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jawritter · 4 years
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Born Under The Wrong Sign
Part 2
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Summary: Dean Winchester, hunter, killer of Gods, demons, and monster, was born as an Omega. It never felt right, and he wants a change of biology. After all, just cause it’s what we’re assigned, it shouldn’t identify who we are…
Pairing: Omega!Dean Winchester x Alpha!Reader
Written For: @spnkinkbingo​​
Square field: Total Power Exchange
Word Count: 2511
Beta’d By: @miss-nerd95​​! Thanks again hun!
Dividers by: @firefly-graphics​​
Rating: Explicit
Warning: Identity Crisis? ABO Dynamics, smut, unprotected smut, mention of past abusive parents. John’s A+ parenting,  knotting, dirty talk, language, talk of sex change and presentation changes. Some self hate. Claiming, knotting, mating, hint of a possible breeding kink. I think that’s about it.
A/N: This is the first fic I’ve ever written like this one, even for ABO, and even though I’m sure they’re out there I’ve never read one quite like it. So, that being said, I’m pretty nervous about throwing this one out there for you guys! So I really do hope you enjoy it! Feedback is golden! Please do not copy my work! This is part 1, part 2 will drop later this week!!
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A lot had taken place since Dean’s heat ended three days ago. 
Step one of your plan to find a way to switch your biological presentations started with you contacting Sam at the men of letter’s bunker, and setting him to work researching to see if there was any lore that could help you both in your pursuit. 
Dean was worried that Sam wouldn’t be supportive or understanding of his current predicament, but Sam was more than willing to help his brother in whatever he chose to be. John still had Dean repressed a little to this day, it was a deep rooted fear of Dean’s that his family would be ashamed of him or reject him for feeling what he felt. Still, Sam set to work right away. 
Now it was just getting back to the younger Winchester at the Bunker and seeing what he found. You had taken a few days to make sure Dean recovered from his heat before traveling with him. This one had been bad, and he was still pretty tired, but he was also anxious to get back to his brother and see what he’d dug up. 
Dean was in his post heat, clingy phase as well, which added to traveling difficulty. Instinct was telling him to nest down and cuddle with you, and that was hard to do and drive, so it put you behind the wheel of Baby while he lay curled the best he could across the seat with his head in your lap. 
You subconsciously stroked his hair with your free hand as the miles rolled underneath you both and carried you closer to home. You would occasionally glance down at Dean, and you did note that he looked uncomfortable in this position, but what other choice did you have? You had to get to the Bunker as soon as possible if you were going to find an answer to this problem at all. 
Dean had fought against his biology for so long, that when the Omega side of him was more prevalent around his heats it looked odd to you. You were so used to Dean carrying himself as an Alpha would, that it almost looked as unnatural to you as it felt to him, and you could clearly see that he was not meant to be an Omega. This was clearly a mistake of biology. 
The same stood for you. 
You didn’t really carry yourself like an Alpha, even in private when it wasn’t needed that you held to the act to protect your Omega from being killed by other hunters who called Male Omega’s 'Genetic Freaks'. 
You loved to be close to Dean, almost as much as he liked to be close to you, and you were surprisingly submissive to him on the every day occasion. You even often let him have the upper hand in the bedroom, something he really enjoyed, and man you loved it when he took control. It felt more natural to you, it felt right, and you would be a liar if you said you hadn’t fantasized about Dean calling you his Omega just as much as he did. 
Your small frame even contradicted your Alpha status. It made protecting your Omega harder, because if someone was attracted by his unmistakable Omega scent when you weren't around to claim it as yours, especially another male, they could probably overpower you. That scared you a lot, especially in bars where the threat could turn real, real fast. 
You were relieved when you pulled up to the bunker, and didn’t have to stop the whole way. Dean being on the heels of his heat made his scent more prominent, even under suppressants, and you didn’t want to fight with another Alpha at a gas station. 
As the two of you made your way down the iron staircase of the Bunker, you could hear voices echoing through the walls of the place, one of which you recognized right away. Rowena MacLeod. That meant Sam must have found something.  Or, you thought sorrowfully, he found nothing, and he called for backup. 
You exchanged a look with your mate before entering the library where Sam, Rowena, and Cas were all gathered probably waiting for you.
You dropped your duffle bag to the floor with a thud as Dean looked to his little brother with a look of almost desperation. 
“Sammy, please tell me all these people here means you found something,” Dean pleaded, and Rowena guided the slightly trembling Omega to a seat in front of a bowl full of ingredients for a spell, and you took the one next to Dean; taking his hand in yours to give him a sense of security as much as you could. 
“Well, we think we have found something that can be tried,” Sam said, moving to the spell book that was open at the end of the table as Rowena grabbed your laced hands, and placed a twine of what looked to be rope laced with lavender around both of your wrists. 
“Apparently, you two aren’t the first to feel like you were born with the wrong presentations,” Rowena explained, adding a few more ingredients to the bowl before plucking a piece of hair from each of your heads. 
“So this spell is going to virtually swap our presentations?” you questioned, looking between the three other people in the room. 
“That’s the idea,” Cas answered, folding his arms over his chest. "I’m here just in case anything goes south and you guys need a quick healing.”
“The spell is painless,” Rowena interjected, seeing Dean’s worried expression as his gaze shifted between you and Cas. “But the spell will change you on a molecular level, so Castiel’s presence is just a precaution, really.” 
“You ready for this,” Sam asked his brother, who then looked at you with worry swimming in the green depths of his eyes. 
“You sure you want to do this with me. That you won't regret it?” Dean asked, and you tightened your grip on his hand in assurance. 
“I told you, Dean, I want to do this as much as you do,” you assured him and he leaned his forehead against yours. 
“Okay, do it,” Dean said to the room, and as if on cue Rowena began chanting over the bowl, her eyes glowing a bright purple before she struck a flame to the contents and a warm feeling rushed through your body as the twine around your wrist disintegrated in a flash of light. 
For just a moment, it seemed as if the world stood still as the whole room watched the two of you, and for a moment you were afraid nothing had changed. That was until you caught Dean’s scent. It was stronger, more potent than you had ever smelled it. Warm sandalwood and whiskey with just a hint of mint, and your mouth literally watered at the scent. 
You opened your eyes just in time to see the yellow glow of the Alpha now residing in your mate’s eyes fade as his gaze locked with your own, and a deep rumble growl erupted from his chest as he pulled you into his lap like he was scenting you for the first time. 
“Fuck, you smell amazing, Omega,” he said, rooting around your mating gland with his nose before lapping at where your claiming mark would very soon reside. Slick was already gathering in your panties just from him touching you, and everything was so intense it was almost breathtaking. This is what you had always been missing. It felt right, and for the first time in his arms, you felt like you were finally home as you purred against him.
Sam clearing his throat loudly reminded you both that you had an audience, and Dean reluctantly pulled away from you to glare at his little brother with annoyance. 
“Well, I take it the spell worked,” Rowena chuckled before grabbing Sam by the arm. “Come on you two, let’s leave them to it. They need to get reacquainted with each other.” 
They made a quick exit, and you and Dean watched as they retreated up the stairs and completely out of the bunker, leaving you alone with your Alpha. 
“Well, looks like we have to get 'reacquainted',” you told Dean, looking up at him and finding his lust-filled gaze staring down darkly at you. 
You noticed he was sitting a lot straighter and looked all together more stronger. It suited him. You also noticed that your old claiming mark was gone as you ran your fingers over the empty space over where it used to lay over his now smooth skin, and a shiver ripped through his body. 
“Don’t have to tell me twice, baby girl,” he rumbled, lifting you with ease and carrying you towards your shared room. 
It was as if your body was already in tune with your new Alpha, and every step Dean took towards his room, the wetter you became.  The light cramps of your first heat were already licking at your abdomen, making you whimper and nuzzle closer to him and his scent. 
Once you were in his room and the door kicked closed behind the both of you, Dean made quick work of the clothes that were covering both of your bodies and was now hovering over you, exploring your body as if he was seeing it for the first time again. His lips making trails, memorizing what makes you tick all over once more, taking your breast into his warm mouth, sucking and lapping at your body until you were all but begging him for his knot. 
“Hang on Omega, I got to warm you up first,” he murmured against your lips and you shivered as his fingers descended on your slick folds, running through them before breaching your entrance with ease. He pumped and curled them, adding a second finger, then a third; pressing his thumb against your throbbing clit as your body fell apart around his fingers and he scissored you open, preparing you for his knot as he kissed you drunk, swallowing your moans as pure pleasure washed over your body. 
You whined at the loss of his fingers when he finally removed them from your body, and he chucked against your lips, pecking them softly, and nibbling along your lower lip.
“Please, Alpha,” you beg him. “I need you to knot me, stop teasing.” 
Dean grunts lowly in his throat, licking at your mating gland and rutting his already leaking cock through your folds, making your body arch off the bed to meet him in a silent plea to be fully filled by him.
“God you have no idea how long I’ve dreamed of you calling me Alpha, sweetheart,” he admitted kissing you deeply. “Gonna take such good care of you Omega.”
You shivered at the mention of your new presentation while nipping at the skin of his throat. 
“Turn over and present for your Alpha, pretty girl, let me see what’s mine,” he commanded, and before the words were all the way out of his mouth you were on all fours, presenting for him. The deep approving growl that fell out of his mouth had slick literally siding down your thighs. 
“So fucking beautilful, baby girl,” he praised as he slowly pressed the tip of his cock into your waiting heat. “This pussy mine baby girl, all this slick because of me?”
“It’s all yours, Alpha, all for you,” you told him with a keen as he snapped his hips forward and seated himself fully inside your heat with a deep groan. 
All thought process, all words, everything flew right out the window as humanity faded away and pure animalistic instinct took over as Dean pounded relentlessly into you, driving you higher and higher until you could feel his cock swelling further and his knot starting to catch with every thrust. His fingers slipped from your hips to your clit and he began to rub furiously in time with his pace until you were screaming his name and coming around his knot as it locked the two of you place as he lifted you body against his, his teeth latching deep in your throat, calling you as his as he spilled into you, filling you with his cum. 
When you finally came down from your high, Dean was licking at your new claiming mark, healing it only the way an Alpha could, and he was lowering you both so that now you were on your sides. 
“You okay, Omega?” He asked, purring as he nuzzled into your hair, reveling in your scent that was mixed with his own. 
“Perfect, Alpha,” you said, slipping down deeper into his hold.
For a long time no words were said, no words were needed. The unexplainable peace that was between you was enough. For the first time, everything was as it should have been all along.
Dean always knew, he just knew he was never meant to be born as an Omega. It was something deep down inside of him that just was always there from the moment he presented, and the same was for you. For the first time. Everything felt right. 
“You know, maybe we can try to have pups now,” you said after a while and Dean’s body had already been detached from your own. 
“What?” Dean asked, sitting up on his elbow and tucking the strand of your hair away from your face that had fallen. 
“Maybe we can have pups now. I mean, It’s not as dangerous for me to carry them, and now that I’m an Omega we don't hide my heats away. I could stay here at the Bunker and raise the pup and help with research...I don’t know. It’s just something I want with you now.”
Dean thought for a moment before bringing his lips to yours in a slow kiss, one that made your toes curl. 
“You know what sweetheart, I think I like that idea. A lot.” Dean admitted. 
This was the first day of the rest of your new lives together, and now there was a chance to have a family, and Dean knew then. He was really and truly finally at home in his own skin for the first time. 
“I love you, ya know,” he told you, slipping your leg over his hips and sliding his already hardening length into your still slick center. “My pretty Omega.”
“I love you too, Alpha,” you  purred as he slowly started to rock his hips into you, dragging his cock through your heat and sending waves of deep pleasure through your body. “Now fuck a pup into me baby. You know how impatient I am,” you teased him. 
“Yes, ma’am,” he laughed. There was a promise laced in that chuckle that sent a shiver down your spine. It was the first of many promises he intended to make good on, and you couldn’t wait to start a family with him. Your Dean, your Alpha.
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When you haven’t watched The Boys yet
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Chapter 19
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Pairing: Dean x Reader AU
Word Count: 1844
Summary: With October ending and the holidays underway, that only meant one thing for Dean Winchester. It meant returning to his childhood home and spending time with his family. It meant listening to his parents, especially his mom, ramble on and on about when he was going to find himself a nice girl, bring her home for the holidays, and then eventually get married and have children.  However, Dean wasn’t ready for that sort of commitment, so in order to get his family off his back, he comes up with an elaborate scheme! But like the saying goes, “sometimes lies become truths.”
Chapter Warnings: Angst, Some brotherly teasing.
A/N: Back to the angst again! But don’t worry... it’s the moment you’ve been waiting for. I just hope it doesn’t disappoint. I know the build up was... intense, but i just hope you like it. Thanks for the support and sticking with me! I appreciate it so much! You guys are amazing! Love you all!! xx
The tension in the air was thick and everyone seemed to be on edge. There was an elephant in the room and it made the everything almost claustrophobic. You and Dean shared looks before shifting to Sam and Jess, the four of you communicating silently. Yeah… it was pretty uncomfortable, but no one knew how to begin to ask about what Mary wanted to tell Dean.
John was nonchalantly sipping his coffee while reading the daily paper, while Mary was busying herself by cleaning the kitchen. It made you wonder what exactly Mary had to tell Dean that was so important that he had to leave right after his classes were done. Was Mary hesitating because what ever it was had something to do with you?
Oh god… this was about you… what else could it be?
“I’m sorry,” you blurted. Everyone’s eyes fell on you, not quite understanding why you were apologizing. “I never meant to lie to you or to anyone!” You clenched your eyes shut, lowering your chin to your chest, unable to make eye contact. Dean’s eyes widened when he finally realized what you were going on about.
“Y/N, don’t. Relax,” Dean tried.
“Don’t tell me to relax,” you whisper-yelled, boring your eyes into his before turning your attention to your small audience. “It started out as a fake relationship, but eventually I found out that I’ve always been in love with Dean. Always. And I am so sorry. I hope you would forgive me. I didn’t mean to…”
“Easy, sweetheart,” John’s baritone voice soothed, “calm down, breathe. Tell us what you’re talking about.”
“It’s—it’s nothing,” Dean spoke for you.
“What do you mean—fake relationship?” Sam queried, his interest peaked.
Dean glared at his brother, who shrugged in response. Dean sighed knowing it was too late to turn back now. “Uh… well…” He didn’t know what to say. That was a secret he was hoping to keep to his grave.
“Dean?” Mary dropped her cleaning supplies and moved to the table, taking the empty seat between her husband and youngest. “What fake relationship?” This time her eyes shifted from Dean’s to yours, before back to his. Even John had set his morning paper down on the table waiting for an explanation.
“We’re waiting,” John stated, his domineering voice made you jump.
It was that moment that you began to reconsidered that maybe telling the truth wasn’t such a good idea, but it was too late. Dean slid his hand into yours under the table, giving you some sort of comfort and also seeking comfort from you too. Your grip tightened around his, finger intertwined while you tried to steady yourself and not think about how you had not only opened a can of worms, you picked it up and smashed it all over the floor.
“I lied to you…” you started just as Dean opened his mouth to speak. There was no turning back now. “And I’m sorry.”
“Honey, what are you talking about?” Mary asked, her voice soft and soothing. It held not a single ounce of anger, but you could tell she was confused. Everyone was.
“Thanksgiving. Me and Dean… we lied about being a couple.” All eyes were zeroed in on you and the silence was like knives slowing digging into you. You wanted Dean’s family to like you. You wanted them to accept you. You wanted to be a part of them, but now, you most likely lost all their trust. “I’m sorry. I wished I’d hadn’t lied to all of you. You probably don’t trust me any more and want to kick me out of your family—” Your voice cracked and tears started slowly rolling down your cheeks.
You had never really experience a family like this one. Yours was a disaster. And now you were going to lose the one family you wanted. And if Dean’s family hated you, you were sure that you were going to lose Dean too.
Dean wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close, as you buried your face into his chest. Sam was the only one in the family that knew about your past. Sam was Dean’s go-to when he talked about his college life and his friends. Sam knew about Castiel and his family, he knew about Benny who was born and raised in Louisiana, he heard all of Dean’s rants on their cousin Jo, Sam knew a lot.
“Hey, Y/N…” Sam spoke, “we would never kick you out of our family. You’re one of us now. Besides, you and Dean… it’s all real now, right?”
“Yeah, Sammy. It’s all real now,” Dean answered for you.
No one noticed, but John grinned, inwardly proud of his growing family. His kids may be idiots, but still, he was proud. Sam’s found his counterpart, and Dean’s found an honest woman that loved him.
“Well, as long as it’s real now, I don’t see the problem,” John stood from his seat and walking over to you and Dean, placing a hand on your head, softly stroking your hair. “Now stop cry Princess, it’s breaking my heart. When it comes to family, sometimes we fight, sometimes we lie, and sometimes we run away, but at the end of the day, we somehow find a way to make it right. You might have lied, but look at you now. You’ve told us the truth. It’s all going to be okay. We’re not mad. We’re glad. You’re honest, and that’s a respectable trait.”
Dean and Sam were shocked. They had never seen their father so gentle before, other than with their mom. Mary and Jess on the other hand smiled. Mary knew the man John was, and Jess could now see where Sam and Dean got their soft side from. Not from Mary, but John. It was a beautiful family moment.
“Honey,” Mary got out of her seat, planting herself on the little space left on your chair, pulling you into her arms. You hugged her tight. “We love you. And just as John said, you’re a part of this family now. The second I saw you with my son for the first time, I knew you were the one for him. It might had been fake to you and Dean, but to all of us… what we saw was not pretend. It was love. What would have made me angry is if you didn’t end up with my boy. But you did, and I plan to keep you as my daughter for the rest of my life.”
Your heart was overflowing. So much so, that you couldn’t stop crying. Even Dean was starting to get misty-eyed. “Dude! You’re not gonna cry are you?” Sam directed at Dean.
“Shut up!” Dean hissed.
Everyone in the room laughed, you included. All the weight fell off your shoulders and it was bliss. You were overjoyed to know that everyone had forgiven you, and that they were still welcoming you with open arms. This was a family you never wanted to lose.
“Seeing the support of our family, I think now is a good time to give Dean the news. Dean might need us. And with Y/N here, I know he’ll be in good hands.”
Everyone looked up at John. You might have cleaned up then can of worms you opened, but the elephant was still standing there and needed to be addressed. What could it be? If it wasn’t about you lying, then what? More importantly… why was the news for Dean and not everyone? Why would he need comfort from us? Was it going to be bad? You had no idea what to expect. No one did.
“What is it?” Dean asked, taking you away from his mom and settling you in his lap, his arms securely fastening themselves around your middle, almost like a child clinging to their comfort toy.
Mary shared a quick look with John before she motioned him over to something on the counter. All eyes were glued to John as he rummaged through a small drawer, pulling out a large manila folder. You could feel Dean’s heartbeat pulsing against your back – he was nervous, and you were nervous for him.
After John handed Mary the envelop, John took a few steps back, leaning against the kitchen counter, arms crossed over his chest. Mary held the envelop in question against her body, closing her eyes as she took a deep breath. When she opened them, they held a certain strength and determination. She was fearless, most likely trying to be strong for her family, but mostly strong for her son.
“First off, I don’t know if this will be a good or bad thing for you, but just know, we’re here for you. All of us.” No one understood what Mary was talking about, but we all just nodded in agreement anyways.
“If you’re going to tell me that Sam was adopted, I already know,” Dean joked, a defense mechanism of his.
“What?!” you and Jess asked, shocked and believing.
“Dean!” John and Sam reprimanded.
“This is not a joking matter,” John snapped.
“Alright, I’m sorry. I’m just a little nervous I guess. I mean why is this news just for me and not for all of us?” He asked. “Wait… are you trying to tell me that I was adopted?!” Fear instantly flooded his entire body and his grip around your waist tightened more, but not enough to be uncomfortable.
“You didn’t know?” Sam teased back.
“Sammy,” John cautioned, but the youngest Winchester just huffed, crossing his arms and falling back on his chair. Jess scowled at him and Sam quickly settled down.
Mary gave her boys and exhausted glare, shaking her head slightly in frustration. “Dean, you are not adopted. You boys are mine and John’s and I’ve the got videos to prove it. I’ve just got some information to show you.” Mary placed the envelop face down and passed it to Dean.
Dean picked it up, instantly noting the address name. Both your eye brows furrowed when you saw where it came from. 
Lawrence Memorial Hospital.
“The hell?” Dean thought out loud before turning the envelop over to get to the flap. Sam fixated his vision on the address to confirm that it was the same manila envelop he had seen before, and it was. It was the same exact one.
“What is it?” Sam asked eagerly. John gave his son a hard stare making Sam recline back into his seat for the second time. Jess took his hand in comfort.
Dean flipped the flap open and pulled out a few papers, just enough to read a few lines at a time. As you read along with him, your stomach flipped. While Dean started hard at the information given, you looked up, meeting John’s stare first, then going down the line to Sam, Jess, and then Mary, who was still sitting in your seat.
“He—” you started, but you couldn’t finish what you were going to say.
“Ben’s not mine—” Dean muttered.
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talesmaniac89 · 7 years
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The Man in Apartment 43 Masterpost
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THIS SERIES IS COMPLETE
Dean x Reader  - Neighbours AU
Dean and the reader live next door to each other and can’t stand each other. Will things change once circumstances bring this bartender and business man duo closer together?
Triggers: Stalking, panic, fear, obsession, fear. Those are the main ones. Others will be pointed out in the parts where they’re relevant.
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Part 1 - The Beginning
Part 2 - The Morning After
Part 3 - The Shock
Part 4 - The Regret
Part 5 - The Letter
Part 6 - The Plan
Part 7 - The Phone
Part 8 - The Outside World
Part 9 - The Winchester Fort
Part 10 - The Text Messages 
Part 11 - The Desperation
Part 12 - The Bridges
Part 13 - The Electronic Eyes
Part 14 - The Talk
Part 15 - The Friends & Family
Part 16 - The Four Cameras
Part 17 - The Apartment
Part 18 - The Files
Part 19 - The Police
Part 20 - The Cage
Part 21 - The Miscommunication
Part 22 - The Broken Glass
Part 23 - The Gun Shot
Part 24 - The Monster
Part 25 - The Police
Part 26 - The Hospital
Part 27 - The Guilt
Part 28 - The New Place
Part 29 - The Neighbour
Epilogue - The Picket Fence
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April 2020 Angel Fish Awards
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(New Angel Fish design by @slytherkins!!)
Every month all of you fantastic writers work your asses off to post some truly incredible stories. Our Angel Fish Awards are the way for all of us, as a community of writers and readers, to lift each other up and give praise to those who have captured our attention and deserve a few kind words.
The monthly Angel Fish Awards are peer-nominated, meaning ANYONE IN THE POND CAN NOMINATE ANY POND MEMBER’S FIC. While the Pond was founded to support the Guppies, everyone in this community deserves to be showered with love and feedback, and we hope that by opening this up as a Pond wide system, we’ll be able to share the love as far as it can go.
NOTE: WE’VE BEEN HAVING OCCASIONAL PROBLEMS WITH ASKS GOING MISSING. Please use the Submit button when submitting your nominations and make sure you’re signed into Tumblr or your URL won’t show. (If the form asks for your name and email address, then you’re not signed in.) If you like, you can also send a message to Michelle @mrswhozeewhatsis or Mana @manawhaat to check and make sure we got your submission.
**Also, due to the number of afas and multiple nominations, each person on this list will only be tagged once. Please be sure to read the entire post so you don’t miss multiple nominations/comments!**
WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, HERE ARE APRIL’S ANGEL FISH AWARDS!
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Nominated by @thoughtslikeaminefield
Slow (oneshot) by @sunlightdances
Intimacy is sooooo sexy xox
Nominated by @manawhaat
Ritual (oneshot) by @winchester-fantasies
This fic is grounded, subtle, realistic, and has an incredible energy between Dean and the reader! There’s so many little things that play into the bigger picture to make this really flow and work seamlessly as a whole!
Temporary Scars (series) by @thoughtslikeaminefield
Fucking hell. Dean x Donna x Benny is such a rare pair that it’s NOT something I knew I needed, but everything about this dynamic is fucking perfect. It’s a bit of an AU, but I still love the way each character was represented. What they all brought to the table and how they balanced each other out in exactly the ways they needed. There’s a dynamic here that I haven’t seen before, especially not with THESE characters, and they complement each other fucking GORGEOUSLY! 
Boyking fic (oneshot) by @whispersandwhiskerburn
This shit is fucking CRAFTY! There’s a lot of little things that carry through this and the way that ‘control’ is presented in each scene of this fic is very cool. 
Calm (series) by @winchesterswoonathon
Oof! This John series just totally fucks me up. It’s perfect in the way you swoon over him and yearn to see a side of him he so rarely shows others. Maggie definitely knows how to nail the pining for John angle! 
Dream Drabble (oneshot) by @theychosefamily
Sam’s comfort and sincerity in this kill me! It may have been inspired by a dream, but this tracks so well for each of them and could definitely be a scene plucked from the show! 
The Unexpected (oneshot) by @impalaimagining
Goddamn this is sexy as all hell! It’s intense and passionate and scary and dazzlingly wonderful! 
Nominated by @flamencodiva
Three’s A Crowd (series) by @1000roughdrafts
So I was browsing Kay’s Masterlist and came upon this very lovely Gem! I would love to see what happens next and I know Kay is extremely busy, but she is a talented writer and I wanted to put this lovely work out there. It is a wonderful concept and I can’t wait to see what happens!
Just Me & My Baby (oneshot) by @deanwinchesterswitch
A good way to rot your teeth with Dean fluff. This story pulls on your heartstrings and can be just what you need when you feel down.  
The Pact (series) by @coffee-obsessed-writer
This is an amazing AU Sam Fic! It is well written and traps you into the fantasy world from the very beginning. I can’t wait to see the roller coaster that is this story as it is beginning to unfold! 
Nominated by @deanwanddamons
The Sullivan Series (series) by @katehuntington​
I binge read this series and adore it. Zoe is such a badass and an awesome OFC.
It is so good it could easily be written as a series of SPN and I am really hoping it is continued as I can’t wait for the next series. Kate is such an awesome person, hugely supportive and a big influence on me as a writer. This series deserves so much more recognition.
Ride With Me (seires) by @katehuntington
This series is divine. I am so invested in this right now. The way Kate writes is a true inspiration to me and this AU is stunning. Her story telling and descriptions are totally immersive and I am so excited to see where she takes us on this journey.
He’s Not You (series) by @mummybear​
This series is awesome! It’s really building momentum and I’m loving where it’s going. Such a great idea for a story and can’t wait to see where Chelsea takes us!
The Man on the Side of the Road (series) by @supernatural-jackles​
This series was beautiful. I was so invested in this and so sad when it came it an end. It was very cathartic for me to read as I related to the reader so much.
Shatter Me (series) by  @winchest09​
This series is incredible. Such a superb concept and I love the way it has been written. The feeling of isolation and Dean’s desperation to save her had me engrossed all the way through. A must read.
D.W. (oneshot) by @kittenofdoomage​
I have recently ventured into dark fic and was recommended this.
Demon!Dean is just 🔥 and this fic is dark, sexy and very explicit. And holy shit I LOVED IT!
Nominated by @moosekateer13​
House of the Rising Sun (series) by @kittenofdoomage
What I really loved about it shows the love can change your whole perspective of the world when love is thrown into the mix.  
The Ones You Love (series) by @kittenofdoomage
It shows how far the Winchester's are willing go when it comes to their family.  
Cosa Nostra (series) by @kittenofdoomage
Loved how in the end love and their bond was stronger than an obstacles that were thrown in their way.
Paid In Full (series) by @kittenofdoomage
Loved it! It taught you look past what you see at first.   
Poor Little Rich Girl (series) by @winchesterprincessbride​
Love how it showed the money is isn't everything love is more important.  
Political Animals  (series) by @winchesterprincessbride
Loved the sometimes it showed the its better to break away from people who are trying to control your life.  
Bed of Roses (series) by @crispychrissy​
Loved how it to taught you to look past first impressions and that there is always more than meets the eye.
Nominated by @thegirlwhorunswithwinchesters​
Control and Release - 30 (series) by @thecleverdame​
I think I might’ve nominated this series before, when I wasn’t caught up yet, but I am now and I just have to recommend this chapter. The entire story is gold but this chapter in particular had me sucked right into the scene at the end. The intensity of the fight and the way they deal with everything that is going on; the emotions, the worlds outside of their little bubble of safety. I don’t want to say too much and spoil it for whoever hasn’t read this series yet. But, if you are one of those people, I highly recommend you change that ASAP.
The Secrets We Keep (series) by @princessmisery666​
Better late than never, right? At least that’s what I’m telling myself to ease the guilt I’m feeling for how long it took me to finally read this series like I said I would. I didn’t enjoy it any less, that’s for sure. And that was even before I got to the twist that made it even better. I loved the vulnerability between Sam and Erin, and the different kind of friendship she had with Dean.
Cabin Fever (long oneshot) by @slytherkins​
I’ve already attempted (and failed) to express my thoughts on this story to the author privately, so I won’t try again here, in risk of my heart shattering all over again. But what I definitely will say (and I will break into my upstairs neighbor’s apartment to scream it from their balcony if I have to) is this: STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING and go read this fic if you haven’t already. It’s a heavy read, yes. But it is more than worth it, I promise you.
Equanimous (oneshot) by @imagineteamfreewill​
I love the tension in this scene. The boys are so in character and I could picture the demons perfectly. And, of course, Cas storming in, being badass, and saving the day, that’s always a plus.
Non-existent (oneshot) by @waywardjoy​
I’m definitely a sucker for a good crack-fic. To be honest, when I read the summary I was already sold. That signature bickering between the boys never gets old, does it?
Nominated by @impalaimagining
Handy Man (oneshot) by @deanwanddamons
Physically speaking, on the list of things I love about Dean Winchester, this checks almost every single box. I love the little things you’re noticing about Dean as the reader - his freckles, the contrast between his skin and the black shirt he’s wearing, exactly which Zeppelin song he’s singing while he works. The teasing is a nice touch too, especially the line about the night before. Proud Dean is so cute, and it’s exactly how I would expect him to react to being the hero around the house.
Nominated by @impala-dreamer
Almost Paradise (oneshot) by @amanda-teaches​ 
Amanda always always writes the fluff so well, but this little bit of bittersweet longing is delicious. Also, she nails Dean EVERY TIME. One of those writers who just gets Dean’s voice down so perfectly. Very Very well done!
Enough Time (oneshot)  by @dissect-me​ 
I was just scrolling the pond list and found this wonderful Destiel fic. I mean… the emotions were intense and I was a mess by the end. Just lovely and so well done. I will be diving back through their masterlist for more Destiel!!
  Nominated by @kittenofdoomage
Life For Rent (series) by @winchest09
@katehuntington told me to go read this so I did and I do not regret it. An amazingly sexy (and at times, heartbreaking) series, not for the faint of heart. Totally waiting on edge for the next chapter.
Call Of The Ocean (series) by @flamencodiva and @anatheweirdo​
I’m fairly certain I’ve nominated this before but it’s so good, I’m gonna nominate it again. You will absolutely become invested in Thasman’s well-being.
Nominated by @fangirlxwritesx67​
Communion (oneshot) by @thoughtslikeaminefield
But Dean’s natural state is this – nesting, nuzzling, curled up and warm. He speaks softly and quietly. His voice isn’t always rough and hard. He sings. MY FEELS. This is beautiful and heart-wrenching all at once.
Sex with Dean is always really good. A lot of times it’s a rushed, life-affirming kind of thing. So when we have time, every touch is at once charged and grounded. And when we have time and are also able to imbibe? It’s metamorphic. All of this, just one perfect line after another. WOW
Just to be his in our own little bubble. And this, this is exactly how this story feels- so close and heavy and perfect Amazing work,.Like, really astounding.
Synesthesia (oneshot) by @there-must-be-a-lock​
Lou took this prompt and did something wildly creative! It’s so well done that the reader can see and feel and taste it.
Wild Thing (series) by @there-must-be-a-lock
I am in love with the Everything series so, so much. Lou has done a beautiful job of building a world with J2 x reader, so loving and creative and hot. This one is, for sure, a favorite! Incorporates one of my favorite quotes into a smoking hot fic. Good work!!
Dear Mr. Fantasy (oneshot) by @itmighthavebeenintentional​
But there’s one particular Other Dean, a favorite one his mind drifts to during rare peaceful moments. Daydreaming when he should be researching, drifting off when a particular song plays on the radio while he’s working on Baby, even washing his hands sometimes will pull him back to those dreams.
6 paragraphs in, and I knew Val was going to break my heart. This is a gorgeous gorgeous story! Creative premise, great characterization, and written so that you can see and taste and feel every moment.
I found myself wanting to both read faster, and slow down and savor it. And yes, it broke my heart, but so beautifully that I would let it happen over and over again.
Weight (oneshot) by @67midnightwriter​
This one is short and both painful and beautiful. So very heavy with experience and meaning. An excellent example of the ways that our favorite characters can help inspire us, lift us and encourage us to keep going
The Second Hand Unwinds (oneshot) by @mskathywriteswords​
Kathy is new-ish to the SPN family but not to either writing or fandom, and it is immediately apparent in her first piece of SPN fanfic. Her creative storyline, her grasp of the characters, and her way with words make it immediately apparent that you are reading the work of a master!
Salvation (oneshot) by @dontshootmespence​
This story feels like an episode of the show from earlier seasons, just the right balance of angst and monster fighting with tantalizing peeks of smut and feels. Excellent job!
There are no words that come close to explaining what she means to him. How she saves what soul he has left. These flashback scenes are both hot and tender. The voice the author  gives to Sam is spot on, achingly familiar. The contrast between the flashbacks and the action is painfully good.
What’s more frightening, a man like Dean, practiced in his violence out of necessity? Or a man like him, on the verge of losing everything and nothing left to lose? This is a well drawn distinction between the Winchester brothers, and such a good characterization of Sam! It’s easy to forget sometimes what a fearsome hunter he is, but this author reminds us with razor sharp clarity.
“You’re safe with me, Sam. You never have to hide from me.“ Such a beautiful relationship between Sam and this woman! It’s no wonder he’s fighting so hard to save her.
This story has an imaginative plot, fast paced action and some sweet hotness! Plus the author does such a good job with Sam, I’m in love with him all over again. I haven’t read this author much before but you’d better believe I won’t miss a story now!
Casual Affair (oneshot) by @fookinghelljensensthighs​
This Dean x Benny fic is short, smoking hot and painfully good. A must read!
Nominated by @mariekoukie6661​
The Force of Habit (series) by @littlegreenplasticsoldier​ 
I read that series at least 3 times now. I love this story, its witty and funny. This fic just makes me smile without trying! Even after reading 3 times, I still thoroughly enjoyed it like it was the first time.  
Satisfied (series) by @crashdevlin​
This is so good, the emotion that this series makes me feel is just out of this world!
Dangerous Signs (series) by @kittenofdoomage
Rhi always has brilliant idea!!! This is one of those and I just can’t get enough of her writing.
Control and Release (series) by @thecleverdame
What start as mostly just porn turned into such a great series with twist and turns!
Hunger (oneshot0 by @impala-dreamer
Oof… what to say about this? it’s Beka! It’s hot and sweaty and makes me want more! Like everything she writes!
Nominated by @myinconnelly1​
Couldn’t Resist (oneshot) by @impala-dreamer
This is fun, funny, and sexy. Short sweet and to the point, while still getting you hot under the collar!!!
Dark Obsession (oneshot) by @impala-dreamer
Where do I even start in this drabble! It's so fucking cute and funny! I was laughing out loud and could totally see TFW trying to play their parts here
Promise Me We’ll Be Alright (oneshot) by @impala-dreamer
What a pain in the heart this fic was. It hurt so good!! I was ready to cry
Say My Name (oneshot) by @idabbleincrazy​
Smoking hot! While in general Baby-girl is a turn off for me, this fic is so far from it! funny at the start with some cracky dean who is caught in the middle, then getting some possessive Sam which is like my fav! 
I’ll See You on Your Birthday (oneshot) by @sorenmarie87​
SOOO MUCH FLUFF!!! Like seriously i needed a dentist after. Some cute ABO pregnancy right here!
Just A Number (oneshot) by @crispychrissy
Again Sexy and Funny (I have a type ok) This was a great use of Age Gap and it wasn't creepy and didn't need a little blue pill at all!
Happily Ever After (oneshot) by @dontshootmespence
HAPPILY EVER AFTER! It's all i need to say!!!! Read It!
Missing Person (oneshot) by @emilyshurley​
This fic is by my favoritest human in the world!!! It’s hilarious and silly but also almost canon. Plus I make a cameo as Garth’s friend!!! What’s not to love!!! 
Nominated by @lovetusk​
The Only Exception (series) by @ne-gans​ & @negans-lucille-tblr​  
While only the prequel so far, I’m too hyped for this beauty to NOT nominate it.
Survive (oneshot) by @kittenofdoomage 
I’m always here for some Alpha!Sam, but this one punched me right in the feels. How dare anyone keep him from his Omega.
He Wasn’t In Love With You (oneshot) by @sorenmarie87  
Dawn doesn't angst often, but sometimes she does and I love it.
Nominated by @there-must-be-a-lock
Noises (oneshot) by @67midnightwriter 
Just. HOT. Hot hot hot like burning. Dom!Cas playing Dean like a goddamn fiddle... what more can you ask for!?
Come For Me (oneshot) by @fangirlxwritesx67 
My favorite thing this author has published so far! There are a whole lot of emotions in this one, adrenaline and fear and relief and lust and tenderness, and you can feel the depth of everything going on between them and the chaos of the moment. Also, nailed the “oh shit where did this predatory hotass come from” feeling that I totally imagine would happen during a first time with Sammy.
Plus One (oneshot) by @thoughtslikeaminefield 
This is smutty and raunchy and HOT but it also manages to nail the sweet, loving side of Dean. Smut can so easily be one-dimensional, but this fic managed to be both filthy and tender in a way that feels 150% true to character.
Dear Mr. Fantasy (oneshot) by @itmighthavebeenintentional 
An absolutely stunning exploration of some parallel universe Deans. Gorgeously vivid language, such incredible character accuracy, borderline heartbreaking but in a way that isn’t hopeless; it makes you feel FULL. My favorite SPN fic I’ve read in a long time.
The Second Hand Unwinds (oneshot) by @mskathywriteswords 
Incredibly evocative, gorgeous wistful tone, and a couple little plot twists that hit you with all the right feels.
Nominated by @winchest09
All I Want (series) by @katehuntington
I love this, so much. I love the take on this particular episode and how in fact it brings back the reader instead of *spoiler*. It’s still ongoing and it’s already tugging on heartstrings and has made me cry so if you read this, grab your tissues!
Ride With Me (series) by @katehuntington
This series has my heart. Like this could be a published book that i would read cover to cover, over and over. The spine would be broken, pages glued in because i would have read it that much. How everything is described, how the world is painted, the characters, the setting…just everything. It’s a must read..A MUST READ.
I Just Called to Say I Love You (series) by @talesmaniac89​
This broke my heart. This was so beautifully written to the point i was sobbing behind my screen mumbling incoherent words to my husband before talking to a few other tumblr blogs about it. If you read this, have tissues handy. Dean was so in character and my heart will never be the same. Must read.
The Man In Apartment 43 (series) by @talesmaniac89
This series has me so intrigued! It’s written amazingly, has me gasping, has me seriously flinching at some of the creepy goings on and I cannot wait to see where this goes! It’s an ongoing series and I’m loving it!
Handy Man (oneshot) by @deanwanddamons
This lovely little drabble satisfies all my domestic dean needs. Covering his fine ass, arms and back. I mean…Come on! It’s just everything that you need in a bite size package. I absolutely loved it!
Nominated by @katehuntington
One For Tomorrow, One Just For Today (oneshot)  by @thoughtslikeaminefield
Sex with Dean is always amazing, but there’s nothing hotter than him singing a classic while he’s doing it. After reading this, that famous song by The Doors will never sound the same. Sit back, relax and listen to the music.
Handy Man (oneshot) by @deanwanddamons
Dean fixing a blocked drain under the kitchen sink in a black shirt and Levi’s jeans; what a sight that must be. The writer of this fic is able to describe the scene in great detail. Besides the obvious appreciation of the gorgeous man, it’s great to see him doing something normal and domesticated. It’s the life we all wish for him. A great little drabble for a Sunday morning with a cup of tea on the side.
You’re Home (oneshot) by @impala-dreamer
A drabble that’s absolutely worth mentioning, is this short story. Beka does Dean’s PTSD more justice in 682 words than the writers have ever done on the entire show. A beautiful piece of art. 
Imagine Dean debating asking you out (oneshot) by @luci-in-trenchcoats​
Dean has a crush on a girl, Sam is calling him out. When his little brother threatens to expose his secret, Dean tries to silence him, and it’s honestly the funniest read I’ve had this month. Writing comedy isn’t easy, but this was flawless.
I Just Called To Say I Love You (oneshot) @talesmaniac89
This one hurts bad, but in the most wonderful way. It’s exactly how Dean would go down, the characterisation beyond perfect. The descriptions, the dialogue, the details, the choices. It’s a Rembrandt painted with letters.
Side By Side (series) by @talesmaniac89
Another brilliant creation, based on the song Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. A song which surfaces a lot of emotions, much like this poetic and amazing piece of fanfiction. Words that come to mind are heart wrenching, tear jerking, and in a way comforting as well. A must read.
The Voices (oneshot) by @fictionalabyss​
Based on ‘I hear the voices when I’m dreaming. I can hear them sing’ from the Supernatural anthem Carry On My Wayward Son, comes this breathtakingly beautiful piece of fanfiction. Perfect lines, spot on dialogue and it couldn’t have been more true to the character. It’s painfully raw, sad, and tears will fall. It makes you feel for Dean in ways that are difficult to describe. The writer of this story is known for her talent with words, but she outdid herself here.
Nicotine (oneshot) by @talesmaniac89
This story is inspired by the song Nicotine by Chef’Special and was written for my 1K celebration. The lyrics to this song are surprisingly depressing, despite it being an upbeat song, and the writer has captured it better than I could have ever hoped for. If her writing was music, it would be a symphony played by an orchestra. Her way with words is melodic and moving. Goosebumps all over. 
 My Hero (oneshot) by @plaidstiel-wormstache​  
What I love most about this fanfic is the medical accuracy. I am no expert in any way, but after seeing countless medical dramas and having done plenty of research for characters and stories, I really appreciate it when knowledge about medicine practically drips from my screen. A lovely read. 
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