#deadlyeyez speaks

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insane and crazy to me that these were my first funy liveblog drawings because. glances to my isat art now.

my siffrins have changed perhaps a smidge.

should i redraw that first one…

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to add to this. the people i now consider family i got close to via rp group. i met my now fiancé via rp takeover group. i have grown fundamentally closer to my friend group by sharing my video game project with them.

creation brings people closer in a way that many other things can’t. create. learn. grow.

the human experience of love is intertwined with creation.

there is so much intimacy in creating something together

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marshall got me into detective beebo and there have been disastrous consequences

also my favorite sprite.

if u see this haiii marshall WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME.

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hello friends take my hand. together you can send asks and kingloop drawing requests to my strawpage

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hi! welcome to my little infodump about my king loop au! 🩶

this contains twohat spoilers!

well, lets go!

first up is the king — also known as antonym or river! he’d take siffrin’s place, here. woe, timeloop be upon ye!

siffrin is in loop’s place, but as themselves this time. i think they still have that star-like body underneath their cloak, of course.

i also think these two share cloak designs, teehee!

and then, the STAR of the show, (hehe,) loop!

i thought for a long time about how they’d work, as the king. what would they be named? why would they be the king? and i think i’ve created some concrete answers here!

- they’d probably call themselves the Mirror! just “think of me as a mirror,” hehe! i think they’d go by “Stasis” too. the opposite of Change, the stasis of a timeloop, the stasis of themselves~!!

- sasasap still happens. they still make the wish to get out, and ect! i think siffrin makes another wish around act 4, perhaps, that results in the swapping of these roles.

- loop is also very angry at vaugarde. they usually direct this anger at themselves or siffrin — but for the Mirror, this anger is directed at vaugarde. if vaugarde wasn’t so kind, so “perfect”, the King would have never tried to preserve it, and they wouldn’t have lost their Family. “they’d be happy, if only Vaugarde wasn’t at fault”. very flawed logic, but their logic here nonetheless!!

- their curse would also be a memory curse! paralyzes its victim and causes them to relive all their memories at once. arguably, it’s worse than the King himself!

here’s the first incomprehensible disaster sketch for the Mirror lol!

feel free to ask stuff, my asks r open~~!!!

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reading jambound is a very humbling experience because i’ll be sitting here reading the most devastating dialogue of my life that will forever change my mental state. and then the next line is talking about dough and im like HOLY SHIT THIS IS ABOUT COOKIES. THIS IS ABOUT BAKED GOODS.

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sometimes, you get exactly what you asked for.

i would like to remind everyone that warm colors are symbolic of the king role. 🩶

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deep down,

(you hide a reason for shame.)

deep down,

(we only care for ourselves.)

HI im so sorry about the lack of memory curse stuff. i have been in the Sick Dimension. also i’ve been writing. thumbs up emoji

anyways someone in isatcord had the SUPER COOL idea of flashbacks to the King being antonym’s equivalent of siffrin’s late game “you dreamt of…” [eating your friends,] [someone crying into nothing,] [eating a rotten apple,] and so on and so forth.

some others i think he’d have:

> (You dreamt of crying into the stars.)

> (You don’t remember if you got an answer.)

———

> (You dreamt of your family looking up at you, small and afraid.)

———

> (You saw Bonnie trapped in a grip.)

> (It tightened.)

> (You saw nothing more.)

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op i would also like to point out that this is not the first time the game goes “your friends would still be okay if you asked for help. they would still love you. your disability isn’t evil or anything.” because the party, too, points out that they can get someone else to take the lead if he’s having trouble. siffrin is just so “I HAVE TO FIX IT OR IM EVIL” ocd mode that they don’t see it. like you said.

anyways i love loopchats they make me wanna bite steel have a good day

ok i have. several things to say about this.

loop acts like a little shit so often that getting a moment of genuine kindness from them like this always makes me want to walk into the sea. everything theyve gone through, everything theyre still going through, and they still find it in themself to, on occasion, be kind. explodes.

maybe you wouldnt miss things if you CRABBING TOLD YOUR FRIENDS, YOU MEAN. but why would siffrin tell them ANYTHING if he can just loop back and do it better themself! and never have to ask for help with anything ever again! the pattern of constantly trying to help everyone, GENUINELY trying to help everyone since he never knows if helping will result in a reward of some sort, and yet never once considering that siffrin themself might need help. explodes again.

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about the King!loop au, what's Antonym's backstory, and how did they meet the rest of the group.

Also going way further, I've been thinking of a post-loops au where Mutation joins the party after everything like all the "loop joins the group after the events of the game". I personally find the idea fun

Love the sun and the art you've been making for it is gorgeous <3

lucky for you. i LOVEEEE “loop joins the party” ideas. and this is actually canon to kingloop hehe.

the thing about stasis getting frozen in act 5 is that they actually go back to looking like siffrin!! which um. causes some complications when they meet the party at first… 🩶

this does end up getting resolved, of course! but it takes a bit of convincing hehe.

(also, i wonder what’s different about antonym here? 🩶 hmmm…)

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isatcord asked me some wonderful questions about memory curse au so :3

(also i’m working on a server for it now. um)

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ding ding ding! correct!

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op i cannot be caught saying this on main but i just wanted to let you know. your loop king design makes my pansexuality level up. tysm

ykw. i think i should feed the people today. have this sketch i abandoned LMAO

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Did the frienduests get covered yet?

not quite yet! but i’m working on them. winks.

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👀👀👀👀 so about the lovely au you have...... how is it going with Mutation and River??? (thgis is brought on by the last post but also I love this au to bits)

giggles. actually, i’ve been working on a oneshot for the loop hangout! so, if you’re curious…

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sleep with my loop plushie regularly. woke up half draped off my bed and loop doing. whatever this is