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[kit-williams]

Momrad to Konrad: The first year

Honestly it's odd to think that a year ago at this time I had my tiny Night Lord.

Oh man there were ups and downs throughout it all. Oh he won't ever see this probably and I'm just going to be posting to the void. But God I'm so lucky to have such a happy little boy. The joy when he first started to figure out what laughing means and that he always has a smile or a laugh. The loss of his gummy smiles was a blow to Dadatar and I but his toofy little smiles have also been a joy.

Yeah babies really do have a new baby smell and it lasts like 3 months (another tragedy for us to loose) but I'm so happy he's just here with us (SIDS scared me)

Can't wait for another year more and all the funny little things that come with raising a tiny little Night Lord... Raising a tiny little Primarch

Happy First Birthday my little Konrad

[kit-williams]

What means CNC?

Consensual non consent

Aka rape/SA roleplay

I love doing it with Dadatar (hubby) but of course it's on the basis of trust with your partner knowing if they take it too far and what you're comfortable with. Like my husband and I had a long discussion before hand but at this point I allow my husband to have sex with me when I'm asleep (with also the cavate that I don't work the next day) but like getting to the point where I agreed to allow him to fuck me while I'm dead ass asleep is a long conversation and again is built on trust and understanding

But also really fuckin hot