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campbenji · 1 year ago
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just watched the swrve video. need a few minutes to scream.
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fishhawish · 1 year ago
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Hi!, this is my first request in here, so im sorry if I make you uncomfortable, and sorry for my bad englinsh is not my native lenguaje.
So i May ask for a kokichi yandere x fem reader headcannons?
Thank you very much, and like i say earlier sorry if I make you uncomfortable, have a good day! :D
Ofc you can! Tysm for being patience I am currently unwell so I will respond slowly. And dw English isn't my first language either so🤍
Desperately
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Obsessive Yandere!Kokichi x fem reader
**WARNINGS READ**: obsessive and unhealthy behaviors, warnings of changing ones self for another, mentions of harming others. mentions of self harm and suicide
!!this is NOT healthy by any means and if one genuinely feels this way please get them help. /SRS Proceed with caution.!!
Fem reader
Yandere kokichi head cannons :3
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˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
Pre-game:
Kokichi who'd study the guys you'd hang out with or show interest in to be just like them
Kokichi who'd change everything about himself for you
Kokichi who'd give you little snacks and gifts anonymously
Kokichi who'd beg for even a small chance to breathe the same air as you
Kokichi who'd take pictures of you to study and figure out what you like
Kokichi who's jealousy is borderline dangerous
Kokichi who'd hurt himself just to get your attention
Kokichi who'd kill himself if you didn't like him or rejected him at all.
In-game:
Kokichi who'd tease and pretend to target you during trials to see you get upset and pay attention to him
Kokichi who'd stay strong and not murder anyone just for you
Kokichi who's extra cautious and specifically protects you
Kokichi who would take the blame for a murder you did if you where caught
Kokichi who'd do anything to set you free from that horrid game
Kokichi who'd kill if you where fond of anyone else in the game
Kokichi who'd threaten people to stay away from you for your saftey
Kokichi who'd do anything just to be your type even if it hurts him.
Post-game:
Kokichi who's just happy everything wasn't real and that you're safe
Kokichi who's unhealthy habits from pre and in game carried over
Kokichi who's too mentally unstable to date but still tries to get with you
Kokichi who actually kidnapped someone in post game just because they thought of hurting you
Kokichi who is determined to make you only trust him
Kokichi who is dedicated to protecting you from the world
Kokichi who isolated you from everyone you loved.
Kokichi who'd murder for you in real life now.
The end!
Reposts and likes are appreciated
Reqs open slow response I am currently unwell!
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.・゜゜・  ・゜゜・.
。・゚゚・   ・゚゚・。
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shostakovichenthusiast · 9 months ago
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Blog for my dw fan characters I want to eventually develop. And rp with. Ran by @koscheicore , more info under cut! (made this real fast I'll add more as I go). Pfp is the sushicore! picrew.
A ✨ emoji next to a character's name means I'm currently roleplaying them, the rest either aren't active or fleshed out enough for me to feel comfortable with doing so yet.
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In this AU, the Doctor and the Master are the result of a bigeneration, which they don't discover until waaaaaay late into whatever the fuck their relationship is anymore, and yeah it's a mess. This AU came to be by being silly about Doctor Who and inventing plots in recess. Some epic stuff came out of it. Other stuff is pure comedic bullshit. Anyways they've been silly in many weird AUs so djdkdl whatever. Here's them:
✨ The Master - (he/they) Or the Lux Master bcs idk what else to call them yet. Quite the drama queen this incarnation. Loves theatre, salads and torturing the Doctor, of course, because he could never know what it's like to be them, they could never be the same! Oh and they did have an affair with Shostakovich. Also almost died by a supernova. Pretended to be the Corsair once. Too many thoughts and none are orderly! (I will eventually fetch all of their lore I promise)
The Conductor - Renegade Time Lord that's an orchestra conductor and composer. Yeah I have a theme. They've got 3 incarnations so far. Conductor II is... unwell. Let's say.
Tissiri - Usually referred to as Tiss, an artist who used to travel with the Doctor, but ended up travelling with the Master. In another timeline she had to practically become the Doctor.
✨ Starry - (Any pronouns) Fuck around and find out! • Basically a self-insert, but I'm having plans, you see. The ambassador to this blog 🤷
????????? - Careful when you go to sleep.
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Other characters (not currently rping them):
The Doctor - My friend's fan incarnation! The 26th I think. Who knows. Silly idiot with a red coat and golden hair. Sounds familiar. He's nostalgic for past stuff or whatever.
Dak - A "good dalek". Not so, according to the Master. He's got the personality of a curious child, since he holds the DNA of one of the Doctor's companions when he was younger. He kept him of course. Yeah I have no idea how that happened I have LOTS of questions to ask, also my friend's OC. - Yaay friend gave me permission to rp as this one!
The other Doctor (?) - I do have a vague idea of my own version, idk if I'd fit them into this AU or not but their thing is slinkies and raw carrots. Yeah. Just a self-insert as how I'd play them I guess. I'll think abt them later >:3 also their colour would be orange but Tiss took that one it seems so w/e
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girlsbathroom · 8 months ago
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got some hot goss for you. however, it is all >1 week old, so it's cooling off now. you don't know that though and future me probably has a fuzzy memory, so... I travelled back to Ottawa for 4 days last week. It was a fun, sexy, and secret little getaway to see my new lad and potentially also friends.
I was in town for less than 4 hours, when DS and I ran into my mother at a parking lot. Yes, I wanted to die. Yes, the first thing I said was "please don't tell dad". Yes, it is real fucking awkward running into your conservative, catholic mother, while on a secret trip with your secret boyfriend. It is especially awkward when, as far as she knows, you are supposed to be working a night shift in another country, in a city which is further than 5 hours by plane. yes, yes, yes. Otherwise, I'd say that the interaction went well. She agreed to keep it secret (girl code?!), and because she was pressed for time, she could not linger to say anything more than a quick 'nice to meet you'.
I had small hope I could keep the trip a secret from everyone else (delusion!), but for some reason, TK decided to check his Find My Friends app at the most inconvenient time ever. He saw that I was at the airport and told DK and my father, who were right beside him at the gym. So, around the same time that I ran into my mother, I was receiving multiple texts from all of the men in my family, asking me "how are you doing?", "any plans this weekend?", "How's Seattle", "what's new?", "Let's arrange a facetime!". nosey bitches. I love them.
So, I came clean. Everyone now knows. A small burden was lifted from my chest and replaced with a sense of relief (wait until you move back home baby). DS and my friends had a good laugh. Mom and Dad respected my request for some privacy amidst my mortification. And TK requested a quick catch-up-coffee. and I realized he was unwell. (wow, minor heartbreaking plot twist). In the end, it was a great weekend, and I was happy I went, but it was a little bittersweet to leave.
I haven't been journaling as much as I would like. In my sad defense, not a ton has been going on to journal about, but I think there is another reason (she knows that there is another reason!). don't get me wrong, this is the best thing to have to complain about (and I don't like using the word complain), but DS is notably more extroverted than I am. I also think that the distance is more uncomfortable for him, than me. Initially, I had thought that he wanted to chat/video call this often, because he was worried that I was lonely and sad in a foreign city (making Seattle sound a lil' more romantic yeah?), but now I suspect it is because of his own internal factors (I'm not going to spell it out for you). I've tried to gently tease some of these topics out of him, during little convos here and there, but I do worry I am not best equipped to comfort him in a way that would have a lasting impact (Dw, I am not trying to make his emotional health and insecurity my responsibility or whatever you're worried about) (I am also currently deal w/ family stuff, so maybe I am just spread a little thin right now).
But as a result, I find that the little emotional energy which I typically reserve for reflection in these diary entries, has been depleted. I know it won't always be like this though.
I look forward to working day shift again.
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pensoluv · 3 years ago
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Can I bother you again lounges on a couch that appeared out of nowhere
So I heard you wanted fluff ideas~ and I came up with the totally original idea of taking care of the characters of you choice when their sick
Can they be Normal Genshin and the reader being their lover? Just to give you a break from dark stuff
Ps. If you don't like me asking so much stuff, please just tell me, okay?
Pps. T-poses
Omg tysm for the ask! I love your messages so dw! Never too much goodness ehe~ also I love your now-canon t-posing ayaya~
Also, this is longer than I expected, so this is a summary of the perhaps upcoming comfort fluffy crackfics! I’ll name this as SAGAO Work 21.0 (for the prequel)
Methods/Approaches:
Method α: cures your physical illness methodically, to end it early
Method β: cares to your current sickish state
Method γ: does your regular tasks for you
Method δ: tries to stick to you, might end up sick as well
Method ε: gets you your comfort items
Method ζ: gives you weird concoctions that don’t work at all, bimbo/himbo-
Method η: is banned from further interaction because of their lack of proper knowledge/understanding/natural abilities
Method θ: hides because sneak 100, or shy, helps the others as they find ways to make you feel better
Characters:
Albedo: α, 98% efficient, leads the special medicine production team
Amber: γ by hunting for you, ε including her plushies, she’d do δ if Jeanlisa’s influence on her wasn’t as ingrained in her brain
Ayaka: ε through her Thoma Delivery™️, she’d do δ if she wasn’t busy/needed at work/public duties
Barbara: β since she’s proficient in healing, ζ because she forgets that only her body works in such spicy ways
Beidou: γ does your overseas commissions, ζ tries to feed you spicy food too, and her special strong wine blend, η after Ning and Kokomi caught her doing that
Bennett: ε, then ζ, then η, in order because of his bad luck, poor baby
Chongyun: attempts α, becomes ζ, ends up η, tried to exorcise you just in case, was not as discreet as he thought he was-
Diluc: β since he’s used to looking after unwell people, γ by collecting information and ingredients for you
Eula: would do β if she wasn’t a tsun tsun, δ and ε because she cares in a somewhat emotionally awkward but sweet way
Ei: ε, η, she forgot how ‘human’ illnesses work and gets infected for cuddles, then reinfects you after she gets infected. Banned with <3. No hard feelies pls~
Fischl: ζ, η, tried a fictional invention, made it with Bennett, got you sick so she got banned with pyro boi, kinda discouraged, but you reassure her afterwards, saying that it’s still very heartwarming
Ganyu: β in between tasks, γ by collecting ingredients, which are sometimes located at really steep places, that she’d be the most familiar with scaling
Gorou: δ, ε, doggo snuggle instincts + trying to comfort you = he gets sick too-
Hu Tao: α, η, tries to help cure you but gets banned, because they don’t trust the funeral boss, but it’d probably work in suspicious ways in your favour if tried.
Itto: tries to ε, got dragged away by Sara, η from fighting Sara in your sick room
Jean: tries to do α, takes up way more than she could or should be doing in γ, bonus: passes out into deep sleep in Lisa’s arms from the sheer lack of rest, very concerning, low-key unwell at the end
Kaeya: γ, θ, sneakily gets and finishes more work on your behalf, tries to stick around you but got shooed/yeeted off by the two sisters (Jean and Barbara), would be η if he got to stay and (nicely) tease you
Kazuha: α/β? I feel like he’d be up for helping Albedo with creating better medicine. He could have Inazuman connections, since his family’s prominent. Also, unofficial ι with his intuitive sensing
Keqing: ε, she’s busy, but’ll pick up things you’d like after work. Would partly join α if needed
Kokomi: slight α, slight β. She’s busy with the post-war repairs so she’ll only be around for a while. She’s needed by her people. You let her know it’s more than alright
Lisa: β, since there’s already enough help for α. Would have enough knowledge and empathy to treat you nicely, while you’re in your vulnerable state. Mostly lounges around inside, would come to you if you call for her.
Mona: β, γ. She’d do other things but she’s broke, and the research is already being taken care of. Helps the others who are assisting you
Ningguang: ε, ι. Gets you the comfy-textured blankets/ice packs/silk warm waterbags. Keqing toes are of the trivial comfort items while she focuses on the others. Partners up with Jeanlisa to keep the others(, especially the kids,) in check
Noelle: β, occasionally γ. Takes care of everything, so she’d do all methods when needed
Razor: δ, wolf boi has no idea what to help other than snuggling up to you when you get chills. It’s by pure luck that he’s not that sick afterwards. Lupical hugs intensifies.
Rosaria: γ, θ, does the dirty work but won’t let you know. Might not clean up completely so you’ll notice a bit. Avoids awkwardness by avoiding you, when you’re sick and flustered.
Sara: β, θ, cares for you and will help the others without you knowing. Mostly busy with her military, so she won’t be able to do γ.
Sucrose: α, β, similar to Albedo but more close to you
Tartaglia: γ, got η because he’s too enthusiastic and the sick you can’t deal with him right then. Got electrocuted by either Lisa or Baal, as warnings.
Thoma: same with Noelle, but more focused on the caring side. Stays aside you more, but not sick since he’s careful.
Traveler Aether: γ, β
Traveler Lumine: γ, α
Abyss Aether: θ-styled sneaky close β
Abyss Lumine: θ-styled distant care, also ε
Venti: β by singing to you, may have gotten η for being too loud, after accidentally chugging wine by habit
Xiangling: ε, ζ, ι, cooks for you, made the others taste-test her new ideas, monitors the cooking
Xiao: θγ, does your battles for you without any hint of it, would attempt at β briefly
Xingqiu: β, reads to you
Xinyan: ζ, tried to give you spicy food to clear your stuffy nose, only avoided the ban by her ι, monitoring Venti’s volume (ironic but she knows what to do)
Yanfei: α, helps Ganyu to increase overall efficiency
Zhongli: mostly ι, also does the same and more with Noelle
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shintorikhazumi · 3 years ago
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(Diakko week) There’s no way she- (5) ““There’s no way she would ever lose her again.””
A/N: I’m late because. I’m dying in school. Thank you. Dw, I’ll finish the story regardless.
Enjoy?
~Shintori Khazumi
Day 5: Afterlife/Reincarnation
“There’s no way she would ever lose her again.”
[“I will be with you in our next life, and into forever... Diana.”]
“-ness. Your highness, please wake up.”
Akko stirred from her slumber, feeling the silken sheets slip from her shoulders as she was aided into a sitting position.
Yesterday’s meeting must have really worn her out if her body felt this heavy the following morning.
“Ugh- Thank you, Anna. May I have a glass of water?” She requested, holding a hand out in waiting while the other cradled her throbbing head.
“Of course, your excellency.”
Having been handed the drink, Akko took large gulps until she cleared the cup of its contents, handing it back to her attendant. “Thank you.”
“I am glad to be of service.”
Akko continued to massage her throbbing temples, trying to think of all she had to attend to today. It was proving difficult however as she felt strange emotions swirl deep within her. Somehow, she felt as though she had dreamt of something important last night. However, she could not- for the life of her- seem to remember.
“Could you call Finnelan for me?” She moaned through the steadily intensifying pain.
“Right away.”
Akko nodded her gratefulness to Anna who quickly went to fetch the person she needed to see. Not a minute later, Akko’s court adviser had walked into the room, some papers in hand.
“You rang, Empress?”
Kagari Atsuko, empress of the continent of Solis, raised her head to greet her subject, trying her best to put on a presentable face.
“Yes. I apologize for my current state, but I’m feeling a little unwell. I’d like to ask if I had anything important that I needed to accomplish today? Anything that needs immediate regard?”
Finnelan gave her a sympathetic smile, leafing through the papers she had brought with her. “Not that I know of, Empress. You are fairly ahead of schedule for most of your work, and anything scheduled for today can be moved to at least three days later with nothing affecting any ongoing or future work.”
Akko sighed in relief, allowing herself to fall back into her covers. “Thank goodness. Would it be alright if I take the day off? I’m feeling a little unwell.”
Finellan laughed at the question. The young empress sure could be considerate.
“You literally own the entire empire, your Majesty. People’s time revolves around you. I mean this in a positive way. You are allowed to take breaks. No one could ever tell you no.”
Akko laughed along lightly with her, glad that she could take a much deserved rest.
“I will take up the opportunity then.”
“Please do. We can’t have our Empress functioning at any capacity less than her best.”
“Understood~” Akko lazily saluted as her subjects shook their heads in fondness.
“We shall be taking our leave then.” Finnelan said for both of them, taking a bow as she did.
“If you need anything, your majesty, feel free to call for me.” Anna reminded before they both finally left the empress to her own devices.
At the sound of the door clicking shut, Akko sighed, draping her arm across her eyes as she thought of what she should do with her free time now. Clearly, resting was at the top of her priority list, but she knew she wouldn’t be able to just keep still and laze around all day.
She decided she’d nap and grab a bite to eat before doing some exploring- something she hadn’t been able to do lately. The forests to the south of the palace sounded like the ideal place to adventure in today.
With her plan in mind, she laid herself to sleep and succumbed to the temptations of her sheets.
//
Akko felt significantly better once mid-afternoon came around. She had satisfyingly filled her stomach and had acquired her much needed rest. Refreshed, she decided to go for a ride into the southern woods, as planned.
Akko walked through the palace halls, first searching for Anna to let her know she was heading out. With the castle staff aware of her whereabouts, she made her way out the back doors and hiked far enough that she’d be hidden from anyone’s immediate sight.
She scanned her surroundings for any presence or unwanted eyes. Finding none, she sighed in relief, reaching into the pocket of her coat and pulling out a small locket- an oddly shaped one. One that looked uncannily like...
A briefcase.
This odd artifact had been with her since the day she was born, apparently. Her parents hadn’t given it to her, that’s for sure. They just said that one moment she was born, and the next they’d seen her, she already had the necklace laid next to her in her crib. She had never parted with it since then.
It wasn’t something they could explain. Maybe a cleric or a mysterious nurse had gifted it to her, who knew. All Akko knew was that one day, she suddenly had many creatures to call family, and somehow, she knew each one by heart.
Whispering a few words against the locket, and planting a gentle kiss on it, the case grew and she was able to open it.
Biting her lip, she weighed a few options in her mind. Who should she call today...
Ah, of course. If she wanted to brave the woods and look for adventure, who better to call on than-
“Florence.”
Immediately, a gentle glow of light filled her area, and a regal-looking creature emerged, basking in the light for a few moments before nuzzling Akko’s side.
The empress giggled, petting her creature before returning the briefcase to its former state and hanging it around her neck.
“Hello, my friend.”
Without her having to say another word, Florence took her up on his own back before quickly ascending to the heavens and flying quickly across the vast lands, giving Akko a gorgeous bird’s eye view of the landscape.
As they sword above the heights of trees, Akko spotted an open area. She was sure that if she had walked the woods, she’d never spot this peculiar looking shack as it seemed cloaked in some sort of... magic.
Carefully, she had Florence glide about the air before silently landing nearby, but not quite in the area. Her intuition had proved right as she struggled for a few minutes to see what she had found from above. Using her general instinct and memory of where she vaguely assumed that place to be, she eventually stumbled through an odd-feeling magical barrier that allowed her to stumble upon a cottage that looked nothing like what she had seen mid-air.
It looked cozy, quite homely.
Akko looked around, hoping to see any signs of a person as clearly someone resided here- what with the well-kept grass and the lively waving by the window.
She followed the dotted stony path leading to the door, reading the sign left there.
[Apothecary Cavendish is closed. Return tomorrow.]
Akko frowned slightly for two reasons. One beint that that odd name caused her head to throb once more. Was she getting sick again? Maybe not. The other reason Akko felt disheartened was due to the fact that she wouldn’t exactly be having a tomorrow to check this place out as she would have to get back to work. She wasn’t quite sure if she’d have any time this week either. Or this month. Or... ever.
She weighed her options.
She could sneak out of the castle at some point in the future. Or maybe she could quench her curious thirst right now and try opening the door- have a little peek, that’s all. She could say that it was an inspection since she was sure this place wasn’t on the empire’s map, nor was it registered in any city or town hall.
She was simply investigating, yes. Investigating. For the safety of her country and men.
Akko nodded, knowing she hadn’t really convinced herself of anything. Reaching for the knob, she felt her hands sweat and tremble, throat drying. She really was justifying her actions that could very well be a crime. Empress or not, this was really wrong. But... She just had to know... She just had to reach and turn the knob and take one small look and all would be fine. She’d leave without a trace, and no one would kno-
“Who are you.”
Akko felt her body go rigid in fright, slowly turning around to spot a woman with basket of what seemed to be herbs. Had she just returned from collecting them-
“Ugh-”
“Hey! Are you okay?”
Again. It was back again. The pain in her head.
Akko crouched down, cradling her head in her hands with her eyes squeezed shut as the world spun round and round until she hit the ground. She barely heard the panicked yelling of her companion as all went to black.
//
“You’re awake.”
Akko blinked once, twice. Her visage was filled with soft light and wooden framing across a tall roof. Turning to her side she watched the woman she’d met only moments ago squeezing a towel over a basin before gently laying it over her forehead.
“A high fever, and you had the gall to go exploring in these dangerous woods.” She scolded Akko who couldn’t help but stare, not processing anything she’d just said.
Akko didn’t know why, but something spoke familiarity in just about everything this woman had been showing her. Her manner of speech, of action, the way she was currently scolding Akko with a stern and frank voice that still held a gentle warmth to it- everything about her told Akko that couldn’t possibly be the first time they’d met.
At least... not in this lifetime...?
Akko did a double-take at her thought process. This lifetime? What did that mean? Had she ever been one to believe in something like reincarnation and multiple lives? Well, she didn’t necessarily doubt it either. She simply never thought of it until now.
So… what did she think of it now?
“Um, pardon me? Are you alright? Are you still with me?”
Akko realized her mind had wandered so far that she forgot her manners.
“Ah, my apologies. I just...just…” She had looked up to meet the eyes of her savior to show her sincerity, but so quickly got lost in them. Sparkling blue gems that were framed with long lashes above the gentle slope of a tall nose and healthy pink lips distracted her.
Holy shit. This lady was-
“Absolutely stunning.”
Miss Stunning blinked. As did Akko.
“Thank...you…?”
It was only then that Akko came to her senses, immediately rising from the bed, only to smack her head straight into her companion’s nose.
“CR- CRUMPETS AND SHIITAKE MUSHROOMS-… WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!” She groaned, nursing her nose and checking for any possible signs of bleeding.
Fortunately for her, their were none. Unfortunately for Akko she was now rather cross.
Akko reached out to assist her, but the woman promptly created distance between them, not trusting Akko anymore in case of any more surprise attacks.
“Miss, I-”
“Just-! If you’re feeling better, please leave. Please. I beg you.”
Akko really, truly felt terrible for causing her so much trouble that she silently complied. With a bow, she gathered her coat that had been hanging off a dining room chair, wore it and said her farewells.
“I’m sorry to have bothered you. And trespassed.” She apologized, head hung low. “I-if it’s alright…” Still, something deep within her told her she still needed to come back. She needed to know of this woman and the strong pull she seemed to have over her. “May I come back?”
Akko could see the woman’s hesitance in her eyes. She watched her deliberate over the decision, before sighing and agreeing, much too Akko’s surprise.
“Fine. I guess I do need a few more customers. Wouldn’t mind that.” She reluctantly gave Akko a smile… and a piece of paper with a few things written on it.
Akko cocked her head to the side, scrutinizing the item. “What’s this?” She inquired, confused.
She watched the other woman crack a grin, finding it somehow incredibly endearing. “The bill.” She stated factually. “For the services I’ve provided you, good miss.”
Akko’s jaw dropped at the words. She couldn’t even tell if she was being teased or-
“I’m dead serious.” She was told. “My ingredients don’t really grow on tre-… okay, some do. But this forest doesn’t exactly grow me any money. Only resources.”
That drew a fit of laughs from Akko who was incredibly amused by this stranger’s straightforwardness.
“Alright, alright.” She was never really short on money anyway. “I’ll come back with your compensation. That, I promise.”
And she swore she died a little at the smile she received just then. Her brain ceased to function and her feet would no longer move.
“Miss?”
“O-Oh! Sorry, just… uh. Got lost in the moment there. Um…” Awkwardly scratching the back of her head, she bid her farewells. “Well, I’ll see you around um…” Oh. She didn’t quite know the woman’s name.
“Hmm?” Akko was given a questioning look before the apothecary caught on. “Oh, right. We forgot to introduce ourselves to one another. Hello there.”
“H-hello.”
“I go by Cavendish…
Diana Cavendish.”
And at those words it felt like puzzles of a piece Akko didn’t know she was solving, suddenly fit. Sparks connected, and her mind ran miles and miles per hour over memories, thoughts, emotions, and a past Akko now fully remembered.
A past where she had love. A past where she had… Diana Cavendish.
She hadn’t even realized when it was she started crying, but Diana had reacted faster than she did, dabbing Akko’s face with a handkerchief while awkwardly consoling her.
“May I… embrace you?” Akko suddenly blurted out.
Diana, already surprised from Akko’s sudden crying, became all the more shocked. Her being a little weirded out by what Akko had requested was also not something she particularly hid from showing on her face.
“May I... Could I possibly embrace you?” Akko repeated to her, well aware of how odd it was to ask that of someone who clearly thought her to be a stranger.
“I don’t even know who you are, sorry.” Diana eventually admitted, the words breaking Akko’s heart just a bit.
Akko couldn’t remember the last time words had hurt her this much, but Diana not remembering the things they’d been through and Akko knowing the things she knew… it was just a bit much.
Maybe… this wasn’t something that was meant to be. Akko decided to plaster on a smile. Maybe she could try again tomorrow? Would Diana be able to remember her as well? Should Akko just tell her? Would she even believe her?
Akko didn’t have much time to think about it any longer as the sun began to set. It was time for her to leave.
“My apologies.” Akko sighed, giving Diana a respectful bow. “That was rather rude of me, wasn’t it?”
Diana gave her a small, suspicious nod.
“I must be on my way, but… um…” Akko felt her palms sweat and she quickly wiped it off on her garments before holding a hand out. “Let us start over again.” She smiled. She could do this much at least. Right?
Diana took her hand incredibly slowly and carefully. Akko kept up her smile despite all the salt continuously being added to a fresh wound.
“Hello, Miss Diana.” She greeted. “I am a simple noblewoman in this country and I go by the name..,” Maybe if she said her name, Diana would remember just as she had.
Or maybe not and Akko would continue to wallow in sadness for a few days more.
Only one way to find out.
“Kagari Atsuko”
Nothing.
There was nothing.
Diana neither flinched, nor blinked, nor spoke a word.
Akko could now actually hear her heart start to crack, ready to shatter. The universe sure could be cruel sometime-
The sunset sky sure looked lovely from where Akko was laying on the ground, tackled by a Diana who now sobbed heavily into her robe.
“B-by gods, Akko… Akko. Akko.” Diana chanted, over and over and over again. “Akko. Akko. Akko. Atsuko. Kagari Atsuko. My Akko.” She cried into the crook of Akko’s neck, placing kisses along that curve and up to her cheek,
Adjusting herself so that she was comfortably atop Akko, she cupped both the brunette’s cheeks, looking into her eyes as if she were confirming this to not be a dream.
Akko felt her eyes water again, the shock of the sudden attack fading away as it all begun to sink.
That Diana remembered.
That they both did.
As though she had found it, Diana’s face lit up into the biggest smile as she leaned down to plant a kiss on Akko’s lips for as long as she could, like she was afraid Akko would disappear again at any minute.
They both laughed through the tears and the kisses, Akko carefully sitting them up with Diana situated on her lap.
Having run out of air, they parted, Akko immediately grabbing both of Diana’s hands and planted kissed on them,
Diana felt her stomach flutter at the familiar gesture, bringing her hands up to brush the sides of Akko’s face, her bangs and hair, and play with her eats that were warm at the tips.
“I’ve missed you.” Diana whispered.
The floodgates opened once more and Akko cried the most she had in this lifetime.
Cradling Diana close to her chest. Showering her lover with her own affections and completely forgetting about her home, Akko just reveled in the miracle that they had acquired, happy beyong measure.
“I’ve finally found you again.” She told Diana, tightening her arms around her as she felt Diana do the same.
Akko smiled even wider-if it was possible as she continued her statement.
“I love you.” She whispered with Diana whispering it back. “And this time, I’ll never lose you. Ever again.” Akko promised, and Diana nodded, wrapped in euphoria and Akko’s arms.
“Never again.”
A/N: I rushed this already, I’m sorry. ;-;. See you last 2 chaps!
~Shintori Khazumi
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getoswhore · 3 years ago
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Hey Bella…Those voice things are pretty neat and a good idea. They definitely sound kinda like how my brain was reading you. Really soft yet hyperactive tone. Honestly today’s been a day for you it seems, anons asking for banning, videos that aren’t working, quite the busy bee. I’m not gonna give that one time on the SA and rape thing because of…various reasons outside of it happening later. Am I annoyed? Yeah, but it’s just another naïve person who doesn’t…understand the ill will they wish upon others. As for the reading things, it makes me happy that you’re actually trying something new, even though it isn’t working currently 😅. Glad to see you just enjoying yourself though. Makes me really proud, except the no water or actual nutrition…do I need to start my checkups and go digging for the character anons again? ‘M not happy, but can’t control your life…just worried about your health is all.
If you’re asking about mine it’s been okay. I had a social anxiety attack which is very interesting because those are my silent ones. Like you wouldn’t be able to tell unless I inform you it’s happening. It’s not a great thing but comes in handy. A friend of mine turned 18, she’s actually asleep next to me. I’m normally the night owl on the rarest occasions, but you know. And I am getting the prom dress made! It’s paid for now it’s the waiting game. Too bad I can’t find a prom date because I’m known as “quiet” and “smart” or my mom’s kid because she’s a teacher at the school I go to. I am also magically talking to a 25 year old now…it’s fun and he calls me pretty which makes me feel nice but Idk anymore. That’s the sun up of the last couple of days. Honestly need to be more active but brain gets side tracked here. Oh! And if the thing gets working can I hear you ramble about what you would say to Geto if he randomly appeared beside you in bed? Like real life not fake or imaginary. Just because I know my phrasing to mine would be fun.
Love you bunches Bella. Please do take care of yourself! 😘
heyhey, darling, a lot under the cut. <33
yeah, it was fun for awhile, but i got tired quickly n decided to delete them all cause i was feeling weird afterwards fkgmdk hm idky but i just get super icky about stuff like that.. also, pls dw about that shitty anon, that are clearly unwell and doesn't understand the difference of reality and fiction, and the real effects it can have on a person.. sigh.. we just ignore them and don't give them our energy!1!1 also, pls dw, m super big on my health, but last night was just a, hm.. a pat on the back for always keeping up with myself, yknow? i rlly have a big sweet tooth, so once i start eating it's hard to stop jwnfjs but i work out a lot! so no need to worry, pls you're so cute ifmgmfmg
and talking about health, i really hope you're taking care of yourself as well, mentally and physically. and these panic attacks bb :(( are they getting worse? if you don't mind me asking ofc, like when do you realize they start to come up? around big groups of people? meeting new people? :(( augh, i just feel so bad cause ik how it truly feels, and they are icky :(( i really do hope it settles and doesn't worsen over time, so pls don't overthink things, ik in the moment your mind is all over the place but stay as calm as you can bb :(( or just completely walk away if you need to :/
AWW THE PROM DRESS OFMGMFMG I BET YOUR GONNA LOOK HOTTER IN IT AAAAH 😻😻 i wish to see!11! as long as your comfy ofc, AND M SURE SOMEONE WILL LOVE TO GO WITH YOU. but you always have your besties if anything 😈😈 and that 25 yr old.. hm.. ik your grown but older men can be scary sometimes.. but as long as he's not preying on you or doing any weird shit and only treating you right, it's ok. <33 keep me updated if anything. <33
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