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"Hah, dude doesn't even know he's in my tamagotchi."
#For some reason he gave me early 2000s vibes as i was drawing him? So of course I turned his box into a tamagotchi✨#Tinky#I don't care about cannon lore or timelines... all i know is this version of Tinky would torment the SHIT out of College ted.#t’noy karaxis#Nightmare time#time bastard#thinks i proof read it: writes always twice#hatchetfield#Heheh - Silly slushie idea came from @yourlocalabomination#and Edgelord Tinky convo idea came from @raftersomefood#God this particular Human tinky would talk so annoying... SOOO Dude-Bro 💛#Anyway i guess i should have tried making him look like curt instead of winging it cuz everyone thought i was drawing Goat ted???#I do think he came out too thin - I dunno know what happened#(PS. feel free to find me on insta for some close ups [same user] and follow me for my annoying stories where i post shitty progress pics)
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ominous and threatening sketchy ... sniffle ...
★ some extra stuff under cut :



some concept drawingz i made for the little guyz of an unfinished fic of mine



and headshotz that i redrew digitally
#the bit where sketch iz quoting a bible verse iz based on the jacksfilms reactbot#like . i can't watch a clip of that thing saying that without thinking “damn . sketchbook core” for some strange reazon#why . of course !!! itz cuz hez an angel who can do no wrong !!! my sweet sweet guardian angel !!!#and the first one waz like . made ironically#i waz gonna do a follow-up drawing that would be like “cloze your eyez . spooky ...” while i writhed in bed – y'know mouthwashing reference#but whatever . therez alwayz next time#im have mixed thoughtz on the humanizationz – i still feel like shit when i think about that unfinished fic#i might tweak them if i ever try to finish that thing ; i just wonder if they'd hate me for thiz#sigh#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis sketchbook#sketch the sketchpad#dhmis hv sketchbook#^ hez the only one from the hv au actually included#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis colin#colin the computer#honestly . i felt kinda awkward giving sketch dimplez – ive had people tell me to smile less becauze they make me look bad in photoz#and like . i get it . theyre right – i don't want them to have to put up with that too#i just really wanted to project smth of my own onto them#i did the same with my acne . but actually i really love my acne . it makez me look masc az shit#now all i have to do iz get tonyz killer eyebagz and facial hair and id be perfect ....#i dropped the ball with the digital drawing'z coloring huh ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ#well . what can you really expect from me#i dunno#like and subscribe and comment what your opinionz on the conceptz are and maybe i won't burn my house down !!!
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hi hello hi I need to scream for a sec but I HAVE A SHORT STORY IN A PRINT ANTHOLOGY! like a real actual physical book!!! the anthology as a whole is about resource scarcity and specifically the moment a resource runs out, and true to form I wrote a funky thing about time and grief and messy familial relationships and gardening. cuz what is there to do when something ends other than to keep maintaining your plants.
this isn't even to say you should totally buy this thing but if you do want to check it out, it's available for preorder
#megs is writing#if there's one thing you gotta know about me it's that I will make a rosebush into a motif at any given opportunity#almost like I grew up with like 20 of them (not an exaggeration)#also for the record aan has REALLY FUN anthologies so if you are looking for funky spec fic from a small press I highly recommend#I'm trying to submit again to their current call cuz I LOVE their anthology themes but we'll see if I get my shit together in time.#I love having a STRUCTURE to write to. would love to just. write commissioned fiction for a living. it'd be great. genuinely I'd love it.#but alas our technocracy that wants to outlaw genuine human expression believes that should be illegal.#we stay silly regardless. mostly by working with small indie presses.
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@fushiglow hmm….wonder who i’d draw this for all of a sudden and why… 🤔🤔
#your reblog surprised me#THREE BUNS SUGURU (STAR WARS ER JUST FOR YOU!)#theyre covering riko or smt and smuggling her places (??)#drawing this i was like ‘oh suguru’s curses in a star wars environment should be robots and stuff#so this suguru is a mecanic (he makes them from scrappy parts people have thrown out#and trash materials (and hard work 😎)#diy pokemon#because what is the cursed energy people are letting out if not junk theyre letting go of#so yeah ; basic geto takes shit and turns it useful#i do realise thats already very generic for star wars (junk robots junk robots!) but like. yknow. this guy takes shit people wouldnt bother#trying to sell. miam. junk of the junk. geto my favourite recycling bin you were designed for a luxurious lifestyle clearly (gege not me!)#(and stuff…………. but im lazy to put my vision in words rn hah..)#gojo’s probably a princess#(let’s not lie. hes basically a prince already (clan heir is a different look on him))#this made me want to write ?.??#problem is i dont remember much about star wars (watched it as a kid (we have the cds) appart from the very basic storyline… i forgot 😔#then theres the jawa’s first appearance cuz for some reason they scared me and i am marked for life (THEYRE JUST SILLY LITTLE GUYS 😭😭))#thankfully i lowkey want to rewatch everything so these issues can be fixed#(unthankfully either way the chance of me writing anything is very slim BUT WE NEVER KNOW RIGHT)#(hashtag diverging your attention from that other older post is it working /j/j)#omg glo i still didnt read balance (i think of it from time to time but im intimidated to read it because i know its right up my alley and#that i will love it and lately idk why but i need to ready myself emotionally to read peak fiction (this is so dumb but its true 😭��))#my bad im rambling lol#WAIT FUCK SAME THING FOR BUNNY’S RECENT THINGY THAT GOT IN MY AO3 UPDATE MAIL#A LOVE STORY TOLD THROUGH THE LENS OF A THIRD PARTY MY BELOVED#(itsg ive searchef for these types of stories in advanced search before#AND NOW THAT I HAVE SOME BY AUTHORS I ALREADY ADORE .. IM- I SEE THEM BUT. THEIR CONTENTS STAY A MYSTERY. IS THIS MY BODY SUBCONSCIOUSLY FI#FIGHTING THE TEAR LOSS I WOULD GET??? IS THIS MFING [BALLING-MY-EYES-OUT] PREVENTION !? WITHOUT MY PERMISSION..!? TCH!)#my bad. ramble again o7 — see ya glo !#wip
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if not yaoi why autism x adhd???
#persona 5#p5#persona 5 ryuji#persona 5 yusuke#persona 5 ryuji x yusuke#ryukita#is that their ship name#i cant find anything of them help#i need more ships outside of joker x anyone PLEASE#p5 has a problem withnot giving characters outside of joker and anyone much of a dynamic#like. futaba and yusuke + ryuji and ann r the only actual like friendships outside of joker i can think of#maybe i have shit media literacy tho idk#i love these guys tho#the two biggest losers in different ways#yaoi#i would think their ship name is ryusuke cuz. it makes sense#idk i had to look at the SHIPPING WIKI to find anything for them#and even then they literally only had the ship name#i wouldnt even think this wld be a rarepair like theyre two main characters#idk maybe i just dont know how to interact with fandoms#theyre the sillies and i wont let anyone take that from me#exploding
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I love betta fish man they have so much personality
#mine reminds me so much of a puppy#He'll jump at leaves and scare the shit out of me cuz it makes a snapping noise (not a good sound to hear from a tank full of water)#I tried keeping shrimp with him but he would steal their food and shake it around with his mouth and swim around with it (he cldnt eat it#he was just a dick to my shrimp 🙄)#like the shrimp wld be pecking away on it. hed take a look at it#then take it from them and go drop it somewhere in the plants UNNECESSARY#He also loves to just shove himself into the plants. u do u man#talking
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how do you guys think this scene from chapter 274 will look like 👁️👁️


#orv#joongdok#no srsly pls give me your opinions and insight#cuz ik im delusional from time to time but i have limits too#but also just HOW did yjh grab him that he would need to drop him down to pull out his sword kdj cant possibly weigh that much to him#bridal carry?? by the waist???? holding him up like a sack of potatoes?? or by the collar like their first meeting?????#HOW DID HE GRAB U KDJ WHY U NEVER DESCRIBE SHIT PROPERLY#goddamn if this was abt his looks you'd throw dozen paragraphs at us
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Another Grant headcanon:
I think he wrote love notes when in relationships, and he went all out with like making the paper scented and stuff. But like he had no good perfume so he ended up using his horrible body spray. So like the lucky boyfriend would like find a paper reeking of the body spray like every once in a while.
Also I think he was someone who fell deep into romance because having a crush and feeling butterflies in his stomach was better than numbness. So he would pursue every crush even if he knew it would not end well because of the thrill of it. I think this sucked but I think he atleast felt like this is a normal way for life to suck.
#honestly I was thinking he continued the note thing with marco in college maybe?#and now marco likes the smell of the body spray even if grant found better perfumes cuz nostalgia#i think i am in my own la dee da world after this episode#where I think if willy takes a break from torturing the parents they should form a circle and become bffs#they should form a circle#toast to rebecca#and then just talk shit idk#i think they would be very funny as a group after they are done grieving#like cassandra would be like how could I have dated such a loser#he literally kidnapped like four of my exs ex friends and put collars on them when we were dating#and they would be like no its not your fault he is that manipulative#and then one of them would talk about their ex to comfort her#and then somwhow it would come out that willy is like the age of their grandparents#and cassandra would be like why did this senior citizen get me so bad#he told me to make him a sandwich and I#a multimillionaire made him a sndwich#this will probably never happen in canon#dndads#grant wilson#dungeons and daddies#the tags are their own seperate post at this point#dndads s2#looking back on this(tags)#all the spouses knew willy as a nice guy who saved them#rebecca was the only one who suspected him so thats why he killed her#they must be feeling so duped getting tortured except for marco who saw him kill a man#cassandra has been feeling duped since heaven#this is killing me all of them are having conversations in my head now the comedy and the pain is killing me mostly the comedy#marco li wilson#grant li wilson
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so apparently the colored scans for the first chapter of jojolands came out today. and while i quite liked jodio and dragona’s colors, usagi’s…. kinda diabolical not gonna lie 💀 why is he TINGLE!!!!!
#mayor talk#jjba#the jojolands#im gonna be honest when i saw him in black and white i thought his bodysuit would be blue#but i think thats bc his design sort of reminded me of blackmore. and my brain just filled it in from there#and i also thought he would have white or blond hair#but you can’t have em all i guess 💀 hopefully all the fanart doesn’t staunchly commit to this color palette cuz man#also these colors make his fuckin. basketball shorts over his body suit so much more noticable#i know hes a freak and a mess and a goofball but aaaaa#oh and for paco. hes mid#for some reason i envisioned his colors to look like poor tom of all characters#red and green n shit. but he has a more muted color scheme#at least the joestar siblings are slayin
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I should stop pretending I’m not southern
#post brought to you by an old cd of country music my grandma sent me#(she’s clearing out her house cuz she’s moving and she thought I might like it it’s an old burned cd of songs she and my grandpa liked#that I would always ask to listen when we went anywhere in their old pickup truck and I’ve been listening to it#it’s mostly Johnny cash Dolly Parton and various bluegrass and it’s like. yeah. I actually loved this music)#I should get back into a lot of the country artists I used to listen to#and then stopped when I started pretending I hated country cuz I didn’t wanna be associated with it or the south or being a fucking redneck#like damn did you know I used to wanna learn to play the banjo? maybe I should look into that…..#I’ve mentioned my rodeos n shit and I still have my cowboy boots and spurs and hats n stuff from when I rode horses#maybe I should stop consciously getting rid of my southern accent….#I mean I’ve never been able to completely shake it so most ppl can’t really notice#but if I tell them where I’m from they’re like ooohhhh that makes sense#but yeah if I don’t focus on it when I talk I have a much thicker accent than it sounds like#I should stop doing that…..#idk the older I get the more I miss the south and the culture and stuff#and also it pisses me off how ppl talk about the south#both in general and where I live now#actually had someone once tell me I didn’t ‘sound dumb enough’ to be southern#like man fuck you#anyways the point is I missed country music and I think I’m gonna start listening to it a lot more <3#cuz what point is there in pretending I don’t like it#and who cares if every person I’ve ever been close with fucking hates country music and would make fun of me if I ever even BEGAN to say#I liked it so anyways#kaz rambles
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I do not regret cold turkey quitting astrology twitter in the slightest but every so often I'll check an ephemeris and notice something that's like, "Uhhhhhh are y'all seeing this shit."
#checking the astrology podcast feed to find out if it's been discussed lmfao#based on twitter sleuthing i think the september forecast is what I'm looking for so I'll check it out tomorrow#cuz uh. that mars retrograde period. NOT SURE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THAT ONE.#i am choosing to be optimistic. maybe it means that the orange bastard fucking dies.#this is the real curse of being decent at astrology but not having the interest or patience for doing personal readings#I can point to shit that's like 'uh' and frequently be right but i refuse to play wise man about it#this is also why I've largely stopped looking at birth charts of people i know#saw one too many things that was like 'uhhh. well it would be presumptuous as hell and probably overstepping to say something here.'#and then turned out to be right about it anyway but like. that doesn't give me the right to say shit. ANYWAY#as a Mars station baby i normally love a Mars retrograde but from the bottom of my heart i am tired.
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thought i’d try something a little different, i don’t hate it so i count that as a win
#lmk if u like this kinda stuff#i rarely work with colour cuz it scares me lmao#like i’m so bad at colours#the only reason this doesn’t look like shit is cuz i colour dropped from my reference#but it was kinda fun to experiment#omg wait#if u have a technique u want me to try lmk#cuz that would be so fun#i pretty much only do realistic kinda stuff tho#like if u want me to try anime or smthn i’m sorry but i will fail#i might give it a go#but i can’t guarantee it will ever see the light of day#the more i look at it the more i hate it#i’m trying to convince myself that doesn’t mean it’s bad#whatever#enjoy :)#joe miller#josephus miller#the expanse
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#I do genuinely feel jealous at those who managed to move away from their dickhead family and forever not associated with them.#Like. It's stupid. I should feel happy for them#But i'm also a dickhead myself so...damn. wish that could have been me#Everyone in this family is just...worse and worse...including me#Like. How many times i vent and finding reasons to talk shit about them#I'm still the loser that stuck here#Instead of...idk...actually working up the skills and courage to move out#Now i'm just being a moron sitting here and listen to their “i'll kill myself” jokes#It's not jokes. Cuz' 65% they will do it. Or just die to natural causes. Pffr#But they keep confessing it to me out of the blue that i feel like it's a running gag#Like. Man. I'm trying#Or am i????#Just...looking for motivations from every small joys from messages or stupid things i did or said to coworkers#But in the end. I'm still here#Will i ever get out????#Maybe?????#Man. Either i died in this shit hole. Hopefully before them.#Or died outside due to proverty but maybe i would feel a bit of happiness of not being with them anymore#Blergh. Whatever happens happens i guess#Or however people say it#Back to liking tumblr post or playing video games because i literally has no other hobbies
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it’s kinda crazy how no matter how much positive feedback i get on my work, there’s one negative comment someone made that’s stuck in my mind like glue
#not edits#it probably doesn't help that it was from a fellow editor i looked up to#the way it unironically has made working on this less fun like. idk i don't even feel like posting my work half the time anymore cuz#idk i sometimes feel like. inadequate abt my art sometimes. like if i didn't have my platform people would be telling me it was shit#and ignoring it lmfao. but also i know that's like irrational? doesn't mean it goes away tho#and i wanna make it clear like this is not me fishing for compliments like. idk i felt like acknowledging it on here cuz i've been just#feeling Down about it without saying anything to anyone and it's just like :/#wanna try actually talking on here more again so
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Hypothetically should I play p3 reload with the femc mod like does anyone know if it’s good? It certainly LOOKS good but I wanna know if it’s essentially just portable with good visuals or if it’s reload but with kotone instead cuz if it’s the latter I am not interested
#persona 3#kotone shiomi#this is very serious!#i mean this is all hypothetical like if i just magically had the money to spare lol#but what i would want is the same social links from portable like i know ones like saori and rio are in it#but what about like the male social links and then the female party members but with kotones version#like for example fuukas link is completely different as kotone and id much prefer that version#and i really dont want the male characters to be like. akihikos god awful linked episode but with kotone instead#i want his actual social link and characterization#if i have to play his linked episodes i will be enraged i tell youENRAGED#also like if the coma route isnt there thats a dealbreaker for me lol#its conflicting cuz i mean visually speaking everything looks SOOOOO good amazing i wanna cry#but if i cant have the version of the characters im looking for then i dont wanna be involved#dont wanna waste my money or time#also this isnt me trying to shit on the mod if it does end up being not what im looking for#cuz god it looks so good and mustve taken a lot of work and im so glad it exists it means a lot#i saw footage of her all out attack animation it cured my depression like#the way she’s sticking her tongue out and the little giggle she does its absolutely perfect#and the character animation for her is soooo charming like the way she runs and the little stretches she does and how bouncy she is#very expressive very cute very loved and cared about#oh also if anyone actually does see this with advice i also literally dont care if theres typos or weird voice acting fuckups or animation#errors you can expect in a mod that doesnt matter in the slightest like im a portable stan so ill literally be happy with anything#in terms of quality
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Are you an academic lesbian? 👀
unfortunately yes
#Answered#personal#its the woorst. i got all a's in college save for like three classes i got b's in cuz i couldnt give a big enough shit for them#and now im plagued by nightmares of failing my classes forever cuz i wouldve had to drop out if i didnt get my scholarships#which was the Nightmare Scenario for so long that its ingrained itself into my very being. but im also like a bitch abt it LMAO#like i was the smartest person in any rs/hist/ps class by far and my profs Knew That so anytime some dumb bitch spoke up they looked at ME#like DARING me to speak up bc they KNEW i could pull their spine from their back and like. I WOULD#bc i did the READINGS like a PROPER STUDENT and loved opportunities to make men suffer for disrespecting my beloved profs#and now im a pre-k teacher who uses NONE of the stuff i learned cuz i went to college for the fun of academia lol#and lowkey its helping me unlearn a lot of stress i love my kids so much i cant wait for summer to be over so i can see them all again#anyway. yes im an academic lesbian its genuinely a struggle to read anything that isnt historical nonfiction and im not kidding#i love american history! 1800-1920 is like my favorite time period to study and first wave american feminism is fascinating to me
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