#cuz i dunno what im gonna do otherwise :(

[ibrithir-was-here]

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[radiotorn]

having to restrain from saying anything when my dad dares to say that men get paid LESS than women. in what world. are you out of your fucking mind old man.

[rosepetalkitty]

hi hey hello please read this its important info!!

about!!!

what is this? who am i?

hi hi hi!!! finally caved and made an nsfw/kink altblog. no i will not be linking this to my main blog even if u know me there. i doubt im ever gonna post anything thats just outright sexual here bc im acespec and not really into that stuff very much but like kink is such a fun topic so that'll come up a lot. also for the record, this is not a "men dni" page but i am generally sapphic.

call me Rose if you're subby or rosie if you want me to be ^-^ my pronouns are she/her, kit/kitty and ella (es.), i'm an 18y/o trans girl, and i've been diagnosed with adhd, autism and tourettes, among other things.

also, as of october 30th, 2024, i am a voice actress!!! my audios are posted on my reddit page!!! i don't do commissions (yet!) but im happy to take suggestions, so if you have an idea, shoot me an ask!!

and uhhh dunno what else i was gonna say. plspls send me asks i love the attention!!! i'll leave anons on until it becomes a problem~ anyways uh yeah! enjoy!

please read below the break for more information, especially if you plan on interacting with this blog!!

where you can reach me:

here, obviously, though tumblr dms are pretty bad. on the bright side this is like zero effort. you're on tumblr, im on tumblr, yay

simplex! you can click that link to add me, and if you don't have simplex it'll explain to you how to set it up, which is super duper easy. it's really really great privacy wise!! i would very much appreciate it if you send me a tumblr dm telling me your simplex display name so that i know who's who.

discord. my discord tag is the same as my url here. i do prefer simplex over discord though (mostly cuz i don't switch discord accounts on my phone bcuz it's a pain, and also bcuz of the privacy thing)

some links!

you can send me praise here!!!!

i write my stories on this neocities page now!

my cashapp is here!! it's essentially a virtual tip jar and if you appreciate my va work i would really really appreciate a tip, but please don't feel obligated to!

and here are some posts that are significant to me for one reason or another

this blog is a persona, a ranty short essay about identity, emotional freedom, masking and what it really means to know Me

my first real audio post!! oh my goddess this was so exciting!!!

on fear regarding human domestication guide, and on my hope to someday overcome it

regarding my roommate, myrrh

as of writing (2024-11-08), myrrh (murmur unless you have been given permission to use the prior! check baa pinned before interacting with bah!) and i are now comfortable interacting on tumblr. this is awesome because discussing kink as an interest is great and ba's my bestie, but i need to make this incredibly clear:

we are strictly platonic! we are not dating, we are not fwb, we do not do any kinky or sexual stuff together at all and never will. we chat about kink and sometimes make jokes about it at each other's expense, but we are friends who live together, not partners. do not insinuate otherwise, it makes both of us very uncomfortable.

An important note about dominance...

If you're exclusively a dom(me) you can skip this, otherwise I would appreciate it if you could at least skim it.

i do not like the expectation that i will be dominant at any given time, but I do enjoy showing some dominance sometimes, in some situations. I do enjoy being a brat, when I'm not already feeling really subby but want to be put in my place.

Hell, I do enjoy hypnotizing people. A lot, actually. I've been a hypnotist (in both a purely for fun way and occasionally a kink way depending on the person) for a relatively large number of people over the past several years, including in person for a handful of people, though much less so in the past year or so. I even make files now, and it's really really fun.

The problem is, I get burnt out very quickly if I force myself to be dominant when my brain isn't just doing it spontaneously. How do I know? In past relationships my partners saw me as a switch, and expected me to dominate them as much as they dominated me. I really can't do that. My dominance is as much within my control as my hyperfixations — I can make good use of it when it's there, but when it isn't there's nothing I can do to force it without causing myself lots of stress and burnout.

For that reason I'm not willing to be your domme or anyone else's. Instead of seeing me as a switch, please consider me a sub who can be dominant sometimes. I can't do it on demand, and I can't promise that I will be able to do it for any given person at any given time.

some notes for the page!

if ive tagged a post with #pull my trigger! then that means im ok with ppl playing with my brain in the notes!! otherwise, please just message me directly. im always okie with dms.

posts with #mean rosie on them have me teasing/messing with/bullying (in a /lh way) other people~ don't ask me to do this to you unless it's like a reblog responding to me doing that to you or smth. i don't usually enjoy showing dominance like that. sometimes im just the flavor of brat that likes to tease people. other times i do kinda feel a little bit dominant but. meh. even then ill pretty much always slip down into good girl mode on the spot if anyone shows any dominance towards me, usually even more so than i would normally.

posts tagged #angel rosie are ones that make me really happy~

#rosie rambles and #rosie rants go on serious/out of theme posts, with the latter being for emotionally heavy ones

#rosie speaks goes on all my audios~

plspls ask me about my triggers, my kinks, etcetc!!! i love getting told to answer questions >w<

dni list

any adult is free to view my page. minors, please leave. im serious. that said, there are certain things that will get you blocked from interacting with my page, so if your blog falls into any of these categories please kindly just look, don't touch.

agepl@y

terfs, and anyone else who doesn't think trans women are women

s!ssy, crossdressing and detrans themed pages. i have nothing against you for liking that stuff, but it makes me really uncomfortable because of some past experiences. please dni.

blank blogs, no age in bio or pinned, blogs that seem to just be spam reblogging everything, etc. sometimes this is case by case — "18+" is usually not chill, but "20s" or "30s" usually is. if you have nothing at all that's a nope. having a pfp is important, by the way.

blogs that just spam ai generated pictures. im sure youre chill, but ai pictures take the humanity out of your blog and frankly just look bad. posting one here or there on an otherwise human blog is thin ice, but i care a little less when there's other content too, as long as your other content is good.

my kinks, my limits my triggers

obviously im very very into hypnosis, especially intelligence play (aka dumbification), especially especially when there are bimbo themes involved. im also into everything on this list (in no particular order), but its definitely not exhaustive because theres things ive never tried before. please try new things on me!

light/medium bondage

pet play (as a kitty or a bunny, totes open to others but those are ones i luv)

spanking and other light pain, including light scratching/marking

being groped

praise and degradation, especially when its condescending

gentle doms (not that other styles are bad, but gentle+manipulative+condescending+possessive is my favorite)

other people picking my clothes

physical affection (headpats, scritchies, cuddles, kisses)

medical play (very specifically anesthesia, limited interest in other parts of it)

gaslighting

exhibitionism (especially when im being shown off)

behavior modification (especially clicker training!)

edging and denial

i have a voice kink for certain types of voices. generally my favorites are deep femme voices with really soft tones that get sharp to add emphasis to certain words like "drop" or "now". i also sometimes like higher softer masc voices, but deep or rough masc voices make me uncomfortable most of the time. if you want me to give you examples of hypnotists on the internet whose files i like, please send an ask or dm me.

when im in control (especially when it's about my audios!!!), i love being told how i make you feel, what you think of me, etc, so go on, feed my ego ;)

sooo yeah!! next are my soft limits — things i don't necessarily love but can tolerate in an otherwise fun context. please ask before acting on these because i would generally prefer to avoid them.

hypno audios narrated by text to speech — most of them are just grating and i can't relax with them.

"brainwashing" files that are just someone saying the same thing over and over with no induction or deepener or triggers or anything to put me under. i need to be in trance before that stuff does anything.

"hypnosis audios" that have loud music, or where the script is turned into a song. i've heard it done well maybe once or twice, i've heard it done wrong a million times.

hypnosis content as long form videos, especially when i need to read text in the video. my eyes get exhausted from staring at a screen for too long. i really really prefer audio, and text is good too, but videos longer than a couple minutes are rough.

and finally, here are my hard limits. please don't bring these things up. full stop. these are non-negotiable.

everything on my dni list

the drugs haloperidol/haldol, lorazepam/ativan and promethazine/phenergan

heavy pain

blood, knives/sharps, heavy scratching/marking

being asked/"forced" (i can and will block you if you're pushy) to send pictures or videos. audio is a hard maybe and very much depends on dysphoria at that moment and vibes. but yeah pictures and videos are a no-go.

being sent dick pics. please don't. im not into that. other pics are probably fine as long as you're chill.

extended degradation with no praise (i start having genuine self image issues past a certain point - i like being degraded, having my behavior changed, and then being praised as a reinforcement mechanism)

intox play, especially alcohol and weed. it scares me because of some past experiences. this is specifically about being intoxicated in the traditional sense (drunk/high), so like for example being sedated is something im cool with (and actually love the idea of)

feeding kink stuff

and here are some of my hypnotic triggers, in no particular order

"brain goes bye bye" melts my brain and makes it really hard to think

"control goes bye bye" takes control of my brain and my body away so that i just do as im told

"memories go bye bye" makes it really hard to remember anything for a while, which mostly just shuts my brain off. these first three are all from Miss Lilith, i love her files~ <3

"sleep" and "drop" both put me under, to varying degrees of success. might take multiple uses to really take me down deep, and really everything works better with a snap

"good girl" makes me happy and a tiny bit more obedient

"look here", "listen" and "focus" draw in my attention and make it hard to look away from/ignore whatever is being shown/said to me. they also usually make me more suggestible.

"lightning" makes me feel weak and dazed and when im like that "thunder" puts me under and gets me really floaty and fuzzy

"submit and obey" makes me obedient and super duper suggestible

i have a lot more, im just not remembering them all right now. theres probably dozens in my brain from all the files ive conditioned myself with over the years

[localdisasster]

About you

What is your favorite type of underwear?

Masturbation

How old were you when you first masturbated?

What’s the most amount of times you’ve cum in a day?

Relationships

Would you ever be in an open relationship? Have you?

Porn & Sex Industry

When is the last time you watched porn and what was it?

Sex

Have you ever been caught or walked in on while fucking?

Toys

What is your favorite toy?

Fetishes

Have you ever done a cum-walk? (Walking in public with cum on your face/clothes/etc)

Beard or Shaven?

oohhh thank you for the ask! ☺️☺️

i’m just gonna number them in order of you asking cuz otherwise my brain will get fuzzy

1. i like cutesy underwear (lacey or with a little bow on the front kinda cutesy) but also tbh lately the only time i actually wear underwear is when i need to use pads bc it’s that time of the month 🤷🏻‍♀️

2. well i started getting groomed via strangers on omegle and kik at like age 12 so it was around there definitely

3. i’ve never counted tbh but im gonna guesstimate and say at least 5 or more

4. i’ve never been in an open relationship and unless daddy and i split up i probably will never be bc he doesn’t share but i’ve been interested in the idea before

5. ummm does tumblr porn count as porn? if it does then it was today and super intense bondage (or would being kept in a cage count as pet play? i dunno hehe)

6. not during sex but when i was young my mom walked in on my touching myself. she also was the one who found out i was being groomed and then sat me down like a police interrogation and only cared that her and my dad would get in trouble for child pornography and not the fact that her daughter (me) was being manipulated into doing it. but hey. look at me now!

7. i don’t have that many but i like my wand bc it’s super easy to edge with it

8. i haven’t! the most i’ve done is waddled from daddy’s room up to the house and tried not to make it obvious i was doing a walk of shame to the toilet

9. beard beard beard!!

[quiisquiliae-archived]

Send memes, will do shortly. It's been a grumpy day.

[damnedparker]

warm

pairing: tasm (andrew garfield) peter parker x reader (gender neutral; no y/n)

warnings: specific traits applied to reader lol sorry, i.e. anxiousness, fear of heights, introverted, otherwise i think that’s it! friends to lovers cuz im a sucker for that w this man. also, post-tasm 2 cause college!

summary: there’s just something about the warmth peter parker gives you.

Warm. That was how your best friend always made you feel. So unbelievably warm.

Whether it was from a corny joke making you laugh until your stomach hurt and your face was red, from a genuine compliment he always seemed to deliver so casually, or, most of all, every little brush of his skin against yours. Even brief and accidental, a long embrace... they all lingered the same. Leaving little fireworks across the surface of your skin, and once it was over, feeling a hole in your heart. As if your body was missing something more than necessary to you continuing on living and breathing. 

Over and over, after years of being attached at the hip as Peter Parker's best friend, his one true confidant, you told yourself to just get over it. The neediness you felt had to just be as a result of growing up touch-starved; combined with your crush on Peter, just something that had gotten so overblown.

Except one small, tiny, little thing you had noticed.

Every other friend, every acquaintance, none of them got the same treatment as you. No hand brushes, no hands on the small of their back as he passed them, no hooking arms with them whilst walking the streets of New York. Even with May, Peter's messy forehead kisses as he rushed out the door were rare. You were the only one that got these tiny affections. You blushed as you considered it yet again. Warm.

If you were another person, more confrontational, less anxiety-ridden maybe, you would have made a move on Peter by now. But even with all his touches, you had initiated affections back maybe a third of the time. You were scared of crossing a boundary, scaring him away. Logically, you knew that didn't make sense, but anxiety wasn't really one for rational thought. 

So, here you were, mindlessly walking the streets of New York as the sun had begun to set with your best friend, trying desperately to stop thinking about the way his arm was slung around your shoulders. Don't think about the way, every so often, his thumb would brush gently against your jaw or the way he twirled the end of a strand of hair around his finger. Purposeful movements, no accidents here. Just warmth that seemed to consume you. So much so, that you hadn't realized Peter was asking you a question for the past thirty seconds, until he tugged on the strand of hair he was playing with. Still gentle, Peter was always gentle. Not enough to hurt, but enough to get your attention.

"Hey, buttercup, where'd you go?" Oh, and the pet names. That was a whole other thing.

"Sorry, P, I was just thinking," you shook your head, as if forcing your previous thoughts out of your brain. "What were you asking?"

"I was just gonna ask if you wanted to stop for some hot chocolate or something, I'm buying." That toothy grin spread across his face, the one you could never say no to.

So, you made a stop in a nearby cafe, Peter ordering for you without any hesitation. He knew almost every order at your regular restaurants, what you didn't like on your burgers, when you wanted something extra. He also knew that when possible, you avoided human interaction. And he never judged you for any of it.

It was painful how much you were really in love with him.

Your orders came fairly quick, and Peter thanked the barista, shoving a generous tip in the tip jar before he came towards you, presenting your drink with a small, teasing bow.

"Did you get extra marshmallows, cause they never--"

"Put enough in there when you don't ask. Who do you think I am, an amateur?" He scoffed affectionately, sipping his own drink before cringing, sticking his tongue out.

"I dunno, maybe you are cause you just burned yourself, didn't you?" He thinned his eyes at you over the lid of his cup, gently nudging you out the door. Back into the cold grip of the New York streets, and back under the warmth of his arm. You were grateful, as you hadn't grabbed a thick enough coat, and Peter radiated enough body heat to power the Empire State Building. "So, how'd that midterm in Psych go?"

"I don't know. I kinda felt like I failed it. Half the questions weren't even from the study guide." A frown came over your face as you remembered the panic that had settled over you. Stupid Professor Walsh.

"I'm sure you did great. You're the smartest person I know," Peter brushed away your worries like it was nothing, replacing them with more warm tingles by sending you an affectionate smile. His reassurances were never hollow, never said just to make you feel better. He was always real, genuine with you. And that worked better than any empty "it'll be fine" someone else would give you. "In fact, I bet you did so well, we should celebrate. I finally got my old GameCube working again, I'll let you win at Mario Kart."

"You don't need to let me do anything, I'll kick your ass in the first round," you hip bumped him, but he pulled you back into his side with his arm around you, squeezing you in a side hug that nearly made you trip. "Let's take the long way, though, I wanna finish my hot chocolate and watch the sunset."

"Really? You're freezing," he raised an eyebrow, thumb running over your chin, lighting up your indeed cold skin with heat.

"I'm fine, Pete--"

"You're not, you think I haven't noticed you shaking since we got back outside?" He shook his head, sliding off his outer jacket and practically wrestling it on you despite your refusal to admit you were cold. "There. And, bonus, you look even cuter than before in my jacket."

"Stop doing that," the words flew out of your mouth before you could stop them, before you could alter the frustrated tone in your voice. The hurt look on Peter's face made your stomach sink.

"Okay, I'm sorry, I don't want to make you uncomfortable," he rushed out, taking a step back from you. His hand flopped to his side like a dead fish from where it had been on your shoulder. 

"No, Peter, I just--" You squeezed your eyes shut. It was now or never. You fucked up. The last thing you wanted was to make Peter think he had violated a boundary, instead of being the one comforting thing you had ever had in your life. "I can't-- I can't keep doing this." Your best friend stared at your hopeless, wild hand gestures, clearly confused as to what you meant. "I can't go around pretending like all your little touches, all the names and the kisses and the hugs just are normal. Like they're passing, mundane parts of everyday life. You're my best friend, but it nearly sets me on fire every time you do something like that. I can't take it anymore." You sat down on a nearby bench to try and calm your anxieties. You felt like you were radiating those jagged lines all around you like you were in a cartoon with how shaky you felt. It was silent for a moment, save the background New York noises of everyday life. But it still felt more quiet than ever as Peter sat beside you, right next to you. He slowly, almost hesitantly for the first time in his life with you, reached over to grab your shaking hand in his.

"You are the one constant I have in my life," he started, squeezing your palm for a brief moment. "With Spider-Man, with Ben, with every little thing that seems to go wrong in my life… You are the one thing I have that is always there. Never changes. Everyday I get to see you, and make you laugh. And it makes me feel like everything's going to be okay," his voice was soft. He gently knocked his head against yours, leaning his forehead against your temple, eyes closed. "I know I get a little too touchy, but I like knowing you're there. Real. And I'm too afraid to do anything else because I couldn't live with myself if I made you disappear." All you could think to say when he fell silent was his name, quiet as ever and filled with so many emotions it came out cracked. He was bearing his heart to you so suddenly, as if something finally shoved him to do so. But it was so clear and simple to him. So easy for him to do it, on an empty New York street, the sky fading from warm oranges to a dark navy. 

You finally turned to him, slowly finding the courage to press a hand to his cheek, and, god, he nearly keened into the touch. Those brown, kind eyes looked up at you through his eyelashes when you bumped your forehead into his.

"If I know one thing, Parker, it's that I'm not going anywhere." You murmured. "But I need to know if this is just more than passing touches. I-I can't take it anymore." Peter sucked in a breath, screwing his eyes shut like he was preparing to say something. In reality, he didn’t know what to say. There was no way he could express the amount of emotions that were flooding his senses at that moment. 

So, he just kissed you.

Suddenly, it felt like summer outside in New York. No more cold, no more shivering, just Peter’s hands cupping your face and a shot of warmth running through your body even better than the hot chocolate you had been sipping before. You gripped onto the worn, soft fabric of the sweater he was wearing, pulling him even closer to you. He broke away from the kiss for the briefest of moments with a chuckle, favoring wrapping his arms around your waist to press you close to him before diving back in. You hummed against his lips happily. Even when he pulled away for real, breathing heavily and just looking at you, taking in the moment, you still felt warm as ever. You took in a shaky breath, smiling at the toothy grin that had spread across Peter's face. He bumped his nose affectionately against yours as he pressed a few more kisses across the planes of your face before standing up eagerly.

"C'mon, the sun's not completely set yet, I know a better view for this." He tugged you away from the bench. You let him pull you along, barely functioning on anything but autopilot after what had just happened. He pulled you into an alleyway, checking around to make sure the coast was clear, before tugging his Spider-Man mask on from his backpack, and pulling you tight against him. "Here, hold on to me." You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and pressed against him further, beginning to realize what's going on.

"Pete, wait, I'm--" You were cut off as the two of you shot up in the air, and you were forced to shove your face in his neck, eyes shut as to not look down while you swung across New York. You didn't scream or anything, just silent out of complete fear. You knew Peter wouldn't let you go, and would always catch you, but that didn't mean swinging through buildings at an inhuman height wasn't terrifying. 

"Are you okay?" His voice was muffled by wind in your ear, and you could have glared at him if you weren't afraid to lift your head from the safety of his shoulder. 

"No!" You yelled, and Peter just laughed, his arm tightening around your waist. A few moments later, you felt a small lurch, and the wind stopped. Clearly, the two of you had landed but you refused to leave the safety of Peter's arms until you knew that for sure. "Are we on stable, real ground now?"

"Yeah, we're here." He breathed, having pulled off his mask now that you were safe from prying eyes. You slowly unlatched yourself from him, calming down now that you had your feet on the ground.

The first thing you did was punch his arm, maybe a little harder than intended. You only felt a little bad at the ow that left his lips.

"You know I'm afraid of heights!" You huffed, crossing your arms and turning away from him, only to be met with the staggering view of New York below you. You screwed your eyes shut, only opening them once you were looking at the sky instead.

"In my defense," Peter's voice came closer again, right in your ear. He hugged you from behind, pressing a kiss to the skin behind your ear. "Look at this view."

You couldn't deny that it was breathtaking. A perfect view of the skyline of New York, jagged edges of skyscrapers giving way to soft strokes of orange and red mixing with the oncoming deep purples and blues of the night sky. There weren't many real stars because, well, New York, but you still felt like you were seeing them with the way your best friend was holding you.

"I've never been up here with someone else," he admitted, voice still low. "I come up here to get away from... everything. But I always wish you were here with me. You're the one thing I never wanna get away from." Another kiss, this time to your neck, punctuated by a squeeze to your waist. You could have melted into the roof.

"I hate to break it to you, bug boy," you turned, moving your arms around his neck again. Fingers splayed into his chocolate tufts of hair, eyes locked onto his. He looked at you like you were the only thing in the world at the moment, even surrounded by a New York sunset. "I'm never doing this again."

"C'mon, it's exposure therapy. I'll cure your fear for you." He laughed, tilting his head when you shook your head, grimacing. "Okay, okay, baby, I'm sorry." Baby. That one was new. "This doesn't include that kiss from earlier, though, right? 'Cause I don't think I can agree to that." You rolled your eyes at his joke, tugging on a strand of his hair teasingly. Peter leaned in, chasing your lips with his until they met again, this time in an out of breath, lighthearted kiss. It was quick, but set the stage for something new, and something that would become a regular part of your day. A new and welcome addition to Peter's touches. Maybe your favorite so far.

"It's cold up here." Was all you could think to say, to break the giggly, eager spell that had fallen over the both of you.

"Don't worry, I'll keep you warm."

[murfeelee]

About Full Body Tattoos & CmarNYC’s Tattoo Mod

I got an IM about my full body tattoos, which are all tattoos and not accessories. So I figured I should make a tutorial, so people understand why I keep telling y’all about CmarNYC’s Tattoo Mod.

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Welcome to Murf’s School of Crap and Crap-Making!

School Motto: Prepare to be tortured! For Science!

Lesson #23: Beautiful tatts, all over my back! Makes me so proud I'm gonna shout it out loud: I got another tattoo, baby! ♪♫♬

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Ok, so we got functional tattoos in the Ambitions EP, but good ole EA in their infinite wisdom decided to relegate them to the lamest locations imaginable. No sleeves, no full body tattoos, like wtf. #EAYouSuck

Y’all can read about the wack default locations & busted functionality on Carl’s Sims 3 Guides: https://www.carls-sims-3-guide.com/info/create-a-sim/looks.php

But as usual, the simming angels over at Mod the Sims came in C L U T C H, and CmarNYC created the incredible XCAS Core Mod: More Tattoo Locations.

☆ ☆ This mod expands a LOT of different CAS features, and most importantly adds more tattoo locations. ☆ ☆

It’s a core mod like AwesomeMod, so it conflicts with those mods, but the late great Twallan made a non-core version for those of y’all who use AwesomeMod. I use CmarNYC’s default core version.

There are a ton of different Basic or Full versions. I forgot what the difference is between Full & Basic, but I use the Full version.

The zip file includes a ton of flavors, that you can pick and choose from. It’s a lot, I know, so this is my setup (I’m on Origin 1.69 like a loser).

Once you have the mod installed in your Packages folder, and nothing’s conflicting, crashing or doing other satanic crap, now you’re ready to give your sims Full Body Tattoos!

Noah’s full body tribal tattoos, which my sim Nasir always wears, also require CmarNYC’s tattoo mod, and work the same way.

I feel like it’s more important to know about CmarNYC’s tattoo mod, because:

☆ ☆ There really is nothing different with Full Body Tattoos, than regular tattoos! ☆ ☆

If you know how to make regular tattoos, you already know how to make sleeves, full legs, back, torso & body tatts.

You can use ANY tattoo with CmarNYC’s tattoo mod, to apply tattoos all over the body--they’ll just rescale in weird ways, unless you’re explicitly making the tattoos to fit neatly over a sim’s arms (sleeves), legs, backs, torsos, or entire body (full). So I’ll show y’all how to go about making those--the same rules apply.

All the other tuts I’m seeing use Tattooinator, which I never used, I just use TSRW to make all my tatts.

I start out in GIMP with the image I want to turn into a tattoo.

It helps to have EA’s default skintone texture in the lower layer, so you can accurately scale the tattoo.

Then turn all the colors into the standard RGBY, so your tatt’s recolorable in CASt.

Then make an all black background, and add an all black Alpha channel.

Save the image as a DXT5 Interpolarted Alpha dds.

In TSRW, start a New Project, and go into Clothes > Human > Young Adult > Male > Naked (so TSRW doesn’t take 10 effing years loading all the clothes options).

I always clone EA’s Green Plumbob tattoo, I dunno why, LOL.

Import your texture in the Core section.

You’re not gonna be able to tell what’s going on, cuz TSRW’s preview viewer is hot garbage, and the texture’s alpha channel makes the texture look invisible until you go in-game.

Make sure to enable the Mask channels from False to True. so it’s recolorable. (Enable all 4 Masks Channels only if you use all 4 RGBY colors in your dds texture. Otherwise, just enable 3 if you just used RGB.)

And you’re done! Export your tattoo, install it, and have your sims regret all their life decisions!

Because they’re Ambitions tattoos, you can change size/scale, transparency/opacity, and of course CASt colors.

And best of all, Full Body AMB tatts won’t take up an accessory slot (even better: they won’t blur textures if you layer ACCs with Master Controller).

And that’s that!

[cozymochi]

For the Zim asks, how about 17, 18, and/or 23 (favorite thing about IZ, least favorite thing, and what bit makes you laugh the most)?

17: Favorite thing about Invader Zim?

The characters, probably. I think they are what kept me around. They’re just so bombastic and weird (not in that obnoxious way like some influenced series tend to be) and lively despite, well, everything. Idk somehow they make it work. *~T a l e n t~*

18: Least favorite thing about Invader Zim? (Double time question 😳)

The comics, mggghhfg Again, what i like outweighs what I don’t. But, I dunno, the nearly obstinate insistence on keeping a status quo in revival media was a little frustrating. Not that I don’t get it. When ya see shades of status quo shifts in the late-series then it’s cut off suddenly only for the brief revival stints in the comics to never pick up from there or return to it can be kinda. Eh. Maybe I wanted to see Tak come back as a foil to Zim, maybe I wanted to see what a resistance was gonna lead to (even if it was nowhere), etc etc. Maybe I wanted to see the extra insight on some characters backgrounds and a smidge more of that world-building y’know. But oh well. I appreciate fleshing out underdeveloped or workshopped characters that never really were figured out in the main series, though. Not so much the neglect on the aliens that came about as a result of the former. But. It is what it is.

The isolated stories are still entertaining on their own merits cuz the characters are that strong, and I understand the mindset behind the choice to just keep it in a bubble and just focus on some revising, but. YKNOW! AHH!! However, I also keep in mind that despite all I’ve listed and wanted to see in the main series that was being set up as the status quo was gradually being played with, in reality it would NOT have been the majority of the content anyway. Especially given what mid-production stuff was dropped. So, in the end, I’m not that bothered… but I’m not not bothered lmao if that makes sense. It’s been 20 years that shit’s not gonna happen. It’d be delusional af to think otherwise. And even then, I wouldn’t want it. Oh no. Anyway [draws things]

23: Part that made you laugh the hardest...

I DO NOT HAVE THIS CLIP but there’s this weird moment in I think “Career Day” where Miss Bitters hovers to the door, and each of her legs deploy like a fuckin airplanes wheels and it was so jdhdgf ?? IM?? I FORGOT THAT HAPPENS AND IT’S JFHDGFB idk how to describe it IT JUST TAKES ME OFF GUARD

[shoezuki]

dunno if you relate/this is why u do that but i spoil myself on shows on purpose else i get mad anxiety watching

O ya i feel that like. Ya i get u.

For me like idk if id say it makes me Anxious otherwise but sometimes??? But i jus want to know what happens. Like. I want to know what im gettin in go and how things will progress. And cuz i dont easily get interested in things then if i like stop watchin a movie or readin a book cuz brain go brrrr then i Still roughly know the endin n what happens yknow.

But also in a Literature Nerd way. Theres a Different kind of surprise to plot twists and such when you Know whats gonna happen. Like im more interested in the Progress and How it gets to certain plot points rather than the 'big change'. N its so fun to read thru a second time n pay attention to more minor details

[charmspoint]

Gege saw Inumaki fans and deciced to weed us out by removing Inumaki lol. You're right though, so many questions and no answers :(

Considering all that stuff from the book you mentioned, I believe we will learn at least some of it? I hope anyway, it makes no sense to have all that and then just not use it.

I hadn't actually thought about Inumaki showing up with Nobara before, dunno how it slipped my mind, but it would amazing. It would be very cool it they showed up at some point and then there is a little thing about them being annoyed the others tried to stop them from helping because of the injuries without even asking them or something.

(Also sorry for the jumbled thoughts, I have many and am very bad at connecting them into one thing)

No worries about thoughts jumbled or otherwise, im at least known fron ranting long and winded about things ppl ask me about n things they dont XD

I do belive we should get some of it cuz like u said why put such interesting lore into a fanbook if u aint gonna use it, makes no sense :/. Im hoping inumaki family will become relevant at some point n inumaki with them n we'll learn all this stuff, its just really hard to gauge how or when with so little information. But god knows i wont give up on hoping for inumaki development until this manga is over lmao for better or for worse

And im not giving up on nobara either! Im sorry gege no matter what you say i wont belive nobara is dead until you actually write it, megumi can pack uo his meaningful silences and go :/ srsly megumi use your words. I know gege said almost all of the og team might die but nobara gwtting taken ozt so early doesnt sit well with me like :/ shes such a cool character and she still has so much to contribute to the story, i think someone even had a meta about her potentialy being able to rid yuji of sukuna! If she got taken out now it would just be to piss yuji off n that :/ just doesnt sit well with me at all

Anyway i really hope they both come back and do cool stuff despite their disabilities. Cmon gege we aint tired of them yet!

[realtiwo]

chat log

under the readmore

3:48 PM ***** said: im losing my mind here man

3:48 PM eric said: hey you ok? <3

3:49PM ***** said: yeah im okay well no this fucking album i bet im gonna read the lyrics and discover its about something completely else  but the pieces i pick out while listening  it IS about galilei i know its about galilei i mean i think i know...i dont get it im doing all these things and it seems like there should be some great conclusion the sky comes crashing down, you know but no thats not gonna happen i mean, i know lots of people have felt like this in the past and nothing's ever happened like take christianity for example they thought they had it all figured ojut and what a dude got nailed to a cross aged like 30 and then thats it and theyre still waiting for judgement day 2000 years in the future i mean thats insane! thats insane im insane what am i waiting for im not that special to change course of human history and things happened i mean you know with the money on the ground and stuff so its real right? but even if its real its all in that other world and even then its probably not all that weird to them where they are so both of us are just sitting there and until we can somehow cross that barrier for good nothing is going to happen thats why i care about the galileans so much cuz they can cross it to some degree thats where the money comes from right? if they can impact this world then maybe theres a way to do something but i dont really believe it myself what do you think

3:55 PM eric said: i dont know  i dont think were supposed to know like I say that all the time but.. idk it’s the truth I think my best guess is something happens when you die n then maybe we find out but there’s a reason for us being here the way that we are even if we can’t see or understand it right now just worry about the present not future or past the universe is weird 3:56 PM ***** said: i guess but like i mean everybody wants to be special and if i have this one thing then at least im doing something and im not just this weird teen

3:57 PM eric said:  yeah everybody wants to feel special but like...why. you don’t have to be extraordinary. you just have to be you.

3:59 PM ***** said: i dunno. cuz theres no point hanging around otherwise. and i dont even know who i am.

3:59 PM eric said: so find out. what does ***** like to do?

4:00 PM ***** said: this, i guess i like being tiwo and i like that people talk to me about it

4:00 PM eric said: so do it i guess  idk man its whatever you want it to be

4:00 PM ***** said: youre not gonna be in on this right? youre not all that involved in the weird projection stuff i mean you care about it but not like to the degree of centering your life around it like i am this sucks because youre the only one who like REALLY knows whats going on

4:00 PM eric said: sorry, cause I know how you see it and it’s still important to me.. but I just don’t know life has been moving really quick I have a lot of shit I need to pay and I’m starting to work full time soon it’s just a slippery slope like ily don’t get me wrong but.. there’s things I have to do and worry abt a lot more than whatever’s going on in spirit world...so I think I should worry abt those things

4:01 PM ***** said: nah its okay. i get it. i got this on my own.

[triclopsrabbit]

What is Sleeper, Red and Cletus's relationship in Meet the Kasadys?

hoo boy ok im gonna get into it, sleeper and red grew up together and they are very close, in fact they are dangerously codependent on each other due to shared trauma. sleeper and red work together being alien mob dons, which she gives up to have a family w cletus.

sleeper at first thinks shes just toying around w this human and pretty much ignores him and constantly calls him the wrong name just to mess w the both of them, and then when red gets pregnant with toxin and talks about keeping the baby bc cletus wants it, thats when sleepers like oh shit, she is serious. sleeper also generally hates humans.

(side note, klyntar still reproduce asexually in this universe but cletus doesnt know that ((at first)) and he thinks the kids are really genetically related to him and red is too worried to tell him otherwise)

sleeper generally thinks cletus is a fucking wreck and doesnt want him and red together at first, but he wants red to be happy so he tolerates him while still being incredibly annoyed.

cletus has a huge bro-crush on sleeper and wants to hang out with him a bunch and desperately wants his attention, while sleeper constantly leaves his texts on read, but it doesnt deter cletus at all cuz hes still constantly coming over for bro time and harassing sleeper trying to hang out with him, and they get into misadventures bc of cletus’s dumbassery.

also be sure to follow @princess-of-peachtrees‘s meet the kasadys series on ao3 cuz- i dunno if its gonna be another chapter or a separate part of the series or whatever but the next part she’s doing has sleeper in it and i cant wait ahhaha!

[venenorita]

HE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME.

First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we all have witnessed some plotting once which did not went too well, be it because of us or our partner. So here have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot! Yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight? Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat.

Mun Name: Mercy      Age: 27      Contact: IM, discord

Character(s) I rp: Bambi, Candice, Giselle, Loly, Tier, Emilou, Nanao, Hiyori, Kuukaku, Yoruichi, Ariugrette Tsetsara (OC), Tatsuki Arisawa, Kobu Merani (OC), Ajora Faengerhol (OC), Medusa Gorgon, Subida Roja (OC), Noriko Tsunayashiro (OC), (I’m gonna stop here for my own sanity @n@) Which muse(s) inspires you the most atm?(for MM): Bambi, Loly, Tier, and probably Noriko.  Current Fandom(s): Bleach presently.  Fandom(s) you have an AU for:  Errr, none really? Not that come to mind at least. My language(s): English Themes I’m interested in for rp:   Fantasy / Science fiction / Horror / Western / Romance / Thriller / Mystery / Dystopia / Adventure / Modern / Erotic / Crime / Mythology / Classic / History / Renaissance / Medieval / Ancient / War / Family / Politics / Religion / School / Adulthood / Childhood / Apocalyptic / Gods / Sport / Music / Science / Fights / Angst / Smut / Drama / etc. Themes/Genres you have an AU for:None Really dedicated to any particular genre or theme. Not that I’d be unwilling to make some. AUs are my jam. 

Preferred Thread length: one-liner / 1 para / 2 para / 3+ / novella. Asks can be send by: Mutuals / Non-Mutuals / Personals / Anons. Can Asks be continued?:   YES / NO   only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO. Preferred thread type: crack / casual nothing too deep / serious / deep as heck. Is realism / research important for you in certain themes?:   YES / Depends / NO. Are you atm open for new plots?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Do you handle your draft / ask - count well?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT. How long do you usually take to reply?:  24h / 1 week / 2 weeks / 3+ / months / years. I’m okay with interacting: original characters / a relative of my character (an oc) / duplicates / my fandom / crossovers / multi-muses / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / canon-divergent portrayals / au-versions (as main or only verse). Do you post more ic or occ?:  IC / OOC. Are you selective with following others?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.  

Best ways to approach you for rp/plotting:  IM  An IM will usually do the trick since I usually don’t go about giving my Discord in most cases. But yea, literally just send me an IM, preferably with an idea in mind. Alternatively if you’re particularly bold you can send an ask or a meme. 

What expectations do you hold towards your plotting partner:  .  I dunno how to really word this one in particular. I  usually don’t like overplotting, so be open to some flexibility. Frameworking is fine but I don’t wanna script stuff from the getgo. Also please work WITH me? If I’m the one throwing out ideas and all I’m getting is a simple ‘eh’ or ‘no’, or just in general if you’re not helping contribute. Like....I get being anxious but I need something to work with? Suggestions. Recommended alterations to my ideas? There’s nothing more absurd to deal with than someone who agrees to plot with you only to contribute nothing and just shoot stuff down. 

When you notice the plotting is rather one-sided, what do you do?:  I’ll try my best to work with it. Some people aren’t great with cranking out ideas, I get that. Heck sometimes I myself don’t feel like coming up with a lot of stuff. But at some point I’m gonna ask them to put in a little effort if we’re not getting anywhere. 

How do you usually plot with others, do you give input or leave most work towards your partner?: I at the VERY least give input. Ask questions, things like that. I’ll generally come up with a few off the top ideas to try and get things rolling. 

When a partner drops the thread, do you wish to know?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?:  I wouldn’t mind a poke, but I know stuff can be complicated. Wether you’re busy, losing muse, or you just don’t know how to progress a scene? I’ve certainly had plenty of threads, enjoyable or otherwise, where I say to myself ‘.....I think this is fine here’. Or ‘I don’t know where I’m supposed to go from here’. So I don’t mind if you kinda let it slip into the night. Though a heads up is always appreciated.  - What should your partner do when dropping a thread?:  Kinda outlined up above. But MOST of all, don’t be AFRAID to let me know. I’ll understand 

What could possibly lead you to drop a thread?:  . Business, fatigue, lack of enthusiasm, not knowing how to progress. Or characters that clearly do not want to interact with my muse icly. I know some people really like playing these sorts of individuals, but like yea...uphill battles of that kind can really take it out of me.  - Will you tell your partner?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS.

Is communication in the rpc important to you?   YES / NO. - And why?:  As much as I don’t really require it, because well, I know people have a lot of followers and such, I do feel like a rapport while not required is definitely very constructive to interaction. And honestly, communication tends to help smooth out drama a bit. Which honestly is one of the only big negatives to this kinda community.  - Are you okay with absolute honesty, even if it may means hearing something negative about you and/or portrayal?: Absolutely! I very much encourage people, off anon (though I understand if they prefer the metaphorical mask), to inform me of something they may not like about me or my muses. Even if it may hurt my feelings, I enjoy being able to address and explain things. Cuz it sure beats the hell out of people making assumptions.  - Do you think you can handle such situation in a mature way?  YES / NO.

Why do you rp again, is there a goal?:   Enjoyment. This is a hobby, and I think some people take this a bit too seriously. I’m here to have fun, explore my muses, and that of those I interact with. Get messy, make mistakes, and for pete’s sake chill. 

Wishlist, be it plots or scenarios:  Nothing comes to mind speeeecifically... Honestly for most of my muses, just having someone who WANTS to interact with them is golden. Though I admit to being a bit of a ship goblin from time to time. 

Themes I won’t ever rp / explore:  Nothing outright disgusting or gratuitous. Torture, psychological trauma, ect is fine. That’s how things roll, and I don’t mind them being part of a scene. What I don’t get into is something that’s there for the sake of it. Am I ok with my character being tortured for information? Absolutely. Will I indulge in a thread that’s just some kind of weird torture porn? No. Don’t let it get out of hand. I won’t judge you because cmon, it’s rp. But I reserve the right to decline being a part of it. 

What Type of Starters do you prefer / dislike, can’t work with?: Anything tbh. The only real awkward starters are like.....really specific shoehorning. Or like, an immediate conflict at my character’s detriment. I get having an unusual introduction. I’ve had people who start with shit like “WHAT ARE YOU DOING BREAKING INTO MY HOUSE?” Like cmon. Number one, even I don’t know why my character would break into your house, so they probably Didn’t. Please do not assume the worst and START things off on a bad foot. 

What type of characters catch your interest the most?:  Multifaceted. Not that I judge anyone for being more ...affixed on a particular aspect of their character. Some people are very keen on getting a certain type of rp. Some people just outright play a character who isn’t really shown to be anything other than one thing. But I enjoy exploration of a personality. And a personality, no mater how dull, stupid, or simple someone is, is NEVER monofaceted. I enjoy a muse that has something to dig for or explore emotionally. 

What type of characters catch your interest the least?:  Asocials. I’ve had some decent rp with them SOMEtimes? But like....there’s nothing more aggravating than trying to interact with a character who wants to be left alone and be isolated. Especially ones that are AGGRESSIVELY against it. Especially since I have to WORK to MAKE my character even want to interact with them. 

What are your strong aspects as rp partner?:  MY.......errr....en...thusiasm? I don’t actually know tbh. My malleability with my muses perhaps? Errr I like thinking about stuff. IF you ask me a question, I will do my best to answer it and explore the realm within that question. I dunno what you would exactly call that though... I am ...headcannony?

What are your weak aspects as rp partner?: I am flaky. Sometimes it’s cuz of real life getting hard. Sometimes it’s because I need a break from tumblr. Sometimes I just poof and forget about tumblr for like a while. But yea. I have a tendency to vanish, it’s something I’m working on but it’s something that happens. 

Do you rp smut?:  YES / NO. Do you prefer to go into detail?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Are you okay with black curtain?:  YES / NO. - When do you rp smut? More out of fun or character development?:  It can go either way? Sometimes things develop that way because of specific characters. But I’m not gonna lie, sometimes its just for the heck of it. Sinday and all that.  - Anything you would not want to rp there?:  Interactions with Real life people as a muse. I respect people doing it. If people wanna rp as Miley Cyrus or whatever, more power to them. But leave me out of it, it just makes me uncomfortable. This also applies to a lesser degree with real life face claims? But I’ve learned to kinda make my peace with that one tbh. 

Are ships important to you?:   YES / NO. Would you say your blog is ship-focused?:   YES / NO / Sometimes? Do you use read more?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES. Are you: Multi-Ship / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  Multiverse / Singleverse. - What do you love to explore the most in your ships?:  The Nuts and bolts. Sure the honeymoon phase is alright. And bunny-rabbiting has it’s fun times. But what I love most about a ship is finding out how they work as a dynamic. What do they argue about? How do they absolve issues? How do their world views mesh?  - What is your smut tag?: nsfw

Are you okay with pre-established relationships?: YES / NO / Depends - And what kind of ones?: I like a good premise. Just a nice kickoff point, ya know? Soemthing to get past that first awkward phase if anything/ 

► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.

- What could possibly make your Muse interesting towards others, why should they rp with this particular character of yours now, what possible plots do they offer?:  She’s a bitch. But a bitch for a reason? She’s an absolute piece of shit, but a complicated one. She will never EXPRESS appreciation or affection outside of just sexual indulgence. She won’t ever SHOW fluffy affection, or gratefulness to most people. But that doesn’t mean she doesn’t FEEL it. With Loly you will get to see a gal struggle with her own inability to trust or love people, while also trusting and loving people. Also ngl she kinda hot? I guess some people consider that a plus?

- With what type of Muses do you usually struggle to rp with?:   I mentioned it before, but muses who aren’t interested in interacting.  - With what type of Muses do they usually work well with?:  Anyone willing to interact with her! Wether that’s to help her, harm her, or just witness the mental gymnastics this little centipede will go through to keep her mental restrictions intact. 

- What interests your Muse(s) in general:  Power, Indulgence, Being a rotten Bitch, maintaining the survival of Las Noches,  Hot people, Strong People, anything that can benefit her in some way.  - What do they desire, is their goal?:  She wants to be able to escape her fear of her own kind.  - What catches their interest first when meeting someone new?:  Wether or not they are a threat to her survival, if they have something to offer her.  - What do they value in a person?:    Lack of Aggression, Visual Appeal, Power.  - What themes do they like talking about?:  Herself or someone else she is interested in. Her Race. The state of the world.  - Which themes bore them?:  Criticism of her, Anything about Aizen. 

- Did they ever went through something traumatic?:  Aizen’s Betrayal, Grimmjow’s assault on her, Yammy’s attempt to kill her. The Quincy Invasion.  - What could possibly trigger them?:  Grimmjow, Yammy, the subject of Aizen.  - What could set them off, enrage them?:  People trying to kill/maim her arbitrarily.  - What could lead to an instant kill?:  Aggressively trying to kill her, making it clear you have no intention to let her live peacefully again. 

- Is there someone /-thing they hate?:  Aizen. Orihime. Hueco Mundo. Being a Hollow/Arrancar.  - Is there someone /-thing they love?:   Menoly, People that try to help her.  

Is your Muse easy to approach?: YES / NO / Kinda - Best ways to approach them?:  It’s a little complicated. But if you’re persistent enough and you genuinely want a positive interaction with her, she will bitch about it but she will eventually soften up. Especially if she feels no reason to fear you. She absolutely won’t trust you at first and it’ll be an uphill battle, but its doable. 

For Antagonists ehh.....just give her breathing room? Feel free to torment her but like....if you get real incessant about it, or outright try to kill her she will actively avoid you like the plague. And if you corner her she WILL try to kill you, and her venom means that no matter how strong you are, she MIGHT pull it off if you are careless.  - Where are they usually to find?:  Verse dependent, but tbh she could be found just about anywhere. She’s usually in  Las Noches, ut she sneaks off to all kinds of places for some peace and quiet, or just to try and enjoy her generally unpleasant existence. 

Something you may still want to point out about your muse?:  Patience WILL pay off eventually? And she’s not a bitch 24/7. Sometimes she’s too tired/bored to be her usual bitchy self. 

CONGRATS!!! You managed it, now tag your mutuals! ♥

Tagged by:  Stolen from @pacifv Tagging:  WOOF, this is a REALLY long one lol. So uhhh anyone who WANTS to do it? 

[365daysofsasuhina]

[ 365 Days of SasuHina || Day One Hundred Eighty-Five: Crystal Ball ] [ Uchiha Sasuke, Hyūga Hinata, Uzumaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura ] [ SasuHina ] [ Verse: Best Years of Your Life ] [ AO3 Link ]

Boredly scrolling through his usual online forums, Sasuke’s eyes flicker to the side of his screen when a notification pops up. He’s got an IM, it seems. Opening Discord, he deflates slightly when he sees it’s from none other than Naruto. Now what does he want…?

Hey the carnival’s in town, you wanna go?

A dark brow perks. Carnival…? Isn’t that for kids? Giving his monitor a deadpan stare, he replies, Isn’t that something for 12 year olds?

Nah man, there’s some sick rides and junk food! C’mon just go with me for one night and get outta your house, dude!

Okay, now he’s full-on scowling. Get out of his house? What, like he’s a recluse or something? He just...likes his privacy! And all his hobbies are at home: his video games, guitar, computer...and their town is just...boring. Going out to do anything costs money, and he doesn’t have a job yet. He gets an allowance, sure, but not that much.

How much are tix?

There’s a pause as Naruto seems to look it up. Uhhh 15 I think? Not that bad!

Sasuke just rolls his eyes. Okay fine, I’ll go. But if it’s boring I’m coming home.

Yeahhh, okay! I promise you won’t get bored, it’s gonna be awesome! :D We’ll go tomorrow, okay?

Snorting, Sasuke sends a one word agreement and closes the window, trying to find his place back on his other window. A carnival...well, he supposes there are worse ways to spend a Summer Friday night.

They arrange to just meet at the gate, and as usual...Naruto is late. Leaning nearby and trying not to look lame, Sasuke keeps hands in his pockets, looking over the crowds idly. It does seem pretty busy...maybe Naruto’s right about it being at least somewhat interesting. He can hear talking and screaming from some of the more intense rides. And of course the smells of sugar, fried food, and crowds of people fill the air. He can’t remember the last time he went to something like this. Probably back in elementary school, if he had to guess.

It’s a bit nostalgic.

“Hey, Sasuke!”

Dragging his eyes from the gate, he spies the blond at last. “About time you got here.”

“Sorry, was texting Sakura - she’s gonna meet us later!”

There’s an involuntary groan. Sakura is Naruto’s girlfriend...but up until they started dating a few months ago, she’d spent their entire lives chasing after Sasuke. And her affections were the last thing he wanted. Girls are just...obnoxious.

“Aw, c’mon - don’t be like that!”

“She’s gonna annoy the hell out of me.”

“Look, she’ll be so busy talkin’ to me, she won’t have any time to bug you! Can’t I just spend a little time with my best friend and my girlfriend?” Naruto scowls, folding his arms. “You gotta put all that behind you, Sasuke.”

“I will as soon as she does,” the Uchiha mutters in reply.

Making their way into the line, they pay the fee and get their wristbands, allowed through the turnstiles and into the carnival grounds.

...it seems a bit...bigger than when he was a kid. No longer is it just some kiddy rides, a petting zoo, and some food stands.

This is massive…!

Noting Sasuke’s gawking look, Naruto snickers. “Told ya it’s awesome!”

“...wow. Sure has changed.”

“I know, right? Whatcha wanna do first? Food, games, rides…?”

“Uh...games, I guess.” He skips the food and rides options for now - he’ll go on something crazy before he eats...otherwise he just might puke. Best to save that for later. For now, they’ll peruse the booths and see what’s worth playing...then they can hit up some rides.

They first have a head to head on a squirt gun course, Sasuke winning handily and earning a prize. He picks a blow-up hammer, amusing himself by whacking Naruto with it and grinning.

“Oi!”

“This is the treatment losers get,” Sasuke taunts, holding the thing away as Naruto makes to pop it.

“Stupid Sasuke and his stupid hammer...ooh!” Immediately distracted, the Uzumaki trots to a strange...tent? “Yooo, check this OUT! It’s a fortune teller booth!”

Sasuke doesn’t bother to censor a scoff. “What, you believe in that crap?”

“I dunno...but sometimes that stuff is like...creepy accurate, man! You wanna go in?”

“Uh...no thanks. You take a turn, and I’ll wait out here.”

“Aww...you’re no fun.” Sticking out his tongue, Naruto then lifts the flap and heads inside.

Shaking his head, Sasuke people-watches for a time. At least Sakura hasn’t shown up yet...he can have a bit more peace. Hopefully whoever’s telling those shoddy fortunes doesn’t mention a breakup in Naruto’s future…

Five minutes pass, and then ten...and then Sasuke starts to get annoyed. How long is this supposed to take? He’s just about ready to stick his head in and demand they go when Naruto emerges. He seems a bit...dazed.

“...you okay?”

“Dude...that lady knows her stuff.”

“Oh really?”

“Yeah, man...she knew, like...everything,” Naruto hushes. “It was spooky…!”

Sasuke rolls his eyes, then jolts as Naruto takes his shirt front. “Whoa, hey -!”

“You gotta try it, dude!”

“What? I’m not gonna -”

“Just try! Trust me, she’ll freak you out!”

Scoffing, Sasuke jerks out of Naruto’s grip. “All right, fine! Just...don’t go wandering off, okay? Be right back…” Scowling, he hands the blond his hammer and brushes aside the tent flap, heading inside.

It’s dark, lit only by a few candles, and...a glowing crystal ball in the center of a table. Huh...nice atmosphere. No wonder Naruto got so spooked - the kid’s terrified of ghosts, of course he’d believe in this kind of crap.

“Welcome…”

Looking up from the ball, he spies a woman emerging from the shadows at the edge of the ‘room’. She’s...not what he expects. She looks young, no more than his brother’s age, with white hair he’s going to assume is a wig. Big earrings dangle from her ears, grey eyes shining with some kind of mischief that matches her smile. “Please...sit.”

After a pause...he does as asked.

“So...what will you have me reveal? The fate of your career? The path of your heart? Where your luck lies?”

He almost rolls his eyes at her spiel. “What’d my friend pick?”

“I can’t reveal another’s fortune: that’s for them to decide to share.”

Ugh… “...all right, fine. Uh…” He has no idea about...any of those things, really. On a whim, he says, “...romance.” Sure, why not? Anything she tells him he’ll know is a crock that way.

...not that he’d believe anything else.

Rather than sit, she remains standing, planting a hand atop the ball. Mist swirls inside, the color shifting from a teal to a pale pink. The fortune teller’s head tilts as she considers it.

“...you shy from love. Unwanted affections have embittered you to the notion of true feelings. You find the opposite sex shallow and whimsical...where you crave stability and certainty.”

...huh. Okay. Well that’s...interesting. He doesn’t react, not wanting to give her anything to go off of.

“And yet...part of you craves someone to explore this part of yourself with...but not just anyone. You refuse to waste your time in fruitless ventures, but also know nothing is guaranteed. This duality frustrates you.”

His brow furrows just a hair.

“The eccentric clash with your down-to-earth nature. You wish for someone calm, yet sweet...soft, yet eager.”

Bringing up her other hand, the woman’s eyes close, appearing to concentrate. “...the one you seek is small of stature, simple of looks...but undeniably charming. Curves to your edges, soft spoken and yet...with a fiery heart when fed the proper coals. Eyes like the moon, hair like the night just before dawn. Just as one has sought you, she has sought another...your affections creating a whirling pool, a circular path where none are satisfied...until they look in the last place they expect: behind them…”

The tent seems to grow smaller, until the pair of them are pressed to the table. Shadows appear to loom from the edges, the only light the ball between them. A terrible weight settles in Sasuke’s chest. Something’s...something’s not right...

Her tone fades, and then eyes flutter open. “...she is nearer than you think,” she whispers, and then lets her hands retreat. Suddenly, the space expands, the light returns, and Sasuke finds he can breathe again.

What the hell was that…?!

That same cat-like, coy expression pulls at her features. “...that’s all I can see for now. Do with your knowing what you will...but be careful who you tell. The truth is a heavy burden…”

Watching her almost warily, Sasuke rises from his seat and slides out, walking backwards several paces as though expecting her to follow and drag him back inside.

“Sasuke!”

Nearly jumping out of his skin, Sasuke spins around to find Naruto...and Sakura, too. They both perk a brow at him.

“So? What’d she tell ya?” Naruto demands. “You look awfully spooked, Sasuke!”

“Tch...yeah right. She’s just creepy,” he retorts, arms folding...and trying to ward off a clammy feeling in his skin.

“Aww, you’re no fun…”

“You didn’t tell me yours.”

“Cuz she told me not to!”

“She told me that, too!”

“Uh...guys?” Sakura cocks a hip, hand on her waist. “...are you done…?”

“Oh, er...yeah, sorry,” Naruto quickly quips, redirecting his attention to his girlfriend. “What were you saying?”

“I was trying to introduce you to my friend,” the rosette sighs. “I dunno if you remember her: her dad pulled her out to be homeschooled, like...ten years ago. Apparently she’s coming back for our senior year!” A hand then gestures to a girl Sasuke hardly even noticed, her form is so unassuming.

But once he does realize her presence...he stiffens. She...she looks like…?

A bit shorter than Sakura, wearing baggy clothes despite the summer evening heat, her dark hair is up in a bun, a fringe and a few shorter lengths framing her heart-shaped face. Pale eyes are sheepish to match her smile, giving a shy wave. “Hi…”

“This is Hinata - you guys remember her?” Sakura offers.

“Uh...maybe…?” Naruto offers, itching his neck. “It’s been a while…”

Sasuke can’t place her...then again, she’s clearly a wallflower. He probably just never noticed her...especially with louder, more evident girls like Sakura and her friend Ino around. And what he’s far more concerned about now is that the more he looks...the more he sees that lines up with that weird woman’s fortune.

“...she is nearer than you think…”

“...Sasuke? Hellooo? Earth to Sasuke!”

Jolting, he looks up. “...huh?”

Arms folding, Sakura frowns at him. “...are you feeling okay?”

“Yeah...fine.”

“Maybe he needs to eat something! We haven’t gotten any food yet. Whatcha think, girls?”

“Yeah, sure...as long as it’s not too much. I’m watching my diet.”

Hinata just nods, going with the group’s flow as they meander toward the food stalls. Watching her from the corner of his eyes, Sasuke doesn’t know what to think. He doesn’t believe in the occult - he doesn’t! But this is...this is weird…

“Sasuke, right…?”

Stiffening as she addresses him, he nods.

“Sorry...I don’t, um - I don’t really remember you, either,” she offers with a soft laugh. “But Sakura talks about you a lot.”

“Yeah, she...she does that. Seems she should talk about Naruto more than me, though.”

At that, Hinata seems to...wilt. Almost as though disappointed…? “Yeah...she does…”

“Just as one has sought you, she has sought another...your affections creating a whirling pool, a circular path where none are satisfied...until they look in the last place they expect: behind them…”

...she likes Naruto, doesn’t she…? And he likes Sakura, who liked Sasuke, until she...turned around…

Okay, this is freaking him out…!

“Are you...sure you’re all right?” Concern knits her brow. “...you look awfully pale…”

“Just, uh...need some food in me,” he replies evasively. “I’ll be fine.”

She doesn’t look convinced, but nor does she argue, following as Naruto and Sakura get in line for some burgers.

Heart pounding, Sasuke takes a shaking breath. Okay...he’s letting this get to his head. It’s just...nonsense. It doesn’t mean anything. He’s reading into things too much, and making connections that aren’t really there!

...isn’t he?

...he’ll feel better after some food. He’ll be fine.

...so long as Naruto doesn’t put him on any rides after this.

                                                        .oOo.

     Ohmygosh it's late OTL      Thankfully this prompt was easy, I just...didn't get to it until late. And then it ended up longer than usual! Which is good, but I need sleep xD Poor Sasuke...he's gonna be paranoid now! But maybe there IS something to that lady's words...only time will tell!      Anywho, with that, I'ma shove off - thanks for reading!

[queencryo]

@silly-go-round is asleep right now.

i guess i should make a journal for the past few days. as good a time as any. as AMY. heh. cuz shes super good and amazing. heh.

uh...... lessee.... for the two days after the last journal i just. hung out at the house while silly worked. i managed to not keep her in bed and make her late the second day. hung out a lot, watched more adventure time, worked on my tumblr filter script (lie. i judt ran it on my main. 200 posts / day is a bitchhhh) , played a good amount of ds3 (to pointof tetris effect at a couple points the nexg few days)

also did some like. helpful tasks. washed some dishes (undone quicklu, but. eh). not enough, mot as much as i shouldve, but... i tried i guess.

alao we've like. said the same thing at the dame time a Lot while ive been here and its like. nice. its really nice. same wavelength! i feel so close go her.

oh! alxo night before last we went grocery shoping. got food for prolly enoygh for the two weeks, but i guess we'll see. also a cheesecake! it was.... echausting. hily fuck it was exhaysting. jesus. the store was big and it took like 3 hours and $200 to get everything but. we did itttt.

we both mentionef that like. it felt nice to like. have a full fridge 2gether. cuz. it feels like were gonna have a futjre togetjer? u know. like that is. i love her a lot and it feels good for this to feel like a home for a little while. we hope that it can be so in tbe future.

so YESTERDAY she finally FINALLY taught me how to play magic the gathering. it was. a long time coming. but she brought me into the store and like. sat me down w some regulars and had me play commander. i played moooostly her snake deck, so like.that was fun!! i kept talki g about how i woulda gotten lorescale Coatl up to 39/39 and flying, had i like. gotten q more turn. but on that game D was running a mill deck that was. extremely long to play (that game took like ~>2 hours ugh), and was very bery annoying, so i didnt get to actually do that.

but it was fun! part of me wants to blog everything, but i dont think i will.

im glad to be able to use silly's decks, bc i dont think i want to make my own. im considering making a cheap angel deck or smth, but we'll see if yhat actually ends up happening.

i also met her girlfriend Iz, who is sweet. i played magic w her fkr a while, which was fun! she was runni g an annoying mono black deck (i kkow all these... these Terms and Words now, its incredible...)

shes sweet and i think i like her. dunno if enough to date yet (which makes me Partially regret flirting w her so much in the groupchat but. hey)

talked w her some, mostly about magic, hung out while silly closed the store, pet her cat, silly discovered that cyddling w TWO girlfriends is very nice (not rhat id know ;;;;;;;), was good times. i dont think im as comfy w izzy physically yet as i may have implied in messages, which hopefully wull be rectified by the message i just sent her (my initial physical comfort with people varies, it depends very much on the person)

skip forward, me and silly make a pizza at home cuz were fuckin tired, she admonishes me for not eating for uh... like 11 hours or smth (that mornings bagel was VERY good tho omg), but adderall, so like... meh.

uh... i dont think anything else on yesterday...

today! we waaamted to go to the store at like. 2. but in actuality got there at like! 330.

i went back to sleep cuz im a losenerd, and she. made this breakfast casserole thing. which hse put into a bagel abd brought to me bc i guess shes the best person on the entire earth oh my GOD. jesus

skip... apparently she knows maximum the hormone and doesnt like them very much... fair fair. (cause for xeath)

came to the store agai. tofay. it was fun and good. iz didnt come in today, do played some more with regulars. played w what is apparently called a blink deck, which revolvea arounf exiling cards then immediately bringing them back, to capitalize on "when this enters battlefield, do smth" cards. neat!

i DID actually manage to win today!!! the victory was. literally handed to me, but like. thats fine! i was playing silly's uhhh... elintor the masked? idr her name :( the mask planewalker! deck, which. i had SO much land, most of wh8ch was enchanfed. meaning it could be tapped then untapped w eljntor's thing, then tapped again for DOUBLE MANA. i mean. i had like 9/turn even b4 that but. BUT. i also had. i think i drew 3 creatures total. bit anyway. i had the white card that gave me a life whenever a creature was put on tge board (and also, w another enchantment, made all non-me creagurss and enchantments enter the board tapped, so. nya). so... rob had a card what dealt one damGe to all other players whenevr he puta. creature on the board. then he played united forces, which lets each player commit X mana to create X 1/1 soldier tokens on all players' boards. so. we made 28 white soldier tokens on everyones board. this killed perry, ans gave me, uh. 56 life (84 - 28). i then attacked ron for 28 w the soldiers, and drew sacred mesa, which lets me sacrifice 2 mana (1 any color, 1 white, but i had so many cards that said "this land can instead be tapped for 2 of any color, so like. ueah) to create a 1/1 flying pegasus token. so i. ended the game w 44 white 1/1 tokens. goblins get fucked.attack w my ssoldiers cuz his were tapped, so brought him down to 7 life. i didng catch what he did w the enchantment, but i think he said he like. put a copy of every creature on my side of the board onto his board, and then. cipying that enchantment 3 times. so. holy FUCK. wow. BUT those all came in tapped and i had 18 flying yokens, so. i still won! yay!!!! i won a game of magic!!!!!

goblin decks scare me. stop running krenko you fucks. exponential goblins goddamn

silly would come by every so often and like. look over my dhoulder and say "oh that was dumb whyd u use fabricate for thay" which is fair. but also god i love her. (i used fabricate for a mana generator insteaf of lightning greaves. whateverrrr) i love her so much dear god. i wish i coukd help w the store more, but. on the same time i also. dont enjoy working. so. maybe part time.

hm. what ekse. oh yeah i kove her so much.

by the end of the night it was just. me and her, rob and the two regulars i started out llaying w yestwrday. theyre sweet, i like them. theyre married. the dude calls me honey smtimes, which is. kinda weird? dunno how i feel about that. i guess fine. its gender-nice, but still a lil uncomfy. otherwise i like em fien, though. but they talked abouy moving into sillys apt. so thats cool!! better than her current (awful, terrible, lazy / horrifically depressed / manchild roomate, who doesnt clean ever) roomate. i was reading the monster of the week gamebook thruout, which i... bought, for some reason. idk. oh also i wanna make a fallen angel divine, because im... predictableeee. also a conspiracy thworist whos just a trans woman w way too much time and really weird hobbies (throwing knices, butterfly knife, net friends, etc). also a spooky. i speny like. 3 hours reading thr7 the monster of the week book while ppl played magic around me. i kinda wish i hadnt bought it, but hey! its neat c:

oh, also i didnt take adderall today. i dont think it went toooo bad, i think i like. was meaner and less thohghtful with what i said, but like. i guess thats better than feared. i took a caffeine pill (200mg) at ariund 10 which is. prolly why im wide awake right now. i regret doing that, sincr from what shes said tmos gonna be big)

she says we gotta be at her moms by 4, for reasons she WONT TELL ME. bit she says its part of one of her plans, i ASSUME the romantic one? im kind of afraid that ill like. no-sell it unwillingly because im abroke and soulless human being, but uh. i guess rhats thw risks we take to be alive :shrug: im excited. were also going to a shop (diff one) tmo, which im Quite excited for, as ive only been in similar shops by accident before. also doing laundry!!! which is important ^_^

oh ysah. so we got white castle on the way home. its. yeah she was r8ght. mediocre-at-best sliders. onions are bad.

we also made a pizza. whifh i ate most of. i overate. sob.

she fell asleep halfway thry an episode of nailed it. cant blame her, she seemed really tired. i hipe i dont disturb her rwst. and i feel so utterly blessed thay i can be around her.

ih!! i also fell down the last few staies ywstersay. bruised my arms, but otherwise fine. it was. idk, it is nice to knoe that others worry fir me and like me. she was very concerned. i love her.

[hereliesbitches--me]

God, do you know what the best feeling in the world is?

When your rp partners create big worlds and story lines and don't forget you..

When they mention your muse and make an effort to involve you within a thread and you're just..

Gosh, I'm just experiencing this fluctuation if emotions and I dunno whether it's because I'm sad or happy, but to counteract that, I wanna spread positivity to those people that make this rp place feel okay for me. And I'll tag it by verse with the people involved. Sorry for any of ya’ll who were repeated but yall just so important.

■ Skellig Family ■

•@ex-mercenary @bladeofthehawk @burmecias-protector @fcllenstcr @white-hawk @celestialspitfire

So, Berserk was my very first Fandom when I got here. I was like..16 years old and just discovered Tumblr, and here the little person I was went looking for friends and tried to impress just to belong. And you all let me in. Its been almost 4 years and we’ve stuck it through hell together, even when it had its ups and downs. People like you guys made it feel homely, and we created one hell of a story with all sorts of dynamics, even if Miurah is falling behind.

It feels good belonging somewhere, and I have all you guys to thank for my growth as both a writer and a person. Rosie has come a long way thanks to many of you, and ya’ll saw her in her ugly duckling stage as a character too. Thanks for not throwing me to the wolves <3

■ Modern Verse Family ■

• @draconicmatriarch @earthlyspirxts

April, you were my first friend here on Tumblr. We started in Berserk, but man have we gone a long way. Kia and Rosie have gone a long way.. and you have so much life and potential in Kia, im grateful to even be a part of it and bask in her glory as a character and a world.  And Zed, while we have only just met, you’re a damn cool person. 

This verse has been an emotional roller coaster and fucking murders me but still, even as a new verse, Its coming along so damn well. And I wanna thank you both for letting me join the nightmare story of a ship between Kia and Souther so I can fucking die by the end.

■ Rosieverse ■

▪@faircstcfall @mordorslord

Mits, my boy, the real mvp that always makes the effort to bring me in no matter the muse. You’re the real mvp, and Honestly I appreciate that so much. You put such a bug effort to involve and write with me, even if im slow as fuck, and just..I said it before, but thank you. It means the goddamn world to me and you have no idea. You even coined the name of this verse after Rosie and used concepts of mine to write Sauron, and that felt so damn good.

Ophelia, my angel, we’ve only just met through this verse and its gonna be one hell of a ride, but you’re such a sweet and talented writer. Breathing a breath of life I didn’t give a second glance to up until you came along. This is gonna be so fun, and thank you for taking interest in Rosie.

■ Pokeverse ■

▪@skulldxddy @maxskulline

To Tris and Mary, never in my life did I ever actually think my ass would get into pokemon until you shmucks came along. From Guts and Casca, to Guzma and Max. Im so damn grateful for the two of you willing to take me along for a fresh new adventure in a world I never even knew past Diamond and Pearl gen. You two are two people i’ve always loved and admired, and helped support me in hard times. 

Damn do I look forward to our future endeavors in a new fandom.  Thanks for taking me with you 

■ Original Verse ■

▪@thewhitepoison

This motherfucker and your bigass cuban nose, what can I even say about you? Been friends for too damn, you steal my fuckin birthday and we share a world and shit.  Biggest pain in the ass in the world, but it don’t change that you’re one of my good friends 

and We’ve created a whole world together that everyone is gonna know one day. Thank you, bitch, for putting up with my ice queen ass and sticking it through to make something iconic. Your royal pains are an extension of the world and this too is gonna be a journey.

Thank you very much, Monkey face.

- @doctor-2-insane-andfriends

Lucas, I could never forget you. Its thanks to you that I could even evolve the Moon concept and put it to use.  You’re a gifted writer with incredible concepts for eldritch horrors that needs to be appreciated more. Those sick fucks called deacons are now Rosie’s monster children and you can’t tell mem otherwise.

You’re incredible, and I hope you never let anyone, or life, let you think otherwise. Keep up all the great work, man, you’ll go far.

  Most importantly of all, in the list of all these people, is

@osteum

My best of Friends, my ray of sunshine , my other half, just what would I do without you? Avert thine eyes if you’re not prepared for some sappy love shit cuz im about to go to town.

You and I have been friends for almost going on 2 years now.. You were my Guts, my Ruvik, and now you’re my Eddie. You and I have had a real rough patch lately but im glad where we are. Came back stronger, and I wouldn’t change it for the world.  It’s thanks to you that I've really expanded with Rosie and an assortment of verses.. We’ve made a lot of stories no one knows about, and we don’t do much writing here, but I got you on other places and it still means the world to me <3

I hate being without you, man. I can’t do that anymore at this point, so this is my public appreciation of the best boy in the world whom I love so very much.

Thanks for staying with me and not getting bored or thinking im bland. Thanks for giving a shit about Rosie and her world.. It means more than you can imagine. Eddie and all your muses mean so much to Rosie, and I still hope they can be as iconic together as Guts and Rosie were <3

As for everyone else.. 

         Thank you 

Thank you for reading my shit, Thanks for showing any interest in me at all, and I hope to have the chance to write with as many people as possible. Thank you all for making me feel worth while!!