#cvptainbucky

[soundsfaebutokay]

7 and 9 for the wonderful ask game

I'm so glad you like the game! ☺️

7. Song that reminds you of something you regret

Battle Cries reminds me of a relationship that I stayed in for far longer than I should have. We were convinced that we were Meant to Be™️ (some fictions we took to mean fate), so I threw myself into trying to be what he needed even while my own needs were unmet. I wish I'd had more self-respect back then to have walked away sooner.

9. Song that touches upon your fears

So my dad was diagnosed with cancer last month, and I have come to the point where I have to hurriedly nope out of Welly Boots. Just nope, nope, no thank you, Mr. Joey Batey and Ms. Madeleine Hyland, I'm gonna keep my distance from this song for a while until my dad beats his cancer (he has to) and I'm no longer terrified that I will be living those song lyrics for real soon. Cross your fingers for us, because I really do love this song, I just don't want to be in it, ya know?

The ask game is here :)

[rowinablx]

This might be my one and one One Direction fanfiction but I'm proud of having gotten an idea that's been in my head for literally ten years off the ground. I just wish it wasn't because of Liam's passing

@axelwolf8109 @cvptainbucky @ylove-bandaesthetics

[silversprings-mp3]

New username!!

Hey guys! This is Rachel, formerly @/stardust-galaxies! I decided it was time for a change, so this is my new username!

Tagging some mutuals under the cut:

@milfsrights @munsonology @blackstarmp3 @djarinscyare @pullhisteeth @msgexymunson @nyxoz @stardust-kenobi @sunflowerharrington @mandobi @mandos-cyarika @castlecult @indouloureux @acourtofsnakes @greensaplinggrace @thisishellfire @sunshinebuckybarnes @lucy-sky @fighterkimburgess @ragnarachael @clints-lucky-arrow

@sunrise-river @retroleia @a-dorin @helahades @discogrrl @storiesofsvu @cvptainbucky @kitttenmitttons @spoopyredacted @verydazedveryconfused @stevie-baby @moonchildwildheart @hansoulo @postercalum @justgarlicbread @dameronology @asphalt-cocktail @sadprose-auroras @amidalis @queenlagerthaa @shewantsthe-youngamerican @moonagerevolver @forever-rogue @justgivemethekeys @madney @starkey-malarkey @toddcowrd @catholicdaredevil

[dortman]

Happy New Year!! 🎉🍾

Happy new year and goodbye 2022, a year that held the winter Olympics, the world cup, and many other competitions for me to stress over and cheer about with my Tumblr mutuals. Shout out to my mutuals for putting up with my live blog posts and many many posts about football/soccer, f1, Lionel Messi, and the World Cup 😅. And thank you to everyone who put hilarious posts on my dash, beautiful pictures and videos as well, sent asks, tagged me in anything, and just overall made Tumblr a fun experience. I appreciate all of you and wish you all the best for 2023! 💕🍾 (I tried to tag accounts that were active within the past year)

*part 1 because Tumblr only lets me tag 50 people in one post

@aaronsonlovebot @alkaline-e @alllthestars-inyoureyes @alvarezandmount @amarantheum @androideparanoico

@baeciaga @barcamyhappiness @becometheknifemaster @bellcza @bertievertonghen @bitchin-belle @blaugr4na @blaugranawatch @burkilover @bvbs-bitch

@castoffcrown @chelseafav @chillswell @christianeriksen @citywfstars @clowneryfc @comingtoyourgalaxy @couhtinho @cowgoesmoood @cvptainbucky

@dauntless-9 @devils-lettus @dhekrajr @diorliar

@eightytwomoons @evie-pr

@fleurnyc @fluffynewtscamander @formulahigh @forza-azzurrisempre @futeiiconxs

@garciapimienta @gatekeptleewis @getting-messi @gnilhsa @goatfc @goldglovetaylor @goldrushbarzal @goretzkasleftnut @greatest-hitz @grieszmann

[butterflies-and-bumble-bees]

Three small things in the future that I want to keep living for:

Teaching amazing students and learning from them

Acting in some form again some day

Spending quality time with friends and family again

No pressure tags: @angeltreasure @cvptainbucky @stop-and-ponder @frogressive-rock @caffeinatedrosary

Gonna try to start a tag game!

What's three small things you really want in your future that you want to keep living for? I'll go first!

A big tank of fish. I think they're so soothing and I'd love to have some in my home someday

Playing music out loud and being able to sing in my home

Putting foods that make me happy in my cabinets and fridge.

Sometimes it's the small things I'm hopeful for that keep me going each day. I'd love to hear what small things you want in your future!

Np tags:

@willows-woes @faulty-radio @anxiety-lemsbian @allieanneleaa @kayrielwrites @v4nillaskies @reynxiii @tinybitofhope @toulouseradiosilence

[somanywords]

💬 !!

thanks for the ask, gina!! pausing in the midst of nov 5th 2.0 to answer... :D

“They tested the first atomic bomb here,” Steve says, his stomach turning at the thought.

Bucky looks at him. “Did they.”

Steve nods. “First one here, and then out in the ocean. Then Japan. Killed millions.”

“I know,” Bucky says, a little sharply. “I know what they did, Steve.”

“I didn’t.” And it’s not Bucky he’s angry with, it isn’t, but there’s no one else to listen to him, and he hasn’t ever talked about it with anyone, and it sits in his gut, as deadly and sick as the explosions he’s thinking of. “—They tried to keep it from me at first, or they thought I knew, but whatever it was, I read it in a book I picked up somewhere. All alone in that shit apartment, in the dark. And I had to ask why.”

Bucky pulls over on the side of the road and turns off the truck. He opens his door and jumps out, slamming it behind him with a hollow thunk. He crosses the front, and yanks open Steve’s door, tapping on Steve’s knee to get him to turn sideways. And there, caged between Steve’s knees, Bucky looks up at him and simply says, “Tell me.”

For every 💬 I get in my inbox, I’ll post a quote from my own writing that I’m proud of!

[transmasc-wizard]

3, 12, 17!

3: corner or center brownies?

u guys really are desperate to know this arent you (/lh). corner

12: What’s the last book you read?

i dont remember the last i finished, but currently i'm reading Mort (Terry Pratchett), It Ends With Us (Colleen Hoover), Radio Silence (Alice Oseman), and Julius Caesar (Shakespeare). so. there's some variety there

17: Do you like stars or clouds more?

STARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[this-here-is-not-singing]

1, 9, 10 and 11 for the album game! :)

Finally got around to answering these! Let's re-fill my dash with some TAD positivity after all that drama x.x 1. What song from ruin did you first fall in love with?

Hmm that's difficult because listening to the entire album was such an experience that it's hard to separate my first impressions! But when I think about it, it must have been Secret Worlds. The second Joeys voice comes in with that shout and that "Come on!" I knew this album would change me. This was also the song that I listened to the most in the first days because it hits very close to home in a positive, nostalgic way. 9. What is your favorite performance by Madeleine?

The way she sings "I tried, I really fucking tried" and "Do you like my dress it's got pockets" in The Calling. The entire song shows how much of a vocal powerhouse she is but those lines in particular show one of the main things I love about TAD: The way they put so so many emotions in their singing. The way her voice cracks around "really" gives me chills and the way she sings "Do you like my dress, it's got pockets" adds a whole new level to the line, completely changes the meaning of it. It's just incredible.

10. What is your favorite performance by Joey?

The third act of The Old Witch Sleep and the Good Man Grace. The way he sings "pretty" in "don't I look pretty curled up on this bathroom floor", the way he almost growls many of the lines? It does things to me is all I'm saying. And the way he can sing both the quiet parts and the loud, belting parts with the same amount of emotion in his voice just blows me away.

11. What’s your favorite instrumentation in the album?

The entirety of the Calling. Of course Madeleine is fucking amazing and her range and emotional way of singing are what make this song possible but for me a big part of why this is one of my favorite TAD songs is the dynamic of it all. They do this in several of their songs (many of my favorites now that I think about it) but it's most pronounced in The Calling I feel. It starts out with just a little guitar and then that low baseline comes in and then just very faint crash & snare from the drums and more guitar and then something else I can't identify when the whispers set in and it just becomes this curtain of sounds that become more intense in unison with Madeleines voice culminating when the choir sets in but it always always leaves room and for Madeleine, she is the focus and is never overpowered no matter how powerful the instrumentals become and it just gives me chills every single time.

Thank you so much for asking <3

[malyen0retsev]

proof of ‘i have too much time on my hands’ BUT a very important edit of the current ‘anthony mackie and sebastian stan’s couch’ saga xo

[greyhavensking]

"#how does Bucky Barnes manage to hurt me MORE it’s been literal YEARS" dude SAME what the hell

how is this even possible?? How have I have not hit the bottom of this well of pain by now?? We’re all here and suffering, but like. Willingly.

Anyway it’s nice to know I’m not alone lmao

[sweetheartbarnes]

have you been using the bby love tag for bucky for like, years?? because i feel like i remember seeing it on my dash from tws times and it makes me so happy

hahahah yes! I’ve been using that as his tag since I made this blog which was like 2015! 😊

[butterflies-and-bumble-bees]

@cvptainbucky

The Amazing Devil moments that made me wonder how Joey Batey is even real

those album credits on Bandcamp where it's just Joey Batey's name listed repeatedly for a ridiculous number of instruments

the beautiful tongue-twisters in Love Run (reprise)

his voice around 5:50 on New York Torch Song: "It starts off like a pin prick, a trick of the light oil slick"—that. was. obscene.

the stunning simplicity of his performance in Elsa's Song

his character work in Two Minutes. His singing is brilliant, yes. But also the acting.

This man really just said with his whole chest, "Sex is better when you're unemployed" and refused to explain anything. Iconic.

wearing a dress and looking absolutely fantastic in it. Case in point: THATW album photos

"Welcome to the storm, I am thunder. Welcome to my table bring your hunger." CHILLS. The very best kind of chills.

the instant serotonin hit of "Could be ghosts or monsters or a robot vampire, I dunno!" Incredible.

Welly Boots and the number of times he's made me cry with it. This man is a hazard.

That part of Farewell Wanderlust. You know the one.

How dare you make me equate romance and tenderness with a that's what she said joke, Joey. How very dare you. The worst of his many crimes, surely.

the exquisite menace of "No no, not I."

burning Nicholas Sparks' entire filmography to the ground with just one (1) love song that lasts all of 6 minutes and 15 seconds

that quiet little "I’m doing fine" that sends me wailing into the wind

"Welcome to ruin." I would keysmash, but that's far too civilized for how that line made me feel.

laughing at himself for making three mistakes that no one else can hear in Drinking Song for the Socially Anxious

the powerhouse musical theater performance of Blossoms. You can hear his facial expressions. HOW.

all of The Old Witch Sleep and the Good Man Grace. Just. All of it.

"I will be the man my father never was." SIR.

Just. How are you even real, Joey Batey?

[gringoslur]

OH BOY my aunt from the states once asked me if argentina was in the northern or souther hemisphere (i mean cmon, we're literally most southern country) and my 12 year old cousin asked me if the fact that it was winter over here while it was summer over there meant the months were different too, as in, "is it december over there then?" (daaaaaale, qué les enseñan?)

in their defense. months are hard to learn dfjkdghfkg

tell me the most stupid thing that a gringo said to you.

[momentofmemory]

omg 🎨

the progression of colours on this set is so pleasing!!

creators send me a 🎨 and i’ll tell you my fave set of your last ten!!

[hemsworths-chris]

tiredbuchanan replied to your post “tiredbuchanan replied to your post “You like avatar it’s so good oh...”

!! okay like please going back to talk about zuko my absolute fave moment has to be that iconic scene where he's like... 'that's rough buddy' to sokka

cvptainbucky replied to your post “tiredbuchanan replied to your post “You like avatar it’s so good oh...”

hey im up for talking about this show all day

yEAH?? that scene was so iNCREDIBLE,, also uhh toph?? what a badass HONESTLY

[lovestuckyhatemarvel]

I entered your dream and shot him because it’s stupid for him to end up with Peggy and we both know that. I needed to establish dominance over the MCU canon even in your dream.

i had a dream last night that there was some sort of villain threatening the world and they greatly outnumbered the good guys and they had some sort of biological weapon that turned people into zombies and i was in a battle that they won and the odds for the rest of the world were really bad and then it was the mcu for some reason because right in front where this battle took place was steve rogers house. and steve rogers was old (but not endgame old) and in a wheelchair and living with peggy and he was some sort of nostalia icon and they had him give a speech outside his house to motivate people even as the world was ending. and then someone shot him in the chest while he was giving the speech. and then i was going to school i guess and everyone was quietly crying about steve rogers being old and the world probably ending and i opened tumblr to post "there's like 7 girls in my class sobbing about steve rogers"