#dang i met a few other actors too after the show but was too nervous to talk to him

[hanhwrites]

The fact that I'm supposed to be doing something right now and all I can think about is KYLE ADAMS' GRANTAIRE AND HOW I WAS TOO SCARED TO GO SAY HI TO HIM AFTER THE SHOW BUT I NEED HIM TO KNOW THAT HIS GRANTAIRE WAS THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY TIME IN THE LES MIS FANDOM AND I COULD NOT STOP WATCHING HIM THE ENTIRE SHOW

I need him to know

Later edit cuz I was tired when I wrote this: Kyle Adams plays Grantaire exactly how I imagined him in the brick and listening to the songs. He's that good

[lady-olive-oil]

So Into You: Prologue

Note: AHHHHHHH it’s here! It’s finally here! The prologue for my first ever Chris Evans x Poc OC series! If you’d like to added to the Tag Squad, let me know. Without further ado, let’s take a journey through the friendship of Chris and Roxie and let’s see where it takes them.

Warnings: Slight spoiler for Endgame (If you haven’t seen it, then oops)

Word Count: 2.3k [this is only the beginning]

Choxie Squad: @themyscxiras || @honeychicana || @maddiestundentwritergaines @crushed-pink-petals || @dc41896 || @swirlevans || @areubeingserved || @stillevansbae

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“Roxanne Alexander!” A voice called from the back of me.

“Yes?” Going over my notes for the interview with Jimmy Fallon, in my hands, I was nervous. Normally wasn’t nervous for my interviews, but that one meant big moments to come.

“You’re I’m in 15.” The producer, Katie Hockmeyer, smiled gingerly in my direction.

With a gentle nod, I practiced my breathing. Being an actress has always been a dream of mine. Only been in the game for a few years, 10 tops, I had a lot riding on these interviews.

I was recently in Avengers Infinity War and Endgame, as a fellow Dora Milaje. It was a fun job to have and soon, I’m gonna be in a new film which I can’t wait to start filming.

Hearing the theme song go off, I closed my eyes and let my feet do the walking as I got into position. This was going to be the interview of all interviews. To shoot my career even further, and make me a better actor.

Hearing my name being called by Jimmy, I got up on the stairs and walked on to the stage. The crowd was alive and well, to welcoming and warming. I felt at home.

“Roxanne Alexander. It is such a pleasure to finally have you on my show.”

“Jimmy, the feeling is mutual. Out of all the interviews I’ve had, or will have, I’m sure this one will be my favorite.”

The audience was eating this up so much. The conversation kept going; the energy was live and the vibes were right. Talking about my family; my pets, my friends, I’ve kept along the way and so much more.

Jimmy‘s smile lit up. “Ok! So I know everyone is dying to know about your endeavors. How did you get to where you are now? How did you career start?”

“It all started when I graduated from Lincoln-Sudbury Regional High School, class of ‘99. Boston gal born and raised. I did a few plays in school, I didn’t go to college until I was 21. Had what most would call a “Grace period” and went to Howard.”

“Howard? Nice! I know a few grey actors that went there.” He nodded in my direction to continue.

Explaining my journey always made me tear up a bit. I went through so much with trying to find myself; prove myself and just go on this journey of self discovery.

“After I graduated college in 2007, I went on another few years off; seven to be exact. I had my bachelors degree in theatre arts and a minor in business management.”

“Booked and busy. You go girl.” I couldn’t help but chuckle at Jimmy’s remake and high fived him.

I shrugged with a smile. “Have to be. I started a business venture called Cairo and The Nile, which is a skin and hair care line for natural hair. I’ve done a few movies, and a series, back when I graduated from Howard. I was also a Dallas Cowboy cheerleader for 2 years, from 2014 to 2016. That’s when I went back to school for business in Dallas.”

“I went to school while a dancer, with an acting background. Within the last five years I’ve done a few movies as well, which I know you’ve all seen.”

“Of course! Just to name a few Gods of Egypt, Pacific Rim 2: Uprising, Venom, Black Panther, Avengers Infinity War as a Dora Milaje and Avengers Endgame.  Along with some before those: Color Me Crazy, Meet at Midnight, The Get Down, Cards on Deck and Dear White People.” He nodded with a smile, while the audience cheered with enthusiasm.

“So, inquiring minds want to know: how did you get to be apart of Marvel first 10 years? And what can you tell us about Endgame?”

Smiling from ear to ear, I sighed happily. “Well like any other actor I sent in my audition tape and it went very well from there. But yet, I got a little push from a good friend of mine who just so happens to be in the films as well. So it worked out for us both.”

“As for Endgame, all of us don’t know. We all don’t rehearse together. All we do is come in; read what they give us, do the scenes and go home. With breaks in between. Because Holland and Ruffalo can’t keep their mouths shut. So the Dora Milaje and I including Okoye, I love you Danai! Know nothing.” With a gut busting chuckle, I felt tears spilling over my eyes.

“Dang, well I tried.” With a shrug, we both laughed.

“Good friend you say? Who is this good friend?” Jimmy leaned in close over his desk, arching a brow.

“Well he’s been my best friend since we were kids. We met at age 4; our mothers are best friends from college. The bond between our families is tighter than ever and just full of love.”

He tapped his chin in curiosity “Tight bond; Boston kids, mothers are still college best friends?”

“Mhm. Tight like glue on a lace front, as I’d put it and I’d get a weird expression from him.” Laughing a bit at the memory in my head. The audience seemed to like it too, so I got more comfortable.

“I got nothing. You gotta give us some clues or just tell us. We’re dying to know.”

“Now jimmy, where’s the fun in telling you? But I do have a little story to the day I became a DCC.” Smirking a little, I winked at the camera.

He pretended to be hurt, with a gasp “Ouch, Roxanne. I am hurt.”

“Do you wanna know how upset my best friend was when I told him, I was a DCC? I’m sure you’ll guess who he is. It leads up to us both starring, in an up an upcoming film, called Married at First Sight. Y’all should go see it.” Shameless plug.

“I’ll give it a shot, I have so many people in mind. How upset was he?”

“He’s a true Patriots fan. Like hardcore, and when I told him I made the cheer team he was filming another film. He didn’t talk to me for 2 weeks.” The audience gasped, causing me to shrug and chuckle. That day I told Chris was hilarious cause that following day, we went to lunch and then it started.

“Two weeks, two solid weeks. I can’t go that long without talking to my wife. I bet it was hard.”

I nodded a bit. “It was hard cause we talk everyday.”

“Childhood friend. Boston born and raised. Hardcore Pats fan.” He gathered all the info he had.

“Mhm.” I couldn’t help but grin like the Cheshire cat.

“Oh!! Roxanne, is your best friend is Chris Evans!”

“Ding ding!”

His facial expression was priceless, the audience loved it even more. This is the first interview I’ve had someone ask about my best friend and how we’ve stayed so close this long. There isn’t anything I wouldn’t do for Chris, and vice versa.

Jimmy let out a cheerful exclamation. “That is amazing. 30 plus years of friendship and you’re still tighter than ever. Any nicknames?”

“Never better. We have our moments, but we come back every time. With our characters in Marvel it’s been a nickname I’ve had since we met, which I’m auditioning for one actually. He calls me Ororo Munroe, who is the badass Storm from X-Men, and Of course call him Steve Rogers. Never saw one without the other.” The thought of us breaking up our friendship hurt more than anything. We go to each other for everything and sometimes, I can’t tell him everything. Like the crush I have had on him since we were young.

“Munroe and Rogers. I like it, cause like another detective show. Can’t wait for the new movie to come out, will be on the lookout for the trailers. Anything you wanna say to the audience or your best friend?”

“Of course.” Turning towards the camera I smiled gently. “If you’re watching this like I told you to, then you’re already on the right track. Most of the time you don’t ‘wike it’ when I tell you to do things. Oh well! That’s what best friends are for right? I’ll see you soon, Evans!”

“Roxanne Alexander, ladies and gentleman! Thank you for coming. We’ll be right back after this break!” Shaking his hand, I waved the audience as the music sounded to the commercial.

The director yelled out to us all. “And we’re clear! 10 min everybody.”

Heading back to my little room noticing that my phone was blowing up with Instagram; Snapchat and Twitter. So much love from the fans and even a text from Chris.

“Oh shit. What did he say.”

Chris: Saw the interview today! You did amazing as always Rox, and great job plugging the movie too. Gotta get all the exposure out there.

Heartfelt. So far so good. I wonder if he’s free today.

Me: thank you bud! Means a lot to me to hear you say that.

Chris: any time. Say wanna catch up sometime this week? Sight see in LA?

Chilling with my best friend, or with the family? I’m always with my family or my other friends, and so now I think it’s best to chill with Chris. Which I never do outside of rehearsal.

Me: I’m free today and a few days this week actually. Aside from rehearsals and more interviews.

The drive to my LA apartment was a breeze. Normally it’s be hell in traffic but not this time around. Upon making it home, I saw the Boston boy in all his glory, in front of my driveway. Sending a goofy face my way, he moved to the left a bit.

I couldn’t help but chuckle at the goofy string bean, parking the car in the garage. “You just can’t help yourself huh? You love being in my way.”

“What can I say? I love messing with you Munroe.” Showing off his cheesy grin, he welcomed me with a hug. It was as if he lived there and was happy to see me home. If only it was real.

“Ha ha, very funny Rogers. So where’s my son, can’t have ya home without- Dodger! There’s my boy!”

Giving the beagle some love, along with receiving them, I managed to hug him as well.

A pouty Chris emerges. “Why don’t I get a hug like that?”

“You on top of me, would cause a lot of controversy and issues my dude.” Arching a brow at him, we headed inside and for comfy.

He mumbled under his breath. “You sure about that?”

“You say something?”

“Nah. Just uh, so wanna do Disneyland tomorrow? I hear Star Wars: Galaxy’s Edge is open”

“Yeah we can do that. Oh and Lune is in her room, which Dodger found easily.”

Glancing at the two dogs in the little space under the staircase, we both smiled happily.

Clapping my hands together, I gave the Boston boy a look. “Happy dogs. Alright Evans, couch or bed?”

“Bed. The Mummy with Brendan Fraser, or Tom-”

“Fraser, no contest. Matching pjs, or just underwear?” We tend to finish each other’s sentences and it never gets old.

“Matching. This time, my old title.”

“Old title? What do you mean? Chris no way…”

“You don’t know?!” His face was hysterical. He got dressed in my walk in closet, as I changed in the bathroom. After a quick shower of course. Heading downstairs to make popcorn, I had to pull myself together.

“No! They didn’t tell the Dora’s nothing. Danai couldn’t tell me shit! Let me guess, Sam gets it?”

The look on his face as he saw me in my Captain America leggings and matching tank top, was blissful. I’ve never seen that look before. He looks damn good in his sweatpants too, along with being shirtless at that.

Snapping out of his trance, he nodded eagerly upon flopping on my king sized bed.

“Yes he does, and it’s a beautiful send off to Steve. You came into my trailer that one day when I was getting prospects done remember?”

Passing him the bowl of extra buttered popcorn, I slid next to him and grabbed the remote to program Netflix.

“Yeah. That’s what it’s for? Now I’m intrigued. Need a date for premier?” Finding the movie, I paused it for a second, pulling my curly hair into a high puff. I caught him staring at me.

“Why yes. Yes I do actually, would you like to go with me?”

“Why are you staring at me like that? Besides, I’d be insulted if you didn’t ask, I was going anyway.” With a shrug I played the movie and grabbed a handful of popcorn.

“I can’t look at my best friend without their being an ulterior motive? Don’t hog all the corn now.” Snatching the bowl from me, he got some on the bed.

“Nope! What would your girlfriend think? You’re cleaning that up, slov.” Throwing some at him, made it worse, seeing as though it caused a popcorn fight.

“Why bring her up? You two need to have a sit down, and chat. I can’t have the two most important women in my life hating each other.” He threw it back at me and tackled me down.

“Your mother and I get along fine thank you.”

“You know what I mean.”

“Yeah yeah. I’m sorry. Let’s get back get back movie.”

“Oh, and I’m the slob? Says the one with candy wrappers on her dresser.” He pressed played on Netflix and cuddled me. Strictly platonic.

“My house; my room, my rules. Fine I’ll talk to her, you better catch her if she steps out of line.”

Hearing him stifle a laugh, he pinched my arm, which ricocheted into me thumping his head.

“Funny. Let’s watch the first 2, cause the China one made zero sense and the Scorpion King.

The marathon led to us both drifting to sleep, cuddled around each other.

Days like this never got old, and I hope they never change. Yet there’s always a few people who want to see you fall, and that person and I never got along when it came to Chris.

[graysonaanderson-blog]

Forever//Jaxson

Who: @graysonaanderson​ and @jaxonanderson​ (with mentions of @whatifcalvin​ and Jaxon’s mom)

Where: At Disney, hotel room, courthouse.

When: July 4th through July 6th

Notes: Jaxon and Gray get engaged and shortly after they get married. (we decided to do it one big discord instead of breaking it up) 

Gray:

Grayson had been freaking out internally for the past few weeks, the closer and closer the day of Jax's birthday came the more and more nervous Gray got. Gray had planned a bunch of things for them to do before Disney, shows, dinners, museum visits and some time with friends and Jax's mom. Finally, the day had come and Gray was more scared than he had ever been. They made it to Disneyland and were met with a lovely cast member who would be walking around with them throughout the day. Gray smiled over at Jaxon and kissed him gently on the cheek. "Happy Birthday, Love."

JAX:

Jaxon was completely giddy the days leading up to their California trip. He knew it was going to be amazing, mostly because of how secretive Gray was being about the whole thing. But Jax trusted his boyfriend and knew he was going to make it absolutely perfect. Jaxon's smile had been on his face ever since leaving his mom's house for Disney. He smiled more as they entered the park and looked to Grayson as the cast member met them. "Oooh fancy. A guided tour!" He smiled, leaning into the kiss. "Thank you."

GRAY:

"Of course, first off you are too famous to have you walking around the park alone, people will be stopping you too much." Gray intertwined their fingers as they started walking through the park. "You are more than welcome, my love. So we have all day in the park so you pick which ride we go on first."

JAX:

Jaxon gave him a look but knew he was right. They'd be stopped far too much for them to actually do their own thing. "Um... I don't really know what to do first! There's so much to do! So much to see! We have to meet Peter Pan though so we gotta be where he's at when he comes out today. And we have to do the Haunted Mansion."

GRAY:

Gray nodded and smiled brightly "Yes, love we will do all those things, promise." Grayson turned to their cast member and asked when Peter would be out, even though, Gray knew damn well that Peter would be on out soon and where he would be too. "Do you want to do Big Thunder Mountain?"

JAX:

Jaxon looked around the part, just amazed that he could be here on his birthday. He jumped a little in excitement and nodded. "yes! You don't even need to ask me that!"

GRAY:

Gray laughed softly at how excited Jax was about being in Disney. If he wasn't head over heels for the man before he was now. "Okay, let's go!" Gray smiled and walked towards the ride. "I have a reservation for us for lunch, so we can totally hit a few rides before then. The perk of having a tour guide and being famous, no lines." He laughed softly.

JAX:

Jaxon looked to the other as they made their way over and smiled. "Babe, you know I don't mind the lines. But at the same time... I enjoy not having to wait in the lines. Where did you get reservations for lunch though, out of curiosity? Or is it a surprise?"

GRAY:

"The Blue Bayou, the restaurant inside the Pirate of the Caribbean ride. I've heard good things about it, it's really nice." Gray smiled. "I think we will be able to get onto the Haunted Mansion before we have lunch."

JAX:

Jaxon nodded hearing what the other was saying as he stepped up to the entrance to Big Thunder Mountain. "Sounds good. I think I've eaten there once when I was little but I don't remember."

GRAY:

"Well, I hope that you remember this time." Gray laughed softly and thanked the ride operator as they sat down in the ride car. "Not going to lie, this is my favorite ride."

JAX:

Jaxon thanked the operator as well before sitting next to the other. "Is it really? We'll have to ride it again today before we go so you can enjoy it." Jaxon grinned, sitting closer to the other and took hold of his hand.

GRAY:

Gray nodded "Yeah, I've always loved this ride and Space Mountain." Gray rubbed Jaxon's hand gently with his thumb and took a deep breath of excitement as the ride started. He bounced his knees happily.

JAX

Jaxon grinned watching the other. He loved seeing Grayson so happy and excited about things and made a mental note about this and Space Mountain being his favorites in case he needed it for future reference. "Here we go!" He grinned as the ride started.

GRAY:

Gray laughed as the went along, he wasn't a screamer like most people on thrill rides, he was a laugher. He didn't know why but he couldn't help but laughed as everyone else screamed. At the end of the ride, he looked over at Jax, still laughing. "I love this ride."

JAX:

Jaxon couldn't help but laugh listening to Grayson laughing on the ride. He loved this. He loved how happy they were and how they could be together in celebration of Jaxon's birthday. Once the ride finished, Jax grinned to the other and nodded his head. "I can tell. I love listening to you laugh."

GRAY:

"Yeah, I don't scream I laugh. I don't know why." He shrugged as he got out and reached his hand out for Jaxon to help him out. Gray looked at his phone. "We might be able to make it to the Haunted Mansion for a ride." Gray smiled and squeezed Jax's hand.

JAX

Jaxon moved out with Grayson's help and grinned at him. "Well, I prefer laughter than screaming." He told him, leaning over to kiss the other's cheek before squealing with excitement. "Yes! Haunted Mansion... here we come!"

GRAY:

Grayson smiled as they walked out of the ride and started off towards the Haunted Mansion. Grayson smile got even bigger when he could see another cast member walking with Peter Pan. The time was getting close and his hands started to sweat.

JAX:

Jaxon bounces happily as he walked, stopping when he saw Peter Pan. “Wait. Peter is never over by the Haunted Mansion. Clearly, his shadow got away from him again. Dang shadow.” He shook his head with a laugh, having no idea what was happening.

GRAY:

Gray smiled and stayed quiet as they walked over to the ride and Peter. His heart was racing and took a few deep breaths as they got closer and closer to the ride. Peter waved happily at them as they got closer, being very Peter Pan. Grayson nibbled at this bottom lip as Peter talked to Jaxon.

JAX:

Jaxon grinned, bouncing over to Peter Pan, talking with him about his shadow just like a child would. He loves Peter Pan and was just in awe that his favorite character was outside his favorite ride.

GRAY:

Gray took a deep breath and gently tapped Jax’s shoulder and smiled at him. It was now or never. “Babe... There are so many things going through my head right now. Things I want to tell you, how I feel about you, how I feel about us. How you make me a better person and how much I love you. But I have trouble sometimes getting those feelings out in words... so I thought I would show you...” Gray took the small ring box out of his pocket and got down on one knee and opened it, reliving a simple ring. “I love you so much and you are my person and I want to spend the rest of the days with you. Will you marry me?”

JAX:

Jaxon turned feeling the tap on his shoulder. He smiled at Grayson as he listened to him. His head tilted to the side a little as Gray kept on. It wasn’t until Grayson said he was going to show him that he started to panic. He watched the other, the smile turning into a confused but surprised look. “Oh my gosh...” he said quietly before looking to the ring. He nodded, tears running down his face. “Of course!” He laughed through the tears.”

GRAY:

Grayson laughed, tears running down his face as he stood up and kissed Jaxon deeply. “I love you so much.”

JAX:

Jaxon grinned happily as Grayson stood up. He kissed him back, wrapping his arms around the other's neck before grinning at him. "I Love you too! Now put that ring on my finger before we lose it!"

GRAY:

Grayson laughed and took the ring out of the box and gently placed it on Jaxon’s left ring finger. Gray looked at the ring before he looked at Jax and kissed him.

JAX:

Jaxon grinned, his hand shaking a little as Grayson slipped the ring on. He grinned kissing him back again before giving him a giant hug. "This is so amazing!" He yelled out.

GRAY:

Gray laughed softly “Happy birthday, baby.” Gray hugged him back and wiped Jaxons face gently. “I love you so much.”

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled up at his now fiance, leaning into his touch as Gray wiped his tears away from his face. "Ugh. That's why you're here!" He said looking to Peter again. "Because I love you and you're my favorite! Thank you!!!" He said, smiling at the actor.

GRAY:

Gray nodded and laughed “Yes. And why it the haunted mansion. I have no idea how I am going to top this.” He laughed softly.

JAX:

Jaxon laughed a little, looking to Grayson again. "This is perfect! You're perfect!" He told him wrinkling his nose a little. "Best proposal ever and you don't have to top it."

GRAY:

Grayson laughed softly and kissed deeply not really caring if people were watching them. "I love you so much, and I am so fucking happy that I get to marry you. I have been holding onto this for like a month." He laughed. "You should look inside your ring. I engraved our initials and an infinity symbol in there." Gray wiped his face as tears fell from his eyes still. "I love you."

JAX:

Jaxon kissed him back before listening to him. He smiled at him before looking down to the newly placed ring on his finger. "Is this why you wouldn't tell me what was going on?" He asked, slipping the ring back off to look at the inside. He smiled reading it before slipping it back on his finger to look at it. "I love you too!"

GRAY:

Gray nodded "Yes, it is. I wanted this to be a surprise. Even though there were many times when I just wanted to ask you because I love you so much, but I had to wait." Gray nibbled his lip softly and gently took Jaxon's hands and rubbed them gently. "You're my fiancé now."

JAX

Jaxon beamed at the other, giving his hand a squeeze once Grayson took hold of it. "I am! And you're mine! And we're going to get married! And then you'll be my husband! But first, we need to ride the haunted mansion" He said with a laugh.

GRAY:

Grayson's heart was going to burst when he heard the word husband. He never thought that he would be getting married. But he found his person and he was so happy that he did. “Yes, love yes we do.” Grayson laughed softly.

JAX:

Jax grinned at the other and leaned over to kiss his cheek. "I'm so excited!" He beamed, grabbing told of Jaxon's hand to start to drag him towards his favorite ride. "Come on, Fiance!"(edited)

GRAY:

Gray smiled. “I can see that.” He laughed a little as Jaxon pulled him towards the ride. “I love the sound of that. So much better than boyfriend.”

JAX:

Jaxon smiled at the other once they got in line and nodded his head in agreement. "I definitely like the sound of fiance better than boyfriend. And husband will be even better."

GRAY:

“Yes it will be even better” Grayson smiled. “Can’t wait until I’m an Anderson.”

JAX:

Jaxon smiled more hearing him and nodded. "I can't wait for you to be an Anderson too!"

GRAY:

Gray smiled happily. The rest of the day was full of rides and laughs with family and friends that had come with them to the park. Towards the end of the night, Grayson said goodnight to them and grabbed Jaxon's hand. "Come on, love. I have a hotel booked for us for tonight." Grayson kissed him gently.

JAX:

Jaxon couldn't contain himself for the rest of the day. He beamed happily at the other after they said goodbye to family and friends, giving the other's hand a squeeze. "Sound perfect." He grinned, kissing him back. "Ugh I'm still so excited!"

GRAY:

Grayson chuckled at how happy his fiancé was. He had opened the door to the car for Jax. "I know, baby. So am I." Gray kissed him deeply in the back of the car, his hand moving along Jaxon's side.

JAX:

Jax easily slipped in next to him before kissing him back. He hummed softly, moving so he was sitting closer to the other, pulling back to look at him. "I love you."

GRAY:

Grayson smiled and continued to kiss him. He moved his lips down onto Jaxons neck and moaned slightly. “I love you more.”

JAX:

Jax left his eyes closed, moving his head to the side once Grayson moved his lips down to his neck. "hmm... impossible." He whispered back to him.

GRAY:

Grayson nibbled Jaxon's neck softly before he cuddled into him. "I love you. I can't wait to marry you."

JAX

Jaxon hummed softly, leaning into the other more. "I can't wait either. You're going to be an Anderson."

GRAY:

Grayson hummed softly. "I can't wait for that either..." He looked out the window of the cab as they drove along. "We should just get married on Saturday... Go to city hall and get married. I'm pretty sure I can get Cal to come, witness, your mom could come." Gray looked over at him with a smile on his face.

JAX: 

Jaxon watched the other, the smile on his face still as he just looked at his fiance. "This Saturday?" He asked, laughing a little. "I mean if you're serious about it. We can have a party and stuff once I'm done with Kinky Boots. And our Honeymoon would have to be after."

GRAY:

"I'm completely serious..." He sat up a little and looked at Jaxon. "I want to marry you. I don't need a big wedding or anything. I mean I don't really have a family to invite to that sort of thing. And really all I need to be happy is you." Grayson cupped Jaxon's cheek.

JAX:

Jaxon smiled a little, giving his hand a small squeeze. "I mean, as long as my mom will come and be a witness, then I'm okay with just getting married in the courthouse and having a celebration with friends and my family members later."

GRAY: 

Gray nodded "Okay... we um call your mom when getting to the hotel and see what she says." Grayson kissed him deeply, his hands cupping both of Jaxon's cheek.

JAX: 

Jaxon inhaled once Grayson kissed him again before smiling at him. "Sounds like a plan. I love you."

GRAY: 

Grayson pulled Jaxon in and cuddled him. "I love you too.." He closed his eyes for the rest of the ride to the hotel.

JAX:

Jax smiled, wrapping his arms around the taller male. He rested his head on top of Grayson's as they drove to the hotel. "We're here baby!" He said excitedly once the driver pulled up to the front of the hotel

GRAY

Gray opened his eyes and looked around, rubbing his eyes gently before sitting up and giving Jaxon's a sleepy smile. "Oh good." He opened the door and got out, thanking the driver.

JAX:

Jaxon smiled at the other, getting out after the other. He thanked the driver as well before taking hold of Grayson's hand. "Sleepy?"

GRAY: 

Gray intertwined their fingers and nodded a little as he rubbed his eye with his free hand. "Yes. I am. I have been running on adrenaline for the past few days. Haven't really slept well." Gray got their bags out of the car before he leaned on Jaxon as they walked towards the hotel door.

JAX:

Jaxon nodded a little, standing with the other as they checked in. "Then how about for tonight, we sleep? I don't want you exhausted."

GRAY: 

"Okay... I mean I could just nap for a little bit. And we can do stuff after." He smiled. Grayson thanked the woman behind the desk as he took the key to the room. "You have to call your mom."

JAX

Jaxon gave him a look before thanking the lady as well. "I'll call my mom and you sleep. But I'm not waking you up after a couple hours. You need to sleep." He said, reaching up to brush Gray's hair from his forehead.

GRAY:

Gray smiled softly at him and nodded. "Okay... I won't argue with you. I'm too sleepy." It wasn’t long before they were in the hotel room and Grayson tipped the bell boy. He moved towards the bed and laid down on it looking at Jaxon. "God, I have very attractive fiancé" He giggled softly. "Call your mom."

JAX:

Jaxon smiled at him once Grayson agreed not to argue. He made his way into the hotel room and changed out of his clothes, leaving him in just his boxer-briefs. He wiggled his hips a little listening to Grayson before smiling at him. "I'm calling her, calm down." He grinned, grabbing his phone to call his mom.

GRAY:

"I can't. I am very excited about this, even if I don't sound like it because I am sleepy." He smiled. "Don't wiggle like that, it makes me want you more and that means I won't sleep." He cuddled into his covers.

JAX: 

Jax laughed a little, waiting for his mom to answer. "Close your eyes and get comfortable. I'm going to go step out on the balcony so I don't disturb you. I'll be right back in."

GRAY:

Grayson smiled and nodded. "Okay..." He closed his eyes and within a short while he was out.

JAX:

Jax talked to his mom for a while on the balcony before quietly making his way back into the room so he wouldn't disturb his fiance.

GRAY: 

Gray stirred a little and looked up at him. "What did she say?" He asked his voice full of sleep.

JAX:

Jax moved to climb into bed next to his fiance and sat his phone on the nightstand next to him. "I'll tell you in the morning, you sleep." He said, moving to cuddle the other, placing a kiss on Grayson's shoulder.

GRAY:

Grayson slept cuddled into Jaxon throughout the night. It was the first night sleep he had gotten since they had gotten to LA. Grayson woke up around 9 am the next morning with a smile on his face. "Are we engaged? I didn't dream that right." He said in a soft voice.

JAX:

Jaxon fell asleep soon after Grayson did. He hummed a little feeling Grayson move in the morning followed by hearing what he asked. "I don't know.. look at my hand." He said sleepily, still in his sleep stage of waking up.

GRAY: 

Gray smiled and picked up Jaxon hand. "Hehe. we did." Grayson kissed him gently. "Good morning my handsome fiancé soon to be husband depending on what your mother said last night."

JAX:

Jaxon yawned, reaching up with his other hand to run it through his hair. He grinned hearing Grayson confirm and opened his eyes to look at the other finally. "Hmmm, I thought so." He said, returning the kiss. "Good morning my love.:

GRAY:

Gray smiled up at him. "So... what did your mom say? Please just tell me." He yawned and kissed Jaxon's chest.

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled at him, moving his own hair to Grayson's. "She said if it'll make us both happy, then she'll be more than happy to be there for us."

GRAY: 

Gray giggled and sat up. "I'll text Cal and see if he is town and is free to be my witness!" He grabbed his phone and started texting. Gray put the phone down in front of him and looked over Jaxon. "I love you so much. And... you are happy about this right? It's not to fast for you? I'm not making do something you aren't comfortable with right?"

JAX:

Jaxon reached for his glasses next to him and looked to him again once Grayson looked at him again. "Of course I'm happy, baby." He laughed a little, shaking his head. "You're not making me do anything I don't want to do."

GRAY: 

"Oh good. Because if you want to wait to get married I am fine with that. I just... man I want to marry you so badly." He laughed softly as he looked down at his phone as it lit up. "He is totally free and able to do this!" Grayson smiled over at him. He bounced a little and moved so he was straddling Jaxon. Gray put his hands behind Jaxon's neck and pulled him for a kiss. "I can't wait to call you my husband."

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled up at him and shook his head. "We're gonna get married tomorrow." He said with a smile on his face. He easily let Grayson move so he was straddling him and let his hands fall to Gray's side. Jax leaned up and returned the kiss, a smile on his face. "One more day." He told him, leaning in for another kiss.

GRAY: 

Grayson let out a little giggle and kissed. "Can we just stay in the hotel all day? Please."

JAX: 

Jaxon laughed a little looking up at him. "I mean, you're the one with all these plans for out here." He said, tapping the other's nose. "I wasn't planning on leaving."

GRAY: 

"Plans can change. I just wanted to be sure that you were okay with us staying in here all day long. We can order room service, cuddle, have sex, watch movies, have more sex, eat more room service, have more sex." He kissed him playfully a few times.

JAX: 

Jax laughed listening to him before shaking his head. "You're such a dork." He said playfully. "But that definitely sounds like a plan I can go along with all day. Especially if it means I don't have to get dressed."

GRAY: 

"Please don't get dressed." He smiled and started to kiss him.

JAX: 

Jax hummed into the kiss, relaxing back into the bed. "Wasn't planning on it." He said between kisses.

GRAY: 

Grayson smiled. "Thank god."

JAX

Jax laughed, looking up at him again. "You're so handsome."

GRAY: 

Grayson blushed a little. "Thank you, my love. You are also so handsome." He brushed his thumb on Jaxon's cheek.

JAX: 

Jax smiled up at him before sighing a little. "I just can't believe this is happening. And I'm so glad people wouldn't tell me no matter how much I bugged them."

GRAY: 

"I am too. So glad. I was worried about Oliver knowing but I'm really glad that you weren't told." He laughed softly and started kissing down Jax's neck.

JAX: 

"I'm surprised Ollie didn't accidentally tell me." He said, letting his head fall to the side and eyes closed, a soft hum leaving his lips

GRAY: 

"Me too. I mean I trusted him but the boy was excited and I wasn't sure completely to be fair." Grayson looked up at him and smiled. "No more talking though, I want to fuck you."

JAX:

Jaxon couldn't help but laugh listening to the other. "Fuck away," he said, motioning for Grayson to get his underwear off.

GRAY: 

Grayson got very happy and continued his kissing along Jaxon body. The whole day was just perfect, Gray was really pleased with the amount of sex they had, he was laying at the end of the bed eating some fruit as he watched his fiancé lay naked on the bed. "I am so fucking thrilled I get to fuck you all the time. That no one else gets to see you like this." He smiled and moved the bowl away and crawled over to him, kissing him deeply. Grayson looked at the clock and smiled. "It's midnight... we are getting married today."

JAX:

Jaxon was pretty sure he had never had this much sex in his life and he was now completely exhausted. He laid there on his stomach just watching Grayson eat. He smiled at the other, looking to his phone to check the time to confirm. "We are and that's very exciting." He said, kissing him back. "how are you just eating fruit though? I'm starving."

GRAY: 

Gray smiled and nibbled Jaxon's bottom lip gently. "I can order us more food, love. What would you like?" He got out of bed and picked up the menu for room service. "Here, baby. Pick anything you want."

JAX: 

Jax smiled at the other before moving to sit up again. He took the menu and looked it over before making a face. "I don't know... " he said, trying to pick. "It's late though so I probably shouldn't eat too much. So I guess just a chicken salad."

GRAY: 

"Are you sure, love?" He sat down next to him and kissed Jaxon's cheek gently and brushed his hair gently. "We haven't really eaten a lot today. I mean we have some food." He looked at the plates from earlier. "Nothing big though. Eat, love."

JAX: 

Jax moved to lean into the other before shaking his head. "Two salads." He laughed some. "But seriously, a salad and maybe some mac and cheese." He grinned knowing that he ate more than enough mac and cheese on a daily basis anyway

GRAY: 

Grayson laughed softly. "Okay. I will order it for you." He kissed Jaxon's cheek again before grabbing the hotel phone and ordering their food. "I'm going to have to put on a robe to get the food." He frowned. "Only downside. If we were home, I would be naked the whole time. Oh, the dream."

JAX:

Jaxon smiled, leaning into the kiss before nodding. "I know. But I"ll hide under the blanket, you can put on a robe for 1 minute then we can eat naked together because we can" He laughed a little, moving to cuddle into Grayson's side.

GRAY: 

Gray smiled wide and kissed him. “Sounds like a plan.” After a small make out session there was a knock on the door and Gray reluctantly pulled himself away from Jaxon and put on a robe to get the room service.

JAX: 

Jaxon groaned a little but knew it was best that Grayson got their food. He moved so he was laying under the covers and yawned a little. "Tip him good! It's late!" He called to Gray.

GRAY: 

Gray smiled and tipped the man nicely before bringing in the cart and looking at the bed. “Your room service, sir. And I think maybe we should sleep after. You look tired.”

JAX: 

Jaxon moved to sit up once Grayson and nodded his head. "You've worn me out." He laughed a little, letting the blanket drape loosely across his waist as he sat there.

GRAY: 

“I love you.” He smiled softly and kissed Jaxon gently. Grayson took the plate off the cart and sat it on the bed. “I’m sorry, love. Eat up.

JAX:

"I love you too." He told him before taking the plate. "No need to apologize. I loved every second of it." He said, starting to eat his salad first.

GRAY: 

Grayson watched him eat as he laid back on the bed. "I'm damn glad that you did. Or we would have a problem." Grayson's eyes moved up and down Jaxon's body and smiled. "Jesus, you are hot."

JAX: 

Jax continued to eat before looking at Gray, noticing he was staring at him. "Thank you!" He grinned at the other. "Are you not going to eat?"

GRAY: 

Gray shook his head. "I'm not hungry. I had some fruit beforehand remember? You eat, love. I will just stare at how beautiful you are."

JAX: 

"I know, but you should eat more than just fruit," Jaxon told him, taking another bite from his salad. "It's really good. You sure you don't want a bite?"

GRAY: 

Grayson shook his head. "No, thank you. I'm really not that hungry."

JAX: 

Jax nodded, deciding to drop it. He finished his salad before moving onto his mac and cheese. "Mmm... Better than box but not as good as yours."

GRAY: 

Grayson smiled and moved closer to him and kissed his cheek. "I promise to make your mac and cheese when we get home. But I'm glad that it is good. Finish your dinner and come sleep with me." He moved back down and laid down under the covers as he waited for his fiancé.

JAX: 

Jax nodded with a smile on his face. He finished off his food before getting up to set the tray on the table in the room before getting back in bed. He moved to cuddle up against Grayson, wrapping his body around the taller male

GRAY: 

Grayson wrapped his arms around Jaxon and kissed the top of his head, closing his eyes and humming. "I can't wait to marry you today."

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled, kissing the other's chest gently in return. "I can't wait either." He whispered before yawning a little, falling asleep soon after.

GRAY: 

Gray woke up a few hours later to the alarm that he had set for them at 11 am. He kissed the top of Jaxon's head to wake him. "Honey, it time to get married."

JAX: 

Jaxon groaned hearing the alarm. HE cuddled closer into Gray before hearing him. "I have to take a shower." He mumbled.

GRAY:

"Same. Would you like to take one together?" Gray smiled.

JAX:

Jax laughed a little, opening his eyes to look at him. "If we do that, we might not leave." He said softly.

GRAY: 

"I promise to be good and only wash you and myself," Gray promised as he kissed Jaxon. "I don't want to be late for our wedding." He laughed.

JAX: 

Jax finally looked up at him and nodded a little. "okay." He said, leaning up to kiss him. "Love you." He said before getting up to head to the bathroom.

GRAY: 

Grayson smiled and got up after him. "I love you too." He wrapped his arms around Jax's waist and kissed his neck.

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled at him, wrapping his arms around the other's arms. "Come on, my love. We have to look our best for today."

GRAY: 

Gray started the shower for them and got in. "I promise to look amazing, for you baby." He reached his hand out for the other man and grinned. "Come on, get in here so I can wash you."

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled at him and stepped in once Gray held his hand out to him. "I can't wait for this to happen. To marry you, maybe to get a celebratory lunch with my mom and Calvin. Then back here for some more fun." He grinned, grabbing Grayson's ass with a smirk.

GRAY: 

Gray squeaked a little when Jaxon grabbed his ass and looked back at him with a grin. "Of course, it sounds like a wonderful plan, Mr. Anderson."

JAX: 

Jax smiled at him, leaning up to kiss Grayson's forehead. "I can't wait to be able to say that back to you." He told him, letting go of Grayson's ass so they could actually accomplish taking a shower.

GRAY: 

Grayson smiled and started to clean Jaxon. He did as he promised and didn't cause them to stay in the shower for too long. When they finished their shower Grayson pulled out the nicest clothes he had brought with him, he was glad that he packed a blazer and nice button up and a good pair of dark pants. Grayson fixed his hair in the mirror and looked at his phone. Calvin is coming soon. Ready babe?

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled letting Grayson wash him off. Once they were done, he wrapped a towel around his waist and started to dry his hair and style it after. "Did you happen to slip in anything nicer for me to wear without me knowing or am I getting married in a t-shirt?" He asked, laughing a little as he pulled on his black pants. "Just need the shirt and I'll be ready."

GRAY: 

Grayson let out a little hum and started to look in his bag for Jaxon. "I have a button up that might fit you." He smiled and pulled it out and handed it to Jaxon.

JAX:

Jax took the shirt and put it on, buttoning it up. "Perfect!" He said, tucking it in with a smile. "How do I look?" He asked, doing a little spin.

GRAY: 

"Beautiful." Grayson gave him a smile and kissed him. Gray grabbed the ring box. "Thank god, I got two rings. Honestly, I didn't plan this at all. I just wanted a ring too. But it all worked out didn't it." He laughed softly. "Okay, I have everything I need, you ready, babe?"

JAX:

Jax laughed a little before nodding his head. "Should I take mine off then until we get there?" He asked, looking down to his hand. "I think I have everything though."

GAY:

Grayson shrugged "If you want I can put it in my ring box." He wrapped his arms around him and kissed Jaxon. "I can't believe we are getting married. I can't believe I am getting married. Never in a million years did I think this would happen. I am so thankful that it did though. I love you."

JAX:

Jaxon nodded, slipping the ring off and carefully set it inside the ring box. Jax smiled at the other before kissing him back. "Better start believing it, baby." He said with a smile on his face. "I love you too."

GRAY: 

"I don't think I will ever believe it. But that's not a bad thing, it makes me giggle and happy every time I think about." He placed his forehead on Jaxon's and took a deep breath. "Alright, let's go. Cal and your mom should be here. Let's go."

JAX: 

Jaxon smiled at him, listening to what he was saying. "I'm glad I can make you so happy." He said, taking hold of Grayson's hand. "Alright, let's head out." He said, starting for the door.

GRAY: 

"You will always make me happy," Gray said softly. When they got out into the hallway he bounced a little and squeezed Jaxon's hand in excitement. His heart was beating so fast as they made their way down to the lobby in the elevator. Gray smiled wide when the door opened and Calvin and Jaxon's mom was standing there waiting for them. He couldn't fucking believe this was happening and he was thankful that two people he cared a lot about were able to be there to witness.

JAX: 

Jaxon grinned, seeing how happy Grayson was. He smiled at the other and waited for the doors to open. "Mama!" He called, letting go of Gray's hand to give his mom a big hug. "We're so excited and it's going to be amazing and I can't believe this is happening. And please don't cry because then I"ll cry." He said excitedly to his mom. Jax smiled to Grayson again, holding his hand back out. "Ready, my love?"

GRAY: 

Grayson nodded and took a deep breath. He hugged Jaxon's mom took before he took Jax's hand again. "So ready."

JAX: 

Jax smiled, heading out with the other to get into the car waiting to take them to the courthouse. He sat close to Grayson, keeping his hand holding Gray's tightly since he was so nervous about this but knew it was right

GRAY: 

Grayson moved his thumb along Jaxon's hand as the car brought them to the courthouse. His heart was beating so hard, he was nervous and excited and just ready for this to happen. He laid his head on Jaxon's shoulder and let out a sigh.

JAX: 

Jax smiled at the other, giving his hand a small squeeze. Once they arrived at the courthouse, Jax thanked the driver and tipped him before getting out. "Come on baby... let's do this."

GRAY: 

Grayson smiled and walked with Jaxon, squeezing his hand tightly as they walked to the door. Gray spoke to the lovely lady at the desk once inside and turned to Jaxon. "We have five minutes to get ready and then we can go in." He bit his lip a little. "Holy shit, we are really doing this." He whispered. "Five minutes before our lives change forever."

JAX: 

Jax smiled at the other, looking to his mom as well and pointed his finger at her seeing the tears starting to form in her eyes before giving her a smile. He let Grayson talk to the lady before nodding his head. "Five minutes. But I'm ready now!" He laughed, letting go of Gray's hand to fix the other's shirt collar.

GRAY: 

"I know, they have another wedding going on right now. Be patience, love." Gray laughed softly and fixed Jaxon's hair.

JAX:

Jax sighed a little, looking to Gray again. "You know I'm not patient." He said softly with a smile on his face.

GRAY: 

"I know. But it won't be long." He kissed him gently. Five minutes went pretty fast and before Grayson knew it they were being told to walk back. Gray took a deep breath as he stood up and walked with Jaxon and the others to the room. He took out the ring box and gave Jaxon's his ring and held onto Jaxon's ring himself. "I love you."

JAX: 

Jax nodded, knowing it wouldn't be a long wait. He smiled, bouncing happily once they were told they could head back. Jax walked next to the other to the desk in there. He took the ring Gray gave him and smiled. "Love you too."

GRAY: 

Gray smiled as they were told were to stand. He couldn't stop grinning as he looked at Jaxon. He was so handsome and everything that Gray ever wanted in a partner. The judge asked them if they had any vows to say and simply nodded. "Yeah, I have something..." He took a deep breath and exhaled before starting. "Jaxon, the moment I saw you I fell in love with you. I just didn't know it at the time. You are everything I ever wanted in a partner, in a husband, I just didn't know it at the time. Now I do. You the only man I ever want to be with, the only one I ever want to belly laugh with, to cuddle with in our blanket fort, to raise our furry babies with and hopefully later on in life raise our children with. I never thought I would be lucky enough to find someone that I wanted to be with for more than a night, but you walked into my life and changed everything. For two years I tried to get you to notice that I liked you, I am so damn thankful that my sister made us talk about our feelings. My life has gotten happier than it has ever been. I know that if I fall you will be there to not only catch me but to help me stand back. I love you and I can't wait to be your husband." He wiped his eyes and sighed. "I didn't want to cry but I can't help it." He laughed softly.

JAX: 

Jaxon kept hold of the other's hand and just listened in awe of what he was saying. He reached up to wipe at his own eyes at what Gray was saying to him. He laughed a little once Grayson did and reached out to wipe Gray's tears as well. "And I'm so very happy I get to be that person for you. That we get to be together for the rest of our lives. That I'll have you through the ups and downs and I know you'll have me through yours as well. Together forever." He grinned at him, knowing it wasn't the most romantic but it wasn't too bad coming up with it off the top of his head.

GRAY: 

Gray smiled at Jaxon, so ready to kiss him but he knew he had to wait. The judge asked them if they took each other to be each other husband and Gray smiled and nodded "I do." He giggled.

JAX: 

Jax grinned at him and nodded as well. "Fuck yeah, I do." He grinned. He grabbed for Grayson's ring he stored in his pocket and held it out so that they could slip it onto Gray's finger.

GRAY: 

Grayson laughed softly at Jaxon and placed Jaxon's ring onto his finger and smiled at him. He held out his hand so Jaxon could do the same for him.

JAX: 

Jax grinned, slipping the ring on Gray's hand too. He barely waited for the judge to confirm it before Jax kissed the other, holding him as close as he possibly could.

GRAY: 

Gray kissed him back, holding onto him just as tightly. He pulled away and looked up at him. "My husband." The judge let them know that they need to sign the papers before leaving. Gray nodded and took the pen signing quickly before handing the pen to Jaxon. Calvin and Jaxon's mom also had to sign. Gray kissed Jaxon's cheek. "I love you much, Mr. Anderson."

JAX:

Jax took the pen just after Gray and signed his usual squiggle like he did signing autographs. He handed the pen to his mom and grinned at Gray. "I love you too, Mr. Anderson." He smirked at the other.

GRAY: 

Gray felt his heart jump at those words. His last name finally meant something good. He laid his head on Jaxon's chest and cried.

JAX: 

Jax looked at the other and frowned a little. "Why are you crying?" He asked softly.

GRAY: 

"I'm just.... really... happy..." He sniffed.

JAX: 

Jax laughed a little, pulling back some to wipe the tears. "Aww, baby!" He said, grinning at his mom as she came over to hug them both.

GRAY:

Grayson buried his face into Jaxon's chest again. "I'm sorry. Let's get out of here, have some lunch and get back to the hotel."

JAX:

Jax rubbed his back a little and nodded. "Sounds perfect, my love."

GRAY: 

Gray wiped his face and took Jaxon's hand, squeezing it tight as they walked out of the room and the courthouse. He was so happy to start their new life together.

JAX: 

Jax kept hold of the other's hand and walked out with him. He let his mom and Calvin know what restaurant they'd be going to before getting back into the car waiting for him and Gray. "Come here..." He said softly, pulling Gray into the car to sit with him.

GRAY: 

Gray cuddled into Jaxon and wiped his face as more tears stuffed to fall. "I'm sorry for crying. I really am so happy. So fucking happy to be your husband."

JAX:

Jax rubbed his back gently and smiled. "It's okay, Gray. You don't have to apologize for being happy."

GRAY: 

Gray laid his head on his husband's shoulder and smiled. "I am so happy. So very happy."

[feuqueerfire]

Y-Destiny (KaengPuth) Live Blogging

I am in a little BL slump where I'm at a loss as to what to start next because all the Thai shows are so long but I don't wanna start a 12 hour series today, so I'm gonna just watch the 2 episodes for this couple because everybody loves them. It might be confusing because I'm literally just gonna watch episodes 9 and 10 with no prior knowledge of anything else in the show but oh well.

Episode 9 (Mar 30)

Bruh okay I got so nervous in the first few minutes like ?? Is that child Kaeng? But no, whew.

I love love love characters who sleep around with people but I don't like that Puth seems to not be straightforward with his partners? The people who call him seem to be under the impression he's only dating/having sex with them?

I think Leon from Don't Say No was my favourite in terms of this because he slept around but he was always explicitly clear with everybody that it's not exclusive, that he sleeps with other people too, no strings attached, etc

Talay my dude! Also, I recognize Chap (?) from Lovely Writer. I've come to this point where I just recognize so many BL actors goddamn

lmao there are so many characters in this drinking scene T.T I hope they're not super important. They say some of the characters' names sometimes and it's all like days of the week? Tues, Mon, Sat?

O.O I didn't expect this to be so sexual for some reason but Kaeng appeared with a purpose! Mans keeps licking his fingers, wiping his finger across his mouth, etc all while dressed like that. Okayyy, I can respect a man on a mission

I didn't know this was gonna be fuck buddies to lovers ! I love reading this trope in fic but I don't think I've across it in BL shows

O.O

amazed by how not awkward the nsfw scene was, I didn't need to skip anything the way I often do when they don't cut away after like 2 kisses lol

Why do they not translate texts alksdjf

No the fuck buddies dynamic is incredible because they have the sexual tension + actually do something about it but they're also friendly, teasing, somewhat domestic (listen... having sex and then doing homework while the other person showers then goes to sleep... domesticity in my book)

I know I've only known him for like 10 minutes but I'm already invested in Kaeng

A love triangle?

Interactions between Puth and Payu are so much more at ease ad informal than I thought they would be considering they just met

I wish the Eng subs were better. Is it because the official ones suck or is it just because I'm watching on dramacool lol

Bro there's so much time spent on Payu and Puth... it's like 2 45-minute episodes, you can't be spending so much time on the main guy with a random dude. We have 1 episode left and Puth is saying he fell in love with Payu tfff

Kaeng looks so good. I'm not even into men wearing suits but like his glasses, the red shirt underneath and his attitude make it

Okay, interesting episode! Good at pulling you in, I'm already fairly invested. The translations are weird and I don't like the sound effects and I think they're putting too much emphasis on Puth/Payu for such a short story but there's something very magnetic about Kaeng, the nsfw scenes are very natural that don't veer into awkward or over the top territory, and it's an engaging story.

Also love that Puth and Kaeng switch during sex, another of my favourite dynamics along with the fuck buddies but one of them catches feelings thing

Episode 10 (Mar 30)

Dang Kaeng really came with the intention of making everything so beyond awkward

Nah Kaeng fr came here to cause problems. I hate watching awkward, embarrassing interactions. He keep this up and my affections for Kaeng will disappear completely

Let it end already and have KaengPuth get together so that it doesn't feel shoehorned in in the last 20 minutes

Dude Kaeng wiping his tears away with his pretty, slender fingers... beautiful. If he hadn't annoyed me for the last 20 minutes, I would've called in love

Dang Kaeng's persistent and Puth even says "don't make me hate you more" when Kaeng keeps pushing despite Puth saying he doesn't wanna sleep with him. How will they wrap this up satisfyingly in 30 mins

Random ass several weeks time jump. hm i guess sure that's one way to not cram everything in ?

Kaeng crying and begging Puth to pretend to be his boyfriend the night before Puth is gonna ask Payu to be his boyfriend? Bruh have some respect for yourself and also respect Puth's choices because wtf truly

Dang, so they kiss and have sex

Puth taking this fake boyfriend for one last night thing toooo serious, these forehead kisses >.<

how many times will Kaeng cry bro

I wish Puth was explicitly like "I didn't ask Payo to be my boyfriend, I broke up with him" because if I were Kaeng I'd just think he got rejected and I'm the second choice

Hm.

I really liked it at the beginning but they dragged out the love triangle for too long. Puth and Puya had more cute moments than Kaeng and Puth did because they mostly just had sexy moments. Them having nsfw scenes is fine because they started off being fuck buddies, after all, but the show didn't spend time developing their relationship outside of sex, so it falls a little flat. They definitely shouldn't have had Puth dating Puya for this long.

It's fine, sure, whatever.

Maybe they have some cute moments in the next 5 episodes but I won't be watching to find out.

Rating: 5/10

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Y-Destiny Special Episode

I wanted to see them actually dating, so I'm glad this exists

The fondness from just the first minute? wild

They call each other Papi and Daddy ?! wild

So Puth's "testing" Kaeng by texting him as somebody else to see if he'll cheat? wild. also i hate that, if that is what that was

love confession, yeah sure cute

Well, okay. These 10 minutes were like oh cute, oh i hate that, oh cute.

[artchoface-blog]

I met Junkrat’s voice actor and he was the coolest dude, damn!

TL;DR: If you ever get the chance to meet Chris Parson, DO IT. HE’S A PERFECTLY WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING.

Thought I’d just make a longish post about meeting Chris Parson, the voice of Junkrat (and many other characters). Because it really meant a lot to me.

I had no idea he would even be at MegaconTampa, the con I was selling at, until last minute when he tweeted that he was excited to attend it. And YO- as ya’ll know he’s like a unicorn~ rare sightings indeed!

Anywho, Got some photos, and autographs, I made it ‘rain’ for him, or so I joked. XD To be fair, he’s the only person (or thing) I spent any money on at the con because I was also selling there, and trying not to buy anything. I went to him Friday and bought a few autographs (For me and gifts for various ppl who weren't there) and a photo with him. ‘Cause who knows if I’ll get another chance!

Then later that day, I decided just his autograph wouldn't be enough for my best friend. So, I went back to him and asked if I could also get a video gift for @lockwayart as she unfortunately was out of town helping her Mom heal and get better. :< (Her Mom has been fighting hard to beat breast cancer a second time.) And I know how much Lock would have loved to have the chance just to meet him. She’d recently finally achieved Diamond with Junkrat on PS4 so, I thought a congrats message would be perfect!

I got to chat him up a bit as well and asked him a bunch of questions, such as why wasn't he at any cons and how come ‘we’ -fans- never see him anywhere online. (he has literally no presence anywhere). I don't wanna assume anything I have no idea about his life or if he’s more of a private person about personal stuffs! But, I also brought up this photo, as being like the only one I’d ever even seen him in, and he’s allllll the way in the back XD

What he told me that he worked a whole lot and he was also kinda a shy guy. In hindsight, this makes perfect sense. A lot of actors are introverts and they can use acting as a way to be more extrovert. :)  He even said he knew what photo I was referring to and said that he had another job to do that day and was kinda rushing it all along lol. He said he came to MegaconTampa because he finally had a whole weekend off. O_O Dang!

So I thanked him for coming to the con and even told him how much it meant to be able just to come up to him and say ‘thank-you.’ It may not mean a lot to voice actors, I’m not sure, but it means a lot to us who connect with the characters they play. It can mean the world when you’re having a rough time of life, and are able to also have a great creative outlet. He was too sweet and so damn nice, he didn’t rush me off and I made sure there was no one else in line that I’d be holding up while I talked to him lol. But I shook his hand and then I was off.

Or so I thought, that night after giving the video to Lock and listening to how happy it made her while she was going through such a tough time I really wanted to go talk to him again. And get another video ahaha, as she couldn't be there in the flesh, I think it was way better to get video than just a photo or autograph. So I asked her what she would like to have him say if she could meet him and she gave me a line she’d love to hear him say to McCree.

Saturday I was working and busy busy so I wasn't able to go see him until Sunday again. My boothmate and I got our table all set up and then once the con started and we found it was off to a slow beginning I decided it was a good time to take leave before the afternoon when more people would arrive. I went over and waited in the line. Again I wanted to make sure no one was behind me so I didn't make anyone wait -I know how that can be to be kept waiting XD- so I told him that I wanted another video, he seemed surprised lol but was totally down! So then I got the second voice line for Lock :D I wrote the quote for him and everything because when I’m excited I talk too fast so ahaha;;; And I thanked him and mentioned off hand that it was for her again, then showed him the messages she’d sent me and told him that it meant a lot and he asked about her situation with her Mom.

So I told him about her having to leave to go back up to Ohio because she needed to help her Mom who’s breast cancer had returned. And then he freaked me out by saying “Can you call her up? Call her and tell her someone wants to talk to her, then let me talk to her?”

And I was like- ?!!?!?!!! YES! WHOA- YES I WILL. I was so nervous I was shaking with excitement! So I called and was like oh god please answer, because I know she has been exhausted and not sleeping much so I was scared she was still asleep at 11am. And when she picked up she was all groggy and I’m like “Hey, hey! Are you awake, wake up I need you to wake up for me! It’s important!” And she was all, “Huh? I’m...ok I’m awake.” Totally sounded half asleep still, lol poor Lock;; I say to her, “I have someone that wants to talk to you!”

So I hand my phone over to him and asdfghjkl; I wish I had a camera separate to also record it. He said in Junkrat’s voice, “Hey there, its Junkrat- how you feelin’ love?” And dude I freekin’ lost it! I legit had tears man!! I was freaking the freak out and I cannot imagine how Lock was taking it on the other end of that call-! I was just like, whoa my god he’s so dang nice man. Then he said some other stuff I cant recall because I was losing my shit trying to keep it together lol. I remember he did switch to his normal voice and was like “Hi its really Chris Parson, and I just I had to talk to you and tell you that I’m sorry you couldn't be here but I hope you’re well and you’re staying strong. Just try not to be stressed, live and laugh and laugh as much as you can because it’ll help okay?”

Dude, tearsssss I was wiping my face so much like, man. It had been a rough time for her the past few months and she just really needed something like this. Fuck he’s so great man! ;___; And after they were done talking he gave me the phone and I told her id call right back. And I thanked him so so soooo much again and then shook his hand again and said I’d be back later in the day for a last photo if that was okay. And he was like hell yeah and so I ran off to like clean my face hahaha. I couldn't stop laughing and smiling so stupidly the whole day. It’s been so long since I’ve had the pleasure of meeting someone so selfless and sweet like that. I was like, cloud 9 all day. I told anybody who crossed the booth to go talk to him, get autographs and photos and man I’m like, dude if I have to I’ll single-highhandedly fund you coming to this con I swear to god. I told all my artist buddies and they agreed that he was amazing and man I just- like, you ever just sit there and think “Shit. There are still nice people in the universe.”

Anyways so, the day flew by of course, I sadly wasn't able to make his panel a hour later as I was the only one at my booth- I do hope it went well tho! But before he left, I ran over when I had the chance to get my last photo, I wanted a fun one this time and not just a normal ‘two ppl awkwardly standing smiling photo’ like usual when ppl get pics with famous/celebs or what-have you hahaha, (plus that was our first pic I got ahahaha!) so we brain stormed for a bit when I told him I wanted a funny pic. We came up with standing under his name/sign and just gesturing like as if to say, ‘Who’s this asshole?’ He was such an amazing sport while he posed with me for it! WHOO!!! I got a couple nice ones but the last one that his helper took was my favorite because I just couldn't keep my own shrug/pose; I was just too happy and laughed! XD

So I’ll show ya’ll that one :P It meant a lot to me that he was so nice, I was also having a bit of a rough time, I’d had surgery earlier in the month, had to flee from hurricane Irma and right after coming home to no electricity, I got bronchitis and the flu while still recovering from the surgery lol. I know so many had it far worse and still do so I sucked it up but man, I super needed a good laugh at least! Which, I got  =D

And now, I’ll end this huge blog post with saying that if you ever get the chance to meet him, please please do so! He’s a perfectly wonderful, amazing and great human being! :> Thanks so much again Chris Parson! <3

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Boyfriend! Johnny

So I haven’t posted any writing in a while oops

And I do have a scenario in the works (GOT7′s Jinyoung) but I’m having a brain freeze with it right now. Like I know what’s going to happen next but I don’t know how to put it into words. It’s complicated

I still wanted to post something so I’m gonna do these boyfriend! things maybe? I know a lot of writers do them but they’re fun to read 

I was originally gonna try something new, like a babysitter! series but idk how it’d work lol

And I also wanna write for other groups too but I don’t know what to. Like I have lots of ideas for scenarios but I’m not sure if they’ll work out

Lol I’m a mess

Anyways, I’m sure y’all are so done with my talk so lets get started

So you met Johnny through an exchange program

Your university had a sister university in South Korea and you decided to take study there for the year

One of the classes you decided to take was photography cause you thought it’d be interesting and fun to do. Like a bit more lighthearted compared to other classes

When you get to class, you’re honestly just really nervous cause you don’t know how to interact with Korean people. You know that they’re just the same as other people, just they speak Korean but you just dunno

So you seat yourself close to the back where you’ve got a nice view of the front of the room and you’re not too far in the back but you’re not in the front as well. WHY DON’T I JUST SAY IT’S IN THE MIDDLE

Nobody approaches you and you’re just too worried about messing up when you speak Korean so you just listen to people’s convos and try to understand what they’re talking about

Cause damn do they talk fast

And Johnny comes walking in and you can just automatically feel his presence

Like the girls start to giggle and whisper to each other and the guys all come to greet him with fist bumps and pats on the back. 

You just know he’s one of those guys that everyone loves

And he sits right next to you. You’re just shooketh like whatttttt

“Hey, I’m Johnny! Are you an exchange student here? I heard that we were getting some exchange students in this class that speak English.” 

“Um, I... yeah.” You say sort of defeated cause dang you were gonna reply really fluently in Korean but you just forgot every word you’d learned. 

“It’s fine, you can speak English with me if you’re more comfortable with that. I’m from America.” 

And from then on, you and Johnny sort of just always chatted together. It turned out you guys also have a few other classes together

You’re really happy that you got to know him cause he really helps you with your Korean when you have trouble remembering grammar rules and stuff

After a few months, you guys are really tight

Like #friendshipgoals

Everyone thinks y’all are dating cause you hang out a ton and Johnny likes to make fun of your height difference by resting his arm on your head or just casually slinging his arm on your shoulders

Honestly, you’ve kind of gotten a crush on Johnny. He’s so funny, cute, and nice to everyone that you totally understand why all the guys and girls talk about him

But you try to not think too much about your crush on him cause you’re positive that he only sees you as a super close friend, like #bros4life or something like that

After a long time, you really can’t stand your crush on Johnny anymore

I mean, damn, this dude is hot but innocent and all that... he’s like irresistible

So you’re about to blow from keeping your crush on him secret and you make the big mistake about ranting all about it to Doyoung

Who automatically tells everyone after you finish ranting

And everyone’s plotting how to get y’all together cause they know that Johnny also secretly has a thing for you

They’ve seen the way that he looks so much happier when he’s sitting next to you, or how he slings his arm around you so much more nowadays and laughs so hard when he teases you

And you’re just oblivious to Johnny’s subtle (like literally almost not there, he’s just upping the skinship level the smallest bit) flirting so they decide to give y’all a little helping hand. 

One day, Doyoung slyly puts a note on your desk in one of your classes that you guys shared together that says, Can you meet me on the track at 1? - Johnny

Doyoung even freaking copied Johnny’s handwriting perfectly

And then Jaehyun did the same to Johnny, by copying your handwriting.

So the two of you are both confused as heck cause you’re close friends so why would you guys bother to set up a time and place to meet when you always see each other?

But you both meet on the track at 1 and you’re like,

“So, you had something to tell me?”

“No... You’re the one who asked for me to come to the track.”

“What.”

“What.”

And all the guys were hiding behind a bush, watching you two but Yuta couldn’t take it so he legit jumps out of the bushes

Y’all shook

The guys are shook

Yuta is shook by himself

And by then everyone else is like, fuck it, these two are way too oblivious about each other’s feelings to confess

And in the end, the guys are all like “Y/N likes you Johnny!” and “Johnny likes you Y/N!” 

“NOW GET TOGETHER.”

And after realizing that you both have feelings for each other, you just sort of become a couple. 

Okay, that a super long intro... sorry ‘bout that

So your relationship with Johnny would be really fun

You guys would definitely do some crazy things that Johnny has always wanted to do

Like skydiving

Now that was one crazy adventure

He’d also love to run around in the rain with you

Just because it’s random and fun and exciting

After you guys play in the rain, he’ll run a hot bath with rose petals and rose oil and maybe some Epsom salt just for you

And you’ll always pull him into the bath with you because you feel bad cause you’re sure he’ll catch a cold if he waits outside on the couch with a flimsy little towel wrapped around his shoulders

And it’ll be a really chill bath time

You guys are totally find with seeing each other naked

Although it was slightly awkward the first time you guys did it

“Um.”

“Do you want to take off your clothes first and then get into the bath and then I’ll come in and take off my clothes or...”

“Um.”

But after a few times, it becomes natural for you two

Johnny loves asking you to scrub his back 

And he’ll massage your shoulders, your neck, and whatever other tense muscles

It’s just a loving pamper time between the both of you

I think Johnny would be pretty big about skinship

You guys were already casual with skinship when you were friends anyways so he would get straight to holding hands with you

Honestly, he beamed when you made the move to hold hands instead of him for the first time

Backhugs would be a thing with you

Because of your size difference, he loves backhugs so he can rest his head on top of yours and trace circles on your hips lightly

And you’ll just lean back into him

PDA doesn’t go that far, only holding hands, backhugs, and pecks on the cheeks

He loves running his hands over your collarbone or tapping on your collarbone. For some reason, it calms him down. 

When you guys are on the couch watching TV or YouTube, he loves to lie down on top of your legs

And you’ll run your fingers through his hair and give him some soothing face massages

You’ll rub circles in his temples and between his eyebrows

Johnny relaxes so much when he’s in your arms

It’s like you just suck all the stress out of him

And if you have a book with you, you’ll read it out loud to him

But even if you don’t, you’ll make up a story or talk about some moments from your past upon his request

If you guys are on the couch and you aren’t in the position mentioned above, then you’re probably cuddling. 

Johnny’s couch cuddles with you are usually spooning

He’ll start by gently wrapping his arms around you before totally flopping the both of you on your sides so you’re both in a really comfortable cuddling position

Maybe kiss your ear a bit (he loves to kiss your ear)

And whisper weird puns in your ear

Sometimes tickle fights start

Just saying, you always win

When you’re really stressed out or crying, Johnny peppers your face with light gentle kisses to make you laugh

He’ll just cup your face in his hands and kiss everywhere

As I said before, your PDA really only includes backhugs, cheek kisses, and hand holding but when you two are alone, Johnny tends to like making out with you 

He’ll start slowly and passionate, where you can really feel his love for you seeping out of his lips... lmao that sounds weird but you get it, right?

If you guys are feeling it, he’ll turn it up a notch and start getting a bit aggressive and fast, which can lead to a bit of.. well ya know (I’m still smol)

Johnny is definitely a very proud boyfriend and loves to show you off since you can come off as a little shy in certain situations

“Isn’t Y/N so great?”

“If you’re already this impressed then you’ll probably faint later cause she isn’t even showing you all that she’s got. My girl is a special one for sure!”

“Johnny, stop you’re embarrassing me.”

“You don’t need to feel embarrassed! You’re amazing.” 

Followed by him ruffling your hair

Whenever you start to doubt yourself, whether it’s about your looks, your capability to do things, or just yourself in general, Johnny is always right in your corner

“You know Y/N, you’re so headstrong and that’s one of the reasons I love you so much. You’re absolutely capable of doing whatever you set your mind on and you should never forget that. I don’t care what other people think about you, because they don’t know you the same as I do. I know that you have one of the biggest hearts in the world, and in my eyes, you’re more beautiful than any of those photo shopped pictures of models, actors, and singers. You need to stop comparing yourself to others and see yourself in the same light that I see you in. Because Y/N, you spread so much light where ever you go and to me, you’re an absolute blessing.”

Damn, those are the words that I honestly wanna tell everyone... And the words that I want to believe but my low self confidence is like, naaaaa

Okay I’m actually feeling so emotional now from writing that paragraph

I need to get back onto the road of happy fluffy things

Like Johnny getting jellyyyy

I’m gonna warn you, Johnny will do a 180 from his usual playful self when he’s jealous

He’ll act overprotective and you’ll notice that he makes his posture better to look taller. As if he needs to look taller, the guy is a freaking tree or something.

When he notices someone hitting on you, he’ll act casual about it for a bit, just to see if the person will understand that you’re not interested in them.

If they’re still trying to get your attention, Johnny will protectively slide his arm around your waist and pull you roughly against him. Sometimes to the point where you end up stumbling into his chest.

“I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but Y/N’s more interested in me than you.” 

And he’ll lowkey give them a death glare before stalking off with you

“Johnny, don’t be so mean!” *smack on his chest*

“They were trying to hit on you, I was just being a man!”

“Ugh, whatever.”

“You know I love you right?” *peck on cheek*

“Yesssss.” *hug*

When Johnny gets upset about something, he’ll tend to stick to himself and you’ll have to let him spend some alone time to think

You’ll know that he wants some comfort from you if he comes out of his room 

He’ll probably want you to hold his hands in yours and look him in the eye and say that everything is fine

And when the two of you get in a fight, Johnny will be a bit stubborn about saying sorry

So he might give you the cold shoulder for bit but he’ll end up running back to you with a bouquet of flowers and a handwritten letter (if it was a big argument) or he’ll buy you your favorite food/candy (if it was a smaller argument)

Johnny would be big on calling you pet names

Not stuff like honey, sweetie, or stuff

But things like my queen (he once said that you reigned over his heart so princess wasn’t right), baby girl, my love (more when he’s teasing you)

For example: “Hellooooo mah love” or “Hey y’all, look! It’s my love!” *runs to you with his arms flailing everywhere* “MY LOVE!” *you run away cause he’s a total embarrassment” 

But basically you guys have a total fluffy relationship and he’s the most supportive person ever. He genuinely loves you and is always reminding you that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened in his life

Okay I gotta stop before I add Johnny on my could be bias list and make it even longer. 

Yes I have that sort of list

Cause I’m hopeless and can’t figure out which member is my bias