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WAIT OKAY. referring back to an older post of mine but I think people should also consider mannequin actor. doll-like appearance with all the perfect details with the insides of a rotting corpse. or maybe it acts as a tomb for the body he stole, covered up with a picture perfect shell
#speaks#actor mark#damn sorry for zero posts#was thinking about this the other day n then zul reminded me by reblogging that old ask FBDJBFNF#but yeah. almost like a waxhouse situation if you think about it#rearranging my head to think of actor as a mannequin and dark as the half assed taxidermy#which he is more than actor tbh. dude took that roadkill and sewed it back together for his revenge seeking plan#anyway I just think these two deserve to be more horrorfied. these dudes fcuked up
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Toast Axe of tardiness (because we all know Rodya is actually an anime girl at his heart)
This is a hard lineart version of this
#coloured doodle#fanart#digital art#crime and punishment#crime e castigo#raskolnikov#rodion romanovich raskolnikov#I'm considering this a doodle instead of a proper piece because I only gave half a damn about the lineart quality#I am really out of practice with hard lineart brushes#meanwhile the amount of damns dedicated to that foreshortened leg was zero#sorry Rodya but this was supposed to be a quick drawing so you're just gonna have to live with a weird fucked up leg now </3#late I might make an addition to this post with the two versions side by side you can decide wich one you like better#I finished this while listening to hungarian nightcore
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@strawbrygashez's post about andre going crazy to time is running out by muse got me thinking and I finally got slapped with an even worse afterthought.
I remembered another muse song, which perfectly encapsulates what I think might have been going through Andre's mind seconds before he pulled the trigger on himself.
the song is "thoughts of a dying atheist"
and I know you're in this room, I thought I heard you sigh floating in between where our worlds collide. (...) it scares the hell out of me and the end is all I can see (...) and I know the moment's near and there's nothing you can do look through a faithless eye are you afraid to die?
he IS afraid to die. it DOES scare the hell out of him. the end IS all he can see. and cal's words ARE floating between them as andre's initial escape plan collides head-on with cal's relentless wish to die.
andre didn't intend to die that day. he wasn't prepared. but he accepted the situation for what it was. he had to. he acknowledged that his plan to get out was a fool's game and so, his entire perspective turned upside down in a split second. the moment was near. there was nothing he could do.
maybe at the very end, when he felt the gun under his own chin, everything around them did go silent. he knew cal was still there, he heard his voice as he counted down the last seconds of their life, but it felt so distant. drowned out.
maybe the sigh he thought he heard was in fact the shot that ended it all.
#on today's episode of “you thought my last take was depressing? hold my-”#like damn I really can't write anything even slightly optimistic#im getting all poetic but it's the shitty kind of poetry#im really fucking sorry I promise in my next post I will at least try#andre kriegman#cal gabriel#zero day#zero day 2003
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#vent art#usually dont post vent art but. sorry theres just a lot of stuff going on and I have zero ways to escape from any of it#(not going to talk about it though)#at least I'm finally crying after weeks. at midnight. with rain. how god damn poetic#anyways.
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(( don’t ask why I’m up at almost 7am but….
I’m so tired boss, no more please
#ooc#god damn I’m so sorry to people I followed recently#so much ooc posts but October has been relentless#and sparking zero came out 😭#I promise I’ll get to regular rping soon I have drafts I wanna do and people I want to rp with#sooo badly
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Sasuke’s favorite color is pink, no doubt in my mind.
#sasusaku#Her pretty pink hair#He also loves the color green#Her eyes shine like emeralds#Every time Sasuke sees pink he thinks of his beautiful wife#also if you don’t like sasusaku stay the fuck off my posts? Nobody wants your crusty ass women hating opinions you incel#Like it takes zero energy to fucking scroll by you fucking noodle head#sorry for the rage but damn
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#I feel. like I get too worried about putting my stuff in the tags LOL#or just too worried about ants in general#but to be fair I've come from some really infested fandoms#where people got reported for this stuff so hard they were removed from the site#idk if tumblr changed it though. maybe they did. where if someone hit a certain number of reports on their account they got removed#whether they were breaking TOS or not#I think that could have been changed because I don't see it happen anymore#but the more I cared about this tumblr acc the more scared of that I got LOL#it's been super peaceful though???#this could just be because I blocked like half the fandom before posting anything here#but I haven't received any hate mail & haven't had any sort of callout like I was expecting#and I guess mallesil isn't really SUPER controversial#it's leaning off the gray area lately but it is still in the gray area#I just feel like I'm cheating with how easy it is to ''get away'' with having HEY I LIKE INCEST front and center on my pinned and all#when I've seen someone get reported off the map for making one singular post saying they don't mind people who ship child characters#and I've just gotten away with posting sooo many mallesil posts in the main tags lately I'm like huh??? Did I ever actually need to worry?#it's kind of embarrassing I guess having several things in my Posts That Do Not Go Into The Main Tags#that I'm just now realizing were probably totally fine to put out there lol#like damn maybe I can just talk about lilia kissing silver with tongue and get away with it????#anyway#while I am on the subject of things I am embarrassed about for no reason#I feel especially bad lately for not posting like ANYTHING about sebek or lilia most of the time lol#I made a point to draw all the twst characters at least once a while ago but I don't think I've actually drawn sebek more than that?#sorry sebek I love you sebek :(#sebesil is such a good ship and I just have absolutely zero passion for it I DON'T KNOW!!! It just isn't there for me!!!#I like it a lot I love all the ship art for it I like seeing it pop up in fics#but if you leave me to my own devices I'm. not going to think about them even a little probably lol...#I do think about mallesebe sometimes though. I wrote about them once for the request. they're so fun they're so awful#and yet. most of the thoughts I have for mallesebe I'm just like hrmmmm this could be mallesil instead#sorry again sebek I love you sebek 😭
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can we all just pretend that didn't happen
#who among us hasn't planned to kill themselves and then cried themselves out until they were too tired to be suicidal anymore#IM SORRY IT WAS SO DRAMATIC ONLY TO END IN FUCK ALL#ill be over this tomorrow sorry again thank you to the people in my inbox who were nice to me :(( sorry that happened#im afraid im a crazy bitch to the end#shouldn't even have been posting that to begin with when I know damn well I have zero emotional permanence and will have forgotten what I#was upset about within a couple hours as soon as I get distracted#anyway sorry again I need to learn to be normaler on the internet#sorry it was upsetting :( I feel really bad
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i have an inkling.. i might start to feel ok enough to post soon.. at some point.. eventually...!! <3 so!! maybe art?!! who knows……..
#posting is one step closer at least like god damn#posting online should b like ranting to an empty void but it feels like four walls of shifting snakes . if that makes sense. whatveerr..#but not in a all ppl online r fake way it’s just the feelin of snake skin#srry to all in my inbox or messages ily.. i haven’t even been able to text my closest bff as i would like it’s so strange#i pinky promise i have zero negative feelings towards any one of yall shits just been wild lately lol#i do think there’s a chance. a possibility. i will feel better soon. maybe art! to share! (that is top 3 most scary things online 4 me rn)#(also srry if there was an art piece of mine u had a thought abt and it’s gone my bad i deleted a lot of stuff a while ago sorry idk ! idk.#mwah mwah mwah tho sending love n all that jazz ! hoping for the best for everyone :) <3#if ur reading this i actually grew some balls n interacted online god bless#(completes easiest task ever) i’ve won !!!#xx venus
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the fact that sojourn doesnt have a cinematic is fuckin wild to me
#and it just looks so sloppy and careless when junkerqueen and kiriko have their cinematics#and its not like they werent plannin on givin her one because they had one in the works for her & we have screenshots of that so wat gives#they act like they dont care about her at all#that along with the zero effort placed into makin her skins#its annoying asf tbh#her skins r either ugly asf#im talkin bout u detective skin sorry not sorry but that skin is ugly and doesnt give#or just a recolored version of her orginal design and they do that with damn near ALL her skins#even the new one for season four is a recolored version with a new hat involved like come on#all the effort they put into everyone elses skins and this is the best they can come up with for her? bye#im done ranting im just annoyed#overwatch#sojourn#my post
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#i finally finished queen charlotte and DAMN#the best bridgerton show hands down 😭 that shit had be rooting for americans FIRST ENEMY LFMAOMCOD#also i absolutely despise penelope and colin so tragic that the next season is them#they’re bland and bleh and have zero chemistry and they’re just UGH they piss me off so goddam. much.#so sad i guess the only bridgerton season i’ll be watching is season two again or queen charlotte#but also#back to queen charlotte#i just think it’s funny how so many are now dumping for king george iii#*simping#but damn some ppl are also so fucking stupid#like…..what happened to just enjoying the show ? not nitpicking and trying to find every tiny ass detail to complain about ???#man i hate ppl these are the kinda of idiots that ruin shows and movies for me#bc yea obv if something is blatantly wrong and gross it’s one thing but like….if you have to go out of your way#to make some sort of argument or complaint about why THIS one thing is bad etc…..#just stop and don’t watch it it was so obviously not meant for you then#god sorry it’s bc i’m seeing stupid ppl make posts and tiktoks of the new show and it’s just pissing me off#oh yea side note i wish in one of the upcoming seasons they decide to choose a east asian love interest bc#representation? it’s alsways so nice to see asians onscreen and season 2 was literally amazing#so MORE !!#more diversity to piss of the nazis#personal
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There's a party where you MotoGP/2/3, WSBK/WSSP/300, F1/2/3, FE drivers/riders or whatever are invited, but there's a catch. They need to be dressed up as something that starts as their first letter of their name/surname or popular nickname. It can be in any language you know. It can be as general as Celestino going in blue jeans and a blue sweater with his face painted in blue with black dots, as he is going as 'cielo' sky in Italian. It can also be specific as Celestino as Captain America.
So who is going to the party, and what are they wearing?
My dumb ass accidentally clicked the back button and lost everything I had written because I didn't saved my response as a draft beforehand 😭😭😭 I'm sorry that it took ages for me to reply anon 💔💔💔
This is a really interesting ask and I want to at least have a concept going on. Therefore, I decide to combine both of my fandoms: motorsports and k-pop! I have no idea if this is a common thing but in k-pop, before a group release an album, they usually will release concept photos relating to the album. So I decided to make the letter is based on the name of the album and the outfit is based on the concept photos or other photoshoots for the album.
This is going to be a really long ride so buckle up!
1. Tatsuki Suzuki (Moto3) as THE CLAN pt.1 <LOST> (Monsta X)
I actually thought of going with the code photoshoot when I saw these pictures of changkyun and jooheon but that's not really party coded. Tatsu always dress nicely and it's always a treat to see but I would love to see him wearing casual bf outfits and be a heartthrob in full force but we are going to a party and not a date so yeah. The clan outfits are quite simple but I think tatsu will still look fine as hell even in simple clothes. Personally I will dress him up in changkyun's outfit (the guy on the left) so that we can get a sneak peak of his chest and I would make the waist part a bit tighter to showcase his tiny waist more. Maybe add a few necklace there too? I'm not creative in designing but I may add a few more details on the suit to enhance it more or I'll just keep it that way. After all, sometimes simple is enough and he will slay every outfit anyway.
2. Ai Ogura (Moto2) as An Ode (Seventeen)
I love the poet ver the most among the concept photos because the vibe is just *chef's kiss*. Ai mostly wear all black clothes and he does look hot af in them but I will want to add a few colours to his outfit. Minghao's outfit is nice too as well as jeonghan's aside from seokmin and wonwoo that I included in the picture above. I don't know, I think ai suits a not so formal outfits but not too casual either which is why I prefer the poet ver more than the truth ver. If I'm feeling bold, maybe I'll add a few laces but overall, I would not want to disturb the vibe of the outfit and will keep it simple.
3. Celestino Vietti (Moto2) as Chaos (Victon)
I know cele is a private person but boy does he rarely post pics outside of racing. Even the pictures of him in casual clothes he posted is of him in merch instead. Anyway he usually wears simple t-shirt or hoodies (that outfit is still on of the best I've seen of him). So accuse me of favoritism all you want because it's true anyway, I'm going to make him stand out. Basically chaos outfits is mostly techwear core kind of especially the fate version and something that I honestly cannot imagine cele wears but I think he will look so good in. I will add chains and choker to the outfit and maybe clip-on helix earrings just because I can if it looks good. I will make him turn heads because it's my party and he is my fav boy. I actually thought of going with choice outfits especially time ver or in the iconic grey suits with fishnet but I know that I'll die if I saw him in those outfits.
4. Niccolo Antonelli (Moto2) as Nostalgia (Victon)
I really love nelli's insta because it's like really neat and while it's dominantly filled with pictures of him in racing suits, there are still a lot pictures of him in casual clothes. I love nostalgia outfit especially the one used in the nostos ver concept 2 aka the one used in the album cover. I will dress nelli up in what chan (the guy on the left) wore because I really want to see him in formal casual wear (is that a thing? Idk I suck in fashion). But if he prefers a more simple outfit, sejun's (the guy on the right) outfit will do with a loose t-shirt and patterned jacket over it. But it's my party so I will make sure he wears chan's outfit anyway ✨
5. Tony Arbolino (Moto2) as The Name Chapter: Temptation (TXT)
I like tony's style because I think it suits him a lot. One of my fav outfit of him is the one he wore a black jacket with white pattern(?) over a white shirt though he doesn't post any proper pics of him in that outfit. Okay back to the topic, tony has a lean body and the outfit in the lullaby ver of the album is basically fit turtlenecks with tight pants so that will do a great job in showcasing that. Since the outfit is quite simple, I will focus more on accessories like the chains or is that a necklace idk. Or maybe the string of lights or whatever on taehyun's outfit because it looks pretty. Maybe I'll include clip on earrings (does tony have ear piercings?) if I'm feeling bold. Well all 4 versions of the album has beautiful concept photos such as the nightmare ver, daydream ver and farewell ver so I can decide which one to indulge on 😌
6. Luca Marini (MotoGP) as Lotto (EXO)
Luca is a model and everyone is aware of that. He can wear a simple black t-shirt and everyone will swoon. I was debating between love shot or lotto's outfit (he will look hot in jongin's red suit) but I want to showcase his tiny waist more so I go with lotto. Lotto's outfit is mostly suits with a belt over the waist so that's perfect with my agenda. I either will go with a simple necklace or a choker if I'm feeling bold. Basically I will spend a lot of time on detailing of the jacket of the suit(?) and maybe make it slightly longer to resemble a coat to showcase his long legs. Well either way he will stand out anyway because he is luca.
7. Takaaki Nakagami (MotoGP) as The Book of Us: The Demon
Damn I miss Day6 hhh Uhm, okay, so taka can be a model in whatever clothes he wear just like marini for me so I think he doesn't need much styling. I really like his style because it seems simple but casual and comfy at the same time(?). Basically the type of clothes I personally will want to wear. I notice that he usually wears bright clothes and I wish to see him in dark clothes a bit more. Jae's (the guy on the left) outfit is nice because obviously you can't go wrong with a suit. But I will prefer to dress him up in dowoon's outfit more (the guy on the right and the one standing at the center in that pic in that link). I don't even know what kind of style is that but it reminds me of a gentleman with power like uh noble? Maybe not I don't know but yeah I think it will suit him a lot though personally, with how hot he is lately, I think I will focus on him more than the outfit anyway AHAHAHAHA
8. Mick Schumacher (F1) as Minisode 2 - Thursday's Child (TXT)
The title track of this album is good boy gone bad and I really want to see mick gone feral after everything that happened (we saw a glimpse of dgaf mick near the end of last season and that's sexy). Actually I thought of going with the hate ver outfit but it's like too drastic from his usual style so I decided against it. Anywayyyy I think he fits beomgyu's (the guy on the right) outfit more and that may be because I just can't imagine him wearing fur like clothes like hyuka (the guy on the left) did. Since mick doesn't even dress up much and mostly wears his under armour clothes, those kind of style will be really interesting to see from him. I'm thinking of a choker instead of that necklace but nothing too extravaganza to still maintain that 'good boy' concept. Actually thinking back, I may keep that necklace I don't know I'm indecisive. The lipstick smear is a must though as an indication to 'gone bad' part.
9. Yuki Tsunoda (F1) as Youth (WEi)
There's not much albums that start with Y unfortunately so there's not much choices that I can pick from :( But I noticed that yuki rarely tuck in his shirts and I think junseo's (the guy on the left) outfit will look good on yuki though I prefer donghan's. Yuki usually dress quite simple and most of his clothes look comfy so I think that that leather(?) shirt donghan wore would be quite a new sight on him. Or maybe he had worn it before but I wasn't aware. Well either way, I think yuki is the type of person that steal looks even when he doesn't dress extravaganza so I would prefer to keep his outfit quite simple. Maybe a necklace but not much addition.
10. Guanyu Zhou (F1) as GO生 (Stray Kids)
I initially thought of going with zhou guanyu with zelos by vixx as the concept but then I realized that I used first name for everyone else and decided to go along with it. That's why I used guanyu zhou even though I know zhou goes with zhou guanyu instead (and it feels kinda awkward typing that out since I'm used to zhou guanyu too). Anyway! I really love zhou's fashion style and his ig is so aesthetic like hhh He also seems like he is up to try something new considering he doesn't really stick to one style only. While the concept photo for GO生 is not too out of ordinary, I want to see him dressed in shiny jackets. It will be fun to put more details on the jacket to make it stand out more, especially if the jacket is already in bright colour like the red one seungmin wore in the photo. This can be a good look too! I think I will focus more on accessories or even hair styling like maybe one or two small braids? Either way, I think it will involve quite a lot of experimenting beforehand.
#this is fucking long which is understandable since it took hours for me to write 🧍🏻#and i apologize if i call the outfit wrong or the explanation is really boring since i know nothing about fashion#i mostly go damn those clothes pretty and thats it so i really have zero idea in this kind of stuff hhh#and im not creative too in designing and all so 😔#theres a reason why im a woman in stem and not arts#anyway!! so sorry anon i promised to post yesterday but i went out to celebrate my sister's bday and then i lost my answer so 💔💔💔#i had so much fun with this question depsite lacking knowledge in fashion and all so thank you so much 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 i love you 💕💕#la réponse 💗
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This song is so relatable I think I’m actually going insane
#why is it so fucking relatable#that feeling when you’re stuck between disliking your source self’s actions because wow I was an awful person#if you could even call me a person at all#but you also hate the fact you’ve changed and aren’t still evil because you used to hold yourself to such high standards#and now theres zero way you can meet them anymore#I want to redeem myself I promise I do but it’s so damn hard I have a fucking outburst every week#also in sys breakup. I don’t think that’s helping right now#sorry about the massive vent in the tags I’m going to regret posting this later I’m sure#ugh
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sorry to keep harping but the thing is. like. people pretty much universally have profoundly complex and richly textured lives outside of the internet. like everyone you'll ever meet will have their share of complicated relationships, personal struggles, identity issues, et cetera. and these people will likely have deep inner lives and senses of self that an outsider is not easily privy to yk. but then you get all these Posters with a superiority complex who log into the fandom blogging website, see a fandom blogger blogging about fandom, and for some reason forget that other human beings have a rich inner world and assume that this little niche interest site somehow represents the totality of the fandom blogger's life and that they can deduce some sort of damning portrait of a Life Consumed by Media from the fact that they sometimes blog about fandom on the fandom blogging website. and then they make stupid ass posts like the aforementioned. it's so pretentious and self important and mean spirited with zero substance. Banished to the salt mines for 10000 years
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anyways if you try to divorce me from my self insert you're literally invalidating who I am bc you cant admit to yourself that I'm actually a cool person and you do actually like me, sorry
#either demonize me or love me you cant just divide me from who I am#who are you zero?#damn its almost like im accurate about who I am and what im like and you just cant bring yourself not to believe bs about me#bc you both love me for being cool and hate me bc you think im cooler than you#yall WISH you could be anywhere near as transparent and real as I am. butcha cant bc you'll get a callout post for not#perfectly wording shit to your 'friends'#the same 'friends' who are apparently willing to drop you immediately if you dont say the right things in the right way to them#sorry but I just cant pretend I care about sugary language anymore lmao
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do you have any silco x reader fic recs? both on ao3 and tumblr?
Oh boy do I.
I have zero time for reading these days (sob sob) so I'm sadly not at all familiar with any new fics post S2 being aired. But let me lay before you a sumptuous feast; lovingly prepared by the old guard of the Silco fucker society.
Reader's responsibility applies - please check tags etc etc..
Flawless - @a-gal-with-taste
An apt title, for Gal's writing is, indeed, flawless. Silco x Sex Worker!Reader. Absolutely brutal and beautiful - to me, Gal is the Angela Carter of the Silco fandom.
Here be Dragons // Hic Sunt Dracones - @sherwood-forests
This will always be one of my top recommends for a Silco x Reader fic. It's unlike anything else that I've seen in the fandom, and it reminds me of one of my favourite books Uprooted by Naomi Novik. Gives me the cosy feels.
Penance - @astudyincontrasts
Hands down the hottest, sexiest Silco fic in my opinion. If you enjoyed Fleabag or want to bang that priest from Midnight Mass then you need to get on this fic ASAP. To this day I cannot set foot in a church without getting horny. Thanks Study.
Secret Ingredient - @sweatandwoe
This is the Silco fic that made me want to write my own. DWM exists because of Sweaty. Domestic romance and drama of the absolute best kind.
Come Morning - @chickenparm
Parm has so many Silco fics and they are all incredible and required reading for the fandom. But I've chosen this one because it's so incredibly real and human, and will rip your heart to shreds.
Swapped - @silcoitus
I love seeing my blorbos in Situations™ and this is one hell of a Situation™ to find oneself in. Fun, funny, and full of tension. I get the pleasure of beta-reading this one, and I always have the best time squawking at Coi in the comments bar on google docs.
Go, Team! - @vasiktomis
This is actually Marcus x Reader x Silco and it's fucking genius. Vas is a genius and a pervert and I love them and they're my role model. Everyone absolutely has the right not to engage with content that they're not interested in but also if you don't read this fic then you're a coward.
Bend But Not Break - @constantfragmentation
This is a Jane Eyre retelling in the form of a Silco x Reader fic. Yeah that's right. Regency Silco. Emotional constipation cranked up to the max and coats with tails? Yes please. Ensure that you're near a fainting couch whilst reading because you will swoon.
Art in the Heart - @juniper-sunny
Juni was out here giving Young Revolutionary Silco his time in the spotlight long before he was ever animated. If you're a new to the fandom and have come here specifically because of young Silco then AITH is required reading. Head over to Juni's you'll be fed good.
To The Depths - @cognacandlilac
Full disclosure, I haven't actually had the chance to read this fic yet. But it has been on my TBR for an embarrassingly long time and every time I see a snippet I'm like "hot damn I need to get on this pronto" because I just know I'm going to be totally obsessed and consumed by it.
I've only picked one fic for each of the above but I would honestly recommend just tearing through the entirety of their fic lists because there are some absolute masterpieces in there. This is also far from an extensive list - there are so many incredible writers in the fandom and I'm so sorry for anyone I've missed off. I say this with my whole heart - the Silco fandom is easily one of the most talented and skilled corners of the internet. We may be fairly small in numbers compared to other characters/fandoms, but by God the art and stories we have are platinum quality.
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