#cus i dont have any big Weird childhood stuff w christmas specifically
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Its Beginning To Look A Lot Like one of those holidays where im gonna feel eeeeeck for no particular reason and also am bad at gift givinggggggggggggggg
#i try tho 😔#idk some years im really excited for christmas and am like super In Touch with people and everything#i think im just feeling ehh and weird all the time#so its not christmas's fault lol#tho maybe it kinda is#something something tied to childhood events something something#but its nothing christmas specific i dont think#i think its the Being Home#cus i dont have any big Weird childhood stuff w christmas specifically#ignore me lol#i should journal or get a diary instead of ranting in the tags 😭#but when i do that i usually just spiral#so.#maybe this is for the best lol#and ive still gotta get my mom something for christmas#its always hard. and then she pretends to like whatever she gets which is something id do too#but i actually wanna get something she'd like#goofy jelly thoughts#i also hand make cards which is more time consuming but i like putting time into things#idk people might rather have an actual card i guess.#im just overthinking things#im just feeling a whole lotta eh.#and coming home for the holidays with divorced parents is. fun 😀#its a whole lotta back and forth and everything and its super inconsistent and nothing i do is right in that aspect.#yupppppppppppppppppppp
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