#cw rejection

[pillowspace]

UNKNOWN: I'm not taking in a child! // UNKNOWN: For change sake, look at them. They can't be older than... what, 14? And that's being generous, just look at how small they are!

UNKNOWN: Oh that's old enough to handle themself. Unless you'd like to take them in, since you're so adamant. // UNKNOWN: You know I have my hands full with my boys already. // UNKNOWN: Well what do you suppose we do with them them? We're not leaving them at the beach.

SIFFRIN: Flower for-- // PERSON: AUGH-! // WOMAN: Kid, we're talking. Can this wait? // MAN: They've been giving us headaches left and right, you reckon they're cursed? // WOMAN: Oh, don't be ridiculous.

UNKNOWN: Look, I say we just drop them off in Bambouche. Someone has to want them. // SIFFRIN: ... // UNKNOWN: Isn't that...? // SIFFRIN, internal: You don't know what they're saying, but you don't think they find the flower as pretty as you do.

SIFFRIN, internal: ...You feel as if you're supposed to be more than just the memory of a beach. // UNKNOWN: Hey kid, come. We've decided to take you into town. Fun, right?

Homesick

ISATtober (aninny) | Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4 | Day 5 | Day 6 | Day 7 | Day 8

This is simultaneously not as much effort as I could have put and probably too much for isattober

[elliott-the-creature]

(Maybe) hot take:

I don’t see anyone on the internet in a familial manner.

I don’t care how long we’ve known each other; how many secrets we’ve told and promised to keep. It doesn’t matter if I’ve infodumped to you or listened to you infodump. It doesn’t matter if we’ve engaged in deep conversations or had some silly banter. It doesn’t matter if I’ve know you for 1 month, 6 months, a year, 5 years… I just don’t see anyone here in a familial way. I only really feel familial connections with my birth family and RARELY some of my friends. So I’m sorry if some of you see me as a sibling or cousin or any familial term; I cannot reciprocate those feelings. I’ll see you only as a dear friend. And I really am sorry for the people who only see me as family. You guys do mean a lot to me (especially my moots), but I only see you in a platonic light.

[shaykesqueer]

Whump Month '24 Day Thirteen: Misunderstanding

Fox and Copia have a will-they-won't-they, enemies to lovers thing going on. Fox decides to man up and make the first proper move, but it never crossed Copia's mind that a note like that could be from them...

Thank you @cirrus-ghoulette for organising Whump Month! Prompts here <3

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[schattenhonig]

This might be a good opportunity to add that we often think of trauma-inducing incidents as really bad one-time events like accidents, war, attacks etc. That's one source of trauma, yes, but experiencing situations again and again that aren't that bad, or being exposed to such ongoing situations can be traumatising as well.

For example: you may have never been in a fight at school, and no one insulted or threatened you, but you were always picked last. Never invited to a birthday party. Group assignments were always bad because no group wanted you. And this went on for several years. You may not even realise this is bad if it's consistent with other experiences you make.

These rejections seem small, and on their own they probably aren't enough to traumatise, but experiencing this over and over again is most likely stressful enough.

If any of this feels like it applies to you, be kind to yourself. It's a lot to deal with, and the best ally you have is yourself, especially when the self-hate and shame are overwhelming. It will get better. It may be a long way, but it will get better.

Hey, you! You who suspect you might have PTSD, DID or another trauma disorder, but you think you didn't experience trauma "bad enough" to have developed a mental disorder from it? Let me suggest looking at it differently:

"If there's smoke, there's fire"

Do you experience symptoms of PTSD, such as hypervigilance, trouble sleeping, flashbacks, memory problems, dissociation, ect? Then yes, it was "bad enough". Maybe you don't remember anything "really bad" happening or you don't "feel like" it affects you, but listen to your body. The body remembers and the body doesn't care if you think it is "stupid" or "weak" to have a panic attack when someone touches you or that you still have nightmares about that thing you saw when you were 4 years old

Trauma isn't what happened. Trauma is the reaction to what happened. So what I'm trying to say is that if the reason you think you can't have PTSD/DID/OSDD/ect is because you didn't go through anything horrific enough for that, then maybe forget about what happened to you for a moment and just look at the evidence your body and mind are showing. And then, most importantly, be compassionate with yourself. You're going through a lot and it's gonna be okay in the end. Take it easy, okay? <3

[bl00dfroma-fairy]

[bacchuschucklefuck]

she turns, makes direct eye contact with you, smiles,

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Soooo Hanahaki disease am i right?

Part 2 Part 3

Luckily the guys arent in as immidiate danger as y/n because they can just open up their insides and get all that stuff out before it gets too bad... they could also just try to get over y/n but they would never do that

And y/n is just having a time being helplessly in love with their animatronic coworkers, too afraid to confess and too stubborn to forget about them

White clover and forget-me-nots if anyone is interested

[theysangastheyslew]

Today on I Accidentally Proposed Again XD

Tfw when you've been married for years and everyone knew but you

Bonus:

Get him Hange XD

Idk if they’d officially get married, but even if they didn’t they would still BE married regardless :) Also pls don’t come @ me for the Jeankasa I’m v neutral on them but I needed someone to be getting hitched 😣🤷‍♀️

Credit goes to this tweet here:

[catcze]

NO BC LISTEN.

WIRO REACTING TO HIS CRUSH/LOVER WEARING A SUIT. LIKE IT FITS THEIR FRAME SO PERFECTLY AND SNUGLY AND WDYM “WHY IS HE LOOKING” OFC HE’S LOOKING LIKE HELLO???

I can’t tell if he would shameless let his eyes roam or would avoid looking at them KDIDKSKSK WIRO BRAINROT IS SO REALL

KAJNSDSA BROOO OMG okokokok something along the lines but 👀

Reblogs are greatly appreciated !!

You're fiddling with the cuffs of your suit as you exit the changing room, a frown on your face. You're nervous— of course you are! It's not often that you're invited to a high-profile, black-tie event like this, and you'd rather not stick out like a sore thumb.

Wriothesley, who sits comfortably in a plush armchair, has been invited before though. But time and time again he's turned down the invites with some of the most ludicrous excuses. 'A monster is attacking the fortress' is one of his most used ones, closely followed by 'a bird shat on the shoulder of my suit.' But you wonder why he's accepted this time, despite his distaste for the limelight. Well, you shrug, pocketing the thought for later. At least you won't be going alone.

"What do you think?" You pose the question to him, still frowning as you look down at yourself. Did you look okay? Was the fit alright? Did this color wash you out? You had splurged on this (well. Wriothesley splurged on this, technically. He had said it's a gift) and had the suit custom-done, so it should fit your measurements to an exact, but... you frown, not able to shake off the nerves.

And it doesn't help that Wriothesley hasn't said anything since you've stepped out, either. Merely stares at you, eyes roaming your figure. Even at your question, he acts like he hadn't even heard it. Does the suit look that bad?

"Wrio?"

That seems to reach him, and he blinks, finally registering that he's been staring at you— and that you've begun to stare back.

"Oh, uh. Yeah, it looks nice on you. The tailor did a very good job," he says, glancing away, hoping you don't see the red tinge to his cheeks or his ears.

"Really?" You ask, evaluating yourself in the mirror with a frown. "I don't know. I feel like I look like a mess."

"if you look like a mess, then I dread to think what I look like," he says, glancing at you for a second, getting an eyeful of you in that damn good suit, and feels his mouth dry up again. Wriothesley turns his eyes to the corner of the room, finding the fake palm plant there incredibly interesting. Barely more interesting than you. In that very flattering suit. It emphasizes your body very well, he thinks. Makes him see just enough of you while still leaving some to the imagination. And the color you chose for it... red and black, to match what he'll wear, you said. He sighs, troubled, because just the mere memory of it has his heart racing and his palms sweating.

You keep criticizing your reflection for a while longer, and it takes just enough time for Wriothesley to work up the self-control to look your way. "You look good," he says at last. Then clears his throat. His face feels hot. "Better than good, even. You don't have anything to worry about, I promise."

It placates you, because you finally give your own reflection a rest. You back away from the mirror, humming. "If you say so. Thank you, Wrio," you tell him, flashing him a small, shy smile just before you back up into the changing room once more to take it off.

Once you're out of the vicinity, Wriothesley drops his head into his palms, groaning softly.

if he's this much of a mess around you at a fitting, he wonders how much of a fool he could make himself at the actual event.

[hipstersoulgushers-art]

A petty and malicious sacrifice

[me-beef]

sorry folks January hit me like a mallet to the gut B(

always terrified of what other people are thinking of me. but also always feeling guilty and ashamed of how self-absorbed my mental illness makes me

have to keep reminding myself I’m a normal person with flaws and I’m not ruining everyone’s lives just by existing

[autisticayin]

i weep at the birth and the death of every unkind and terrible beast

[cringefaecompilation]

like i said this before but we all know why comparatively there's been far less Lesbian Porn For Men art of imodna compared to the other marisha/laura pc pairs and it's not because of the mean lesbian twitter users bullying men out of liking it. it's because c3 is too "woke for them". the story revolves around a woman's backstory and they can't project onto any of the men (two senior citizens, a person of color, a gay little person, and two Pronoun Havers), and that's not even getting into the storyline of anti-authoritarianism or defying the status quo and fighting against a old white man in power who loves colonization so they go back to drawing tlovm vex'halia and keyleth getting sold into sex slavery for the gazillionth time

[howlsofbloodhounds]

You know, since Killer most likely still struggles to do a lot of the basic things required for his survival in the good ending with Color (things like eating, sleeping, sitting still for 2 minutes so Color can bandage his wounds, that kind of stuff), how often do you think that he just perched at the foot of Color's bed to watch him sleep like the cryptid that he is?

'Cause at some point I feel like Color is gonna start to wonder if that's Killer that night or just his sleep paralysis demon...

Let’s be honest: Killer is a creep. He is a weirdo. He doesn’t fit in..and he doesn’t WANT to fit in. /ref

All is to say: he has definitely pulled an Edward Cullen and watched many people sleep. Especially if they’re as fascinating and curious to him as Color is. And felt very gleeful when it angered annoyed or unnerved them. He has no shame.

This man will stare at him creepily without blinking, openly as soon as he doesn’t mind Color knowing he’s around and watching. Because Stage 2 is definitely watching him and trying to figure him out. Stage 1 just really likes looking at him I think—although he will definitely be subconsciously be very hyper aware of Color’s body language and mood and shifts in facial expressions. He can’t help it: it’s how he’s learned to survive.

In both Stages he eventually finds him a comforting reassuring sight—like their lighthouse shining bright across a dark grey stormy sea, calling a ship into safe harbor. Although I doubt stage 2 will make it obvious that’s why he’s doing it.

Have no doubt that Color himself eventually gets used to the staring, perhaps he himself even finds it comforting to know that someone is committing every detail of him into their memory and isn’t forgetting a single thing. (Although if the staring escalated into straight up stalking you know Color put a stop to that real quick 🙏)

..although others will probably find it unsettling and creepy. Especially if Killer completely ignores whoever in favor of watching Color 💀.

{ @stellocchia }

[wri0thesley]

thinking again about how much musical theatre SUCKS. what do you mean you got offered a university place based entirely on your personal statement and grades. i wrote my statement and got good grades and then i still had to pay £50 to audition for the place, get a train there, stay overnight, perform my stupid little songs and my stupid little dance and my stupid little monologue and then they still said ":/ no thanks".

rejected court jester type shit

[bl00dfroma-fairy]

They all run like scared little rabbits

Run rabbit

RUN

my tattoo, by zob rombie @ holy bones, leic, england