#czmc.txt

[youknowhowido]

it’s cecil palmer’s world, the rest of us are just living in it.

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@brainfreeze27 us rn

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the way 36 questions leaves the ending up to your interpretation hurts me so much. the way you can’t totally tell if they’re both still in love with the other, if it’s only one-sided, it makes me go INSANE.

in my mind jace and judith are living in a high rise apartment somewhere (in a state that allows you to have a duck as a pet)

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i want matt rubano

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hey so. taking back sunday is playing a show on the 20th anniversary of straylight run’s debut album. tbs has a history of playing straylight songs, especially existentialism. could mean nothing. could mean we might hear a straylight song in like a week. shrug

[youknowhowido]

same vibes

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none of you understand that old man in the way that i do

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I WAS BEGGING FOR NEW JOHN CONTENT TONIGHT AND BY GOD THE LORD DELIVERED 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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such a weird feeling when you should be happy—and you are, for a second—and yet that dopamine that should last just dissipates instantly

i’m not doing well mentally, and i don’t know where to go from here.

my days are draped in a haze that i can’t explain—all of my thoughts are black-and-white, like i’m reading the classifieds of a long bankrupt newspaper

i don’t think i can do this on my own

[youknowhowido]

this is basically just a band rec breakdown right here !

if you’re looking for the nj/long island/greater ny bands that tbs shared a scene with: senses fail, saves the day, midtown, bayside, thursday, the movielife (tbs guitarist ed reyes was a founding member of this band)

honorable mentions that arent quite nj hardcore but have The Vibes you’re probably looking for: the starting line, new found glory, something corporate, finch, the get up kids, the wonder years, dashboard confessional, say anything

hope this is what you were looking for op !

guys what are some good bands like taking back sunday that deserve more listens? please tell me im begging you

[youknowhowido]

3am and im on call with tom my mental health is decaying rapidly

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checking my mutuals blogs once every 30 minutes like i’m running a street team

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john nolan please keep your hair at this length for eternity

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IM GONNA GET YOU.

at the beach. where the hoes at.

i will not enterain this rapscallion's foolery with a response

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NEW JOHN INSTAGRAM POST MY LIFE IS SO GREAT

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can i ask about your adamjohn wips 👉👈

HI YES my three main ones are below ^-^

first one is picture perfect point-of-view in which adam is a country music star who is an overnight sensation and john is a somewhat burnt out photojournalist who just happens to become his tour photographer (and then his full time photographer.) lots of miscommunication, lots of comfort, it’s my main wip and i’m averaging abt 5k words per chapter at the moment ! shaun and mark also play roles along with implied hayley williams and implied chris carrabba because my brain works in silly ways ^—^

major tags: au-photography, idiots in love, miscommunication, The Horrors Of Stan Twitter (tm)

second one has no name yet (the google doc is just titled DIVORCEES), but it’s a kidfic in which adam and john were married, adopted their daughter portia (god i love her so much btw. creating her character and watching her develop in my head has been so fucking AWESOME shes my fav character ive ever written i think) who was 4 years old at the time and then got divorced six years later because adam Sucks at processing emotions and john was set on trying to “fix him”. adam “fixes” himself (goes to therapy and decides to prioritize his child) and then story starts two years after divorce when a twelve-year-old portia gets both of her dads to chaperone a multiple-night school trip without the other knowing. based on new american classic!

this ones gonna be LONGGGGG like prob 10-15k? im getting bare bones down rn, i’ve been working on this one the most this weekend when i havent been HELLA busy

major tags: au-divorce, kidfic, one bed, getting back together, hurt/comfort, background mark/shaun

third ALSO has no name and its very rough but its just adam and john situationship. adam will never stop loving john no matter how many times he snuffs him or uses him or makes his love conditional because he blames himself every time john is awful to him. basically adam gets so hurt in this one IM SORRYYYY. johns also kind of an asshole? only a little. he just dgaf. this one is very bpdcore on adams part sorry im projecting. this one is mostly based on all the songs i listened to when i went through the same thing, which i will put here so you can get an idea.

forget her — jeff buckley

andria — la dispute

waiting room — phoebe bridgers

unloveable - the smiths

silver springs live at warner brothers studios — fleetwood mac

high and dry — radiohead

just a lover — hayley williams

sour breath — julien baker

and then, obviously,

the ballad of sal villanueva and cute without the e - taking back sunday

THIS THIRD ONE IS VERY NEW AND SUBJECT TO CHANGE its mostly just me projecting onto adam sorry buddy! i hope my brain lets him have a happy ending

major tags: ambiguous relationships, hurt no comfort, drug abuse

SO ANYWAYS yes hope u enjoy i like talking about these guys im currently rotating them inside my head.