#daydreamtoropova

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

Isn't it SO fun to be harassed and bullied at school? /sarc

People call me a "FUCKING WEIRDO!" (Yes, that's word for word.)

They make faces at me like I'm sort of disgusting slob. (And they SHOW it and they WANT me to know they think that!)

Along with that, one kid pretended to gag and throw up at the sight of me, and used solar eclipse glasses to not look at me.

One kid called me ugly today! (YAY! /sarc)

They poke and prod at me like I'm a science experiment.

They fear the fact I smile all the time, that I tend to keep an emotionless expression in my eyes. (I'm only following Alastor's advice!)

They love to annoy me... But it's getting tiring.

Only a select few enjoy my presence, they keep me in and go along with my antics. My friend group likes having me around. And other kids I don't know much and we're neutral with each other.

I know I'm "weird" by their standards. But what's the fun in the world without differences?

I know I took on the persona of "weirdo" in my class. I want to go up to a teacher and cry. Because I didn't deserve to be treated like this?

I didn't deserve to be told "You know you should kill yourself" when I'm already suicidal. Did I?

Get told I'm retarded like 10 times already? Maybe more? (I'm not even exaggerating...)

And considering I might have mental illnesses such as possible autism, that's even meaner. At this point I'm not living, I'm surviving.

There's a reason why I've given up. My best friends are on the internet. I don't think without them I would be able to live today. Why do the people who care about me, share my interests, accept me for who I am, respect me, and TREAT me like I'm a human being, so far away?

I know I may be Xenogender, but that's no excuse for treating me no better than some sort of inferior species.

I see no one else getting treated like this, I'm the subject, no, the OBJECT of their bullying.

What the fuck am I supposed to do??? What do you fucking EXPECT me to do??? "Be yourself"??? I AM being myself, and you're fucking BULLYING me!? AM I SUPPOSED TO PUT ON SOME SORT OF MASK? I AM SMILING, MOTHERFUCKER, YET YOU STILL BULLY ME WHEN I DO HAVE A MASK!? /not you, to them

Like, please. Let me rest. Let me have a normal day where I don't have to face discrimination. Where I get treated with love.

I get treated so awfully so much, that I don't even know who I am anymore.

I lost myself.

My catchphrase has to be "I'm so done-" because I said that more than I needed to.

I feel like the next time someone does anything to me, I'm just going to burst out crying.

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

I hope you're doing alright right now, first things first, i need to let you know that you do matter, and you certainly don't deserve to be treated as subhuman as they treat you, I only wish the worst upon them <3 They are bitches who are a waste of oxegyn, they need to put you down to feel something or feel like they matter, and for that they are the weakest most disgusting subhuman people, genuinely hope they get more fucked up than they ever made you feel 🧡

It's pretty obvious that they're trying to make you feel shit, and i wish i was there to fight them off or comfort you when it happened, i said it before and i'll say it again, you don't deserve any of this. You deserve to be happy, and to feel like you are loved and cared for, the way they treat you is uncalled for and it's disgusting [them, not you, your cool] And agreed, your gender or your neurodivergence shouldn't be the reason you get bullied, they aren't things you can control, or things you have to change, they are litterally a part of your being/existence, I can't believe all of the shitty things they're doing, you don't deserve it. Have you tried to tell anyone? [although that doesn't work often, it's worth a try]. It seems like it's really affecting you, whether you admit it or not /nbr /npa I'd reccomend telling a teacher/principle [the meaner the teacher the better], if that doesn't work fight back, physically i wouldnt reccomend but if you have to, do it. Theres not much we can do about bullying, which is fucking shitty, but please hang in there at least and take care of yourself, i care about you and love you /p

I hope it gets better and they stop, they're pieces of shit who shouldn't be making you feel like this, they're insensitive cunts who should have their face cut up, hope they get bullied those fucking assholes

[jenumarts]

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💌

I don't really do these but thank you bestie 😭

[daydream-reblog]

I want to do this too.

stole this from spicy-apple-pie

[aspec-mafia-official]

I've almost finished the base for the discord server! (original post here)

Once I'm done with that I'll need some beta testers to make sure everything is working correctly & give me feedback, as well as some people to start the mod team.

As of right now the only requirement to join the mod team is being aspec, and I'd like a few 18+ people as well.

There are no requirements for being a beta tester.

You can apply for the mod team/to be a beta tester by DMing my main blog ( @dread-is-decaying )with your discord username, a little about yourself and whether you want to be a mod, beta tester, or both!

-dread

(blog mod tags @daydreamtoropova @blu3birdprince @deaddovepleaseconsume )

[sahcoraaa]

WELCOME TO SAHCORAAA’ S DOMAIN 

Get too know me

Name:

Sahcoraaa but my family calls me Wendy 

Age: 14

pronouns: idk fr

likes: One piece, ENNEAD, Black Butler, Hunter x Hunter, Jinx, Jujutsu Kaisen, Bleach, Demon slayer, Suzume, Hazbin hotel, Hellava boss, my little pony, Everafter high, Monster high, She-Ra, Roses and Champagne, Eyes Clouded by the Tiger

dis likes:Pedophilia , homophobia, transphobia, racism, sexism and bullying of any kind, if you’re any one of these do not interact with me and go get therapy

What I do :

I draw

My family (aka my favorite people) : @velvette3 , @brozonesimp @bat-boness my older sisters

@daydreamtoropova my little brother

@re-bon-bon-san my beautiful aunt

@regieluciferi my dad

@oliverstar2 my sister

can you talk to me?:

Yes my ask box is always open

be nice and thank you ✌🏿

[daydream-the-demon]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUTHOR!

I can't believe you're 13! Omg, it feels so weird saying that! And hehehehehe you changed your bio from "I'm (totally) 13" to "I'm 13." Amazing stuff right here. I can't imagine turning 13 this year, lol.

Anyway, hope you had an amazing day, and here's my birthday present as promised:

A RadioApple fic where Alastor is AroAce, the first chapter!

@author-of-the-year

[lucifer-morningstar-the-hellster]

there are many people to say goodbye to.

im leaving.

im done.

i can't do this anymore.

@bottlecapsandotherthings @hazbinficsandstuff-eyeshadow @redmegarex @chaoticgremlin-1 @daydreamtoropova @livdoesthingz @aiko-kpwc @same-pic-of-rickroll-everyday @xluciferseyeshadowx @thonethatflies620

goodbye everyone.

i will miss every one of you.

goodbye.

[axel-the-goat-guy-and-gal]

Random af post about my moots

Hazbin Moots:

@iamunabletothinkofablogname

@daydreamtoropova

@axinfinity

@yuki-dreemurr

@largefound I think

Is that right?

Did I miss any moots?

I usually just mention Iamunable and daydream, but I got someone going "Hey mention me too, I like hazbin!" So just for clarification how many moots are okay with me mentioning them in Hazbin posts I find?

[lucifer-morningstar-the-hellster]

@daydreamtoropova >:3

SLAY HANDS

Alastor did the gay hand so much already, I have trouble believing that nobody realized yet.

(Edit: Yes, you can use the last pic as a reaction image lol, just don't remove the tag.)

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

Yo we haven't talked in a long time, how are you doing, Robert?

<|^_^|>

yup, sorry about that, check the pinned post and/or the last ask sent by zermizomilk to this blog, i explained it there /nm /npa

the short of it is, i physically can not access tumblr as much as before or as much as i want to and so i will only respond to asks for the time being, also i've bassically given up on my mental health at this point, i've already done shit i regret but like i don't care anymore so it's okay, sorry for not interacting as much eitherway, i suck at reaching out in general lol, when i get back i'll try my best to interact more ><!!! How are you btw? Hope you been taking care of urselff plz

[aspec-mafia-official]

I've been thinking about creating a discord server for the aspec community!

The server would be a safe space for all aspecs to interact, discover little-know labels and other parts of the aspec community (such as a-aesthetic, afamilial bellusromantic/sexual, etc), discuss shared experiences, learn more about the themselves and the community as a whole!

I could probably host/create the server myself, but I already have my own server, this blog, my main & irl stuff taking up my time.

So if enough people are interested in a server and the other mods think it's a good idea I'll find somebody to host (or just do it myself) + a beta team and get to work!

-dread

tagging mods so that they see this @daydreamtoropova @blu3birdprince @deaddovepleaseconsume

[daydream-the-demon]

Guys, update.

I won't be able to access my account for @daydreamtoropova as the email for that account was deleted so I can't log in but somehow it's still up??? So now it's a dead blog.

[lucifer-morningstar-the-hellster]

@daydreamtoropova :3

[axel-the-goat-guy-and-gal]

give the other song ( ◕_◕ ) /nf

Might as well....

I'm not exactly musically inclined lol

(@daydreamtoropova seems good at making lyrics/music though. *wink wink nudge nudge* /nf)

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

I see you are scrolling my aroace blog... a lot.

/pos

🫀

:3

i came for a few aroace posts and then got sucked into hyperfixating on scrolling it XD [I WAS SAVED BY A NOTIF /hj] <-btw i love scrolling it so /notneg

[daydream-the-demon]

New username!!! :3

YEAH.

I thought you could only change your username on side blogs, I didn't know you could do it on main.

Instead of DaydreamToropova it's DaydreamToropov.

I AM HAPPY.