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smolbeanieee · 3 years ago

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Park Sungjin as Your Boyfriend

how you guys meet

both of you met through an acquaintance.

they setting up you two in a double date

so one day, your best friend decides to go on a double date

you didn’t deny or whining much about it

because you think it’s just gonna be a one time thingy

also you felt like it’s time for you to meet new people too??

so there’s no harm, right???

like, meeting up and have a good time together??

so, the day came

you suddenly felt nervous when you saw sungjin coming through the cafe’s door

looking like a fine man he is

also the aura sungjin radiates

like so cool and a man who knows he’s a good looking one??

throughout the double date

your best friend and her boyfriend can’t stop teasing out hell you two

saying you two looks good together???

and sungjin is so calm with the teasing

and you just wanna fly out of the damn cafe now.

after the date end, sungjin being the gentleman he is,

offers to walk you home??

inside, you felt like going to burst

because damn boy you got my heart flutters for a sec

for a moment, you wants to turn down his opportunity

but he insists

so yeah, he walk you home

luckily there’s no awkward silences

just a pure comfortable silences and casual conversation between both of you

“so you how long do play guitar?”

“not too long, about 3 months ago?”

“wow, you’re cool. I always find people playing with guitars are so amazing. I wish I knew how to play guitar too”

“I could teach you next time if you want”

“W-What?”

“I mean if you want to. But, if you don’t wan-”

“No! I would love to”

With that, sungjin and you keep on meeting with each other

when he asked you to be his girlfriend

now that both of you are close with each other

and comfortable too during couple of month being friends

now he felt butterflies whenever he’s with you

sungjin would feel happy if you’re happy

he just loves watching you being his happy pills

like his day aren’t gonna complete if he didn’t hear your laugh for a day

so, he decides to take your relationship into another phase

omg this boy gonna be nervous as hell!!!

he gonna plan this a week ahead

on how to ask you

where to ask you

what should he give you

there are too many what ifs going through his head

so here you are

having a little picnic at han river

of course prepared by sungjin

as you silently enjoying the evening view of the han river

sungjin seems uneasy at his place

he gets fidgety as time passed

“y/n, i got something to tell you”

his sudden question had your full attention

“hmm? what’s it?”

his eyes are wandering around but never met your eyes

it’s makes you curious

“sungjin, is there something happen?”

“ah nothing! it just—wow, how should I tell you this?”

“why? why?”

your curious eyes finds his gazes

“The thing is, I like you, like a lot. I feels so happy whenever I’m with you. I just loves how you squeals when you find butterfly or cats on the road side, it just looks cute and I really like you.”

while he confessing, you can’t help but to stare at him and grins never left your face

you just lets out a giggle fits right after he confess

leaving him confuse

“don’t laugh! it’s embarrassing me, you know!”

“alright alright! it just...I thought...I’m the only one felt that”

you sheepishly said

sungjin took a few seconds to understand your words

“wait, you like me too?”

“of course! oMG IT TOOK YOU FOREVER TO CONFESS TO ME LIKE I BEEN WAITING SINCE FOREVER!!”

“then, will you be my girlfriend?”

“if being your girlfriend includes you singing and playing guitar then yES!”

first kiss with him

as we know, sungjin isn’t quite touchy right

but with you, he slowly open up about pda

so your first kiss take a quite sometimes to happen

like one to two months after you guys officially date

because sungjin literally nervous to make it happen!!

but you can’t blame him though!!

he’s so cute when he looks flustered

so when he and his band finally make a debut at a jazz club downtown

obviously you would come and giving the full support!!

right before he starts performing

you come to the backstage

he looks so nervous

pacing back and forth

and maybe jumps a little to shake off some of his nervousness

“sungjin, baby, come here” you called him, pulling him closer

you took his hands, clasped together with yours

“hey, look at me. you got this! you can do it, love”

sungjin looks dearly into your eyes

as he brought up his hands onto your jawline

caressing it ever softly

“i know i’m gonna rock the stage, it just...i’ve been thinking about something”

“what is it?”

sungjin took a few moments before deciding whether if it is a good time or not

but he just goes with his intuition

“can i kiss you?”

upon hearing his request, your lips can’t help but to curve into a small smiles.

“go ahead, if that makes you calm down”

with your permission

sungjin cupped your face into his palm

and soon

you could felt his soft and warm lips against yours

just when you want to deepen your kiss

“okay lovebirds, sungjin need to get on stage in 3 minutes”

jae interrupts

making you burst into giggles fit

as sungjin hides his face into your neck

feeling embarrassed by his band member

fights with him <//3

small fights with sungjin would usually occurs

and both of you would tried to avoid any big fights happened

however whenever a fight arise, most of the time comes from you

sungjin always keep his composure calm and tries not to burst at you

but you’re the stubborn one in the relationship

but he will tries to understand where you’re coming from

and talked it out

like he won’t walked away from you

but more like giving you space to think

and whenever you finally arrange your thoughts

you would voluntary comes to him

“i’m sorry :(( i miss your hugs :((”

you hugged him after explaining yourself and saying sorry for coming home late and not informing him earlier

making the boy dead worried

and being the softest and caring boyfriend he is

of course he would forgive you

“aigo! you should’ve tell me at the first place!”

sungjin would playfully flicked your forehead as a punishment

because boy he can’t stay mad girlfriend any longer

as conclusion

sungjin is totally whipped for his girlfriend

and would be totally protective over you

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unmanageable-day · 3 years ago

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days gone by | chapter 3

previous chapter

summary. after a typical break-up, your cousin tried to set you up with his friend who happened to just broke up recently as well. after months, you knew it wouldn’t end well and the universe agreed, as suddenly he went m.i.a and it was easier for you to live being free and single. until one day he texted you again…

genre. social media!AU, fake dating!AU / angst 🙂

pairing. DAY6 Young K (Kang Younghyun) x f reader

#day6 imagines #day6 scenarios #day6 au #day6 young k #young k imagines #day6 angst #youngk angst #youngk imagines #day6 social media au #kpop social media au #kpop smau #post by yourblinkies

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getdownkyh · 4 years ago

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no. 42 + youngk + smut ?

“I remember when you were mine, and I miss it.”

One should never put too much trust on the weather forecast. What was expected to be a cloudy day turned to a sudden, heavy downpour, and you were whispering curses as you ran towards the nearest shade.

That was when you heard his voice, calling out your name, and you felt pathetic, with your hair wet and sticking to your face. The inability to come up with spoken words kicked in as he asked you if you needed temporary shelter and all you mustered was a soft nod.

His place was different from what you remembered, but the way his shirt felt on your body was still the same. He granted you the privacy to his room and bathroom as you changed and started the dryer, looking around and observing the changes, subconsciously thinking about what you had in the past.

There was a knock, him asking for permission to enter, and then you were both sitting next to each other on the edge of his bed.

You were just sitting but god, you swore it felt scandalous.

"You look good." you started. It was genuine, perhaps too raw for your liking but you said it nonetheless.

He smiled through his reply, "I've been good."

"I'm happy to hear that." you shivered, suddenly remembering the feeling of standing in wet clothes minutes ago, and he caught onto it.

"I'd make you a hot drink but I'd rather warm you up in a different way."

"Younghyun.."

He let out a small laugh, "I remember when you were mine, and I miss it.”

When you looked at each other, it was to search for hesitation in your eyes. When your fingertips finally met his skin, you both sighed in unison. When he pushed you down onto his bed, his soft grunts were still so familiar to you.

Skin on skin, lips barely touching, his hands all over your body, you lost yourself in the way he made you feel, and you thought to yourself, maybe you did miss being his too.

#c:drabble1 #youngk angst #youngk smut #day6 smut

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xonepeacelovex · 4 years ago

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masterlist | xonepeacelovex | day6

Legends

♥ fluff

☁ angst

¿ crackhead

♫ song inspired

✿ movie inspired

✭ inspired by ________

✉ poem

♡ personal favorite

italicised = fin.

DAY6

of course, love | ✉

Kang Younghyun | Young K

f**k you brian | pt. 1 | pt. 2 | pt. 3 | ☁

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lemonietrinket · 4 years ago

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How Day6 would comfort you when you come home crying

warnings: some foul language

an: i was informed about how little day6 content there was (ty @justcuz-ican), so here is more these are written for people who prefer physical active comfort rather than being left alone when upset, so i may write a set of reactions for people who are the other way round

all members under the cut :)

Sungjin

he may not be used to openly discussing feelings but that does not mean he doesn’t care

he loves you so much and so dearly that seeing you cry will wreck him

i have no doubts he would drop everything for you if the time called for it

he’s a very good listener, and will remain quiet if you need to vent

he is a fixer, and so when you explain what happened, and if you want help, he will do his damn best to make it all ok again

will 100% sort it for you all by himself (if you don’t want him to, you might want to, like... stop him before he does real quick)

he’s very loyal ok so will take your side no matter what

when it comes to comfort it would depend on how long you’ve been together for

if it’s still early days (by his standards), he will try his best to offer verbal support, and then help you continue with your day to the best of both of your ability

however if you’ve been together for a long while

so long that no one, including yourselves, can see yourself with anyone else

he will be a lot more affectionate on top of the above

that’s when you know that you’ve caught his heart without a catch or caveat

will hold you close in a simple but in no way inferior embrace

and trust me, sungjin hugs are phenomenal

and so these are no different

he’s just so soft, you would be so warm and secure in his arms, sobs gradually coming to a stop as your tears dried upon his shirt

i have a lot of feels for sungjin ok

Jae

cuddles + distraction king

will send little messages of support throughout the day if you choose/are able to text him about how bad things are going

as soon as you come home he will take you into his arms

will dry your tears with his fingers as best he can

seeing you upset has the capability to make him very nearly cry too, depending on what it is and how bad (and his day too)

will take the two of you to somewhere comfortable

whether it be sofa or bed or wherever, just somewhere close and safe

he gets it, you need the security

will settle you into his lap and that’s it, that’s your home now

strokes your hair and will speak no louder than a murmur for you

if you want to talk about it, he will listen and comment where he can

lots of verbal support

won’t leave your side until you stop crying, no joke

if/when you need distracting, those movies are going on bois

or he will play a video game if you’d prefer something different

is not above deliberately being bad and making stupid commentary to make you laugh

by the end the sadness will feel like it happened in another time

jae is just that good

Younghyun

will not stop fawning over you

he’s affectionate anyway

so when he sees you upset he tries to give you as much of it as possible

back rubs, cuddles, forehead and cheek kisses, the full lot

so gentle

so good to vent to because his advice is really sound

he doesn’t want to leave your side, but will make exceptions

and so will bring you pretty much anything and everything to try and make it better

from tissues to snacks to his special hoodies you name it

once you stop crying, your treatment doesn’t stop there

nope, sorry, that’s not how kang younghyun rolls

on the day he will make you food, yes

and then he will coax you into sleep (probably spooning or with your head on his chest, he likes that)

then the next time you’re together, prepare yourself

as even if your day has been fine and all your problems are sorted, he’s taking you out to a lovely restaurant

or taking you shopping and buying the shit you saw in the shop window and didn’t buy for frankly no good reason

he wants the week to balance out at the very least

because he may not be able to fix the actual problems that made you upset, but in a way he can make it up to you

even though its 90% of the time never his fault

overall, get yourself a youngk yall

Wonpil

my babie is a sensitive soul

im not saying he’s going to weep with you when you come home after your god awful day

but will he tear up?

yes

he’s a bit of an emotion sponge i get that and seeing you hurt just rubs onto him

doesn’t know what to do really, so may flounder slightly at times

he’s used to you being quite the rock

but he’s an affection king so prepare to be smothered because he isn’t changing now

will be 100x more gentle though

if that’s possible

...yeah it’s possible

cups your cheeks so carefully as if you’re made of glass

he’ll catch your tears on the corners of his sleeves

and then will proceed to do and give you everything that makes him feel better when he’s upset

so his plushie, his blankets, his food, the lot

and then will make it a special night for you

meaning, the softest night in you could imagine

understands you the best, and will say the right thing at the right time

loyal once again, so will always take your side too

and will hold a grudge

even if the problems are sorted the very next day, if a person caused them, he will not trust them until they give him a good reason to like... ever again lol

even if you insist that they’re not as bad anymore

they’ll just be known as ‘the prick that made y/n cry’ and will get glares from him if they see him in the street

of course if they apologise and prove that they’ve improved then he’s back to being a sunshine

mostly

honestly i think wonpil could be strangely threatening if he really, really wanted to be

tho tbh i am biased bc if i disappointed him once i would cry on the spot so idk

Dowoon

sweet babe

wouldn’t quite know what to do at first

especially if it’s still early days in your relationship

not amazing at talking but will try his hardest

same applies for physical comfort

you may have to initiate if it’s the very first time if you want a hug sorry

but he will learn quickly

and will go from holding you close and secure while quietly listening to you vent

to recognising something is wrong by your text aura alone

and preparing things if he can for when you get home

would make a small pillow fort for you ngl

i then see him making small changes to his behaviour that mean big things

so yes, when your relationship is strong and stable, he will cradle you just how you like

and no kidding his back rubs are really comforting

but for the rest of the week he will be super careful

and so will take on a few more chores despite the fair distribution you have going so far

when walking together in public he will normally hold your hand, but for the few days after he will actually put an arm around you instead

and when at home he’ll definitely sit a lot closer to you

going out of his way to work in the same room or a seat closer to you despite being already set up elsewhere

small text messages throughout the day checking if everything is fine, and if any people that caused you issues have done anything else

he remembers you see

he’ll probably return to his slightly shy and normal self after but it doesn’t mean you’re not important to him

after all, i can see him growing used to moving to join you when you come home, and so that may become a common occurrence once he is sure you want that too

overall, a caring boyfriend, just in a more subtle way

~~~

an: i feel this isnt as put together as my others but i hope its still legible and worthwhile

masterlist

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thealexalcala · 2 years ago

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Part 60 : Drunk or Possessed?

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Sweet Chaos

Youngk x Yn

Music. That is about the only thing Brian Kang and YN YLN have in common. And frankly, she has no interest in learning more about the boy she has deemed Mr. Perfect. Fate, however, does not seem to be in her favor when she finds they have been assigned to write and produce together. It can only lead to sweet chaos.

*times and dates do matter*

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lily-blue · 4 years ago

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Hearts never break the same

☆ characters: musician!youngk & florist!you ☆ genre: angst ☆ request: 44. from this prompt list ☆ summary: he regrets nothing more than to leave you behind for fame ☆ words: 1,2k ☆ dedicated to: @dat-town ♥ ☆ also: thank you so much @restlessmaknae once again for proofreading this drabble despite your hectic schedule ♥ i love you so much, words cannot describe

You furrowed your eyebrows as you always did when you concentrated on something and the mere sight of it filled the man on the other side of the window with nostalgia. Standing still and picking on his nails, Brian found you more beautiful than ever and if he hadn’t been so insecure about what he could and what he shouldn’t have done, he would have gladly walked up to you to tell you this. But a part of him was painfully aware of the fact that there was a huge possibility of you throwing the arranged bouquet of roses at him the moment he crossed the threshold of the flower shop where you were working at, hence he didn’t.

He had come back to Canada a few days ago because of a tour, his first ever world tour since he had moved to South Korea to pursue his music-related dreams to be precise. And while he was over the Moon because of the opportunity, the inner teenager felt sick in his chest because of the familiar yet foreign scenery. Not to mention that from the moment he had come across your old neighbourhood, his thoughts kept circulating around the same, old questions that had eaten up his mind four years ago as well. Brian wondered whether you had heard about the concert tomorrow night or whether you had cared at all. Had you ever listened to his yearning and heartbroken ballads? Did you know that they were all about you, you, you? About your late night conversations on the rooftop, the stargazing on cloudy nights and the stolen kisses when no one had been around. About the lazy Sundays, your obsession with cheap rom-coms and the worst taste in chocolate ever. Gosh! He missed you like crazy.

‘Ma!’ A little girl, barely able to walk, ran to you from the storage room and you turned towards her on instinct, so that you could catch her before she could have bumped into your leg and fallen on the dirty floor. She touched your face with her tiny hands and you smiled, a pair of steel green eyes watching your adorable interaction with the same fondness in it like in Brian’s chocolate ones.

Truth to tell, the sudden visitor caught the man off guard. He had heard about your wedding last summer, but he hadn’t known that you had already had a daughter. The little one’s messy, blonde locks resembled yours and seeing her toothy smile, Brian was almost certain that her laughter was just like yours, too. It left a bitter aftertaste on the tip of his tongue.

He still remembered the last time you two had spoken, the heated argument that had left him broken hearted all those years ago. And while he could see it in your eyes that you were truly happy with your life and your family, it was still hard for him to believe that out of the two of you, he was the only one who was stuck in the past. The only one who couldn’t have moved on.

‘So you’re with him now? I thought…’ he had asked you four years ago, desperation clinging onto his deep voice like second skin. He had been standing by your doorstep like a lost puppy and your heart had churned at the sight, really, but you had refused to let him in nevertheless. You had always been aware of your limits after all, and you had known that the moment he would have walked inside your new apartment, he would have walked back into your life as well. You couldn’t have afforded to be weak.

‘What? What did you think, Brian?’ you had asked and the mocking tone of your question had rendered him speechless. Because he hadn’t known. He hadn’t been sure. He had just… a part of him might have hoped that despite your childish fight that had urged him to attend one of those Korean agencies’ local auditions, you would have waited for him to come back the same way he had waited to have you near again. But the moment he had seen that other man kiss you goodbye on the hallway when the elevator door had opened, he had known that he had been dead wrong. ‘Please, I really would like to understand what di–’

‘That you still love me!’ he had mumbled under his nose, cutting your annoyed question off and freezing the blood in your veins like no Toronto winter could have done.

When your gazes had met, there had been nothing but silence. The type that could have killed with its heaviness as it had pushed the air out of both of your lungs.

‘Well, as you can see, I do not,’ you had forced the words through your gritted teeth, taking a step further from your ex-boyfriend when Brian had made the mistake of reaching out to your shaking hand. ‘Leave me alone, Brian!’ You had asked him to go and you had thought that you had been finally ready to shut the door in his face, but his next sentence had proven that you had been still delusional when it had come to your first love.

‘I waited for…’

You had scoffed and had lifted your right hand in front of his face.

‘I waited for you,’ you had claimed, anger turning your cheeks rosy at first, then ruby red. You hadn’t been interested in his bullshit, not anymore. You had finally put yourself together and had moved on. You would have been outright mad if you had let him take your happiness away. ‘I waited for you, for two fucking years, but it’s too late now. I said, get out!’ You had raised your voice and had closed the door in front of him with such force that the echo of the collision had rung in your ears for minutes while you had been staring at it with a blank expression on your face.

Brian had stood in front of your apartment for hours that afternoon, but eventually he had needed to walk away and seeing how happy you were now, he needed to realize that despite how painful it had been, he might have made the right decision. Although, he wished things could have been different. Because he still loved you with all his heart.

‘Good afternoon, young man! May I help you with something?’ an old lady asked the fidgety musician, pulling him back to reality with her warm voice. Brian turned towards her with a small smile, but seeing her lilac apron - identical with the one you were wearing -, he shook his head way too abruptly to not seem suspicious.

‘Thank you, but no. I… I was just window-shopping,’ he said nevertheless and turned his back on the old woman and your family after a respectful bow. A habit that had grown on him in South Korea.

He walked away in a hurry as though he had been afraid to get caught red-handed and your laughter still rang in his ears when two corners later, his legs gave way and he collapsed on a nearby bench in an unfamiliar bus stop. There were many things he regretted in his life and losing you for his fame was one that he would have never been able to forgive himself. Since the void in his chest, regardless of your happiness, was just unbearable.

the end.

#youngk angst #day6 scenarios #youngk x you #youngk #day6 angst #day6 drabbles #brian kang #ssbyme

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aleksadnezz · 3 years ago

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Huling Sandali | Young K

Pairing: Young K x Reader

Language: Filipino

Genre: Angst

Tumingin ako sa palad ko na nakapatong sa kandungan ko, unti-unti kong binuskan ‘to upang makita ang pawis na naipon dahil sa kaba na kanina ko pa pinipigilan. Nakasakay ako ngayon sa van ng grupo namin para magpahatid sa coffee shop. Kakatapos lang ng band practice namin kaya pinauna ko na ang iba sa condo at nag dahilan lang na may bibilhin pero ang totoo makikipag kita ako sa girlfriend ko. Parehas kaming busy dalawa kaya nawawalan na kami ng oras para magkita.

Pinahinto ko ang van sa kanto malapit sa coffee shop at nagpaalam na magbobok na lang ako pauwi. Inayos ko ang jacket na suot ko at sinuot ko na rin ang cap na dala ko tsaka lumabas ng sasakyan. Habang naglalakad ako papunta sa coffee shop napansin ko ang isang babae na nakatayo mapalapit sa entrance, nilalaro ang kamay niya. Napansin niya na may papalapit sa gawi niya kaya inangat niya ang ulo niya. Nagkatinginan kaming dalawa at biglang lumiwanag ang mukha niya, tumakbo siya saakin at niyakap ako, mas hinigpitan ko ang yakap ko sa kanya. Nakapatong ang ulo niya sa dibdib ko na tila ba gusto niya marinig ang tibok ng puso ko. Nakapatong ang baba ko sa ulo niya habang naka balot ang mga braso ko sa maliit niyang katawan. Matagal kaming nanatilili sa ganong posisyon, walang nagsasalita at purong tunog lang ng mga dumadaang mga sasakyan ang ingay.

Kumawala ako sa yakap para makita ang mukha niya. Napansin kong namayat siya dahil lumiit ang pisngi niya pero nangingibabaw parin ang magandang ngiti niya.

“Titig na titig ah, miss mo ako noh?” Sabi niya saakin saka ngumisi. Oo na miss kita, at mamimiss ko yang ngiti mo kasabay nang pagngiti ng mga mata mo.

“Syempre ang tagal natin ‘di nagkita, busy ka kasi lagi sa studies mo.” Pagbibiro ko.

“Hoy ang kapal mo! Ikaw pa nga nagsabi saakin na mag-aral ako ng Mabuti.” Hinampas niya ako ng mahina sa braso saka tumawa.

“Biro lang, baka sa sobrang tutok mo pag aaral nakakalimutan mo na kumain?” Tumingin ako ng diretso sa kanya pero ‘di niya ako tinignan.

“Kumakain naman ako pag naaalala ko.” Hindi ako nagsalita kaya tiningala niya ako saka ngumuso.

“Ang kulit mo talaga, sabi ko sayo kahit ‘di ako magtext sayo lagi mo tatandaang kumain.” Ginulo ko ang buhok niya, inalis naman niya ito agad at inayos ulit saka ako tinignan ng masama.

“Tara sa loob?” Yaya ko sa kanya.

“uhh brian…”

“Hmm?”

“Sa iba na lang tayo kumain, tsaka medyo madami kasing tao sa loob” sabi niya. Tumingin ako sa coffee shop, ‘di naman ganon kadami ang tao sa loob dahil pagabi na. Nag advance reservation na din ako kahapon kung sakali. Siguro concern lang siya na baka may makakita saakin o sa aming dalawa. Hindi din naman kamahalan ang mga presyo rito, minsan pag alam niyang mahal ang presyo ng mga kinakainan namin lagi niyang pinipilit na hati kami ng bayad pero ‘di ako pumapayag.

Napapansin ko na iniiwasan niyang maging pabigat sa ibang tao kaya sa tuwing magkasama kami lagi kong pinaparamdam sa kanya na wala siya dapat ikabahala. Mukha namang ‘di lang niya talaga gusto ang lugar kaya pumayag na lang ako.

Hindi ko alam kung saan niya gusto pumunta at hindi ko rin kabisado ang mga lugar dito kaya hinayaan ko na lang siya mauna sa paglalakad.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko sa bulsa para i-cancel ang reservation ko sa coffee shop. Tumigil siya sa paglalakad kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. Inangat niya ang kaliwang kamay niya saakin, pahiwatig niya na abutin ko kaya kinuha ko ang kamay niya na naka angat.

"Kamusta work mo?" Panimula niya.

"Medyo busy, lalo na may pinaghahandaan kaming mga events." Sagot ko. Sobrang bihira na lang talaga kami nakakapag usap kaya wala kaming update sa isa't isa.

"Bri baka pinapagod mo sarili mo ah?" Mas lalo ko hinigpitan ang hawak ko sa kamay niya.

"Hindi po." Pero ang totoo 'di ko na alam kung pano ko ibabalance ang trabaho at ang personal na buhay ko.

"Ikaw kamusta studies mo?"

"Ayos lang naman medyo busy din kasi malapit na exam week namin." Sagot niya. Habang naglalakad kami nagkukwento siya tungkol sa mga ganap nila sa uni niya, sa mga blockmates niya at sa thesis nila na paulit ulit pinapa-revised ng prof nila.

Habang naglalakad kami may nadaanan kaming 7/11 kaya bumili kami ng pagkain. Nakarating kami sa may baywalk at umupo sa bench na malapit dito. Naka harap kami ngayon sa dagat at tanaw na tanaw ang pag angat ng buwan. May ibang mga tao rin na nakatambay dito kaya kampante ako.

Ngayon lang ulit ako nakalabas ng ganito, kadalasan hanggang condo at studio lang napupuntahan namin. Siniko niya ang braso ko para mabalik ako sa realidad. Hindi ko napansin na nakatulala lang ako sa sa pagkain na inaabot niya sakin.

"Thank you.” Sabi ko at inabot ang pagkain.

"Okay ka lang?? Baka pagod kana niyaya pa kita dito.. gusto mo bilisan na lang nati-"

"Okay lang, may iniisip lang ako. Sorry.." Pagpuputol ko sa kanya.

"Gusto mo pag usapan?" Tinignan ko siya at nginitian niya ako. Isa sa milyong bagay kung bakit ko siya nagustuhan. Sobrang maintindihin niyang tao, ilang beses ko na siya nabigo pero nandito parin siya sa tabi ko. Hindi niya ako iniwan sa kabila ng mga pagkukulang ko at siya mismo ang pumupuna non. Importante siya sa buhay ko pero higit na mas deserve niya lahat ng pagmamahal sa mundo at hindi ang pagmamahal na kaya ko lang ibigay.

Kumakain kami habang kinukukwento ko sa kanya ang ganap sa trabaho ko at yung pressure ng management saamin bilang artist. Hindi ko na binanggit yung iba kagaya ng pagiging makontrolin ng management lalo na sa personal naming buhay. Ayoko dumagdag sa mga bagay na pinoproblema niya.

Tahimik lang siya habang nakikinig saakin. Hindi ko napansin na unti unti nang dumidilim ang paligid dahilan para mas umangat pa ang liwanag ng buwan. Huminto ako sa pagsasalita at tumingin sakanya. Diretso lang ang tingin niya sa buwan, kahit kalahati lang ng mukha niya ang kita ko, masasabi ko na siya parin ang pinakamagangdang babae para saakin. Ang magagandang mga mata niya na kumikinang dahil sa buwan, ang itim at mahahabang pilik mata niya, ang matangos niyang ilong, ang kulay rosas na mga pisngi niya at ang pinaka gustong parte ko, ang malalambot niyang labi.

Saulong saulo ko na ang mukha niya kahit pumikit pa ako, para bang nakaimprinta na ang imahe niya sa isip ko, pero sa mga oras na ‘to kung pwede lang sa pag pikit ng mga mata ko, wala na siya sa isip ko. Gusto kong kalimutan lahat para hindi ako nahihirapan ng ganito.

Walang umiimik saaming dalawa at ang hampas lang ng tubig sa baywalk ang ingay na bumabalot sa tenga namin. Huminga ako ng malalim saka inabot ang kamay na nakapatong sa kandungan niya. Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya pero hindi ko na hinigpitan ‘to, pabalik-balik ko hinagod ang hinlalaki ko sa likod ng maliit niyang kamay. Lumapit siya ng kaunti saakin saka nilagay ang ulo niya sa balikat ko. Matagal kaming nanatili sa ganung posisyon at hindi parin siya nagsasalita. Ngayon lang siya naging ganito kaya hindi ko alam kung anong iniisip niya ngayon. Sobra akong natatakot sa kung anong pwedeng mangyari samin pagkatapos nito, ang alam ko lang para saaming dalawa ‘tong ginagawa ko.

“Y/N..” Tawag ko sa pangalan niya. Hindi siya kumibo kaya siinilip ko ang mukha niya at nakita kong parehas nakapikit ang mga mata niya. Tinawag ko ullit ang pangalan niya pero ngayon nagsalita na siya.

“Alam ko bri..” Sambit niya kaya napalunok ako. “Hayaan mo muna akong sulitin ‘tong oras na ‘to” Dagdag pa niya. Ramdam ko ang sakit sa tono ng pananalita niya. Gusto ko siyang yakapin pero ‘di ko kaya parang naubos lahat ng lakas ko. Gusto kong tanggalin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman niya pero ako mismo ang may gawa nun.

Naramdaman kong may basang tumulo sa damit ko, kahit alam kong hindi yon patak ng ulan pero tumingala parin ako sa langit. Pumikit ako dahil alam kong may nagbabadyang bumagsak din. Kinalas niya ang kamay naming magkahawak tsaka pinunasan ang luha niya. Hinarap ko siya saakin at hinawakan ko ang pisngi niya para ako naman ang magpunas sa mga luha niya. Ang sakit na makita siyang ganito. Ang sakit na makitang umiiyak siya dahil sakin.

Inipon ko ang natitrang lakas ko para sabihin sakanya lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Gusto ko sabihin sa kanya kung gano ko siya minahal at kung mas gaano ko siya kamahal kaysa sa sarili ko. Gusto ko sabihin kung gaano siya kaimportante sa buhay ko kaya ko ‘to ginagawa.

Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago magsalita. “I’m sorry y/n..” Para bang napaos ako at wala ng lumalabas na boses saakin. Gusto ko man ipaliwanag lahat sa kanya pero parang nawalan ako ng lakas.

Hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ko at ibinaba ‘to, sobrang maingat niyang binitawan ang kamay ko. Naka tungo parin ako habang pinagmamasdan ang kamay ko.

“Para sa ikabubuti naman nating dalawa ‘to diba?” Rinig ko na kahit nahihirapan siya pinilit parin niya na magsalita. Inangat ko ang ulo ko para makita siya. Para bang unti-unting hinahati ang puso ko nang magtama ang aming mga mata. Umiwas ako ng tingin tsaka tumango, hindi ko siya kayang tignang nasasaktan, alam kong mas mahihirapan akong pakawalan siya.

Tumayo siya pero nanatili akong nakaupo at naka yuko. “Gumagabi na uuwi na ako.” Sambit niya kaya tinignan ko na siya. Inaayos niya ang damit niya na nagusot, nilabas din niya ang salamin niya para punasan ang luha na nagbabadyang bumagsak muli.

“Ihahatid na kita sainy-“ Tumayo na ako para kunin ang phone ko para magbook ng sasakyan pero pinigilan niya ako.

“Di mo na ako kailangan ihatid.” Hindi ko siya masisisi pero ‘di ko parin tanggap na ganito kami matatapos. Hindi ako makapagsalita dahil baka bigla kong bawiin lahat. Pero nandito na kami sa huli, nasaktan ko na siya, hindi ko na pwede pang bawiin yon.

Hindi ko na maririnig ang boses niyang malumanay pag tinatawag ang pangalan ko. Hindi ko na mahahawakan ang kamay niya. Hindi ko na siya pwede yakapin kung kelan ko gusto at mas lalong hindi ko na mararamdaman ang malambot niyang labi. Tapos na kami at ito lang ang kaya kong iwan sa kanya.

Hinigit ko siya para kayapin, hindi siya lumayo at mas lalo pa niyang binaon ang ulo niya sa dibdib ko. “Kahit isang yakap lang.” Sambit ko. Hindi siya nagsalita at ipinulupot lang braso niya sa bewang ko.

Hindi ko na ulit siya mahahawakan ng ganito kaya gusto ko sulitin itong huling sandali na kasama siya.

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smolbeanieee · 4 years ago

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Sunday is supposed to be a relaxing day but boyfriend! Jae decides to have competition between both of you making brownies and cupcakes for each other for his Jaesix content.

But as soon as it started, mess was all over the kitchen—flour scattered everywhere, eggs were spill on the kitchen floor.

When Jae's brownies is ready, he asked for your opinion—you burst out laughing, looking at his almost burnt brownies.

“What are those? Oh my god, Jae, you disqualified! You can't win over me!” You teased—sticking your tongue out

“Hey, don't judge by its surface! I'm sure it taste good!” Jae blurts out—making his way to your cupcakes, smirks plastered over his face.

“Jae! Don't touch my cupcake icing!” You whine as Jae annoyingly decorate your cupcakes messily with the icing.

“What? I'm just helping you. Now, this is we call art” Jae laugh at your disbelief expression plastered all over your face—feeling proud with his artwork.

As a revenge, you take a handful of flour and pour all over his head as you giggles your way out from the scene—leaving him speechless and laugh in disbelief.

“Wow, babe really...” Jae spoke as brushing off the flour from his hair “Okay, so this is how you wanna play?” Jae said—grabbing a full bag of flour and start chasing you all around the house while throwing the flour at you.

Loud giggles and screaming echos throughout the house as he backhugged you, making both of you fall on the floor—capturing you into his embrace

“Okay okay, I'm sorry” You said between your laugh.

Just when you tried to steady your breath, Jae starts attacking you with kisses all over your face, making you laugh even more

“Jaeeee! Stop it!” You whine.

He lets out a hearty laugh, looking at your expression—as he pressed a quick kiss over your lips

“You're lucky I love you” Jae said.

His words making your lips curled into a wide smile and your heart flutters “Good to know” You said, before sealing your lips against his—making Jae smiling between the kisses.

Such a great weekend, Jae thought.

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youngkbf · 5 years ago

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When You Love Someone ↠ Kang Younghyun

pairing: kang younghyun (youngk) x reader gender neutral

request by anon: Young k + when you love someone :)

summary: there’s not much I can do for you except being next to you, i’m sorry

genre: non idol!au, angst

warnings: none

wc: 1k+

an: i’m so so so so so sorry that this took me forever to do, i’m working on my mental health and i’ve recently got back to writing so hopefully i’ll post more soon. i hope you like it :)

masterlist in bio

gif credits to youngqk

It wasn’t hard to notice it. If Younghyun was a cartoon character, little pink hearts would float around his head in an almost comical way. And even if it wasn’t hard to spot it, you’d still see it, desperately trying to see if the glint in his eyes mirrored yours whenever he looked at you. It was there, just not because of you. It was unrequited on both sides: you loved him but he loved someone else that didn’t love him back. It was almost like a broken love triangle, too unstable to shape itself into something real.

You knew from the start but never told him. Younghyun would never believe you, too hopeful, thinking he had a chance and refusing to see what was right in front of him. This was something that he had to figure out on his own, it was the only way he’d believe it.

That realization came sooner than you expected it, the clock on your nightstand indicating that it was past 1 am when Younghyun showed up at your door, hair and clothes dripping wet from the pouring rain. You ushered him inside, running to get him a towel and some clothes that he had left at your place after sleepovers. You didn’t notice right away that he was crying. Only when you sat behind him on your bed to dry his hair with the towel, Younghyun let out a sob. You called out his name gently as you moved to sit in front of him, the towel immediately forgotten at the foot of the bed.

“I’m sorry.” He brought a shaky hand up to wipe his tears “I’m sorry. I just didn’t know where else to go.” He sniffled.

Your heart broke seeing him cry and the way that his voice sounded so weak did nothing to soothe your aching chest. But you remained silent, knowing that he’d talk at his own pace, opting to squeeze his hand in wordless reassurance.

“I confessed…” Younghyun started after a few seconds of silence “I thought I had a chance but-” Another sob escaped his lips, the memory, and the pain both still fresh in his mind “They’re in love with Sungjin.”

Park Sungjin, the bane of your existence. You knew who he was and his role in the dysfunctional love triangle ー perhaps square, if he’s in it too ー that you found yourself into. There was a part of you, the selfish one, that was glad that he existed since he was the reason your heart wasn’t completely torn apart. God knew how much it’d hurt to see Younghyun with someone else and in a somewhat good way, Sungjin was the one preventing that from happening. But the other part of you despised him. He was part of the reason Younghyun was falling apart right in front of your eyes. And as much as you hated the idea of seeing him with someone else, you hated to see him like that even more. You wanted him to be happy more than anything, even if it meant getting your heart broken.

“I’m sorry.” With your free hand, you pulled him in for a hug, rubbing his back as he buried his head on the crook of your neck.

“It’s not your fault.”

His words brought tears to your eyes. But I knew, you wanted to say, but bit your tongue and remained quiet. He had had enough heartbreak for one night, and you didn’t want to be responsible for changing the memory of when he saw the world through rose-colored lenses. When another sob escaped his lips and his free hand fisted the back of your shirt in an attempt to get some comfort, you were pulled away from your thoughts. Pushing your own struggles and pain aside, you focused on Younghyun. You held him until he stopped crying, rubbing his back and whispering reassuring words into his ear every once in a while.

Younghyun’s crying eventually died down, his body out of energy to cry for the night. You ushered him to lay down, eyes struggling to stay open as he sank into the warmth of your covers. Your stomach turned as the thought that Younghyun basically cried himself to sleep crossed your mind, but you forced yourself to keep it together just for a bit longer as you grabbed your pillow, ready to head to the couch for the rest of the night. However, Younghyun’s hand grabbed your wrist, stopping you from doing so.

“Stay.” He whispered, voice hoarse from all the crying “Please.”

Every fiber in your body knew this was a bad idea. You couldn’t fix his broken heart, and you couldn’t take away his pain no matter how much you wished for it. But that didn’t mean you had to sacrifice your own, right? One look at his pleading eyes, and you were already pulling back the covers. Younghyun’s hand quickly looked for yours under the covers and squeezed as if to remind himself he wasn’t going through this alone. It felt wrong, the way that your heart fluttered and broke in your chest, your stomach dropping but still filled with butterflies. But you let him, knowing that he needed it and once again putting him before everything, even yourself. Then his other arm was wrapped around your waist to pull you close so that he could bury his head in the crook of your neck. And you still let him.

“I love you.” Younghyun mumbled, lips brushing against your collarbone.

Your breath hitched in your throat before you managed to say it back, aware that your words had different meanings. He fell asleep soon after, breathing steady and his grip on you still firm. The knot in your throat kept getting tighter until you felt like you couldn’t breathe properly, but you couldn’t cry either. Not when Younghyun was sleeping next to you. The rain hitting the window brought you some comfort, if you couldn’t cry, the sky would do it for you.

Eventually, Younghyun’s warmth and the rain lulled you to sleep, with a heavy chest and mind clouded by a messy thread of thoughts that led you nowhere. You decided to set everything aside just for the rest of the night. There was nothing else you could do at the moment and in the end, you would still have to pick up the pieces of your broken heart. But not until you put his back together.

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fuckedurbias · 5 years ago

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better better - park jaehyung

DAY6 AS DAY6 SONGS PART 1 - part 2

genre: fluffy as heck, highschool!au

requested? nope

word count: 1.7k

warnings: implied?? mental struggles ig

A/N; italicised words are lyrics to the song better better by day6! listen to it here while you read

Every day, I lived like I was dead

It was another bland, boring day. As usual, Jae was keeping to himself. He didn’t like to stand out, yet somehow he always did. He always had his earphones in and sat in the middle of the class, because if he sat at the front he’d stand out and look like a teacher’s pet and if he sat at the back he’d be near all the loud class clowns. He also hoped sitting in the middle of class would help hide the fact that he wasn’t paying attention and instead was writing songs in his book and drawing little doodles. Every lunch and recess he would either go to one of the study rooms to have some peace and quiet to work on his music, or all the way to the back of the library to make some more sample beats. Jae was so so tired of the same routine every day and hating school, hating his boring life. He couldn’t wait to graduate and just leave and never come back, never have to see any of these people again and never do this routine ever again. He wasn’t happy, only when he was in his bedroom singing, playing guitar and making his own songs, but even that wasn’t cutting it for him lately. He longed to feel some form of content, to feel like he had something to live for. To feel free.

But you became the reason for me to wake up

What Jae never would have expected was that today, would not be just another bland & boring day, because you were about to come tumbling into his life at full speed out of the blue. Quite literally. Jae was walking down the hallway to go to the study room during his free period and you, being late to your class were running down the hallway from the other direction. Just as Jae was about to turn the corner you also turned the corner and ran smack bang into him, hard. You rebounded off his chest and as you fell back, your arms instinctively tried to grab onto him to stop yourself from falling but instead you just ripped his headphones out and yanked them down with you. As you fell on your ass your books and laptop all fell on the ground along with his. You had never been so embarrassed in your life. You were apologising so profusely as you scrambled around trying to pick everything out and separate both his and yours stuff.

“I’m so so sorry, I’m the biggest dumbass in the world! I should know better than to run in the hallways when anyone could turn the corner at any moment-” You rambled on, more to yourself than to Jae.

“I promise you I’m fine, you just winded me a little but I’m fine, don’t stress” He said, rather monotone. He bent down next to you to help you pick everything up. He picked up both your laptops, scanning them to see if there were any marks or scratches and opening them up to check the screens. As he handed you back your laptop with an awkward smile, you gently took it from him as you looked up at him with your puppy dog eyes. You tried to gather your things together under your arm and get up at the same time, clearly struggling. Once Jae processed what was happening he awkwardly cleared his throat and reluctantly held out his hand, and you looked up at him once again and grabbed his hand. He almost jumped at the feeling of your soft hand against his, especially when you smiled at him and looked at him with your big, sparkly eyes.

“Thank you” you almost mumbled as you shyly looked away, realising how cute he actually is and wondering how you’ve never really noticed this boy before. Jae only responds with a nod and a tiny, almost not noticeable smile.

“Also, I love the 1975 too” You smiled brightly.

“W-what?” Jae stuttered, realising how nervous he actually is right now.

“Your earphones, that’s the 1975, right?” You pointed to the earphones dangling out of his hoodie.

“Oh! Right. Yeah, they’re pretty sick” He realised the song playing can be heard from outside his earphones. He already hates himself, “pretty sick?”, who the hell says that when trying to socialise with a cute person?

But you thought it was adorable.

You made me want to open my eyes

From that moment on, he was noticed and did stand out. But he didn’t mind, because it was you. Every time you saw Jae in the hallways or in the library, you gave him that bright eye smile of yours and a big, excited wave. Even if you saw him more than once in a day, it was always just as bright of a smile and as excited a wave as the first time you saw him that day. And every time, Jae’s heart did a little jump, and tiny little butterflies erupted in his stomach. He would actually smile back and give you a little wave. You also realised you had one class with him, it was biology, you only had it about 3 times a week but it didn’t matter. When you were waiting outside that classroom the day after meeting Jae and saw him waiting on the other side of the hall from the room, you felt that pang in your heart. You swallowed your nervousness and went over and spoke to him. You started doing this before every biology class, as your friends always showed up late. You spoke to him about your favourite bands and music and realised you had a lot of other things in common. You both actually really loved science and Marvel movies amongst other things. Jae would’ve never expected you to be into the same music he is, but he loved it, especially when you recommended new bands for him to listen to. Once your friends showed up and class actually started though, you sat with them instead. Not because you didn’t want to sit next to Jae, you did, you really did. Just because you still got really low key nervous around Jae, and you liked to get work done in class and worked better with your close friends. You still snuck glances at Jae in class though, so that argument that you told yourself wasn’t really valid. Look at you getting so distracted because of a boy. You were quite popular, in the sense that everyone knew you and you knew everyone and would consider yourself ‘friends’ with most people in your year, but you really only actively hung out with and spent your time at school with your three close friends. In comparison to Jae though, you were very popular, he saw you as one of the most popular people in the school. Way out of his league in his eyes. He expected you to stop caring about him or noticing him in a couple of weeks at most.

I used to never wait for tomorrow

But you didn’t. You kept waving and smiling at him in the hallways and listening to his song recommendations and updating him about your thoughts outside the biology classroom. Jae actually found himself being excited to go to school and see you, even for just a short few seconds. He couldn’t get you out of his head. He hated feeling like this when he didn’t even know you that much, but at the same time he felt like he really did. He wished so badly that he wasn’t so awkward and closed off so that he could get the courage to properly ask you out or even just for your number or just any social media contact. However, he also still thought you were way of his league and it broke his heart because he knew a socially awkward loner like him could never be with a naturally bright, loveable, perfect, friendly person like you. He accepted that he’d forever be stuck having short 5 minute conversations before class and stealing glances at you during biology. But even those short encounters were enough to keep him going and being excited for tomorrow. Weekends were low key hell and he just let out his thoughts and daydreams through his music, and by regretting not asking for your number and telling himself he’ll ask you for it for sure on Monday. He never does but, hey he’s working on it. Little did he know, that you were also doing the same; practicing what you were going to say and do in the mirror and how you were going to confidently approach him. You couldn’t wait any longer, you had to do it before you went crazy with thoughts and memories of him in your head as you waited for the weekend to be over. Properly conversing with him only 3 times a week wasn’t enough for you.

But you became the reason for me to take one more step

That following Monday, you didn’t have biology but you passed by his locker in the morning before homeroom like you always do, but today you weren’t just going to give a wave and a bright, happy ‘good morning’, you were going to put your practice over the weekend to good use. You snuck up behind him and tapped him on the shoulder. He jumped a little before turning around, confused expression quickly turning into a soft smile.

“Hey, what are you doing here?” He asked, clearing his throat.

“Well, we don’t have bio today so I probably won’t get a chance to talk to you other than now” You said softly, linking your hands behind your back shyly.

“Oh… I see” He looked down at his feet, screaming at himself in his head to say something, anything.

“Yeah…” You follow his gaze down to your feet, too. Your cheeks were going red as you tried to get what you wanted to say out of your throat.

“Anyways, what I wanted to ask you about was,” You were twiddling your thumbs behind your back as you looked up at him, his gaze shot back up at you “The 1975 concert next week. I bought tickets for me and my friend back when they first announced the dates, but she can’t go anymore so… Would you… Want to go with me?”. You quietly said, but Jae still heard you. His head shot up and he gazed down at you with his head tilted and eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

“You… want to go, with me?” He questioned.

“Well, I did just ask you, didn’t I? ” You slapped his arm playfully. “No, I know you did I just… can’t believe it if I’m being honest” Jae pushed his glasses up his nose bridge with his finger as he blinks at you in disbelief.

“What? Why?” You giggled, scrunching your face up at him.

“Because, you have a lot of other friends you could go with. Why on earth would you pick me?” He mumbles.

“Maybe because I don’t want to go with them, I want to go with you. Besides, nobody else really likes their music as much me, other than you. Now stop being a dummy, okay? Please come, you don’t have to pay me back!” You dragged out that last part, as if trying to convince him.

“Oh, really? I’m definitely coming then, only because it’s for free and nothing else” He smiles mischeviously. You slapped his arm again but even harder, to which he grabbed it with an ‘ow’ as he pouted, pretending to be hurt. You just rolled your eyes.

“Anyways, I’m gonna need your number or something so I can send you all the deets and stuff! Since I won’t have class with you until Wednesday” You handed him your phone as you rambled on, trying to hide the fact that your heart was about to beat out of your chest with nerves. As soon as you said that, Jae’s heart skipped about 10 beats and he felt that intense pang in his stomach. He grabbed your phone with a nervous smile as he entered his number, secretly hating that you beat him to asking for your number. He wasn’t surprised though, you were super confident and fearless in his eyes. However, he decided he could still make a bold move, for his contact name he put himself as ‘the funniest, most handsome boy in the entire school’ with the heart-eyed emoji and all the different coloured hearts. He smiled to himself as he handed it back to you. Once you read the name you just looked up at him with a look of disappointment.

“Really? You’re so cringey” You scrunched up your nose. He gasped and crossed his arms.

“I’m just joking you dummy” You poked his chest. He laughed and patted your head. Your heart tingled with happiness. He was finally opening up to you.

“You should get going, you have to be at homeroom in 5 minutes” He said as he checked his watch, even though he didn’t want you to go at all.

“You’re right, well see you soon!” You said excitedly, your arms instinctively holding themselves out for a hug, forgetting that you weren’t with one of your close friends. You felt a huge rush of embarrassment rushing through your stomach to your cheeks, Jae didn’t seem like the affectionate type at all, especially as he was only now really opening up to you. However, as you you were putting your arms down and stepping away, Jae slid one arm around your shoulder and patted your back gently. The rush of embarrassment suddenly turned into that feeling Jae always gave you that you couldn’t quite explain, a mixture of excitement, nervousness and… like? You know, the feeling when you like someone. You could only describe it as ‘like’. Jae only hugged you for a couple of seconds but to you, it felt like so much longer. After he pulled away he smiled nervously, a blush very visibly on his face. You nodded at him as you started to walk backwards down the hall to your classroom.

“I’ll text you!” You yelled and waved excitedly with that bright smile. As soon as Jae turned back to his locker, he let out the biggest sigh he’s ever sighed and banged his head against the shelf. A lot just happened in the span of 3 minutes.

You held out your hand to me

It was the night of the concert and it was amazing. You and Jae had dinner before going to the venue and during the concert, you ended up crying when they sang your favourite songs and you just got so overwhelmed and Jae’s heart was bouncing around in his chest. He put his arm around you and started swaying with you as you cried into his shoulder. You smacked him a few times because he was laughing, but he wasn’t laughing at you or at the fact you were crying, he just felt so happy and thought it was so cute as to why you were crying. Once the concert was done you walked out into the cold night air, shivering as you slid your jacket back on. You closed your eyes took a deep breathe, loving the smell of the fresh, cold air. When you opened your eyes and saw how beautiful the sky looked, you felt your heart do that happy tingle again; the sky was so clear and full of stars and the moon visible and bright. That sight together with the city lights around you gave you such comfort and happiness, especially when you looked over next to you to see Jae looking up the stars too, the moon casting such a beautiful glow on his face. Jae glanced over at you and you quickly looked away, looking out to the road in front of you.

“Thanks for inviting me, the show was so amazing and I had a lot of fun” Jae said, walking over closer to you.

“You’re welcome. They mean a lot to me and I know you like them a lot too so of course I wanted to experience seeing my favourite band ever with someone who also means a lot to m-, someone who loves them a lot too!” You caught yourself, hoping he didn’t understand what you almost blurted out.

“It was especially fun seeing you cry” Jae smiled mischeviously. You ran up to him with your arms in fists ready to fight him. He laughed and just held out his hand, holding your head in place as he kept you at arms length from him, your punches unable to reach him.

“Let me go!! Let me fight you!!” You screamed, trying your best to push forward against his arm, but to no use. Once you gave up and were panting for breath, he let his arm go.

“Seriously, though. I wasn’t making fun of you for crying, it was really precious to see how much they mean to you and how much that song means to you. I’m honestly honoured that you’d let little old me experience something so special to you, with you” Jae smiled softly, the most genuine smile you’d seen from him yet. You didn’t know how to respond, just smiled back at him. It wasn’t even that big of a smile, but it was still so bright. Jae could’ve sworn his heart stopped beating in this moment, looking down into your eyes as you looked up into his, the stars reflecting in them. It was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, you were already so stunning to him but in this moment you looked ethereal. It felt like it was just you two in that moment, and if he wasn’t such a coward he would’ve kissed you.

“So, how are you getting home?” Jae cleared his throat, knowing that was a stupid question to ask since you both got the train here and would be taking it home together.

“If I’m being honest, I don’t want to go home just yet”, You emphasised “and it is a Friday”. Jae looked at you, confused. You held out your hand to him. “Let’s go on an adventure!” You exclaimed. Pulling him with you as you ran across the street.

Just your smile alone, makes me breathe

After that night, you two stayed up into the AM every night messaging each other, talking about anything and everything. You hung out on weekends and even after school sometimes; so much so, you two became the talk of the school. Jae was standing out, but he didn’t hate it as much as he thought he did, or would. Everyone was confused as to how and why you became friends with somebody they never knew about before, but you didn’t care. You introduced him to your close friends, and even encouraged him to hang out with you all during recess and lunch. You didn’t force him too, but eventually he decided it wouldn’t be so bad. He actually had fun, mainly because he was around you but he realised that not everyone was as bad as he thought they were, but of course your friends are going to be good people, as if someone as bright and good as you would hang around bad people. He still struggled to open up to them and feel confident socialising, but you helped him and they found him funny and nice to be around even with him not trying or just rambling on to cover up his nervousness. He liked it the most when it was just you two on weekends though, as expected. Even when it was something as boring as sitting in the park by the pond and watching the fish or going grocery shopping, as long as he was with you he was having the time of his life. He’d never felt this way before or experienced feeling this way about someone and it felt so scary, exciting and fun all at once. He’d just have to look at you smiling as you told a story that made you happy, a stupid joke that made you laugh or even as you ate your favourite ice cream, and he could feel his heart soar.

Only your love makes the frozen me jump up again

A month later and you finally became official, Jae finally worked up the courage to properly ask you out. He was a rambling, nervous mess as you sat next to each other on the hill overlooking the city; your favourite spot. You rolled your eyes at him as he rambled on trying to confess to you. You cupped his face and placed a quick, soft kiss on his lips. He froze in complete shock, staring at you wide-eyed with cheeks as red as beetroots. You giggled, forehead pressed against his as you leaned in again. Jae closed his eyes as finally processed what was happening and wrapped his arms around your waist, gently moving his lips against yours, he was on cloud nine. You were finally his, and he was finally yours. It didn’t matter if he still thought you were out of his league, you liked him for him and you wanted him and nobody else and you made sure he was certain of that. When you both finally pulled away, he looked concerned.

“What’s wrong?” You asked softly, stroking his cheeks with your thumbs.

“I’ve never really kissed anyone before and now I’m worrying that I’m bad” He blinked hard, looking like a sad puppy.

“Aw baby, it’s okay. I can help you” You shyly bit your lip, cheeks turning pink. His eyes went ever wider if that was even possible. He muttered an ‘okay’ before taking your hand and intertwining his fingers with yours as he softly kissed your lips again.

Because of you I’m

From that moment on, there was never a bland, boring day for Jae ever again. He was finally happy and had something to live for, his music and you. He finally had friends who he genuinely liked and who liked him and it was all thanks to you helping him open up and realise the world isn’t as bad as he thinks. You just had to hold his hand and smile up at him with your bright eyes and he felt safe and content. He felt free.

Better, better, better baby

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