#ctubbo angst

[mintymooshroom]

tw: blood, injuries, bright colours

art im actually proud of woah??????

[bugflies00]

"watch out technoblade, tommy's angry at you" top 10 moments that killed thousands.

[productofaritual]

C!Ranboo using both they/them and he/him pronouns not because they particularly like he/him, but because c!Tubbo uses he/him and c!Ran was like "we can match! :D"

[hunnicakez]

Ctommy having a nightmare about exile and ctubbo comforting him but also feeling awful cause he was the one who had made the decision to exile Ctommy

When Tommy woke up, he wasn't expecting to be covered in sand. Where was he?

It took him a moment to realize exactly where he was. Oh.

He felt incredibly confused, why was he here? Wasn't he at home earlier?

—You've been sleeping for a good while, what a pity that all of that was just a dream, right?—

That voice... Tommy turned around immediately.

—Dream...what are you..—

—Have you forgotten? I'm your best friend, of course I'm going to be here—

Dream's mocking tone was sending the boy into hyperventilation. No way. He couldn't be back here. No.

No no no no no no.

—No, I was-... I was with Tubbo, at home, I spent so long away from this place.—

—Oh so you really think that you could escape?—

His eyes were dwelling up with tears. Had all his freedom really only been a dream? No, it couldn't be.

—Don't cry, Tom, you'll always have me, even if Tubbo blatantly betrayed you and stabbed you in the back, I'm your best friend! You are never alone, Tommy—

Tommy was horrified, so much so that his chest started to hurt and felt sick to his stomach.

Abruptly, he woke up. A scream coming out of his own throat breaking the calm silence in the room. He had barely a couple of seconds to turn to the side before he was already throwing up on the floor.

It was a nightmare. Right? It had all just been a cruel nightmare... Can't Dream just leave him alone once and for all?

His chest still hurt, and he felt dizzy all over. He couldn't help but break down sobbing.

Suddenly, the lights in his room turned on, Tubbo walking in, worried.

—Tommy-? Tommy! What happened? I heard a scream and- did you throw up? Oh my god, wait, I'll go clean that.—

The blond didn't even register anything of what Tubbo said. He simply kept crying and shaking on his bed. A couple of minutes later, the vomit poodle was gone, cleaned off by Tubbo, who was sitting on Tommy's bed, trying his best at comforting him.

—Shh... Shh... Everything is going to be alright... What happened?—

Tubbo asked, his voice as gentle as he could make it, softly caressing Tommy's head.

Tommy had clung to Tubbo, hugging him tightly as little by little his sobbing faded out.

—I... It was a nightmare—

Tommy's shaky voice made the brunet hug him tighter, wanting to comfort his best friend with all his might.

—I was back in Logstedshire, exile... Dream was there...—

It's all the explanation the younger could muster. Those words hit Tubbo like a bucket of ice cold water falling down on him.

Exile was all his fault. Completely his fault. He had basically stabbed Tommy in the back.

Tubbo felt like throwing up. To this day he could not forgive himself for such a thing, probably never will.

He felt horrible, hiding his face on Tommy's shoulder.

—It's okay... You're okay... Your exile ended long ago... You're with me now—

Whispered Tubbo reassuringly, maybe for the both of them.

Not too long after, both of them fell back asleep, still clinging tighter onto each other.

[mioakem]

dadschlatt is by far my favorite dsmp family hc and i feel like ppl don’t explore the possibilities of it enough

[tubzthelilbeeboy]

Here's some angst from my fucking crossover fic. Uhm! It'll come out whenever I'm ready to finish that shit anyways enjoy snippet but angst edition!

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"I thought you would love me forever!"

"I said death do we part and guess what! Your fucking dead! You've BEEN dead for FIVE FUCKING YEARS!"

Ghostboo freezes in place. They felt sick. Tubbo stared straight into their eyes.... He knew that they didn't like when he did that why was he.. Why was he looking? It hit Ghostboo like a brick that Tubbo had zero respect for him.

"You.... You left me."

"You aren't my husband anyway. Your overreacting. No one would ever replace Ranboo. Especially you!"

"THEN WHO THE FUCK IS THAT!" They scream, pointing into one of the many mansion windows at Fred. Tubbo looks at Fred and his face softens slightly. He sighs. "We can fight another time Ghostboo I have to-"

"IT'S RANBOO! MY NAME IS RANBOO! MY NAME IS RANBOO UNDERSCORE BELOVED AND I AM YOUR HUSBAND!" Ghostboo yelled as loudly as they could. Tubbo flinched and stepped back.

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And that's all ur getting :]

[kyyuis]

hey haha so did you know that in sad-ist's animatic "Hog Hunt" there's a frame where c!tubbo is standing on a stepping stool. haha .

so do you think c!schlatt gave it to him as a present? with a hearty laugh when c!tubbo wilts under his embarrassment; in the end, it won't matter whether c!tubbo hesitates on the first step or not. neither will save him from his fate.

a gift to say yeah you're young, but you chose this. you wanted to be here. you played your part of the mole and you played it like a child.

do you think the crowd knows? that every bystander he lays eyes on, all they can think is a wolf in sheep's clothing; a child in a man's place ? that, even in this position, he is underestimated and undermined?

[atrashmammall]

‘Sunday 13th November,

It’s been two hours, I think, the sun set a while ago and nobody has come by, I haven’t left the silo, it’s all my fault if only I had just I think jack hates me, I hate me I hate what I’ve done I knew I should have figured something else out if only he would have just, if only I could have just- nobody has come by, I don’t even know if anybody knows if anybody would even care, I killed my best friend and its my fault only my fault I could have done more I should have done more its my fault mine mine mine mine mine I need to be gone I cant do this without him its all my fault I did this me me me me me.’

  ‘Monday 14th November,

I’m not sure I can move its so cold and my legs are numb, and I can’t move there’s this weight on my chest and I’m stuck here, and I can’t move because its all my fault all mine all my fault I did this to him I killed him I should be dead not him this is my fault.’

  ‘Wednesday 16th November,

I’m so fucking sorry Tommy this was all my fault I’m sorry I should have never put us in this situation and I’m just really fucking sorry please come home Tommy I can’t do this without you please Tommy I’m sorry I’m so fucking sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry’

  ‘Saturday 19th November,’

  ‘Thursday 24th November,’

  ‘Monday 28th,’

  ‘Friday,’

Hello hello! New fic time!! This is chapter two of my clingyduo-centric finale fix-it fic, read more here!

[butcherihardlyknowher]

c!clingyduo angst 😢

ctubbo is my favorite insect

[mintymooshroom]

tw: blood, bright colours

[bugflies00]

FOUR YEARS OF GREAT CTUBBO ANGST LETS GOOOO!!!

lets all kill ourselves fr fr

[leftneb]

(Regarding the Landoscar dsmp au you're talking about)

YES!!! DO IT!! Join me in the crossover/multi fandom shenanigans!!! >:D /lh

Fr I would be so interested to see it 👀

this ask has been sitting in my inbox for about 39 years now but I have actually had a think about it so here I go

basically I think AU-ing anything into the DSMP would be incredibly challenging because it doesn't have many concrete universe rules. like we know hybrids and whatnot exist, we have the base universe of minecraft (minus the End ig) and the most defined part of the lore is the revival system which is a bit difficult to do anything with tbh

the way to make this interesting (and viable) would be to assign DSMP factions to the drivers and try imagining WHEN and WHY they would have chosen to align with those ideas and people (again this pretty much requires coming up with a new plotline which I'm a little too hyperfixed on the dbh au for atm) (you can pretty much reimagine the whole "plot" of the DSMP with the factions and main plotpoints being kept actually hmmmmmm just the relations changing. potential there.)

like imagine Landoscar (non-americans) with early L'Manburg meanwhile Logan is stuck outside. pure angst potential

my cTubbo (and cSchlatt and cDream) enjoyer brain also very very much wants to draw them as goat/deer hybrids because uhh yes. or just give them horns like the fandom did with cTommy

okay real question what happens when a hybrid character with horns gets revived. white horn maybe....

another big ol' questionmark would be how the drivers' lives could be adapted into the story. one thing that comes to mind is how Oscar moved to England alone at like 14, which my brain immediately associates with cTubbo. or Lando growing up as a shy kid with very little friends, very reminiscent of clingyduo in L'Manburg with the whole getting lifelong trauma thing

basically my thesis is that Landoscar (and Loscar actually) are clingyduo. I am not open to critiscism at this time (I actually am do please discuss this with me there's only a low chance I'll bite you)

I would point out that there is SO much angst potential with the whole L'Manbirg to Pogtopia and Manburg to everything that went on in the prison thing and I haven't even brought up cWilbur yet (the character and the person make me ill in such different ways urgh)

a thing (definitely one of my favorite things at that) about the DSMP is how EVERYONE is a main character depending on who you choose to follow, which is incredibly similar to how F1 works tbh so shockingly enough that's actually easy to adapt

another aspect I had a think about was dsmp character to driver associations which I honestly really want to do a questionnaire on and like make a research post about (someone actually did something similar to this about fandom to F1 pipelines go look at it it's very interesting)

my hypothesis is that associating single characters to drivers would be relatively simple (just a question of what role they play in their respective communities really, plus what vibes they give off lmao) BUT making those connections with groups/duos/trios/etc like actually reimagining the system would yield different results to singular associations. which is just a result of different environments having different ecosystems ig but it would be interesting to see nonetheless. in my brain some DSMP characters' roles would be filled by several drivers and some drivers would take on several roles at the same time which is absolutely fascinating to me

I think. that's all the thoughts I had about that (miight make a post about my driver-character associations at some point but I wanna sit down and have a proper think about that first) (all I'm saying is that Alex Albon is cRanboo)

[productofaritual]

limbo rant ^__^

limbo is a terrible time for cranboo, the worst of his entire life. at first he’s told that he’ll be okay and because people CARE, he’ll be out of there in no time. and he’s a pretty optimistic guy. so he believes ghostboo in thinking it’ll be okay soon and he’ll get back to his family. and he doesn’t. after a year in limbo time, he starts to get a little worried, but is reassured by his ghost. he makes excuses for the first few years, knowing time moves faster here so they don’t understand that it’s a while for HIM. ghostboo keeps assuring him people care and will try to get him back. except they never do. and cranboo wonders if anyone ever cared at all. if ctubbo ever cared. if ctommy ever cared. if ANYONE he thought was his friend or at least cared about him at least a little bit ever truly did. and if they did, it wasn’t ever enough. and he’s left alone with something that hurts him for over three decades. he’s miserable. in my mind— he doesn’t get any sleep. barely any. a few hours a week, if he’s lucky. and you know. if you have those kinds of sleeping habits for an extended period of time, you start to hallucinate. he doesn’t know what’s real anymore. if he’s real. if anything before this was real or if it was all a dream he’s lost and will maybe forget. he has little to no proper social interactions— the only one being the one briefly with mexican dream. he doesn’t know how to talk to people anymore when he’s finally out. he has no brain stimulation— nothing to do for 33 and a half years. he has NOTHING to do, really. everything he was originally doing to pass the time became boring or maybe it made him so upset. because no one ever actually cared about him. he tries to kill himself. because there has to be something else. this can’t be it. he only gets around sixteen feet underwater before he’s coming up for air with his entire body burning. and it never seems to stop. when he gets out, he deals with the lasting effects for his whole life. michael worries about him so much. cranboo wakes up in the middle of the night thinking he’s back, and he’s horrified every time. he always has to usher michael back to bed because michael can hear him scream from the other room. cranboo forgets he’s a person. forgets how to be a person. people find him weird but he’s just dealing with the effects of death. he can’t look in mirrors anymore because he can’t recognize himself. he’s no longer optimistic, and almost everything that made cranboo himself has been taken away from him because of 33 and a half years of torture. he’s the most awkward he’s ever been and barely knows how to hold a proper conversation, specifically with strangers, and it just makes him kind of unapproachable . he truly forgets that he’s an actual person because those years were so dehumanizing it’s like he was never human in the first place. he can’t sleep most nights and can’t take care of himself that well but does his best with michael. luckily he can manage a lot better because he’s getting older. even a decade after limbo, he still gets nightmares, and he’s still scared. but he’s better

:D Oh :D Wow :D Okay :D he's just having a grand ol time :D

Also depending on what sort of water burn system you're going off, that whole jumping in the water could only burn his skin off. Like. Nothing else just the skin. Which is fucking horrifying and please forget I said that because knowing you, you fucking angst Lord /pos, if you don't have a concrete plan that idea will get added and I can't afford everyone's therapy bills if that happens

...This fucking guy. Spent ALMOST TWICE the amount of time in limbo than he did alive. I need a minute to process that. Maybe a bit more than a minute. Maybe, I dunno, 33 years, give or take. "It gets worse before it gets better" PLEASE DO ENLIGHTEN ME, HOW THE FUCK DOES THIS GET ANY BETTER

[tubzthelilbeeboy]

Me sitting down at my desk, turning up my sad music and loading up docs.

Time to write the most diabolical C!Tubbo angst again for my ao3 followers to enjoy. 🥰

[transbeeduo]

im SORRY i was reading the ctubbo pregnancy angst and my first thought was 'wow Bug wouldn't have been very hard to push out, huh?' THAT WAS MY FIRST THOUGHT EHRN I READ HOW SMALL THEY WERE. IM SORRY.

NO ANON THATS AWESOME YOURE SO AWESOME FOR THAT

Bug would actually!! be a c-section baby!! Due to like some complications with it’s anatomy (tail and horns and possibly having an egg horn from their dragon bits), and it possibly being dangerous for Tubbo, Bug was a c-section!

I think while the surgery was happening, Ranboo couldn’t be in the room because of the imagery of someone being cut open would obviously. Not be fun for him :( But how it happened was that they had to root around for Bug in there it was SO SMALL and was sooo sopping wet animal when it got taken out Tubbo was just really fucking out of it the whole time

[detectiveaku]

the opening to the bee movie can be ctubbo angst. if you think about it.