#deanwinchestertops

[cuzimmathug]

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omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg you da best

[diminuel]

deanwinchestertops said: Cas sitting in Dean’s lap and Dean being Santa Claus. Please? *-*

subbycas said: you could doodle some christmas themed spn icons (´◠ω���`)

What is it with tumblr and the early excitement about things?? >w< I'll put the Cas on Dean's lap thing on my to draw list for December. Somehow my mind went astray and now I'm thinking of the Monster college AU. And having werewolf!Dean as a santa with fairy!Cas on his lap seems like a good thing. They'd probably scare the kids.

I'm not imaginative today... I'll try to come up with Christmas themed icons, but my mind isn't really in a Christmas mood yet! >w<

I have to be though because I need to start drawing Advent Calendar stuff. Oops. Okay, maybe I should listen to you and get into the Christmas spirit. (Christmas season doesn't really start until I've heard "Last Christmas" though.)

[casintheshire]

My Tumblr Crushes:

stuck-in-the-impala

deanwinchestertops

bellahunt

adventures-out-there

gallifreys-sweetheart

ninetypercentgrace

crankystiel

tattrx

carrionofmywaywardson

(This is the strangest mix of crushes I've ever posted!)

[fairy-changeling]

An end!verse destiel AU where Dean & Cas go in a mission and find a little child (boy or girl idk) and take him/her with them & the child calls Cas mommy & Dean daddy and Dean puts an angry face but inside he feels something and even though the world is ending & they are probably gonna die. He wants them 2be a family &he struggles with letting his emotions show andrsaying what he feels to Cas &when Cas is playing with the baby (4 y.o)&sees him smile. He decides that it's worth to fight for them

Oh, I read an end!verse story once that had a very similar plot but the little girl they found was infected with Croatoan virus and it turned into one of the saddest things I’ve ever read. *shakes fist at the sky* Damn you, endverse! 

But omg, a happy version, where Cas is smiling because he’s happy and they had a chance to save this little life.

And Dean actually laughs when the little girl calls Cas mommy because Cas is rocking a really shaggy beard and Dean just can’t ignore the humor of that. 

And this little kid has seen so much but she’s still a little girl and she likes to play and to be cuddles and she’s scared when there are thunderstorms and demands both Dean and Cas stay with her. And it’s the first time Dean’s stayed over with Castiel for a long time. Yeah, he comes and fucks Cas occasionally but this is different, this is cuddles on Castiel’s bed with a little girl who’s adopted them as her parents.

Castiel’s all tense but Dean just wraps an arm around the both of them - Cas and their little girl - and tells them to sleep because he’ll watch out for them. 

And Dean unofficially moves in with them and growls at anyone who intimates that Dean’s changed and gotten soft. 

[oflovesandlikes]

Sherlock, John, Moriarty

oh god that's hard

kiss: sherlock

marry: moriarty (i have a slight obsession shhhh...)

kill: john (i really, really don't want to though)

[simplybifurious]

Sorry for my angry rant. But that's what happened to me. I still like destiel.. a bit but just the only way I imagine it. Where they love each other and everything is fine. That's all. I am really sorry. Ily.

You just send me the bomb of all messages. Soon as I read it, I exploded in all possible emotions. Your words are powerful and I just need to vent it out. You are welcomed to vent any rant with me. Chances are, I understand. Let me tell you this.

I am possibly one of the most hardcore Destiel shippers that you will ever meet. I’m not borderline obsessive but I am way too much into this particular ship. I cry over Dean and Castiel. Real genuine tears. It happens. Do not be sorry for your words. I am disgusted to the idea that those types of fanfics even exist.

Let me sort something else first. I don’t bash any ships at all, but I’m not into Wincest and it makes me cringe at times to the incest. I see it on my RP TL at times. I’m way too nice to unfollow and I won’t. I like the people, but I don’t ship what they ship. I still respect it although, because it would be wrong for me to bash and not accept. They can do what they please, even if I don’t agree.

Anyways, with that inner rant within this rant. On to the type of fics which are just sick. Rape should NEVER be something people RP, nor Pedophilia. It’s not something to take light and it’s just…wrong. What kind of twisted people ever write about this? I can’t even swallow this information to thought.

Aside from that case. I am so glad that I have never encountered that part of Destiel. To me, fanfics are one way out of my real life. It’s not the best one, and I have issues. Then again, who doesn’t? Roleplay is another way to get out from that, and even then there is drama at times. So fanfiction is a way for me to loose reality and just get lost in the magical world of alternative universes.

I have tired to like some other form of Destiel, like bottom!Dean, but it does not do anything for me. I love Destiel, and I don’t always read smut. It’s just a dirty bonus for me. Especially since now that I’m 18 years old, I don’t have to be guilty in pressing the warning button to a mature fanfic. (Indeed, I’m that bad. Speaking in a manner of a way, not literally.)

I went through some bottom!Dean fics, and they are not that bad, but when it comes to the part. The way I see it, it seems Dean would be way more comfortable being a Top. Or that just may be the way I see them. Even so, bottom!Cas does it for me.

I have also scrolled to see some fics where Dean is just turned…so submissive, and I may be ironic since I like Cas like that, but the way he is portrayed is often annoying to me. So I run for the hills, because Dean seems |out of character| to me. 

Someone may read that and argue in their head how wrong I am, and that this is a terrible statement, but I am behind it a hundred percent. I never knew others felt like I did, but it can’t be helped. When the brain is set to someway, at times you may try to change it but it just slaps back and says, “No, it’s the way you want it. Stop trying to fit in, and do what YOU want.” Spoilers. I listen to that part of my brain. It’s my happy place.

In conclusion to this long response. Sadly, the bottom!Cas tags are less than bottom!Dean and are rare. The fandom sees it one way, and it makes me a little disappointed, but at last. It’s their deal. I’ll proudly stay the way I want to with my way of seeing Destiel. I just wish the fandom which say, some, just say that Dean is submissive or a bottom because he is so macho, he needs to be notched from his manly self. Just…no. Have they ever thought that it is just the way Dean is in general? It’s the way he presents himself.

I’m just…I want to scream because of those fanfics existing. I adore Castiel and I know for sure he would never do those awful things you just said. He may have been an angel with power but the way I saw it, when it came to Dean, Castiel was ready to give him his all. Just his whole friendship and to be able to please Dean; to have his full friendship. I see it more than that, but along the lines. I read it one way and others read it another.

I respect other people and their descriptions but honestly, those fanfics of those types are just downright terrible. I pray for those poeple. I really do. So, me and you, lovely person. We are a rare type and we should stick together to keep on shipping it the way |we| want it.

I’m a hundred percent behind you and the idea of Bottom!Cas and Top!Dean. You are not alone. Terrible experiences shape people and their opinions.

[savagedeanmon-blog]

I know you like dom!/top!dean.. so you can look at these: deanwinchestertops(.)tumblr(.)com/tagged/nsfw

OMG!!ANON!! YES!!! YES!!! I do like dom!/top!dean!!!!!!!OMG!!I love u !!!!ANON!! PLZ keep going!!!!PLZZZZZZZ!!!!! I love her blog very much!! She got ALL the Top!Dean issues~~>v/

[imnotleavinherewithoutyou]

deanwinchestertops replied to your post “I just put up the latest chapter of Written (Ch. 8), and I’ll probably...”

Oh yes... I was waiting for unpdate... I love the pink!verse... I hope you have fun :)

I'm glad you like it! Pinkverse is angsty as all heck but I love writing it, haha xD

getmeshiny replied to your post “abbadonallhope replied to your post “OMG DESTIEL GENDERBENT AU OF EASY...”

YOU STILL HAVEN'T? stop depriving yourself of good things!!

I SWEAR I WILL WATCH IT EVENTUALLY OKAY SHHH

irisparry replied to your post “FYI: I'm gonna be MIA for a month”

Have a great time!

Thanks! I'll try, haha:)

[cuzimmathug]

Entonces.. Do you talk Spanish? :) Because I do.

por supuesto! And omg you do? We can can our somewhat secret language :) *insert dancing gif here* Sorry I’m not on my computer anymore x)

[diminuel]

profoundbondmates said: *huggles* no, you’re awesome. You do so much. don’t feel bad!

Thank you! ;w; It's just that I don't like disappointing people and not drawing things sometimes feel that way! Nooo. This is my weakness... >w<

snowin-you said: Don’t be, hon. Just pick the ones you are happy with.

I am generally happy with prompts but I just don't draw quickly enough (or I don't have the time or the patience or the inspiration. Art stuff is kinda unreliable...)

redcloud16 said: 1000 messages?!

It was at 1400 when I decided I really should delete old messages. I'm bad when it gets to be organized because I feel bad about deleting old conversations... (and often I made new posts and copy the asks in there instead of replying which means that the asks remain in my inbox *sigh*)

deanwinchestertops said: You’re great. Don’t feel bad. Draw what you want.

Thanks...!! ♥ (I often don't know what I want to draw though *lol* Which is why prompts are useful)

[cuzimmathug]

1, 11, 15 and 30

omg yay! thank youuuu

1. full name

Stephanie michelle gonzalez

11.why i joined tumblr

ive always wanted a blog lol

15. meaning behind url

it was inspired by one of my favorite youtuber named swoozie he says it a lot lol

30. my favorite animal

mooosseee

[diminuel]

profoundbondmates replied to your post: 

Yes, they need to do some baby making! And also, all the creepy plot line with Cas’s daddy showing up. (Why do I want to hurt Dean? I don’t really and I cry when I think about him being hurt but protective lamb!Cas)

Well, they already got the "making" bit out of the way, the baby (or babies??) just isn't born yet. And I think the creepy plot with Cas' daddy should happen before they are parents. So I should hurry up *lol* But I don't even know what to do with creepy daddy. I have lots of ideas how to deal with Cas' daddy in the wolf!Cas reverse, but with lamb!Cas?? (Protective lamb!!! ♥♥)

deanwinchestertops replied to your post: 

Every destiel verse needs a baby ♥

Or two. Or three. I definitely agree *lol*

[fairy-changeling]

Could you write something fluffy and cute? Dean & Cas meeting since they were little and they were friends and Sam being a baby and omg maybe dean&cas playing family and sam being their baby. And they both doing rings made of flowers and giving to each other. Idk. Just adorable boys doing silly things :3 please? C:

Mary watches them from her spot on the bench. She isn’t really worried, but she likes to see them play. It’s sweet really, how Dean and Castiel became such firm friends. Dean usually only plays with his brother, but he trusts Castiel.

They take Sam with them, pretend that he’s their baby when they play house. Mary wishes she had a camera with her so she could take photos of them. 

She brings Dean and Sam to the park every day and Castiel is always there. Dean chatters about him in the car, telling his mom how much he likes Castiel. 

Mary already knows. She saw Dean making Castiel a little flower ring from a daisy the other day. 

[simplybifurious]

Like ah "it's HOT. Oh yeah! Cas using his powers or strenght because he's an angel and he should teach Dean a lesson" "oh yeah let that BAMF rape Dean because he's weak and he can't do anything" SERIOUSLY!!!! I am done. I hate most of the spn fandom. This is sad. I cannot even read where they switch anymore. Nothing. Because it brings me that memory. And it mades me angry and disgusted. My mind now has made the = that top!dean in fics is mostly where they love eachother not rape is romantiziced

So very disappointed it even exists.

[simplybifurious]

And I wanted to scream because that's not WHY I liked destiel. For one year I have been reading destiel and the sex scenes weren't important to me. In that time I read both but I still prefered bottom!cas but I was fine with the other but these horrible fics made me hate it so much. That's why I hate the spn fandom sometimes. Not everyone is like that, ofc but jfc they don't know what they are doing in those fics. They like RAPE. Like ah ok rape between your OTP is fine but no women. (Part3)

It makes me sad.

[simplybifurious]

I wanted to delete that thing from my head and fuck I was idk angry? Disgusted? And then other fics later where the writers punished Dean with sex because he was so "manly" and didn't change his mind and other fics where he was the "bitch" and **** that was rape and the writer say that it needed to be done... ( like wtf does that mean? rape needs an excuse? :/) and then when I read about Cas traveling in time and going to the past and he HAD SEX with dean as a CHILD.. 6 years disgusting!) (part2

I just |need| people to see this.