#deadlysmile

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my wiiiiifey! listen, you are easily one of my favourite people in this universe! you're so sweet, so loving + incredibly talented. i love you and all your muses soooooo much! forever my wifey, the light of my life & one of my best friends. love you so much, lovebug!!! <3

[floripire]

‘I was merciful. I let you live.’

the radiant emperor // @deadlysmile

"of course," floribeth breathes, wincing. is it merciful to let someone live if you need something from them? like their fangs or their hacking expertise?

it reminds her of the life she'd had before she became a vampire. before she got turned into a creature of the night, people only looked her way when they needed something from her: something like homework answers.

it takes her a good while longer than usual to sit up. it takes her even longer to get back up on her feet, trembling from exhaustion as she does so.

it's clear that she doesn't believe a word that comes out of julie's mouth but plays along for the sake of keeping things as civil as possible.

"what about my best friends, though?" floribeth questions, voice thick. "were you merciful to them too?"

[nghtmarish]

    𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐭𝐨  𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞,   he  could  feel  the  cold  chill  starting  to  hang  in  the  air,  the  way  the  rain  was  starting  to  feel  like  ice  on  the  skin  and  the  hours  of  darkness  were  starting  to  get  long.   frank  much  preferred  the  winter  to  the  summer,  the  way  he  could  comfortably  wear  his  favourite  leather  jacket  and  not  have  to  worry  about  overheating  or  anything.   it  was  just  the  way  he  liked  it  and  a  winter  in  ormond  would  be  like  no  other  winter  he  had  ever  experienced  before.   especially  since  he  met  the  extremely    𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠   julie  kostenko  and  he  highly  doubted  things  would  be  boring  as  long  as  the  two  of  them  stuck  by  each  other.

    𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞  𝐝𝐢𝐝  𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤  𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐭𝐨  𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐨𝐮𝐭  𝐢𝐧  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝  𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧,   she  was  already  pretty  soaked  through  by  the  time  he  had  gotten  there  and  he  couldn't  but  wonder  just  how  long  she'd  been  standing  out  here.   it  didn't  take  long  for  him  to  pull  under  a  cover  of  one  the  gazebo's,  dropping  the  hood  and  looking  at  her  with  a  look  of  both  confusion  and  amazement,   "   what  the  hell  are  you  doing?   standing  out  in  the  rain,  you  trying  to  freeze  to  death?   'cause  there  are  a  lot  cooler  ways  to  go  out,    "   he  questions,  ignoring  the  fact  that  she  asked  him  what  he  was  doing  here,  several  hours  early  before  her  party  purely  because  he  wanted  to  see  her.   but  he  wasn't  about  to    𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐭   her  ego  by  admitting  that  just  yet,   "   got  bored,  had  nothing  else  to  do  so  came  to  bother  you,    "

    𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐚  𝐛𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐲  𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠,  𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭  𝐬𝐡𝐞?   it  caused  a  smile  to  pull  at  his  lips,  happy  to  help  her  out  if  it  meant  he  got  something  out  of  it.   plus  what  was  the  point  of  having  a  party  without  a  few  kegs  to  keep  things  lively?   shrugging  off  his  leather  jacket,  he  held  it  out  to  her,  leaving  him  stood  in  his  hoodie  and  he  nodded  his  head,   "   sure  thing  i  can  do  that,  just  let  me  know  what  you  want  and  i'll  get  it  for  you,    "   frank  promises,  taking  a  small  step  towards  her  and  he  knew  that  he  didn't  really  need  the  bribe  of  money  to  do    𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   for  her.   their  connection  was  undeniable  in  a  way  that  he  couldn't  imagine  ever  having  with  anyone  else.   he  had  thought  he  would  go  through  life  alone.   but  then  he  met  julie  and  he  realised  he  wouldn't  have  to  go  anywhere  alone  as  long  as  the  two  of  them  stuck  together,   "   we  should  get  inside  before  you  freeze.   should've  known  it  would  get  cold  around  here  since  you  have  a  ski  resort  around  here,    "

send  “ What the hell are you doing? “  for your muse to find mine just standing in the rain, seeming lost in their own thoughts, and to pull them under nearby shelter. / @nghtmarish for frank

It's a cold rain and every instinct is telling her to run, find shelter before she freezes. Her brain has its own idea though, feet plant firmly in the dirt as she stared up at the sky. She's not even sure where all these thoughts came from, they seemed to come on all at once. She'd been doing something in the back yard of her home when her thoughts took her.

She doesn't even hear him approach, it isn't until he spoke that she's brought out of her thoughts, the feeling of the cold rain finally registering in her brain and the fact she's completely drenched at this point in time. How long had she been standing there until he found her? She doesn't have time to think about that though because she's being dragged under one of the gazebo. This was the older of the three that were on the property, she noted.

"What are you doing here?" She countered, wrung out her hair. As if he didn't show up unannounced often. "Party isn't for another five hours." Her parents were once again out of town, and a party normally took place every time they did leave. "But since you're here -- you can order the kegs." She was still just a bit too young to get them herself, just a couple more months though. "There's an extra forty in it for you if you do."

[wiredsmi1e]

DYNAMIC TAGS , FT . THE LEGION ( @filthysmile / @firststab / @nghtmarish / @deadlysmile / @skullsmile ) .

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random one-liner for @deadlysmile!

❛ you're kind of a mystery to me. ❜

[vampyir]

Evie's blog round up:

@queenserpent - toni topaz @deadlysmile - julie kostenko @ahugger - enid sinclair @vampyir - sebastian blackwell

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@eregored / @prosperae / @nghtmarish ( julie ) / @deadlysmile

OLIVIA & LAYLA All American 1.12 Back in the Day

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npc tags + dynamic tags ft . THE LEGION / @filthysmile , @deadlysmile , & @skullsmile .

[ripjulie-gone]

Okay so I really, really didn't want to have to make this post and it took me… a lot to get to this point and i thought about it last night whether or not it would even do any good but in the end… well. i need to stop letting people walk all over me and drag me through the mud after everything i've done for them.

now, this post isn't meant as a callout or to have anyone "choose sides" or any of that childish stuff. it's just me being able to defend myself from the shit being said about me. i don't care who anyone is friends with or writes with. that's not my business nor is it my prerogative to dictate that kind of stuff. both can exist peacefully.

and yes, i will be naming who it is that is causing shit, because for once she needs to be held responsible and accountable for her actions.

so i've been dealing with some shit the past couple months and i guess it finally came to a head?? i don't know who has seen abi's ( wiredsmile + about a dozen other blogs ) post yesterday about me basically casting her aside and using her just when i need her. well all of that is bullshit.

now, i do have receipts for everything i'm going to be saying but because the point of this is NOT a callout, if you want to see them i am more than happy to send them to you privately.

i'm also prepared to lose a lot ( more ) people because of this, but i needed to at least try and defend myself. to show that i'm not some heartless person like i'm being made out to be.

there's a reason i severed the friendship between us. on three separate occasions she had betrayed my trust and tried to start shit amongst our shared friend group. she has actively tried to turn people against me ( and still is apparently ). she's also lied about what i've said and did on numerous occasions.

i have never cast her aside, but when she broke my trust not once… not twice.. but three times, it grew harder and harder to stay as close to her as i once was. i tried to let it slide, i did. because she was one of my best friends, but it kept happening and then i kept being made to feel bad because I was the one being distant and making her feel bad.

when she should have felt bad.

i had approached her about this behavior after every time it happened. and i thought maybe my boundaries would finally be acknowleged but alas.. it would happen again.

but what really sealed the deal was the fact that we were in a group verse together where is where i made my oc ( bandit ) and we shipped together and it was fine. well the group kind of dissolved and other ones rose. well, i decided to branch out my oc and explore some ships with him and she got mad at me because i wasn't shipping with her with this one character in this one verse ( we were shipping outside of that, it was just this one verse ), and then decided to talk shit behind my back to people and try and steal my friends just so she could flaunt them in front of me.

it got worse when things shifted to another verse. i was made to feel guilty about who i wrote with, who i shipped with, and who i was friends with.

we lost most contact when she started something horrible between me and a couple friends of mine and i came to her privately about it and she gave me a cookie cutter apology ( she also sent the same one, verbatim to one of the other ones she lied about ), but i was on vacation at the time and could not reply to it fast enough. by the time i did, i was unfriended on discord and blocked across tumblr and that's when she went on her run of playing the victim about how she was cast to the side and treated so badly.

she got someone else, evie ( who had also been a friend of mine ) to make a julie blog ( deadlysmile ) and all but lifted my blog for it, including the url and started saying how horrible she was being treated.

when i tried talking to her about it, because it bothered me because i have worked hard on julie and i had done a lot to build a world with both my julie and her suzie. she blocked me and again, tried to play the victim and dragged the friend in as well who called me names on a vague post.

so that brings us to the now.

now she's saying i treated her horribly and i used her and none of that is true. she was one of my best friends and i loved her. i supported her however i could. emotionally.. financially. whatever she needed i did my very best to help. i never cast her aside or suzie or any of her muses. i never used her just for my own enjoyment. i never did any of that. i was the best friend i could be until she stabbed me in the back and even then i gracefully bowed out. i never said anything bad about her, i didn't drag her name. i didn't do any of that. i simply cut ties with her because that was what i needed for my own mental health.

i try and be good to everyone around me. i try to be the best friend i can be. and it upsets me and breaks my heart to see myself get dragged and lied about for things i never even did.

so if you made it this far, thank you. i love you all.

[wiressmiled]

(   ♡   )   ―   𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖘   :      carrd   ,   pinboard   ,   mixtape   :   side   a   /   side   b   ,   promo   ,   aes   sb   ,   blog   roll   .

(   ♡   )   ―   𝚜𝚞𝚣𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎   ❝   𝓼𝓾𝔃𝓲𝓮   ❞   𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚞   /   𝖙𝖍𝖊   𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖎𝖔𝖓   ;   an   original   character      adapted   from   bhvr's   ᵈᵉᵃᵈ   ᵇʸ   ᵈᵃʸˡᶤᵍʰᵗ   --      cared   for   &   created   by   abi   (   she/her   ,      21   ,   est   timezone   )   ,      established   september   2020   ,   revamped   january   23rd   ,   2023   .   𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐   𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜   𝚏𝚘𝚛   :   modern   day   ,   80's/90's   ,   str.anger         th.ings   ,   wednesday   ,   tvd/the   originals   ,   un.til   da.wn   ,   american   horror   story   :   coven   ,   the   fear   street   trilogy   ,   fnaf   ,   &   more   !      

(   ♡   )   ―   𝖊𝖝𝖈𝖑𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖘   /   𝖆𝖋𝖋𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖘   𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙   :   @filthysmile     ,      @skullsmile / @rebeltyped / @legacytaught , @deadlysmile / @ahugger  / @queenserpent / @vampyir    ,    @banisheddie   ,        @lovefell       (   emmett   )   ,   @cheernerds   ,   @daevilhorns   ,         @chmerical    (   kate   )   ,   @aquariusvibes      ,   @r4chelamber      ,      @cin3mas  (   damon   )   ,   @salvatoraes    ,   @khenzi    , &      @.urlhere                           !   

ᵃ   ˢᵗᵘᵈʸ   ᶤᶰ   :   craving   love   ;   no   matter   how   toxic   ,   changing   who   you   are   for   those   you   love   ,   lost   innocence   ,   manic   pixie   dream   girl   ;   but   give   her   more   trauma   ,   traumatized   cheerleader   ,   toxic   coping   mechanisms   ,   habits   ,      &   relationships   ,   sheep   in   wolves   clothing   ,   what   happens   when   innocence   is   twisted   &   manipulated   ,   the   legnths   one   will   go   to   not   be   alone   ,   manipulation   on   a   naive   mind   ,   +   more         .

[wiredsmi1e]

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[coophunts]

WHICH RAGE LANGUAGE ARE YOU?

𝘁𝗵𝗲  𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹  𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱

    whoever  pisses  you  off  is  in  for  a  rant  that  exposes  every  single  one  of  their  deepest  insecurities  and  issues.    your  rage  gives  you  the  clarity  to  hunt  for  weak  spots  in  a  person's  mind.    your  brain  works  fast,  firing  off  insults  at  a  rapid - fire  pace  that  terrifies  everyone  within  a  ten  mile  radius.    this  is  usually  followed  by  buckets  of  guilt.

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[wiredsmi1e]

@deadlysmile / @skullsmile / @cheernerds / @wkdys ( emmett ) / @khenzi / @rebeltyped / @daevilhorns

on the intimacy of being known

@capfalcon // @khariyaha // marie howe, "the affliction" // peaky blinders (2013-present) // tim kreider, "i wrote this book because i love you: essays" // julia nicole camp // @rebeccabinch // eliot knight // hannibal (2013-2015) // andrzej sappkowski, "blood of elves" // @flintcoded // chuck palahniuk, "diary" // neil hilborn, "the future"

[fatalsmiles]

deadlysmile is now fatalsmile !!