do you ever just start thinking about the jance photoshoot and then need to take a moment because oh, that really happened and we got to witness all of it or is that just me
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there are already roughly a million posts like this already circulating, but man. just. sometimes you really do have to step away from something you're working on and come back to it later.
creative buds, please. please. no one is worse at taking my advice than i am, believe me, but seriously, if you've been feeling down or frustrated or stumped with something you've been working on lately, take this as your sign to maybe take a little break. a week, a month, whatever. you've been looking at it too long, you've read it too many times, you've erased that same line so many times you've lost count - you need to come back to it with a rested brain and fresh eyes.
however rough it feels to you now, i promise, promise, promise that it'll feel so much better after a little distance. <3
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do you have any thoughts on the story of abraham and isaac? my parents talk about it and praise abraham for being willing to kill his son which..... scares me to say the least, and i'd love to hear your perspective as someone who seems more well-adjusted
Where I am now, it disgusts me more than anything. The interpretation of "I'm willing to sacrifice your life if I was told to" feels like the step before "I put you into this world and I can take you out of it." It's entitlement to a child, who is an independent individual, just because they are dependent on you for survival. I prefer the interpretation of understanding the actions you're taking and the reasons why (like how there's multiple religions that don't eat pork because it was so unsafe to eat at the time), especially if it's at someone else's expense.
Where I was in the thick of it all, it gave me morbid comfort that scares me now. I had fantasies of being a martyr for the church and the idea of being the next Isaac was just so appealing. Being a hand-selected sacrifice chosen by the Good Lord Himself? Sign me the fuck up, babey!
I think if I admitted that to my family, they'd be horrified.
It's another one of those stories or beliefs where I think the majority of christians just regurgitate what they've heard. It's a point of pride and devotion, but there's no personal reflection or cross-cultural awareness of it. Lean not unto your own understanding and whatnot. It's the potential that scares me the most, like the Quiverfull movement with the Duggars or Turpins. I'm sure there's stories now, but I can't remember them off the top of my head
(Also I will be telling my therapist someone on Tumblr called me "more well-adjusted" thank you anon)
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Merry christmas everyone,
Anyways uh, happy valentines holiday
runs (This is MY comfort QPR and I get to choose the drawing, in that case, wasn't feeling too well so they chill)
Anyways uh, they're both nonbinary because I said so.
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chris/shawn :]]]
💓💜
don't have the symbol in my keyboard but the valentines day one :,}
💓: who initiates most physical contact? shawn!!! Chris is so awkward, so shawn normally initiates hand holding.
💜: who said “i love you” first? or, if neither has said it yet, who is more likely to say it first? Chris did, by accident. a bunch of word vomit about how much he loves and cares for shawn other than a bandmate, ended in a soft "i like you, a lot."
💝: who spends more time (possibly overthinking) what presents to get the other? Chris for sure, he always overthinks on what to get shawn because it has to be perfect. he always goes for something small in the end or something shawn has talked about wanting.
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If you ever feel insecure about your yapping just know that I binged your entire account for the past few hours and I was hooked. Like your account to me is what cocomelon is to toddlers you have no idea how happy you make my overly stressed student heart 😔❤ (Anon because I have anxiety (for now))
??!?!? i have enough stuff on here to entertain you for HOURS??
....huh. guess i've amassed quite a hoard. porntime surely does fly....swim.move fast
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