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[hey-color-palettes]

heya! could i get a palette for the name Renegade?

#32292f || #912a28 || #eca72c || #eeebd3 || #7e4e60

[puccis-disappointment]

heya, could i have a soft-angst sort of thing for josuke with an S/O who’s been binging/starving? thanks

uhh,,, putting it undercut since this may be some sensitive content for some..

Side note: what I wrote there are of personal experience. The symptoms, dealing and characters actions are reflections of my own. Everyone experience those eating disorders differently, but all of them matter and need psychological treatment and support. If you are suffering from it, please seek help and talk about it with people you trust - if you feel comfortable enough, you can talk to me, too. I am a self-indulged starving survivor. 

“Babe, I didn’t see you eating all day today.”

You blinked, suddenly aware of your surroundings, thanks to Josuke’s sentence breaking the silence.

“I’m not hungry, love. I ate too much yesterday, so I am still pretty full.” you try to tranquilize him, smiling softly and rubbing his shoulder lightly. It was weekend, and you were spending the day together with your boyfriend, playing video games at your house. Since you were playing a game with a solo dynamic, you awaited patiently for your boyfriend to lose or pass the level so it could be your turn - unconsciously, though, you started to doze off.

“That does not mean it’s ok to stay all day without eating anything. You could at least snack on some fruit?” Josuke replies, worry heaving his voice tone, although he did not detach his gaze from the TV screen.

“You don’t need to care so much for me, Josuke. I promise you that I will snack on something later.” You  reassured him once more, squeezing him lightly, your words firm enough to make it clear you did not want his to insist. 

Later that night, when Josuke got home, you sighed. You weren’t going to eat anything, but since you promised, and even to someone so dear... you actually got the guts to eat a simple, single apple.

The next day, you were actually relieved that you spent all day away from Josuke’s worried eyes. Since you two attended different schools, he didn’t see you skip lunch, neither did he pressured you on eating something. Despite that, though, you two always met each other at the end of school time. So that demanded some patience from you, since Josuke always pointed out how skinny you looked like, how exhausted you always were, and how your grades were alarming low.

You didn’t care much about his words; you hated to see him worry about you, but then, starving looked like something that really payed off, since you had your own goals. You wanted to be beautiful for him. To be worthy his love and attention. You felt a bit annoyed at how your boyfriend and other friends, and even parents, told you how much you were beautiful. It wasn’t true for you yet.

Things started to get critical when you started to fall asleep way too often in class, making it difficult to keep good grades... and then you started to find it hard to keep track of everything most of the time of things other people were talking with you. Still, you kept telling everyone that you were taking proper care of yourself and did not feel anything bad until now.

In another weekend, you and Josuke decided to go out a bit, take a walk, some air. It was as wonderful as possible - whenever Josuke was near, you felt the luckiest, happiest person in the world. He made you forget about your issues, and even your self blaming and low self esteem were turned into ghosts. Josuke made sure to make you feel like a true divinity. He praised you, he kissed you all over, gave you the best hugs... and even though he was almost always low on money, he sometimes gave you some little gifts. 

The day was bland, the wind softly cold, but the rays of the sun made sure to give you come warmth. It could be colder still, you would feel it, since Josuke walked by your side with an arm wrapped on your waist, keeping you near his body. You two talked about random things all you way down the alley, until stopping by to kiss each other.

“Babe, I love you so much... you’re a real treasure to me, one I want to keep with me by... by all my life. It  would be truly a blessing to see you grow with me, sharing your love with me while we age together.” He said after parting lips, his cheeks turning light red - a trembling, silly smile forming on his lips.

Your blushing turned more intense. You took a minute to just smile at him silently, before parting lips to speak. “ Josuke, I...” You started, but did not finish. You started to feel dizzy, and even tough you tried to keep your mind and eyes focused, you couldn’t endure the dizziness for too long, fainting on your boyfriends arms.

Next thing you knew, you were at the hospital. When you finally opened your eyes, the first figure you saw was Josuke, hovering over you with an expression that seemed a mix of sadness, worry, and anger.

“Babe... you could have told me...” he simple said, before anything, before grabbing both your hands and squeezing it lightly. A bit confused, you started to move your eyes around, trying to actually get conscious about your surroundings. Seeing all the medical equipment, the serum bag over your head, your parents on the corner and the face your boyfriend was giving you... you knew you couldn’t lie anymore.

“Your parents already scheduled some hematological tests for you.” Josuke cut you off even before you could complain. “There will be no ‘buts’, no cheating, no ugly face to make us stop. Not before this.” You could swear you never saw your boyfriend so serious and so hurt your entire life.

After this accident, Josuke started to be even more attentive with you; periodically getting off of school to give you lunch, spending more time with you, talking and distracting you. He would always talk with you for as much time you needed until giving in and eating something. He helped you to identify hunger feelings and stayed by your side when you wanted to throw everything up, calming you down. When you were sleepy or just did not pay attention enough, he would rub your back so you could relax a bit, or then helping you stay awake. When he noticed you were increasing your food quantity in your dish, he would praise you, really happy to see your appetizer increasing. If you needed medications, Josuke would set up an alarm to remind him so he could remind you to take your meds.

As much worried he got to see you in such a state, he took pride on seeing you overcoming it, making sure to support you in your good, your bad, ugly moments and recovering. He was, more than never, sure that you were the love of his life, and felt the luckiest man in the world to know that such a strong, loving and kind person loved him back.

[jojosfluffyadventure]

confession: I really just want to cuddle up with kira and have a good and fluffy time. I’ve had some mild problems with dry skin and it’s taking so long to fix that I’m about ready to give up, please, let kira make me feel better qwq

Kira would be more than happy to cuddle with you! He’s a very skilled observer, and he would notice every time your skin grew less dry every time you cuddled, especially your hands. He would praise your skin’s increasing smoothness, and if you tell him about your frustrations, he would reassure you.

“My dear, do not give up... How I long to feel your hands in mine, how soft they’ll become by the day. You’ve come so far now...”

And then he would tenderly kiss your cheek, and then your palms, and the backs of your hands.

[suicidespeedrun]

Random fact 1: I am an extroverted introvert (I’m extroverted around friends but introverted around people I don’t know most of the time)

Random fact 2: I can’t do long distance relationships

Random fact 3: My three favorite shows are FMAB, Space Dandy (which I’m currently watching), and JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure.

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