#dazaiisdior

[kozuwhore]

i actually never thought i'd have to make a post like this but this has actually annoyed me so much. in my previous post ,, i mentioned how me and my former friend ,, luma ,, are no longer in contact with each other due to an argument; an argument that started with them getting jealous of my irl friend and felt as though i had 'replaced' them.

while i will not only talk about that ,, i will also be disclosing their behaviour that they have performed whilst me and them had feelings for each other at the time. i will be going through everything from start to end.

before i begin ,, i want to make a quick note: if you are going to send any hate towards luma ,, that is on you and you only. i am not telling you to send hate because it won't make you any better than how they are. if you want to ask them questions about what has happened ,, ask them in a polite way and avoid any conflict.

@/scaryans aka luma was my best friend of two years ,, nearly going on three. we met on wattpad due to having a shared love of yandere simulator (neither of us support the creator) and our friendship progressed from there. we became closer upon finding out we both had feelings for one another; however ,, their toxic behaviour began inflicting onto me when i mentioned lucifer morningstar from hazbin hotel:

this was the conversation we had after me posting about lucifer. mind you ,, i never said that i was romantically interested in him ,, i just said that he was a cool character and that he is me. luma ,, however ,, got 'flashbacks' to how their ex used to be interested in not just hazbin hotel but lucifer as well. as a result ,, luma kept giving me dry responses and kept going on about how they wanted to die because of this simple matter.

in these screenshots ,, i am literally begging luma to forgive me because they would be upset with me and become depressed ,, which is something i didn’t want given how i was lovesick at the time and wanted them to keep loving me. my blinded loyalty to luma is the reason why i kept sticking by their side up until this point. shortly after me apologising ,, i agreed to never mention lucifer / hazbin hotel again to them and they forgave me (mind you ,, i had to ask if it was alright for me to mention the show).

truth be told ,, i did get jealous over some characters that luma liked as well (but i didn't say i was going to kill myself because of it). one character in particular was scar from wuthering waves ‐ he will be an important topic. i felt inferior to scar and often compared myself to him ,, something i talked to luma about:

throughout this vent with them ,, they gave me little responses and told me to watch a youtuber in hopes of calming me down when i told them about me still panicking about telling them this. they told me that they're not good at comforting others ,, which is understandable ,, but at the same time ,, i wrote MASSIVE paragraphs in hopes of making them feel better:

going back to scar ,, shortly after i told them about my feelings towards him ,, they later ask me to create headcanons and smut ideas for him not even half an hour later:

they say that it's because a few hours / half an hour feels like a couple days and that it's not an excuse; but you don't bother to change your behaviour after we had a talk that nearly cost us our friendship (before now)? the first time we discussed if our friendship should come to an end is when the callout post from @/rusmii was created and i kept finding stuff regarding people talking about luma / the experiences they through with them:

a day after i posted this to the server ,, luma puts in the chat how their mum wants them to drop me. of course ,, i was confused because it was so out of the blue but then this was the explanation:

not once did they say / imply that they don't want anyone talking or sending stuff related to the post. prior to this complaint (not even a week later) ,, we were having a conversation that consisted of them posting a meme about how they feel in regards to the post:

this was us talking about their rant and how i found something else following the callout post. i literally asked for their consent and they're making it out like i could give two fucks about how they feel ,, but i have done nothing but respect their boundaries in comparison to what they did with me with scar.

speaking of scar ,, i will now talk about how my irl friend's mention of scar (as well as my friend being in the groupchat) has resulted in why i'm making this post now. firstly ,, in regards to my friend ,, they asked me if they wanted to be part of the chat upon me mentioning a few topics (such as anime) that were involved (and that they enjoyed). i asked luma and they said yes.

may i mention that luma enjoys making new friends and they were really nice to rachelle (my friend) upon them joining the chat. however ,, luma started to become jealous of rachelle due to her putting her discord name title in the chat as 'olivia's n1 bff'. she meant this as a joke because no one can have a number one best friend but luma took this heart:

i reassured them and everything was fine between us; up until yesterday. me and rachelle were at work together and i started talking about the game ,, wuthering waves ,, and how it's a channel in the chat that keeps popping up. i talked about how my friends in the server have their f/os ,, showing rachelle different pictures of them ,, but when i showed the picture of scar ,, she got a picture of him and posted it to the chat. she talked about how she's gonna play the game because scar looks cool.

but luma being luma ,, they took it wrong and thought rachelle had a crush on them. rachelle isn't part of the selfshipping community and knows little about how attached luma is to scar / jiyan. this resulted in another conversation between us:

i asked ,, if not BEGGED ,, rachelle to take the message down because luma was clearly upset about it. she did so and everything was calming down in the chat. but luma decided to send me a message about our friendship AGAIN while the second screenshot was sent to the server SIX MINUTES LATER:

in regards to them talking about us not being best friends anymore ,, i had to comfort them AGAIN about it ,, which is when i started to get annoyed about the whole thing. we made up again but for some reason three hours later they sent another rant (classic luma behaviour):

today ,, rachelle responded to the rant and everything they said was the complete truth that i wish i got to tell them before our argument outside the chat. luma aka "the person who doesn't take responsability for their actions" soon sends a response:

you call it a "comfort space" but you're literally making me and my friend uncomfortable BECAUSE NOT ONLY ARE WE SENDING "DM-LIKE" MESSAGES TO EACH OTHER IN THE CHAT:

AND THE FACT THAT SHE DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE AN UNHEALTHY ATTACHMENT TO A FUCKING FICTIONAL CHARACTER IS PATHETIC. how were we making a disturbance in the chat? you never said any specific person being uncomfortable with how we were talking plus rachelle only knew me PERSONALLY in the server ,, so did you really expect them to make friends that fucking quickly? good fucking bye.

yesterday ,, that was when our argument began and we finished it today. the following screenshots are what i consider to be the highlights of our dispute:

i can't add anymore screenshots due to the image limit but luma responded with "OH MY GOD CAN YOU ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME FOR TWO SECONDS WITHOUT DICKRIDING RUNI AND THOSE ASSHOLES?" + "i swear you’ve been piggybacking off them this whole argument and it makes no sense."

you told me to take accountability for sending several apologies after i did something to upset you - which was a one time thing - and i did that ,, i respected that ,, but it's ironic that you're the one telling me to take responsibility when you haven't done that after two expose posts. THOSE POSTS were mentioned in the argument because you haven't grown yourself; you're still gatekeeping characters ,, getting overly jealous over my friend and saying that i "replaced" you.

just like rachelle said ,, you are chronically online and you need to go touch some fucking grass (without using it to smoke with). i reassured you TWICE about our friendship and you were still going on about it as if your whole world is crumbling. not only were you trying to gatekeep scar but you were beginning to want to gatekeep me ,, an actual human being ,, as well. if those two callout posts didn't help alter your behaviour ,, i hope to god this one does because this is coming from your former best friend of two years ,, which are years that i will never get back because of your toxic ways.

i regret ever defending you ,, i regret ever having feelings for you and i regret being your friend. you mean absolutely nothing to me and don't even think about my opinion as an excuse to guilt trip others into thinking you're the victim; you'll just be acting like a carbon copy of gabby hanna again.

if my other friends in the server don't wish to make contact with me anymore ,, that is fine. please talk to me in private and (for the love of god not) dick ride luma in the server or elsewhere by defending them with how they've acted that lead to this.

i would like to apologise to anyone that luma has villainised such as runi ,, zai ,, briar ,, ari and many others because you had every right to dislike them for what they have done to you / caused to others. the fact that i was siding with them didn't make things any better and i should have realised the moment the events that happened between you and luma were going on sooner. if you wish to speak with me about anything (whether it's about luma or not) ,, my dms are open and that goes for anyone else that wasn't mentioned above.

( taglist: @aslettes and @ddeardolly )

[ddeardolly]

hey everyone!! i was wondering if anyone, absolutely anyone has any proofs, screenshots, vms, of user @scaryans ( aka @/ji-yans aka @/dazaisdior aka @/kurolumiis aka @/lu-naes aka @/lumscars aka @/scarsluvr ) displaying unhealthy, toxic, or manipulative behaviour (that weren’t included in the call-out posts)!!! anything helps and your identity will be kept anonymous if you so wish. if you do, feel free to dm me or send in an ask about your experience with them. thank you <3

[ddeardolly]

rlly? they changed their discord profile theme? may i see them?

it’s their new comm they were talking ab 💀 plus luma didn’t have the avatar decoration before either lol

[ddeardolly]

LMFAO LUMA UR RESPONSE TO OLIVIAS CALLOUT IS SO FUCKING FUNNY??? ‘liv hurt me too, and that also needs to be acknowledged.’ Omg! Olivia hurt you by showing everyone what a toxic little shit you are!! Oh no!! Boo fucking hoo shes brave for that shit. Sym 💀💀ur really trying to shift the blame onto her because everyone knows how much of a cruel person you are. Real mature, luma. Reallll mature 🫡

[ddeardolly]

Luma ruined Chase Atlantic for me. I can't listen to the songs without thinking of them. But to combat this I think of Xiao and Scaramouche and I feel better <3

me and you both, hun 🤝 me and you both 🫵☹️

[ddeardolly]

Luma made a new acc

Could you please let me know the user??

[ddeardolly]

I genuinely hope they deleted their acc to do their internet detox but *sighs* I don’t know anymore honestly

Yeah I Really hope they havent just deleted their account to make a new one or something.. 😕😕 all we can do is hope tbh

[ddeardolly]

she deactivated

OH SHIIIII NAH SHE DID HELPPPP 🤣🤣🤣

[ddeardolly]

Can't wait for when Luma turns 18 and she can't use the age excuse anymore. 💀💀💀💀

Yeah no good luck to them trying to get away w shit. Their bs js doesnt fly no matter how hard they do their best to manipulate others 😭

[ddeardolly]

LOL the amount of people luma has made feel uncomfortable is jarring. How anyone can still support them is incredible, I remember the start of dazaisdior and they haven't changed at all.

Yhhhh anyone who supports that viper is js as bad.. ppl who think lumas acc gonna change are mad dumb too lol 💀 their behaviour has actually stayed the same since 2022 .

[ddeardolly]

Luma is most likely lying about the full internet detox, I went through old discord dms and noticed they had a new pfp effect and had changed their pfp into a new selfship commission too. I don't know why they can't ever stick to their word. :/

I just checked too aaand your correct 👍 this mf never changes im not even surprised atp 😭 lol they rlly thought no one would notice

[ddeardolly]

you have no clue how much i love your account lolll as someone who was in a discord with luma i thank you for your service

love you more hun 💞💞 no need to thank me at all!!

[ddeardolly]

hey, i saw your numerous posts about luma and i have my own experiences with them. i was wondering if i could have ur discord or something so i could provide proof and go more in depth. its fine if not!! thanks for spreading awareness on luma, they truly are unfathomably and utterly disgusting.

sure! add me : ddeardolly

and no need to thank me, im just doing the right thing and want the best for others! 💞💞 everyone deserves to be in a healthy relationship

[ddeardolly]

"or we have the same screenshots?" if you are so smart luma, just show the proofs you have up your ass

real 💀💀 if u think ur so right, prove it. All they do is run away from their problems.

[ddeardolly]

Have you ever felt like their writing doesn't give off passion, they only wrote for their own desire and pleasure

As you can tell based on how they characterize their f/os and the.. troupes... It gives off a terrible m/f troupe in my opinion

I hate to make a mockery of someone’s hobby but Luma’s work so clearly conveys that they do not have a passion for writing.. they also wrote more frequently when they used to write smut which says a lot .

[ddeardolly]

this also sucks because they are making the non sharing people look like bad people

yes, not every non-sharing person is a horrible person. I’ve met non-sharing people who are really sweet and kind, it seems that Luma is the only one who can’t handle someone even uttering the name of their f/o which gives self shippers a bad rep.