#darth vader nsft

[xstarkillerx]

Vader's Self-Loathing

TW: infliction of pain, burning mention, body mention

People don't quite understand the extent of Vader's self-loathing, which is understandable. It runs fucking deep, longstanding, visceral, irrational. It's carved canyons into his neural pathways that all veer toward a violent, burning rage that fizzles out into hopelessness in the later years of his life. For now, the fire burns. Imagine you knew him, Anakin, admired him, loved him maybe, in the way one loves a man clearly occupied by another, even if he can't publically show it. But you knew him well, enough to see the signs and know that Vader is Anakin Skywalker in the few months you've been in his court. He clung to you, something familiar, something warm, something willing; of fucking course you fell into his bed. "All those years of training," you rasp through a tired, hoarse voice. "Sculping your body to perfection, AND YOU BURNED IT ALL! FOR WHAT?!" You practically scream in his face. His metal fingers squeeze your waist at a bruising weight, the joints and ligaments pinch wounds into your flesh, punishing, urging, awaiting your next words "You piece of shit," Your tone is biting, teeth gritted in pain at the way he grips your waist and moves you up and down on his cock. "You selfish piece of shit, you were beautiful. Your body deserved to be mumified. You were so fucking beautiful Anakin—"

"Say than name again and I'll make you bleed from the inside."

People have lost their lives talking to him the way you do, but they don't feel the way it makes him twitch inside you. No, his self-hatred tells you to keep talking while he fucks you so hard you can't walk the next day. Fucking go on, tell him what he already knows, what's been ringing in his head for decades. He won't choke you, he won't cover your mouth, he wants to hear it while you wince in pain.

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INTRODUCTION

[ANYTHING IN RED IS EITHER MY FAVORITE OR VERY IMPORTANT]

✮ Anakin ▴ Ekkreth (eek-rith)

◘ Red ▴ vain ▴ vein ▴ narc ▴ void ▴ space ▴ star ▴ novaself

✮ Mentally 46 》 Physically 21

◘ Redpresentic ▴ Nabooic ▴ Tattoinean ▴ (Violent) Dog NPD.

✮ NPD holder ▴ Anger Holder ▴ Violence Holder

◘ cisNPD ▴ cisDID ▴ cisautism ▴ trisharmful ▴ trishateful ▴ trismurderer ▴ +more.

✮ Tags and opinions below the cut because I ramble.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️

This blog is for venting my frustrations and anger so I don't hurt people in real life. This blog will have gore, blood, nsft/nsfw posts, necro posts and general violence. This is your warning to block me if that will upset you.

BOUNDARIES

✮ Do not flirt (/r) with me. I am/was married to Padmé. Respect that or fuck off. Being sexual is fine (and even encouraged) though.

◘ Do not call me Darth Vader unless I tell you too. (Very unlikely).

✮ I don't care about any discourse. Don't hurt anyone who doesn't want to be hurt. Not that fucking hard to understand.

◘ You can ask me anything you like, though you may be insulted if I think your question is stupid.

✮ I don't really do that DNI shit because it doesn't work, but I am my source. I am the real Anakin Skywalker. So if you are a """double""" of me, fuck off. You are not wanted here.

TAGS

【✮】 . . . viscera - original posts

【✮】 . . . venae - genders

【✮】 . . . sanguis - transIDs

【✮】 . . . cerebrum - NPD posts

【⛦】 . . . ardor - NSFW/NSFT posts

【⛦】 . . . mordices - aesthetic shit

【⛦】 . . . primordium - source related posts

【⛦】 . . . oculus - random reblogs

[xstarkillerx]

The Gentle Wrath of Unburned Vader

Warning for: dubcon/noncon, manipulative language

"I could never punish you like I do the others... you always think that my love, will always outweigh my anger."

You are captured after trying to escape the Alzamec of Winsit, the sith cult on Mustafar that Worships Lord Darth Vader. Vader makes sure you know how much it hurts him to punish you.

This audio definitely feels like unburned Vader playing favourits in the worst way. I love this audio so much I wanted to post the full 25 minutes instead of just a segment, especially because it's more narrative based. I unfourtunately with tumblr's video limits I had to settle with just linking the original post. But yeah, love Vader, love unburned vader, love this audio a bunch.great sound design too.

Tag list // masterlist

@hanasnx

[xstarkillerx]

Genuine question, how fucked up am I allowed to go with my Vader HCS cause I boy I have an absolutely horrendous one