#cw dysporia

[wild-at-mind]

I honestly thought I didn't really have much chest dysphoria (small chested) but it's been several days since I put binding tape on as I had been careless removing it and scabbed the skin, and it feels terrible. I have a day's break every week or so which is just about doable but not this. Good thing my skin is better

[witchheadstar]

A vent comic I made based on some feelings I had yesterday about myself while I was getting ready to go out

CW: blood, gender dysphoria

#digital art #artists on tumblr #comic #vent #cw: blood #cw: gender dysporia

[goddess-complex]

does it end? i hate my tummy so i lose weight and i get to my happy weight and then i hate my boobs. does it end?? if i maintain my ideal weight and then get a boob job will i be happy with my appearance or will i then start fixating on some flaw i barely even think about now, blinded as i already am by my more obvious perceived imperfections. how do i accept that i look like what i look like when i know, if I had the time, energy and resources, I could become objectively beautiful? if i could afford to be snipped and lifted and smoothed and resurfaced into something covetous?? if i just, if i just, if i just.....does it fucking end???

[assigned-at-birth-comic]

NEW EPISODE UP IN 10 MINUTES! TRIGGER WARNING IN ADVANCE.

I will not be posting this episode on tumblr because you can’t really ignore it if I post it on here. Find it on my webtoon!

[spacedustmantis]

Heartless Headcanons

Characters and story by @abd-illustrates / @abd-illustrates-art

cw: lots of swearing

soo, i’m highkey obsessed with these characters and i would like to thank alex for creating and sharing them with us.

also, i have thoughts

- first of all, heartless is aro/ace and you can’t change my mind

- river struggles with feelings of guilt a lot, especially after she learns how to fight properly. she doesn’t let that stop her from kicking ass though. she learns how to render someone defenseless without hurting them too badly

- not really a headcanon, bc i guess it’s confirmed (?) but eira and internalized homophobia!!!

- bandy is going to get a redemption arc because he’s morally grey and also hot

- someone mentioned alchemy x river once and i haven’t been able to get it out of my head since

- river being the only one that can make alchemy flustered without even realizing 

- alchemy starting to hang out and watch river train with flint, because they just love watching her body move and spin and they are impressed every single time... flint getting fed up with alchemy’s quips and sarcastic remarks, so he lets river practice a move on them (they didn’t get hurt, but river still felt bad). after that alchemy stays silent 

- river being the only one that alchemy doesn’t flirt with because they are too scared to do so (wow! alchemy is scared of something?! ~ heartless after finding out)

- everyone in the group being the mom friend when it comes to heartless and they wouldn’t hesitate to kick whatever ass they have to kick to protect him

- the doppels being the impersonation of the cocky idiot/anxious idiot dynamic 

- obviously flint and eira are gay married at the end but it takes a lot of angst to get there

- the doppels have a garnet/ruby rider -esce arc where they get fed up with each other and don’t talk to each other for a while only to find that they do love each other and become really close again, but are now better equipped to communicate their feelings

- he/they heartless and bandy? yes, absolutely

- creed is a scary bastard. like, i know that fandoms love to simp for the villains, but this guy is out for blood, guys! stop romanticizing murderers

- alchemy 100% adopted heartless. i don’t know the ages of the characters, but i also don’t care. im convinced that heartless doesn’t know how to handle his powers in a way that doesn’t hurt him (at least not at first) and alchemy who has  experience with magic and it’s drawbacks saw this little guy regularly passing out and thought not on my watch

- heartless and flint both have adhd. heartless is a lot more all over the place, flint uses physical stuff (like punching the shit out of a punching bag, or running) to cope. 

- heartless struggles a lot with emotional disregulation and depends heavily on his friends reassuring him that he’s a good person. additionally (kinda canon already) his energy levels are either really high or really low (i don’t really know how i feel about this, bc of the in-canon explanation for this... oh well)

- flint has problems with rsd (rejection sensitive dysporia), but learns how to open up to others as part of his character arc. also forgetful as all hell. when he can’t work out he uses fidget toys (or whatever similar thing exists in the universe)

- yes, lance does flirt with eira, but it’s not hot or cute it’s menacing and lance does it because he knows how uncomfortable or even painful it is for eira bc he gets pleasure out of seeing others in pain bc he’s a sick fuck (i hate lance as a person but as a character he’s brilliant)

- heartless doesn’t get energy from eating, but he still eats the most out of the bunch

- hearless sings in the shower. he’s not really good, but his singing voice is beautiful and the others love listening to him. once alchemy complimented him on his singing and he got really flustered because he didn’t think they could hear him (i don’t know in what kind of world heartless is set, but if there’s showers then this is canon in my mind) (also yes they do all live together)

- doppel 1 is a really good actor and a quick thinker, making him incredible at improv

- flint is really smart sometimes, but tends to be extremely clueless all of the time (especially concerning his relationship with eira)

- he’ll give you a perfectly planned out battle plan and then forget about birds for a whole day

- alchemy is so used to performing and pretending that they have an incredibly hard time opening up (me projecting my mental health issues onto fictional characters? never)

- heartless can’t keep plants alive (for obvious reasons) and he’s just so sad about it

- river used to be a pushover until she got out of an abusive relationship (why am i giving all of these fictional people so many issues???)

so im probably gonna keep adding stuff, but that’s it for the moment folks