#crimsonkirkland

[shayminbraginski]

Meet Crimson(Kirkland)! Based on/A persona of my Irl friend!

Another image will come by~ It will be similar to this but with notes! Similar to Shaymin’s reference(That I will post again).

[shayminbraginski]

A Newer Old Entry #7

09/04/3023

Audio entry 1-

Shaymin. Was at the garden. Again. I don’t know why, but every time I see Shaymin at the garden something weird happens. Either it’s because of my clumsy weirdness around her, or maybe it’s just something around Shaymin, I really don’t know. This time she was playing with game cards. Another thing I don’t know is the fact of, why I sit beside her at all after all the weird stuff that happened previously. So, I took a seat and silently watched as she shuffled cards in various ways.

“I knew you’d be back~” Shaymin said, lifting her gaze to look in my direction.

“Uh, yeah, and I knew you’d be here too, hooray.” I replied sarcastically.

“Are you not happy to see me?” she tilted her head, clearly offended by my sarcasm.

“Um no, I mean yes, no wait that’s not what I intended, um-Wait, how are you still managing to smile after I’ve slightly offended you, what the hell?” I stuttered a million times in my sentence then randomly asked a weird question to make up for that broken sentence. I’m a real idiot sometimes, ugh.

“Hmm, you wonder about my smile?” Shaymin asked, while also chuckling at my clumsy sentence.

“Yeah, uh, you smile all the damn time, and it’s weird.!” I told her, trying to continue the topic so I wouldn’t look like an idiot.

“I guess when a lot of stuff happens to you, you forget how to show your emotions to the world.” She replied with an answer I didn’t expect.

“But clearly I can read them. When Lilith was being a jerk you did show some annoyance, then I could tell Crimson was also getting on your nerve..” I explained. Shaymin froze in her actions and placed the game cards down.

I continued, “Then the first time we met at the garden your smile nearly faded away when you were talking about a fight and-” then I was suddenly cut off.

“You can read behind my smile~.?” She asked looking me in the eyes.

“Yes! And clearly I can see you’re happy about it for some reason!” I answered, what I got next was something I didn’t expect.

She pulled me into a warm hug.

I panicked for a moment, wondering what got into Shaymin’s mind at that point. But, I could tell, the way she wrapped her arms around me tightly, clearly indicated she finally found someone who understood her, after being misunderstood for years. I heard Shaymin softly whisper, “Thank you, friend.”

I felt small droplets of something fall onto the back on my sweater, I wondered, (was she crying?) Shaymin then pulled herself away, her hands still held onto my shoulders. Her head was facing down, so I couldn’t actually tell then, if she was crying, I was wondering if it was dew falling from the leaves of the old tree above us, but it hadn’t rained recently. Shaymin removed her hands off my shoulders and looked at me again, her eyes looking like purple bubbles of water. She really was crying. “You are friend, yes~?” she asked, giving me a true, warm smile, to which I replied, “Of course!~”

This happened 2 days ago, and I’ve stuck by Shaymin since then, even V’s been sticking around her too, which of course, Crimson doesn’t like much, but she is kind of warming up to Shaymin now. She doesn’t show her trust much around her and denies it a ton, but she also doesn’t show much annoyance to her either, so I know she is beginning to get along pretty okay.

We’ve been having conversations every so often now. During break time now, Crimson, V, and the rest of the group all come to the garden now to relax. We even made up a rule to hang around everyone’s favourite flower field in turns. We’re going to hang around V’s favourite flowers this week, and then Crimson’s favourite flowers the next, she’s pretty nice to be around when she’s among some of her most beloved things. In fact, when she’s around bluebell flowers, she’ll probably laugh to a few jokes V makes occasionally.

So here’s to a little update! I’ll drop another audio message again soon~ [click]

~Big intimidating and secretly gay cinnamon roll gives a confused hyperactive cinnamon roll a hug.