#cursedwip

[ghostzzy]

inspired by kitkat @crimeronan's codependency poll, here's a codependency poll of my own, featuring dynamics from my ocs <3

[dragonchilddesigns]

You've been tricked you're my test reader for a novel so bad it takes a seminary drop out with brainrot to know how bad it is. I'm not sorry for this prank and I will do it again.

[ghostzzy]

two shitty vampire girls with unusual powers destabilize the entire political structure of their city in an attempt to secure their autonomy and freedom, where vampirism is an allegory for disability & chronic illness <3

it’s that time again! writers, what are you working on this month? pitch your WIP here 👀

include any links to intros/applicable posts in your reblog & i’ll boost as much as i can!

[beebeebweebo]

cursed iteration one hehe

[impishglee]

i have 3 mutuals named izzy so in my head theyre all roughly sorted into like

ronan izzy

cursed izzy

eidolon izzy

[sanderinthesheets]

Behold...yasmina 2.0 ✨

Completed

[ghostzzy]

she’s a girl and she’s dying and she’s already dead but she’s not allowed to die but her body is killing itself and she’s a monster and she doesn’t exist and her very existence is disgusting and she’s empty and she’s hollow and she’s starving and she’s sick and she was supposed to become the most powerful man alive but instead she’s a girl and she’s dying and she’s already dead and she was never going to be anything else.

[ghostzzy]

honestly i think a big part of cursedwip is asking the question “and what if the vampire was poor.”

[ghostzzy]

ok im allowed to make one more post. the thing about stevie x dee is.

dee has never met another trans person before, until stevie. dee has never experienced actual compassionate care, until stevie. dee has never witnessed someone as in love as stevie is with adrianna, and she fucking wants everything about him in ways she would not admit under threat of torture.

and stevie is wildly attracted to the fact that dee is not guilty about being inhuman. or committing atrocities. or taking action even when it’s risky. bc these are traits sorely missing from adrianna. and ofc he is MOST wildly attracted to the fact that dee is ALSO in love with adrianna.

so of COURSE they need to make out about it.

[ghostzzy]

oh i know what i can do to self-soothe. i can think abt a cursedwip severance au 🥰

dee is SO so so helly. the moment she woke up inside lumon, her one and only concern would be “get me the FUCK out of this place.” and she would (and does, in the book, canonically) try increasingly desperate measures of self-mutilation and suicide to send a message and/or die.

AND, dee’s family is rich & powerful - the difference here is that where helena (probably, seemingly) submitted to her own severance, dee would Never. so her family would probably have her severed against her will to make her more complacent and do experiments on her.

(also - fun gender stuff to consider - dee’s outie may very well still be A Man, publically. if her family didn’t just kill her outie off to the public and keep her full-time inside lumon, which. they could do that. but she would Not have any incentive to keep treating herself as a man as an innie.)

adrianna would absolutely without a doubt become a severed worker if the salary & benefits could provide a comfortable and safe life for stevie & avery. (and, yk, it helps soothe the grief of losing her parents. mark stuff.)

i don’t think stevie would work at lumon so maybe he’s adrianna’s outie husband who functions kind of like mark’s sister - an anchor, and a confidante when things start going wrong.

and rather than the ms casey/gemma situation, adrianna would encounter her dead mom. and then her innie & outie would have to work together to figure out what the Fuck is happening There.

[ghostzzy]

do yall remember cursedwip. that shit is good

[ghostzzy]

too many flesh suppers / los campesinos!

[ghostzzy]

having fun on pinterest again 🌹🖤

[ghostzzy]

no one asked but i'm expanding on the dog years dee post.

dee grew up in an extremely strict environment. her family were public figures and she couldn't leave the house if a single hair on her head was out of place. she had a brother, but they were in constant competition, never close. she had no real friends, because she went to a very small private school and everyone was scared of her and her family.

and also she was dying. when she wasn't at home or at school, she was at the hospital, getting tests run, having new treatments tried on her. she didn't know at the time that she was terminal, but she almost died a lot of times and she knew there was a very good chance she would die very young.

so being kept like a pet, groomed and preened and taken out in limited capacities to trot in front of cameras and then put back in her gilded cage -- it made her furious. she resented every second of it. she knew her life was going to be short, and to spend it like that was intolerable.

and she was unbearably lonely.

her best friend was her family's dog. a chipper yellow lab named 'daisy.' when she was feeling strong, they'd play in the yard together, tumble in the grass and bask in the sun and play catch, where the walls were high enough to not worry about paparazzi. and when dee was too weak to leave her room, daisy would come lay with her. and when dee would lay in the dark, having panic attacks for hours, she'd call for daisy and hide her face in her fur and pet her and hold her until she could breathe again.

in the privacy of her room, or when her family couldn't hear, she'd rename daisy 'fang.' she thought it was funny. she wondered what it would take for a docile, domesticated creature like daisy to bite someone. she dreamed, lots of times, of opening the back gate and letting daisy run away, but she never had the heart to do it.

and then dee was put away. taken to the hospital and never brought home. and she never saw her dog again. she never got to say goodbye. in the years that passed, she knew daisy was too old to still be alive.

and dee kept dying, slowly. all alone. forgotten but to all of two people. and she couldn't lay down in the grass, in the sun. or breathe fresh air. and she became even more horrible. and she knew, even if anyone saw her again someday, she'd look like a monster.

dee doesn't really believe in heaven, or at least, she doesn't believe she's welcome there. but early on, when the loneliness still stung, and she thought she might still have the privilege of actually fully dying, being dead, being done with this purgatory -- she imagined meeting daisy again. seeing her sniffing some grass in a meadow and calling her 'fang' and daisy picking up her head and running toward her, even though dee looked so different now, recognizing her and tackling her over and licking her face and loving her anyway.

[ghostzzy]

Adrianna grabbed him by the wrist. His skin wrinkled under her fingers like tissue paper. With just as much integrity, he crumpled to the ground, mouth slivered in the beginnings of a scream.

inspired by @redwing's post

[ghostzzy]

hey fellas is it gay to walk in on your girl best friend shaving and oops you startled her so she nicked her chin and so of course you've got to blot the dot of blood off her face but she literally watches your pupils dilate while you do it so she tells you to go ahead and lick it off your finger and you do. is that gay or is that normal.