but my name is Y/N Y/L/N and I’m a student here at Hawkins University. I’m supposed to be doing a project for my criminal justice class and with your permission I’d like to do it on you.
I’m working towards getting my law degree and so many kids in my class are doing theirs on people like Bundy or Gacy. How does that help teach them? I’ve done research on your case and I feel like you both are innocent. Add in the fact that the judge wanted to make “an example” out of you two… it’s ridiculous.
Neither of you had a prior history of violence and Mr. Harrington, your parents are prominent members of Hawkins! UGH! I just don’t get it.
Sorry. I went off on a bit of a tangent there… I just hate how you both were treated.
If you don’t want me to utilize your case for my class I’ll completely understand. If you don’t respond I’ll take that as a no as well.
Thank you,
--Y/N.
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July 1996,
Sweetheart,
You have no idea how good it made us feel to have someone reach out to us, let alone agree that we are innocent. Society forgot about us a while ago but thankfully Steve and I have each other.
And now you we hope : ).
We have no problem with you doing your project on our case. What do you need from us? Details I imagine but what else? Are we allowed to know more about you? We know your name is Y/N, you’re a law student, and judging by the intoxicating scent that wafted when we opened your letter you smell really fucking good.
Please feel free to be open with us. We’re nice guys we swear.
-Eddie
Y/N,
I hope Eddie didn’t come off too strong with his letter. I told him we need to be respectful but like he said people kind of forgot about us. It’s nice to feel appreciated.
We have no problem with you using us on your project and you don’t have to tell us anything you don’t want to. I understand that talking to someone in our circumstances can be a bit scary especially for a young lady like you.
Are you only going to be speaking with us or do you need to talk to our families to? My parents gave up on me after I was found guilty so they probably won’t be much help. Eddie’s uncle Wayne Munson is a nice guy. You can tell him we sent you and he’ll answer your questions. We also have some friends people who were around the time we were arrested who can help to.
We look forward to hearing from you,
-Steve
P.S. You can call us Steve and Eddie. We already feel old enough : )
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July 1996
Eddie & Steve,
Thank you so much! You have no idea how important this is to me. I don’t just want to do this for my class but I’d like to use this case for my graduation project as well. But we don’t have to think about that now. I barely like to think that far ahead so I use the excuse of that is two years away.
Eddie didn’t come on too strong : ).
I AM a law student and a sophomore at Hawkins U. I’ll be 21 in a few months so I can finally move up to being a bartender at the restaurant I work at. College is expensive but soon it will be worth it. I’m attaching a picture with the letter just so you have an image of who you’re talking to.
Growing up I heard all about you two. Hawkins High used to have your Hellfire Club, Eddie, but they disbanded it a couple of years before I graduated. The parents said they didn’t think it was right for their kids to belong to a club created by someone such as yourself. Since Dustin Henderson wasn’t there to advocate for you guys anymore…
I don’t have to reach out or talk to anyone you don’t want me to. I know most of the people involved in your case aren’t even in Hawkins anymore.
I’m so sorry. It must be hard having everyone you know disappear.
My parents aren’t exactly fans of my chosen profession. My mom hates lawyers since her divorce lawyer wasn’t able to get her more alimony from my father and my dad is cop so enough said hahaha!
I’ve been with my boyfriend for a few months. He’s a film major and keeps begging me to allow him to do an interview with you two. I keep telling him no. You’re people not circus animals.
Let’s start with you two telling me whatever makes you comfortable in regard to your case!
-Y/N
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December 1996,
Sweetheart,
Merry Christmas!
Did Wayne give you the presents we bought you? My uncle said it’s important for college girls especially soon to be lawyers to have tape recorders. I’d love to hear if you liked it and if you can use it in your classes.
It’s been a couple of days since you called. I hope everything is alright. We miss the sound of your voice…
Y/N, I know I can come off a bit forward but I hope I didn’t scare you away by talking to you the way I did during our last conversation. I can’t help it, you know? You’re just so gorgeous and you’ve been so good to us that my brain promptly goes into flirtation mode.
Anyway, yeah, I want to hear how your Christmas went and if Derek’s family was good to you.
-Eddie
Honey,
Merry Christmas!
Ed forgot to mention that we did get your gifts and are incredibly thankful for the books. Since I was arrested I’ve opened my mind when it comes to reading and Munson’s fantasy books at least take me away mentally to a different world.
He’s right by the way… you are incredibly beautiful.
Would you be open to seeing us in person?
Just a nice friendly visit where we can talk about your project and get to know you more.
If not we completely understand.
-Steve
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February 1997
Eddie & Steve,
I’m sorry I haven’t come by or answered the phone. After our last visit, I just…
I love Derek but I care about you both so much. When you kissed me We have to keep this professional. Not just because of my boyfriend but because I’m studying to be a lawyer. How would it look if I fell in love started a relationship with inmates I’m working with?
Please understand.
-Y/N
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February 1997
Sweetheart,
We understand but you have to also understand that we’ve never met anyone like you. You’re so kind and beautiful. You listen to what we have to say and actually care about us. I can still feel your lips against mine and nothing in my life has ever tasted as sweet.
Can you still feel me, princess?
For the first time in almost 11 years, I actually have some hope.
Does he make you feel like we do, honey? Your heavy breath against my mouth when I kissed you tells me no. I know we’re trapped here for the next 14 years but, baby, we can still take care of you. We just have to be a bit imaginative with certain things but….
No one has to know, baby, not even Derek.
-Steve & Eddie
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February 1997
Baby,
Fuck, sweetheart, you have no idea how hearing you touch yourself over the phone got us going. If we could have private phones we would have stroked our cocks for you so you could hear how much you turn us on.
I can still hear your heavy pants in my ear while you fucked your fingers.
I’m playing with myself right now at the thought of how tight that young little pussy is. Fuck… picturing those sexy hips slam against me as you ride my dick. Do you like it rough or nice and slow? Delicate, just like you, pretty girl.
Shit. I just came so hard.
Would you let Steve and I fill you up? Make you really ours?
I wish we could fall asleep with you between us. I’d give anything to hold you in my arms and play with your hair.
Can’t wait to see you again, princess.
-Eddie.
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April 1997
Honey,
How did your test go for your class? I’m sorry we weren’t more helpful but I’m glad you brought your stuff to show us what you’ve been working on. It makes us so happy to see you working so hard and achieving your dreams. You deserve all the good things in this world.
I’ve been thinking about you since we last saw you. Aren’t you glad now you wore that sexy skirt?
God, I can still smell you on my fingers. I loved feeling you cling to my arm as I thrust them into your tight little cunt. We have to work on silencing those moans a bit more : ).
I keep having dreams about your pretty mouth wrapped around my cock just looking up at me with those big, beautiful eyes while I fuck your throat.
Do you think about us? Tell us all your fantasies, baby.
We love you.
-Steve
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April 1997
Eddie & Steve,
You are such bad boys, you know that? I like it though…
Sometimes when I’m writing to you, Derek will walk by and I feel naughty but giddy. I’m doing something I definitely shouldn’t be doing. When we have sex, I don’t see him anymore.
I just see you two.
I wish I could take care of you the way you do me. I want to feel you both inside of me, stretching me open. I want to choke on Steve’s cock and ride Eddie till I can’t walk. I want to feel you both cum inside me and make me yours.
I love you to…so much…
I hate to ask this after everything but Derek would like to film you guys for his project. I’ll be there to so you won’t be alone with him and I can use the footage when I start working on my graduation project later down the line.
After everything, if you don’t want to I completely understand.
I’ll call you both tomorrow.
-Y/N
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May 1997
Please,
I’m so sorry! The prison said you aren’t allow visits for the next month after what happened and you aren’t taking my calls.
I didn’t know those were the questions he was going to ask you, I swear.
After the stupid bullshit he pulled, I broke up with him and kicked him out of our apartment.
I know you both are innocent and I don’t feel the same way he does.
I love you so much.
-Y/N
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May 1997,
Don’t break up with him. He’s right. We’re fucking criminals and—
Y/N,
Eddie is still upset but we do believe that you didn’t know he was going to blind side us. We just needed some time to compose ourselves. The questions Derek asked about those kids, Nancy, and then seeing him kissing you when we walked in just fucking… It was too much.
Add in the fact that he made some points, you know?
By the time, we get out of here we’ll be in our late 40’s essentially starting over. It’s going to be so hard for us to get a job and other things like a house or a car. People will always look down on us for something we didn’t do but they believe we did.
You’re going to be this badass attorney with men your age groveling at your high heeled feet to give you the world.
We’re scared about dragging you down with us. You deserve the world, baby girl.
Just give us a bit more time, ok? During this time, I want you to think about if being with us is the life you really want. Really think about it, Y/N.
We love you to… no matter what.
--Steve & Eddie
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August 1997
Eddie & Steve,
I’m sitting in my first class this semester and I am already exhausted. I started my new job at The Hideout and I left at like 3am. I got some good tips though so that will help with tuition. I can also send you guys anything if you need something.
I heard your appeal was denied again.
I’m so sorry.
With cases like yours, it’s so hard to get those pushed through and approved.
I’m thinking about you two every minute. When I crashed, I kept wishing I had your arms around me.
I’ll call you tonight before my shift.
I love you!
-Y/N
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August 1997,
Baby,
Yeah, we’re kind of over it now. After so many denials, you just kind of give up trying. It was like that with my dad and his case. Then again he was just a repeat offender and I’m a murderer so.
You didn’t tell us you were working at The Hideout. I used to play my guitar there with my band when I thought I would be a rockstar. I’m not gonna be anything now.
I’m sorry, sweetheart. I guess we’re just a bit low right now.
I wish we could be there with you to. I want to fall asleep to your voice talking to me about everything. I could listen to you talk for hours, babe.
Don’t overwork yourself.
Love you,
--Eddie
Honey,
You never have to worry about sending us anything in here. We make enough money and then Wayne gives Eddie some to get by.
My mom was there at our appeal. It was nice seeing her face again after all this time even though she didn’t talk to me or stick around to meet with me at the prison.
I imagine my father didn’t know she was there.
I agree with Munson, don’t over work yourself.
We miss you.
--Steve
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October 1997,
Y/N,
We didn’t mean to scare you, baby, when you came to visit. We just… you were supposed to come visit us last week and you didn’t. You don’t answer when we call.
We get worried.
Please, sweetheart, answer the phone so we can talk.
We love you, pretty girl.
--Eddie
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October 1997,
FUCK YOU!
You don’t get to treat me the way you did when I took time out of my day to come to see you! Steve, you have no right shouting at me and degrading me in front of all your cell block friends. Eddie, you don’t get to grab my wrist and command that I “Lower my voice” when you both are sitting there talking down to me.
The three of us know you weren’t worried about me but fucking jealous I’ve been brushing you off for someone else!
I have shown you both nothing but respect and opened my heart to you from day one!
I’m sorry your both in the situation you are in. I genuinely am but I have given you no reason to think I’d ever hurt you by fucking cheating on you.
I wouldn’t put my career and heart on the line like I have just to fucking throw it away that way.
--Y/N
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October 1997
Little girl,
I know you get off on being a bad girl but we swear to God, Y/N. You don’t get to talk to us the way you did during our visit. We understand that you have a busy life but that doesn’t give you the right to not show up or not answer the phone when you say you will.
We may be convicts but we still have feelings.
Telling us to “fuck off” or saying that bratty shit you said like “I’m sorry I’m busy” is not ok.
Respect is earned.
Let’s also not forget, Y/N, that you cheated on your boyfriend with us. It’s not farfetched for us to think you may spread your legs for more tips at the bar you work at.
Don’t play this game with us, princess. You won’t win.
Eddie & Steve
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October 1997
Edward Munson & Steven Harrington,
I always win and I have more self-respect than you both seem to think I do.
We’re done.
--Y/N
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October 1997
Ed and Stev,
I hate you sooooooo much. I fell in love wit you and did things with u I’ve never done with ANYONE! Except fucking obviously : ). I never did get to feel those “big cocks” streting tearing me open. Why is that? Oh yeah…because youre in jail!
I was willing to wait bcause I loved you. I didn’t care if you’d be 40 someting when you got out. You will NEVER find someone like me again.
I’ll move on though. Always do.
Hey check out this cute boy I met. I took a picture of him sucking my neck. I’m not drunk enough to send a video but you can use your imagination.
You’re good at that especially when u r imagining me cheating on you with men like him.
Assholes…
--Y/N
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October 30th, 1997
Trick or treat, little girl.
See you tonight.
--Steve & Eddie
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Eeeeh!!! Your writing is just! Too good! This should be your full time job. I think my brain has overloaded with request ideas. I'm sorry...I'll try and contain myself. But..if you want to please either of these...
Fyodor and bondage...please let's go there.
Fyodor general relationship headcanons (guys clearly yandere by nature..but how does that look for his darling.)
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Thank you so much for the huge compliment, dear!♥️ I wish I could live off of this.
I’m so sorry it took me so long to write this. Please, please forgive me.♥️
I’d love to hear all your ideas and requests! I’m a slow writer, so it takes me some time to complete posts, but I’ll get to them eventually. Please don’t hesitate to share—though it may take a while, I’ll get there!♥️
I wrote bondage headcanons + a scenario. I’m not trying to be arrogant, but I think it might be some of my best work so far.
Mdni, yandere!Fyodor, wife!reader, sub!reader, dom!Fyodor, bondage, VERY detailed.
Note: You have a huge mirror on top of your canopy bed. Which means: you can see every single filthy thing he’s about to do to you.
The headcanons are under the first cut, the scenario is under the second cut.
Enjoy.♥️
Fyodor & Bondage
"You and me... your eyes wide open, wrists bound to the bed, and my hands marking every inch of your skin as mine."
Headcanons
Fyodor Dostoyevsky's obsession with control isn't simply a trait—it's a reflection of his very nature, an extension of the meticulous mind that crafts every move in his life like a grand game of chess.
In the bedroom, this need for control manifests in ways that blur the line between cruelty and devotion, creating a deeply intimate yet unsettling dynamic between you.
He doesn't tie you up just for the sake of it; every knot, every piece of silk that binds your wrists to the bedposts, is an act of art in itself.
He takes pleasure in the delicate balance between pain and pleasure, understanding how the tension in the bonds heightens your senses.
The way your chest rises and falls with each breath, constrained by the bindings, is a symphony to his ears—a rhythm he orchestrates with masterful precision.
Fyodor's control is not just physical; it's psychological, a deep-seated need to own not just your body but your mind.
He whispers in your ear as he works, his voice a soft, dangerous lullaby that wraps around you, lacing his words with a poison that makes you crave his touch even more.
He knows your thoughts before you do, anticipates your desires, and then dangles them just out of reach until you're nearly frantic with need.
To him, the act of binding you isn't about restraint; it's about possession.
Each time he ties you down, he's reminding you —and himself— that you are his to keep, his to protect, and his to break if he so wishes.
The marks he leaves on your skin are not just evidence of your encounters but symbols of his ownership—a canvas of bruises and bites that declare to the world that you belong to the Fyodor Dostoyevsky and no one else (though he would never allow you to flaunt them to anyone).
In these moments, as you lie there, every inch of you under his control, you understand something about him that no one else does.
He craves beauty, not just in the art he admires or the music he plays, but in the way he manipulates you, his perfect creation.
He takes you apart piece by piece, only to put you back together again, stronger, more bound to him than ever.
And then there's the mirror—his favorite tool of seduction and domination.
Positioned above your shared kingsize bed, it serves as both a reminder and a revelation.
Fyodor loves to make you watch yourself as he works, forcing you to witness the way your body responds to him.
The sight of you in the mirror, bound, gagged, vulnerable, with his hands marking your skin, is a reflection of his power over you.
He enjoys the way your eyes, those beautiful, expressive eyes he refuses to cover, reflect both your submission and your defiance, the internal battle he has mastered like a seasoned conductor.
Fyodor is not a man of brute force; his strength lies in subtlety, in the way he makes you crave the very bondage that holds you down.
It's in the way he can make a single touch linger on your skin like fire, the way he can make you beg for mercy with nothing more than a glance.
His pleasure comes not just from your surrender but from the knowledge that you choose to surrender to him, time and time again.
He has cultivated your dependence on him with a precision that rivals any strategist's plan, making sure that even in your freedom, you're never truly free.
And yet, in this dark dance of power and submission, there is an undeniable tenderness.
Fyodor cherishes you, his fragile, soft, perfect little wife.
Every time he binds you, it's not just about taking control—it's about giving you something as well.
The security of his dominance, the assurance that he knows exactly what you need, even when you don't.
He molds you, not out of cruelty, but out of love, a love so intense it manifests in ways others might find terrifying.
He knows every inch of your body, every weakness, every secret pleasure.
And he uses this knowledge to break you down, only to build you back up again, shaping you into the perfect reflection of his desires.
It's a process that's as intimate as it is intense, a bond that goes beyond mere physical connection.
In Fyodor's eyes, you are more than just his wife—you are his masterpiece, a living, breathing testament to his power, his control, and his love.
And as he watches you, bound and beautiful beneath him, he knows that this is where you belong—by his side, in his arms, forever under his control.
Scenario
Fyodor Dostoyevsky's mastery over you is a delicate art, a carefully crafted symphony where each note resonates with the tension of control and submission.
As Fyodor watches you from above, your body spread before him like an exquisite canvas, his eyes darken with a possessive intensity.
The mirror reflects every angle of your submission, every quiver of anticipation that runs through you. He revels in this moment, savoring the power he holds, not just over your body but your very soul.
He doesn't rush; every movement, every touch, is measured, as if he's composing a piece of music where you are the instrument, and your body, bound and trembling, plays the melody of his desires.
When he binds you, it's not simply to restrict your movement.
No, for Fyodor, the act of bondage is a ritual, a way to elevate your shared experience to something almost sacred.
The babypink silk ropes he uses are chosen with care, soft against your skin, yet firm enough to hold you in place.
The knots he ties are intricate, each one a reflection of his calculated mind, designed to allow just enough movement to keep you on edge, but never enough to break free.
The ropes bite into your flesh, not painfully, but just enough to remind you of your submission to him.
The tension in the ropes mirrors the tension in your body, a taut line that could snap at any moment, but never does, because Fyodor is in control, always.
Your legs are spread wide, ankles secured to the bedposts, leaving you open and vulnerable to him.
He takes his time, his gaze traveling over every inch of you, as if committing the sight to memory. There's something almost clinical about the way he studies you, but there is a dark hunger in his eyes that betrays the possessiveness underneath.
He moves with the grace of a predator, each action calculated, deliberate.
His hands glide down your sides, his touch light and teasing, sending shivers up your spine. He pauses at the curve of your hips, fingers digging in just enough to leave a mark, a small, cruel smile playing on his lips as he watches your reflection flinch at the sharpness.
It's a reminder—every bruise, every bite he leaves on your pale skin is a declaration of ownership, his signature on the masterpiece that is you.
He reaches up, tangling a hand in your hair, soft strands slipping through his fingers like silk. His grip tightens, and he pulls your head back, exposing your neck, your chest, as if offering them up for him to mark.
"So fragile," he murmurs, more to himself than to you, his breath hot against your skin.
There's an odd mix of reverence and cruelty in his tone, as if he's marveling at how easily he could break you, yet relishing the fact that you trust him not to. Not entirely, at least.
Fyodor leans down, his lips brushing over the sensitive skin of your neck, before he bites down hard enough to draw a gasp from you. The sting is sharp, sending a rush of heat straight to your core, and you feel his smirk against your skin.
He pulls back to admire the red mark blooming on your neck, satisfaction gleaming in his eyes.
"Perfect," he says softly, and there's something almost affectionate in his voice, a rare glimpse of the man behind the mask that you know so, so well.
But the softness is fleeting. His hand leaves your hair, trailing down your body, fingers brushing over the marks he's left, over the ropes that hold you in place. He's in no rush, savoring every moment, every reaction he pulls from you.
You feel his hands on your thighs, cool fingers tracing the sensitive skin there, and you can't help the way your breath hitches in anticipation.
His fingers dance over your skin, teasing the sensitive spot there, before moving higher, where you're already wet and aching for him.
He's not even touching you where you need him most, but that's the point, isn't it?
Fyodor revels in your desperation, in the way you squirm under his gaze, every nerve in your body alight with need.
He leans down, his breath hot against your inner thigh, and you shiver at the proximity. But instead of giving you what you crave, he moves away, his lips curling into a knowing smirk.
"Patience, my love," he murmurs, his voice low and teasing, the kind that sends a shiver down your spine.
Fyodor enjoys making you wait, dragging out the anticipation until it's nearly unbearable. He knows exactly what he's doing, knows that with every second he makes you wait, your desire for him only grows.
The mirror above you captures everything—the way your body arches off the bed, the way your lips part in a silent plea, the way your eyes, wide and desperate, lock onto his in the reflection. Fyodor makes sure you see it all, makes sure you understand the full extent of your submission.
You are his, bound and laid bare for his pleasure, and the sight of you like this, helpless and needy, fuels his own arousal.
He's still fully clothed, a stark contrast to your nakedness, and that only heightens the sense of power imbalance. He's in control, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
His hands move to your breasts, fingers tracing the curves, brushing over your nipples until they harden under his touch.
He takes one in his mouth, sucking gently at first, then biting down just hard enough to elicit a gasp from you. The pain mingles with pleasure, sending a jolt straight to your core, and you tug at the ropes instinctively, your body craving more.
But Fyodor isn't done teasing you yet. He lavishes attention on your other breast, leaving a trail of bruises in his wake, each mark a reminder of his possession.
When he finally, finally, moves lower, you're a trembling mess, your body practically vibrating with need.
Without warning, his fingers slide over your slick folds, parting them with ease, and he lets out a low hum of approval. Your body arches in response, a strangled moan escaping your lips.
"So wet for me, already, мышка?" he muses, his tone darkly amused.
His fingers dip inside you, curling just right, and you can't stop the moan that escapes your lips. He pumps them slowly, torturously slow, his thumb circling your clit with just enough pressure to drive you mad.
"Look at yourself," he commands, and your eyes are drawn back to the mirror. The sight is overwhelming—your body laid bare, trembling under his touch, your face flushed with desire, and his reflection, calm, controlled, a stark contrast to your desperation.
He adds another finger, curling them inside you just so, hitting that spot that makes you see stars.
You can feel yourself edging closer and closer to release, but just when you think he'll let you come, he pulls away, leaving you gasping, on the brink but not quite there.
Fyodor's laugh is low, dark, vibrating through you as he watches your frustration build.
"Not yet, my love," he murmurs, his voice like velvet, wrapping around you, suffocating in its intensity.
He watches you, taking in every twitch, every whimper, as you struggle against the bonds, desperate for more. But Fyodor isn't interested in your pleasure now, not entirely.
He's interested in your submission, in the way he can bring you to the edge again and again, only to pull you back, making you beg for him, for his touch, for his mercy.
And he does make you beg. He makes you plead with those beautiful eyes of yours, makes you promise anything, everything, if he'll just let you come.
But your dear husband is disciplined, and he takes his time, drawing out your torture until you're nearly sobbing with need. He loves this—the power he holds over you, the way he can make you lose yourself so completely in him.
It's intoxicating, a heady rush that he will never tire of.
When he finally decides you've had enough, he doesn't give you what you want immediately. He teases you with his length, sliding it against your entrance, rubbing it over your swollen clit, making you writhe beneath him.
"Keep your eyes open," he whispers, his voice a dark, velvety command that sends a thrill of both fear and excitement through you.
Fyodor has no need to raise his voice; the sheer authority laced in his words is enough to ensure your obedience.
"Look at me," he commands. Your eyes flutter open and snap to his, where you see the cold, calculating gleam, before shifting to the mirror.
He wants you to see yourself as he does—beautiful, vulnerable, utterly his.
He shifts, positioning himself between your legs, his hands gripping your hips with a bruising force as he lines himself up with you.
But before he pushes in, he pauses, "I want you to watch," he says, his voice low, commanding, brooking no argument. "Watch how I claim what is mine, моя любимая.”
You nod softly, almost pathetically, and watch as he pushes inside you, slow and deliberate, filling you inch by inch until he's seated deep within you.
He thrusts into you, hard and deep, and you can't hold back the cry that escapes your lips. The stretch, the fullness, is overwhelming, and Fyodor doesn't give you a moment to adjust. The sensation is overwhelming as well, and you cry out, your body straining against the bonds, desperate for more.
“The gag…looks so beautiful on you, love..”~
He pulls back only to slam into you again, setting a brutal pace that has you gasping for breath, your body straining against the ropes that bind you.
The mirror reflects it all—the way your body jerks with each thrust, the way your hands clench and unclench in their bindings, the way your eyes, wide and glassy with pleasure, never leave his.
He sets a slow, torturous pace, drawing out every thrust, making sure you feel every inch of him. The pleasure is almost too much, and yet not enough, and you can't help but whimper, begging him with your eyes to go faster, to let you come. But Fyodor is in no hurry.
He watches you, watches the way your face contorts with pleasure, the way your body responds to him, and he drinks it in, savoring the power he has over you.
Fyodor watches you, his gaze never wavering, taking in every detail, every expression, as he drives you closer and closer to the edge.
"Such a good girl," he murmurs, his voice a harsh whisper as he leans down, his breath hot against your ear.
"Taking me so well, so beautifully."
His praise is laced with possession, a dark undercurrent that only heightens your arousal. You can feel the tension building, the coil tightening in your belly, ready to snap at any moment.
Fyodor's thrusts become more erratic, more desperate, as he nears his own release. He shifts his angle slightly, and suddenly he's hitting that spot inside you with every thrust, driving you wild with pleasure.
You can feel yourself teetering on the brink, so close, so achingly close, and you can't help the way your body arches, seeking more, seeking him.
When he finally does let you come, it's with a rough, punishing thrust that sends you spiraling over the edge.
"Come for me," Fyodor orders, his voice rough with need, and it's all you need to push you over the edge.
Your orgasm crashes through you, violent and overwhelming, your vision going white as wave after wave of pleasure rips through you. The orgasm rips through you, powerful and all-consuming, and he doesn't stop, prolonging your pleasure until you're a trembling, incoherent mess beneath him, tears of sheer ecstasy slipping down your cheeks.
He follows soon after, his release shuddering through him, and he holds you close, his breath hot against your ear as he murmurs soft, possessive words, claiming you all over again. He holds you there, his grip on your hips almost painful, burying himself deep inside you as he spills into you, a low, guttural moan escaping him as he does, grounding himself in the feeling of you wrapped so tightly around him.
For a moment, the world seems to stand still, the only sound the harsh breathing of the two of you, the only movement the slight tremors that still wrack your body.
Then, slowly, Fyodor pulls out, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips as he takes in the sight of you—utterly spent, bound, marked, and completely his.
He takes his time untying you, his touch surprisingly gentle as he massages your wrists, soothing the marks left by the ropes. He unties you with a tenderness that's almost jarring after the intensity of what you just shared.
He rubs soothing circles into your wrists, kisses the marks he's left on your skin, and pulls you into his arms, pressing soft kisses to your temple, your cheeks, as he murmurs words of praise and affection, a stark contrast to the roughness from before.
In the aftermath, as you lie there in his arms, completely exhausted, you feel a strange sense of contentment wash over you.
Fyodor has pushed you to your limits, taken you apart and put you back together, and in doing so, has only strengthened the bond between you.
You are his, in every sense of the word.
Fyodor may be a man who craves control, but he's not without care. He cherishes you, his fragile little wife, and in these moments, when you're sated and secure in his embrace, you understand the depths of his love for you.
You belong to him, body and soul, and as you drift off to sleep in his arms, you know that there's no place you'd rather be.
Fyodor has claimed you, bound you to him in every way that matters, and you wouldn't change a thing.
In his arms, in his control, you are exactly where you belong.
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I know you like Reiju- thoughts about how Sanji sees her in others? i realized while rereading Dressrosa that she and Viola are actually very similar characters, having to unwillingly become a villain to save themselves and their family, working for a person and a cause she hates because she doesn’t have another choice, and I thought maybe Sanji might’ve seen that in her too.
Oh absolutely! I think about how often Sanji sees Reiju in other people constantly, especially women under the control of violent men.
There's a really good post going around, talking about Sanji's treatment of Nami and Robin, when they each respectively "turned" on the Strawhats in Arlong Park and Enies Lobby. He says something along the lines of "a woman has her reasons to lie"; he shows a lot of understanding towards their need to project themselves as "villains" in order to save what is dear to them.
And yes, part of it is the way he perceives women in general, but part of it is also the sister he grew up with. A girl who had to lie and perform cruelty in order to be spared from violence, the violence that Sanji himself was a victim of. He was ABSOLUTELY shaped by that experience, and the way he perceives """cruel""" women.
Viola is a really good example of this, too, yes! And he doesn't do this with every woman he meets either! He's able to read them and tell. He didn't do this with Black Maria for example, there wasn't any performance to her villany. So it's not just a "Sanji-ism". You're definitely onto something.
Pudding is another good example, of course. But to me, an element of this I've never seen anyone talk about is how Sanji treats children.
Yes, on the one hand, he treats all of them pretty nicely, and even when he's rough, it's in a similar way Zeff would have been on him. Think of his lines about the children of Elbaph, how they were "raised with love and care" and how he gets mad at Luffy for berating them for that. But despite that, he can be a bit more rough with young boys; think about how he clashed with Momonosuke often. He wasn't afraid to call him a little brat or scold him.
But Sanji with little girls? He's so protective. The way he acted around Toko specifically, is kind of ingrained in my brain. There's that little extra bit of animation in the anime, where he holds her head close to his chest when she cries to comfort her. I can't help but wonder if he sees his sister in her. They're nothing alike in personality, yes, but when Sanji knew Reiju, she was also a young and resilient little pink-haired girl who was living in fear. Idk, maybe it's a reach, but it's an interesting reading to me!
And as always, let me clarify that I don't think Sanji doesn't have feelings of frustration about Reiju's treatment of him. But that inner conflict is probably exactly why he understands women who are similar to her so much. If she had protection back then, maybe she wouldn't have been afraid, and thus she wouldn't have been forced to treat him that way. It's a weird mix of self-preservation and love for the one person that was, in limited ways, kind to him. In the end he is definitely grateful to her, and he does see her as the only family he actually has left in Germa. And part of me wonders if he feels guilty that she was left behind, and maybe the way he acts towards those who remind him of her, are a way to retroactively thank someone he wasn't able to.
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Can i request for eyeless jack and slender with a golden retriever SO?
Puppy dog


contents: Headcanons of Yandere!Eyeless Jack and Yandere!Slenderman x gn!darling who is like a golden retriever.
more E.J. content here
more Slenderman content here
WARNINGS: PLATONIC!YANDERE FOR SLENDERMAN, ROMANTIC YANDERE FOR E.J., UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS, OBSESSIVE AND POSSESSIVE BEHAVIOR, YANDERE, DEPICTION OF VIOLENCE AND DEATH, MANIPULATION.
Eyeless Jack
He has always been fond of docile creatures. Soft things that aren't able to hurt but can be hurt back. Those that will whine and cry for his attention and praise once they're deprived of it for a little while. He loves it, loves the control, loves the power, loves everything about it.
And he knows it's wrong to take advantage of those in need. But when you have such a cute face and cry so prettily for him how can he not take advantage of you?
It's bad for him when he starts enjoying you more when you smile rather than cry. But it doesn't actually matter, as long as he has you he doesn't care if you are miserable or thriving.
He admires and certainly respects you capability to adapt to the situation so easily. Something uncommon. Your brain being able to make the situation into something much more enjoyable for yourself by creating a dependency to his warmth and touch. By creating a mental barrier that prevents you from breaking down when he starts playing rough with your body and mind.
And he can treat you with such kindness at times. Softly caressing your hair and kissing your forehead, rubbing at your sides whenever you tremble in the middle of the night. It's not hard for him to love you like that, not when you comply so nicely at all of his requests.
What's good about having a dog is that they can be trained. And you, my dear, are a smart one. Orders and commands just seem to come naturally through you, always obedient, always eager to please him. And he's happy about it, thrilled to know he has you in the palm of his hand and if he wanted to, he could crush you easily and you would thank him with a smile.
And when the time comes to get disposed of you, he'll have mercy as he puts you down. He'll lay you down on a bed of flowers and kiss you as his fingers roam your insides, taking out meat and organs for him to consume as he remembers you.
Slenderman
Children are always a complicated matter. They're all so different, specially when they're troubled and lost. But you're different, unique. Your smile, your compromise, your everything is something he has never seen before.
Following him like a puppy everywhere he goes, you certainly remind him of one. Wagging your tail and asking for praise and a treat once you learn a new trick. He feels proud of you, protective.
Still you're so naive, easy to take advantage of. How can anybody not want to do that? You're just a little ray of sunshine waiting to be consumed by the dark shadow of a stormy sky. But he won't let that happen, he'll take you under his wing and make sure you're safe and protected.
He'll pet your head when you're good, and won't do anything but give you a few words of displeasure when you fuck things up. Because he understands it's not your fault. Children are clumsy like that, and he doesn't have the heart to reprimand a puppy like you with cruelty.
His stomach burns with anger whenever something bad happens to you. He wants to keep you safe but at the same time expose you to the world so you'll learn why it's better to stay by his side at all times. Sleeping curled up on the floor whenever he stays working late at night, hiding in a corner whenever he's mad.
Doesn't think you could ever do wrong, you're the apple of his eye. And besides, how could he get mad at you when something doesn't go his way when you did your best efforts and he saw it. He can't stay mad at you, he can be mad at anybody but you.
Maybe then it's for the better that he keep you isolated, taking you for a walk your only chance of breathing the outside air. Otherwise stay close to him inside the house, tugging at his shirt and hiding between his legs like a lap dog.
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Intimacy headcanons with nath in hsl
Nathaniel Intimacy Headcanons (High School Life)
N/A : There we go with an actual headcanon. It's SFW, even though there's some suggestive stuff (but we're all freaks and I'm tired of pretending we're not)
Enjoy my dears !
First, you can’t deny that in HSL, Nathaniel is one of the most gentle and attentive LI (behind Lysander since he’s still a bit emotionally unavailable, which is understandable when you know about his situation)
He’d pay a lot of attention to Candy’s needs, especially picking up on cues before she even needs to express it. He’s not big on big declarations but he’s totally the type to constantly asks if she’s comfortable or if she needs anything during intimate moments (sex or not, but ESPECIALLY during sex)
I mean, it’s kinda new for him and Candy so her well-being is his main priority but he also wants to make sure she’s enjoying it as much as he is.
Which is why he doesn’t rush things (even though sometimes he might finds it hard to control himself, but he’s a disciplined guy in all aspects of his life) and there’s multiple reasons for that : he doesn’t want Candy to feel uncomfortable but he also wants to savour the warmth and closeness of their moments (never really had much of warmth in his life so who blames him ?)
Literally all for physical touch whether it’s kissing or holding hands, he doesn’t shy away from contact
And actually loves it when Candy does the same by running her fingers through his hair or tracing the lines of his face (or abs and chest if she’s feeling freaky or his arms and shoulders but he might need a bit of time to get used to it and appreciate it since… well we know that in HSL he doesn’t really like his arms).
He may shy away from having his arms or shoulders touched directly during intimate moments, but his vulnerability isn’t a due to a lack of attraction or affection (it’s more of a deep-rooted emotional wound that he hasn’t fully healed from yet)
Candy’s reassurance could help though, such as gently kissing his arms or letting herself go in his arms without drawing attention to his insecurity. It would help him feel safe, helping him let his guard down (just like she is) in ways he hasn’t before.
He might be subtle about showing affection in school (like smiling at her across the classroom, holding her hand in the hallway, or leaving little notes for her in her locker) but in private he’s all hands. Big on cuddles or having Candy on his lap.
I’ve seen some headcanons about him being the small spoon but I feel like at that point in the story, that sounds out of character. He still believes he needs to be « strong » and wants to show Candy he’s someone she can rely on. And he was raised to be independent and cold so he HATES to be babied or anything because it makes him feel vulnerable and exposed.
During HSL, a lot of Candy and Nath’s intimate moments start with them sitting together at his flat, working on their homework or reading a book and then, it escalates. (How do you want him to focus on anything when Candy’s is right there, looking so focused and all)
He likes to take the lead, being the initiator of making out sessions as he likes to see how much she trusts him. He has a habit of pulling her close, like really close, a hand resting on her cheek while the other one wanders on her waist.
Not really the main focus of the request as I already went through that in another request, but as for Nathaniel’s kisses, I think every one writing about MCL (me included) agree that he’s the type to make it slow and sweet. He might start the kiss gently, just brushing Candy’s lips but it almost usually leads to something deeper (not like that you freaks. Well… maybe actually)
Another side of intimacy Nathaniel values is emotional intimacy. Let me explain.
Nathaniel definitely has a sapiosexual side because even though he does like some good looks, if there’s no brain to back it up, you won’t keep him interested for long (he’s an Aquarius so he needs intellectual stimulation. perhaps roleplay… WHO SAID THAT ?!)
And I know it might be a hot take considering Candy, in the game, sometimes makes the dumbest decisions but we count emotional intelligence as intelligence here. Because it is. I said so.
As I said in the beginning, he’s still a bit emotionally unavailable (nothing compared to UL but still)
But with Candy, he feels more free to open up and actually express himself. She’s proven that she’s not the type to judge or hold it against him which is new for him
Which is why sex isn’t entirely satisfying for him if there’s no emotional attachment/connection or aftercare afterward (which was probably why he was never satisfied in UL)
He’s very thoughtful about his words even though he might struggle with actually telling Candy how much she means to him. Therefore, he’s more likely to show it by listening to her rant or vent about whatever she has on her mind at that moment, trying to either cheer her up with words or simply listening without saying a word while he holds her close, arms wrapped around her.
He’s the type to sneak kisses in private or tease her (he knows how to make a suggestive comment look innocent, don’t trust his angelic face y’all) and even if she’s flustered, he enjoys seeing her blush.
Nathaniel is very respectful of Candy’s boundaries. If she’s not in the mood for physical intimacy, he’ll never push her. Instead, he’ll offer a hug or a kiss on the forehead.
When Candy is stressed or feeling overwhelmed, Nathaniel will help her calm down with soothing words and gestures. He’ll offer her a massage if he sees her being hunched over her schoolwork for hours or if she simply looks tense.
I think it might also be good to mention that even though he himself struggles with words, he does need Candy to tell him things, to reassure him. He really enjoys when she’s telling him he’s attractive or handsome or that she’s enjoying him (especially during spicy moments, he really like when she praises him or when he can hear her and that’s a big turn on for him)
Hope you liked these little headcanons ! It's been so long since I've done this (and that's on me for pulling a two years' hiatus out of nowhere) that I almost feel like I forgot how to do it properly. But I guess, it's like riding a bike, right ?
Anyway, I'm still digging old requests back to the surface but the big news is that the requests are now open again !
We're definitely back and hopefully this time I won't disappear (I feel like I've been through enough trials and tribulations for a lifetime so now I finally feel like I can catch a break). The past two years have been literally insane but I'm starting to think it was for the better as I feel better today that I ever been and I found back my love for writing.
Not to be too sentimental but if you're still here and active after all this time : Thank you, you probably don't realise how much it means to me (just like the comments some of you left on my posts that really cheered me up during those dark times).
See you soon !
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Hey, it's been pretty hard to motivate myself to write lately with my new job, so I want to reward someone who's doing a great job getting his work done lately. I want to give idesofrevolution a nice musky dudebro transformation he'll really love, and hopefully the mystery transformation gives me some more free time to be horny and creative.
Subject: Order #100690
Dear Fred,
Thank you for your recent purchase from The Spiral, home for all your transformation needs! Your order #100690 has been received and is on its way as we speak. Your order includes:
(1) Bro(Musk)_From_Friend(Online; Blog)
(1) Mystery(Self)
Please note that due to the subject’s history with transformations, delivery methods may be delayed or gradual. Expect fulfillment in 2-3 weeks.
Sincerely,
The Spiral
We knew you’d come around and round and round and round…
You couldn’t wait to hear back from The Spiral, checking your inbox every couple of hours for any updates on delivery. Training was slow and boring at the new office, so there wasn’t much to do besides sit through the standard HR videos on one monitor and scroll social media on the other. That was when you received an email notification. You opened it up, and excitement turns to disappointment. Just another boring diversity video. You pop it up on the side, plug in your headphones, and wait for the stock music and graphics to start. Except, this one is different. You are watching from a first person perspective as a man walks into a room and lies down on a couch. The camera captures his enormous pecs, hiding the rest of his torso, as they flex a little. You glance around the office, nervous about who may be watching. Something must be wrong, this can’t be your afternoon assignment. But your eyes are drawn back to the screen when the door opens again and another beautiful man graces the screen. Your eyes fix on his, as he leans into the camera for a kiss. You can almost feel his heat through the screen, and you’re soon relaxed in your chair, watching the show.
As he slowly grinds against you, you subconsciously begin to rub at your own crotch, simulating his movements. You begin to feel a horny fog fill your mind as you begin to buy into the fantasy, beginning to ignore your surroundings and forget about your coworkers. It isn’t long before your dick is fully out, imaging how good it feels to have his soft hands rubbing your hardening member. You don’t even notice how much you are beginning to leak pre-cum, synchronized with when he places his delicate lips on your cock and takes the whole member in one motion. You lean back in your chair and let the waves of pleasure relax your muscles. You begin to feel so heavy, as your arms grow tired of stroking. You place them behind your head, letting this experience overtake you as you continue to have your cock expertly worked by a pro. You begin to match his tempo, thrusting in time. Your grunts are getting deeper as you begin to get close. Your partner feels it coming, and steadies his tempo. He doesn’t want you to come too soon. But the fog in your brain is only intensify, leaving you more aroused by the moment. You aren’t able to hold it in much longer.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum in you, and you better not miss a drop,” you say, and his eyes show understanding. You reach out and tug at his hair, taking control of the tempo as his eyes begin to water. But he doesn’t have to worry for too long. You are soon dumping your load in his stomach, and he cums hands free in turn, as the director gets the money shot.
“CUT! That’s a wrap.”
Your partner gets up and wipes himself down. You just grab your shorts and sit back down on the couch.

It’s going to be a long day of shooting, but you love it. At least here you get to be horny and own it. And, more importantly, get paid. Could be worse. You could be stuck at some stuffy office job. Just then your phone buzzes with a notification. One of your friends just posted, let’s see… oh, @idesofrevolution. Good thing too, you had been worried about Frost. Annnnd a second notification from your management company, The Spiral. They were sending you some confirmation info… something about the Doctor himself coincidentally enough. Seemed to be some details about a movie scene or something meant for him, so probably some mix up. Let’s see what it says…
Dr. Frost was has some background knowledge on our methods from years of research into his own transformation methods. Consequently we took a more gradual approach. Slowly, we began introducing neural waves throughout his day to prime him. In his home, in his car, on his blog, we implemented subtle messages about growth. About muscle. About musk. After all, who needs to waste so much time showering every day? When his deodorant sticks keep going missing, what was the point in buying more? After all, he no longer had much time to go to the store, as he logged off from work and drove straight to the gym every day. At first he wondered why he was suddenly so worried about his health. But as we continued to amplify our waves, he soon stopped worrying. It was natural to want to be strong. It was natural to reek. It was natural to feel good, bro. I’m in control.
As his musk intensifies, he is only conditioning himself to become more and more self indulgent. We began alternating frequencies, sending his testosterone through the roof, driving a new crop of hair growth and keeping his balls plenty full. Between his pit stench and constant gym pump, he is keeping himself at a near constant leak of pre-cum, and quickly soiling any attempt at covering himself up. Not that he cares. He hasn’t showered in a few weeks, only allowing himself tongue baths from whatever gym bro he catches staring and manages to get into his truck for a make out sesh. His memories are evaporated, nothing more than a sweat stain on his favorite cap. His brain is so high on his own supply, our neural waves had to be amplified to get through his brain fog. Hell, he can hardly form a proper sentence, bro. We have taken the liberty of updating his blog to more accurately reflect his new interests. His stories have been replaced with his thirst traps and progress photos. We are satisfied with his progress and have left him to continue his journey of his own, new and improved, free will.

You should really reach out to him sometime. See if he wants to take his modeling career in a new, more exciting direction. Could be fun to suck that musky cock…
Subject: Order #100690 Fulfilled
Dear Fred,
Your order has been fulfilled. We know you have many options, but thank you for supporting The Spiral.
Sincerely,
The Spiral
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i don’t understand how people can be so fucking cruel about people who can’t read much (including people who aren’t literate, though this post is from my experience with chronic illness). like, one of my main motivations behind posting excerpts of butch+femme writing on my main (@campgender ; it’s fine to go through my bookshelf tag but please only followers age 18+ on that blog!) is that it is fucking hard to read a full book!!
my reading comprehension & stamina decreased drastically when i developed worse chronic fatigue, & while i’m overjoyed that i’ve recently regained a lot of that particular ability since getting blackout curtains, there are absolutely still texts i can’t even begin to parse that i once would’ve loved digging into — texts that it would be actively dangerous for me to attempt to struggle through because it would break pacing.
idk i’m not trying to be self-congratulatory here or whatever but like. the second i could access information through this means again, the focus of my (very fucking limited!!) energy has been giving it back to my people. my life has been unquestionably, deeply shaped by tumblr users who share excerpts of theory & memoir & poetry because they were providing labor of which i was in need & incapable.
finding, selecting, transcribing, formatting, & at times contextualizing passages takes a lot of fucking time & energy, but in order for me to encounter certain concepts, experiences, & histories, it’s work somebody else had to do, because i couldn’t read 200 pages of research or anthology in order to encounter the 10 that would change my life — but posted 2 or 3 pages at a time, i could save that in my drafts to get through on a good day, & quotes that were only a couple lines i could usually read right when i encountered them.
so, in memory of the years i spent unable to access theory through anything other than excerpts & secondhand summaries,
and in anticipation of the years to come where i will live the same,
and in acceptance that the brain is a muscle, in love of we the exercise-intolerant,
to you, dear reader — whatever form & frequency & duration that reading may take, even if it’s no further than this post — i make my motherfucking covenant: the issues i discuss around pulling quotes will be about the political act of the ellipse and the ethics of transcription, not shaming people for the methods of accessing information that are available to them. as often & as long as i am able, people can ask me to explain something or summarize in plain language and i will meet them with respect, interest, & effort. if someone’s looking for information on a particular topic, identity, experience & doesn’t have the energy to find it, i’m gonna give what i have towards filtering through the bullshit for the gems.
according to our abilities. according to our needs.
and the next time somebody tells you it’s not ableist to say everyone has to read [whatever work], tell them to go put their precious ability to better use in making it more accessible.
#mac.txt#continuing my trend of showing up on this blog once every couple months with an infuriated rant & then fucking off back to bed#me/cfs#reading#chronic illness#ableism
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